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The Mack
DEEP DOWN OR FAR BACK IN THE SOUTH FROM A MANS HEART HE SHALL SPEAK WITH HIS MOUTH. NEVER THE LESS HE MAY TEST THE BEST. WITHOUT A MESS HE CAREFULLY BEGANS TO TURN WEST. THE MOUTH AND EYES CAN BE THE MOST DANGEROUS THING! LIKE LOVE AND HONESTY A KIND GIVES TO HIS QUEEN. AN ILLUSION STARTS FROM THE TENDEREST PART OF THE MIND, AS GODS LOVE IS THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME. JUST IMAGINE IF OUR EMOTIONS WAS LIKE A KEY THAT TURNED TO OPEN A DOOR! AND AS YOU ENTERED THERE LIES YOUR WHOLE WORLD BROKEN ON THE FLOOR. CONFUSED AND DAZED NOT KNOW REALLY WHAT TO SAY, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THE SUN WILL ALWAYS SHINE ON YOUR DARKEST DAY.

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll d

Bah, I'm Sick
well this is lame. i leave for new york on monday, with a fuckin head cold. let me tell you how enjoyable the flight is going to be. GRRR... maybe i can dope myself on meds and pass out on the plane... ugh that's not likely to happen. me passing out on a plane? HahAHA riiiight

Whoops
I was adding stash and I was going through videos adding some and then realized that there are some that are duplicated...whoops sorry about that but I know I'm not the only one that has done that. I didn't feel like going through and deleting the dulicates, so some ya'll get twice, that just goes to show that those are my favorites :-) lol have a great weekend everyone Kels

Bitch
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it

If I Knew
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOU SOUL TO KEEP. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORD, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE TO STOP AND SAY "I LOVE YOU," INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY. FOR SURELY THERE'S TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVERSIGHT, AND WE ALL WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY "I LOVE YOU," AND CERTAINLY THERE'S ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OUR "ANYTHING I CAN DO?

This Life Of Mine 32
I am very tired this morning. My alarm went off and I just wanted to smash it into pieces. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was burning up. why? Let me tell you. I had one of the best nights of sex last night! It started out with me getting this patent black leather jacket in the mail yesterday. I ordered it online. It is a $200.00 jacket that I got for $56.00 from a store I always order from. I guess they put it on clearance because it is no longer winter season in the stores. Lucky me. So I put it on and came out and showed Peter. He said that it would look great if I had some fishnet stalking on underneath it and some black leather boots on. Ba bing! Great idea for some more pictures. No, I didn't do any pictures last night but the thought of doing them turned me on. STOP READING NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OFFENDED!!!!!! sex. Going to bed, Peter was rubbing my lower back and ass and having my ass rubbed always turns me on. Lightly scratching my back and ass also tu

Deleting Friends
I hate to be a bitch.. but here goes.. So you have 347 pics, your level 23, and you dont have a salute. Congratulations, YOU SUCK! OR you have 285 pics stuck at 99% of level 9, and all your pics are in a folder that reads something like this: "F*ckHaters, I'm Real(Friends only)(private)". Congratulations... YOU SUCK TOO! Starting next week I will be deleting all my freinds that don't have salutes. In addition to this, I will be unfanning all persons without Salutes. And from this point, I will not add/rate/fan/crush anyone without a salute (And I don't care if you have fake ass nudes or not). I realize this is the internet, and according you "I'm makeing too big a deal out of this". But I don't care, I can do what I want. You do what you want and I will do what I want. If you are honest about this and just don't have your salute yet, and you want to stay on my list, let me know. and I will keep you on. I'm Rea

To All My Friends...
I would like you all to know that if youre on my friends list its cause I want to be friends!!! I dont add just for the sake of adding so talk to me, msg me and say hi!!! Also, all of you with the private pics and the nsfw's, I wanna see em. Im bound by constant curiosity as to whats behind the curtain in life so be kind and help me out!!!!

My Life
My life was dark and dismal Going forward without purpose No reasons for caring Out of the blue You entered my life Darkness subsided Life gained purpose Shadows of misery Transformed to light You entered my life I found purpose at last Finally I am Out of the darkness

New Fu-buddy
this is a real good friend of mine, like a brother, he is fairly new here adn needsour help! I will be helpinghim with his page in just a minute! He is real and real cool as well, so show him the fu-love! :D thanx everyone! http://fubar.com/user/1590453

Wishing
Wishing Sitting here waiting, for time to pass by. Wishing for the hours to pass me by. Sitting here being so bored today. Wishing that today would leave my side. Sitting here wishing if my work was already done. Sitting here wishing for no more complaints. Sitting here, sitting here, wishing for all the wrong things. Not thinking my life is passing me by. Now, I am sitting here, breathing so faint. Wishing that I had a second chance to relive. But there is no now, yesterday, or even a tommorrow. But I still, with my eyes closed. Wish for what might have been. If I just didn't wish my life away. Now Its THE END! Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Go Away!!!
You made me cry a tear today, One that just wont go away. You made my heart turn to clay, From the harsh words you say. It doesn't make the pain go away, When you came back you say, I loved you since that first day. Your words you throw, just will never go away, So why don't you just go away. Never to return, Never to be seen, Never to be heard, So just stay away. That's what will ,make my tears go away, and now I can say thanks on this very DAY! Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens -------------------------------------------

Lifeless Lives
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, while my body slows. My touch is firm, while my taste is bitter. My life lives, while my body dies. Where can we feel, taste, live and flow without all of the tension life may bring. We try to show how our true feelings may flow. But with All of the harm that others cause. Can always make our true hearts stop. Without any love anywheres and also without anyone to care. These tears we shed flows down our cheeks. While other people look at us as we are weak. They just have no clue. It's people like you, who are the strongest. Because at least we do release a tear or two. To releave us of our torturous pain. But they are the ones who are going insane. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Countryboy Superman
Meet My Super New Friend & Show'em Some Fu Love Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The Southern Sex Symbols) & (Pride of the Se7en Sins) @ fubar My name says alot about me... Countryboy Superman.... I'm a huge Superman Fan... Not cause of some boyhood dream or anything... Only because when it come come to people fictional or real... I think he is the only person that can be compared to me... Learn more about Countryboy Superman by clicking on his pic... and be sure to show him some fu love!!! PS: He makes AWESOME videos so check out his vids on his profile and in his stash!! Have a great weekend!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

Lifeless Lives Ii
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, While my body slows. My touch is firm, While my body dies. As I lay here all alone, no one really cares. I ache for a love, that I could never truely have. You walk on by, never to be at my side. My heart has faded, never to be seen, never to be opened, and never to be touched. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Clearing Out Friends List
Well, a friend of mine kind of made make a decision to just delete alot of friends on my list that, well quite frankly, aren't ever heard of after the initial request by either party. So im done, im definitely not here for points, hell i think they are retarded anyhow (points that is). So, those that i delete, if you want to back, stay in touch with me, simple as that. I sure as hell know i dont have 600+ friends, hell i dont have that many in RL that i stay in touch with. If you get pissed off and childish, too bad for you, grow-up. Everyone else, thanks very much for putting up wiht my non-comment posting ass. I personnaly can't stand posting comments on pages, but i will comment your pics and rate til your hearts content. Take care!

Dj Tommy Six
Meet One Of The Best DJ's On Fubar & Show'em Some Fu Love dj tommy six##fu-ownedby misbehaving2***fu bf to the wild queen**member of the fu bombers @ fubar DJ Tommy Six Rocks The Candy Shop Lounge Hear his shows Monday through Thursday from 1:00 p.m. to 3:00 p.m. Eastern Click here to visit The Candy Shop Lounge Have a great weekend!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

Helping A Friend
"What a Loser He Turned Out to Be..." . If only I was able to collect some monetary fee every time I had to hear that line. Hell, I'd be charging myself just as much as I would my friends. The thing that's most interesting about that statement is that he didn't "turn out" to be a loser. He always was one. We just didn't see it until reality was slapping us in the face. For whatever reason, when we meet someone new, there is a delicious sense of novelty swirling in the air around them. Or maybe it's those alcohol fumes. At any rate, we end up light headed and don't see the signs in front of us. We wax over obvious details. We build his image up in our minds into something that doesn't even resemble the person in front of us. If it's anyone's fault that he "turns out" to be a loser.... it's ours. The same could be said about how men are with women. As long as she is attractive enough and deems you worthy enough to fuck, you'll overlook just about anything

What Do I See
As I sit by my window, what do I see. I seen a picture of you without me. As I looked a little deeper, what did I see. I seen another sitting next to thee. As I listen a little clearer, what do I hear. I hear you tell her, that you'll always be near. As I cry a little harder, what did you do. You kissed another whom wasn't me. As I reached a little closer, who did you hold. You held her tight all through the night. As I gave you my love, what did you do. You threw it away, that very night. As you looked up to my window, what did you do. You turned around and went the other way. With her, instead of me. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Sexy Music To Make Love To?
I need YOUR help to make a sexy CD filled with various love making rhythm. Please list one or MORE songs you and your lover like to bump too:-) Okay I will start... ~"Naked" by Marques Housten (spelling wrong)

Bright Nights
Your love is so bright, I'll love you with all my might. All through the night. You'll always be in my sight, Me wanting to hold you tight. I was in such a fright, when the lights wasn't on at night. So, please always be right and love me tight. Each and every bright night. Even if I'm not in your sight, Don't fright. Because I'm yours all through the night. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Leave Me Voice Comments Please!
Hey my fubar friends call me on my Snapvine let me hear ya sho sum Luv at me and if u got one I will call u back! All u got to do is dial 1-641--715-0101 and when the code is asked punch in 2316203 Remember call me when u see this I luv voice comments the best!!

Dogsoldier1840's Blog
She'sout of Surgery, everthing went well. She's resting and very tired.. wanting to go home soon. Thank you all for your prayers and keeping her in your thoughts. Love you all Dogsoldier1840.

What Happened?
What happened to the love we found? How could it end so soon? For you I would have done anything. Maybe I should have tried to grab you the moon. I guess my love just wasn't enough. I wasn't what you needed. I gave my heart to you and this is how I'm treated. What happened to my happiness? How could you tear me apart? I guess the best thing to do is just build a wall around my heart.

Story Of My Life!!!
STORY OF MY LIFE WOW I READ THIS AND THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SO I WANTED TO BLOG IT SO THAT I CAN GO BACK AND READ IT EVERY DAY. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the

Stephanie Lynn's Contest
Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! and make sure you tell her i sent you so that we get credit for it. You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends MUST FAN AND RATE (10 or above) in addition to sending an add request. Any request that wasn’t subsequent to FANNING AND RATING will

Good For Him
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA B URKE? I think that if you fe

To My Friends And Family..
I just wanted to tell you all: I LOVE you and I will never be able to repay all your kindness and love towards me..I feel very,very humbled by you and I wish someday to somehow pay some of that love back..I JUST LOVE you..you got my heart FOREVER.. (ok, ok..corny moment´s gone..now why do you say we all PARTY and have some fun huh??Let´s celebrate LOVE!!)

2008 St. Patrick's Day Contest
> HaPpY St. Patricks Day CONTEST Alright EVERYONE... it's that time of the year... WhooooooooooooooT!!! Lets Pimpout all your GREEN!! If you wish to enter just send me a photo or link sporting your GREEN!!! (psssssssst gotta have the green or you might get pinched~~but that's all) **STARTS** March 1st @ Noon {EST} Ends March 17th @ Noon {EST} ~~~~PRIZES~~~~ 1st Place- HAPPY HOUR!! (40k min) 2nd Place- 1 month VIP (30k min) 3rd Place- 7 day BLAST (20k min) 4th Place- 100k FU-BUCKS (10k min) Winners will be based on Comments AND Rates {Rates are worth 3 comments} So The More The BETTER!!! ~~~~RULES~~~~ 1. No Drama ... it starts you're gone! 2. Photos entered must be SFW! 3. No Scripting or Blasting allowed! 4. But Most Of All~~HAVE FUN! ~~~~HOSTESS~~~~ LadyღKATE //Proud Member of the Spanker♥Family//

Ratings
So this may be a little other than "normal" for fubar, but unlike the majority percentage on this site,my world will not crash and burn over being "downrated" I'd rather know the "truthful" opinions of the masses so........if you think i'm a 1, mark it, if you think i'm a 5,mark it, i'll appreciate it all the same. After all, it is just an "e-community" right? Much love to all who read this.

If Only Dreams Could Come True.....
If Only Dreams Could Come True Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal? by Amy Pierce copyright© 2008

Contact Info....
HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

Smokin To Much Weed
how can u smoke to much weed? my brother say i smoke to much cause i smoke all most two pounds a week wit my sisters and some of my niggas now my question is for the true smokers do u think that smoking two pounds a week is to much and if so should i try to slow down some.

Gravity
Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another Needy hole please release me I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live

One Moment
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

Your Skin
Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch.

Solution To The G Spot Question?
From correspondents in Paris February 21, 2008 09:30am Article from: Agence France-Presse Font size: + - Send this article: Print Email AFTER more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says. The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm. But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist. The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports. Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among

The Kiss
would you kiss me tonight so soft so gentle arouse deep feelings please, make it so sensual can you feel a kiss without your heart so warm your lips, I felt them part no words can be spoken, the meaning is true that kiss will last forever it’s only for me and you a kiss from the heart

Idiots
I can't find anything else more annoying than someone with half a brain who is capable of thinking straight. It fucken bothers me when someone doesn't think about their actions before the follow through with them. This week was pretty annoying as you can tell. First, a few people who call themselves my "friends" (Obviously they didn't get the memo, I don't do bitches) all get together to vent. Instead of admitting they have a problem with me, they talk to each other about me and when word gets back to me (In which its all of them who rat each other out) they add, "I only said it to see if she/he/it would talk shit about you". Come on morons, seriously, think about what you're telling me. I'll tell you what I think... I believe that they are afraid of me getting a drift of what they said and use the "I only said it because..." line so that they don't look like shit talkers. I have some news for the three of these people, you can rest well and hang your hat. You're not shit talkers

Simply Nothing
soon you will know why you are afraid, afraid of the dark. soon you will know why you fear the night. in this life there is no light. the only thing that you fear, is the darkness in sight. swallow you it will, no reason to fight. these demons always seem to take flight. no matter what, they always do it outta spite. always there, always outta sight. twisted yet foul, but somehow always right. sittin here alone in the dark. lost in the shadows of my mynd. in the darkness of what ive become. tearin me apart, killin me from the inside. what pride i once had, it jus withered away and jus died. up insideit has gone. layed to waste what was destroyed. wasted and abused, my life more and more confussed. im a nothing, im a nobody. jus wish my life would amount to something.wish my life, i was a somebody, evern if i was jus anybody.yet i still lay here, a fucking nobody. something ive always been, will always be. Richard ~Kindred @ Broken Heart~ 15 FEB 08

What A Day...
I got a call this morning from my younger sister, knowing the time of day and her calling on her cell...I knew it wasn't good news. Her 17 year old daughter was in a 3 car accident on the interstate... A semi had cut off the car in front of them...which then turned into a chain reaction,,,my niece was a passenger in her friend's car...which hit the car that was cut off then they were rear ended... airbags went off...yet she suffered a bad bump on the head and a concussion. We won't go into her fat lip...She is alive and all are ok....well the semi driver kept on going...the lady from the first car got his license plate number...hope they catch that B*stard! So sorry that i haven't gotten back to everyone,,, Yet I'm sure you know family...keeps us strong... hugsssssssssssssss

Fading Away
I didn't write this but it means allot to me. It's in this wake that I find myself Losing the will to resume this hell When every breath is a dying wish It's harder to follow the point of this This broken place that I call my home Is deep in the sorrow that I have sewn And i can't erase what is in my heart I wanted to finish before it starts My own solution in discretion again Our false solution is devoured in dread Our own solution giving rein to it's head? and open my face to the darkened sky I've been fading away I've been waiting for a call to reach my veins Ready or not No attention to waist Every sorrow of the soul will reap my name When I cease to exist Now I've come to a final sleep I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep I know it's hard to forgive this man Driving the failure into your hands When I cease to exist

Thoughts And Emotions
Listen Do you hear it that awful sound of screams, what could it be? the sound of broken dreams, and total misery, Or is it the sound of death knocking on the door, with misery its depth, and destruction its core, Is it demons from hell, so far before seen, out of the wishing well, cold dark disgustingly mean, Sinking claws into the heart, tearing at each piece, ripping it apart, the pain never seems to cease, Maybe its a mind trip, with no sense of control, that soon looses its grip, and just forgets to grow, I bet its a broken heart, trying to glisten, do you hear it, sshhh, Listen!

