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Bidding Is Open,come On In!!!=)
Bratt Chaotic ^^^^^CLICK ABOVE TO GET TO AUCTION^^^^^^ ================================================= OK, I SENT OUT LINKS TO THE AUCTION EARLIER AND I KNOW A FEW COULDNT VOTE YET, I AM SORRY, HE HAS OPENED IT TO ALL TO COMMENT NOW AND I AM READY FOR YOUR BIDS.ON THE BOTTOM I HAVE COPPIED HIS BLOG ON THE CONTEST SO ANY QUESTIONS JUST READ THAT..AND EVERYONE HAVE FUN AND I HOPE TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS THERE. JUST LOOKING TO HAVE FUN, NO DRAMA. LOVE YOU ALL!! ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾ & Chaotic Princess ================================================================================================== OK all I am going to be hosting my first auction, The Sexiest Women of Fubar. If you want in on this great auction, just send me a private message letting me know that you want in, and send me a link to the pic you want in the auction, along with a list of the things the winning bidder will get. This is not a NSFW auction. Th

Well Here It Is....
well here's my first blog...and prolly the worst yall have ever heard....this isnt directed to anyone personal its just me gettin some stuff of my chest.....Fuck the world!.....im sick and tired of fuckin people who dont mind there own buisness....fuck all the lazy bitches out there who think there man is there personal ATM machine....get a fuckin job and get off your ass....learn to live on your own and stop waiting for handouts!.....and guys .....stop treating your women like shit....women are to be treated with dignity and respect....and for those guys who have children and dont live with them...pay your fucking child support!!!!!!....im sick of my taxes going to feed your kids because your too fucked up to step up and be a real father.....fuck all those people who want to control everyone else but have no clue as to whats going on...get a fuckin life....fuck those jealous ex's who cant get it through there head....your an ex for a reason...fuck the polititian's who care more about

Too Many Words
I've tried to balance these lives that we are living You always feel justified but you never feel forgiving I woke up one morning to find myself wrapped in the things I swore I'd never touch. And here I am again trying to save what's left of you and I So why aren't you satisfied? I reached out, fell short Now you're hurt, too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it, It only gets worse And it kills me what's in me's too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight I tried to get it right But I was just wastin' my time 'cause you never compromised when it came to our lives We struggle and fall apart we build it back to static start The endless accusations I can't believe we made it this far. I reached out, fell short Now you're hurt, too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it, It only gets worse And it kills me what's in me's too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight Waking alone tom

Only A Thought
candle light flickering on skin only a glimpse of fire burning inside essence of kisses to warm the soul soft caresses spreading chills of energy a hand slid through soft hair remembered scent of heated perfume a memory so intoxicating not forgotten warm soft breath, sultry brush against the pillow eyes half closed, imagining her beauty dizzy with feelings of love and lust glistening beads on skin, a run tickles softly vapor of warm bodies together illusion of imagined dream desire to feel warmth of another a whisper of wanting more relinquished a deep breath exhaled for no one slow as a warm summer's night lost in a moment of profound desire a hunger not satisfied by sustenance

Just A Fantasy
A Slight sigh my mind wanders a gasp for air my fantasy unfolds the thought of her body close to mine a deep kiss with a passionate embrace heaven to my eyes, body and my mind touch as seductive her touch, sweet and sensual, delightful with every embrace, hot fire coming to my senses so hot and bothered just with the thought of her body and my pride inside of her making me feel so inpatient that intoxicating feeling of sweet love making A constant fantasy of her and I between crisp sheets and rose petals a seductive kiss with just a bit of tongue... makes my heart beat run lust, love and passion all in one makes a hell of a passionate love making that includes so much fun make love to me with your eyes make love to me with your lips make love to me with your finger tips but most of all make love to me with your pride that special part of you that makes my erotic passion rise

Beautiful
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with their style Your Cinderella story's for a price Vanity's a business built to fleece the unique Silicon and stars collide, the rest will fall in line Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as you are You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe you're alone for a reason, you're the reason It's so pitiful what you are, you should have seen this Coming all along Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as y

Shadow Levelers
i just wanna say ty to all my fella shadow levelers for being so welcoming into the family. i think the cause is great its good to see ppl trying to help others rather than bash them. ive added a bunch of you already and i will eventually get the rest of ya. once again ty

Want To Own Dixie Classics?
He's an awesome friend and awesome person to know. Go check it out, bid , bid, bid. Just click on the pic below to take you to the auction. Thanks so much for taking the time to read this. Much love. Auction Ends May 5th 10 a.m. EST This bulletin brought to you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Eternity In A Moment
There is a melancholy in the air And an emptiness deep inside A flux of emotions overwhelm me Rushing in like a rising tide The sun scintillates the breaking waves Creating diamonds upon every swell Each one is reminiscent Of the eyes that said farewell Bright and glorious for just a moment Then fading as quickly as it came A wondrous gift, although brief Has outlived it’s moment of fame Yet a fingertip beneath the surface Can create a false illusion So at the waters edge Our love has no conclusion I wish that I could stay forever Just outside of reality Avoiding the obvious truth And all it’s brutality And I shall try not to grieve For that which cannot be Instead be very grateful For that moment you gave to me The memory of your magnificence Is etched within my mind You may disappear from my sight But within my heart you are confined

Newest Updates For Cameron And Carson And Caleigh!!!
Newest Update!! Cameron was taken out of ICU and put in the room with her brother Carson in a private room for the two of them. They are still a long way from recovering fully, but out of immediate danger. Thankfully!!! I know the prayers of all have been with them and have helped them heal as much as they have from all of this. There are some sad parts to this story still and much prayer is still needed for them. Thank you for all your prayers and thoughts and well wishes. I love you all for all you have done in the past few days for my cousins. With Much Love To All AngL

Voting
** Again...I did not write this. I found it in my e-mail. I do not know who wrote it, but it cracked me up! ** After long and serious thought, I have decided to endorse Senator John McCain for President. I have always voted for the person and have not voted for anyone because some political party was telling me who I should vote for. We all know the choices by now and, that said, I do believe that the process of selecting a chief executive is deeply flawed. The words "money" and "special interests" come to mind, among many others. Here's the way I see it: Barack Obama, you are a fine public speaker. You are also an extremely liberal Senator from the State of Illinois , which has a long and rich history of political corruption of the first magnitude. You are indeed a child of that system. You have finally insulted my intelligence far beyond my capacity to tolerate your insults. It has nothing at all to do with your skin color. As a matter of fact, it would be so COOL t

Meh...
Well the first blog. Not going to be pleasant thats for sure. I am tired of this town. I am tired of having to rely on friends to go to places. I am tired of having to bum money off of people. I am tired doing nothing every single day. and I am tired of not being useful period. I just need to get away from this town, get a job, and shut the fuck up. But thanks to things I will blame on instead of blaming it on myself, I can't. I am going to stop being a little bitch now. Get on with your lives.

Ramblings.....
Sometimes things don't work out the way you planned right? Ever think you know something before the other person is totally oblivious to it? The last week my life has been turned upside down and i feel im handling it quite well in the same sense i don't think those around me can see whats coming. Whenever something is said its automatically my fault and im not sure i like where any of it is going....ok so all of that was a little obscure... carry on.

