Fubar Blogs 5

Real Love
we go through life looking to find that someone sepcial and to find that thing that we call real love..We get into a relationship excepting the best outtah it and it turns out to be different to what you wanted..they either lie..cheat..or beat on you and that makes it worster for you to get into another relations and always in the back of your mind you are thniking if that person is going to do the same to you too.But then you look at things that they might be different then before..I just want to find someone to spend my life with and find that real love of my life..

The Truth
Why did the events on September 11, 2001 take place? What was the purpose? Was Al-Qaeda and Osama bin Laden behind it? What made the world trade center towers collapse? Why was there no wreckage of a Boeing 757 found at the Pentagon? Why were there 11 times the daily average in put options placed on Boeing stock just days before 911? Why did Larry Silverstein who already owned WTC 7, sign a 3.2 billion dollar 99 year lease on the entire WTC complex which included a 3.5 billion dollar insurance policy specifically covering acts of terrorism, just 6 weeks before 911? If you're someone who has unanswered questions about 911 then you might want to watch the following video revealing some behind the scenes footage and investigation. If you want to find out more about Larry Silverstein, simply type the name Larry Silverstein on google and you will find a bunch of interesting information ;) Now watch the video! Click this link if you want to watch this

My Hawaiian Name! Try This!
MY HAWAIIAN NAME 1. The first 2 letters of your name: CY 2. The first 2 letters of your middle name: CL 3. The letter i: I 4. Double the 3rd letter in your name NN 5. The letter a: A 6. Put it all together: CYCLINNA

Opinionated With Self Respect :p
Ok, First of all most people on this site are full of shit. For some reason a lot of women on here seem to LOVE spitting all this game at me but never have the guts to back it up. You all must love fantasy land. So if you call me hot, I want your body, blah blah blah....first of all you have to earn that. "What, earn that?" Yeah, sorry sweetie, but just cause you are female doesn't give you the right to assume I want to jump your bones right off the bat. That's quite insulting, especially when any of you say something as stupid as "You Wish." If you ever say that consider yourself cut off from ever having a chance to touch me. I don't care how hot you think you are, I love being the first guy to ever tell a woman no for rude behavior. The look of shock on their face is priceless!!! :P Why should I reward a woman for bad behavior? If you always got a treat for doing something that was rude, you probably wouldn't think it was rude would you? Most guys are so ez, I can

I Want To Know About You!
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 40 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BLOG OR BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. W

For All You Mothers Out There.
I want to wish the Moms who are friends of mine here on fubar the very best of days on their Mothers Day. For all the love & care that you give to your families,children & spouses. I hope you all have a great day & know that men could do worse than emulate all that you do.Free Comments & Graphics

The Day The Penis Asked For A Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations.. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regula

Hope This Open,s Some Mores Eyes
This is a little weird for me to opening up on fubar Im usally a very quiet person about my own problems but you seem like the person who would understand. When I was in 5th grade I had to get surgery on my knee so I was exposed to morphine at a very young age I hated it. My young head was just bobbing around puking and smiling unaware of the things going on around me. It was awhile before I had to go back but when I turned 15 is when it started happening I would puke constantly and had to be hospitalized overnight to be short the expirence was traumatizing and I left early. For the next four years of my life I went in and out of hospitals and during my senior year of hospital is when it peaked to three to two vists to the ER a week and the cancer medication for nausea Zofran had to be used for me because my bodys resistance to pain killers I lost almost 30 pounds in one week because my stomach couldnt handle food my hair was falling out and the depression was kicking in. I would cry m

Life,love An Relationships
Ok, let me start off by saying that my views on life, love, and relationships are not what most people would consider "normal". Well, anyone who knows me knows that I'm not "normal" nor do I wish to be. So, if you're narrow minded and shallow....stop reading now and move along. I don't want to hear about how immoral I am or how your opinions are different from mine. I simply don't care. I am who I am and I won't change my mind because you don't like it. Now, I believe that life is a gift. It's given to us to enjoy and to live the way we choose to live it. I get so sick of hearing people on this site telling other people they are wrong for being gay, bisexual, not believing in God, or any other "different" way of life. Just because someone is not kissing your ass and pretending to be someone they aren't doesn't make them bad or wrong or immoral. Take love and relationships for example. I have seen so many people who are confused or upset because they are in love with more than one p

Domestic Issues
To all my friends and family on fubar, please understand that if i do not reply to you right away, it is because i am not in the same home anymore. i have made the choice that i cannot live with my husband anymore and have to make my life all over again. at the moment, i am safe and protected. i am with friends who are taking care of me and helping to get what i need. hopefully by the end of the week, i will be set back up and have everything taken care of. untill then if Y/y ou have my yaqhoo name, i can be reached there. thanks to al my wonderful friends and family for the love and support. zircon

Get To Know Me Better
1)Whos the last guy that you talked to? Dad 2) What is something you desperately want, right now? My leg to stop hurting 3) Most important thing you would always want in a relationship? Loyalty. 4) Do you tell your best friend everything? Yep 5) When was the last time you talked to your #1 on your top? Last night/ this morning 6) When's the next time you'll see your best friend? Psht. I don't know. Probably the next time I run into her at walmart for Stephany and Jessi will be here in a few days :DD 7) Do you fight with your parents often? Nope. 8) You still talk to the person who hurt you the most? Rarely. 9) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? I am now :D 10) How was your day, what'd you do?: It's been good. I surprised mom with her mother's day gift :D 11) Last compliment you received? IDK. That I'm gorgeous? 12) Are you taking anyone for granted? Nope. 13) Which is

Embarassing Moment
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the bar. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" She responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $1000??!!"

Spin
I'd rather chase your shadow all my life than be afraid of my own I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know where i'll be than be alone and convinced that i know And the world keeps spinning round my world's upside down and i wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when i found you and i wouldn't change a thing you and i wouldn't change a thing Everything I know has let me down so i will just let go let you turn me inside out cause i know i'm not sure about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way Spinning Turning Watching Burning all my life has found it's meaning walking crawling climbing falling all my life has found its meaning

Relay For Life
I am asking everyone to take a moment to look at my photo album Relay for Life 2008.........I am not asking you to rate them just take a moment to look at them..........I don't care about points here only getting a message out. The pics are of 2008 Relay for Life in my area......this is always a difficult event for me and my family.........I am a 1 4 yr survivor and just found out my cancer is back, my sister is a 23 yr survivor and her cancer is also now back.....6 yrs ago we buried both of our parents 4 months apart due to cancer.........so you see this hits very close to home for us. I am sure each and everyone of you know someone who has been touched by this silent killer. It is running wild like a brush fire taking lives everyday. The cost to purchase a luminarie is minimal compared to the cost to fight this disease to stay alive.......who knows maybe your $10 or $20 donation may be the one to make a difference. We want a cure not a treatment............. HELP US FIGHT T

Finals
Well this will be the final week of my finals. I know I haven't been on much and for that I am sorry. With all the funerals last week then finals, it has really took a tole on me both physically and medically. I might take a few weeks off fubar to get my life and my mind situated again. I will try and get the daily comments out if not daily, then I am hoping at least a couple times over the next few weeks. I am sorry for those of you that can't understand this. I am getting to the point in fubar as well when I max out all my rates people on my friends list to not get rated in return. Except from my regular daily friends ( thank you very much ). This has pretty much taken the fun out of fubar for me. I see my leveling going no where. Also I am going to be dropping the majority of the people on my list I am not here to be a number on someones page, I am here to make true friends and play the game. I was tempted to just kill this account and not return anymore. This is my 4th tme b

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

As I Remember
As I remember Mom was my mentor and My teacher of right and wrong The one that gave me Advice on my life when I asked As I remember She was my healer when I was sick Mom was the one that gave me Comfort and the one who put me To bed at night and The one in which I Said my prayers with at night As I remember She was the one that I Told everything too Things that I never told My own family As I remember The way she smells The way she walks The way she talked The way she used to yell at me As I remember The day that she was hospitalized And I went home to be with her When I walked into her room I knew then that she had not Much time left with me As I remember When God came for her I cried and asked why now lord Why now I was not home yet to be With her and tell her that I loved her But my mom knew I loved her as I told her told her a while ago to go Be with Granny where she wouldn’t have to Suffer anymore and God would pr

Do You Have A Fetish
. MEN, what fetishes listed here excite you? (list all that apply) Age Play Anal Sex (giving) Anal Sex (receiving) Asphyxiaphilia (breath play) Bestiality Biting Blindfolds Blood Body Hair Bondage Branding Breast/Nipple Torture Candle Wax Chains Chastity Devices Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads Cling Film Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. Collar and Lead/Leash Confinement/Caging Coprophilia (Shit Play), Scat Cross Dressing Cupping (Suction of the Skin) Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears) Defilement, Seeing a Partner Dirty or Wet Denim Depiation/Shaving Dildos (Handheld & Strap ons) Discipline Doctor/Nurse Fetish Domination Ears Exhibitionism/Sex in Public Feathers Fire Play Fisting Food Play Gangbangs Hair Pulling Handcuffs/Shackles High Heels Humiliation Infantilism/Diapers Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema) Knife Play Lace/Lingerie Lactation Latex Leather Making Home "Movies" Masks Masochism Massage Master/Slave Masturbation Mu

Happy Mother's Day,,,,,
It's mother's day. My Mom passed away in 06, the day after Christmas. She was one of those text book examples of what a Mom should be. On Friday my 10 year old daughter, whom I have full custody of, came home with the most adorable pin & card she made at school for her Mom, she also made a little candle. Maybe the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. She was so happy to be able to give her Mom a mother's day present. She started calling as soon as she got home from school, to her Mom's cell phone,, which, by the sounds of it was out of minutes. About 9 O'clock I get a call from her mom's cell phone. Some guy is on the other end asking,, demanding actually why my number showed up on HIS caller ID. I told the guy (already knowing where this was going) that it must have been her daughter trying to get a hold of her for mother's day. "Tell that cunt, when you see her, i want my fuckin' money." I'm not wicked tactfull when it comes to guys dusting off their tough guy ac

Starting Fubar
hello all im new on fubar. just getting the hang of things. me and my wife decided to get on here and check it out. Hope to enjoy all the features and all the new peeps we gonna be talking too. well hope to meet you all soon and get the hang of things. Jason

What Would You Do If I...
what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's the last time you saw me? 34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 35. are you gonna post t

Global Warming??? More Like Global Scare!
The past 2 winters temperature average not to mention this past APRIL 2008 temperature average alone was cold enough to OFF SET the past 20 years of the so-called "global warming" temperature raise. Matter of fact we are DOWN .25 F degrees on average from 20 years ago. LOOK IT UP. Yes the glaciers are melting but according to some very prominent and well-known scientist, the NATURAL warming of the Earth has caused this effect. The scientist today who say we are in a DIRE “global warming” phase are the VERY SAME scientist who said 30 years ago that we were at the start of an ICE AGE. As far as the coastal cities being flooded the Antarctica ice field has double and in a few small areas tripled in size in the past 10 years. This is according to NASA. The oceans levels have gone up a mere .50 inches. LOOK IT UP! Remember about 10 years ago when they were talking about the BIG HOLE that had opened in the Ozone Layer above the North Pole?? Well guess what that has CLOSED UP that’s w

Slow Dance
Slow Dance Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day,

Wisdom
Blessing upon you. The blessing of perfect acceptance in the face of daunting circumstances. The blessing of contentment and peace while the winds blow and the wave rise higher and higher. Blessing upon you. The blessing of knowing when acceptance must turn to action for the sake of all concerned. The blessing of strength to forsake contentment and peace for the purpose of comforting another. Blessing upon you. The blessing of discernment: to recognize when to wait, and to understand when to move. You have made us for yourself and our hearts are restless until they rest in you.

Against He Wall
Against the Wall First I would kiss you like you kiss me... I like it hard and heavy, that usually gets me all turned on. I would have to pin you up against the wall you know. And I would start with taking off your clothes partly, I hope you didn't have a bra on so the shirt could stay. But the rest of your clothing has to go. I would start at the top......kissing my way down...taking some time to suck on your nipples....and kiss your tummy before I went down on you. Yea I would have to get you off before I could bend you over and take you for myself

A Picnic For Us
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

♥ Mom ♥
I caused you a lot pain and I didn't care, but you still loved me. I hurt you in so many ways but you always acted like you didn't see. When you gave me advice, I didn't listen and I learned the hard way. If I knew then what I know now, I would have told you how much I loved you every day. When you were growing sicker, I didn't want to hear you calling out my name. You waited for my calls and visits that never came. I always made excuses why I couldn't be there for you. You always told me go ahead and do what I need to do. I know now there is no greater love like your love you have for me. How much I need you to hold me and kiss me and hear my apology. I realize now I should have been there for you when you needed me. I refused to look and accept what was going to be. I need you now oh so very much. How I long to see your beautiful smile and feel your loving touch. I want to hear you tell me everything will be ok. I want to be a Mom just like you som

Changes In Life
Changes in Life I came across the poem and quote below and could really relate to it. I step into the future Don’t know what’s in store I’ll be walking new pathways Learning more Meeting new faces, Making new friends, The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. It’s hard to leave the things you know and understand And set out on a journey on unfamiliar land It’s hard to leave old friends behind and walk away, But the time has come to move on, it’s time to change. But my friends are a part of me, A part of my personality, Always there to guide me Wherever I happen to be The past leaves its mark on me, And makes me the person I am And the good things go with me When it’s time to change. The seasons turn And the years move on Nothing ever stands still Changing day by day Good wishes go with me And speed me on towards the sun The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. The seasons turn, and the years move on, Nothing ever stands

A Blowjob With A Twist
Blow Job With a Twist I wanted to just walk in and force you to your knees. I would already be ready and waiting, you know I don't get things very often. You wouldn't even have time to touch. I would pull down my pants and expect you to go there. To pleasure me with your mouth. To lick and suck so well like you always do. But this time would be different. I would stop you short of finishing me off. I would reach down below, take off your clothes and gently feel your pussy lips. I know how hot you get from getting me off like that. I would then take you and bend you over the table and penetrate you from behind. Today isn't all about sensuality, this is about being hot and taking control, this is about my needs and your needs. And in some little way this is about fulfilling fantasies at the same time. Once we settle in and find the motion that brings us both so much pleasure... I will know when I hit the spot and you bite your bottom lip... the dirty words start to come from your mouth

List #4 Of Club F.a.r. Members
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... TEAM BIG PIMPIN NAH-NAH * CLUB F.A.R. MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWKS *@ fubar (Big151)ClubF.A.R.*Team Captian*Count Chocula **C.B.C**.@ fubar Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. TEAM CAPTAIN-------READ MY ABOUT ME!!@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Mikey@ fubar DGAZ/Enforcer to Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar

My Heart Hurts
Over the past two years... one man has completley broken me into the woman I have never wanted to be and made me weak, scared, but most of all the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. I have found love... I think I know... I think I have conquered what some never have in their lifetime- and that is to completley, 200% love another person with every bit of your heart. mind, and soul. Now he is leaving me. Here is what I have felt and what I think love is... Love grows stronger every single day. You find beauty in every little imperfection about them... the way their eyes light up when the Sabres win a hockey game, the way his voice gets even more northern when he is mad, and the most beautiful smile in the world he gets when you do something nice for him. You miss him when he is lying right beside you. You dream of him every night. You would do anything in this world to make them smile. You hate yourself more than anything when you make them mad or sad and it's always your

Voting For The President
Word has it we need to come together for this election and show our voting support. Therefore, those who are voting for McCain should drive with their lights on during the day, while those voting for Obama and Clinton should drive with their lights off at night. :)

Angels Of The Night
Guiding Ilove you for the light you share,the spirit that comes with in shows no boundries and your smile gives the warmth we seek in our exsistance. The light of your spirit that i hold dear to my heart.Your smile bringing endless joy to all that you show it with,and all that love bestowed upon you by god brings forth the passion any man or women would dream of living a life time with you. Hope every one enjoys this it has it's own meanings for each and everyones desire.

Passions Desire
Mornings that blessed it one with you in it,I can only describe the way you bring joy,peace,happyness,love,in to it.The passion you show out lights the brightest star,no matter what you do or go by far,wouldn't find the pleasures of you being there.Maybe it's the way you style your hair,but be certain that for all to see the true angel you've come to be.Just take a moment to believe in yourself,so that you can see all the desires thatare in yourself Love always wins.....

Me
so lets see a blog well im going threw some stuff life is crazy right now i seem like its getting better but then at times its really bad i get depress alot and i really dont know how to handle it at times but life gose on

The Sad Life Of Being A Dick!!
It anit easy being a dick... I've got a head i can't think with... An eye i can't see out of... My neighbor is a real asshole... My best friend is a pussy... And every time i get excited, I throw up... But worst of all my owner beats me... The End

Freinds And Fun
I think time with freinds should be fun and you shouldn't have to listen to your freinds argue with each other . Life is too short for that. Live life to its fullest . If that means ride safe and play hard then do so .

Happy Hour ..
I finally got my first Happy Hour & it's all cause of you, my friends who helped me out. After asking so many of my friends to r/f/a stephanie lynn...i finally got the 150 plus more to help out. Of course I couldn't have done it with the help of you. Thank You so much for helping me out. You don't know how much how appreciative and thankful I am. So this bully is for you guys & gals. (If I forgot someone please forgive me. I've had to take over 150 links at the last minute.) Go show these great people some fubar love during my Happy Hour..Tonight @ 11pm Pacific time. Who wouldn't want friends like these. In no particular order...those that lend a helping hand. Texas Camaro Nut@ fubar Turboput@ fubar Crazy Sexy Cool Lips@ fubar wheelerX@ fubar mr_love@ fubar

My Fist, Your Mouth, Her Scars
BLEED, WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW DO YOU HEAR ME SHOUT?! BLEEDING THROUGH MY HEAD MY HEART MY EYES WHAT I'M THINKIN' NOW WHEN I TAKE YOU OUT WE CAN HOLD THESE THOUGHTS I HAVE OF YOU TILL IT COMES THERE'S NO MORE WAYS TO SHOW YOU I WANT TO FUCK YOU NOW. WITH EVERY ONCE OF ANGER IN TURN WE KNOW YOUR GOING DOWN. But now it's over I'm calmer her crimson Flowing Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground. Now it's over, I'm calmer her crimson Flowing Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground. BRUISE, WHEN THEY TEAR YOU UP HAVE I GONE TOO FAR WHAT ABOUT MY FIST, YOUR MOUTH, HER SCARS WHAT I'M THINKIN' NOW WHEN I STUMBLE DOWN WE CAN NEVER SAY THAT YOU ARE GONE TILL IT COMES. THERE'S NO MORE WAYS TO TELL YOU I JUST CAN'T TAKE NO MORE THE THOUGHTS OF ME INSIDE YOU JUST MAKES ME SICK, YOUR GOIN' DOWN But now it's over I'm calmer her crimson Flowing Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground. Now it's over, I'm calmer her

Soldiers Song
I don't normally pass stuff along from E Mail... This is just TOO good! http://g.dwgsee.com/wake/index.htm I'm not too good with this here computer stuff - but copy and paste that to your browser. This boy is GOOD!