Who Wants To Smoke My Honey Bear!!!
http://www.playlush.com/puarcade/tv-amp-film-games/who-wants-to-smoke-my-honeybear.html copy and paste the link above and get ready to play a stoners version of who wants to be a millioniare...

Caring Husband
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. 'What's the matter, dear?' she whispers as she steps into the room, 'Why are you down here at this time of night?' The husband looks up from his coffee, 'I am just remembering when we first started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?' he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. 'Yes, I do,' she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. 'Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?' 'Yes, I remember,' said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. 'Do you rem

Dont Believe
IT ALL STARTS WITH WHATEVER U WANT TO HEAR THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN UR SOMTHERING THEM OR NOT DOING ENOUGH FOR THEM NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY NO MATTER WHAT U DO IT WONT MATTER THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT WHEN THEY TELL U WHAT U WANT TO HEAR THE FIRST COUPLES OF DAYS MONTHS OR YEARS THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL ABOUT THEM I DONT UNDRSTAND BUT MEN IS THE REASON I GIVE UP ON LOVE IT HURTS TO MUCH TO CONTUINE TO GET PLAYED OR JUST PLAIN GETTING HURT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PUTTIN GMY HEART OUT THERE AND GETTING HURT NOT ANY MORE I THREW WITH IT ALL ALL OF IT LOVE DONT EXSITS

Hellion Sample Role Play Post
[- A Tainted Angel stood before the most holy of altar’s in a time now gone....Bitter to this palette were memories torn from the flesh of existence and battered by the time of sanctified oblivion...Dropping his head down tainted waist length locks would -c- spiral and dance around his waist...Opening those Obsidian gem's he gazed out before him before letting that left wrist rise before him the deep slash bleeding to gush upon the floor...The blade in his free hand would fall to the floor as he slowly made-c- - his way to the wide opened window to look out on that night that was the same as any other god damned one...Pumping his fist a little he made the blood pump faster to spill around his feet...With a shake of that head he pressed down on to the balls -c- of his feet to launching himself through the gaping hole in to the night of darkened equinox....Floating through the air he had come to a full stop as he floated there in a crucifix shape to hold his arms out while his h

Bombers!
Check out this profile for info! {{H&L Bombers}}@ fubar Founded by @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria @};-@ fubar and co-founder lauria Fu Owned by Hopeless Romantic¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾ {{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}} =^^= Aristocats@ fubar

To Friends From A Friend
I'm Glad You're In My Dash I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone, from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth and spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. (1934 - 1998) For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her, know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars...the house...the cash, what matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, that can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel and be less quick to anger,

Wtf?
I dont know who put that mum or whatever on my profile but the dumbass can not write. So far my time on here has been wonderful. Thank you to all my friends and fans for making it enjoyable. Myspace sucks lol. Thank you for those who have been here for me cause of my friend dying. Its been a hard week and ya'll helped wonderfuly. Ok thats enough babbling for now.

The Lounges I Dj 4 Or Am A Recruiter For
OK I HAVE PLENTY OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE THAT GOT LOUNGES OR ARE WORKING FOR LOUNGES BUT IM DJING FOR THESE 3 LOUNGES SO COME ON IN AND SEE HOW THEY ARE *THE BLACK DRAGON'S DEN*they r no longer THATS MY MAIN ONE SRY IF IVE BEEN LACKING IN MY DUTIES IM ON IT AND THE SECOND ONE IS *THE BASH BROTHERS* ITS MORE COUNTRY AND SOFT ROCK BUT ITS STILL A GOOD LOUNGE TOO SO COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT LATER YALL and now its ACES UP LOUNGE SO STOP IN YALL

He Walked Softly
he walked so softly into my heart.. i never saw him coming but i felt him before i knew it he walked right in i never knew what hit me... how could he just walk right in so softly? i didnt feel it coming i didnt see it coming i just felt him there one day how could he get in? where did my guard go? how did he get in there? how could this be? how could i love him ? how could i not see? he walked so softly into my heart...

It's A Baby Not A Choice!!!
If you are willing to open your legs THEN TAKE THE F@#$ing CONSEQUENCES!! If you cant handle it then stitch ya shit CLOSED! ~KIMBERLY DEROUEN Date: Feb 20, 2008 8:28 PM Subject: its a baby not a choice Body: ITS A BABY, NOT A CHOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them in

Blown Away
Sometimes people do things for you that blow you away.... Photo Video Made For Me By Countryboy Superman! Artist: Staind | Song: Epiphany Misbehavin2 StaindAdd to My Profile | More Videos Please show him some fu love by rating/fanning and adding him.... Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The Southern Sex Symbols) & (Pride of the Se7en Sins) @ fubar PS: Check out his other awesome videos that he has made on his profile page & stash!!!

Masturbate For Me
Masturbate For Me It's the height of the summer. You live in a large old farm house, which has a swimming pool in the garden. I'm currently lodging in your house whilst at uni. This is the first spell of hot weather since I moved in and both of us have our first day off work, study and me uni. In all the time I've been staying, we haven't had many dealings with each other; largely because I'm leaving when you're in and vice versa. You're sunbathing in the garden taking advantage of the glorious weather. I've decided to have a swim and sunbathe too. I'm in the pool before you've arrived home from shopping. You come into the garden in a swimsuit. This is the first time I've seen you in such attire. I knew I was in trouble. As you were getting ready, to sunbathe on the lounger, I started to get hard as a rock, from admiring your swimsuit. Unfortunately, I posses a smaller than average cock, which has always caused me a lot of embarrassment; but fortunately on this occasion I thou

What A Great Girlfriend
What A Great Girlfriend Wow, I couldn't believe it was happening. I couldn't believe Misty had finally agreed to try it, and even put an ad on the web. I couldn't believe we were going to meet her. Hell, I couldn't believe anything at this time. Let me step back a second ... after a long time of talking to Misty about a threesome, I had finally managed to convince her to at least meet another woman. I even let her choose who she wanted to meet, so she had put an ad on the web. She didn't let me know if she had any success till a week ago, when she told me she had talked to a woman she liked, and that we would be meeting her in a week. Well tonight was the night. We walked into Margarita's, a little Mexican restaurant near my house. I had no idea who I was looking for, but we headed to the bar. Misty looked good again tonight, wearing a dressy little skirt with stocking (and I could tell a garter belt on underneath). She had a tight shirt that nicely showed off her boobs. I wa

A Fantasy About You
Adjusting the water to the right temperature, I am satisfied. Pulling my shirt over my head, my hair falls languidly down my back. My hands slide down my stomach to reach the zipper of my jeans, unzipping them and sliding them over my thighs, down my legs. I step out of them and glance at myself in the mirror. I can't help but wonder what you might think if faced with the same image. My hands caress my breasts softly before reaching behind me and unclasping the bra. Letting it fall unceremoniously to the floor, my breasts swing free. Bending over, I pull down my panties, stepping out of them and letting the underwear join the bra. Looking myself over again in the mirror, I strike a few poses, pretending you're watching. Giggling at how ridiculous I am being, I decide I better get on with my shower. Stepping in, I let out and audible sigh as the warm water envelops me. It washes over my body, caressing every part of me. My fingers follow the trail of water do

Just Ramblings That Kinda Turned Into A Poem That Everyone Likes
I found someone when I wasn't even looking for someone and things are going really good between us. I like talking to him and we have conversations when we can and although we are both busy sometimes we always find time to at least say hi and I like that. There is a lot I like about him. He makes me smile even when I'm having a really bad day and he makes me laugh. You know what really attracted me to him, was when he asked me to dance. Now understand I have never been asked to dance, I always told them I wanted to dance. When he asked me to dance I just got this big smile on my face. And I didnt want to let go. At that moment the thought of me and him sounded great. WHY CANT I HAVE THAT AGAIN? WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT FEELING? A FRIEND SAID I PUT TO MUCH IN TO WHAT WAS THERE. THAT I GAVE MY WHOLE HEART INTO WHAT WAS THERE. HE TOLD ME I WAS USED FOR ONE THING AND IF NOT ITS THE WAY IT SEEMS. HE ALSO SAID THAT IF HE NOR ANY GUY CAN SEE THAT THEY HAVE A GREAT WOMAN IN WHICH I AM, I AM A V

Warning
WOOT!WOOT! THE ONE THE ONLY! PARTY OVER HERE DJ BABY BOY IS HAVEING A BIRTHDAY TODAY!!LETS SHOW HIM SOME MAD BIRTHDAY LOVEN!!LETS SHOW HIM WHAT A AWSOME BIRTHDAY REALLY IS.....GO ROCK HIS PAGE! SHOWER HIM WITH BIRTHDAY GIFTS,BIRTHDAY DRINKS,AND LOTS OF BIRTHDAY COMMENT......BET I CAN BEAT YOU THERE READY SET GO!!!!!!!! THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Angel???
I've been referred as an Angel many time throughout the course of my life. I never thought of myself as one but then again I don't take compliments of my character and soul very well. Someone said the reason why is because I don't feel like I'm worthy of such a title and that may be true. I have realized that life is a progression and I'm taking forward steps with my life. To some people they may appear very slow and little steps but I have come to an assessment of myself that has taken me a long time to reach and I'm still reaching out for more. For those that recognize Angels it is because they are indeed Angels themselves. “I am an Angel”. I have been walking this path not knowing who I was for some time. Now my Identity is being revealed to me, my confidence is strengthening and my goals are becoming more of a reality. My destination is my future and I love the Mysteries that come with it. Excitement has flowed through my Soul and Depression lingered but not for too long. Th

Dragone
The Dragon train is hosting a contest but the best thing is..NO COMMENT BOMBING!!!...You add fan and rate all the riders on the train then tell Dawn you've done that and she will add you to the train with me (just tell Dawn i sent you)...After that everyone else who joins will have to do the same for you...I win some blingees and you get lots of points from adds...Win Win..so if you would please help...if it's too much you know i will totally understand and love ya anyway!!! Here's the link:http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=289865496

Insult Generator
Visit www.ComedySearchEngine.com I found a page with your name Insult Generator on it @ http://www.insult-generator.is-a-jerk.com, I think you should see it.http://www.insult-generator.is-a-jerk.com

Mr. Right
When I first saw him, I was like ooh my that's my dream. When I met him I had to know him. When I started knowing him the more I wanted to learn about him. Sometimes I thought he was to good to be true. This man had stolen my heart, I prayed to God we would never part. He makes me want to love again, By the way he looks at me with that fire in his eyes. By the way he touches me ooh so gentle and caring. By the way he twirls his fingers through my hair. How is has made love to my mind by his conversation alone. When I looked in his eyes and saw the hurt and pain, all I wanted to do was take it away He is like no one I have ever met in my life. God broke the mole when he made him. We have a bond that will stand the test of time. He came in and broke down walls and made me see there was more to life. Finally, I know the beauty of true friendship!!

The Best Dj's On Earth And Beyond!
the SISR lounge is now open for business! Drop by and say hi and bring in a friend or two! We rock out loud! Just go to my lounge list and enter for a drama free fun zone! Also the best tunes ever on SISR!

Another Lost Soul
Another Lost Soul My mind is a scary place One of a completely different taste Most of its use has gone to waste And disappeared without a trace I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My heart is one of purity I wear it on my sleeve for all to see It branches out just like a tree This will be the downfall of me I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My soul is lost as I like to say In a new place each and every day I couldn't say where it is today I wish it would choose someplace to stay I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none.

Crappy
since the first one is always crappy that is the namme of it.i read alot of the things written on here and my heart and soul goes out to those that feel the same as i do i know its a black place and seems no return but it is somewhere we just have to hold together and be there and we will makeit through it.Then there are some that just want you to feel sorry for them or think they are something but they are the ones who are really in our shoes.

The Fear I Hide Inside
"The Fear I Hide Inside" I lost myself a time ago, I don't know who I am I used to be someone else, I used to be a better man It just got so complicated, it was more than I could take So I slipped further away with every decision that I made I never thought about the consequence as I lived day by day I never considered the man I'd become or the bed I'd lay Now I try so fucking hard to remember who I used to be Cause I don't recognize the man in the mirror staring back at me Welcome to my crazy life Welcome to the fear I hide inside Do you know what it's like To live with the fear I hide inside I try to hold my head up high and I try to chase my dreams But it seems the more I try I just get by with broken wings So I find it hard to get up and face another day I just lay there in my bed wishing that I could stay At least I can say that I am not without love Thanks to my heart, our two awesome boys, and my angel from above They give me reason to live on and they

Want To Prevent Your Car From Being Stolen?
Subject: Vin # This probably could happen to any of us.You would think a dealership would ask for proper ID. Here is info worth the price of your car....WHAT WILL the car thieves THINK OF NEXT? The car thieves peer through the windshield of your car or truck, write down the VIN # from the label on the dash, go to the local car dealership and request a duplicate key based on the VIN #. I didn't believe this e-mail, so I called Chrysler-Dodge and pretended I had lost my keys They told me to just bring in the VIN #, and they would cut me one on the spot, and I could order the keyless device if I wanted. The Car Dealer's Parts Department will make a duplicate key from the VIN #, and collect payment from the thief who will return to your car. He doesn't have to break in, do any damage to the vehicle, or draw attention to himself. All he has to do is walk up to your car, insert the key and off he goes to a local Chop Shop with your vehicle. You don't believe it? It I

Woot Fu King On My B-day
If you or anyone you know is a Fu-King (24) and wants to be on this list, please message me. My link is at the bottom of this list. Im Owned By: ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar I own: Perky ♥ Mr.D Owned by Mikey@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar ~?¤‡ Åm H¡? ßÊåµTîFµ£ Å?g?L¤?~

Shoutcast Hosting
Check me out at www.lair-hosting.com for quality affordable shoutcast hosting for your individual needs you can also reach me on yahoo dj_thumperz or leave me a fubar mail or email me at webmaster@lair-hosting.com

Looking For Dj's
We are currently looking for new DJ's at SpitFire Radio. If interested contact me at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or fubar mail me or yahoo reach me dj_thumperz or goto the website www.wdkyradio.com and fill out the DJ Application ALL MUST BE OVER THE AGE OF 18 YEARS OLD..............we play all kinds of music so come join us and lets get that music pumpin'!!!!!

Drinking Chants
Here's to brother _______, brother _______, brother _______, Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight. He's happy, he's jolly, he's horny, by golly! Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight! Sooooooo.... Drink, motherf*cker! Drink, motherf*cker! (repeat until the drink (cup, glass, bottle, can or keg) is finished) Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight!

Pain...
For the past 2 weeks I haven't been able to move much at all. I have spent most my time laying in bed (without the fun benefits). I have this pain in my back that goes down my left leg. REALLY SUX! I just found out today that my back problems maybe a herniated disc....NOT cool. They aren't sure yet, but I have to get the MRI soon and find out. If it is they aren't sure if I will get surgery or not but they said I probably will since I can't move much. Wish me luck, pray for me, however you want to help me out...lol Thanks Things have been good so far this year (until this). We went a long stretch with NO money but things got worked out and we are doing fine now. It was scarey there for awhile. We have all been getting along good though. Thank God for good communication I guess huh. We try. Well, I hope everyone has a great day and rates this. I try to get around to rating your stuff and if I don't send me a message that tells me so and I will. Thanks... Very Sexy Comm

My Poem
As time moves by and memories fade fast,, My love for you will always last,, You are my world, My one true love, A gift to me from angels above,, I cant imagine a life without you, My heart is broken, Torn in two, My eyes are lifeless, My tears fall free, I am a broken man for all to see

Downraters.......
OK ALL... I AM OK WITH PEOPLE BEING HONEST, BUT TO JUST LITERALLY GO TO SOMEONE;S PAGE AND DOWNRATE EVERY FUCKING PIC... NOW THAT IS JUST A HATEFUL THING.... HE RATED ME A 4 AND THEN ALL MY PICS BETWEEN 4-7 JUST WANTED TO GIVE EVERYONE A HEADS UP (SPECIALLY THE WOMAN) THE SADDEST PART IS THEY WERE INVITED TO THE SITE BY A VERY WONDERFUL FUBARIAN WHO ALWAYS SHOWS AND GIVES LOVE..... HERE THE LINK ALL newtonie45@ fubar

What To Do
I have a chance to make some really good money but i have to move. the thing is my kids and i wont get to see them much, i now money isnt everything but its a good thing and bad at the same time. the company i work for built a knew plant in Mexico. should i stay or should i go?????