Dog's Prayer
Treat me kindly, my beloved master, for no heart in all the world is more grateful for kindness than the loving heart of me. Do not break my spirit with a stick, for though I should lick your hand between the blows, your patience and understanding will more quickly teach me the things you would have me do. Speak to me often, for your voice is the world's sweetest music, as you must know by the fierce wagging of my tail when your footstep falls upon my waiting ear. When it is cold and wet, please take me inside, for I am now a domesticated animal, no longer used to bitter elements. And I ask no greater glory than the privilege of sitting at your feet beside the hearth. Though had you no home, I would rather follow you through ice and snow than rest upon the softest pillow in the warmest home in all the land, for you are my god and I am your devoted worshipper. Keep my pan filled with fresh water, for although I should not reproach you were it dry, I cannot tell you when I suffer thirs

Stalker List 21 April 2008
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 7,932 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 8,959 to Level 11 (needs salute) truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 11,278 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 13,237 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 16,780 to Level 12 momofsteve@ fubar 19,096 to Level 15 BEND OVER AND SPELL RUN/1ST MEMBER OF THE J.E.R.K. FAMILY/SPANKER&SHADOW/FUBITCH TO KILLER BLUE EYES@

~ I Keep Forgetting ~
~I Keep Forgetting Every Time You Are Near~ I keep forgettin we're not in love anymore I keep forgettin things will never be the same again I keep forgettin how you made that so clear I keep forgettin every time that you are near Every time I see your smile Give you a hello, can you stay a while Heaven knows it time for you to say the things We both know are true But darling I keep forgettin We're not in love anymore I keep forgettin things will never be the same again I keep forgettin how you made that so clear I keep forgettin every time I hear How you never want to live a lie How we're supposed to follow You don't have to tell me why Why you going And why the game is through If this is not true If this is not true Tell me how I keep forgettin I'm in love with you Hey babe Things will never be the same, again I keep forgettin how you made that so real Don't say that I know you're not mine, anymore Any way Any time Tell me how we're not in love a

Truth
Truth I am sitting here late tonight just thinking about things that have passed and those who use to care, or at least acted like they did. I have had a really rough time lately and almost everyone knows about my daughter and what happen. I have found myself kinda trapped or so thats how it feels. Those that once cared or acted like it I guess have stopped. I think a lot of people have been done wrong and or forgotten . Seems as long as you are giving they remember you, but the minute you are unable to give they forget you. However I have not forgot my friends that have stood by me and are still here for me and my little girl. I have mad love and respect for them. I will always be there for those friends. As for the rest of the fakes FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm done trying to keep everyone happy. Thanks to those who are still here.

~ Love's True Essence ~
~THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~ I alway try to incorporate his philosophy in my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to those that ponder on Love's True Meaning and Essence........Peace. When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free yo

Its' Much More Than A Fu Fling..
This made me speechless and totally made my day.. April 21, 2008 @ 10:46 pm I wasn't sure where to put this, either here or on my own page as a blog. But I figured you would see it here first. So with that said, here goes...... I don't know if i could ever make it through a day without you in my life now. In such a short time you and your girls have come to mean so much to me. I cant explain it, so I wont even attempt to. I have images of you running through my head. I see you dancing through my mind, with the words I want to tell you, the words I use to tell people about you. Beautiful, sexy, funny, sweet, intelligent, my one. I see you in my head, and I have conversations with you about nothing and everything all at once, like we usually do. But there is nothing I would rather do, then share every moment I have with you. Telling you all my secrets, my dreams, my fears, and listening to yours. Building our dreams, fighting our fears, being happy with you. I dont think I have e

~ The Why's Of Men....enjoy Ladies....~
Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart by now ... then go no further

Friendships
You know, I don't know about anyone else but the way I look at friendships whether it be online or in real life, I take them seriously but what is really sad is when some people have to be facetious and not take my friendship seriously enough, I don't care if it's Yahoo Messenger or AOL Instant Messenger or MSN or MyYearbook where I have over 1,000 friends or Fubar where I have nearly 700, if you're gonna be freinds with me at least come half way to the table even though at times I may not be able to physically unless I have a way there. These days any person with a physical or mental challenge or not needs friends, but if some people are gonna sit there and be facetious with me and not be serious about the friendship and/or have their own agenda than why I am bothering to have ya as a friend, it's ridiculous, I think it's high time that people look in the mirror and put themselves in my shoes and think what if that was me in his situation? You might find out what it is like to be in s

My Fuowner
My Fu-Owner is a very sweet and amazing lady!!! She is drop dead gorgeous too!! And she is also a very good friend of mine!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE! Click her picture to go to her profile!!! Thanks for your time!

Laughter Is The Best Medicine
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

False Representation
False rep is running wild on the internet. I mean yah you might think it's shallow of me but seriously. I have never goen as far as to lie to someone to get attition. Or sucker them into a well as I call it a fat trap. And ladies don't even throw that well she might have been cool or really nice. Come on would you hook up and chill with a fat pice of lard that wont do a damn thing for himself? No so don't call the kettle black there pot. Anyways I have had the pleasure of meeting a couple of these girls face to face. LOL man opppssss. hehehe. My bad. And it's not that you don't deserve attition, or conversation, or even friendship. I will be willing to be a friend. But seriously as far as a relationship, well come on are you for real. I need to run, snow board, lift weights. Eat a certin way to live my way. Moreover to support the argument lets say you were averadge weight. You started by lieing to me. But out of the three I have meet and thought were kool enougph to mee

Update On Mom
Haven't been on in awhile. My mom has been in the hospital for about a month now. She was in Johnstown but after two botched surgeries & almost dying from infection we were finally able to get her out of there. She first went to Altoona but they said she was too serious so they recommended sending her to Pittsburgh, PA. My dad & I were driving two hours there & two back everyday while she was in ICU. Last week she was moved to a regular room so dad & I have been taking turns staying over night w/ her. Hopefully she will be transferred to a rehab place closer to home tomorrow. She will be on IV antibiotics for at least 8 more weeks & after will more than likely have to have a 3rd surgery. All that from a surgery that was to have been an over night stay, a few days of bed rest & possibly some physical therapy. Needless to say I'm completely drained, not to mention moody as hell. I'll try to get caught up w/ you all ASAP. Thanks so much for all the concern & prayers. We appreciate

Sex
You are 50% easy You are not very easy. You like to at least date someone before sleeping with them. For you, sex is about more than just the pleasure, although you do get a lot of pleasure from it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Im A Show Girl.web Cam Gurl
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Venture Capital Audio
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Naughty Kisses....
Naughty kisses you pervert rated me as a 1 and rated everything on my page and myself as a 1... nothing pisses me off more than someone who comes on here and low rates someone and then dosent have the courage toallow you to get in touch with thier page so that you can tell them to go fu themselves naughty kisses you pervert is nothing more than a cowardly fuck that dosent deserve to breathe the same air as I breath... I am a Veteran I fought for my country and was wounded in the process... I am proud of the fact that I served and sacrificed for the freedoms that we have in this country.... You naughty kisses you pervert are chicken shit and should be gang raped by a group of angry elephants and then spat upon for the ho bag skank byatch that you are.... if you had any courage about you you would have allowed me to comment back to your page... but no you want to talk shat and then hide and block out the people that you downrate you hillbilly ass frack you are scum