All There Things
once more I'll say goodbye to you things happen but we don't really know why if it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling this situation run away, try to find that same place you can't hide, it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me, me, all these things I hate revolve around me, me, just back off before I snap. once more you tell those lies to me why can't you just be straight up with honesty? when you say those things in my ear why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe I'm not feeling this situation run away try to find that safe place you can't hide it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me, me, all these things I hate revolve around me, me, just back off before I snap and you'll see me, me, me all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just

Never Alone
I waited for you today but you didn't show,no no no. I needed you today,So where did you go you told me to call,said you'd be there, and though i haven't seen you,are you still there.I cried out with no reply,and i can't feel you by my side,so i'll hold tight to what i know,your here and i'm never alone.And though i cannot see you,and i can't explain why such a deep,deep reassurance,yeah you've placed in my life,oh,oh,we can not separate,your part of me,and though your invisible i'll trust the unseen,I cried out with no reply and i can't feel you by my side,so I'll hold tight to what I know,your here and I'm never alone

Tomorrow Is Surgery - Then Gone For 2 Weeks
Well, tomorrow is it..surgery day... I am to be there at 5:30am and surgery is at 7:30am... I have to admit that I am a bit nervous and scared, but with everything that you all have sent me....i will be taking all the thoughts and well wishes with me... That is what this blog is for... To thank all of you who read my first blog on my surgery and were sweet and wonderful enough to have left me a comment. To all of you that did, the new friends I recently made and was caring enough to comment and to the close special ones, the ones who have been there with me from day one checking on me and helping me know things will be alright...(you know who you are)... to you all, I offer my deepest and most warm hugz and kisses for all the sweet, caring and incredibly wonderful words you left me!!! I will be carrying them all with me tomorrow morning!! I will be in Fountain Valley Hospital for 1 week and then will be offline for another week, while recovering... so like I asked befo

Missing You
I miss the feel of your kiss, I can't resist your lips, I miss the feel of your touch, I can't resist your rub, I miss the feeling of you body next to mine, It sends chills and shivers down my spine, I miss it when you're in my arms, It lets mme know that you'll keep me from harm, I miss it when you rub your fingers through my hair, It lets me know that you actually care, All that I know right now is that I am missing you.

Death...wtf!?
I pray to God that when I die, someone, somewhere cares enough about me and my life to mourn a little. I know that sounds selfish but if you read the rest of this you will understand what I am saying. This past Wednesday, my sister's brother-in-law passed away at the age of 45 (around that age I think). The coroner said he had a heart attack in his sleep. She called my house that morning very upset; understandably. I wasn't home at the time so she just left a message asking me to call her. Paul, her brother-in-law, rented a room from her and her husband. He had been living with them for the last year and the money he paid helped with the mortgage. When I got home from work, I got the message and called her. She was still upset, but I would say anger was more her mood. She had been arguing with her husband's step-father and sister. Poor Paul has not even been gone 24 hours and all anyone could do was argue over who gets his car, his bank accounts, etc. As I am on the phone

To Be Cheated On
WE GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS..ALL WE HOPE FOR IS TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE HAPPLIE EVER AFTER..BUT YEA DON'T REALLY WORK OUT THAT WAY..ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME AND YET WHEN IT WAS DONE AND OVER BETWEEN US THEY ALWAYS CRY FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AND TELL YOU THENSAME THING OVER AND OVER "IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" SO FULL OF IT..SOME GUYS MIGHT NEVER DO IT AGAIN AND SOME GUYS JUST CAN' STAY WITH ONE PERSON, THEY GOTTAH BVE WITH ME AND EVERYBODY AND THEIR DAMN MAMA'S..REALLY TO ME I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY DAMN GAMES AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH ME IT'S ME ONLY AND NO0 ONE ELSE CAUSE IN THAT CASE KEEP YOUR ASS MOVING AND MOVING FAST RIGHT PASS ME SO THAT I DON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.. THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT PPL'S THAT CHEAT..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL IT'S GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD

Intresting News
HOUSTON (Reuters) - Authorities in Texas have filed corpse-abuse charges against two men who allegedly removed a skull from a grave and used it as a bong. The Harris County District Attorney's Office confirmed on Thursday that misdemeanor abuse of corpse charges have been filed in the case. One of the men allegedly told police they dug up a grave in an abandoned cemetery in the woods, removed a head from a body and smoked marijuana using the skull as a bong. Police found the cemetery and a grave that had been disturbed but are still investigating the rest of the story, officials said. Nothe: was bored found this on yahoo news.

What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity!!!
What wud u do for an hour of fun that may or may not be good at all? Are you willing to live with it for the rest of ur life? what is the price ur willing to pay if it aint worth what u expected it to be??? well "What we do in life echoes in eternity"

On The Wings Of A Butterfly
Your friendship is special Like the flowers that bloom, Or when a butterfly emerges From within its cocoon... You remind me of that butterfly, Loving and free, Bright and colorful, For the world to see... We will share sunshine and rainbows; Sometimes, the rain and the snow; We'll stand together through it, While the cold winds blow... When the time is right, We won't stop to ask "Why?" Our friendship will take flight On the wings of a butterfly ...

You
YOU When you are sad, and you feel you can't go on. Tears well in your eyes and the pain is so strong. So far from your friends, and you're all on your own. No-one to run to, So very alone. When all seems so useless, and you can't take anymore. As you put on your coat, and head for the door. Remember....... I was there once, lost, all alone You can cry in my ear, Just pick up the phone. When you are lonely and feeling so blue Someone is thinking ...thinking of you

Sweet My Ass
This woman tried to involve me in her bullshit drama, I sent a message..yes may have been childish..Its me trying to get the last word in as always, but I see no reason for The N word to be used. Sad and Pathetic if you ask me! (ღGummie Bears Make My Tummie Tingleღ) Canada subject: ????????? received: 05/11/2008 08:09 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam I BLCOKED YOU CAUSE I'M SICK OF PEOPLE BEING FUCKIN NOSEY AND THAT BITCH **** IS ONE OF THEM AND THAN YOU START YOUR BULLSHIT... WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO YOU TO DESERVE THIS.... I DON'T BOTHER YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS AND WHO'S THE ONE BEING FUCKING CHILDISH WITH THAT SHIT ON YOUR STATUS... GO AWAY SHANNON AND QUIT BEING A FREAK I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOU OR YOUR SHIT... WANT TO KEEP THIS UP OR ARE YOU JUST GOING TO BACK OFF...CAUSE I HAVE NOT BOTHERED YOU AT ALL.. SPITEFUL FUCKIN BITCHES ON HERE ! Above is the email she sent to me that started it all..I left the name of the per

He Needs Only A Bowl Of Porridge
While I was still naked and started to dress up this morning, a thought rushed into me. What are the things that I really need to survive? I saw myself naked, blissfully healthy, alive and kicking. Do I really need a lot of things to live? And another thought popped up. Why are we human beings are unhappy that it seems we can’t get enough out of our hard work? Then the typewriter in my head started ticking. The alchemist had gone to the desert bringing with him only the food he needed for 3 months. This alchemist has a friend who himself also wanted to be an alchemist. Three months and a week went by and the friend wondered why the alchemist did not return. His food was only good for 3 months and another day of stay in the desert he won’t have anything to eat. The friend decided to trudge onto the desert to check the alchemist out. He found him silently lying on his bed reading a book. He asked the alchemist, “Are you not hungry?” He answered, “Yes I am very hungry”.

Sweet Dreams
sweet dreams Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to me. It was of you and I, my love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, my love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, my love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed my lips to yours, my love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held me for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, my love, With a thought of you that stayed With me throughout the day, my love, And never once did fade.

Meet Me In The Stars
meet me in the stars As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,

First Time Returning
well just want to say happy mother's day to all the mom's out there. this is my first time back on this site in years, when i first started a page, it was origialy cherry tap had to set up a new one. so if my page seems kinda bare, give me some time, i'll be working on it from time to time.

Bullshit
Well it's either "I don't love you so fuck off and die" or "I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you" and shit. IF YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME FUCKING SAY THAT!!!! DO NOT WAIT 'TIL THE LAST DAY AFTER WE GET CLOSE AND SHIT. What the fuck do people do to each other these days? I have just experienced someone I thought I was close to, do the same shit to me, but I'm not worried about that. If she wants to be a total bitch to me let her. Well, not to me, but behind my back, and whatever. Then I find out TODAY how she really felt all along. You know it would have been nice to actually know how she felt before but she wanted to wait probably the whole, "But you seemed so happy with me and I wanted to see what was going on" or the "I didn't want to hurt you" or, "But he's an asshole and it might not work out but I still love you and him" or something fucking retarded like that. What really gets me is the "You know, Drew, you're a very good guy, BUT,....I loved h

Can't Stop Loving You
can't stop loving you Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is

Top 10 Amazing Film Swordfights
10 Pirates of the Carribbean Johnny Depp vs. Orlando Bloom 9 Adventures of Don Juan Errol Flynn vs. Robert Douglas 8 Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon Ziyi Zhang vs. Yun-fat Chow 7 The Seven Samurai Toshiro Mifune, et al, vs. Nasty Bandits 6 Return of the Jedi Mark Hamill vs. um…Darth Vader 5 The Princess Bride Mandy Patinkin vs. Christopher Guest 4 The Mark of Zorro Tyrone Power vs. Basil Rathbone 3 Kill Bill Uma Thurman vs. The Crazy 88 2 Rob Roy Liam Neeson vs. Tim Roth 1 Raiders of the Lost Ark Harrison Ford vs. Scimitar Guy

The Sounds Of The Night
the sounds of the night Passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances, on satin smooth skin, through the night we languish, in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice , inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair, a masage designed to please, your breathing grows soft, a sensual tease. Lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwine, searching not groping. Finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure , devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. A trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning,

Blue Soul
Blue Soul I had a glimpse of a shadow of stories untold Of a handsome soul in solitude – A vulnerable heart A struggle of the flesh A prey to lust A deep longing for fragile caress Thoughts unpredictable Well of cleverness Quick judgment From a mind so cautious A burning desire for an eagle’s flight To reach the heavens Going against the whips Soaring up too high… Then somewhere, into a poor nest Longs to find a bosom, Lays a head, a quiet rest, a home And cares not for anything Just gets lost in a passionate dream. Smile Charm Lonesomeness Pain, and.. Flame of love. Behind the blue eyes is a SOUL… a HEART I felt. ArtCollect by Zee 9:30 PM 24 March 2008 (Written as birthday gift for a Special Friend)

The Cap
The Cap Once there was a man With a cap on his head Under it were mysteries Which a woman was trying to uncover The cap has a spell It sticks in his head It cannot be taken out Except by a kiss So the kiss the woman decided to set free To find out the cap’s obscurity But still the cap won’t slip off Except the kisser is without shirt And then the kisser’s shirt was off But the cap has the spell still uncast It could only go off with the man’s pants out And so he did after the woman’s nod But the man won’t take the pants out With the lights around on And after the woman said yes Then everything was all dark and dim Then the cap was rolling down the carpet With the shirt, the pants… It was too dark to see what’s more The woman didn’t bother a bit She perfectly saw in the dark what’s under the cap. ArtCollect by Zee 2:30 PM 25 March 2008

Final Inspection
The Soldier stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you Soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, my Lord, I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a dollar, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, I

Grandmas Apron
I don't think our kids know what an apron is. The principal use of Grandma's apron was to protect the dress underneath, but along with that, it served as a potholder for removing hot pans from the oven. It was wonderful for drying children's tears, and on occasion was even used for cleaning out dirty ears . From the chicken coop, the apron was used for carrying eggs, fussy chicks, and sometimes half-hatched eggs to be finished in the warming oven. When company came, those aprons were ideal hiding places for shy kids. And when the weather was cold, grandma wrapped it around her arms. Those big old aprons wiped many a perspiring brow, bent over the hot wood stove. Chips and kindling wood were brought into the kitchen in that apron. From the garden, it carried all sorts of vegetables. After the peas had been shelled, it carried out the hulls. In the fall, the apron was used to bring in apples that had fallen from the trees. When unexpected company drove up

Oops
His request approved by his TV station and the FAA, the photographer used a cell phone to call the local airport to charter a flight to fly over the raging forest fires in California. He was told that a twin engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, grabbed his camera, went forward and slid into the copilots seat, strapped in and shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind and took off. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the burning ridge and valley and make low passes so I can take pictures of the fires on the hillsides." "Why?" asked the pilot. "Because I'm a photographer for Fox Cable News," he responded. "And I need to get some close up shots." The pilot was strangely silent for a moment, finally he stammered, "So, what you're telling me is, you're NOT m

Jealousy
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see An woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And look my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me.

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. An

Suicide
I don't know what else to do as I pick up the knife. Everything's so stressful so I want to end my life. I want to thank all my friends for always being there. You gave me advice and you showed that you cared. To my one true love, I'll be watching you all the time. I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I had a chance to call you mine. This is to my family, you've done everything for me. You've supported me in everything as far back as I can see. You probably don't understand, but I'm under too much stress. Everything is going wrong and my whole life seems like a mess. I'm sorry for this, but I don't know what else to do. I love you all, but my life is through.

To Much Pain
When does the pain ever stop I get hurt in every way that you can hurt a person They tell you to trust them and you give them that much just for them to not give a shit about the way you feel..I want this fukkin pain to stop and i want to be happy with the person that i am with and live the life but for some reason we can't.I don't know if i should just let the pain and tear's get the best of me and leave it as that or make the pain go away but doing something about it..I am so tired of all the pain and the tears that i cry everynight and the thoughts that run through my head wondering with I am going to be in pain tomorrow or the next day and hoping that the night befor would be the last time that i cry cause of the pain..My heart hurt's and so does my eye's just don't think i can handle anymore pain and tear's.. NOW YOU ALL KNOW THAT I DO HAVE FEELING AND YES I DO HURT AND CRY I AM ONLY HUMAN..

Aliens Ate My Brain! Lol!
OK OK OK!! So i had a moment of irrational thinking and my friend Sweet Kandy convinced me to join a pic comment contest she is hosting! Hey...i could win a VIP so what the hell! LOL! It runs until May 24th at 9pm. I'm asking in the friendliest of ways for my friends to go to the link below and help me out! All help will be returned with some Fu love from me! Thanks All!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1460552&i=1024522850&albumid=1003638

Bombers.... Time To Return The Favor.
is going for 1,000,000 Fu~Bucks! The Contest ends May 17th 11:45pm Eastern Time 8:45pm Fubar Time 1 rate = 10 points 1 comment = 1 point Come comment bomb her! Even if you don't comment! @ Least rate it!

Its Monday
well its monday..had a week off from work last week. went for a mri on my shoulder ..not good lol looks lke i tore a tendon in my shoulder gonna have to have it operated on . gonna be out 3-5 weeks ughhhh! its also my b-day today turnin 45...gettin old lol. sux i gt sum time off and cant do shit gotta take it easy this week before surgery or try to lol

Wolves
* There is no documented account of a healthy wolf ever attacking a human. * It is highly likely that at one time or another the land your home is on was once the home of a wolf pack (greatest natural range of any mammal except humans). * Pups are born completely blind and deaf, depending on the their mother and other members of the pack. The whole pack takes care and raises the pups (non-breeding females produce milk and males compete to baby sit). * Dominant males can stare down other wolves in the pack to prevent a fight and dominate female do the same to prevent females from mating with her mate (fights are very rare). * Some members stay with the pack for life. * Each pack has a leading, dominate pair (male and female) called the Alpha * Wolves can run up to 40 miles an hour and can easily cover 50 miles a day * By smell alone wolves can locate prey, other pack members or enemies. It can tell them if other wolves were in the territory, if they w

Dayzed & Confused
not only are they leeches to society they're stupid. last year i was in a motorcycle accident. a 72 year old man decides to stop at a stop sign, look both ways, and proceed to move across the road while i was right there with no stop sign giving me the right of way. so i lay the bike down, get knocked out for about 15 minutes, wake up with emt's looking over me, and i break my shoulder blade, and crack a rib. after all is said and done my lawyer tells me that my insurance company may claim subrogation rights for monies they paid but really shouldn't have (the accident wasn't my fault). now HIP want me to pay out $5800 from the monies i got as a settlement...and it wasn't that much. the fucker told me this may happen. then when they contact him he ignores them. i have no intention of paying them a red cent. it wasn't my fault. ASSHOLES....ALL OF THEM.

Monday's Standings For The Bling Contest!
Here are the standing of the bling contest! '†ЯдїЙ†~Comments:10003. DJ*BABYSCORPIO~ Comments:5009 BLUE EYES~Comments:2600. BIG FAT DADDY~Comments:2550 †ŞħãĐØŴ†~Comments:925. These are the top Five as of Monday May 12th.Rain is holding up at 10K waiting on some competition to finish this contest. So hit up everyone you can think of to come and help you,Let's have a explosive ending! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™

Thanks To All
Well it has finally happened. I have leveled and I want to thank all who helped me get there. A special thanks to weldingangel who put me over the top. My debt has now been payed and she has recieved the 100,000 fubucks as promised. Thanks again! THis turned out to be a fun game and might happen again in the future. Keep your eyes open! LOL

Answer Me This
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in

Observations Of My World ?
Hey All, This is the beginning of some personal therapy for me so if I should offend some this is not meant to do so this is my way of dealing with some inner strife of my own demons. Here a little info about where my demons come from. First I have issues with my family life my mother wasn't all that family oriented when I was a child and I don't have that background and my wife is family oriented and they are very tight and after 15 years I still am having a hard time getting the whole family thing. My wife is getting very frustrated with me about it but she is still willing to work with me about it, I'm so lucky I think. My next demon is starting to cause me to lose some sleep. About three years ago I had a bad call on the job that involved a child that had been mauled by a pitt bull dog. The child at the time was the same age as my youngest child at the time. Recently while on light duty I came in contact with the report I had written for the incident and it caused a

Randomness
i just love random shout box messages: nino84: well you got my number dont be shy I have no idea who this is, lmao, as he is not on my any of my lists. It actually gives me the sadistic idea of just picking someone scrolling at random and shouting them something, like, 'my pregnancy test is positve', or 'i think you should go get tested for HIV', or something like that. LMFAO!

Pushing The Buttons Of The Fubar Nation
Omg this is helarious all these people getting pissy about my mumm. I didn't do anything but ask about different drugs on the street and the prices people pay for them. The funniest part is I knew the FuBar Nation would freak the fuck out. And sure enough they did. You can't assume that if someone is asking about drugs they do them. First off. Second I've seen dumber questions than mine. And Third I'm just trying to get points. I read a situation and use it to my advantage. I appreciate all the real people commenting back who aren't afraid. Having a new teenager to take care of you want to know what is out there and you want to know prices because if money comes up missing or if the behavioral pattern changes you can figure a lot out knowing the facts. Who better to ask than the Public. I love it. But anywho those who were all pissy about it can kiss my big white ass and the rest can party it the fuck up with me! Holla!!

Bored And Looking For Something To Do
Ive gotten a few hits here and there of people asking for some kind of image but leaving it up to me to decide what and how. so ill leave it up to you. all i need is a few ideas on the final product.. a theme. some images (i get tired of browsing through around 4,000 images for 4 or 5 that i might use). but this is open to whoever.. i need to start getting back into it but i kinda lack direction at this point. so browse my folders (photoshop and 3d modeling) *personal stuff* (Special order)*ones ive done for others allready* leave me a comment here if your interested. i do everything from buttons to backgrounds so nothing is rly out of the question. but if your looking for something unconventional that hasnt been over done as far as lounge images go i can see what i can drag up and well work on it. thanks for reading.. :P Special order My album of random crap

Mine
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting over the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

A Song Thatwould Make You Breathe
It's everyday I'm in this place I feel this way,I feel the same.Is it all inside my head,is it all inside my head,I view the list and take my pick,I view my fate,and make a choice cause it's nobody else's but mine,but you're in my heart,I can feel your beat and you move my mind from behind the wheel,when i lose control,i can only breathe your name,i can only breathe your name,So many days with in this race, i need the truth,I need some grace,I need the path to find my place,I need some truth,and grace.