The Big Game
there is a big basketball game today number 1 vs number 2 in mens ncaa division 1. the two teams are the university of memphis and the univesity of tennesee. i did not attend either school but i am a fan of both schools being from memphis and a native tennessean. the are alot of household divided in the city with husbands and wifes or b/f and g/f pulling for either school becasue they attended these schools. some people have attended both. memphis is a local university and tennessee is the big state university.

Whats With People?!
So, I have been out of town for the past three days. I didn't bring my laptop because I was not going to have net access. I get back last night, log in and get this nasty message "you added me, but no replies to messages, too bad you didnt read my username and profile, way too funny." Then the asshole blocks me. Um...I do have a life outside of Fubar (amazing, yes I know) and I respond to everyone eventually. So, BITE ME DIP SHIT, get a life. Yes I know, this guy was obviously not worth my time in the first place, but sometimes a girl just has to vent!

Love Never Fails
“Love never fails” (I Corinthians 13:8). We all have people in our lives that are difficult at times. Maybe it’s someone you work with, a family member or even your spouse. Relationships can be complicated, but remember: love never fails. The Word of God clearly defines love in 1 Corinthians 13. It says that love is patient and kind. It doesn’t seek its own way. Love doesn’t keep a record of wrongs. And most importantly, love never fails. Notice that this chapter doesn’t talk at all about how you feel. God’s love isn’t about feelings. It’s a choice. You can choose to be patient, even when you don’t feel like being patient. You can choose to be kind, even when you don’t feel like being kind. No matter what situation you find yourself in, you can choose love. You are never more like God than when you are walking in love. And when you are walking in love, you will never fail because love never fails. Open your heart to God’s love today. Ask Him to show you how to love others better.

Story Untold
When you feel someone's love more then they give it, then you know. When you hear I love you before they say it, then you know. When you feel a touch before they are with you, then you know. When everyone else around you fades into a blur but the one you are looking at, then you know. When their voice is the first one to start your day and the last one to put you to bed , then you know. When you cook their favorite meal before asked, then you know. When you find yourself looking at all the years to come before tomorrow, then you know. When you can throw yourself in the wind and be free in love, then you know. I know I make it sound pretty simple and that loved is never actually known, but when you are happy, content ,and not feeling alone. Then you are blessed to know that love is attainable and is worth all the tears, and the hurt, so grab your shovel and start moving the dirt. Start making your path to the one that you want and don't ever look back, Even when th

Principles On The Pathway Back To Innocence In Relationships
*AWARENESS Investigate the patterns and see what actually goes on: are the difficult parts a new experience? Have they happened before? What was your response then? Are the good parts okay? Is it easy to maintain them? *ACCEPTANCE Accept your role in co-creating the experiences you had, without judgement. Accept your results; accept yourself, as you are. Accept that you are generally trying the best you can, and so are others. Accept others as they are, without trying to change them. *TRUTH Tell the truth about who you are and what you want, not in anger or confrontation, but in certainty and safety. *CONFIDENCE Assume the best: assume you can have what you want, and others can have what they want, too. *FORGIVENESS Forgive your sins, past, present, and future. Forgive others for their mistakes. *LOVE "Be" love (accept love) and "do" love (give love) in equal measure. Both are required for a whole, healthy experience. 11:11, JAN/FEB 2008, vol.1, no.1. pg 7

This Life Of Mine 33
Good morning. I have been watching the news and they are talking about a major storm coming! They are talking winds of 50 mph and rain and snow. They say expect power outages all over and to prepare for it. I guess it is going to hit us this afternoon and go through tomorrow afternoon? I hope we don't lose power like the last time. That was not any fun at all. Peter and I went out to dinner last night. We were surprised to see a new menu and found out that it was a new owner. The restaurant is the best one in the city and has always had really good food. Now it has an Asian flare to the food and they have a wonderful new chef as well. When the food came out, it was beautiful in the way they presented it. It looked like something right out of a magazine. They bought the restaurant back in November but kept the old menu through the holidays as to gradually let customers get used to the fact that there was a new owner. Last night was only the 3rd day of the new menu. We

Its Been A Long Time Coming!!!
Most of you already know! For the ones that don't I will not be around for the next week and some odd days! This does not mean that I got zapped by fu-drama, on the contrary I have been given an awesome opportunity to embrace an internet friendship . For all my friends and family I love you so! For all the ones I said I would return the fu-love, I will get back to it when I return. I have it all wrote down and I'm keeping up with it. For all that leave love while I'm away, I will put you in line and get to you with in the next month!!! I hope each and everyone of you have an awesome week, because I know I am. With all my love and happiness!!! Love Always Moon I will be blogging the experience and making sure I keep all of you hopeless romantics up to date on how everything turned out!!! XXOO (I know I have die hard friends that have a million questions...lol )

Patterns Of Guilt
1. It is taught and learned. We develop guilt unconsciously, starting from the moment of conception. We are aware of everything in our enviroment, whether or not consciously expressed or observed, and whether or not we understand what it all means. We absorb all the attitudes and expectations of our early enviroment, whether they are healthy or not. Unfortuanatly, the end result appears to be a loss of identity in order to mimic the illusion of our early world, regardless how much it supports or interferes with our relationships. 2. It is developmental. We cannot skip steps in becoming a whole, healthy adult. Guilt and punishment interferes with some or all of the specific stages of human development, and resolution of those patterns require we address the earliest instances of guilt first. In other words, the oldest traumas are the deepest in the core of our issues. 3. It is outer-focused. When we are taught we cannot trust ourselves, we have to rely on the judgement

So You Say You Love Music
Everyone says they love music. And for what are apparently good reasons. Good times, romance, memories and more are more often than not accompanied by music. Music makes the mood, so they say. People even go and purchase music or at least download the songs. But I will argue that music requires a passion. And the sad fact is, the vast majority of people simply have no passion for music. If you get your music from the radio or vidoes, chances are, you have no passion. If your favorite bands are My Chemical Romance, Limp Bizkit, Marilyn Manson, Nickelback and others of their ilk (essantially 99% of all music on the radio), I have news for you: You've ben sold. Tricked. Fooled. Let's get something straight right off the bat. The major recording labels care nothing about artistic creativity, originality or style. They have but one concern: the bottom line. If an artist doesn't sell, they are expelled. This common knowledge ensures that artists almost never take creativ

Communication
hey if you would like to chat with me else where, I am on YIM as recon252 also if you would like to join me if you play WoW, I am on the elune realm and am known as purefate. love all my fufriends =)

Goodbye To Romance
Well, our time together is coming to an end. UKnowUWantMe and I are parting ways.... but it's not going to be nasty. We still love each other very much and we will ALWAYS be best friends. Even though my world is upside down and topsy tervy, I love him with all of my heart and always will. This is not a fun time for me right now. If you want to talk that's fine. But please don't bring up our break up. It's killing me and I don't want him to go. I love him enough to let him go. Just be supportive and understanding towards the both of us. Thanks, Rebegirl

Got R Did Bomber Members
I have made numerous attempts to contact all of you with little success. We have members here that are not doing their part and not participating. I have stressed more than once that we did not want to make anything mandatory to be a member but unfortunately that must be changed. There are only three of us who are bombing and this is unacceptable. So, from today on you MUST bomb at least 50 comments a day to remain a member. Sad that I must do this but the members who aren't helping are just wasting time and space. This is a FAMILY...do your part. If you choose not to be a member then let either myself or the homepage know so you can be removed and other members notified. Also, if I see you have not helped within the next 3 days I will remove you myself and notify the other members. Thanks, Nocturnal

Its All About Me....
i suppose i should be used to it lol i have had 12 yrs of it. planning things only to be told no just before going or looking forward to something for a long time and having to cancel my plans because my spouse decides i dont need to go or spend the money. I had a vegas trip planned for june and the more time my dh has had to think about the more he is convinced i no longer need to go. i have money set aside for it, other people planned on me going and now he says i cant - that its too much money to just blow. i havent had a vacation in years and i so need one lol and i have a husband that just doesnt see the point. He's very good at making promises to take me places or let me go places and then forcing me to cancel. Its getting very old.

Contest Part 2
Below is the picture I am usin in the second part of the contest for a happy hour...please help out all you can...I need 50,000 comments....All love shown will be returned and appreciated!!!! Love Lella XO

Time
Time Time goes by so quickly passing day by day moments that were precious slowly fade away the memories are beautiful of the times we shared especially the moments when we showed how much we cared but time is time and time goes by no matter what you do so what we should be thankful for is spending time as two. Copyright ©2008 Randi D Christman

Joy To The World
Jeremiah was a bullfrog Was a good friend of mine I never understood a single word he said But I helped him a-drink his wine And he always had some mighty fine wine Singin'... Joy to the world All the boys and girls now Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me If I were the king of the world Tell you what I'd do I'd throw away the cars and the bars and the war Make sweet love to you Sing it now... Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me ------ electric piano ------ You know I love the ladies Love to have my fun I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider A straight shootin' son-of-a-gun I said a straight shootin' son-of-a-gun Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the

Winter To Go Away..
Okay so I dont get things.. It's sunny then we get hit with like 30cm of SNOW!!! I mean like come on... can this WINTER be sooo over already.. & let it be summer because I will be partying in Europe :D:D:D:D:D:D So umm yeh who's with me... BYE BYE WINTER ****PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE****

Happy Birthday Marcus
I can't believe you would have been 45 today my sweet husband....and its been 9 long months since you left us to take your place with Him. The kids and I are learing to live again finally but you are here with us. We feel your presence. I love you as much today as I did the day we married all those years ago. We miss you and think of you every minute of every day. I hope you have a wonderful first birthday in Heaven.......I love you now and always. We miss you and that laugh....the twinkle in your eyes.....the feel of your arms around me...sometimes its like I can still feel them. In memory of my Husband Robert Marcus Dodd 2/23/1963 - 5/23/2007

~ Porcelain Or Diamonds? ~
(IF YOUR GONNA READ THIS, RATE IT PLEASE,THANKS!) Porcelain or Diamonds? She may look and feel of porcelain . . . With only one touch, she will capture you. Skin so smooth and flawless and unblemished, Undoubtedly, attracts that of many a man. Yet so fragile and seemingly helpless, Underneath her bosom holds more truth. She renders strength beyond her doubts, Attempting to whisper yet is only mute. Is she breakable, or made of precious stone? Handle with care or she will be broken. Are her looks so deceiving? Maybe precious inside, bright and strong even! Within her soul all locked away, lying they're with sadness. Hided neatly behind her sultry smile. Forever tempted to give pleasures to help withstand, All the while she holds within herself her own denial. To smell her, touch, and capture her could be daunting. Her essence shall intoxicate your mind! Reach deep into her soul and hear her

Members
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~ Captured Soul ~
(IF YOU GONNA READ THIS,RATE IT PLEASE! THANKS!) ~ Captured Soul ~ She long's the taste of his sweat that lays upon his skin. With her soft full lips and seething warm tongue, She strokes his neck as though she's eating his flesh! Breathing in all of his essence, capturing his soul within. As she gathers the taste of him, she hears relentless sighing, Every fiber of him, trembling beneath her in mercy. Aching to feel her desires, his body grows ever stronger. Her sweet lips wrapped firmly as her climax is coming. The sounds of each one's yearning, their desires grow more intense. With deep full tongue, she strokes every inch of his hardness. Driving his tongue deep inside her aching body, he fulfills her every need. Together in perfect harmony they get lost in each other's essence. His taste and sounds intoxicate her lustful mind and soul. Capturing him within her grasp, filling her so deeply. He lies there in

Supporting The Troops
I hope you will all read to the end. Jay Leno puts it into perspective and makes us think about the pathetic negativity. That's right, Jay Leno !! Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability

Thank You !!
Thank you to all for the birthday gifts and comments. It really meant quite a bit to me. I tried to return as much love as I could but I am afraid there may be a few that I missed.. So great big hugs and thank you again!! Angel

Fubar Meeting
So, the wife and I met an awesome couple from Fubar last night (( 2-22-08)), we are into the BDSM lifestyle. I was raised in it, wife however is learning. The other couple is all into it. Wife is a sub , not a slave. The other female is a complete slave, and is willing to help open my wife's eyes and teach her how to submit more and correctly. Though I prefer to have one slave, not a sub. But she ( the slave ) and I'm assuming her hubby is willing to help teach her ( my wife ). I ache for My one. I have been waiting for such a long time, my heart hurts, to truely have what I long for. I do not see my wife being a slave. i know she will submit and take some discipline. which we have done in the past. But I ache for that special slave ( Gaienne ) that my heart aches for. I need her terribly. I miss her. I ache for her. I can see her floating in my mind daily. The thought of smelling her scent over powers me. Leaves me aching for more. Yearning to have her at my feet, showing me all of he

Me
I dont understand women,I was willing to let her go after 2 years bu she tryed to take my kids from me,so know i have to fight.I then got into a fight with somebody that called my sister a fucing whore so i decked him.my daughter b/f backs me up,but she is pissed at me ? wtf i backed him up got in a fight t protect him broke my glasses with my eye and his fist but im still a bad guy to her.My other ex got beat up by her old b/f and! ! ! so i beat him up and i get charges against me and she drops her charges.all i want to do is be with my kids so i could protect them.i must be a bad person all i wanted to do is take care of everybody.PEACE OUT

Cool Stuff
HAHA TRICKED YOU INTO LOOKING IN HERE BUT NOW THAT YOU ARE HERE I NEED YOUR HELP MY SEXY WIFE IS IN THIS CONTEST AND I GET GOOD THINGS IF SHE WINS ( HEHE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN) SO ITS ALL ON U GUYS DONT LET ME DOWN HERE IS THE LINK PLZ HELP IF NOT FOR HER DO IT FOR ME http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=872987&i=2511661223&idx=0

~ Senses ~ (erotic)
"Senses" As I lay back with my head resting on the edge of the tub, my blindfold on, and my eyes closed taking in all the sounds of the soft music playing, candles flickering and the gentle humming of the whirlpool jets. I could sense his presence, because of his lustful smell. As my body started tingling and getting aroused at just the sheer thought of him. He came up behind me and sat down on the edge of the tub placing himself between my shoulders and began stroking my hair and caressing my face. All of my senses were so wanting to let go and have him feel the life I have within me. With gentle hands, he leans forward to touch my swollen breasts, my nipples so erect now with his every touch. I hear in his sighing, how excited he is getting at the way my body feels within his hands. As he pulls and twists gently on my nipples, causing my body to ache for him, I sigh loudly with each firm tug, feeling a climax as I ache so much more for him. With all of my being, I want to

Sorry!!!
I´m sorry all i did´t know the rules att fubar but i´m sorry all i rated i truly am. and 2 all that mess me i´ve only have been her 2 times and still learning so now i have a picture and i rate my self a 2 pointer after 5-6 drinks

Help Me Get A Happy Hour
Who wants a morph made or some quick easy Fubucks? What do you have to do? Goto Stephanie Lynn's page You must do this in order 1. Rate her (10 or above) 2 Fan her 3 Add her as a friend when you add her your request must say Lisa sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you Do this and I will give you 3000 Fubucks Or I will make you a morph, you decide You must send me a message when done(Not a shout)

My Blogs
You have had a hard day at work and just want to get home and relax- watch tv- get something to eat. Do the usual, but I have other plans for us. As I hear you open the door - I walk in and meet you -kissing you softly on the lips. You smile but I can tell you are really tired so I tell you to go take a nap while I finish cooking for us. You dont argue- you just go lay on the couch and within minutes you have fallen asleep. I come in and sit for a minute watching you -- your chest rising and falling smoothly as you are sleeping. You seem so content. I walk over and gently kiss you on the forehead so I wont wake you. I go to finish cooking and hear one of my favorite songs playing in the background. My mind on my cooking and the song, nothing else. I suddenly realize that you are behind me as you slip your arms around my waist and kiss me on my neck. We eat- talking about our day- and the excitement of what I planned is building in me. I cant stand it any more. So I get up and take you

Status
Ok so who is up for it?I want to add more status pics up but I have ran out of ideas to put as my own status message so I want you my friends to come up with a status message that will include me in it I know u cant fit my whole name so you can put my nickname "jojo" or just "ecua". Let me know you did it so I can take screen shot of it and upload Like I said I have ran out of ideas and I just wanna upload more pics before my VIP ends in 7 days thanks

Hurt
In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh, this pressured center rising My life overturned Unfair the despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? HAPPY?! HAPPY?! Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Whats my release?? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it

Just To Let Me Friends Know
Just to let you all know that I wont be online coming the ned of march very much or this month plz show some love and once I get back online I will return it. Just need some time away I am like taking time alone with my self to see what i want out of live. For those who have my number that number will not be able to reach me after march 29th. For those who are my true friends on here you will be kept the other ones will be deleted. I guess its spring clean up so that is what i am going to be going. Thanks ahead of time for the true friends. UKnowUWantMe!!