Our Great Friends!!!!!!!!!!
Check out a great friend of ours, you will not be disappointed in this wonderful woman. She is a KNOCK OUT with a brain that would make "some" look dumb. LOLOL Check her out and tell her Southern Couple sent you, show her the love she deserves. (Also you can drool over her GREAT pictures.) Mia - The Inked Slut@ fubar

The Waiting Is Over...at Least Until The Next Step
THE WAITING IS OVER....AT LEAST UNTIL THE NEXT STEP I mine as well just be blunt and get it over with. There really isn't any other way to ease into it. My doctor called me last evening to inform me that I do have the C word. Cancer...yes I was actually not that shocked. I knew in my mind for 3 weeks now that I had it. I just needed to hear the doctor confirm what I have been thinking all along. So, the waiting of the unknowing is over. Am over that hurdle. Next hurdle is a private consultation with her to discuss and educate me on what kind I have, stage, treatment, all options etc. This will happen either tomorrow or Friday depending on scheduling and gettting the written report back from the Pathologist. (The call from my doctor was actually pre-mature without the written report in her hand but she knew I was going outta of mind not knowing so she called me with the only finding of ...that is was cancer.) With all that being said, I am ok for now. I have a g

Just So Tired
I've been working as a CNA for the last 14 years...It wasn't my intention to stay in it so long...I wanted to go on and become a nurse...Being single...and the kids small at the time...I put it off...Having to work full time and go to school full time..when would I be home with my kids...Yeah..that's the excuse I've always used...Just no time... I worked psych for 10 yrs of that...I loved it...I believe that those patients brought me out of my shell that I was comfortable in...Let's just say I was a doormat to most anyone that came in contact with me...But with psych patients..you can't be that way...They are a tough bunch of people...Whether it be physical or mental...either way...they came at you full force... Now..I'm back in geriatrics...And it's quite the change...I like it...It's ok...A little bit more slower paced and the residents aren't ready to kill you every time you turn your back...In fact..they're grateful for any kind of help that you give them... But with both.