My Dog (my Baby)
PEBBLES HAS BEEN WITH ME ALL OF HER LIFE, I GOT HER WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 4 WEEKS OLD, BOTTLE FED HER AND EVERYTHING , SHE IS ABOUT 9 YEARS OLD NOW THIS IS HER I DONT WANT TO HAVE HER PUT DOWN BECAUSE SHE IS ALL I HAVE BUT HER BACK LEGS ARE GIVING OUT ON HER. SHE CAN'T EVEN JUMP UP ON MY BED ANYMORE I HAVE TO PUT HER UP ON IT JUST TO GO TO BED

Confused
Am I picky or dont have a life? I often wonder am I to picky in finding a woman I try to look for woman that are leveled headed and have a sence of humor. I have met a few woman but they dont seem interested. I beleave I treat woman whith respect, do I seem un aproachable or just some fucking loonatic? I just dont under stand I use to have all kinds of woman before I was married. Is it because I just used them for a peace of ass no commintment? yes you might say I was a asshole. And yes they knew what I was doing I told all the woman I didnt want a commitment just to see them. Is that what woman want no commitment or was it the times. Yes I dont have a life I voulenteer at my friends work then go home. I do go to my friends Chris's house on Thursday for Thirsty Thursday and ounce in awhile to the bar but that's it. So is it I cant find a woman beacouse I dont have a life. So any feed back would be nice. Thanks Keith a. ka. oddweed,K-man

A Future Yet Unknown...
A boy and his wolf jump through a portal to recover something lost there last time. they know that they will forget language once through the portal so the took with them reminders of what language is. They travel and meet people along the way who are fighting an evil that spreads across the universe His father and sister are looking for other things lost in other places but the sister joins up with the boy when she gets separated from the father. They continue to move through time and space to find their father and they run into the great evil and his minions. The father was there fighting him off so the kids could escape, after the kids get away some of the minions follow through the portal where the people there have no knowledge of the evil nor of the portals.. I woke up

Love Quotes I Understand
I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you - Ben Folds I understand this, I always fail when I try to tell my baby how much I Love her. Words are just...not enough, no matter how eloquent, no matter how forceful they are...they fail “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.” - Roy Croft Baby, you make me a better person. You make me try. “When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman.” - Spike (tv's Buffy) Minus the part of not having you, I know I have you baby..forever. But you ARE a hell of a woman, and I DO love what you are, everything you are, every part “Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfect

Life Is Too Short
You have to wonder from day to day why things are the way they are... My mom has always told me that everything happens for a reason... I am starting to wonder if everything we DO is for a reason. I have done something that has ruined a great thing and i look at the situation and think "well there was no reason to do that " So I wonder what it all really means????

Guy Who Likes Guinness
A good day her in the UK the sun is shining and i am sat in the garden drinking Guinness before i shoot of to the pub and relax and chill with some friends can life be better,maybe but i feel happy so what the hell

Armed Forces
I think with all the crap going on in the world, it is sad to see so many peeps who just don't support our troops in the war that we are in. I think there is no greater honor than to be able to defend this country's freedom. we all benifit from it, except the price of damn gas ... lol , but hopefully that will change when we change leaders. I just wanted to express that. If you agree , please feel free to coment or evan if you disagree. It's all good.

Lost For Words..
Good Afternoon all.. I want too thank each and every one of you for all the love you showed too me yesterday. Some of you was on my page all day long and rating your hearts out. To every leveler,friend, new friend that showed me love during my Happy Hour im greatful for all your help too try too get me closer to leveling. A thank you isnt good enough for me. I wish i could personally thank you all face too face for all you do for me. Im a very emotional person and I told some friends last night I think if I do another Happy Hour I need too go away from the computer while its going on. I have so many wonderful friends on here and too each and everyone of you ill always be here for you as you have been for me.. Thank you all for your continued support in helping me along the way and helping many others. There is never enough thank yous too be said. Much love and respect too all. On a side note too levelers I was so busy trying too return mail I forgot too post a

Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
RATTLE YOUR BRAINS A LITTLE If you ever feel stupid, then just read on. If you've learned to speak fluent English, you must be a genius! This little treatise on the lovely language we share is only for the brave. Peruse at your leisure, English lovers. Reasons why the English language is so hard to learn: 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The

What Should I Do
alright me and a couple of friends went t a mud bog and there was drinking involed and i did a lil something with my best friends crush that she'd like for a while now... and i wanna prove to her that it meant nothing to me but i dont know how... im a really guilty person but i dont think she knows that i do feel like shit for doing shit with him... how can i prove to her that it was nothing even though it was obiviously was something but to me nothing...i think he is cute but i didnt even see it coming... not at all...

I Would Rather.....
I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I’m here than a whole truck load when I’m gone .. so you should show love to your family and friends now (here in the moment) And don’t tell me you’re too busy for this. Don’t you know the phrase ’stop and smell the flowers’? ? cuz.... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep y ou Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps you Glowing, But Only God Keeps You Going!?†

World's Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said, "NO!" And the girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, dancing, camping, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, did whatever the hell she wanted, never argued, didn't get fat, traveled more, had many lovers, and had all the hot water to herself. She went to the theater, never watched sports, never wore fricken lacy lingerie that went up her ass, had high self esteem, never cried or yelled, felt and looked fabulous in sweat pants. The End.

Poems I Wrote!
A Precious Name! I hear them call her mommy An ordinary name. It holds no tinge of glamor Nor dose it speak of fame! It's just a simple home word, but oh!it reaches so far, extending to the depths of childeren's trusting hearts.... 2 syllables of loving is what it means to me... 2 syllables of praying , down on tired bended knees, 2 syllables of wisdom stored deep within her heart! 2 syllables of singing still when all in the world seems dark! I hear them call her mommy oh what a sweet refraim! it is a smoothing ointment that heals all childhood pain! so what if it holds no glamour? nor over turnes no fame? for every women called mommy.....yes!!! It's a precious name! by:jessie 12/23/98

Burns
Scots Wha Hae The following was one of Burns' poems that did not sit well with the English rulers, south of the border. Any person reading it would assume it was a call to arms, possibly rebellion. Which even though the Scottish were now under the one flag of the United Kingdom, and had certain rights which made them distinct from the English, the time that this poem was written was too close to the rebellion of 1745. I will let the reader make up your own mind whether it is a poem of patriotism or something deeper. A little history may be in order here to give you some understanding of the background to the poem. William Wallace was appointed Guardian of Scotland and and Robert the Bruce, was a king of Scotland who lead the clans into battle with the English. Probably why they are so well remembered is that they beat the English soundly, and established Scotland as a power to be dealt with, at least until, like any political system, complacency and sloth set in. Edward was the king

Bummed
Do you ever get so frickin' bummed that you don't want to do anything? I don't want to clean I don't want to sleep I don't want to be on the computer I don't want to talk I just want to do nothing..... Besides I feel like I have no life anyway...

A Biker's Story
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra £10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

On The Road Again
Ok My friends it is once again time for me to start traveling for work..Looks like they are jamming alot in June..Which also happens to be My B Day Month.. So from June 1 -3 I will be in Anheim (sp?) So if you know of any Close Little Hot spots to get away from all of my Co Workers Let me know..I prefer Country Bars but will take a great local hang out as well. June 21-24 I will Be in Denver...Same goes for here I was there a few months ago and got a little bored However they had a nice set up in the lobby/ Bar of the hotel I was at Country Western Night at the Holiday inn... So In closing if you know of any good places let me know I Like the travel But hate the Business Travel..LOL..

We Have To Be Apart
We have to be apart, I know... but thoughts of you are never far from my mind. Your love still wraps around me like the warmness of summertime... but I long to feel your arms around me, too. Until we can be together again, dream of me, night and day, as I dream of you... And remember the love that is always waiting for you & you alone.

I Love You
I love you more than ever... for all the reasons that made me fall in love with you in the first place & all the other lovable qualities you've shown me since then. I love you more than words can say... because there are no words to describe all the wonderful feelings I've known because of you. Whether we're sharing private times of passion or moments of playfulness... Whether we're talking about our dreams or working out our problems, the closeness we share never runs out of new ways to touch my heart. I love you more than you'll ever know... because one lifetime isn't long enough to tell you or show you how much the love we share means to me.

Wasn't Just Luck
It wasn't just luck that you & I met or that everything went a little bit better, life was a little bit sweeter & I was a whole lot happier when you were around. It wasn't just luck that right from the start, it was easy to talk to you & laugh with you. It felt really natural to always be there & come through for each other...and it still does. Our love grows each day as only the trust love can. No, it wasn't just luck because I believe that you & I were meant for each other.

Easy
We certainly haven't had things easy lately... And I know there have been times when we've both run a little short on patience & a little high on frustration. But through it all, I've alwaya believed that our love will hold us together. We belong to each other, & that commitment will always be stronger than any problems that came our way. Let's hang on tight & together we will weather any storm. There's no doubt in my mind the best for us is truly yet to come.

Birthday Pimpouts!
Yall go by and Show Him some Birthday Love. He is a great guy and wonderful Friend! This Monster Lives ♥s One Sexy BBW (Spankers/Shadow Leveler)@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout Brought to you by! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu and Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Moved To New York From New Hamshire.2 Be With Chris
I wanted to post this so everyone would know Chris is my real life boyfriend, an we now live together here in New York..we meet on fubar,an fell deeply in love an knew right away we were meant to be together.nothing has been easy 4 us we have had to work hard to be together!! but it has all been worth it !!! He is my soul mate ,an was sent from heaven ,he is more then a boy friend he's my best friend..my every thing ..I never thought ..I could feel this much love 4 one person !!!He really is the THE BEST!!HE'S THE SWEETEST MOST CARING MAN I have ever known !!Never mind the fact that he's mmmmm the hottest man on the face of the earth ,,an all mine !!An that makes me the luckiest girl on this planet !!! fairy tales do have happy ending's !!!i am so happy an wouldn't change a thing I love Chris With all my heart,N soul !! Thanks 4 Reading this .i just wanted to share with everyone how happy i am an how much i love Chris!!hope you all find your one true love !! cuz I have found mine !! Th

Sista'hood!!
We are mixing it up a bit! It is taking so long to get the Traveling Pepsi Hat around that I am going to create a folder for Pepsi adding 1 new salute a week. I will start with mine...*hehe* then go in the order that they were made!!! WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Human Being
God created the donkey and said to him. "You will be a donkey. You will work un-tiringly from sunrise to sunset carrying burdens on your back. You will eat grass, you will have no intelligence and you will live 50 years." The donkey answered: "I will be a donkey, but to live 50 years is much. Give me only 20 years" God granted his wish. .......................................................................................... God created the dog and said to him: "You will guard the house of man. You will be his best Friend. You will eat the scraps that he gives you and you will live 30 years. You will be a dog. " The dog answered: "Sir, to live 30 years is too much,give me only 15 years. " God granted his wish. .......................................................................................... God created the monkey and said to him: "You will be a monkey. You will swing from branch to branch doing tricks. You will be amusing and you will live 20 years.

Cell Phones & Cars
Ok, I know...Some of you will say, "Tim, you're so wrong!" and I may be...however: Why is it, so many people talk on their phones, text message, eat burgers, fries AND a shake, smack the kids, and DRIVE all at the same time? Oh...and did I mention smoke, toss butts, reach to find them a pack, and grab the lighter? Its bad enough the country is besieged with high-tech goodies, (that I've simply got to have!) but to use while driving? I avoided ANOTHER accident today, barely, by swerving away from a car racing to a stop sign. They either didn't "see it", or I'm convinced - didn't care - trying to adjust a kid in the back, AND talk on the phone tucked under their left ear. Lucky it was a divided highway and I had no one in the left lane next to me! I honked, and got the meanest glare! Then I noticed the smoke clutched in the left hand on the steering wheel... What are the drivers doing? My gosh! People drive a 4,000lbs(plus) car, and have so many other distractions its sur

Casey's Shouts And Rants
I am kinda pissed off today. There's a guy I know on here....we were close...we talked a lot...we are BOTH very single....and we are BOTH expert flirts...... It seems one of the other women he talks to didn't like that...so she decided to send me (and a personal real life friend of mine who had also been flirting with this man) an email telling us to stay the **** away from "my man"! WTF? Just because a man says he has much love for you doesn't mean he wants to marry you and be a Daddy to your babies....if a man on here is flirting with you there's a 99.9% chance you're not the only one...get over it!....just because he says if you're ever visiting out here he'd like to meet you...that doesn't mean he's paying for you to have an all expenses paid trip to meet him or that you'll be living happily ever after...smh.... Yes I know there are a lot of dogs on these sites (dogs and bitches!) but this man is not one of them...he's always been totally up front and honest about what he i

Dj Doug Rawkin Bada Bing!!!!
GUESS WHO IS BADA BING's NEWEST DJ!! Thats Right - Our Own Consiglieri, Confucious Man DOUG!! and .... HE IS ON AIR RIGHT NOW... Rockin Out with His Cock Out! ... Hmmmm lol ....DON'T MISS TONIGHTS SHOW WITH OUR OWN DJ DOUG, BADA BINGS! HOTTEST NEW DJ FROM 6-10 PM EST IF YOU'RE NOT THERE...YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING! ....SO Come HANG W/ DJ DOUG...THE QUEEN...AND THE REST OF THA FAMILY TONIGHT ONLY IN BADA BING...AWESOME TUNES...GREAT FRIENDS....GOOD TIMES...1 HELLUVA ROCKING PARTY WITH DJ DOUG ... Come show him some Mad Bada Bing Love...if you're still readin this then you've waited too long....come on in......WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YOU......just click the pic and you're there!!! CLICK THE Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

If I Was Gone
IF I WAS GONE ON A HEART BEAT WOULD YOU REMEBER ME THE WAY OR WOULD YOU REMEBER ME DIFFERENTLY.. WOULD YOU REMEBER THE WAY I TREATED YOU? WOULD YOU REMEBER THE WAY I TALKED TO YOU? WOULD YOU REMEBER THE CONVERSATION THAT WE SHARED? WOULD YOU REMEBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE HAD? OR WOULD YOU FORGET ME LIKE I NEVER MENT ANYTHING TO YOU?????...

Buzz Off
I'm getting really freaking damn tired of the people that only come to my page when they want something from me. Friends at least make an attempt to stop and see ya every now and then. What takes the cake today is a message I just got. "Please help him it's his birthday" And a link to a photo that I'm assuming needs bombed. Quite frankly I don't give a rats ass about who wants what today. If you're going to take the time to come to my page and ask me for help then realize this: 1) Today is my birthday, and yes, it's all about me today. 2) I was outbid at the last minute on spotlight last night and yes, I'm ticked about it. 3) My co-founded bombing family is on leave for a reason. Yup, I'm pissy. Call me a bitch or what have you. I don't give a flying fuck what you think. Those that would call me that are not truly my friends anyway and it would behoove them to just remove me.

Another Song Stuck In My Head, Trying To Understand
my ex got this song stuck in my head... i know why on some levels he wanted me to ponder this..and he knows sometimes my own mind is my worst enemy... but how can one u r so connected to know and understand your very being and be so cold to you in the here and now??? try as i may to understand my past the more i dig the more i find the more it all makes sense to understand y we r drawn to certain ppl y its so hard to get thme out of your mind its even harder to get them out of your head and harder still to get them out of your heart and i fall back into my comfort zone pushing away ones who try to get close never letting my self b happy have his presence still haunt me... sometimes ties to a past life are the hardest ones to break finding my comfort and solice in the dark again

Miss My Dad!!
I lost my dad December 30th, and it is so painful and hard to accept. Some days I am ok, but it seems like there it is always there, the heartache. I was raised to beleive, a strong belief in God. But I struggle to accept he is gone. Does anyone know how I feeling or what I am going through. If my faith is so strong why am I stuggling to accept that he is with God now.

I'm Moving
Well I have lived in erie, pa for like all my life and well I have been to every state on the east coast and I'm about to move to alabama in june and i'm really excited but nervous at the same time because i'm moving in with my friend wellshe isn't really a friend more like girlfriend but i hope i made the right choice by moving in...i will miss it here in pa but not so much cuz there is nothing here for me anymore...anyways this is really nothing i just felt like babbling

Hotmail
okay copt/paste didn't work, so this is the link to cuffed's blog--->http://fubar.com/blog/214749/786050 SIZE CODE word SIZES 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 COLORS CODE words RED YELLOW ORANGE Magenta BLUE PURPLE PINK GRAY GREEN words For specific colors use the code above and heres the site with the color exact code COLOR TABLE FONT MODs CODE words YOU CAN TRY ANY FONT YOU WANT HERES EXAMPLES OF A FEW PLAYBILL GEORGIA ARIAL CHILLER GARAMOND ANDY IMPACT COURIER MODERN GIGI normal garamond normal garamond bold normal garamondbold normal garamondbold in bold Blackadder ITC Blackadder ITC b733-deco pristina Imprint MT Shadow MARQUEE ALL MARQUEE CODES HERE NORMAL

Need A Little Help From Friends If You Have Time Please
Some giveaways that really need to get worked on I am missing blinging everyone, if anyone has a few minutes to leave a few comments i would really appreciate it,it's a comment bombing giveaway.. THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ~CHAOTIC PRINCESS~ ~Z-MAN~ CHECK OUT THESE FRIENDS AND IF YOU ARE A FRIEND AND WANT ON HERE PLEASE LET ME KNOW!! THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾@ fubar

Auction On My Page
OKAY FOR ANYONE IN THE DBC FAMILY WHO IS INTERESTED I AM HOSTING AN AUCTION ON MY PAGE FOR MALE AND FEMALE LET ME KNOW WITHIN 24 HOURS AND HAVE YOUR PICS AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING READY FOR ME THANK YOU

Life
In 11 more days I will finally be out of school and on my way into a whole new life path.... The past few years have been the GREATEST.. I have met the love of my life and I have 3 GREAT children that make me proud to be a mom everyday!! Things are getting more complete everyday. I have the BEST of friends (Alicia-Sherry) I am so blessed with all I have in life and I cant wait to see what tomorrow holds in store for me........ -------

Sharks
Shark Conservation For Millions of years the Great White Shark was looked upon as the supreme hunter of the sea, today they are endangered and hunted almost into extinction because of worldwide threats such as sport fishing, commercial fishing nets, and fear. The Great White Shark is a rare and wild creature that enriches us with diversity, myth, and the mysteries of our world. Dr. David Kemp, the former Australian Minister of Environment and Heritage, indicated an astonishing twenty percent decline over the last three generations of Great White Sharks, and although Australia is not alone in its quest to preserve the Great White Shark it is recognized as the leader in conservation efforts. “The government of Australia with cooperation from Madagascar has successfully listed the Great White Shark on Appendix II of the 2004 Convention of International Trade in Endangered Species (CITES) in hopes of preventing illegal trade in Great White Shark products such as fins, jaws, teeth, an

So Just Kiss Me
So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers tell me nothing needs to be done - no clocks need winding There is no bell without a voice needing to borrow my own instead, let me steady myself in the arms of a man who won't ask me to be what he needs, but lets me exist as I am a blonde flame a hurricane wrapped up in a tiny body that will come to his arms like the safest harbor for mending

Writings...agony
I have written a few things over the years about people in my life...some sad some about love and some about agony...read on. The happy ones...kinda bore me. Loss of love: I feel you I search I cannot see you I feel you My body trembles I feel you My eyes cry I want to see you I feel you I am screaming inside and ripping at my hair My eyes cry drenched I feel you I drop to the floor in the bedroom of your old house I rip the sheets off your bed I cover up my lonely flesh with them I smell your body on them I feel you I feel us together under these sheets Intertwined for eternity I feel you in your death And breathe you in my life My first love: Boots I remember your boots They were torn and tattered Shoestrings hung to the floor I remember staring at them And waiting for you to put them on And walk away from me Wanting someone that I couldn't have: Muscle to nakedness I cry for you Silence and pain Bad girl days Like my dream A rock and rol

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Sex
its been a month since I have had sex and I would someone to just fuck my pussy up good. omg it just sucks because its been a month how pathetic I may sound now i know but I have urges and i need to get satisfied like riiiight now. I am so fucking wet and just thinking about someone inside me is making me so wet and horny...FUCK I WANT SEX NOW!