Pain2
The pain in my heart is never ceasing. Some days it may be numb, other days it is a constant. Thrown into a vortex of emotional turmoil and pain that I can not explain. I feel so exhausted. I can not take it any longer. She is the constant pain that is always tearing at my heart. I still smell her scent.

Pissed
WELL I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I WILL NOT BE GETTING PAYED FOR SHORT TERM DISABILTY. I CALLED THE COMPANY THAT HANDLE STD FOR MY COMPANY. THEY HOLD ME THAT I HAD TO HAVE 3 YEARS WITH THE COMPANY IN ORDER TO GET IT. I WAS HOLD MY MY UNION REP THAT I HAD TO BE WITH THE COMPANY FOR 1 YEAR. SO I HAVE BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR A MONTH NOW AND CAN'T GO BACK TO WORK TIL THEN END OF MARCH!!!!! I AM GOING TO BE CALLING MY UNION REP ON MONDAY TO FIND OUT WHAT IT IS 1 OR 3 YEARS! IF IT IS 3 YEARS I WILL HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK EARLIER, I CALLED MY DOC AND HE HOLD ME THAT I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GO BACK TIL MY ARM WAS 100%!!!! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I AM FUCKED!!!!!! THANK U FOR LETTING ME GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOT OF LOVE!!!!!!!!

Happy Hour
Watch Out For My Happy Hour Tomorrow Night: Sunday 2-24-08 @ 7 pm pst *Ü* Drink It Up and Show Me Some Luvin *Ü* **muah** PS: Thanks ☣ SatCommTech ☣ for my HH!!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

Thoughts 2
The pain in my heart The pain from loosing this dream, my wish. The love I receive from you, the pain I give you. Why must you do these things. Excite me get to prepare and take it all away, just the same. Do I mean so little to you. Is your intentions true or game plays. I feel the pain of loss. If you love me, where are you. Make up your mind, Stop playing with me. I am not a cat toy, I have a heart. Do you not see what you do to me.Back and forth I go. Happy then torn down. To be made happy again with false truths. When will it end. Can you really love someone Or are they just your panthers prey. Something to love for now and kill eternally later. I am so tired of living in the shadows of sorrow. I want your love. Please don't close your eye's to me.

Him
HIM Why did he do it? The question hurts my head. I wonder if he knows, How much I wish him dead. He went and stabbed me Directly in the back. I keep wondering why He had to get on the wrong track. I went and cried for weeks, Wondering why he hurt me so. I kept seeing that night in my head, just like a picture show. I wanted to tell him, exactly how I felt But each day I saw him, I knew I couldn't of dealt. His laughs made me angry. His joy made me sad. I needed someone to talk to, So I went to Mom and Dad. They told me they were sorry, What he did was really mean. They wished I had of told them, Before I turned sixteen. I looked at my loving parents, And knew it'd be all right. I told them that I loved them, And gave them a hug good night. I looked at him the next day, And knew now for sure That I did not need a friend, Who was that immature.

Production Week
It's really hard to believe that a whole year has passed since I wrote a blog about this subject, but it has! Anyhow, next week is production week (a.k.a. the longest week of my life; hell week; etc.) for our show. That means VERY little sleep, let alone time to be here with you all. I will make every effort to log on whenever the opportunity presents itself. But, please don't think I am ignoring any of you or avoiding you if I don't get the chance. I look forward to being on, at least for a little while, next weekend, but we'll also see how that goes. So, my friends take care and be safe! Talk with you all soon!

The Joy Of Sex
i find it really something when you reminece about an encounter that you had and you are talking with the person that you had this encounter with and he is reminding you about the last time you had the encounter and he was saying that he could not bust but you busted 10 times to his maybe 1 and he calls you up asking for a rematch(lol) and you are wondering if you are up for it can this be freaky or not but you would really like to see if it is still there even after a year has gone buy. you know that the other person deffintly staisfied all of your needs that night but are wondering if you would have that experience again. make you wonder

When?
When? When will I be able to smile, And know that my smile is real? When will my thoughts be normal, And not scare or frighten me? When will I be able to trust, And not fear being hurt? When will I love, And have him love me back? When I feel complete, And not so hollow inside? When will this sadness disappear -- For it is taking up my mind.

Showing The Love
I just wanted to say thank you too all my bombers that worked their Fingers to the bone in the last contest. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK LYCANS Bill Whitewolf420~~Co-Owner--TRUE LYCAN FREELANCE BOMBERS~~ KINDRED OF DJ DemonWolf@ fubar Zoey zoeygrl~Club FAR~Greeter@ZMANS DOMAIN~TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers~@ fubar Josey ZGIRL~~ BARTENDER OF ZMANS DOMAIN &~~ ¢¾TrueLycan Free Lance Bombers~ &heart;@ fubar Ray zmanTRUELYCANS BOMBER CLUB F.A.R.& D.S.C@ fubar Chewy chewy1(trueLycan FreeLance Bombers)@ fubar Conan conantheman@ fubar Red red 4 RON PAUL..& 4 TUT~~~~TRUE LYCAN FREELANCE BOMBERS~~~~@ fubar Dale Dragonpoet TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber Proud Owner of DJ DemonWolf@ fubar Hollie Chaotic Princess ~*TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber*~@ fubar Cj Prowler Loki *Bartender 4 No Limits & TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers*@ fubar

Starbucks Wtf?!?!?!
Starbucks can kiss my ass. Whenever I go in there to buy a simple cup of coffee, they expect me to participate in the “Starbucks Experience”. And if I order my coffee “wrong”, I get corrected by some minimum-wage-twit who couldn’t articulate their way home. They don’t sell their coffees in Small, Medium or Large. NOOOOO! They have some pretentious crap names like Tall (which is small), Grande and Venti. WTF? Venti is not even a word – it is a Starbucks word – look closely at the menu, they have the word Venti trademarked! They made up the frigging word! And then they train their staff to not respond to normal words like, “I would like a small cup of coffee.” They ask me, “You mean a Tall?” Let me see – I’m looking at three cups: a short one, a medium one and a tall one. I don’t want the tall one, I didn't bring that much money – I want the short, fuck! Read my frigging lips: IT IS NOT TALL, IT IS SHORT! Goddamn – no wonder the poor bastards who work at Starbucks are dys

This Life Of Mine 34
It is raining like mad and I am sitting here playing on fubar while listening to 3 young boys be quite obnoxious in the other room with the X-box. Now, one of them has said they are hungry and has gone in my cupboards and his brother is telling him how rude it is to go in someone's cupboards for food! I do find it rude to just get up and help yourself without asking. It is funny because the kids is telling my son that we don't have any food. Good, walk to your house in the rain and eat your own damn food! Now Chris is telling this kid to get out of our stuff. Apparently we don't have enough CRAP to his liking! Can you tell I am getting annoyed? I have asked them to settle down but it seems to be pointless. I am glad that kids like being at our house but sometimes it would be nice for them to go play on the freeway.....oops, I mean at their house! I am about to scream listening to these kids. I am not going to be able to handle this tomorrow if this storm continues

Stalkers
I THINK IT'S SO FUNNY THAT PPL ON HERE BECOME STALKERS...THAT GET SO INTO THIS THING AND THEY GET IT IN THERE HEAD THAT THEY R A PART OF SOMEONE ON HERE AND THEY START DOING STUPID SHIT...AM I THE CRAZY ONE OR WHAT. WHAT DO U THINK

2.23.08
If sidewalks could talk, what would they say? If they had eyes, what would they see? If we had the knowledge that they had consciousness, would we walk upon them the same? If I were a sidewalk, I would ask that those who tread on me tread with light feet. I would encourage those upright to walk further, and introduce themselves to my less trod upon siblings on the back streets and alleyways; you'll always find more interesting stories there. Sidewalks are privy to wanderers, waders, street performers, homeless hopefuls and lovers, young and old. They are far more traveled and wise than walls. Walls wait, observe, tower and block. Sidewalks lead the curious and the informed towards their destinations. Like a dog blissfully leading a blind man. There's nothing more honorable than that. If I were a sidewalk, I would know people. You can tell so much about a person by how they carry themselves, and even more based on the types of shoes they wear. Sidewalks are the wise, old men of p

Mandah
Does Ms. Chipmunk know how you stalk my page... Does she know that you beg for my friendship?? I bet she doesnt.. i have asked you to leave me be time and again. I havent blocked you yet because i dont want to be the bad one.. Whats funny is you come to my page beg for me to talk you and then re fucking block me like its your business.. Rock out do you.. But leave me alone.. i am happy in life without you.. and dont want you to bother me.. is it that hard to see??? Have i not made it clear there is no spot in my life for friends like you?? HAVE I NOT MADE MYSELF CLEAR I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU!!! God is that hard.. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! okay i feel better now... thanks have a good one!!

My Thoughts,feeling,and Opinions
You know something I found out that friends,Good friends never exist in this world.No matter what kind wither it be a girlfriend,and boyfriend,or just a plain friend in my opinion they never exist.No matter how good you are to them it will always end up breaking your heart.How do i know this?Cause i used to have friends,now i have none in this world.I live my life being alone.even in school i was what people call a lone wolf.Eating my lunches alone,doing my work alone,passing my classes,and failing them alone.Never had a girlfriend,so i never went to the prom.Also i graduated alone.not even my family came to see me walk the stage,and get my diploma.Hell right now i feel lonely.Maybe i was intended to just be alone in my house drawing.For one day i just wish i could go back and change my way of living.Being a good person,and haveing friends around.Well thats all i gotta say here.like a song i heard from a black person name seal.Lonelines can be a killer.Later people.

Vip Giveaway I Am In
ok this one is kinda easy ,i am in a giveaway and only need 10k in comments total for a month vip ,i am currently at a little over 900 comments and could use some help please . there is no time limit ,all i have to do is get the required amount of comments ,so any help will be greatly appreciated .here's the link to my pic

Dj Sweets
THIS IS BY FAR ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE EVER SHE WOULD DO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING FOR ANYONE THE GREATEST EVER PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AGAIN SHE HAS DONE IT AGAIN NOW SHE IS MY FU OWNER FOR 2 MONTHS BE SURE TO CHECK HER OUT LOVE YA SWEETS YOU SO ROCK

For Those Who Complain...this Is So Real!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Country Boy Date: Feb 23, 2008 11:22 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: AngeleyesDate: Feb 23, 2008 5:58 AM----------------- Original Message -----------------From: BeckyDate: Feb 22, 2008 9:00 PMFrom: ♥tasha♥Date: Feb 22, 2008 8:05 PMPMTurn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You

Lala Rocks !!!!
Yall know I dont post things unless its important to me . But I really need to ask all my friends and family to please go & fan and rate up my friend Lala real good. Shes been so good to me buying me VIPs , blasts & tickers,and rating me up with 11s - love u Lala girl!!!!! Anyway shes about a million away from Godfather - so please go rate her to get her closer to Godfather . We will both return the love. Heres her link .... ♥LåLå®♥♫@ fubar

Just To Let U Know!
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missi

I Need Help
TO ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE, HI MY NAME IS SEXY HAZEL EYES BNA MS. REBECCA, I HAD A PAGE AND SOMEONE DELTED IT, I KNOW IT SUCKS BUT I'M NOT GOING TO LET A NIGGA STOP ME FROM HAVING A FUBAR PAGE, I HAVE STARTED ALL OVER AND NEED SOME HELP TO LEVEL UP TO WHERE I WAS, THANK U, MS. REBECCA.

About Me Dated-02/05/2008
As Alot Of You Know,On 01/19/2008 With The Help Of Some Of The Most Awesome People, That I Have Come To Know, I Became a "Fubar" Godfather. Well,Along the way there have been some of you that have helped me along the way, And I Am Extremly Thankful For All That You Have Done For "ME",And That Comes From My Heart. With That Said,I Would Like To Say That i Must REGRESS A Bit,Sort Of Take A Step BackAnd REFLECT. There Are Things Here,That I Am Thankful to God For And The One Thing is That Someone ,Somewhere, Allowed My Path To Cross With The Love Of My Life Roxanne Aka Majestic Vision And I Will Always Be Indebted To That Spiritual Being, That Allowed This To Happen. So For Now,I Must Say Goodbye, For Awhile As There Are Things Said And Things Seen That Cause A Discomfort In My Heart Things That Have Affected My Real Life, Things That Tax My Mind and Put Me In A Place That I Will Never, Want To Enter Ever Again,For The Rest Of My Life, A Pl

Whats On My Mind
I know I shouldn't care but after 4 years of marriage having your spouse tell you they married you to get you out og the situation you were in with a family member instead of love hurts like hell. You go into a marriage with everything you have and you get nothing but a swift kick in the ass. I went into my marriage looking at my husband and thinking this is the man i want ot spend my life with and it sucks to know that the feelings werent mutual. but that's life i guess. maybe i'am ignorant but i just wish i didn;t have to feel how bad this hurts.

Awakenings
Awakening There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach on this warm dark night. Wit

New Id's
we have all new id's please copy them because as you all know the misfit home page is not about point even though you need to rate the blog's and if it is about leveling someone you need to leave a comment letting us know if you are going to help so we will know just how many people helping so we know about how long it is going to take us to level that person but about the pic's on the home page i have them set so no rip's can be done only copy and please watch our status while we are leveling that tells how much point's are left or if we are done..thank you for being such a wonderful and loving family and i welcome all our new members to our family. hope you all are having a wonderful weekend and please keep 1 of our new members elder rani in your thoughts and prayers please!!!!! thank you all ladymoose760 aka..laura

W.y.s.i.w.y.g.
"God awful waste-of-space dumb degenerate low-life mal-adjusted freaks." now I want just one day for things to go my way, low-life de-generation, generation. "got to know your place, dumb degenerate low-life, failure of the week." if what you see is what you get then we have nothing to regret from all the things I've seen. and when there's nothing to regret our stupid lives we'll be better yet, at least we'll all come clean. -PitchShifter

One Voice
although two souls are meeting there is but one voice capturing the moment captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one voice and the intermixed beings creating a warm happiness a sense of belonging an aura of completeness a comfortable existence time, a distant memory fading in and fading out, its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant, yet distinctly aware, ears - focused and true with the quantity of well spent hours adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed, comes an ability to confide and uphold moments, eternities abundant with understanding.

Wanna Fu Own Me??
WANNA FU OWN ME? YOU CAN FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR A VIP!! AND IM ALL YOURS. WILL ADD YOU TO MY NAME ,MAKE SUMTHIN FOR YOUR PAGE,RATE ALL PICS 10'S DURING HH ,AND WILL CHAT WITH ON MIC.AND IM OPEN TO PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING,HIT ME UP IN MY SB AND LETS CHAT.

Why You Suck.
It's amazing how people think that just because they can hide behind a computer screen that they have the right to belittle other people. It makes everyone so tough. *rolls eyes* Try a little compassion for people. Sure, there are those who ask stupid things...but who res. This is for ENTERTAINMENT. Take nothing seriously for it will bite you on the ass. I swear...perhaps some beer and midol and removing the anal plugs from asses would do some good.

Bomb Pic
Teresa is in a give away n needs 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour. She is at 18,395 right now. She has always been there for a LOT of us n always helps out where needed. I feel she deserves the help n this Happy hour. So can you please come help her out? She'll return the love, that's for sure. Thank you to those who help.

Walk Now For Autism!!
Allot of my friends on Fubar, that know me... When I had my other account, saw many pictures of my son Kevin. As most of you know, Kevin was struck by two SUV's trying to go to school on his own. He didn't make it, and passed later that day. Last year both my son's and I want to the 1st Walk Now for Autism. This year, my family, friends and I are Walking For Kevin!! Kevin was Autistc, but was the nicest, happiest young man I ever have known. My son was always happy, loved to give you a hug and a kiss. He was always there from me, when Dad was down. He made me happy again. I love him so much for giving me those greatest memories of him. I was proud to be his father, and very happy that God let me barrow his Angel for the 14 years he was on this earth. I will truly miss him. Kevin has a Team page, at Autism Speaks... its http://www.walknowforautism.org/dallas then search teams put in Kevin Wilson If anything, look at the website and be informed about this diability Than

Proceed With Care, All Ye Wise!!!
One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill, and the barber replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The florist was pleased and left the shop. When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later that day, a college professor comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The professor is very happy and leaves the shop. The next morning whe

By Kory Monoxide(me)
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Industrial Saliva
blogging for the first time kinda shy i think i dwell where the river meets the sky where the piper sleep nights under a tranquil nocturnal sky i long for a wrapping in tape to dismember me and send me floating on this journey topsy turvy mind washing race me to oblivion

Love And Relationships
why do people enjoy shreading the hearts of those who truely care about them? why do we open our hearts up for these people when we know what the ultimate outcome is? and to those who dont look forward to breaking our hearts we shun them, for fear they do want to? I wonder these things cause Im personally saving myself for the right person, yet foolishly i fall into the same bs games, time and time again. heres all i have to say to all yall who love to gain power from the destruction of others emotional state, Fuck you and get a life. Karma is one big bad bitch and she will sit her big fat nasty ass on you soon, and your just deserts will be granted!!!!