Friends#3
~~~~FRIENDS~~~~~~ Friend: that one special person who makes life a bit easier by just being there and listening to your problems and difficulties. Friendship: a special bond between two people. A bond that time cannot break. It is strong like a chain, with linking hearts

My Friend
We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

The Way It Should Be
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like sisters or brothers we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Cheerleading
You have all heard the opinion that cheerleading is not not a Sport,well... The fact that we don't tackle our opponents to the ground for a ball does NOT mean that we are not athletes. We work just as hard as "real athletes" work. Our practices are just as intense, 2-3 hours of repetitive running, jumping, tumbling, and lifting. Our competitions are even more intense. Cheerleaders have 2 1/2 minutes to show a judge what we have worked on for weeks. We only get one chance! There is no half time, turnovers, timeouts, or officials to give you a second chance. Our defense is against ourselves. Our points are given as a unit and taken away as a unit not as an individual making goal, making a touchdown, or homerun. This is teamwork to another level, a "second level" such as a flyer. She depends on those below her, the bases depend on her balance and mindset and skill. What is it that qualifies an activity to be a sport? Is it the ball? No, wrestling and track are known sports that do n

Fault Line
I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me Growing blame lines communicating lies Nothing more to trust fallacies of love Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend Don't worry about me the heart is supposed to bleed Purity is drained Help each other die I see it, I see it in your eyes Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend Eyes twitch and lies itch of nervous Eyes twitch and lies itch from a nervous ending Innocence is ugly in the one who is guilty Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend

Half Life
Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well Fictitious styles of living We've expected to work But this is all your giving Half of what your worth Pigeon hold in battles Overtones of snow in her clutch Falling through lines One more breath destroys the best of you The death of you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well A precious gift embedded deep within your skin But parasitic pleasures are closer than kin Please expose your shadows Such concerns are products of love Falling in lies One more fraud destroys our trust in you Our love for you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well As you kiss the abstract And pray it's everything you'd hoped for The smell of her, the thrill of her The fruit of her, the use of her Is killing everything that you've worked for The smell of her, the

Orlando Bound
OK So it is tuesday and I am already all excited for going to orlando this weekend.. I am going down on friday to see Panic At The Disco.. Then I am spending the weekend down there just relaxing and enjoying being away from home and in a city.. I miss city life soo much.. I miss every aspect of it.. From the traffic, to the woman, to the qulity of life, to the oppertunity that is down there and not up here.. So if U live in the area and want to chill while I am down there drop me a line.. If not drop me a line anyway.. I am a nice guy and pretty cool to get to know.. Well I will catch U all later..

Passion And Coldness
There is something that I see In the way you look at me There's a smile, there's a truth in ur eyes But an unexpected way on this unexpected day Could it mean this is where I belong It is you I have loved all along It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved all along There were times I ran to hide Afraid to show the other side Alone in the night without you But now I know just who you are Nd I know you hold my heart Finally this is where I belong It is you I have loved all along It's no mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home, my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved all along Over and over I'm filled with emotion Your love, it rushes through my veins And I am filled with the sweetest devotion As I, I look into your perfect face It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long. And

Life
I have had a burden fall upon me, in the recent days. It is saddening and most of all tragic. A few days back, my Aunt and I were having a conversation on the phone, about life in general. My uncle has been sick for sometime now and in and out of the hospital. His illness is caused from a path he had chosen to take back when he was younger (Alcoholism), his WBC is extremely high and has caused for serious alarm. He is slowly dying. His wife (My Aunt) says she cannot do this anymore and is thinking about leaving him. Mind you My uncle has been sober for over 2 years now. He has accepted that he will most likely not make it through the end of this year. The rest of the family including his own mother (My grandmother) refuses to even consider with the cost of funeral costs when it comes to that. So that is how the burden came to fall on me. I am over 2,000 miles away from him and the rest of my family. Should my husband and I be the wonderful neice and nephew-in-law and help m

Green Eyes
Green Eyes By: Deborah Boyd Oh go away you ugly beast I welcome you not Its not whom you seek You feast upon my mental being Bring out the person For whom I hate seeing You start the wheels That makes the mind whirl To thoughts of obscurities That leads to being insecure For why you come I do not know You make me think irrational Then it starts to show You put me in a slumber Fester on my mind Burn a hole in my soul To who I am is hard to find So go away And leave me be Let me be the one I see

Men=???
I really dont understand men! Maybe its not for me to understand. I wonder if ALL men cheat? Y is it that alot times they dont take a girls feelings into consideration? Y dont they stay single if they just wanna flirt and look at a bunch of nasty whores?! I guess thats why they have the saying, "Date like a man so u dont get played like a bitch!" Ive always been taught to express my feelings but when it does no good should u keep expressing them?! Im tired of being lied to and treated like I'm stupid! God knows my heart and knows what I need and desire. I just gotta keep faith in HIM and HIM only!

My Dad!
My Dad is dying of panceras cancer and spreading rapidly. I know the Lord is watching over him. I know he will be in a better place where he can breathe well. He is a amazing guy! He adopted when I was 2yrs from Siagon Vietnam. He put mke under his wing. I want everyone to put my Dad in your prayers! I love you Daddy and always will!

!!naughty Application !!!
Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex? 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

(poetry) Sorrow Struck Sunshine
She lies awake contemplating what a difference it would create to be happy.. For one solitary moment to smile a truth that shines through the clouds and hear the words all too sappy.. To walk into her home after stopping on the side of the road to sob and find the single stemmed rose and a heart filled note.. Yet reality strikes hard and her eyes fill with tears falling to her sadness soaked pillow.. Still thinking what it would be like sitting not alone holding true love deep in her arms under the wind swaying willow.. Sometimes to be lonely is a burden when days on end dreams always fall short.. Of reality within these beautiful eyes her wanting proof inside her heart she will have to sort..

Sorry
Sorry, it's been a while since I've been on but have been very busy gettin' house back in order and working.... Will try to get on as I can, but working wierd hours kinda makes it a little hard... Hope everyone understands and keeps the love comin'... I truly miss each and everyone of you... Huggs and Kisses and Much Love to ALL, ~ Sadie Grace ~

Earth Day
"Happy Earth Day!" she proclaimed. The bees are mysteriously dying, the ice caps are melting, the rainforests are disappearing, and were suckling up every natural resource on our planet, Happy Earth Day! I so enjoy watching the lazy halfwit who is more concerned with their media inspired "uniqueness" than to walk the extra 10-feet and put their soda can in the recycling bin as opposed to the garbage. (but at least they didn’t toss it on the ground) Happy Earth Day? "The world’s vanishing crop biodiversity worsens global hunger. Well, maybe if we stopped over producing everything, perhaps the world's biodiversity wouldn't be trampled on by mindless fools. It's Earth Day, alright. It's more like the countdown to impeding doom that we brought upon ourselves. HAPPY is not the word I would choose... especially for the one day of the year we hope people are conscious about their planet. Everyday should be Earth Day. AS ALWAYS Kristin

To The Dragon
All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We could a never had it all, * * * Complimentary "Tears Dry On Their Own" Ringtone! * * * Download Amy Winehouse Ringtones > We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A Perspective pushes thru, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fu

Life
so i have a broken down car, no job, and no money how much worse can it get, right? anyways my son is at the age he doesn't want to do anything, he just whines about everything, my daughter is at the age where she gets in to everything, and picks on her brother. she likes to play around more then he does, she falls all the time and doesn't cry, he bumps his head and starts screaming. its weird how that works huh? well anyways i'm hoping my luck is going to change pretty soon i don't know how much more of the bad luck i can take.

Keep Your Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me this story,

If I Closed My Eyes......