Wedding
I am getting married july 6th. it will be anounced at the sox game july 4th. it will also b on the score board our wedding date we will also b on t.v. its something speacial his dad is doin 4 us 4 a wedding gift. we will b sittin in the out field in the reserved seats!!!!!!!!!! we have been together 4 over 5 years so its about time we tie the knot. this will b the first time im gettin married and it will b the last.

Hmmmm
Passion and desire , loaded words that control our dreams and minds sometimes . The touch of his hands along her sides , feeling his fingers caressing her waist and his breath blowing across her neck standing there just holding her tight . He scoops her up into his arms her legs strattling him wrapping around his back he kisses her passionately deeply and firmly stirring her all up inside . Light beaming in flooding the room with rays.. She can't stop staring at him . Removing her blouse her nipples perk as a cool summer breeze blows across the room over them . Her now naked body stretched across the ottaman gazing up at him over her . He begins caressing her inner thighs with his lips her body quivers . Not really a dominant woman yet not really a submissive she tries to relax as he starts to endulge in her warmth orgasming slowly at first then over and over he has her body shaking wildly . she closes her eyes and what the fuck **Beep ** Beep*** she opens her eyes he is not there and

These Are The Days Of Our Lives! Lol
I am on this new path called single, with kids. No, not sole caretaker of my children. Unfortunately a mainly weekend father. I am amazed at the depths of stupidity I have gone to, yet I am still here. I have sucessfully ruined my relationship with their mothers'.....yes that is plural. I have an ex-wife who has my son, and doesn't really want me to see him. And now I have an ex-fiancee, who has our daughters. I know time will move on and so will I. I want to change my stupid ways, and I can and will. So to anyone who reads this please don't judge me, we all have skeletons. But as someone once told me, "the grass is green, the sky is blue". He also said " I am free and over 21". Everyday will be better and I choose to look at it this way. My choices not only effect me but my kids also. I am choosing to be what I need to be, to be there for them. In closing, I love you: Caleb, Grace and Caitlin.

Please Rerate
This is a contest for the Fubar's Flaming Hottie's & we need your help. This is a rate contest (comments are welcomed). Jeanne Marie needs help choosing a top 12 for a calendar she will be making. COULD YOU PLEASE RATE ~DREAM~ & ~BRATT~'s PHOTO, ~DREAM~ ^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ ~BRATT~ ^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ You need to F/A/R the owner of the Hotties, Jeanne Marie in order to vote Click pic here 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~*FLAMING HOTTIE*~CLUB F.A.R ~OWNER OF FLAMING HOTTIES THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY MAY 5TH 3PM EASTERN TO MONDAY MAY 19TH 3PM EASTERN

Hero
(Whispering) Let me be your hero Would you dance, if I asked you to dance Would you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonight? Would you Tremble if I touched your lips >Would you laugh, of please tell me this Now would you die, for the one you love Hold me in your arms tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mine Would you lie, would you run away Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? I don’t care, you’re here tonight I just want to hold you I just want to hold you Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don’t care you here tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away You can take my breath away I can be yo

Idiot
MephistophelesMephistoph...: either u have something to hide or ur ashamed of who u r either way I don't talkto people I don't know Mephistoph...: why ->Mephistoph...: tell u what put a real pic of urself up Mephistoph...: not Mephistoph...: and im nopt asking so ->Mephistoph...: still won't cam with u Mephistoph...: want to try and be friend's??? ->Mephistoph...: look I don't know who u r and really don't care think what u want matter not to me Mephistoph...: sure right ->Mephistoph...: hot has nothing to do with it Mephistoph...: sorry im not hot ->Mephistoph...: u don't even have a real pic of urself u want people to cam with u ->Mephistoph...: I don't date anyone I'm married Mephistoph...: so do you date hot fit guys our fat ass ugly guy's and be honest Mephistoph...: ok ->Mephistoph...: has nothing to do with it and I have never even talked to you up until now Mephistoph...: friend's Mephistoph...: arew e friedns our not Mephistoph...: yeah

Then And Now
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I Guess So
Just hung up the phone with mom. While we were talking I actually mentioned how much I missed her for being so far away ,I don't say "miss" this word that often because i'm considered as a cold blooded person,but this time I did ,and that's because I realized something and started to question the meaning of life ,thinking about if it's worth it to give up the right to live with your beloved people and enviroment,if in here it's the worthy life to put up with,sometimes I really contemplate and doubt about those things.But I guess it doesn't matter how bad you have been treated in life or how much of desperate you are,as long as you are still hoping to keep going,physically and mentally, you gotta fight for it,fight off negative mentality and think positively.After all life is promising for everyone who prays for it and being negative just doesn't help in any way. I guess so ,so I'll give it a period of time and see how it goes.But life doesn't have that much time for experiment.Hurry up

Just My Thoughts
ok so i might be falling for this guy that i met here on fubar. i dont know if he is truly who he says he is but since i have nothing to lose on this one i guess i will go for it. j-magic rocks my socks!!

Friendship Rose
Heartistic Soul is having a friends forever contest and I would like to do this. The Details are below...if you could do this for me it would be great. Thanks So Much My ID: MommaTasha My User ID: 1103411 ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door@ fubar This game will be played May 13th-31st. For complete information, please see my "Friends Forever" blog. Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar

I Am A Sheeple
how you feel about yourself now (Strength) You feel that despite the challenges you have been faced with in the past, present or future, you will find the strength and courage to succeed. Whether you are recovering from ill health, a broken marriage or relationship, or challenges at work, you will find the will power to come out on top. If you are looking to give up any bad habits, such as smoking or drinking for example, this is a good time to do it. what you most want at this moment (Death) The cards suggest Isle Girl, that what you most want at this time is absolute change, to end what you no longer want and start anew. You desire to transform your career or your love life, perhaps your whole lifestyle in general. However catastrophic such changes could be, embracing them will only make you grow in wisdom and experience. your fears (Judgement) You are afraid that the conclusions you’ve been wanting are delayed and fear any far-reaching changes ahead. Perhaps things ar

Remembering Happiness
true happiness I have a great many friends who are having difficulty at this time. Some are in bad relationships, some are longing for realtionships, some feel they have grown stale, some are trying to move forward through brick walls. All of this has my head on a train of thought. dangerous, yes I know, you should see the smoke rolling out of my ears. However, I shall push on. Aristotle wrote that happiness was the supreme good and the goal of life was to attain happiness. Jean-Jaques Rousseau speculated that the road to happiness lies in the satisfaction of one' desires and the hedonistic pursuit of pleasure. William James taught that happiness was the ratio of one's accomplishment's to one's aspirations. So which one of these brilliant minds was correct in their assumption?? I would have to think that they are all right when viewed as a collective. The question, however, still remains. How do we find hapiness??? We are an ever changing species. It seems a

My Crazy Moments
I often wonder to myself how many people get into their own heads, realize what goes on in there, and say the same thing I do. Holy fuck, that's it, reserve me a padded room!! Strange place to be, my head that is. it amazes me sometimes the speed at which it moves. The versatility of thought, and how quickly I can bounce from one thing to another. I get lost there sometimes. What a mistake that is. Makes me feel like my skin is a size to small. Like someone is squeezing the air right out of me. I want to run away from myself alot. Wouldn't that be a neat trick? LOL I wonder if 'normal' people dwell on the same kinds of things I do. And if so, do they twist it and overanalyze it until their dizzy?? I've been told by a good friend of mine that I drive him nuts with my tendencies to overanalyze. But what do ya do, I don't know how else to think. Some of the things on my mind right now??? Why is it people can't accept responsibility for their own actions??? All the crim

My Dumb Ass Life!
so i figure sure i cant take pics......i bought my camera........my friends make appointments all the time.........none of them keep the appointments. so i sit and wonder. do they just make them to get me to shut up about being broke? or do they do it cause they feel sorry for me, and then realize "oh shit he actually thinks im going to pay him!" then they cancel. so now i sit here broke and pissed off cause my bills are going into the shitter and i cant do anything about it. thy all say "dont sell your camera dude you are sooo good" but they never help me out with the business. when they need something and i help its expected. but when i need it its like pulling teeth, thier shit is more important and i can wait its just my phone or its just formula for my daughter, who cares right? friends suck

Test
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Tomorrow Will Be One Year
My sister Angie died almost a year ago from drinking at a party. She was celebrating her boyfriend’s birthday. My brother, James was there giving them the alcohol she was 18.5 at the time. James didn’t think about it. We all drank young, right? She got wasted went pale and started to throw up. She threw up till she pasted out they rushed her to the ER but a couple days later she died. Her body couldn’t handle the alcohol. I wanted to hate my brother so much for giving her it, but it was her fault she drank it. Now I try to tell people not to give alcohol to underage people. It can kill them yeah the risk is really low but it still happens. There is a 19 year old boy who got drunk and went driving doing 80mph on a small intersection hit a family killed 4 out of 5 people the young dad lost his entire family. The kid has to spend the rest of his life in jail because someone gave him the alcohol and didn’t take his keys. I refuse to let anyone drink if they are underage. If I see it I ta

Girls Night Out......lol
Body: Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married. (If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor) The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls. ' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed three times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another nine times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, i n order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... three cuckoos plus nine cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos--MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT.' He didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got a

I'm Just Playing Around
Killer Kleavage IV Contest Please click on the above photo and rate, comment me. Contest runs til the 21st. Please rate and comment as often as you can to help me win. hugz to all pink Please do not rate this blog entry.

A Day In My Life With Fibro
How Does It Feel To Have Fibromyalgia ? Ongoing pain and fatigue are the main symptoms. Most people have been very ill for five or more years before they get a correct diagnosis. The patient has probably had every test possible, MRIs, CAT scans, blood test, etc. The patient is told all the test are normal and no medical problems are found. At long last, probably in the rheumatologist office, the patient is correctly diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Your muscles feel stiff & knotted. it is painful & hard to turn your head to see over your shoulder. Your knees, hips or ankles may not let you to walk or sit normally. Your ribcage may prevent lifting or bending. Your shoulders, arms, wrist, and hands might not allow you to reach, lift, grasp, or carry. Your mobility becomes limited. Stress can also aggravate Fibromyalgia. When your mind is stressed, muscles tense up. With Fibromyalgia, muscles are already tensing inappropriately, and the stress induced tightening of the muscles cause more p

Suggestions N Themes
ALRIGHT for all those dont know I DJ at FORBBIDEN n Forbidden's CELL BLOCK from 12-3am est ON SUNDAYS I DECIDED TO DO THEME NIGHTS which have turned out to be a giant hit n success well so far i gave gotten many ideas for them but I want the FANS to decide what they wanna HEAR so please leave comments on what you would LOVE to hear or have as a THEME NIGHT I will eventually set up a voting area once i figure out how. so far we done 80's rock n OL SKOOL hip hop P.S. I know others are gonna end up biting off my STYLE....OFTEN IMITATED never ever DUPLICATED

Come And Help Me Out Plzs
My friend wants a V.I.P DJgota,love,me&enforcer@mirage&owner.of.the.black.roze&enforcer@thebrat.cave.fuhubby2fubrat.plzR/A/F@ fubar hes offering rewards for such a gift rating all ur pics up to 300 during hh coments when im on repost every bully as long as u send me the link add fan and rate 10 friends of ur choice i will help bomb ur pic in a bombing contest im even offering a 30 minute cam show on yim of ur choice sfw or nsfw i know im not the hottest marine out there or even the hottest guy but still can u plzs help me out thanks so much for the person that does DJgota,love,me&enforcer@mirage&owner.of.the.black.roze&enforcer@thebrat.cave.fuhubby2fubrat.plzR/A/F@ fubar hes a great guy and helps a lot DJgota,love,me&enforcer@mirage&owner.of.the.black.roze&enforcer@thebrat.cave.fuhubby2fubrat.plzR/A/F@ fubar THANK YOU repost this for me spread the word

Movie Reviews
So here's a question for you. Who do you think would win a fight between "Robocop" and "Ironman?" Wouldn't that be a cool movie? Two robots fighting in the streets of some huge American city, knocking down buildings, crashing into mass transportation vehicles! Oh wait, that was "Transformers." There's another screenplay idea down the crapper. Now that Marvel has pretty much run out of the big named super heroes, we're digging down into the second tier titles. Iron Man, Ghost Rider, Hell Boy… honestly, how many people read these titles as a kid? Still, it's a hell of a lot better than what we'll be watching in seven years. Just for giggles I went on the internet to see how many characters are left in the vault. Here are my top ten choices for super hero movies in 2015. "Zzzax" (I think the third "z" is silent) "Rusty Collins" (also a great mixed drink!!) "Major Mapleleaf" (Tie Domi saves Honest Ed's!!) "Wallflower" (ok, maybe this one is a bad choice)

My World
Good relationships never stop growing. Like fine wine, they get better with age. No marriage is perfect. As you continue in this union, you already know that it will continue to take a lot of love and work to keep your relationship an ongoing success. Many couples tend to think of marriage as a 50/50 proposition. Actually, the best relationships are 90/10. If you both will give 90% and take only 10%, you will have a formula likely to continue to bring both of you happiness for a lifetime. As you continue on your journey together, I ask you to remember this advice: Let your love be stronger than your anger. Learn the wisdom of compromise, for it is better to bend than to break. Believe the best of your beloved rather than the worst. Confide in your partner and ask for help when you need it. Remember that true friendship is the basis for any lasting relationship. Give your spouse the same courtesies and kindnesses you bestow on your friends.

My New Owner
Here's my new owner. Omg she's a hottie. She's great friend too... Come give her some fu loving... sherrylicious owned by cubby and proud owner of cubby/FunkyMunky/pjcountry/wetdreams/squirrely nuts@ fubar

Nader Vs Obama
Ralph Nader for President 2008 May 13, 2008 www.votenader.org We were thrilled to hear that Barack Obama is open to debating Ralph Nader. Fuel our Illinois ballot access drive with your tax rebate.On Meet the Press on May 4, Senator Obama told Tim Russert that he was willing to debate with "any of my opponents about what this country means, what makes it great." Senator Obama! What a breath of fresh air! Finally! A Democratic presidential candidate who is willing to debate the corporate takeover of our democracy! Can't wait. Nader v. Obama. Nader and Obama could barnstorm the state - can you say Lincoln-Douglas? - debating public health insurance, curbing the excesses of the oil industry, reversing U.S. policy in the Middle East, and the corporate takeover of our democracy. What a breath of fresh air! Did we say that already? Thank you Senator Obama for being so open-minded! That is what truly makes America great. Open, public debates tha

My Thoughts.......
With Memorial day right around the corner i would like to take the time to thank all of The men and women who have served this country in the pursuit of freedom and happiness!!! I have reflected back and looked back at all the wars that we have fought and the ways they have ended....War is not a pretty thing. Just ask the Japanese that survived the blasts from the two A-Bombs that hit them. I am not saying we are wrong i am simply saying how come we cant find a more Civil way to Resolve issues?? Again lets reflect this weekend on all the men and women and children that have kept this country safe and secure for us and lets not forget all the wars we have fought to keep this country where it is today!!

Multiple Pics
Why do women post several hundred of the same face pics on here? Get up, pose, move do something!!!! Its hard to sit and rate 1200 of the same pic, try different outfits or something!! dont just take 20 pics of you sitting in yer chair and post em make it interesting!!!!

Not Having A Good Day
Well I got hit by a truck today and Just got out of the hospital.....Just kidding!!! Got to love Special Effects!!! Enjoy I put alof of work in this. feel free to comment, good , bad or indifferant!! Guy not having a good DayUploaded by bigdawg691

The Mayonasie Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into t

Deadly Shit!
How many stupid mother fuckas wannna try and test the Wordsmith? Step up right here and now because today is where your life ends I told you time and TIME again my friend, I'm not the one to fuck with because your best my friend is where the toilet and my ass is I weave a style so deadly that it tends to cause conniptions so bitch swallow ya tongue because a seizure is what you'll end with I told you all before this Boogie Down nigga is so wicked, My amazing styles and flows causes, slow songs, flowers and caskets I'll do it this one time and give it up, here is my government, Richard the Chef is The best, come on kid, step in the oven Cookin' up MCs who have the nerve to think they then can stop me Well here it goes 1 - 2 - 3, that's ya best? Nigga ya sloppy Don't hold me back hold up wait a minute, this kid tried to flex I pulled back bladow, sprayed up his mother fuckin chest! Where ya layin and I'm standing is the result son I'm the realest

America
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to thos

Fubar Points Breakdown
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others :) A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to

A Short Story
AM IN COLLAGE MY MAJOR IS CJS. I AM GOING TO BE GOING TO MOST LIKLY GO IN THE ARMY NEXT YR AND BE A MP FOR THE NATIONAL GUARD. WELL RITE NOW I AM VOL FIRE FIGHTER IN MY TOWN. I JOINED ATFER 9/11. I FELT SO USE LESS CUZ THEIR WAS NOTHING I COULD DO TO HELP CUZ OF MY AGE AND I HAD NO TRIAING SO HERE I AM NOW. WELL I LIKE TO HELP PPL OUT AND I ALWAYS WELL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE SOMEONE SMILE. WELL THEIR IS A LIL BIT ABOUT ME

Kandy Kisses
DO U HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A KANDY KISS GURL... IF SO LEAVE a comment in the box below RULES FOR BEING A KANDY KISS GIRL 1) must add/rate /and fan other members the ppl you MUST add are listed below 2) must add kandy kiss member (kkg etc.) in name 3)must be a member of ck2 for week or more 4)must promote ck2 and urself as a kandy kiss you can get of the promotional bullys from any name on the list 5)owner and head members must have ur yahoo messenger(yim)listed below 6)must be level 5 or higher 7) if a kkg has an issue with another kkg they need to come to Karizma or DJ Only 8) KKG are not to do any thing that will disgrace the ck2 name if you do you will be asked to take kkg out of your name 9) each kkg needs to have a kkg skin in rotation of their backgrounds from Karizma profile skins 10) must