Was 1 Week And 1 Day Repost Per Request
Today marks 1 week and 1 day since I lost someone I truly loved. We never could quite see eye to eye, compromise was never something that the two of us were willing to try. I feel I lost my best friend. It was a short relationship yes, but in the short time we knew each other, I spent my every waking second out side of work talking to her. Theres a song called a letter to me, and in that song a verse stands out to me so powerful. He talks about himself being hurt after breaking up, and he says "A pain like that is fast and its rare. She wasn't right for you yet you still feel theres a knife sticking out your back". That is so true. I question myself all the time. Many times a day I ask, could you have tried to understand Bradley, could you not just accept what you were being told? It's hard to accept what I'm told, actions speak so much louder than words. Why should I have to accept what I'm told? Why couldn't I have been satisfied, with that special someone seeing things were b

Just A Thought...
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming WOW--What a ride!

Angels
Angel In Disguise If an angel is someone who is filled with love, it's a gift that they constantly share, If an angel is someone who looks out for others and gives them a nudge here or there, If an angel is someone who touches your life with a heart that's both joyful and wise Then even though you don't have halo or wings You're an angel in disguise!

Sexy Poem
nasty sex poems Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the n

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped

All The Same...
Queens Of The Stone Age - All The Same I saw you in a way But that’s another life Maybe they’re the same I wonder where you are Yesterday is gone But it ain’t far away I guess it’s far enough I’m older in my head My innocence is gone I have the book you read To help me carry on What a price to pay To feel like you’re alive I was blind when he said Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are He said, but he was wrong I’m your Jezebel (she said) On my way to hell (she said) What a price to pay To feel like you’re alive She was blind when she said Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are Ooh ooh it’s all the same No matter where you are She said, but she was wrong Ooh ooh it’s al

Independant Artists
SpitFire Radio is looking for Independent Artists! SpitFire Radio supports Independent Artists, if you would like your music played on our station feel free to contact us for details on how to get your music on our air at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or dj_thumperz on yahoo messenger or hit me a Fubar Mail

Here In My Arms
Here in my arms My warm embrace I will protect you Keep you safe I can’t promise everything That wouldn’t be fair I will try to keep you Free from despair I will cheer you up When you feel down You are a princess That will wear my crown You are so beautiful In every way I dream of you Every night and day

I Want My Ben Back!
when i logged on and checked ben aka casper's pics i found that he deleted our folder that he had our wedding cert in wtf? he don't even tell me or anything that he is deleting them... jojo heart broken!

Wreck....
Ok,so Friday, here in Middletown, i had a spectacular wreck... i came over a hill, and saw cars in front of me, and at the bottom of the hill was an intersection. In the intersection were two cars, apparently they had wrecked.. Going 20 under the speed limit as i was i thought it would be no problem to slow down and avoid it.. i applied the brakes lightly.. and began to spin out on the ice.... slid into the oncoming traffic lane, and avoided the truck in front of me, then slid back into my land avoiding an oncoming car, then back into the other lane avoiding another car, and then back into my lane avoiding another oncoming car.. and then into the white car that was wrecked.. and whamo... beh.. turns out the car was hit by a drunk driver hit and run, which made him hit the suv.. then i came along and hit him..Wow... my cars left tire wheel is completely into the car, the hood is buckled, the back window is broken.. and when i finally was stopped it was smoking out the hood and into

Referral Contest!
You want FuBucks?!Well here is an easy way to do that!We are giving 10,000 FuBucks to the Member who refersthe most people to be leveled in 2 weeks time.Remember the Fubarian has to meet our Criteria withPlenty of Pics and Stash to RateAll Referrals will be checked out by one of our ManagementTeam before being added to the Leveling Blog.Also your referral has to be leveled to count towards your total.Below is a chart we will be keeping track of everyone who refers people to us.At the end of every 2 months there will be a special gift for the person with the Most Referred People... who KNOWS what it could be ;) Member Number of Referrals For Week 02/24/08 Month to Date ~Ðå£øþø~da VEEP of the "Fire and Ice Lvling Crew"~@ fubar 1 1

My Sexual I.q.
You have a Sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Heart And Soul
what make it so hard for one to love another? hurt hearts and lost souls, pain caused by another. the heart aches every day knowing you are there and cannot be touched. the soul crys out to you waiting to join as one. find it, find yourself, love with all you have. when one comes so close to this and loses it, pain is all that is left. cutting deeper than the sharpest knife, burning with the fires of ten suns. its out there, most will never feel this. most dont want it or do not know how to accept it. push it away, that is the easy thing when confronted with the unknown. release the past and you free all pain, all fears of tomorow will be just a distant memory. fullfill the promise that you made when you left the kingdom. promises now broken cause of scars on your heart and soul left by others that have crossed your path. forgive them for what they have done to you but never forget!!! they say all good things come to those who wait. i wait for my heart to be healed and my soul to have

Can You Cheer Me Up?
Is there anyone on my friends list who can (and cares to) cheer me up today? I have a really bad day for different reasons and I am just going round in circles in my mind again and again. Can't go out for health reasons this weekend, so I need another way to get through that. Any help is aprecciated.

Henchman
Peeps, when you have the time, pls stop by and help me level up to henchman. all luv will be returned as well. XX The Genetic Freak XX~FTW~ Dark Realm Enforcer~@ fubar And always remember.... I am the XX Genetic Freak XX! I am your Fu hook-up! Holla if ya hear me!

Sad Day
today is a real sad day for me and all my south side rockstars fuck its hard to talk about my best friend died this morning he was shot on west side drive im going to get as drunk as i can maybe i will forget i cant even got to his funeral sad day

I have this thing that's bothered me for some time. i know some of you so called self proclaimed studs could care less, because all you care about is trying to nail all you can. if you hurt somebodies feeling, who cares as long as you get yours. It's funny how when you first see someone you're atracted too, you'll turn on the charm and say whatever it takes to get your point across, and when that victim falls for your bullshit and starts to trust you and you break their heart. The sad part is that you just don't hurt them, but you also hurt their chances of trusting someone else. That other person has to put up with the no trust clause because of some ass. Not to sound disrespectful to some, but there are alot of people here (male and female alike) which getting laid is the onlt thing on their minds. There are also some who are here for some good old fashion...' hi, how are you maybe we can talk and get to know each other and see what happens time'. Since more then not they've already

Why Are Women Being Stereo-typed...
I posted a mumm, regarding a higher job position in a law firm in Vegas and almost everyone that commented the mumm thought I was a stripper...because I didnt mentioned the type of job position. I didnt mentioned the job position just too see how shallow-minded some people are when they go by first appearances...and just because I look the way I look everyone thinks I must strip for a living like I never went to college or have a real profession...and I see it being done to so many women which is sad cause women are stereo-typed too much and that really sucks. I never worked in a strip club and never will. I worked at Hooters when I went to college...to help pay my tuition for college...but now I work as a paralegal and even now I get mistaken for a stripper or worse a porn star...at first I took it as a compliment cause it show that I had the looks and body for it but now it's gotten way out of hand...and no one seems to have any respect...and treat me like a Im not a woman but a s

Starting Out
http://www.fulfillednights.com Hello we have started a new FREE (no credit card info at all) singles and friends website. I am not advertizing yet .my investers want to see wat kind of traffic we can get thourgh talk. so please tell everyone and check it out your self .we plan to take over in the adult dating world . so please check it out !! thank you for your time .. TIM http://www.fulfillednights.com

What Is Paganism
What is Paganism? an overview -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A simple, factual explanation of what Paganism actually is. It is pure information written for anyone who is non Pagan or who is Pagan but wants to know more. It is not meant to impress or proselytise. NOTE: I have had some letters from Christians who claim this essay is anti-Christian. That is not the case. The comparisons with Christianity are objective and without any harmful intent. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In simplest terms Paganism is a religion of place, or a native religion, for example the Native American's religion is Pagan, Hinduism is a form of Paganism. All Pagan religions are characterised by a connection and reverence for nature, and are usually polytheistic i.e. have many Gods and/or Goddesses. Modern Paganism as practised in the west is particular to the native peoples of the west

Wanna Own A Gem?
Wanna "Own" a GEM? Well here's your chance!I have entered !Starry!'s auction and for the right bid this GEM can be yours! Come check me out! 'GemZ' Also check out the host of this wonderful auction! !Starry! ~~MemberOfTheSpankerBombingFamily ~~ This bulletin brought to you by ♥aGEM4life♥

Day After My Bday
So on thursday they decide to send me home early from Germany due to a design issue with all the satellites that they wont be able to fix quickly. This delays the launch yet again. I also find out on thursday from the realtor that I rent from that the owner of the house has been receiving the money but not paying his mortgage and I will have 3 weeks to move out. I land back in Dulles friday evening. No time to set up anything for my bday on saturday so I spent it vegging with the cat. Got up early today to find out work would like me in tonight to do a 12hr hour shift. (Cool with me since I have no life) So this week I must file taxes, find a new place to live and get my car looked at cause its doing some funny shit. This is not what I thought 32 would be like.

No Child Left Behind
I am sending out this message to everyone so that this can be prevented. Recently we moved and our children had to switch schools. We have a 10 yr old girl in the 4Th grade and a 9 yr old boy in the 3rd grade. For the first month and a half everything was fine but then our son started coming home upset saying that the kids in school were teasing him. At first we gave him the speech how kids will do that and to just ignore it. When it kept going on and when he came home one day saying a child threaten to throw him over the stair banister we told him to tell the teacher. The problem escalated then because when he was trying to tell he would get in trouble for stepping out of line or getting out of his seat. That is when I called the school and made them aware of what was going on. The response I got from his teacher was that she has 24 children in her class and can't keep and eye on all of them. This past Wednesday the taunting and name calling was to much our son could handle.

Dragons Layer Lounge
I have been honored to become a staff member of the DRAGONS LAYER LOUNGE....you cant miss this...live DJ's many new things comming that other lounges just dont have....if you want to chill and talk where everyone knows your name..then this is the place for you...grab a drink come on in...join up and be part of the family.....look forward to seeing you in the DRAGONS LAYER....http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55203

You Are
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Chinese Proverbs
CHINESE PROVERBS ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car, get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car, get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife a grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bankok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. * ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *

Lost And Alone
i was found in ditch, in some foriegn land. no one knew who i was or where i belonged. they could not tell my family what had become of me. they did not know my friends. when my body was taken to the mourge no one came to claim me. because no one knew i was there. i did my job. i did as i was told. i was told that freedom depended on what i did. i was told that i would save lives. i was told many things. most of which where lies. lies told to get me to do my part. lies told by a government that does not care. when it comes down to it i did these things because i thought it was right. i did them for my family and friends. i did them because i thought it would make us free. i paid this price for freedom that is what i belive. so when you hear people knock me and put me down. remember in the end i died because i thought it would keep us free. i am just a soldier and there are millions more just like me.

Funny Emails
Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I al ways get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. 'Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Pl

Peace Of Mind
Kottonmouth Kings needa open up YOUR mind with tha KIND come and get a little DOSE of REALITY. Think about the GOOD THINGS in life, because NEGATIVITY only brings FATALITY, FATALITY brings BROKEN HEARTS, tears, flowers, caskets, people cryin', loved ones DYIN'. I see my friends goin' down the wrong path so I realize keep on strivin' stay TRUE to MYSELF and try to find MY PEACE of MIND. -D-loc

Head Scratchings
Not sure really what to blog about, but I thought I'd throw a few thoughts down here... My cousin the Goddess invited me here. So far so good...people have been nice & I do appreciate it. Still trying to get the hang of this, but I've been told the more I click around the easier it gets. Thanx to Jessica (Dreamora_Daimon) for the nice picture comments, and thanx to everyone for leaving me a few comments on the page. I'm really so used to MySpace...my friends adore me there. It'll be cool to make a few more friends on here. I'm an open book, so if there's ever anything you wanna know about me, feel free to ask. It's a lazy Sunday, so I'll be back to visit my page & see a few more of you fine folks... Until then, Peace... Eric

Gone For Awhile Again
Hey all my friends, I will be gone from Fubar awhile, will get back on as soon as I can. Im working 5 to 7 days a week 12 to 14 hrs a day.. not sure how long that is going to last though..the place im working at is an energy plant an they are having a shut down rebuilding some units. Im a security police there just started a few weeks ago thats why I havent been around much!! Will miss all my good freinds ive made on here hugssss an kissessssssss Donna

Auction!!!
Ok I'm at it again I entered another auction!! stop by and show some love I'm offering some good things..I might add more lol!!! Here's what I'm offering... rate/fan/add and rate all pics 11's during hh plus stash. Sfw salute.add to fam for 1 month. crush for 1 month. page pimp out..personal pic made by dani for u. and for the high bidders out there she might throw in a handjob!!! click the pic below and bid on me you know you wanna!! rock on Dani!!!

One Small Rate
Hello guys... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?My boy friend is trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If he gets enough people to do this,He'll get a happy hour ,so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so we get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her...click/rate/fan/add(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...xxxooo Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsThank you Very Much!!!Angel Hugs.....

About Hannah Of Corse =]
hii my names hannah people call me westy or dumb ass lol as i do have real bad blonde moments hehe im always looking 4 a larf most of the time in a kinky mood hehe i like r'n'b,hip hop, sum classics,and all that i got bebo aswell jus to let you no i really dont get fubar :S xx thats bout it really xxxxx

Who Am I
Well I think that i'm finally comming to life this morning after a night when i should have stopped drinking after about the 10th one -lol was a slow start today but after getting up going to the store downing some gatoraide on the advice of my dear friend Ana. got for my daily nourishment a large wendy's frosty I'm feeling much better. As I was out and about I really got to thinking about what my dear friend Deb told me yesterday, and I had heard berfore but it wasn't tell she said it that I really started thinking about it. "How we see ourselfs is not how others see us" it's just percetion. because how I see me - isn't really the way i'm perceved I like to think the is more to me than the boring pics you see in here but maybe there really isn't. *** I drew a box and said that it held all that I hold dear to me. When I showed it to you, you said that it was just a box I said no you have to look closer: it holds all that is real And you said that you just saw

Over Reacting?
I've come to notice that some people get their shorts in a bunch when you pay them a simple compliment. It's a shame that we have to be so stinking politically correct that a man dare not admire a beautiful woman without the fear of getting his testicles ripped off. Come on ladies, try just saying "Thank you" for a change, and take a compliment graciously!

Im Up On The Block!!!
FTW SAYS GO BID ON HIM!!!!!!!! FTW is offering: OWNED BY in my name for one month Added to family for a month, or longer if u are a good person! Access to my yahoo 1 weekly pimpout for a month 1 permanant pimpout in my blogs Salute pics, HOWEVER u want them Rate all ur stash and pics during HH For bids of 250k or over, everything above PLUS Personal Phone call, at my discretion Webcam access (2 sessions, at my discretion) 1 Personal Webcam Video Serenade For bids of 500K or over...EVERYTHING PLUS 5 Personal Webcam Video Serenades....made by me, sung by me, of songs of my choosing. 10 personal phone calls...at my discretion. YOU BID A MILLION FUBUCKS OR MORE...WE WILL DISCUSS IN PRIVATE!!!!! CLICK PIC TO BID!!! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!!!!

