Where am I? How did I get here?
Who am I? What is it that I fear?
Why am I alone again, in this world of hurt and pain?
I thought that I had found the one, who would shelter me from the rain.
I thought she was so perfect, I though she loved me true.
The story is so twisted now, and this is why I'm blue.
She told me that I was her one true love, no one could replace.
Now I hear a different tale, and it leaves a bitter taste.
I could not live up to, the one she left behind.
In the end she left me, in hopes of him to find.
I did my best to please her, to bring her peace and joy.
She left me low and empty, cast aside like a broken toy.
I feel alone and used up, like a bulb thats lost its glow.
No more reason to shine on, no more reason say go.
It never mattered how I loved her, never mattered how much I cared.
I could never fill another's shoes, I don't know why I dared.
For her I changed the man I was, a man I loved to be.
I gave her everything I had, though she never tried to see.
I could see her slipping away, I witnessed every sign.
But I continued hoping, and praying she'd stay mine.
Nothing I said mattered, no word I spoke meant shit!
I could have given my life, and she wouldn't have noticed it!
If I were to die tomorrow, would she even see that I was gone?
Would my abscence phase her? Or was I just a pawn?
To me so was so special, I loved her like no other.
I would have died to protect her, my own life I would smother.
To me she was an angel, who saved me from myself.
She made me see what could have been, and gave new meaning to wealth.
I've given countless women, the key to my aching heart.
But this one was so different, she was miles apart.
I am no angel, no innocent hapless soul.
I've made my mistakes, and fallen in many a hole.
Things with her were different, I never strayed from my course.
I was open and so honest, I have no reason for remorse.
I did my best to keep her, to love her deep and true.
Sometimes it doesn't matter what you say, or matter what you do.
You can't always keep the things you want, sometimes you must let go.
Not every person we met, was designed to keep in tow.
Some were brought into our lives, to teach a valuable lesson.
Some were never meant to be and were never worth the stressing.
I do not know who she truly was, or if her feelings were real.
All I know is who I am, and how she made me feel.
For a moment in time, she made me feel like I was King.
Sometimes our hearts betray us, and it's a wicked tune they sing!
I take solice in the fact, that I did my very best.
It's not my fault that I didn't matter and was trampled like the rest.
My heart is in a million pieces, a puzzle I can't fix.
I don't know how I got here, or why I feel so sick.
Nothing matters now, for this dream has gone away.
I am still here lonely, and it is here that I shall stay.
Time will heal my shattered heart, and mend my painful wounds.
A new love will encompass me, and erase all of my gloom.
I have no time to hate, for she isn't all that's scattered.
Many things in my world are amiss, many things that matter.
I hold a faith in God, that he will see me through.
He will shine a brilliant light, and show me what to do.
This has made me stronger, made me a better man.
Next time I won't be so blind to beauty, and I'll look as closely as I can.
She has not broken me, no Earthly being ever will.
I am made of tougher things, My soul shall stand here still.
We can't always be everything to everyone, although I always try.
In the end what matters most, is never saying die.
Believe in yourself, and believe in God above.
For that is all you really have, the only unconditional love!