A Humbled Fu!
I am So Incredibly Humbled This Wonderful Fu~Friend Has Been Spoiling me so.... And I am deeply greatful. He's Bling Packed me and has given me a 7 Day Blast For what I do not know. I just be myself! So I am Pimping this Awesome Person Out! Go To His Page ...Tell Him Frozen Mystical Dreamzzz Sent Ya! Fan/Rate/Add him to your List You know with all the love and respect I get back...your going to unthaw me LOL. Guidomedic ~ Love Lost...Lesson Learned and Haterz Suc Azz~@ fubar Thank You Guidomedic For Everything You've Given to me. I am Very Humbled and Very glad I met you. Your too cool for words. Your very sweet! THIS PIMP OUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY A VERY HUMBLED FU! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

Let All You Do Be Done With Love
.. The Window of LoveThere’s a window to see through – a view from above,That allows you to witness it all with great loveIt’s the joy of divine, uncensored truth,It’s the picnic of angels as they feast their eyes upon youIt’s the magic of Spirit in It’s greatest dance,The unfolding of essence as we take every chanceThere’s so much to look forward to when we see from this viewIt’s the window of opportunity in everything we doIt’s the majesty and magic that transforms the mundaneIt’s the Grace that empowers the meek on this planeWe can lift our perspective to see from this place,There are no cheap seats, we are all offered GraceCheck out this dimension, a bird’s eye view,Look for yourself and see if it’s true -That you can unravel the mysteries of life, You can let go of the pain and the strifeYou can embrace what is rightfully yours,You can make life a heavenly tourAll you need do is let go of your anchor,Release all your fears, look to Heaven and thank Her!Feel yourse

Things I Have Learned
I have learned that all guys will at some point hurt you and make you cry. They will eventually break your heart and very few will ever apologize for it. I have learned that you should always be prepared for your friends to turn their backs on you at some point because they will. Those that don't are the ones that you keep forever. I have learned that the family you are blessed with and i do mean blessed may have not been the ones you would have chosen for yourself but for some reason someone saw fit for you to be together. I have learned not to expect too much from people in general, because then they can't let you down. I have learned that your heart and your spirit are the most amazing things ever created because they can be broken and stepped on and still repair themselves. I have also learned to stand on my own 2 feet, be self relying and self sufficient. I have learned to never let others control my outlook on the world and to never let them control my destiny. i ha

Skins
***Please feel free to rip any skin that I have created. If you do rip any, please...all I ask in return is that you rate some pictures in return.*** ***For the skin to work, please remember to disable any picture(s) that you may have set as your background picture. If you do not, the new skin will not display the background picture of the skin. It will be replaced by your default background picture(s).*** ***If you have a picture or find one on the web that you would like me to make a skin of feel free to PM me here with the info. If I have the time available I will gladly create one for you.***

Old Timephone Booth
The other day i was driving to the bank. I needed to order new checks and every time i do it by mail or on the computer, somehow my order gets screwed up. I was at a red light and my car started trying to die on me. My alternator light came on, so i figured it was best if i just pulled into a parking lot and call for help. Well as we all know, what can go wrong, will go wrong. My phone also decided to die on me. I was in the parking lot of a Pet Smart. Just outside they have one of those great, old fashioned phone booths. I couldn't charge my phone up in my car because of no power. So i searched my car for some change. The booth, while clean looking, smelled as if a bum used it as a place to sleep at night. I'm sure this is the case. Searching through the disgusting phone book, i finally find a repair shop that could get to my car right away. Now all i needed was a tow truck. While looking through the ripped and nasty phone book, i noticed this man was waiting for th

Own Dis Juggalo
WANNA OWN YOUR VERY OWN JUGGALO/ JUGGALETTE??? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! I AM STARTING MY VERY FIRST AUCTION!!! THE AUCION IS NOW OPEN FOR BIDDING!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!!! MMFWCL TO ALL!!!!! Brought to you by... Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~FU-Owned By Montana Cowgirl F/A/R/C!!!@ fubar HERE ARE THE PEOPLE YOU COULD OWN. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN OWNING ONE OF THESE FINE ASS JUGGALOS/JUGGALETTES JUST CLICK THE PICTURE OF THE ONE YOU WANT TO BID ON AND START BIDDING!!!

One Wish
If I was granted but one wish I could wish for many things I could wish for world peace No more war No more debt No more pain and suffering If my wish was limited to just me I could wish for a man that is strong I could wish for a deep seeded love I could wish for someone who cares He could be tall and handsome Confident and all around amazing If I had to make just that one wish If I could get all those things Wrapped in one wonderful package Then my wish is already come true Because my wish is YOU I LOVE YOU BABY!!

Sweetcandy
today has been one hell of a boring ass day. hell its been a boring ass week. but its only tuesday, so maybe it will get better by this weekend. check that it is going to get better by this weekend. friday there is one hell of a party, saturday my oldest nephew is graduating highschool, and sunday my youngest sister is graduating highschool. i am so proud of them both.

What Hurts...
When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS. Talking to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talking to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause their too damn STUBBORN to fucking GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN) When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject. Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will. Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT. Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PURSUE more. Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that their SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they are NOT it just makes it that much WORSE. Knowing that you made an IMPACT in someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE

Random Thoughts...
I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol. Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest. When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it. When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me. Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today. Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you. Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are th

A Lucky Few
The lucky few All they do is push me down when i want up hold me back but i want out you can crush my dreams and brake my ribs too but your not going to stop me Ill take the long road some find its the high road why cant you except me for who i am im not that girl that came crying to with all her problems you held me too tight now my wings are broken its to hard to fly away Dreams get crushed or fade away sometimes you out grown them but the lucky few who dreams come true wont be me but it could be you

You're Sorry...i'm Sorry
I'm sorry my hips aren't as big as hers I'm sorry that I'm younger I'm sorry my breasts don't sag I'm sorry I believed you I'm sorry I took a chance on you even though I knew everything about you I'm sorry my children fell in love with you, too I'm sorry I made so many of your fantasies come true I'm sorry about that first night in the hotel I'm sorry about Red River I'm sorry about your birthday present I'm sorry I thought you needed medication to help you I'm sorry that's now your excuse for my pain I'm sorry I wanted you for always I'm sorry I thought you'd always be there for me I'm sorry I thought you were my friend I'm sorry you were the first person I ever put so much trust in I'm sorry I didn't control you I'm sorry you weren't happy I'm sorry I made you laugh I'm sorry I was so good at those little things you liked I'm sorry that now I'm alone I'm sorry I wasted so much of my precious life on your lies and promises I'm sorry I never married yo

First Kiss
I love all my friends, and keep them in my heart. And hope the friendship, will never part. But do you ever find, that special one? That makes you smile, and come undone? I just wonder sometimes, if it's for real. Or just another guy after, my heart to steal. I think that someday, that I may find this out. Then all the passion and want, will not be a doubt. When I look into your eyes, I see hope, It loosens my mind, to help me cope. It would take only just one small thing, if this is true. To either be happy forever, or always be blue. To live a life with someone, would be a real bliss. Just to be granted, that very first kiss.

Is It True?
When you said you were my friend, was it true? When you said you really mean it, was it true? When you said you wouldn't leave, was it true? When I'm lonely and lost, are you here? When I'm sad and confused, are you here? Do you listen to my pleas, or just turn away? I don't know if I can keep going. I don't know if I want to. I need someone by my side. So I can be by theirs. With honesty and hope. With love and compassion. With tenderness and care. Will you be here? I don't think you ever were. But I have always been here for you.

Most Annoying Wench On Fubar!!
This user: http://www.fubar.com/user/1526951 has been bugging the absolute shit out of me for FuBling since she came on the site. I wish I had a dollar for everytime she has hit my SB asking me to give her bling. If I had a FuBuck for every time she's asked... I could have had the Spotlight... TWICE! peach3: hi..you give blings?

Inferno
enslaved with desires your wicked words only tighten the shackles imprisoned by the rush of devotion your heart seeps into mine and sequesters it's emotions time slowly saunters when I wish it to race casting me into the fire of your embrace the balm of your kiss and the sweet bliss of your warm breath upon my skin the hunger of your touch so anticipated craving like a drug the euphoric release and sedation the rise and the fall of our sighs till the morning pheremones like dew hang in the air sweet like poison seductive yet cruel enticing us to embrace a pyre exhausting our energies now sunk into our desire i crave you and you crave me breathe in this moment let the flames burn higher

Pleasures Of The Flesh
like a demon you possess me, envelope my senses, fill me up- i need your touch so much i can't breathe you cut me - i bleed i cannot seem to escape, or erase the ecstacy you gave just one bite when the moment was right and I became your slave and like the fire the wind and the moon you shape me you shift me I'm in lust with you

Tequila An Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world Has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... When life hands you Lemons, Ask f

I Cried
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent

New Mom Of A 13yo Teen
Well I am now a "mommy" to a 13yo teenager. My mom is getting married to his grandpa. His mom passed away when he was 5. He was bounced from a ton of his family members. Finally the last chance was my mom and his grandpa. But they are getting too old. So my mom called on me to come down and help raise him. So bam here I am. I finally got my girlfriend back with me so now the power couple is back together thank goodness. The three of us me, my g/f, and Mav are all gonna be moving in together after the wedding next weekend. So yea that should be fun. But right now he's spending the week with us to test the waters to see how well everyone gets along. He's a really great kid. Very smart. He does have ADHD which I have never personally dealt with so that is the only really hard thing for me to deal with right now. But other than that I'll be adding more soon I have a school fieldtrip that I went on and chaperoned for his school. I'll be adding those pics and blog more about him as time goes

Looking For A Great Team To Join?... Come Check Us Out Where There Nothin But Luv For Ya !!!
tr> We Are Seeking A Few Good Men & Women To Join Us...So If You Have Team Spirit And Would Love To Make Some Great Friends Come Check Us Out "All" Is Welcome! AKA MRS.T Team Leader Big Poppa Team Assistant

This Is What Love Looks Like
When I say I love you, this is what I am telling you... I will always protect you and protect your heart. I will always stand beside you no matter what. I will not leave you for bad finances, poor health, or heartache. I will do my level best to make you as happy as I possibly can, each and every day. I will always be on your side, no matter who it is that is opposing you, including family. I will do my level best to honour you and your family every day. I will never say things to you to hurt you on purpose. I will never take the confidences that you have entrusted to me and hurt you with them. I will hold and protect your heart as if it were my very own, because, in fact, it is. I will rejoice with you in your success and mourn with you at the failures life brings. I will make your welfare and happiness my priority each day. I will believe you and I will believe IN you every single day. I will understand when you have a bad day and I will love you through it. I wil

It Hurts
And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I

Out Of Touch!!!
Just to let my friends and family know I will be out of touch the next few days. My Grandaddy passed away this morning so I will be leaving for Alabama tomorrow and won't be back till Friday. Hope you all are well. Love BabyGirl

My Harlequien Romance Novel
I sent some short stories to the people are Harlequien Romance Novels and about a week ago, they emailed me and asked me to write a full length novel for thier Nocturnal Bites Series. I have written some and wanted everyone to tell me what they think so here ya go. Let me know what you think... “Oh, that is fine. I moved her from L.A. so I am used to random people knocking on my door at all hours of the night. I’m actually a night person myself.” Kari turned and pulled two bottles of water from the fridge. “Have a bottle of water. I’m afraid I haven’t been to the store so I don’t have much else.” She said as she slid the water across the breakfast bar. “Thank you. You seem to be a very nice person. I actually can’t stay long, but if you decide to come out later there is a club about two miles into the heart of the town. It is called Darkness Reigns. Some friends and I are going there to have a little fun this evening if you’d like to join us. Say around twelve thirty?” Marandi

Night Off Of Work!!!
Well it is Tuesday night and I am off of work and I am off tommorow night as well. I am looking forward to seeing my girl tommorow some time. I am so excited I am going to give her a real big hug, and kiss. Well I am going to get to bed soon, so I can get whatever I need done before I go and see my girl tommorow. I just wanted to put this in my blog.

Now Hiring!!!--need That Country/southern Rock Vibe!!
center> WANT TO WORK FOR THE BEST COUNTRY LOUNGE ON FUBAR--WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!! WE ARE NOW HIRING!! BEEN LOOKING FOR A FAMILY OF FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM?!?! WE GOT WHAT YOU WANT!!! NEED THAT COUNTRY MUSIC/SOUTHERN ROCK VIBE IN YOUR LIFE COPPERHEADS HAS EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR

I Cried
When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

Still Living
Still dealing with the death of my grandpa. he died this past mothers day, which made it kinda harder. in a way it seems that noone really understands, they[ being my friends] still expect me to act my normal up beat self. which i usually do in tough situations. and as they all know Death is no stranger in my family, this past year my family has lost three good members... its a lot to take on. and it seems when i need my friends the most there not really there. maybe its because i do not appear needy or vonerabal, but in all honesty i am. it would be nice for some confort evey now in then.. -Nc.

I Hate You
I hate you I hate you with all I am I hate you with all I could be I hate you with all I was I hate you with all I will be I hate you with the force of the love I once felt I hate you into oblivion I hate you more then I hated myself I hate you more then I’ve ever loved I hate you more then I will ever love I hate you and your filthy lies I hate you and your spinelessness I hate you and your filthy whore I hate you more then I could ever ignore I hate you and the blackness you created I hate you and the void that was left I hate you and the hope that remains I hate your soul above most everything

Take The Lies In
I take your lies in Smiling the whole time I let you believe I believe I let you live the lie I bleed inside myself And never let you see That I am smarter then you And what you may feel for me I can play the game well With a straight face All the right words said All cards in the right place I can hang on till the end Slowly rotting inside I can smile my pretty smile I can bat my big blue eyes Never showing the truth I have many secrets to hide You may never truly know The wonders of me For I take your lies in And let you believe

"soul"
This is Mina typing this, I only came onto my account to add some pics to my profile "SOUL" whom I have been promoting on myspace. Bella, my best friend in real life is doing this page until I decide to come back. I am enjoying the music business, and working with real promoters getting my foot in the door in LA. The band "SOUL" has just signed a contract where they are doing second stage at the Texas rock fest WOW!!!! This is the best of news!! Not to mention I have all kinds of things lined up for them. Now, my myspace is open, my whole page is dedictated to them, if you like stop by take a look and tell me what ya think. my link is http://www.myspace.com/minabloodykisses Now, please she has told me of a few people being arguementive with her while she is doing my page thinking it is me, if it is me I will tell you!!!! I do not have the time to do this and the other. Right now music is more of a passion to me then points. Please respect her while on my page, if not

Tequila And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take a

Just 1 Rate Please
imikimi - Customize Your World OK,I AM IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ~Bratt~= ) imikimi - Customize Your World

175k To Godmother
LETS HELP THIS WONDERFUL WOMAN GODMOTHER! SHE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD THE PAST FEW DAYS TO MAKE IT AND SHE IS ALMOST THERE SO LETS HELP HER OUT! THANKS ~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R TEAM CAPTAIN*~*I.B.I.C*' on '2008-05-13 22:44:37') (repost of original by '~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*' on '2008-05-13 23:00:28') (repost of original by '•DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb' on '2008-05-13 23:16:28')

Tuna Salad Sandwich Story
Every day on a construction site, when the lunch whistle blows, all the workers would sit down to eat together. And every day, Sam opens his lunchbox and starts to complain. "Son of a gun!", he'd cry. "Not tuna salad again! I hate tuna salad!" He'd whine and complain about it every day. Until finally one of the workers said, "For crying out loud, Sam! If you hate tuna salad so much, why don't you just tell your wife to quit making them for you???" "What do you mean," Sam asked. "I'm not married. I make my own sandwiches. If you're like me, the first time I heard that story, I thought it was crazy. After all, if you hated tuna salad, why would you choose to make one for your lunch every day? Well, as it turns out it IS crazy. But people do it every day. Look at your bank account. Look at the amount of free time you have. Look at your job. Look at your lifestyle. Chances are good that it's not what you want. But, you keep making it! You're making yourself a sandwich you don't like! Now,

Just Or Unjust Sex Ofdfeners And Their Constitutional Rights
In the some states around the country new laws are taking affect that change the lives of some of the most hated people in the world; sex ofdfendfers. For example one law prevents a father (convicted of raping a 15 year old girl in 1990) from attending his children's high School graduations, because now the state will not allow sex offendfers on school property. The man claims he is being treated unfairly; as he served a five year prison sentence for his crime. And much to my surprise there are many people who think this is an outrageous violatiion of his Constitutional rights as an American Citizen. To that I will agree, but I also firmly believe there are certain lines of morality that should never be crossed; rape and sexual offenses are at the top of that list. And in crossing those lines I believe any sex offender of any country loses certain rights due to the utter disregard for the rights of their victims. After all ; would anyone consider letting charles Manson, or Michael A

Relationships
I have been dating for about 2 yrs now and the men or shall i say boys I have come across have been needy, insecure, sensitive, drunks or just plain pathetic. Aren't I supposed to be the one to ask If you think I am attracted or be ms sensitive I mean its nice to have a sensitive guy but when he starts acting a lil too sensitive theres something wrong. I came across another that just wanted to be joined at the hip wanted me to move in in the first week and every phonecall I got was What are you doing?, where are you?, and who are you with? Ummmmm (looks at hands) I did not know I was married and even if I was you do not need to know EVERY step I take or whether or not I am really taking a shit in the bathroom.. Excuse my expression. I just want something simple no drama no questioning like a detective, If I didnt give you a reason for you to think I am cheating Why accuse me of it? Just because your ex's cheated and treated you like shit does not mean I am going to be the

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Please help donate for my walk in the 3 day 60 mile walk in November. I have already started training I have quit smoking all kinds of smoking as well. I am trying to raise money for the cause and the cure. So if you are generous please help me in this fight love Allison Head http://08.the3day.org/goto/allisondhead

Bead Auction
Over the past week or so I've had several inquiries from people about what it would take to get the big set of beads from me. So I'm putting a twist on a fubar tradition and putting them and a box of approximately 40 more smaller beads up for auction. In 1 week (May 21) the best offer gets all of the beads shipped to them. So if you're interested, send me a message with your best offer. How is this different from other fubar auctions you may ask? Well I'm not going to base this on who has the most fubucks to offer, a hh, a blast, vip, etc. Be creative in your offer. These are mardi gras beads, all earned. :) After a few days, I'll pass along to the highest bidders what the best offer is so everyone gets a fair shot at winning. Good luck to all. :)

Unconditional Love
I've been up since about 3:10 this morning...I was woken by my daughter crying...And the sound that is made when your in the tub with no water...I jump out of bed and race to the bathroom to find my 13 yr old sitting in a tub with no water and wet...I asked her frantically what was wrong...and she told me she could not move...Her legs won't work...I could see that she was shivering...I wrapped a towel around her and picked her up and carried her back to her bed...She was burning up...I've did the only thing I could do and that is give her some tylenol..hoping that her temp comes down...I lay with her for about 30 minutes...Listening to her breath...Holding on to her...Now...just checking her every 15 minutes to make sure that she is doing ok...She's sleeping good now... It's quiet...I've sat on the couch with the lights off for the past few hours...Worried of course...Praying that what happened to her this summer at her dads isn't what is happening now...I've decided that if she isn

For Our Men And Women
This is great.Will you give this to my Daddy?As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnesse done of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. A s they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just