The Chaos That Is Me
I thought u would enjoy this...It was written by a friend and sent to me when I was feeling sad.. Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes

Ddl Family
Some of Us that Have known each other for sometime have decided to start our own little Family.We are not a Bombing or Leveling group,We are Simply a group (Family) of misfits that fit together and We will accept membership from anyone that feels like they are a misfit or just don't fit in with any other current Group.Our main focus will be to help each other have a good time here on fubar .If you are a downrater keep moving you have no home with us We are not into cruel behavior. For The Family Rules check out my Page or DarkLady's Page or Strivings page

Pray For Me
i was taken by ambulance to the hospital on wensday night i had chest pains and couldnt breath i he to go back to the hospital on thursday and friday for moe testing to see what is wrong with my heart im only 33 and have children and i need some prayer it would be a great relief to ow that i have freinds out there that would help ease some of the stress that i have at this time. thank you all my fubar freinds, Dave

Quick Bucks
Howdy...good evening to you... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?Im trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If i get enough people to do this,ill get a happy hour so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so i get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her... Just click/rate/fan/add,only takes about 2 minutes or less(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...)Plus...send me a private message and let me know you did it,and ill send you 500 fubucks for your time...Now thats a QUICK fu-buck... Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank You So Much!

Tired Of Total Jerks
I am tired of trying to be nice to men and getting treated like total trash. I am a very easy person to get along with. I love lots of things. I love nature and walking on the beach with my feet in the sand. I try to enjoy life to the fullest and would like to spend it with someone who can enjoy life to the fullest with me. Is there anyone out there that can do that?

Im Sorry
I JUST WANTED TO TELL MY FRIENDS I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND RATES YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING ME THIS WEEK . IM SORRY FOR NOT RETURNING AS MUCH LOVE AS I NORMALLY DO . I GOT THE FLU REALLY BAD AND ITS BEEN OVER A WEEK NOW AND IM FINALLY STATING TO GET BETTER . IF I HAVE NOT RATED YOU PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL GLADLY DO SO . P.S. TY FOR ALL THE GIFTS SINCE I HAVE BEEN SICK ! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT

9 Words Females Use!
1. FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up! 2. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING This the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE. 4. GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!! 5. LOUD SIGH This actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she's wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of NOTHING.) 6. THAT'S OK This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake! 7. T

Fantasies
It was a hot July evening in South Mississippi she was having trouble getting comfortable. It was hotter than a fiery furnace in her bedroom , the air was out again and the fans just seem to blowing out more hot air. Standing by her window staring at the full moon lighting up the whole sky, he stared at her watching her the white cotton clinging to her dampened body glistened through the light of the moon. As he watched he felt him self become excited he wanted her so damn bad he could hardly think of anything else. She has become his obsession and he had to have her tonight , the thought of having her to over power her made his buldge bigger under his jeans he started to rub it as he watched. He watched as she wiped the sweat from her head and cooled herself off with the dampened rag . finally watching her walk over to bed and lie down. Now was his chance . He walked over closer to the window waiting for her to sleep. Rubbing his crotch softly to keep the build up inside him care

My 105 Truths
My 105 Truths 1. real name - Sarah Elizabeth 2. like it - not really 3. single or taken - taken 4. zodiac sign - Libra 5. parents - Gary and Barb 6. siblings - jay,tim,paul,beth 7. elementary - Handley then Herig 8. middle - North 9. high - AHHS then Carrollton 10. eye color - Brown 11. hair color - Cahanges too much 12. height - 5'4" 13. favorite color -Purple 14. car you own - None 15. are you responsible? - Yes 16. are you a health freak? - no 17. do you have a hidden talent? - wouldn't you like to know 19. do you like yourself? - sometimes 20. piercings - ears, tounge 21. tattoos - 2 22. righty or lefty - righty FIRSTS- 22. first surgery - left arm 23. first piercings - ears 24. first best friend - Heather 25. first car - None 26. first sport - Soccer 27. first pet - dog and a cat 28. first vacation - camping 29. first crush - Justin Pool 30. first boyfriend or girlfriend - Ben 31. first heartbreak - ben 32. first school - Handley 33. first awa

~ Sultry Day ~ (erotic)
"Sultry Day" It was a balmy day, no breeze, just the feel of humidity in the air and no relief from a passing shower either. Somehow couldn't get him off my mind all day. It was the way in which he caught my eye, his modest smile and repeated glances almost speaking to me but without words. I had tanned this morning and we met up while I sat drinking my latte'. He past by me as if he couldn't stop himself from noticing me. That intrigued me how subtle his actions were, but yet we somehow connected on a whim. He had quietly mentioned his decision to go to the beach that day, and I made every attempt to be there also to see if he'd kept those words. I grabbed my beach gear and set off to find the right spot for the day. Eagerly, I noticed all the people, except for him. Suddenly, as I felt myself grabbing a nap while I was fully stretched out on my blanket, beneath me the warm sand heated me so and gave me thoughts of desire, he sat down quietly next to me lightly touching my fore

Survey....
40 secrets about yourself. be honest no matter what. [one] are you gay? NOPE [two] where is your default picture taken? MY HOUSE [three] what's your middle name? JANE [four] what color do you hate most? ANYTHING FLUORESCENT! [five] does your crush like you back? HUH? [six] what is your current mood? TIRED. [seven] what color underwear are you wearing? BLUE [eight] what makes you happy? THAT I WENT TO THE GYM TODAY ;) [nine] if you could go back in time and change something, what would it be? NOTHING, I DONT REGRET ANYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER DONE. [ten] look at a picture/poster in your room, who's on it? FAERIES. [eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? A TIGER [twelve] what makes you angry? DEPENDS. [thirteen] something you do a lot? GO ONLINE. [fourteen] what food will you never eat? ANY KIND OF SEAFOOD! YUCK! [fifteen] last time you were drunk? I DONT REMEMBER, IT HAS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME. [sixte

Nine Words Women Use....
1) FINE: This is the word women use to end and argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half and hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!! 5)LOUD SIGH: This is actualy a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing) 6)THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most danerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. 7

Some Things About Me
BASICS: 1. Raised in: WATERTOWN NY 2. Planned baby: NOPE 3. Birth date: OCTOBER 4TH 4. Any siblings. 1 BROTHERS 1 SISTER 5. Younger or older: OLDER BORTHER YOUNGER SIS 6. Hair color: BROWN 7. Hair length: SHORT 8. first school: OHIO STREET 9. Eye color: BLUE 10. Mood: ALONE 11. Smell: AXE 12. Height : 5'11" 13. Lefty/righty: RIGHTY 14. Sports: PLAYED FOOTBALL TILL I TORE AN ACL LOVE LIFE: 1. Do you remember your first real relationship? YES BUT I DONT WANT TO 2. Do you believe in love? YES 3. Shortest relationship? A DAY 4. Have you ever been heartbroken? YES 5. Are you liking someone now? YES 6. Have you ever fallen for a friend? YES 7. Do you believe in love at first sight? YES 8. Longest relationship? 4 YRS OFF AND ON THIS OR THAT: 1. Love or money? LOVE 2. Coffee or alcohol? ALCOHOL 3. One night stands or relationships? RELATIONSHIPS 4. Television or internet? MY CELL 5. Pepsi or coke? COKE 6. Fun night out or romantic night in? ROMANTIC NI

A Peom I Wrote For My Baby Girl Mandy Forsythe!!love You!!!
All I ever want to do is love you. All I ever want to do is kiss you. All I ever want to do is hug you. All I ever want to do is make you happy. All I ever want to do is be there for you. All I ever want to do is think about you. All I ever want to do is to miss you. All I ever want to do is take a nap with you. All I ever want to do is cuddle with you. All I ever want to do is run my fingers through your hair. All I ever want to do is talk to you when you're crying. All I ever want to do is hold you when you're crying. All I want to do is kiss you when you're crying. All I want to do is tell you to have a good night. All I want to do is tell you to have a good day. All I want to do is treat you special. All I want to do is never take you for granted. All I want to do is to be with you on lonely nights. All I want to do is look at the stars with you. All I want to do is watch movies with you. All I want to do is listen to music with you. All I want to do is fight f

Arthur Davidson,the Inventor Of Harley-davidson Motoicycle
Arthur Davidson, the inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute, and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yes, that's me." God said, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally he said, "Excuse me, but aren't You the inventor of woman?" God said, "Yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inc

New Cd To Be Released March
new CD to be released March Whiskey Creek will be finishing the latest CD "Whiskey Creek On The Rocks" at 2 Cats Studios this week. The CD will be released the second week of March. This CD is a prelude to the next "Whiskey Creek Out Of The Banks" that is scheduled to be complete by the end of 2008. Each CD will have covers as well as 1 or 2 Whiskey Creek origional songs. All music is produced by Whiskey Creek, recorded by 2 Cats Studios, and promoted by W/C Productions. The CD's will sell for $11.00 each and will be available at all shows. Whiskey Creek would like to thank family, friends and fans for their loyal support and dedication. Be safe and have a good week!! Shawn , John , T.Kane & Bill (Whiskey Creek)

He Says/she Says
SHE SAYS: No, but we think we do. As someone who dated a jerk, whom I now refer to as my "learning experience," I admit to falling under the jerk spell. Here's how the jerk spell works: we meet the jerk and in some twisted way are seduced by his confidence, charm, and passion. We don't see these as the disguises they are: confidence is really arrogance, charm comes from him being a player, and his passion is being the center of his own universe. The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms. The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms. And if we see a red flag, like the time my "learning experience" told me his definition of a relationship was "light, fun and physical," we play mind games with ourselves. We use our normally rational inner voice to convince ourselves that we can tame him or that with the right kind of girlfriend he

For You
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal lif

Burning You
Slowly fading, crumbling, deteriorating This picture that I see Its edges vibrantly glowing red Destroying a distant memory. Melting away the pain inside Charring up your soul Tearing up the broken words Inflaming the one thing that made me whole. Smoldering, kindling, slowly sputtering out Finally showing a smile on my face at the crack of dawn No more memories, burnt to dust Nothing left of you to haunt me, you are forever gone.

~~sometimes~~
**Sometimes** Sometimes I just need to hold you. I need to feel my arms around you, Strong and Loving and Warm for you... To Know that You're safe from the Hurry And Hassles of the World for just a little while. Sometimes I just need you to draw Strength From My Strength and to Know that I Care, To Know that I'm There.......... Loving You...... Always Loving You. Forever. Peace.

Done
No more tears for you No more feeling blue No more sleepless nights No more stupid fights Time to start meaning what I say Time to start walking away Time to start making it on my own Time to start making my hurt known Need to stop letting you play Need to stop worrying about the next day Need to stop looking at you like this Need to stop missing the one I miss No more chances No more advances No more I love you No more, I am through

Leave Already
Leaving me is what you needed to do A thousand times Yet each time hurts Hurts less than the first But more than the last So quickly you betrayed me And fucked my future,present, and past I hate you now And always will You're not a worry in my mind Not a blink of an eye Not a feeling in my soul And not a shadow of my affection You made me realize your life wasnt perfect And you needed a girl that fit those standards Of course not me Because I am so much better then that But realize now what YOU have lost You lost a girl who would die for you A girl in love So true to you A girl so precious A girl to keep Oh you know what The hell with you Plain and simple, you just lost ME And i couldnt be much happier So i hope down the road you hurt her too Cause then she'll know how fucked up you truly are You will figure out that you needed me all along And when you do I'll just have to say......FUCK YOU !!

~just One Minute Of Real Love~
**********Just One Minute of Real Love********** Sometimes when you Love someone with all you are...Heart, Mind, Body and Soul, you start wanting to protect them and spare them from any Hurts, Pains or Troubles. It comes from wanting the Best for them and willing to Turn the World upside down for them. It is an ureal expectation and even though Your Mind knows this, Your Heart still tells you to try EVERYTHING to help them and spare them any Pain. You try to find solutions for their problems when all they may need is your silent support. Even words used to comfort can come back and bite you in the ass because you are in a different place then they are and are in a different mindset even though you struggle mightly to be next to them. Hell, you would even take a bullet for them if you could to spare them. I am learning about Real and True Love. Peace.

Megan
MEGAN ok where to start off well i had the greatest weekend nobody could possible top it by far i am the happiest guy alive thats for dam sure i met this girl megan on fubar here transfered over to myspace and then to phone well i met this girl and holy shit shes so fucking awesome i met her and her parents and friends and everybody loves me now me and her are dating and she has a wonderful daughter she is the sweetest thing in the world i have to say she even warmed up to me too i love it all i know is that this girl is a one of a kind nobody could match this one i dont care where you looked how hard you looked or how good you are at match making nobody could ever replace or top this girl im sorry i have never seen a girl treat a guy the way she treats me i spent the whole weekend with her and i am impressed she is great her parents allowed me to stay the night the entire weekend cause they think im the shit which is awesome she loves to snuggle which i took full advantage of lol i

Love Starts With A Smile
LOVE starts with a SMILE, Grows with a Kiss, And ends with a TEAR DON'T Cry over anyone Who won't cry ever you Good FRIENDS are hard to find, HARDER to leave, And impossible to forget U can only go far as U Push Actions speak louder then words The HARDEST thing to do Is watch the one love, Love someday body else DON'T let past hold U back, You're missing the good stuff LIFE'S SHORT. If U don't look around Once in a while U might miss it. A Best Friend Is like a 4 leaf clover, HARD TO FIND And LUCKY TO HAVE Sum people Make he world SPEACIAL Just be being in it. BEST FRIENDS Are the siblings God forgot to give us When it HURTS to look back And u'er SCARED to lok ahead, U can look beside U And Uri BEST FRIEND Will always be there for U TRUE FRIENDSHIPS are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS U don't always see them, But U know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown U never know Who so falling in love with UR smile Wh

My New Lounge
Ok, so, I just started a new lounge in dedication to my family, the dragon flyers, but its open to anyone who wants in. I am writing this blog so u have the link directly to the bar, plz come to my bar, I have only one staff, but will be hiring more once I have enough members. Here is the link to the lounge, http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55471

How To Feel Safe When It Was Taken From You?
I went out Friday night with some friends of mine. I got bored and decided to go home. About 15 minutes after I got home my doorbell rang.I checked the peep hole and thought it was someone eles. "Bob" was at my door. I NEVER told Bob were I live. I answer the door and asked him why he was at my house. He said to kiss me goodnight. Bob and I do not have that kind of relationship. So I asked him how he knew where I lived. He point blank told me he followed me home. I was frozen,I couldnt move or talk at all. I coulnt grasp the fact he was standing in front of me. He left after he could tell this wasnt cool or I was in shock. Reguardless,the fucker left. After Bob left...I called my boyfriend to come home. I needed someone here with me is case Bob came back. My boyfriend was great. He held me as I just broke down and was telling him what had happened.He poured me a bath and got me a glass a wine. And held me in his arms all night. I don't feel safe coming home anymore. When I am ho

Emotion
I could tell you a thousand times, How much I love you, It still would not do justice on how much I love you. I leave you without a sound except the beating of my warm heart, Overflowing with love for you, True love is like an eternal flame... It will continue to burn for all eternity. If a tear fell from my eyes, Each time I wished you were with me, I would have an ocean shore outside my door. When the wind blows, I hear your voice, When I look up in the clouds, I see your face. If you truly love someone, then distance does not matter to the mind or the heart. When I saw you, I knew you were my true love... When I held I talked to you, I knew you were the one… I immediately fell in love with you, When you tell a person that you love them, It is coming from your heart, Spirit and soul; the place that made you love them from the beginning. Once you learned to love that special someone, it takes over you and it will never leave you. True love is

~~despite The Doubt~~
********Despite the Doubts and Troubles******* Despite the doubts and troubles that you've gone through, There is no doubt at all about your love. Though many now change partners when they want to, You've found your one and chosen not to move. In doing so, you've given me a picture More beautiful than any I might draw, More potent than the most persuasive lecture, With far more force than any rule or law. So much you've given me! Yet what you've given Of love and time and money and concern Is less than what I've seen as you have striven To make your life a lesson I might learn. I'm grateful for the things you did and do, But even more, for what you made of you. Peace.

~loved So Passionately~
Even though we fight a lot, I love you. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you, But underneath my anger I could cry. I have an uncontrolled need to control you, To be your only destiny and guide. I know it isn't fair to try to mold you, But my poor love's entangled in my pride. Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury, Which rises like a tide beneath the moon. I plead before my only judge and jury: I want to change, but know change won't come soon. Love finds it hard to let the loved one be The person who is loved so passionately. Peace.

~love Not Enough~
***There Is No Love Enough for Me to Give You*** There is no love enough for me to give you. However much I feel, there should be more. All the love an angel choir might sing you Never makes it halfway up that shore. Know that I would burst my willing heart Your life to fill with pleasure overflowing, Or if I had the genius and the art, Undertake to paint your spirit glowing. More beautiful than all the summer fields Or all the cornucopias of fall, The wish my insufficient passion yields Holds me with a vastness I recall. Even as your love became my sea, Remember that the same is yours from me. Peace.