If I closed my eyes, would my heart stop breaking letting me love again. If I closed my eyes, would it ease the pain, would i feel free again. If I closed my eyes, would my dreams be for real or just another fantasy in my head. If I closed my eyes ,in the darkness would I see my future before me or would my past forever haunt me .. If I closed my eyes , would all my sorrow and pain go away. If I close my eyes, sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off not opening them again.......

Sometimes I Wonder
just a small rant, but i have to get this out in the open... in this lifes journey i realize ppl cross paths... and we learn positive lessons and negative lessons... but honestly... if a person has something to say to me or about me at least have the balls to say it to my face... dont act like a friend...avoid me for months...then pop back up again cuz i r jelous for what ever reason... dont be the pansy foot work for a "friend either" come on...grow up

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Thoughts 31
It is Tuesday and I just got done doing sales tax while my friend took a walk with her son. I am going to pick them up in a little bit and then we are going to have lunch. I thought I would sneak on here real fast before I head off again. Lots has been going on. Some good, some....not so good. I just wish my son would get it. Get that he is hurting himself by doing bad in school. We went to my friends Dad's memorial last Sunday. It was a little emotional and a lot of people showed up! People I have not seen for like 20-30 years! It was great seeing my absolute favorite teacher there. Mr. Mendle was my 5th grade teacher and he was the best! Loved him. He walked up to me and said, "you must be Cristi Rinearson!" (my maiden name) I have not seen him in a good 20 years. It was so good seeing all those people. An old friend gave the greatest Speech about my friends Dad and it just summed it all up perfectly. Now, Tricia and her son are staying with is although we ar

Without You
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE ITS COLD AND ALONE YOU'VE TAUGHT ME MORE THAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN. LIKE HOW IT FEELS TO CARE SO MUCH OR HOW IT FEELS TO LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH. WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE IT WOULD SURELY END I HAVE NEVER KNOWN OF A CLOSER FRIEND. WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE EVERYTHING GOES WRONG WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, LIFE CAN'T GO ON S.K.B

Vwdknw;onv
I've got no one to talk to so I'm writing this to get stuff off my chest because I feel so many emotions running through me all at once. I recently found out that someone I view as a nephew,I love as family did something or may have been part of something he should'nt have been involved with,that being said he's given people he respects and knows his word that it's not what it appears to be and with that I will believe him because he's never lied to me before. I'm disappointed in his actions after the said event occured,he could have notified people but he did'nt,I've had to worry about that in the back of my head for a few weeks now,people asking me on here about him,calling me at work,I don't know I'm just frustrated by the whole thing and because of this I've taken time away from someone that I honestly tried to keep time for,I just feel that I'm being pulled in two different directions with my life at times in that regard,it's like I feel it's either 100% commital to one end or the

Perfect Date
She breathed in deeply of Patchouli oil leaning back in the tub. Her eyes were closed and her muscles began to relax. Tonight was the night she thought to herself and she wanted it to be perfect. She ran her hand up to her breast caressing it absent mindedly as her mind wandered on what tonight would entail. She pinched her nipple smiling at the delicious sensation it caused. She imagined it was his hands that rubbed over her body. His hands that slipped over her abdomen and lower. Her eyes closed as her fingers found her warmth. Her breathing began to accelerate and her body heat rose. She slipped a finger inside herself stroking in and out in even thrusts. Her hips began to move in time with her fingers which in turn began moving faster. She could see him doing this to her. Her fantasy so intense it bordered on reality. She located her g-spot and began pressing and releasing. Her lips parted as she drew in her breath sharply. Then moan escaped her lips as her free hand began care

Dumb
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Hello Fubar People
I WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT......IF YOU DON`T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY THEN DON`T SAY ANYTHING. WHY DO PEOPLE GO TO PEOPLES MUMMS AND SAY MEAN SHIT??? I AM JUST CURIOUS. IF YOUR GOING TO BE MEAN THEN JUST DON`T SAY ANYTHING. THATS JUST ME, I DON`T GET IT !!!!1

Moonlight Madness Revised
MOONLIGHT MADNESS The sun was beginning to set and I still had not met up with Kerrie. We were suppose to meet at the creek at the bottom of the ridge two hours ago. I was hopeful she would show up and I was quite some distance into the woods. Now my hope began to fade as I was leery she wouldn’t come tonight, and I didn’t bring my cell with me so I had no way to confirm this. This isn’t the first time she had gotten side tracked and stood me up. She is my very best girlfriend and I could forgive her anything and wouldn’t trade her for the world. We have been comrades in crime for a very long time and knew each other well. Camping alone in these woods was nothing new for me. Besides I sat straddled on my best stud horse and I had Zeke, my overprotective Border collie at my side. I think I was quite safe. There wasn’t a cloud in the sky and the moon was already up and it was full, bright and majestic. It looked like a huge shining jewel pasted against a royal blue drape held in

French Cuisine Part One
Today, we're going to learn how to prepare a " croques-monsieurs " Type of dish: entry Nb of covers: 4 Preparation: 10 mn Cooking: 10 mn Budget: Economic Origin: Europe Difficulty: Easy Ingredients: 8 sandwich bread sections 8 sections of swiss cheese 0.22 lb of cheese grated 2 large sections of boiled ham butter 0.11 lb Pepper of the mill Nutmeg 4 milk teaspoons Receipt: Cut the ham sections to the same size as the bread. Made in the same way with the Swiss cheese sections. Butter the bread sections. On the bread section, lay out a section of ham and a cheese section. Pepper between each section. Put the last bread section and butter it. In a bowl, mix milk and the grated cheese. Sprinkle on toast. Put it on a baking dish in the oven at 260°F (th7-8). Let cook for 10 minutes, good to eat with a salad.

Too Short
You make me smile You make me smile whenever I see you You make me smile whenever I hear you voice You make me smile whenever you kiss me or cuddle me I felt warm and comfort just knowing you are on my side Every time I think of our memories its makes me smile Even though have few That’s what makes me smile

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love continues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I don't know the only real love we have comes from above...

< ^ > A Smile Would Have Made My Day
A bouquet of flowers An expensive gift A lavish dinner Was there really a need for all this? I appreciate every efforts of yours, but Will it break your heart if I say, That even a Smile Would have made my day? A smile that says 'I love you' and 'I care'. A genuine smile to melt me A smile to take me to the stars A smile to make me all yours. For love has no measure, it’s a poison of pleasure. For love is not what money can buy, It's an emotion, an emotion that makes you laugh and cry. And I say this again, that I appreciate every effort of yours; But don't go breaking your heart, when I say That even a smile would have made my day. For you don't need to bother much, with you I will forever stay Because you've already taken my heart away. Your Smile has made My Day!

Disturbed
You Are Profoundly Disturbing You're weird, freaky, and maybe even a little psycho. You aren't just attracted to darkness - you thrive in it. Your interests are downright creepy, and you may even lack normal human empathy. While there's no harm in enjoying the macabre, remember to keep your vilest thoughts to yourself! Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

I Can’t Live Without Your Smile
Smile at me for good morning - I can’t live without your smile. Give me the morning blessing, Please, give me the little while. And smile at me for good night To make my night dreams come true, And smile at me by moonlight - Your smile is of great value… Smile at me for all my life, Don’t stint on your smile at me, And each day be nearby To make my days and nights sweet.

Smile Always
Smile man, smile! Always smile! Smile all life and smile in style; Smiling makes one unworried; And makes you happy and less tense. Let your smile be spontaneous; Smiling keeps body relaxed, And makes your mind fit and composed; Smile man, smile! Smile always! Smile from dawn to until dusk; That’s one way to beat life’s stress; Smile to all who come across; Smile man, smile! Smile always! Smile and get forever praise; It will help you pass your days; You will never feel malaise; Smile man, smile! Smile always! Four muscles help you to smile; Sixty-four help you to frown; Smile man smile! Smile all days! Smile man, smile! Smile always!

A Smile
smile something I haven't done in a long time so long I forgot how unit you now I smile a new smile a goofy smile a smile I can’t fight off my face a smile I don’t want to fight it away a smile I enjoy every second of a smile I never want to lose a smile because of you!

Best Friends
