They call me starshine's blog: "Care and feeding of the Starshine"

How do you unconfuse yourself.  Your mind wants one thing on Monday and something else on Sunday.  You swear you dont need anyone but you shiver in bed at night from the lonleyness. You throw yourself into projects to keep busy but cant keep the tears from occasionally running down your face.  This starshine does not know what she needs or wants but thats okay.  I'm not hurting or deciving anyone. I'm not leading anyone one or playing games.  Maybe i am still finding myself but maybe i am what i will always be.  Only time will tell and situations can change.