Friends Or Haters You Chose
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING HOW PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS BUT AS SOON A YOU START TO HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE THEY CHANGE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALL FRIENDS THINK BUT FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE. IF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEN WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHO YOUR DATING OR ENGAGED TO. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND THEN THEY SHOULD RESPECT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE IN YOUR LIFE EVEN IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH THEM. BUT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE GROWN ADULTS. IF PEOPLE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEN THEY SHOULD STICK TO THEIR WORD AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY SAY. INSTEAD THEY ACT LIKE PUNK BITCHES AND LEAVE BECAUSE OF A DECISION SOMEONE MADE IN THEIR PERSONAL LIFE. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU WANTED THE PUSSY BUT THE PUSSY DIDN'T WANT YOU. YOU CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE ARE OTHER REASON AND TRY TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE HATE ME. I SAY LET THE HATERS HATE. THAT JUST MEANS THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. AND ALL THOSE TWO FACE FUCKING PEOPLE CAN THIN

Annonymous
"What do you see, nurse, what do you see? What are you thinking when you look at me? ~A crabby old man, not very wise, Uncertain of habit with far away eyes, Who dribbles her food and makes no reply When you say in a loud voice-"I do wish you'd try." Who seems not to notice the things that you do And forever is losing stockings or shoes, Who, resisting or not, lets you do as you will With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill. Is that what you're thinking, is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse. You're not looking at me. I'll tell you who i am as i sit here so still. As i move at your bidding, eat at your will, I'm a small child of ten with a father and mother Brothers and sisters who love one another; A young boy of sixteen with wings on her feet. Dreaming that soon now a lover he'll meet; A groom now at twenty, my heart gives a leap, Remembering the vows that i promised to keep; At twenty-five now i have young of my own Who need me to build a secure

Only In America
Only in America .......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ........do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America ........do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America! .......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ........do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ........do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ........do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVERWONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you

A Seed..
i ve come to realize about life.. what is an egg? is it living? is it non-living? or just a cell being sustained by its own environment? we all start out as a seed, developed with our own lives..set out to do what? recreate whats already been set before us? no...we all lead our own lives hoping to do our best..whatever that is.. Hoping that whatever life we lead our own offspring do not follow in our own paths and lead their own lives. Setting down their paths hopefully positively set by our own advice. determining whether it was worth it or not. We all start of rejoicing on whatever happiness becomes of our own lives, but yet we all mourn during the sad, and depressing times. we find what makes us happy and try and stick with it. One thing they have in common with each other...is that we all mourn or rejoice in groups. Our family is what helps us in each...happiness and sadness...either keeping us happy or enduring sadness with us. The benefits of having a large fa

So I've Had A Rough Week.... Yeah..
So my week started out alright, Went to work came home rinse and repeat.Next thing I know I've put in my 40 hours in basically 2 1/2 days, My car is having its own issues and if I see one more earwig or spider-cricket I think I'm going to lose it. Well I decided to go fishing because hey I do that sometimes just to get away and relax. I go down to my friends pond and proceed to drag the boat to the water. I get all of my gear loaded and next thing I know an extremely pissed off water moccasin rolls up and says "fuck you" and bites me yeah.. good times. So I grab the snake still having its fangs in me (caught on my shoe) and break its neck. Inhumane maybe. Hey I love snakes nothing against them. My friend comes down from the house and sees me kinda hunched over grabs the car and takes me to the hospital with the dead snake. Apparently I was lucky, the snake barely scratched the tip of my skin with one fang. still delivering some venom but not nearly what it could have been. So after som

Yellow Partnership Limited & Strawberry Educational Limited
I have been conned by the above companies and this is how they did it:- About 2-3 months ago I was contacted by a charity asking if I wish to sponsor them and if I did they would put an ad for my website in their product, which I agreed to do then we agreed a price and a password. About a week later I was contacted by the above company saying that I agreed to sponsor their charity but not giving a company name, but they gave me the same password which I had given the original charity and gave me the same price, hence I thought they were the original charity. It is a as if the above charities had been tapping into other genuine charities telephone calls after all how would they know my password. It was only after I had said that the info they had given me was correct I get told that they were someone else, by which time it was to late I had been conned. Once I had realised what had happened and had done some research on these companies, I took legal advice and was advised not to

Funnies
Vocabulary aids for husbands-- (1)Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2)Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3)Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4)Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5)Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6)That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Please Stop Going Psyco On Me Because I Won't Meet You Or Call You!!
(I CAN'T SPELL WORTH A SHIT SO BARE WITH ME,THAT WAS A GOOD 150K DOWN THE CRAPPER FOR A COLLEGE EDUCATION LOL.)I'M NOT TRYING TO MEAN OR SOUND LIKE A BITCH,CAUSE I'M NOT.BUT WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP GOING CRAZY ON ME FOR NOT WANTING TO MEET THEM OR CALL THEM?I'M NOT LEADING ANYBODY ON,I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR OFFEND ANYBODY.I AM VERY BLUNT,DIRECT AND VERY CLEAR ABOUT THIS.THIS IS JUST FUBAR PEOPLE,STOP TAKING IT SO SERIOUS AND PERSONAL.ANYBODY THAT TAKES ANYTHING ONLINE LIKE THIS SERIOUS HAS SOME SERIOUS ISSUES.I HAVE GOTTEN CALLED THE MOST HORRIABLE THINGS BECAUSE OF THIS.YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE THE EMAIL'S AND SHOUTS I GET AND HOW MEAN AND DISGUSTING AND CRAZY SOME OF THEM ARE.I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT SOMEHOW BETWEEN THE TIME I WRITE THIS TO THE TIME IT REACHES YOUR SHOUT OR EMAIL IT TRANSLATES INTO I'M A HUGE BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CALL YOU OR MEET YOU.I'M SORRY BUT I HAVE NO INTENTION OF MEETING OR CALLING EVERYBODY ON ANY WEBSITE,THAT IS JUST STUPID AND CRAZY,YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT KIN

Thank You
well i am going to go get my son from my mom's in ohio so i will be gone this coming weekend august 15 to august 18 may pop on here and there if i get the chance will be thinking of my friends and family hope you all have a great weekend and talk to you when i get back..miss you all

Mumms
I am making my Policy Perfectly Clear, and it is backed by Fubar. People, realize that "Please, no adult or inappropriate content!" is also posted by Fubar at the top of the page, so I am just being vigilant and enforcing what Fubar has already set forth and posted. I will post what I want, and I do what I can to make it a "Mumm" it's not perfect, but it does require some thought, if that is too much for you or other mummers, don't participate in the Mumm’s. Antagonistic, non-relevant, and personal attack comments will be deleted! MY mumms are meant to be objective and only relevant and practical comments will be permitted. Keep It Clean when it is a Non-NSFW Mum! Retaliation is something you just will have to stop doing. I have No sympathy for those whom repeatedly post comments that are inappropriate; which includes name calling or referring to me in any unethical or unprofessional manner.

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Type Of Sex
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

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Daily Rant
It seems like all I really do is work. I talk to a few different people, but after my 10,11,12+++ hour days, I usually just go home and go to bed. Social life? lol, that's truly funny. By the time I get done working, I don't really even feel like going anywhere. I hate staring at the PC too, when I get home that's the last thing I want to do. I guess I'm in a rut, and need a complete change. I even had an offer to go on vacation for a few days, that didn't pan out either, work conflicted. *sigh*. I'm really really started to be just unhappy about life and how its going. What to do, what to do? I know I need a change, just not sure what or how to get it done.

Shattered Pieces
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice, Th

Miss My Kage Most Of All And Friends
WELL , IM IN COLORADO SPRINGS CO , MISS MY KAGE SO MUCH , MISS MY FRIENDS , SORRY ITS HARD GETTING TO A COMPUTER. MOVED HERE APRIL 7TH TY ALL FOR COMMENTS , " ITS SO HARD NOT BEING HERE AND TALKING WITH MY MAN KAGE WHICH I LOVE WITH ALL MY BEING " MISS HIM SO MUCH . IM OK , JUST WISH I as THERE WITH MY KAGE . HUGS ALL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGES FUWIFE AND RL GIRLFRIEND AND LADY .HAVE AWSOME DAY CHERIE

Us
Every time I close my eyes It’s you and I know now Who I am Yea yea yea and I know now There’s a place I go When I’m alone Do anything I want Be anyone I wanna be But it is us I see And I cannot believe I’m fallin That’s where I’m goin Where are you goin Hold it close won’t let this go Dream catch me, yea Dream catch me when I fall Or else I won’t come back at all You do so much That you don’t know It’s true And I know now Who I am Yea yea yea And I know now There’s a place I go When I’m alone Do anything I want Be anyone I wanna be But it is us I see And I cannot believe I’m fallin That’s where I’m goin Where are you goin Hold it close won’t let this go Dream catch me, yea Dream catch me when I fall Or else I won’t come back at all See you as a mountain A fountain of God See you as as a descant soul in the setting sun You as the sound I’m young There’s a place I go When I’m alone Do anything I want Be anyone I wanna be But

Get Lost
Seriously Tennessee sucks. Lol well that or my girlfriends gut is crappy. Ok so we were driving around trying to find a KMart which they still have in this state suprisingly seeing as in the north KMarts are far and few between. But anyways So my girlfriend and I are trying to find a KMart. Well we found one an hour later because we thought it was one way realized we were wrong turned around missed our exit got off another exit and then shit go figure we get lost almost out of Gas it was fuckin helarious. Then we start driving again and Hell naw we find a fuckin KMart. Thank God. Lol Granted on our journeys we ended up in Kentucky but turned the hell back around and went back to Tennessee. But yea it was fun. My girlfriend says were never leaving the house with out Themla again. Lol and Thelma is our Gps Unit lol. So yea it was fun interesting and just showed that when we are out and about we like to have fun! So yea more stories of us getting lost are sure to come guarenteed even with

Time To Leave Ny?
I am writing this with the intention that someone...anyone will read it and give their advice / opinion. For the past few months I have been wrestling with myself in terms of where I want to be in my life. It seems that as much as I try to tell myself otherwise, I feel like perhaps its time for me to move out of here and take a fresh start on things. A little back story that has lead me to this: Alot of the friends I used to know have pretty much moved on with their lives. Some are married with kids, others just lead very busy lives or are in relationships and have disappeared off the face of the earth. It has been coming down to where I spend weekends home alone sometimes because no one is available to go out or live to far to hang out(people I know in CA, MA, WI, Canada). I used to have 2 close friends of mine that I would open up to about everything in my life. One of them stopped talking to me over an argument a few years ago, the other I realize is too busy with his ow

Look At My Sister And Make Her Win!!!!!!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO RATE MY SIS AND BLOW HER UP......WITH COMMENTS AND RATES.....OR NO MORE KISSES ON ALL YOUR PINK PARTS..... CLICK ON HER LINKhttp://fubar.com/photo.php?u=140500&i=3791713769&albumid=1009964 AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THE BEST OTHER TITS ON FUBAR....LOL LIL MZ VIXEN.....HERE IS A PEEK AT MY SEXY ASS SISTER

This Is Me.....
I Live: For the blessings God gave me ... My Family I Work: to hard for to little. I Talk: way too much most of the time. I'm use: To being loved. I Wish: I had more money :) I Enjoy: every moment. I Look: for the positives. I Find: people are basically good. but there's a few that backstabb*L* I Smell: like raiseberries,and charlie I Hide: from in-laws I don't like and creepy friends*L* I Pray: my babies grow up to be happy and love there life I Walk: the line.when I ain't falling down*L* I Write: my passions I See: through people. I Sing: when I am happy I Can: do anything I want to if I try I Watch: the world through untainted eyes. I Yearn: for more time I Daydream: about a home and yard lol of my own I Want: it all. I Cry: every once in a while I Hurt: nobody if i can help it. I Read: very little I Love: life, the whole package. I Sometimes: act like a child . I Fear: spiders ...totally scary. I Hope: My children live a life of fortune.and h

For Real Friends
OK A REALLY GREAT GAL WHICH HAS BEEN THE ONLY REASON WHY IM STILL HERE HAS ASKED ME TO STAY. I AINT GONA ARGUE WITH HER. I DO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER. AND SINCE SHE SO KINDLY ASKED ME TO STAY IM GONA BE STICKING ROUND. SHE IS THE 1 REASON WHY I HAVE NOT DELETED MY ACCOUNT MANY MANY MONTHS AGO. SHE KNOWS WHAT I THINK OF HER ANDSORTA WHAT I FEEL FOR HER. SHE LIKES OUR FRIENDSHIP ONLY AND THATS OK. ID RATHER HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WITH HER THEN NOTHING AT ALL.I DO NOT GO GETTING ALL PERVY ON HER I TREAT HER WITH THE UTMOST RESPECT. I DO VALUE THE FRIEND I HAVE MADE IN THIS WOMAN. AND IF SHE WANTS ME TO STAY ID DO ANYTHING AT ALL FOR HER TO KEEP HER HAPPY. SO TO Q MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT BABYDOLL. WILL