Ever since I was little, I've dreamed of that one friend, the one that is always there and had a hand to lend. Someone that is loving and is always by my side. Because I've had some troubles and my tears I could not hide. I needed someone to hug me when I needed it the most. Someone to be honest, and know when not to boast. People here are fake, the friendship is a joke. I needed someone real, then the friendship finally awoke. I never thought it would come, since my friendship always suck... I wanted things to change, I needed better luck. I'm not sure when it happened, and not sure why it did, but you walked into my life, and I knew I found that friend. You took me in for who I am, you put your trust in me. I've finally met that person, who can set my spirit free. I'm able to talked to you without ever feeling ashamed. This friendship is for real, not just a temerapy game. Unlike most people, you know what's deep inside, you know the real me, and in you, I can confide. I've never tru

Poems
Personal Iliad A cold heart That is broken still Beats steadily on By strength of will A heart hidden away From tortures of the past Mistreated and abused With scars that will last Safe and secure In solitude it hides Away from the pain In a fortress it resides Closely guarded Impenetrable walls Like the gates of Troy The defenses must not fall On the horizon Not an army,but one A mans achilles heel Not the sword but love Disguised by beauty This one woman force Into mens hearts Comes this Trojan Horse Open the gates,Troy Allow her in The city is burning Another scar begins

Now We Are Getting Somewhere...
I was called by a CPS worker today...my son Tristan is FINALLY BEING TAKEN TO THE DOCTORS....SOMETHING THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 2 FREAKING WEEKS AGO...NOW TELL ME THAT IS NOT FUCKED UP?????..TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN..I AM NOT SAYING ANYMORE...HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOO SMART BE SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING STUPID???....LOL.....IF THESE PEOPLE WERE THAT CONCERNED ABOUT MY SON HE SHOULD HAVE SEEN A DOCTOR 2 WEEKS AGO WHEN THE WHOLE CRAP WAS STARTED...I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE...WISE AND WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!

A Broken Heart....!!
It is raining heavily outside, my heart is crying silently inside The night is dark and cold, My heart is waiting outthere for u to hold. the sky is scary with thunders and lightening, the way u left me alone is frightening, The world is running around here and there, My heart is not running,it is just waiting for u to care. There is an end to the falling rain, but is there an end to my eternal pain. there might not be anymore rain in the night, but the pain in my heart,i will have to always fight. My Life is coming to an end,i guess by loving u,i made my life a big mess, You meant the world to me, and the love u never even tried to see. My love is like a fairytale story That ended even before it could see it's glory. Across the globe,love will come again and again, and the pain in everyone's heart will forever remain.

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Pointless
There's no point in posting your Marital status on ANY site that has to do with making friends or finding a significant other cuz the majority of the people on these sites DON'T look at the status and message the person asking to hook up or on a date not KNOWING that the person they're asking is already taken.. ..and that's what really "Grinds my Gears"

My Fu-owners
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Untiltled
Confusion, dread and no desire to live to die or just survive. I've live my life a dying soul with no ambitions or a goal. I hate the day,despise the night and dread the rise of the morning light. There is no pleasure,only pain and in the end there is no gain. Surrounded by many,loved by few, i fade away like the morning dew.

Old Friends
Hello all! I am requesting help. I am trying to find an old friend of mine. We were best friends back in 1985. We did everything together, including fought about her then (shortlived) relationship with Michael Roberts. Her name is (or was, depending on if she got married) Tanya Price. We went to East Primary School, in Kermit, Texas during our second grade year. And then transferred to Purple Sage Elementary for third. But, I moved to Odessa, Texas half way through the school year. The last thing I remember of her was her dad picking her up at the school playground where we said our goodbyes so long ago. I went back to visit that summer, and found out that she moved to Oklahoma after that school year ended. So, if you know her, let her know that an old friend from second grade is looking for her. Please, help me.

Karma
Found some old ramblings from the late 90's on a 3.5 floppy in the bottom of one of my boxes... I remember being quite trashed when I wrote it, but don't know how it ended up where it did. Cool find from over a decade ago anyway. I SEE YOU NOW FOR WHAT YOU ARE YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD HIDE FOREVER IN THAT LITTLE HOLLOW IN MY SOUL THAT USED TO BE MY PRIDE YOU THOUGHT THAT I WOULD MAKE BELIEVE IN HAPPY EVER AFTER BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN SHATTERED BY THE SILENT SCREAMS OF HOPE BROKEN NO LONGER I BELIEVE IN ANYTHING SAVE OBLIVION, SWEET OBLIVION AND THE ETERNAL REST OF DARKNESS EVEN THOUGH HER BLACK EMBRACE IS DENIED ME EVERMORE I KNOW YOU NOW FOR I HAVE BEEN YOU BEFORE I WAS ME BEFORE NOW THAT I AM LOST AND I LEARNED OF ALL THE SECRETS THAT HAVE MADE ME AS I AM TODAY KARMA HAS A FUNNY WAY OF TURNING BACK THREE FOLD

Baaad Drama
Well i thought i would call my hubby today. No, we're not divorced cause i didn't want to get re-married and staying married was a pretty good plan for now... and you have to be seperated a year and so on and so forth so... anyway ring, ring, RING... female, "Hello?" me: "lemme talk to bj" female: "why" me: "CAUSE I AM HIS WIFE AND I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TALK TO HIM WHENEVER THE HELL I WANT TO, YOU LITTLE HOMEWRECKING SLUT!" female: "this is his sister stephanie" me: "ooops, my bad. let me talk to bj please" steph: " can't, his little brother just died" me: " what? which one?" {he has three} steph: "JW" {his 16yr old helf-brother} bj:" hey" and it went from there... but, i found out that JW actually died on BJ's birthday, april 17... last thursday (i was having my "me day" and completely forgot that is was his birthday, wooops, lol) but i have been having this nagging feeling to call him all weekend. anyhoo... he told me that he was getting ready to go to the fune

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Want
u want someone but u can have them in your dreams and thats it and u talk to dirty to them and do the some to u . the lust is there all the time but all u can do is dream of them . can the two person meet day will the lust go or will it still be there. u want this person but all u have is the dreams and u know they will be there.

Damn I Am Dumb
I have now for along time believed in someone who just keep's playing game's with me....BUT that's okay I have given him plenty of chance's he know's who he is. He know's I do care for him so he has used that against me it's ok I won't be around much longer so he can go play with the other's. He cannot hurt me no more. Good luck to you Jon.

Taking The First Step...
did you ever have a time in your life when u feel so in control yet so vulnerable... a person can set standards and try to live up to them to be different than everyone else... i want to believe that the one i have dremt of has finally come to me... but in my heart there is a hesitation...i am not like the others...and i strive to prove this point... but still i wait...

Thoughts
why is when your heartbreaks it usually deals with family? i really wish that i had the answer to this question because i know that 99.9% of the time when i want to cry it is over my family. i have never been close to any body in my family before. well that isn't totaly true, i have always been close with cousins who are close to my age but other then that i have always felt like an outcast and it has gotten to the point where i don't really care any more, but every once in awhile it does hurt to know that those who should love me don't. i just don't know what to do any more. i wish that i had grown up in a loving family but i didn't i grew up in a family who always told me how bad my father was and a family who looked at me with hate because i reminded them of my father. i just don't know what to do any more. even now living with family there are times i feel that i am not wanted and i just don't know what to do any more. i have those bad thoughts again and i really don't wnat them a

Crazy Lady
Please help this awesome lady she's going crazy Go R/F/A and rate her pic's .... Let get here to Godfather before the men in white come and get her and take her away She's a great mate...So come by and show some love Cute Sexy Aussie

Lj
I got my first tattoo about a month ago. It was something that I thought long and hard about and that I knew I really wanted. It represents me and who I am. I posted a pic of it in my pics album, please comment on it and let me know what you think. lj

Fog Vs, People
Because i'm really bored i thought i would share something that happened yesterday. A woman on the fu that i've never seen before came to my page and started rating my pictures. I didn't really pay attention at first, but then i saw a 9, then another one...and another. I moved my cursor over the photo she just rated and it was of me of course. So I Started paying closer attention. A 10 would come up, then a few 9's, then another 10. Every picture of mine with my face in them she rated a 9. Soon, i knew she was through with my personal pictures of me. She continued rating. And all of the rates were 10's. I checked the pictures...they were ones i had of fog. Now i have no delusions of my looks. I'm an average, at best, looking man. Yes, that's right. Yesterday, i found out that i'm uglier than fog. I can only hope i have more substance than it does. :-8

Friends Help Friends