Stalker Alert
Ok..here we go again! :s One of my stalkers (Wolf Rider),many of you already know him and what i am talking about, has created a fake profile using my pics and information that he has stolen from my profile. He is also doing this to many of my friends too. So be alert to suspicious profiles visiting your page or ripping your pics. If you get a friends request or any rude comments or messages from a newer profile that seems to be me.... do not accept it. It is not me. I have not changed my profile, I do not plan on changing my profile, so I do not need to be re-added. One profile name he is using (to scan profiles and steal info) is Sophi and the second one,at list from what i know till now is Eddy... At first i was thinking to close my account,but doing this i'll give him satisfaction and...i don't want that.I already closed my first account because of him. He has records and he shouldn't be on the net. Here's few messages which he sent to me. ""On 9/10/2007, fu1150496@fubar.c

For My Papa
I saw this poem and thought that it was great.... RIP PAPA WE LOVE & MISS YOU "The Dash" By Linda Ellis I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of his friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the second with tears, but he said that what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth, and now only those who loved her know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars, the house, the cash. What matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard, are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left. (You could be at "dash mid-range.") If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel

Ty To All My Great Friends
Hi to all . I'm just back from one week at Holyday's house and i've sen that my giveaway was completed, so i want say a very special thank to all my friends and helpers on this giveaway. YU have to know that it is because i have friends like yu that i didn't delete my account when fubar had taken off all my points and fubucks recently it had really pissed me off coz i have hard worked on fubar since one year for 4 millions points reseted at zero. A big lot of yu aprreciate really my pics and i love yu for this, so i continue but my challenge was to become the first french godfather and now it's dead. My happy hour will be today at 6 AM fubar time it will be 3 PM here ad i want thank yu wiz rates during this HH send me shouts if yu want to be thanked i am afraid to forget someone (lol) yu were a big lot to help me in the giveaway ty one more time. I wish yu all a great day.

Reach For Nothingness
Looking back now [back into the past via time travel] Something so direct as “You have too many fuckin pictures of me.” Should have made me take some [dramatic staged] action. But attachment is a tricky thing. Not attached like Velcro. But more like seeking out comfort, desperately. Now- when we’re down to the metaphorical wire, And I have to start making [rational but quick] decisions. It becomes evident that he was righty right. I have too many fucking pictures of him. Being reduced to tears knowing I'm letting memories fade, [it's better to burn out than to fade away] Was one of the hardest things I’ve done. Not hardest like- knock on wood. But more like heartdropping, breathstealing hard. Take me home now. Because this place isn’t even close. And all that I could salvage is all that I have.

Life
here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing.

Black Star
Black star, jewel of the night Black star, burning bright Magnificent sun, a beacon burning Five pointed coal, a guide eternal Black star, five pointed coal Black star, the cosmic soul Shining opaque, celestial furnace Glittering dark, a sun in mourning Black star, where light never shines Black star won't you be my guide? A dead sun for where the light never shines Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on... Black star, darken the skies Forever burn, never to die An ebony flame, a sun infernal Nemesis of the night, my own dark angel Black star, jewel of the night Black star, so cruel, so bright A glorious sun, with warmth so healing Glittering dark, a sun in mourning Black star, where light never shines Black star won't you be my guide? A dead sun for where the light never shines Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on... black star (lead) Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on...

Just To Let You Know......
I am....... #1 a Lover of Jesus Christ! #2 a Mother #3 a Wife #4 a Daughter #5 a Friend A "BEAUTIFUL" PERSON, In and (some say) Out! That is definitely an opinion. But the things that I am not is........ Gorgeous- so please, please, don't say that to me. Gorgeous in my opinion is someone that thinks that they are so "attractive" to look at that no one can touch them, in most cases,not even themselves (I just take it as a very conceited term) NOT ME AT ALL Hott- Oh pa-leez, save it for someone who really gives ah shit. The last thing I wanna be is Hot. Why don't ya just come in the shout box and say I'm trying to get in your pants and I'd like to eff the shit out of you, so so NOT a turn on, and I fa sho don't ever want to be anyone's definition of a "HOTTIE" ca-peeeesh! lmfao I'll take the compliment beautiful or bitch, BUT you will respect me , I got jokes this mornin, Love all of you, It's "BEAUTIFUL" if ya callin me anything......... Peace outtttttttt xoxoxoxo. Pyrogu

My First Pimpout From A Great Friend
Now Apearing...One of the greatest guys on FubarOne of the bestfriends you could ever have Above is his profile link...He is also a bomberSo go rate and fan himAdd him also you wont regret it So come on everyone go show him a lil special lovin... MakeMePurrr...@ fubar /> (repost of original by 'MakeMePurrr...' on '2008-02-25 05:51:53')

Myspace
if you are on myspace please send me a friend request patrickdonovan2003@yahoo.com i will comment your pics and leave comments on your page if you into hot girls check out my profile thanks and have a nice day

Hungry Promises
Sometimes when I speak to him I get the sensation of being lined up, Placed in a slot, Waiting for my number to be called. I thirst for another sensual puff of elation, That makes my head spin, That makes me forget That I hate standing in line; I hate being a number. I capture his attention, Like a glass prism that captures the light in all its glory. My brilliant mosaic reflection imprinted on the wall. He has a hungry, clutching grasp And eyes that could devour me whole. But my consumption is always diverted When something shinier saunters by. And click goes the slot. Painful clarity bubbles up to consciousness. Suddenly, I remember That I hate standing in line; I hate being a number. Again I cling to desperate promises In the hopes of remaining free Of his hungry, clutching grasp.

Baby
I am finally having a baby! I am 13 weeks along (3months) I am so happy. The guy Im having the baby with is my boyfriend and he is a good guy Im not just saying that cause we are dating. He is truly a nice guy. I did put a picture up in my gallery if you want to see. Well thats all new news from me.

Some Things Men Should Never Do....
1. never..ever wear a buttom up shirt with out a t-shirt underneath. 2. tappered jeans were outlawed in like 1987...quit going to the black market to buy them..ugh. 3. on the same lines...if you are going to buy tappered jeans...do not wear work boots with them... 4. never, ever, ever...wear flip flops in public!! 5.You should have atleast one pair of nice khakis in your closet...and wear them! 6.just because donald trump gets away with the comb over doesnt mean you can. 7. women do NOT like to hear that they are your one and only after only one phone conversation.(makes you sound nuts!!) 8. if you start something...make sure you finish it. have a good day!

Total Randomness!
Body: Here's how it works:1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box3. Use only the first page4. Copy the html and paste for the answer1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 2. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?4. WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?5. WHAT BAND ARE YOU CURRENTLY LISTENING TO?6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK?8. WHAT KIND OF PHONE DO YOU HAVE?9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?10. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?11. WHAT DO YOU LOVE MOST IN YOUR LIFE?12. WHAT IS ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF?13. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?Torrance,CA14. WHAT DO YOU HATE?15. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?

Why I Feal Hurt
You never call, write, email text unless I get pissed at you. I want to hang out you never can make time. I know you have a kid and a famly to tend too but your going to loose a good friend couse you never try. I went out of my way for you all i asked for was one day night eave morning a month. Was that to much.

The Day The "dream" Died
January 6, 1964, was a long day for Martin Luther King Jr. He spent the morning seated in the reserved section of the Supreme Court, listening as lawyers argued New York Times Co. v. Sullivan, a landmark case rising out of King's crusade against segregation in Alabama. The minister was something of an honored guest: Justice Arthur Goldberg quietly sent down a copy of Kings account of the Montgomery bus boycott, "Stride Toward Freedom," asking for an autograph. That night King retired to his room at the Willard Hotel. There FBI bugs reportedly picked up 14 hours of party chatter, the clinking of glasses and the sounds of illicit sex--including King's cries of "I'm f--ing for God" and "I'm not a Negro tonight!" Note: What is not mentioned in this article is that Martin Luther King was having sex with three White women, one of whom he brutally beat while screaming the above mentioned quotes. Much of the public information on King's use of church money to hire prostitutes and his beatin

Life
Just a little something I wrote a long time ago.. Missing You By Cocoa I miss you! I miss your eyes, your smile, your strong body. I miss the way you look at me with those sexy eyes. I miss your size...not too big or too small. Not too short or too tall. Just PERFECT for ME! Remember how we laid in bed and did absolutely nothing? I miss that! I miss the way that you said GOODBYE!What you dont know is that night I cried and cried. So if no one ever let you know... You're the best friend a girl could ever have... I miss you why'd you have to go?

House Is Sold
Well I sold the house but unfortunately for less than I wanted. I SHOULD walk away from it without owing any money to mortgage company. I am hoping lawyer is right and I will actually have enough to move with. BUT, since the house is sold will not be around much until the house is packed up. Instead of selling my stuff on ebay gonna try to go to antique mall to sell a bunch of stuff because I REALLY want to move to Oklahoma instead of being stuck here in Illinois. Prayers are really needed that I do make enough to pay off all the bills and have enough to move to warmer state lol. Love you all. Divorce will be filed so when I move I will be free :D

The Penny Files
i built this cottage for my brother in 2002. 6 years later he wanted to add on to the kitchen a bit. came up with the idea for a backslash of pennies. been an interesting project so far and still alot to do but i will add pics as i go!!!

Re-mastering - An Artistic Benefit, A Sales Gimmick Or A Crime Against Humanity!?
I've got a freaking bee in my bonnet!! About 99% of the older albums that I acquire, or re-acquire, that have been re-mastered sound like shit to me! A case in point. I've just bought Joni Mitchells 'Blue' and it sounds like it's been dipped in liquid oxygen. The sound has lost all the warmth of the original recording and it seems like it could shatter into a thousand pieces any minute! Am I just being a grumpy old git or does anybody else out there share this little bug-bear of mine? Or is it that in this time of mp3 and iPod that often produces (depending on the format selected) a sound that would have disgraced a Dansette, that people's ears are changing and brittle is the order of the day! In short, is digital the new analogue?

A Little About Me
I just thought I'd explain the reason I use a wheelchair and crutches to some of you who might be wondering about that. I was born with a birth defect called Spina Bifida. It's a neural tube defect where the extreme lower part of my spine didn't fuse correctly. This means that the vertibrates didn't close up all the way and in x rays you can see part of my spine. This caused nerve damage in my lower body. My legs and feet are particularly effected. Evenththough I have a birth defect that causes some damage in my body, I am very independant and can do pretty much everything anyone else can do, with the exception of things like full contact sports, mountain climbing, and a few ohter things. That's it for now, please feel free to message me with any other questions.

The Secret To Being Married!
A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, etc. All that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses... " > > > He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Yes, Tootsie Roll, but at the bar they have those hors d'oeuvres t

Crazy Cat
i just watched "SWeeneyTodd" and i love Johnny Depp in this movie he is sexy!!At first i didn't know what to think cause i haven't heard anything about this movie. now after watching it over and over again(cause that is what i do) i love it!!

Heaven Sent
A baby's smile is a mysterious thing fadeing as fast as it blooms and so it is to me it seems she must be dreaming of Heaven a little angel with out wings replaced by my love unconditionally constant as she grows forever a baby in my eyes and eternally an angel at home ever so empty that cloud must be where she use to lay her head and sleep and in Heaven The Lord her soul will keep as her memory of his house fades a borrowed angel lent to me, so lovely to me even in her dying innocence and one day when i walk by that way i'll stop to visit her cloud and in tears of happiness i will cry remonising of that toothless smile the days when she was virtuous and juvenille the days when she drempt of Heaven copyright protected by victoria donahue

Thoughts 1
OMG, did anyone watch Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime last night? My husband and I watch it a few times a week. It is filmed live in Los Angeles so it comes on at 9:00 for us and midnight for East Coaster's. There have been some funny ones like them all getting into a fight and ganging up on Amanda and Josh calling her a Fucking Cunt a million times. I kind of felt bad for Amanda but it made for good tv, that is for sure! What was funny is the night before, they were all loving to each other and then the next night....BAM, they were all screaming at each other. Oh what a difference a day makes! So last night, we were laying in bed and watching the show and Chelsea and Natalie were going to put on a strip show for everyone. So they went up stairs, put tons of make-up on and got naked in afront of the camera's for the world to see! Then Josh came up and decided to join them (he is gay) and he was wearing a candy thong. Hilarious! The rest of the gang sat in the ro

Poster Pics And Name Graphics
I am offering to make some poster pictures and name graphics. If you would like one a poster picture send me a message letting me know what 3 colors and what picture you want me to use for the POSTER Picture, also tell me what message you want on the Poster Picture. If you want a Name Graphic tell me 1 color and what name you want the NAME GRAPHIC to be. Here are a few of the Poster Pics I made. Here are a few of the Name Graphics I made.

~just Some Thoughts~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Just Some Thoughts~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you ~"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." ~"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." ~"Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you.'" ~"You have not lived until you've found someone worth dying for." ~"What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us." ~"Sex is like math: a

Why Do People Lie So Much ?
I have a friend and she is a very good woman and good friend she is caring, loving, just so amazing i've known her for about 1 1/2 years . She is very much in love with a man but he tells her she is everything to him , but he lies to her and thinks she is blind and can't see beyond the love . I really just want him to come clean about his intentions and for her to wake up to the BS . He came here to meet other women but still lying to the most important person in his life , telling them how he like there thickness ,how sexy they are . I think he trying to make her jealous so she will break up with him so he can sleep with who ever he wants he maybe sleeping around on her now and she don't know but if she catches STD she will know then . Please comment back on this blog , she knows i care very deeply for her .

First Reaction Quiz
Okay this is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. I have reacted to being sent this by actually filling this out. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. Here we go: 1. Beer: Bud light 2. Anorexic: something im not 3. Relationships: are awesome 4. Purple: justice 5. Power Rangers: yellow 6. Weed: use to 7. Steroids:not good 8. Cartoons: saturday 9. The President: sucks ass 10. Tupperware: ha ha um no 11. Best vacation: vegas baby 12. Santa Claus: not real 13. Halloween: witches 14. Bon Jovi: hot 15. Grammar: mine sucks 16. Facebook: for family 17. Worst fear: dying painfully 18. Marriage: been there done that it sucks 19. Paris Hilton: Whore 21. Redhead: they r hot 22. Blonde: even hotter 23. Pass the time: reading 24. One night stands: meaningless 25. Donald Trump: bastard 26. Neverland: michael jackson ha ha 27. Pixie Sticks: sugar 28. Vanilla ice cream: blah

Funny Stuff.....
NEVER ARGUE WITH A WOMAN One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never arg

My Heart
Did you sleep well? Did you feel warmth wrap around you in the middle of the night? Did a smile grace your face while deep in dreams? Did you wake up refreshed and ready for the new day? (something not common…LOL) I have a feeling you did. Why? Well, I was told a secret by my Heart when I awoke. Last evening when my conscience finally gave into my subconscious and you moved from my thoughts into my dreams, after my Heart knew I was happy because I was holding you closely, my Heart went to visit you. My Heart arrived to see you sleeping. My Heart made sure you were safe and sound. But my Heart was not happy with just that. My Heart wrapped itself around you, to hold you tight and let you know you are cared for. My Heart kissed your soul. My Heart talked to yours. Your Heart let mine know it is cared for. Your Heart reminded my Heart it is desired as much as mine desires yours. This morning when I rose from my slumber I was at peace. I woke with a smile…not a common morning s

What A Day!!!
Let me just start off by saying that this past weekend has been one of my worse weekends i have had in along time. Friday.....we took all 6, yes 6, kids shopping for shoes. You would have thought i learned from LAST YEARS fiasco. But apparently not. WE didnt 10-15 minutes at Finish Line, but almost 2 hrs. I swear 2 of MY kids are 2 of THE pickiest people for shoes ever. One wanted skater shoes the other one wanted sparkle shoes....yada yada yada. Then his two wanted other shoes as well. Then they all started arguing and i was ready to just say the hell with it and leave. Finally after going out of THAT shoe store and i am sure the employees were so ecstatic to see us leave and after spending over $350 in shoes, we ventured to go eat. which usually the kids are good cuz they love to stuff their faces with food. So anyways...we decided on IHOP... I LOVE that place. I love breakfast for dinner. So here we were waiting for our food. And I hear this guy laughing behind me. I looked be

The Road Not Taken
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Definitions
Verb. Noun. Whilst participating in either vaginal or anal ‘doggy style’ intercourse, during the instant before the male ejaculates, the penis is inserted (or kept) in the female's anus, at which point he delivers a swift punch to the back of the female’s cranium. This results in the simultaneous contraction of the anal sphincter and various other muscles in the female, thus producing a tremendous sensation for the male. However, for the technique to render successful, the receiving party must be knocked utterly unconscious.