Pick Me
~~~~~~~~~~~~ Im Holding a 1st to 30,000 comments contest 5 prizes 1st prize VIP or 7 day blast....2nd prize 3 day blast or bling package...3rd prize 1 day blast...4th prize 100,000 fu bucks and 5th prize 50,000 fubucks The Contest will run when i have atleast 15 ppl entered i will send everyone a message saying what time the contest will open and the contest will close 3 weeks from the start date! RULES 1. NO Cheating 2.NO Drama 3.All Pics must be

To All My Fubar Friends!
I wanted to let all my friends on fubar that I love you all and I appreciate all the love and support that I received from you all while I was going through the death of my father. Wanted to let you all that you are in my thoughts daily.

In Dreams
WHEN IT SEEMS THAT THE LIFE HAS GIVEN YOU ONLY BROKEN DREAMS NOTHING IS AS IT REALLY SEEMS CONSTANTLY TUNRING AND NEVER KNOWING AND ENDLESS AGONY THAT ONLY KEEPS GROWING SEARCHING THE WORLD OVER AND OVER AND NEVER TO FIND THAT ONE PIECE AND THEN ALL THIS WILL BE BEHIND LOST IN A WORLD THAT YOU COULD NEVER EXPLAIN ONLY DRENCHED WITH THE HEARTACHE AND LEFT WITH THE PAIN DRIFTING AWAY BUT HANGING ON BY A THREAD WISHING IN YOUR HEART YOUR SOUL WERE DEAD EMPTY HOPES AND POINTLESS WISHES ARE GONE THOUGHTLESS PRAYERS TO A GOD THAT SEEMS TO BE JOKING ON ME ALONE IM OUTTA BREATHE AND I CAN BARELY SEE FEELING LIKE IM STUCK IN THIS HELL FOR ETERNITY MY SHIP WILL NEVER SAIL AND MY HEART WILL NEVER BE FREE IM DOOMED TO THIS ANGER THAT YOU MADE IN ME A FEAR SO DEEP THAT NO ONE CAN BREAK A ONCE INNOCENT LOVE YOUR RAGE DID YOU TAKE IM FORGOTTEN BY MANY AND UNFORGETABLE BY MOST BUT TO YOUR DETANGLING END TONIGHT I WILL TOAST A PUNISHMENT

Thoughts
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a goo

What Exactly Is A Hater
*What Exactly Is A 'Hater'?* A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have... The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too! We've all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you can: * Have a relationship with God * Lig

My Fit Is A Victim!
OMG WHAT IS UP WITH FUBAR I SEEN MY GOOOOD FRIEND FITFREAK SCROLLING BY AND BEEN IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE I SEEN HIM AND HE INFORMS ME HIS ACCOUNT WAS DELTED! WHY HE'S A WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW? HE WAS ANOTHER ONE OF THE FIRST ON HERE TO BEFRIEND ME AND ADD ME TO HIS FAMILY! HE TRULY ROCKS AND I WAS ON HIS ABS HEHEHEHEHE LOL HE IS ALMOST HALF WAY THERE WHERE HE WAS 10,000k FROM BECOMING A ROCKSTAR...BUT I WANNA SEE HIM REACH HIGHER THEN THAT... MY FU-FRIENDS...IM ASKIN YOU TO HELP HIM PLEASE! HERE IS HIS LINK Fitfreak The FU Pool Boy@ fubar I AM BEGGIN FOR HIM PLZ HELP HIM..AND PLEASE POST THIS UNTIL HE CAN GET TO ROCKSTAR OR EVEN HIGHER!!!!! THIS IS FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ HERE TO HAVE ANYONE'S BACK THAT NEEDS IT! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

Naughty Application
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends abo

2nd Autions Im In
HEY COME AND BID AS HIGH AS YOU CAN I AM OFFERING: RATE ALL PICS AND STASHES OWNED BY IN NAME FOR ONE MONTH TOP FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A MONTH PIMP OUT ON MY PAGE & A BULLY DAILY COMMENT 1 SALUTE PIC 1 CLEAN CAM SESSION 1 CLEAN PHONE CALL

It's Getting Close
It's getting close to the end ! Tonight we will know who the final 3 are '†ЯдїЙ†~ and BLUE EYES~ Are the top 2! BIG FAT DADDY~has 7175 Comments DJ*BABYSCORPIO~has 6121 Comments So let's see who's got what it takes to be the 3rd contender!

Confused
y do men say they are gonna be there for or with you when they have no plans on it... or if they do plan on it anything they're boys want them to do is more important... I've gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore.... i'm just not gonna allow myself to be available so i dont have to worry about it... I'll be here when he actually shows up but i will never spend another waking moment waitin on any man...

~issues~
Today is not one of the best days i have had...it was great news that my soon to be ex got his divorce papers, but it states in there that he is to return out son to me...which right now i have him, and he (my ex) has our 2 small girls...He called me today to let me know he got his papers and that i was sneaky for doing what i am doing but he was suppose to bring my girls to me on sunday he now is saying that he is not going to bring me m y girls back..Hes says seeing i have what i wanted (which is my son) that i am not getting what he has (my girls) Right now i dont know what to do or know how to feel...i miss i girls sooo much...i want nothing more than them to be with me right now...They are 3 years and 6 months...Its hard to get my mind on to anything else...My head hurts, i got a headache, ive cried on and off all day...Have this feeling and know that he is not giving them back...I just miss them soo much...He is also saying that he is now filing a motion to have custody of all 3

Swingers List
1. What is swinging? Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me. 2. What do I need to get into swinging? For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to. DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest dick s

Please Rate/comment My Pic Please!!
PLEASE RATE/COMMENT MY PIC UNDER UR BULLETIN SPAVE. PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. I PROMISE YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED!! PLEASSE LEAVE ME ALL KINDS OF COMMENTS AND PLEASE DONT FORGET TO RATE ME!

Thank You So Much
Thank You Comment Graphics THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVEN BEGIN TO THANK EACH PERSON THAT'S HELPED ME DURING THIS TIME TO GET ME TO GODMOTHER... I HAVE FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT ME BLING, FUBUCKS, RATED MY PAGE FOR WEEKS, DAYS, AND HOURS ON END...I'VE HAD FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE COUNTLESS BULLY'S AND BLOGS, SET THEIR STATUS TO HELP ME... I WANT TO THANK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HAVE WORKED FOR WEEKS HELPING ME... THANK YOU CLUB F.A.R. THANK YOU SHADOW LEVELERS THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ME, JUST HELPED OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF YOUR HEART... I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ANYTIME YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING, PLS FEEL FREE TO ASK ME FOR HELP, EVEN THOUGH I COULDN'T BEGIN TO PAY BACK ALL OF YOUR GENEROSITY...SO YOU NEED HELP, YOU GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, AND I WILL BE THERE... MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU... NATURAL WITCH AKA TINA... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, I GOT THE SPOTLIGHT TOO, WITHIN 24 HOURS OF GODMOTHERING...I'VE HAD SO MANY PPL HELP M

Naughty Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me? 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15. Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT "Naughty Application"

Sweet Owner Jeff
¢¾I'm His Slave & I'm Loving It!¢¾ ¢¾Love Up On My Sweet Sexy Owner ¢¾ jeff_dahl2000@ fubar ¢¾He Has Already Spoiled Me So Much¢¾ ¢¾Spoil Him Too!¢¾ Pimp Out Done With Slave Love By: *Pink0828*~*~Please Help and Donate*~*~*Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar Stop By and F/A/R/ me too. (repost of original by '*Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*' on '2008-05-14 14:25:07') (repost of

I"m Leaving....
To everyone that i have met and are friends with I love you! I'm cancelling my account and not gonna be getting another one. You will all me missed greatly. If anyone wants to find me i'll be on yahoo and also myspace. samschewy2 on yahoo. You will all be missed greatly except for a few ppl. You know who you are... I have had fun and met some great ppl. I just can't take anymore drama and dont need it in my life right now. Too many more important things to get accomplished in my life with my kids and myself. ~Jessica~

My Man
Zander (trysome1new) and Zander's Girl (Anastazija) are getting fu-married on FRIDAY the 16th at 10 am CENTRAL or 11 am EASTERN in the GOTHIC ADDICTION LOUNGE! See Zander's girl page for the lounge! Hope you can make it! We need two witnesses! Can anyone help? Thanks Zander and Anastazija

Doug Coker
I just wanted to ask everyone to please keep Amanda Arthur Kennedy and her family in your thoughts and prayers during their time of great loss. Many of you may know that Amanda's father was diagnosed with ALS almost five years ago. Amanda has spent the last four and a half years by her fathers side. No words can describe the look of love and comfort that showed in Doug's eyes everytime Amanda would walk into the room. As early as I can remember Doug loved his baby girl. He always told us to be careful as we were walking out the door, he always told Amanda to call him whenever we got to where we were going, he was the perfect father. Just as her father had always been there for her, Amanda stood by his side, when they said he had ALS Amanda was there, when he was to weak to walk anymore, Amanda was there, When they had to put him on a breathing tube Amanda was there, and when he took his last breath Amanda was there She is the perfect daughter. Her unwaivering faith and

Graphix 4 Sale :p
SO-as many of you know i've been busting out some graphics recently and I think I've been gettin pretty decent @ it Since tons of ppl have been wanting them i figured id just ask for a few fubucks in exchange If you want a graphic for a DJ bulletin or even for a personal pic please let me know!!! 1st: Check out the graphix I've done already: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1509940&albumid=974560&idx=0 < SER & HH Graphix http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1509940&albumid=1016576 < Wreckin' Crew Graphix Then, just respond to this blog with the following: -Your Name (and or the name u want on the graphic) -The pic u want me to use in the graphic -Preferable Color Scheme -and if ur a DJ what u want the bully to say I'm not gonna ask a lot but once it's figured out we can decide a good 'price' lol... MUCH LOVE!!! Kitty Kat Meeyowww

Help Me Win A Hh!! Plz
Help me Get a Happy Hour! I still need Rates and comments so if your on my friends list come show some FULOVE Here is the pic u need to comment CLick Below Click on it and it will take you to where u have to comment. Comment and Rate plz! Click the Pic above THANKS This is a Giveaway and there is no time limit!

8 Year Anniversary
So for those who dont know, yesterday was my 8 yr anniversary. No its not a wedding anny or anything like that. May 13th, 2000 was the day that changed my life forever. However, im not sure whether good or bad. This is the first time that the day slipped by without me remembering which is nuts. I know yall are like "wtf are you talkin about?" I got into a bad car accident which broke my neck and paralyzed me for life. For those who care to read or take a glance heres the story: May 13th 2000 This is the newspaper article from my car accident. This is taken from the Greybull Standard in Greybull, Wy where i lived at the time on May 14th 2000. The following is the article incase you cant read the picture.***A one-vehicle rollover approximatly eight miles north of Greybull early Saturday morning sent two men, ages 18 and 19, to the intensive care unit of Deaconess Hospital in Bllings, where they are still hospitalized for injuries they substained in the mishap.Shawn Dickens

Omg I Did A Terrible Thing
ok so here goes this is my first blog ever and i have a big secret ok so i was sitting on the couch last nite and my cousins boyfriend had lit up a joint and we started smoking and he had always told me he wanted to fuck me but i said no b/c he went out with my cousin and he stole my hat and i said u cant do that and he said yes i can and i took it bak and he leand in to my face and by that time i was so high i didnt know what i was doing and i said u kno u want to kiss me and he said no u want to kiss me and i said no u want to kiss me and i said if u want to kiss me why dont u go for it which was a big mistake b/c he kissed me and i kissed him bak in my heart i knew it was wrong but it felt so right that i couldnt stop and we got done kissing and we sat bak and watched a little more of Tila Tequla and he kissed me again and we couldnt stop kissing but by this time everyone else was alseep and we didnt stop kissing and we moved to the bed kissing and the next thing i know is we are ha

Mother's Teachings
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . 'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning.' 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. 'You better pray that will come out of the carpet.' 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL 'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!' 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. ' Because I said so, that's why.' 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.' 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. 'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.' 7. My mother taught me IRONY 'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.' 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. 'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.' 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. 'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!' 10. My mother taught me ab

That's No 10!!
Sooooo, I'm a little new. When surfing through pictures rating them, and I come accross an older gentlemen in his 50's somewhere... I gave him a 9, I WAS being nice... no way did he deserve a 9. But you know props to the old man... before long I get quite a hateful shout and he voted me a 1 on all my pictures... harsh I thought... is that really what this sites about? depressing... kinda sad.

Support Troops Parade
Calling all service members and supporters!!! Memorial Day is almost here and this is the “We Support You” Parade. Please line up and let us show our support for the men and women of our Armed Forces past and present. Here are the rules: There will be 3 sections to this parade, you must start at the bottom of the page and work toward top. Fan/rate/and add everyone, in your requests or even in gifts, please specify if you are a Vet, Currently Serving, or a Supporter. Everyone must fan/rate/and accept your request. If you have already added them, please leave them a comment letting them know you are joining the “We Support You” Parade. ****If for any reason you have a problem with Fan/Rating/Adding everyone on the list, but would like to join the Parade, please contact me (the host). This is to show support and give strength to those who have sacrificed so much for us.**** Present Service Members will not be required to buy everyone gifts. They ARE required t

Willow Rain
The warm summer rain fell on our faces and soaked our bodies, and we welcomed it with reckless abandon. Saturating us. Washing away our Inhibitions as we stripped the wet clothes off of each other. By the stream where the big willow tree stands, you took me to the ground on the soft wet grass. Naked together. Brushing wet strands of hair from my face, your lips kiss the drops of rain away as they gently fall. Whispering words and songs that fall gently in my ear for only me to hear. Sweet nothings. Your mouth, hot and sweet encloses over mine. Tasting me and sucking my lips into yours. Wet tongues graze and glide, wrapping around, searching for new and wonderful sensations. Hungry mouths. I wrap the wet clothes around your wrists and tie them to the trunk of the willow. You smile at me playfully as I run my fingers, tracing the droplets of water on your tummy. First my fingers and then my tongue gently caress your belly but

A Contest
DJ "E"LLUSSION IS IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP WILL BEGIN WEDNESDAY MAY 14TH AT 5 PM EST THATS TONIGHT!!! " THIS IS THE ALBUM THAT CONTEST WILL BE HELD IN I WON'T HAVE MY ACTUAL PIC LINK UNTIL AN HOUR BEFORE CONTEST BEGINS SO WILL EDIT THIS ASAP. ALBUM IS MARKED PRIVATE RIGHT NOW BUT WILL BE OPEN AT 5 PM EST TONIGHT FOR COMMENT BOMBING AND RATING PLEASE PLEASE HELP IF YA CAN THANKS SO MUCH!! http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=669971&albumid=1017622

Untitled Poem
UNTITLED when i first met you i was afraid afraid of opening up afraid of getting hurt or worse getting my heart broke again i didnt think i could ever love someone again i didnt think it was possible till i met you Now I lay here awake thinking about you curled up in a ball in my bed all alone cuddled up to a pillow crying myself to sleep wishing you were here with me and wishing you knew how u make me feel when i talk to you i laugh i cry happy tears and you put a real smile on my face a smile that people dont see very often ,but when i'm talking to you i cant help ,but smile all the time. you make me feel loved like i'm the only one in the world that matters you make me get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk you make me feel like a little giggly school girl in love again i was so afraid to open up not thinkin i would ever feel like this again i am so glad i finally did you have shown me that there is love out there an

Dating Advice I Got And Passing Along For The Ladies ...
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always

Depressed
I have gone beyond depression. Does anyone know how it feels to go from talking to someone on a daily basis to never hearing from them again. They never write back or respond to your emails, lettters, ect ect? Especially when you have no idea what you have done wrong to make them stop talking to you. I wish it didn't hurt so much but damn it does. I can only say that 2 people honestly understood my issues, but even they have done mime on me. I am lonley and have no one to talk to anymore. If I am not willing to cam or take nude photos no one is interesting in chatting. If you say to me I need to get out more then you never knew me at all.

Want Some Loyalty
I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it! It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary. Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now! If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™ Pre

Solution To Save Gasoline
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo..

I Am
I am a ghost in a world of lifeless souls A shark in a vegetarian ocean A lyricist among the def I am open eyes within the darkness A teacher among the taught An empty cold dog house I am starving lungs stuck in space. I do what I can to show who I am As deeply as I can About who I am

Birthday
On Monday May 19th I turn 44. I never thought I would make it that far. LOL! Go figure. So plans for the weekend include a cookout, some out and about on the town, and who knows what else is gonna happen. I think one of my friends has a stripper coming for the party he is giving me on Friday night. Going to be interesting weekend.

How Should I Feel???
Okay, you say you care about me, yet right under my nose, you are asking other women if you can see their chest, if they will strip for you, if they will "play" games on cam... I want more than just to be some toy for you to play with, then toss to the side when a new one comes along.. I'm good enough when nobody else is around, or to do things with that you don't feel comfortable doing with anyone else... You only consider me a friend, while I thought of you as so much more. Why am I worth so little to you? What have I done so wrong? I've always been there for you to talk to. Always been someone you could count on, tried to show you my love. Only to have it thrown back in my face again and again. You hide what you do, sneaking around in front of my face. You treat me like crap, and expect me to be thankful for what little you give to me... No, I won't settle for that. I won't be played with. I want something more, and if you can't give it, then I will look e

Men
WHAT GIVES MEN THE RIGHT TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE THEY ARE GARBAGE. WE DO HAVE FEELINGS AND WE HURT AND WE DO HAVE A HEART.WHEN MEN NEED TO FEEL LIKE THEY ARE BIG OR MANCHO THEY START KICKING WOMEN AROUND.WELL I THINK ITS WRONG AND I FOR ONE WONT TAKE IT ANYMORE BECAUSE I USE TO BE ONE OF THOSE WOMEN ON THE RECIEVEING END OF THAT SHIT.I THINK MEN NEED TO TAKE A LONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ASK THIER SELFS IS THAT IS HOW THEY WANT TO BE TREATED IN LIFE AND SEE IF THEY SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY.BUT THIS IS MY OPINION.

Family List
ACTIVE MEMBERS CHEVANNA.....PRESIDENT FRAN.........VICE-PRESIDENT ICEMAN SUGAR PLUM LOVE YOU FOREVER HOME PAGE CALAMITY JANE FREEJAMES KITTYCAT AWAY MEMBERS COUNTRYHOTTIE PONYBOY1966!! LAURALEI ANIMAL LOVER

Hh Contest!
OH YEA! WHO WANTS TO BE THE ONE TO HELP POP GATOR'S CHERRY?!? HER HH CHERRY THAT IS..... GATOR SWEET-E IS IN A CONTEST TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR! SO PLS DROP THOSE COMMENTS LIKE AN ATOM BOMB! THE REWARD...I ASSURE YOU...WILL BE GREAT! SIMPLY CLICK ON GATOR'S PIC TO COMMENCE THE BOMBING! =)

This Crazy Thing Called Love....
Isn't love and romance the craziest thing in the world? We spend a life time looking for the real thing. Only to find that the real thing is just our imagination. At least that is what I feel at this point. I won’t say that I don’t believe true and lasting love doesn’t exist. I know that it does. It just seems harder for some people to find. I genuinely love many people in my life. There are even a few men in my life that I could easily fall in love with. But I hold back from that because I know that they aren’t looking for that with me. They are looking the world over for the "perfect" woman. And I definitely don’t fit that. I am far from perfect. But I am honest, faithful and very loving towards those that I love. I have had many failed relationships in my life. Some failed due to failings on my part and some due to their failings. Then of course there are a few relationships that I didn’t realize what I had until it was too late and I let them go. How do you know that you have found

I Want Too Live Free
i want to live free because i love to roam around and do what i want too do i have never did thing for my self that i have should have done before so if im firtin with you its because i think your hella fine and hella sexy and i cant help my self anymore

Scarce
For all those who wonder why I am so scarce, well I am having issues with my PC, I hope to have it fixed soon. I am not ignoring everyone just coming on, accepting pending friend requests and getting off before my pc screws up as it always does. Thank you for understanding. CanadianCharm P.S. don't forget to rate this blog

Looking For A Good Time
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE U WANT FIND NO OTHER SPOT TO HANG AND ENJOY THE TALKS WE HAVE HERE SO CLICK THE BANNER AND COME IN AND HANG WITH THE BEST !!

Come Get Wet
CLICK THE BANNER TO JOIN US.... WELCOME TO *ThE fUcK sHoP* COME HANG OUT WITH REAL PEOPLE GREAT MUSIC LOTS OF SEXY PPL ITS A PARTY GET IN HERE AND SEE WHATS GOING ON =) WE ARE WAITING ON YOU LIVE ON AIR NOW ONLY @ THE FUCK SHOP; Dj' kInG*hEaD pImP *@*ThE fU*K sHoP* @ fubar ~SeXiBrItT~LoVeS a Dj~HeAd StRiPpA@*WVIP*@ fubar $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C} *Dj' MGR.@ *ThE fU*K sHoP*@ fubar

Bid!!!
Ok so I've never done one before...and actually I don't like the pic NN picked...but whatever...so yeah there's an auction goin on...if ya wanna bid...go ahead..that'd be cool...if not on me...bid on one of the other girls!!!!

Life
ok, have you ever noticed, the older youget the crazier things are. i mean coule weeks back i gt dumped, i was urt now i'm ok. As i'v gotten older things have become more random,than ever before. so yeah, life is what you make it.

Friendship Roses
Heartistic Soul is doing a contest and I would like to try this. If you could please send me 1 friendship rose or as many as you would like. If you would like me to rate pictures, stash, bomb a contest or anything for them i will do that, please send me a pm and let me know, or if you just want to because you are my friend or just to be generous and send me some that would be great also. Please let me know. The friendship roses are 500 fubucks each..about the same as most the virtual gifts. If you would like to send me some please go to Heartistic Soul page and fupal her money and let her know you would like the friendship roses to go to User Name: mommatasha and the User ID: 1103411. I really appreciate any and all help I can get. Thanks so much for the ones that have been helping me. I couldn't ask for better friends and family. Here is the link to go to her page to fu-pal money for the friendship roses: Heartistic Soul@ fubar Thank You All So Very Much This Bul

How Pot Became Demonized
A history of the battle between politics and science over the use of marijuana as a medicine. The following is an excerpt from "Dying to Get High" by Wendy Chapkis and Richard J. Webb (NYU Press, 2008). (c) 2008 NYU Press. For many modern critics, the concept of "medical marijuana" is a contradiction in terms. Medicine is standardized, synthetic, and pure; marijuana involves the unrefined and promiscuous coupling of more than four hundred components rooted in the dirt. Medicine -- in its most powerful and privileged forms -- rests in the hands of men, while the most potent form of marijuana is found in the female flowering plant. Medicine engages in heroic battles against death. Marijuana claims only to enhance the quality of life. Medicine presents itself as an objective science safeguarded by the ritual of the double-blind, randomized clinical trial. The therapeutic value of marijuana relies largely on the "soft science" of subjective experience and anecdotal evidence. From

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
Just joined here recently and met alot of good ppl. Didn't know that these people where as cool as they were. I really believe some ppl in your life are seasoal and some are permanent .. but whether seasonal or permanent, some ppl here are cool. I recently found myself in a compromising position with no options. Anyone who really knows me and just not of me know I don't like stuff like that. I called up some ppl I met here and got some good advice I should have listened to and stuck with. Moral of the whole thing, you can learn from a total stranger the ropes of life but when you get something from the ppl around you that 'care' it's priceless and valuable advice stick to it. Learn from my mistake keep your friends close and your enemies closer to see what the he** they doing. Until next post... peace.

Health Update
I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL VERY SOON FOR A LIVER BIOPSY TO DETERMINE HOW MUCH DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE TO MY LIVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT ALREADY KNOW, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HEPATITIS C VIRUS ON FEBRUARY 22, 2008, CONSEQUENTLY LOSING MY JOB AS A MEDICAL CODER AT A HEALTH CARE FACILITY, AND MY HEALTH COVERAGE ALONG WITH IT. I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT THE TIME HAS COME TO GET IT DONE. TREATMENT CANNOT BEGIN UNTIL AFTER THE RESULTS OF THE BIOPSY ARE IN. HOPEFULLY I DON'T HAVE LIVER CANCER OR CIRRHOSIS. EXPECTING A CHECK FROM 401K PLAN, AND AS SOON AS IT GETS HERE I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL. OR IF IT DOESN'T GET HERE BY MONDAY, I AM GOING ANYWAY...IF DALLAS DOESN,T HAVE MONEY FOR GAS TO GET BACK AND FORTH, MAYBE I WILL GET SOME REST! LOL! WILL TRY TO UPDATE BEFORE I GO IN... PEACE, LOVE, AND BLESSINGS OF THE GODDESS

The Wiccan Files
FROM MY GOOD FRIEND FIREWALKER Lunar Festivals January: Cold Moon February:Snow Moon March: Sugar Moon April: Rain Moon May: Flower Moon June: Long Days Moon July: Honey Moon August: Corn Moon September: Harvest Moon October: Blood Moon November:Rememberance December: Long Nights Moon The Blue Moon is considered the 'goal moon', at this time it is customary to set specific goals for yourself and to review your accomplishments and failures since the last one. The other 12 Moons all have special meanings as well. January is the time to conserve energy by working on personal problems that involve no one else. It is also a time for protection rites and reversing spells. During this month the energy flow is sluggish and below the surface. February is the time for loving the self, accepting responsibility for past errors, forgiving yourself, and making future plans. At this time the energy flow is working toward the surface; good for purif

Updates
Earlier today; I was talking to one of my friends and she made a comment that I don't update people too much on what is really going on my life... So since I am having one of those nights were my moms wakes me up at 3am because she cant figure out how to open a file on her computer and then I can't get back to sleep... I figure... FUCK IT... let's write a blog... OK so anyways... I noticed a lot of people are starting their "Starting over in life" quests in their lives... Which is good... Sometimes you need a fresh start in life in order to move forward... make life to be how you want it... I decided to do that about a month ago myself... So I am feeling these people... and this is how my progress is going... As many of you know... This isn't the only account Shayla and I have together... We have a Myspace account that Shayla and I have together too... People on there can see it says we are from Bismarck ND... I had been asked many times since I made that... Did I move to ND al

Druids
In the Celtic religion, the modern words Druidry or Druidism denote the practices of the ancient druids, the priestly class in ancient Celtic societies through much of Western Europe north of the Alps and in the British Isles. Druidic practices were part of the culture of all the tribal peoples called Keltoi and Galatai by Greeks and Celtae and Galli by Romans, which evolved into modern English "Celtic" and "Gaulish". Modern attempts at reconstructing practising druidism are called Neo-druidism. From what little we know of late druidic practice it appears deeply traditional, and conservative in the sense that the druids were conserving repositories of culture and lore. It is impossible now to judge whether this continuity had deep historical roots and originated in the social transformations of late La Tene time, or whether there had been a discontinuity and a druidic religious innovation. The etymological origins of the word druid are varied and doubtful enough that the word may

Margot Adler
Margot Adler Speaks "We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at TV. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you -- to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think." ---Margot Adler "Drawing Down The Moon"

The Witches' Tools
COURTESY OF MY FRIEND FIREWALKER The Witch's Tools,,,,,The tools of the craft There are many different tools used for Wiccan Rituals and Spellcasting. While I have only included ritual tools I use in my practice, there are many more to be found. As with most witch's I beleive you do not need tools of any kind to practice Magick. Tools make it easier to focus on the actual ritual or spell. THE ATHAME The athame is the traditional ritual dagger of the witch. Commonly it has a black handle and steel double-edged blade. The athame is used to cast circles by tracing the circumference, to charge and consecrate objects and banish negative energies. it is never used as a mundane knife for cutting purposes, and is used strictly for magickal purposes only. In most traditions it is associated with the elements of Fire and the phallic symbolism of the knife links it with the God. THE PENTACLE The pentacle is a traditional tool of the craft that is thought to have been adopted fro

The Principles Of Wicca
In 1974 the Council of American Witches adopted a set of 13 declarations which described in broad terms the Wiccan world view. The document was simply titled "Principles of Wiccan Belief," and was intended as a tool to educate the public and new practitioners. It remains a defining document of the Wiccan faith 25 years later. 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of t

Army Chaplain Guide
Army Chaplain Guide I think this was intended originally for last rites but it obviously became much more, they couldn't just ignore the massive numbers of wiccan brothers and sisters. xxx hugs xxx The U.S. Army Chaplains Guide to Wicca A guide to Wicca for U.S. Military chaplins. EXTRACT FROM "Religious Requirements and Practices of Certain Selected Groups: a Handbook for Chaplains" U.S. Government Publication No.008-020-00745-5 Historical roots: Witchcraft is the ancient Pagan faith of Europe. This nature-oriented, agricultural, magical religion had no central organisation, but was passed through families. During the Christian era, particularly after the beginning of the systematic persecution of Witches in 1484, almost all the public expression of the Craft disappeared. Surviving in hidden and isolated places, Witchcraft has made a comeback in the twentieth century, partially spurred by the repeal of the last British Witchcraft Laws in 1951. Current World Leadersh

Dictionary Of Terms
Dictionary of Terms Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being. Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection. Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives. Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Celtic Tree Zodiac
What tree did you fall from? The following is based on Celtic Tree Lore and Celtic Astrology. Find your birthday, and then find your tree. You may be surprised at how accurately you’re described. * Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree * Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree * Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree * Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree * Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree * Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree * Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree * Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree * Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree * Mar 21 - Oak Tree * Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree * Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree * Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree * Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree * May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree * May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree * May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree * Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree * Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree * Jun 24 - Birch Tree * Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree * Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree * Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree *

Dragon Protection
Sometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing rituals are usually for, gettin

Truth Of Love
IF A MAN WANTS YOU, Nothing can keep him Away. If he DOESN'T WANT YOU, Nothing can make him Stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate fr

Dragons: Colors And Types
Dragon Colors Green Dragons - Green Dragons are the smallest so many people think that makes them the weakest. While they are not physically powerful, they are the dragons of the earth element and are in a way very material beings. Green is the color of life, and these small but important dragons are full of it. Gold Dragons - Golds are the chivalrous knights of the dragon world. They honorable, brave, kind, wise, and very good in the field of Magick. They enjoy taking on other shapes such as humans and animals and mingling with that species. However, they are often too trusting and quick to make promises that they can't always keep as well as they would like to. They are keepers of the peace and would only attack someone if provoked and in self-defense only. Yellow Dragon - These dragons of the east typically live in deserts, mountains, or plains. They are very helpful when they need to be. However, they can be quite boastful and fickle at times. Red Dragons - These southe

Dancing With Dragons
In all forms of magick, the universe and everything in it are said to be made up of four elements: Air, Fire, Water, and Earth. The element of Spirit rules the center as a balance. In dragon magick, specific dragons rule these elements and help to create through their powers. These four elements correspond to the four directions, the four quarters of the universe, the four winds, and the four quarters of the magickal circle. Each element has assigned traditional rulers and boundaries to their kingdoms. They possess form and force, and can influence our personalities as well as magickal procedures. Each element and its dragons have certain qualities, natures, moods, and magickal purposes; each has positive and negative traits. Because the magician calls upon each element and its ruler, it is very important to understand them, what they are and what they do. Dragons According to Mr. Webster, a Dragon is a fabulous animal represented as a large-winged, scaly serpent with

Dragons Of The Zodiac
Zodiac Dragons Aries: Energetic, impatient, short tempered, sarcastic, witty, lucky, demanding, cutting, egocentric, adventuresome, & feisty. Color = Red Ruling Planet = Mars Stone = Diamond Flower = Geranium Dragon of Aries I summon thee, Your fiery existence, And strength of will, Come before me, I summon thee. Taurus: Patient, loyal, emotionally stable, stubborn, practical, dependable, organized, materialistic, possessive, plodding, sweet, calm, determined, & secure. Color = Pink & Blue (Tyl-green & turquoise) Ruling Planet = Venus Stone = Emerald Flower = Violet Dragon of Taurus I summon thee, From your secure home, Bountiful and cozy, And stubborn of will, Come before me, I summon thee. Gemini: Versatile, fickle, curious, high strung, flirty, changeable, anxious, petty, superficial, & communicative. Color = Multicolor Ruling Planet = Mercury Stone = Agate Flower = Lily Of The Valley Dragon of Gemini, I summon thee, From your thoughtful

Dragon Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

Dragons Of Light And Darkness
DRAGONS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS Being the greatest of Dragons, the two Elder Dragons are the most difficult to describe. They embody the principles of Light and Darkness on a cosmic level, most similar to Yin and Yang. They are balanced opposites in harmony. Working with them is like touching pure active or receptive, two concepts very difficult to grasp. They are far easier to work with and communicate. This is in no way to state that they are impossible to work with, only that it is difficult to do so due to their vast powers. Approach them as you might approach the Tao in Chinese philosophy, with respect and reverence. See them as the living embodiment of the principles of Yin and Yang, Night and Day, Darkness and Light. It is also important to remember that 'evil' and 'good' is neither one's sole domain, they contain both, as do we. The Elder Dragons are invoked primarily as an augmentation to any other working you are performing. They are called upon to help balance the

Dragons
Everybody knows what a dragon is: an enormous, fierce, bloodthirsty creature appearing in fairy tales and legends as an accessory whose main function is to set off the bravery of knight challenging him. The dragon is an obscure, mysterious character, described in broad terms, and is little more than foil to enhance the hero's valor. Dragon is a legendary beast in the folklore of many European and Asian cultures. Legends describe dragons as large, lizard like creatures that breathe fire and have a long, scaly tail. In Europe, dragons are traditionally portrayed as ferocious beasts that represent the evils fought by human beings. But in Asia, especially in China and Japan, the animals are generally considered friendly creatures that ensure good luck and wealth. According to some medieval legends, dragons lived in wild, remote regions of the world. The dragons guarded treasures in their dens, and a person who killed one supposedly gained its wealth. The English epic hero Beowulf die

Hmmmmm
I don't accept requests without a salute pic. I tell people this in a polite way even though it's stated more than once on my page. I had one of these conversation with the person below early yesterday. Then last night I got this: 11:30 PM Revolver -...: Hmm so you're divorced. What a surprise that is.... 11:44 PM ->Revolver -...: not sure what thats supposed to mean but whatever i guess 11:45 PM Revolver -...: It really wasnt meabt to be rude, really. 11:45 PM ->Revolver -...: k (After this point, I closed the top on my notebook & went to bed.) 11:46 PM Revolver -...: Just ignore me. You have your ways and that is just fine. Take care Hun. Directly after this exchange: Revolver - The ... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! So, this morning I said: ->Revolver -...: funny... you insult me, saying it's not surprising i'm divorced... i mean how is that anything other than an insult? i reply, you say you meant nothing by it... i say k & go to fucking bed. then you get pissy

Karma
Karma Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Dharmic religions understood as denoting the entire cycle of cause and effect described in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies. Karma is about responsibility. It is a link between two or more souls from one or more lifetimes. A karmic debt is something you supposedly owe another person, or they owe you form another time line. As all is parallel, the matter of karma, the wheel of karma, are soul connections in parallel realities. Now we get caught up in the games of emotions, family and friends and what are called soul groups who plays in different realities/games together as friends and lovers, soul mates. Here we find things owed and games played out that even we can not often make sense of. The explanation of karma can differ per tradition. Usually it is believed to be a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do. The results or "fruits" of actions are called karma-phala. Karma is not about

Paganism
The words 'Paganism' and 'Pagan' come from the Latin 'paganus,' meaning 'country dweller. In simplest terms - Paganism is a religion of place, or a native religion, for example the Native American's religion is Pagan, Hinduism is a form of Paganism. All Pagan religions are characterized by a connection and reverence for nature, and are usually polytheistic i.e. have many Gods and/or Goddesses. Paganism is a religion of nature, in other words Pagans revere Nature. Pagans see the divine as immanent in the whole of life and the universe; in every tree, plant, animal and object, man and woman and in the dark side of life as much as in the light. Pagans live their lives attuned to the cycles of Nature, the seasons, life and death. Unlike the patriarchal religions (Christianity, Islam, Judaism) the divine is female as well as male and therefore there is a Goddess as well as a God. These deities are within us as well as without us (immanent); they are us. They are not simply substitu

The Empath: The Fourth Chakra-dominant Individual
This is an excerpt from a book by Dr. Jelusich, released by Lotus Press Publishing. Eye of the Lotus In my understanding, having been an energetic healer and counselor for over 10 years, I have found that 95% of all communication is not verbal, nor physical. It is energy on many levels. Certainly, you have walked into a room before and encountered someone you do not know, yet you’ve had a feeling about that person, good or otherwise. And whether you are sitting in a movie theater, a restaurant, or standing in an elevator, you emanate a quality of energy in all directions at all times that is the energetic unique signature of your being. That same energy is the signature of you as an individuated spirit, a multidimensional being who is unique in the universe. It is that same 95% that creates the meetings with others, that creates the relationships in which you engage, that creates the possibility for you to learn a life’s lesson.. And at first, this presents us with an interest

Healing With The Hands
Healing With Your Hands All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin. Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills. When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session. Basic skills for healing with your hands Let's first determine which hand works bes

Tthe Power Of The Flame
Candles, The Power of the Flame The flame represents the source of our creation. It speaks to us of the soul spark, that is above and below, within and without, that which links us all together. It is the light, your light, that which you seek. The power of the flame is neither male nor female but all and everything. Candles and sacred flames are part of the myth and mystery of humanity's experience in 3D, always a reminder of our connection to source. Candles are found on altars, and in other rituals linking to a god source. As a candle melts, it slowly becomes the flame, just as we experience within our lives, slowly returning to the creational flame, until poof the flame is extinguished in 3D, yet the souls spark is immortal. As we are all created by the flame of soul, innately we all believe in magic. Somewhere in our souls is the knowledge that 3D is not all there is. All is magic and illusion. Some of us associate magic with negative (those who which to control a

Contests
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

New Bombing Family In Town ...never Like B4
I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it! It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary. Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now! If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™ Pre

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ok guys. anyone who reads this. i need some suggestions. i have this friend that wants to sell me her 84 vette cuz she cant drive a stick and shes only askin 3 grand for it. here is where you come in. i need any and all suggestions that you guys may have regarding the problem in question. i need to raise 3 grand in 3 weeks. HELP. it is my dream car and i wont get another chance like this. thanks guys, shaun

Carlin Is A Genius. The Gas And Illegal Alien Problems Solved In One Fell Swoop.
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.. ....

Sunday I Will Finally Be Employed - Again!
I haven't done this since I joined the Army, many moons ago. Anyway, the Company bought me a bus ticket ( they're paying, what the hell? ) for Saturday morning from Marietta Ohio to Detroit, where I will meet my trainer on Sunday.They will put me up in the luxurious Super 8 Motel ( again, they're paying - I'll just take bug spray.)after bouncing around from bus terminal to bus terminal all day. I'm wondering if bus stations are like they always were, the doors sills afloat in wino piss, panhandlers looking for a fix, and pimps looking for new prey. Should be interesting. The one thing I wanted to know from the Training Coordinator was if the trainer had a head on his shoulders, and was assured he did. Can you imagine me sharing the cab of a truck for 6 weeks with a red neck know it all? I can sit there and bib my head while he spouts off on wrestling, aliens, and why he's God's gift for just so long. Hopefully, I'll miss all of that. Two days early and I'm all packed. Tsula

Smiles
When I see you, your smile... the way it lights up your eyes, I have no choice...I smile as well. I can look into your eyes for hours on end and never get tired of the sparkle. To be able to touch you, feel your smooth skin under my hands, to have your lips press against mine, our bodies pressed agaisnt one another.... a smile touches my face thinking about it. I am not submissive but would gladly kneel before you to make that smile happen again. I yearn to please you, I would fullfill your every desire to bring that smile to your face. And, although I know we will never be together, every day I look to you to see your eyes gleam and sparkle with the smile that adorns your face and I thank you for letting me share that with you.......

Bama Bound
Tomorrow 5/16/2008 I am moving back to Alabama. This means I will be off line for a couple of days. I will b back soon as I can. Please stop by and show me some love while I am gone. See you soon! Sxybama/Melissa

Friendships
I am a lonely person I sit on here and talk to soo many different people,and I have met a few different people off this thing I made a mistake and met this one guy he thought he could smooth talk me and try and get me to get in bed with him and I refused him and he got angry and oh well but yet he still considered me his friend. But he got angry that I wouldn't do anything with him so I feel why bother meeting anyone off here weather it be female or male because I am who I am I am a flirt in real life as well as on here I like to be flirted with by male and females... but I have made a few good friendships off here because I cared enough to talk to the people and try and help them out with advise as much as I can because some of them are in my situation with kids and being single moms or single dads... so I have a few that I am close with on here that I speak to as much as I can when they are on. I dont judge people by their looks or their orientation because I like the similar things

New Poem
have you ever wanted to know what is to be Wanted the sight so then you could see wanted to know just what's in store wished you knew if there was more wanted to know why your love isn't returned why it was that you were burned wanted to know if he really loved you true wanted to know if there was anything u could do wanted to know if you'd get him back wanted to know just what it was you lack wanted to know if your love was real or if it was no big deal

0%drama....
I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it! It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary. Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now! If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™ Pre

Whe It Rains It Pours....
Well, I know I haven't blogged for a while, much less spent much time on fubar as it is. A whole lot of shit went down with my ex. It turns out that she was cought injecting forign substances into her 2 year old daughter four years ago at Riley hospital here in Indy. She was on probation at the time of our son's birth. She also was not to have any contact with nyone under the age of 18. She is now is jail due to violating her probation. The judge just sentenced her today to serve 2 years back-up time. Since it because of pobation violation, she will have to serve the full two years. I have had to go through the process of gaining custody of my son, as we were not married. It was easier than I thought it would be, and was succesful. I do not know if retains parental rights still as of yet. If she does, I will have to make sure that in 2 years if she wants to see our son it will be under court supervised visits. For now, I am taking it day to day as a single father. My family

Yep
I'm finally back online. It wasn't even two weeks but it felt like forever. I totally had withdrawals proving that I REALLY am addicted to fubar..lol So here I am in Texas, single, and living with my parents. How peachy..lol. Anyway I missed everyone and I'm ecstatic to be back!!! Cya around..xoxo.

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Family
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you. We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said! goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way,"! I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by t he door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the

Fubar Bitchin
OH MY GOD!!Seriously people need to realize that people will post mumms for various reasons. One may just be to settle a dispute between friends you never know so why the hell start shit and just keep sayin stupid shit to piss people off. Its fuckin childish and ridiculous. If you dont have anything Nice to say then please dont comment. Seriously because its a crock of crap to have people bitch about your mumms but yet they dont post them them selves. If you dont like the topic or you dont want to vote dont. Be a bigger person and do whats right. Dont fuck with people cause that is just pathetic.

Accident, Death
In Sheboygan, WI. not more then 2 weeks ago from(5/15/08) a boy by the name of Denzel Payne was hit by a car in a gas station parking lot! Denzel was no older then 6 years old! his birthday is 9/11/01. he has 4 other brothers and is a twin. I went to go see him on mothers day at the childrens hospital in Milwaukee, WI. he was in a coma, brain had swollen, had a skull fracture, neck injuries and liver injuries. his mother had to decide what parts she and Denzels father wanted to be donated. :((... (on mothers day, of all the days!!!!!!!!!) Liza, the mother said she layed next to him on saturday 5/10/08 and felt him but then on sunday 5/11/08 she said it was very different! she knew his spirit had left his body that day! he had passed away the next day 5/12/08. Denzel was always a giver!! Liza loves to cook so she made sure her kids were healthy, always a roof over their heads and never hungry! i would always play around with Darius - his twin, by trying to see if he would give me a b

Relationships
People always ask me why I am single all the time so I decided to create a blog and tell u. Now this is not to offend anyone at all, but most men are assholes. Yeah sure they are sweet as can be when u start off then they turn into everything that they said they wouldnt. Since I split up with my sons father I have dated 2 people. One of which was needy and jealous of the time that I spent with my son. The other, I dated for 3 months then finally slept with him then **POOF** gone. I refuse to put my heart on the line and get hurt again. My son will never see me go through that. I need to know that something is real before I put my heart into it. So I have gotten to the point that all I need in life at the moment is my son and my career. Other than that I am done with the relationship thing for a long long time

Love=stupidity
WELL WELL WELL, yeah i was stupid... not any more... love can cause people to do a lot of things... good things and bad things... but to hurt someone you love... it just doesn't make sense. if you want to be with someone else, leave who you are with first then go be with the other person, why cheat? it's stupid! well, i'm through being stupid and being second to a coke whore in myrtle beach. bye bye craig, hope she is worth it!

Gay Marriage
I am so happy to find out that the California Supreme Court has overturned the ban on Gay marriages. If you're interested you can find more info at http://www.abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=4859659 Here is a little blog I had written before and I still stick by what I said: I am so pissed off at society these days. Okay so the subject of gay marriage seems to be a hot topic. I don't understand what people are thinking. There used to be a ban on inter-racial marriages. People used to get killed over it. Then people realized there was no way that they were going to be able to keep two people that loved each other that happened to be different colors of skin away from being together. NOTHING THEY COULD DO STOPPED THIS. So finally they gave up and allowed it. Now what? Now they say two people of the same sex can not show their ultimate love for each other and do this by the means of marriage. First off, who the fuck gives anyone the right to say who you can or can't marry or even love f