Redhedd.com
To ALL my friends and fans!!! I might have asked you to do this before, But I really need your help! I joined a site called redhedd.com I love this site. Its all about redheads, and for those that love redheads. ANYWAY they are giving a way two trips to NYC to a redhead gathering to the top two people that get the most people to join. I don't care if you ever do anything with the acct, I REALLY appreciate if you would join and use this code when you do http://www.redhedd.com/signup/friend_BrandiLea/ THANK YOU! Brandi

Please Help Me Everyone
PLEASE CLICK ON THAT PIC AND RATE IT AND LEAVE ONE COMMENT PER PERSON!!! AND ALSO RIP IT IF U CAN!! THE MORE DETAIL IN THE COMMENT THE BETTER! YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN MAD FU LUV!!! HELP ME OUT PLZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! LOVIES ALL!!!!

Crowe Triple A (enforcer)
ZOOM ON IN TO?!?!?! WE HAVE THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME CROWE 008 (TRIPLE-A TEAM LEAD) FOR SOME AWESOME TUNES, GREAT CHAT..AND!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF LAUGHS!!! DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ KULVIR~*~ (Lead DJ) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA~*~ ~*~DJ GREENMOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ HAWKEYE~*~ ~*~DJ KICKASS~*~ ~*~DJ DOMINIQ~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND LISTEN FOR A BIT... YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THAT HOME AWAY FROM HOME YOU'VE BEEN WANTING...

Take A Britshit And Donkey Punch Muslim Style It
Alright all you donkey raping shit eaters out there, listen up. Here are some krunk slang terms. Now for all the people who are down like four flat tires on a dump truck and don't suck shlollocks, here are some. So dont be a weenus and shut the, fuck you up. http://www.urbandictionary.com/ (oh and for all the bioshackers, the link above is to be clicked on and it will take you to the site so you can have some learnage, dugh! Gosh!!)

My Docs Apt Today
For my friends that are concerned about my health and what the doctor said today.... The doctor said...I have full blown cervical cancer now.. and I was diagnosed with diabetes.. What is the worst part.. I can't afford the medications the doctor prescribed to me.. That is an update on what's going on.. Thank you for my friends that have stuck by me through all this.. I love you all Cassie

Pics
ok every time i look at my friends pages they've got like 50billion comments on almost every pic on their page and that's not even the NSFW pics. Why can't people comment if they're gonna rate? it's not that hard and if you're looking to get points that;s a good way to do it. please if you're gonna rate my pics comment too.

Thoughts
To all the memories made... My love shall never fade... I see the sparkle in your eye, I know I made you cry... To see that perfect someone... a dream come true... To watch what we could have had... Fade and trickle through To see you with another... a knife in the heart... Hoping, praying,and wishing we were never apart... True love... a brave and beautiful thing... Silent is the pain, Leaving that black stain... Why me? Why now? Is there some way i can turn this all around.... I see the end in sight... I thought about that night... You were mine for a while, at least I made you smile... I hold you in my dreams, I hold you in my heart... Try to think of ways, we could have changed things from the start... The sun is rising, another new day... In my dreams you never go away... I've lost you, never had you from the start... So why in the world is this still breaking my heart... Another love, another day, I never wanted you to go away... Your gone now, the end is near

What Have I Done
Just as a Wave Is Lifted by the Shore Just as a wave is lifted by the shore, Then breaks across the slowly rising sand, So as I watch you weep my feelings pour Across the wash of what I understand. I wish I could just take you in my arms And all your pain could melt into my chest, And all the violence of passing storms Could pass through me and finally come to rest. No words can set things right or presence lend A miracle to light your darkened way, But there is solace in a loving friend And soul mate comfort in what I don't have to say. Whatever circumstance you cannot bear, Just turn to me, and you will find me there. ~ Nicholas Gordon THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE I HURT MY GIRL ,I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME BACK AND HAVE IT THE WAY IT WAS...IM SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE..

Gone But Never Forgotten...
imikimi - Customize Your World A Celebration Of You... It was nothing that we could have suspected, there was no way for us to know. That something so tragic could happen and in a blink of the eye that u would have to go. Many days have passed and i question myself asking why i never accepted your offer to be your wife, I'd give everything i have just to have you back in our life. Sometimes it feels like an eternity since you've been gone, My heart aches and i often cry up to heaven wanting you back so i wont be alone. I thank you so much even though your not here, You gave me a precious gift and when i look into her eyes i sometimes see you my dear. I often laugh and remember all the good times we shared, You never let a day go by without telling me how much cared. I pray that you know how much i truely loved you... I've been told that i am lucky but 13 years just dont seem long enough, It gets so hard sometimes to make it through the day i wonder i am really that to

i'm going to be moving this week and am selling a few things that i cant take with me. a emachine desktop comes with monitor, keyboard,mouse,mousepad,speakers freshly installed windows xp professional new graphics card dvd+r rw 2.60ghz processor cd-rw 40gb harddrive 56k modem 10/100mps ethernet 6usb ports have a dell that i also put a new windows xp professional on.doesnt come with anything though. a 55 gallon fish tank with stand all accessories included,pump, filters, gravel, deco. everything to keep it running. plz i need to get rid of these ASAP as i'm leaving for active duty. call me anytime 770-704-4897 ask for paul thank you just name a price right but reasonable

Thank You
This Thank you goes to Heather, She Bought me this VIP for Valentines And I love it I have told her A bunch Thank you. I wanted to write her A Thank you so everyone knows how much this means no how Much she means to me. Thank you Heather (Eyes_Ta_Di_4)

For The Girls
girls, girls, girls.... A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man

Sick
Call it luck or call it alabama crud but its been hitting the alabama state like wildfire. Im just now getting over it so hopefully no one else will get it. Hope everyone had a great valentines day. Ill be hitting everyone thats near and dear with a special thing this week so be patient. Hugs to all my friends that cared and left comments or messages. Thanks southern gentleman

Kilby
Ok, some may call my a jilted lover, others may call me stupid . But still I thought this man could do no wrong. Not long after we got back together (if that is what you could really call it), I was laying in his arms and he told me that he was taking his wife to Hawaii, because she had found out about his extra marital affairs and that this was the ONLY way that he could keep his marriage intact. Wow what a blow. But just as it happens, while he was living large in Hawaii, I was in Atlanta. I thought about him often but there was a side of me that, for the sake of his son, I thought he needed to make his marriage work. He returned home and told me that all the did was argue and fight the whole time and that he felt he had wasted thousands of dollars. Will the next

Stuff 2 Share
Check out my default pic in my profile.. and check out this download FAITHFUL JOHN at http://www.sendspace.com/file/o0345o go to the bottom of the window for download.. 52 minutes or 2 hours depending on your speed, etc.. Save the file if you like.. ENJOY Kids think it is great. Warm Regards....

The Ex
ok this is what is going on my husband and i have been married for 8 years and his ex grilfriend is just now trying to come around ..she has call our house and she works as a bus aide for the head start at my kids school so she looked up my phone number and address from my nieces info on school records..my husband says to leave it be he told her to fuck off i want to go and tell this bitch myself to back the fuck off what should i do i cant take this much longer....so if anyone has any info to help me out or what i should do please feel free to leave a comment on what to do....

Hi
HI I DONT POST ALL MY PHOTOS ON HERE BUT IF U ASK ME ILL GLADILY GIVE YOU MY MYSPACE ADRESS N ALL MY PICTURES OUR ON THERE.OUR ON THIS OUTHER SIGHT I HAVE I ALSO GOT YAHOO MSN.ALSO AOL.SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHAT WITH ME ON THERE JUST ASK N IF UR A NICE A NUFF PERSON I MIGHT GIVE U MY NAME..PEAICES

New Missions
Extort from a Govt. Official requirements: Energy: 144 Mob Size: 675 250 x BFG 9000s 75 x RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 250 x Amphibious Assault Ships 10 x Stealth AH-64 Apaches 10 x Reinforced Blast Shelters Bronze- 150 skill points Silver- 650,000,000,000 Gold- 165 skill points Platinum - 5 SCB-304 Subs, 5 AH-64 Apache, 4 Outlet Strips, 5 Plasma Cannons, 35 Silver Mines Diamond- $64,000,000,000,000, 400 skill points, 20 BFG, 10 Plasma Cannons, 4 Turrets, 40 Gold Mine Fix a Horse Race requirements: Energy: 143 Mob Size: 650 100 x Horse Tracks 1 x Cattle Prod Bronze- 140 skill points Silver- $550,000,000,000 Gold- 155 skill points Platinum - 5 Armored Trucks, 2 Mines, 1 Laser Turret, 80 Scrubs Diamond - $48,000,000,000,000, 400 skill points, 20 BFG, 4 Plasma Cannons, 3 Turrets, 75 Silver Mine Commit Stock Fraud requirements: Energy: 140 Mob Size: 625 35 x Offshore Oil Rigs

Making It Work!!!
Kind of funny how things work out at times, me and gf have been dating for going on four weeks now, and have been enjoying each other's company every time we can get together. Right now she is at work, been on one hell of a schedule last couple of weeks. She works nights, I work days, when we have time see each other in between. But maybe it's a way of testing how committed we are to each other, cause if we can make it through this and still be together, then think we can make it through a lot of other things. Miss my baby, hope she has a good night at work, I'll see her for a little bit in the morning and enjoy each second of it.

Suicide Right On Stage!
yeah--i finally landed a gig at the premier long island venue-the Crazy Donkey on 3/27 at 10.45pm. this is a once in a lifetime thingy for me--lots of 'popular' and 'good' artists have played here over the years--and now--well--me i so need people to come down here--i know i'll never get the chance to play there again-so i'm not just gonna play my 4 song -20 minute set and leave the stage like i never even been there. i'm gonna rig up my fiddle bow not only with a guitar slide--but with a knife--during 'Public Suicide'--i'm gonna hurt myself on the stage--maybe real bad--maybe more--i may break a beer bottle and use that--it will all be good--i will execute judgement on myself in front of everybody--i want the press to be there--i want everybody to be there--even my enemies--the ones who managed to keep me off the good stages in new york--this will be great--remember iggy pop or the late gg allin--i want the press to be there--and if you can be there--i would love that-- if you l

Need Your Help, Please!
I'm going to be off the site for a while! I have an operation coming up and I wont be able to log on and chat with my friends on here! But where I need help lies with a comment contest that I entered! I need 10,000 comments with no time limit and my reward is an one month VIP! If you would like to, please help me achieve my goal of 10,000 comments! The link is below and any and all help is appreciated! Thank you so very much with this! I wont forget anyone who helps me, either!

All About Me.
So yepp. Mr. Paulkins (this fellah below) Pâµ|@ fubar tagged me a while ago ~ and i never got the chance to write out my blog ... lol so here it goes. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I'm a smoker. Have been for 6 years and wont stop til I am ready. Don't like that? Go fuck yourself. LOL. 2: I absolutely HATE feet. Put em anywhere near me and i'll probably puke all over you. LOL. kidding. 3: Tattoos and piercings turn me on. 4: I am a total work-a-holic. 5: I will do anything for others. I'd rather hurt myself and have someone happy than be happy myself. 6: I am ADDICTED to victorias secret, but im not materialistic. 7: I am

St. Patty's Day In Nyc
Since I haven't had a "real" vacation in about 8 years, I've decided to take off and have some fun in New York for St. Patrick's Day weekend...maybe longer, depends on my mood. Woot Woot! I've never been before, so recommendations on what to see and do is greatly appreciated. Thank you, thank you!

Heading Out!!
So Thursday I am goin to be heading to Florida for a week of fun and sun. I NEED SUN!! I'm so sick of the snow!! My plans changed a little bit and I am takin the bus so I will be in New York city and get a chance to spend sum time with Mario. I an goin to be leaving Thursday morning at 8:45 am and I'll be in Florida about 9pm Friday night. I got a great hotel with a pool, I'll be goin to Disney one day and then to Cocoa Beach. I am so excited to get outta Maine and get sum sun. My girl Rebecca will be gettin online for me to use my 11's. I will have internet at the hotel but I don't think that I will have much time to get on. Most likely I will get online at sum point to fill you all in and post sum pictures. so if I don't get to say good bye to any of you personal..Here's my good-bye!! I'll be takin to you all soon. I'll have my cell on yahoo if anyone wanted my yahoo address holla...Peace&Love Ms.Maine!! PS...Thanks Becca!!

Breaking Dog News
My little girl doggie gave birth to all her 7, yes seven, little puppies sometime this morning between 2:30 am and 6:30 am. She never woke us up, just laid in there in her box and did her little girl doggie thing. They were all cleaned up and nursing by the time we got up and saw them. We took them all to the vet this afternoon to get girl doggie a shot to help her milk come down and to make sure there was not a puppy left in her tummy that she didnt get out. All is well. If you haven't seen her yet, look in my photo album titled 'My new Dog' or something to that affect. I am going to get some pics of the puppies tomorrow and get them uploaded. They are 5 of them black and 2 of them brendal (tiger striped) - she got knocked up by a Brendal Pitt bull if you can believe that, my little half weenie dog half min pin. She is very very very protective of them and is doing well as a doggie mommy. She is keeping them cleaned up and close to her. They will all need a good home in 6 weeks.

Im On Auction Ends March 2nd
Hey, I'm up for auction. Want to fu-own me for a month. Here's your chance. Just go to this link and make a bid. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=605630&albumid=864185&i=3281114628&idx=11

Giving Up
i've tried to make everyone happy. but i cant do it anymore. it hurts to think most of the time. it takes all of my energy maybe it'll stop. maybe there'll be a day when i can please everyone. that's the day it will stop. until then, i'll do my best to please everyone. if i fail at making you happy, i'm sorry.

Get The Job Or Not??
Words you DON'T want to hear at the end of an interview...Company: We will have our hiring manager contact with the next 2 weeks. If we don't contact you we have gone with another candiate. Applican't (maybe me ;P): What is the hiring managers name? Company: No shit this is the response!!!!! I don't think that's relevant at this point in time>>> WTF????

Lmao @ This Bitch
This is the FAKEST Bitch I know... although she has salutes and shit.. she is a FAKE friend.. and she owes my friend money for a plane ticket.. Now correct me if I'm wrong but isn't this cunt stain pretty fake herself using pics from 10 years ago and what not? Yeah.. you just got served bitch.

Silver Fears
Shadowed fan blades spin in moonlight Silent and eerie in the dead of night The wind whispers of long lost dreams And ghosts wait to be discovered just out of sight Close your eyes and pretend to sleep Pretend to ignore them as shadows creep Wait for the dawn and the relief it brings From silence cold and darkness deep The moonlight falls heavy and silver on your face Following its nightly path as your eyes keep pace There’s so much beyond this deathly night Think of it and make your still heart race The morning comes with its golden tears Sweeping away all of the nights silver fears Feel the warmth of light on your trembling skin As the moonlights song fades from your ears

Being An Army Wife
Being an army wife is the hardest job Ihave ever had, but I love and support my hubby more then anything ,and will continue to support him in whatever decison he decides to make for our lives, I could not be more proud of him for the sacrficies he has made and continues to make. Having him gone the past twelve months has been a learning experience and I have learned not to take the little moments for granted, and that alot of things are not worth fighting over. I hope that when he comes home that I will be the best wife and friend he has ever had because i love him more then anything and only want to make him as happy a she has made me. Please continue to pray for his safe return and the safe return of all of out service men and women. a proud army wife

My Mother's Passing
Just letting you all know that I have not left I am just taking a leave of absence. Some know and some don't but my mother passed away on Feb 15, 2008 and I am still dealing with the loss. Please don't delete me as a friend I will be back when I get myself and all her things in order. I thank you for your friendships and I hope to talk to you all again real soon! Much Love To All, L~

Bradenton Florida
Hello My name is Jon. I am a 31 year old Ohio native. I have been in Bradenton for about 2 1/2 years. I am a simple person, open to anything, and stranger to nothing. I have this wild and crazy idea that it would be great to have a place for those of us that are a little shy in public to meet other people that live here. So if you are single, married, have kids or dont, you are not only welcome but among the elite. We are Bradenton, lets join together.

Obama For President?
Barack Hussien Obama His original name is Baraka (Arabic) not Barack (African) He outright lied about his father's Religious Denomination in the 2004 Primaries Louis Farakan backs him and his Pastor is a Farakan follower..We are in a War against Islam... A War they Declared against us and drew first blood on 9-11...I'm not a hater so enough said... But lets not allow dislike for a certain candidate or Party cloud our judgement from the bigger picture here this election... Just Concerned, Ropenlethr