After 7 years of not seeing and barely ever talking to my real life son I have finally gotten to where we are friends again. I just got him to join Fubar since he is now 19 and I would like to ask all my friends to help me help him get acquainted with Fubar and to R/A/F him. His link is http://fubar.com/user/1785666 Please do what you can to make him feel welcome.

My Rants
There are some people that just don't get it! They think that because you don't display your life history on your profile page that you MUST be a fake! I don't display certain things for certain reasons, as I am sure a lot of others do the same. Don't presume I am something I am not just because I don't show something or write something on my profile page. If you think something is amiss or you want to know something, it's called ASKING A QUESTION. I know a lot of folks have gotten used to just making accusations instead of showing common courtesy by asking. And if you don't like my page or if you disagree with something on my page then don't look at! It's that simple!!

Sunset Bay
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Ramblin Mind
rambling mind i usually can ramble at the mouth. tonight, i am going to ramble at the blog. has your mind ever just filled up with to many thoughts, you dont know what to do with them? i sometimes let things build up to much. i am so use to handling things on my own. i dont confide in to many people. it is all just normal shit too. i am worrying about my son going to college. i know he will be ok, but i am his mom and he will going to NY. i am worried about making sure it gets paid. i will do whatever i have to. i am worried about my financial situation. i am not poor, but by all means, i am not reach. i live from pay check to paycheck and i hate it. i am thinking about my job. not sure i want to stay,not sure if i should go. i work for my stepdad and dont want to disappoint him. my mother and him have done so much for me. i am scared he would get pissed at me. but, its getting hard for me to work for him. there are reasons of course, but i wont get into those now. yea believe th

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Something You Should Think About
> This idea sounds just crazy enough to possibly work, so > naturally it won't be given serious consideration. How > great is our bureaucracy!! > > > Hi Pals, > > I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. > > Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to > America in a We Deserve It Dividend. > > To make the math simple, let's assume there are > 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. > > Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, > woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at > adults 18 and up.. > > So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion that > equals $425,000.00. > > My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We > Deserve It Dividend. > > Of course, it would NOT be tax fre e. > > So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. > > Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. > > That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. > > But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00

Two Face Friends
Bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that won’t even read this or even give a shit about the bulletins that are posted. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So lets see who will actually repost this. This is to see who’s paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let’s see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are. Repost if you are a friend... don’t reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "two faced friends"...i posted this because im not 2 faced or a hater!!!

Choices The One Thing You Live And Die With
they follow you from the second you make them and they mold you into who you become Once made there is no hiding them and there is no running from them For they have become YOU!!! CHOICES

Masturbation May Prevent Prostate Cancer
SUMMARY: Researchers find that men who masturbate frequently are at a reduced risk of cancer. ADVERTISEMENT Frequent masturbation may help men cut their risk of contracting prostate cancer, Australian researchers have found. It is believed that carcinogens may build up in the prostate if men do not ejaculate regularly, BBC News reported on Wednesday. The researchers surveyed more than 1,000 men who had developed prostate cancer, and 1,250 men who had not. They found that men who had ejaculated the most between the ages of 20 and 50 were the least likely to get cancer. Men who ejaculated more than five times each week were a third less likely to develop prostate cancer. Sexual intercourse may not have the same effect because of the higher risk of contracting a sexually transmitted disease, which could in turn raise the risk of cancer. "Had we been able to remove ejaculations associated with sexual intercourse, there should have been an even stronger protective effect of ejaculati

Vampire
1. DISCRETION This lifestyle is private and sacred. Respect it as such. Use discretion in who you reveal yourself to, and make certain that your motives are to truly communicate about our culture and to engender understanding. By no means should you talk to others about yourself and our community when your motives are for selfish reasons such as self-promotion, sensationalism, and attention-getting. Do not hide from your nature, but never show it off to those who won't understand. 2. DIVERSITY Our paths are many, even though the journey we are on is essentially the same. No single one of us has all the answers to who and what we are. Respect everyone's personal views and practices. We cannot let petty differences of ideology prevent us from maintaining a unified community; there are enough who would attack us from the outside. Our diversity is our strength. Let our differences in viewpoint enrich us but never divide us upon ourselves. 3. SAFETY Use sense when indulging your

Fun
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

There Are 4 Types A Chicks....
"A girl has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the girl loves and will always loves, and she never wants to see her with another girl.. But.. she will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until she is mature enough to realize that if she loses Wifey she would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the girl allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the girl goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the girl matures and decides that Wifey is the one for her.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a fe

Luke
I have had several people ask me if Luke is my son... Just to fill everyone in, Luke is not my son, but my friend Cav's son. I spend alot of time with him and love him, and would take him in a minute if I could.

Christine Sherill My Friend
Christine Sherrill Christine Bumgardner Sherrill, 66, of Valdese, went to be with the Lord on Monday, April 21, 2008. She was born on Feb. 27, 1942 in Cleveland County to the late Homer Dale and Mavis Nancy Hudson Bumgardner. Survivors include her son, Harold Paul Norman and his wife, Donna, of Valdese; her daughters, Deborah Norman and Mary Sue Norman, both of Valdese; brothers, Carol Bumgardner and Melvin Bumgardner; sisters, Melvine Carpenter and Mary Tyree; seven grandchildren; six great-grandchildren; and one expected great-grandchild. In addition to her parents, she was preceded in death by her husband, Donald Otis Sherrill; a son, Walter Dale Norman; twin daughters, Thelma and Velma Norman; and a brother, Dale Bumgardner. A graveside service will be held at 2 p.m. today at Catawba Memorial Park with Pastors Tom Church and Phil Case officiating. The family will receive friends from 11 a.m. to 1 p.m. today at Amazing Grace Community Church. In lieu of flowers, donations may

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In Memory Of......
Common Sense..... Obituary Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, why life isn't always fair, and how, on occasion, maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Se

Bitch......please!!! Response To Ms. Phatbooty
Okay I'm gonna say it like this only once and I DOUBT you'll read this because I'm blocked,but IDGAF about that but JUST IN CASE.....you find your ass on my page looking around.....this is for YOU umkay? Now YOU check it sweetie....All I ever did was talk to you like a grown-the-fuck-up umkay? Like an adult,which by your response I could tell was the wrong way to handle shit with you to BEGIN with....First off you sent me messages and gifts,I SAID thank you,but I have a girlfriend,thank you for the compliments,I don't AGREE with you point of view lol but thank you anyway....you still kept buying gifts but you kept calling me a nicca which "I" and this is just me...."I" found to be offensive because I don't call ANYBODY that word so when you kept calling me a nicca....I said I know you don't mean anything negative by it,but could you not refer to me as a nicca,I'm no one's nicca,nigga,nigger or whatever,because my father was in the black panther party and I was always taught that Dr. Ma

Thechurchofdave Episode 1
Well I am obviously new here but I am ScaryDAve of thechurchofdave I am an online comedian/musician. You can find my videos on youtube.com/thechurchofdave or you can download my music for free at garageband.com/thechurchofdave I am certainly up for makin new friends but I can do without the web spam whores. They killed myspace and looks like this place will prolly get killed by them as well but oh well. I only gotta type this stuff once right ? :) I make my living as an artist. I create custom leather artworks and also build custom red, aromatic cedar furniture as well. Well that's it for today. If this place don't suck ass as bad as it looks so far (too many web spam whores to weed through)I might even come back once in a while. Sincerely DAve

Holding My First Contest!!!
AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB UP FOR GRABS! IM HOLDING A RATE CONTEST FOR THE BIGGEST PIMP OR PIMPETTE OF FUBAR.THE PRESON WITH THE MOST RATES IN TWO WEEKS WILL GET THERE CHOICE OF A AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB BLING IF INTERESTED PLEASE P.M ME AND SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE.MAKE SURE YOU HAVE FUN WITH THIS NO CHEATING,DRAMA,AND PROMOTE YOURSELF.PIX MUST BE G.Q STYLE MEANING.IF YOUR A PIMP SHOW YOUR PIMP STYLE.ABSOLUTLY NO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA YOU WILL BE DELETED OUT OF THE CONTEST:)CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE AT LEAST 10 PPL. CONTEST HOST PurpleSky*Fubar's Most Finest *@ fubar

The Past
Beneath the water that's falling from my eyes lays a soul I've left behind the edge of sorrow was reached but now I'm fine I've filled the hole I had inside I'll pray it doesn't scream my name so I light a flame and let it breathe the air that kills the shame I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again a risky morning I feel like I'm alive I can't believe I've made it through this time the edge of sorrow I lived in for some time (lived in for some time) has left the hole I have inside The burden is I try my hate was the last thing I ever felt or thought I could escape I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again You let me in then broke me down the difference is this time around I will not let you see me try I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again Erased the past again now Erased the past again Ben

Bored
How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?: A FEW Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?: YEA Are you crushin' on anybody?: UNFORTUNATELY Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: YEA Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: IDK Are you happier single or in a relationship?: EITHER Have you ever been cheated on?: YUP What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?: IDK Have you ever had your heart broken?: YUP Have you ever broken someones heart?: IDK Talk to any of your ex's?: JUST THE EX HUSBAND If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's, would you?: NO Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: YEA Have you been in an abusive relationship?: YEA Have you dated someone older than you?: YEA Younger?: YEA Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: NO Believe in love at first sight?: YEA Ever been given an

Super_mario77 Got All Butthurt
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=389816 Here's the mumm...he delete one of my comments so far where I posted our shoutbox convo, not sure if he deleted the one where I told him to go buy himself a clue... LMAO But anyways this butthurt lil bitch shows up in my shoutbox saying this crap and proceeds to rate my profile and pics 1's before blocking me like a scared punk. I guess truth does hurt. ROFLMAO *Read from the bottom up* ->super_mario77: I wont stoop to your level ->super_mario77: No, she died of cancer super_mario77: i know she had aids for been a hoe ->super_mario77: but you can still go buy yourself a clue and keep it in the mumms ->super_mario77: has been for 23 years ->super_mario77: my momma is dead super_mario77: ur mama sux too bisch

I'm Leaving In A Few Hours...
Hey hotties and everyone... Just wanted to let you know that my flight leaves in the morning. I'll post an update when I can. I want to thank everyone for the well wishes for my brother in law - I will pass them on to my sister and him. I don't know when I'll be back on fubar again; but it won't be long. So, leave me love ok? EastTnChic - I'll call when I get in! For those of my friends currently deployed stay safe and know I'll be praying for each of you as usual. For all my other friends - I'll be back soon. Close friends - I'll call when I can. xoxo, Me =D

Piss On Me Application
It seems I was'nt informed...until JUST NOW that today is piss the fuck all over T day! So this blog is your chance,it's a application,just leave your comment about how I've let you down,pissed you off or what the fuck ever its is thats got your dick bent or your tities fucking twisted because OBVIOUS-FUCKING-LY Today is that day! So go right the fuck ahead ahead...cop a squat on my page......and just piss the fuck away,I don't give a FUCK ANYMORE!!

Trust
I guess we learn the hard way in life about giving people the benefit of the doubt. Even the sweetest of friends, the last people we would ever imagine, are capable of turning their backs on us. I hate to say it but guys are the worst of the lot, because there is always someoen, younger, prettier, thinnr, whatever. I have come to the undrstanding that letting anyone get close to me, or effect me is over. Too tired of getting dissapointed by the ones I thought would never turn their backs. What hurts the most I think is when someoen was thre for you when you needed to talk about how you had been hurt, and had said how sorry they were and that what had happened to you sucked and was wrong. Then they turn around and do the exact same thing to you. Is it me or does that just seem cruel and wrong? Guys be honest. Don't lead a girl on, dont fill their heads with hope and sweet words, if you dont mean them. It's not fair.

Children & Cell Phones
Thinking about getting your child a cellphone? Then you should consider laying down some rules before you do. Most parents probably talk to their children about not going over their minutes or using their cellphone in class, but several studies highlighted by the Washington Post indicate that parents should also talk to their children about the dangers of talking on the phone while crossing the street. That may seem like a no brainer, but a study by the University of Alabama at Birmingham says unintentional pedestrian injury is a leading cause of death in middle childhood. After finding out that one-third of children between the ages of 10-12 owned a cellphone, the university decided to test children in this age group in a virtual environment that simulated a street with traffic coming from both directions. Children practiced crossing the virtual street with and without phones, and those talking on the phone were more likely to get hit by a car. Parents have argued that they on

Changes To Letting People View Nsfw Pics
OK ALL, UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE HAD TO MAKE SOME DRASTIC CHANGES ON THINGS HERE AFTER AN INCIDENT NOT LONG AGO, I HAD ADDED A GUY WHO I THOUGHT WAS BEING NICE, COME TO FIND OUT, HE WAS BEING WAY TOO NICE AND IT DEFINITELY CREEPED ME OUT, BIG TIME HERE, NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST PEOPLE BEING GAY BUT I'M 100% ONLY INTO WOMEN, I DON'T MIND SEEING TWO WOMEN GET IT ON AND THAT BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MY SEXUAL PREFERENCE, I'M ONLY INTO WOMEN BUT FOR A GUY TO GET ON HERE AFTER I JUST ADDED HIM AND HE GOES INTO MY NSFW PICS, WHICH IS CLEARLY MARKED ON ONE OF THE PHOTO ALBUMS (ONLY FOR LADIES TO VIEW), HE GOES IN THERE AND STARTS LOOKING AT ONE OF THEM THAT I SURE AS HELL DIDN'T THINK HE'D GO AND LOOK AT, SO THEN THE GUY HAS THE BALLS TO LEAVE A PHOTO COMMENT SAYING, "THEY MADE YOU DELETE THAT PIC" AND THAT'S WHEN I GOT ON THE SHOUTBOX AND TOLD HIM THIS: ->Tylle: No, they are not, not if they're NSFW dude, so I don't know what your smoking but you need to stop smoking it

Dealflow
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Sex Laws
I was researching sex laws and I must say, if nothing else, I got a great laugh out of reading the majority of the ones I found and will keep them etched into my memory for future reference especially while traveling. I started thinking "ONLY IN AMERICA" are people this wacky only to find out strange sex laws are worldwide. Just follow the link and witness for yourself that we are not alone! Listed below are some of the bizarre sex laws I found. Some are out-dated, some hard to imagine and some just plain stupid! Enjoy reading them and let me know which one is your favorite. In Ventura County, California, cats and dogs are not allowed to have sex without a permit. (Population control, no doubt and I heard they were considering doing this with people next) A law in Oblong, Illinois makes it a crime to make love while fishing or hunting on your wedding day. (Everyone knows screaming scares the wild life!) In Ames, Iowa a husband may not take more than three gulps of beer w

Insombnia Blows
boring sex survey... 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? …hell no, I don't know where they've been and im not exactly 100% sure where ive been…btw can you look at this rash for me? 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Wake up to a bj and blow just as you get that first morning stretch in…oh my god… 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the open side, so if Dracula ever comes through the window I can tangle the girl in the blankets and RUN 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? …is this some sorta sneaky way of telln what kind of girl you like to go down on? Cause if a girl tastes like any of those you might have a problem. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nah, I like to tag the side of my buddy's car. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes…but we wont speak of this any further 7. Shower or bath? Shower, too hard to screw takn a ba

Can U Read This !!!
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs sarhe it SHARE ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

Jade
The wonderful woman in the link below is so close in getting a spotlight and i was wondering if any of my friends could spare a few Fubucks for her to get this? She will repay all of u right back as soon as she gets it. pretty much u can say it is just a loan for now and that is it. So if u can spare a few for this wonderful girl from down under. that would be awesome!!! Jade.... ♥ Nate's Munchkin ♥ a member of the Dream Girlz ..... ¢¾@ fubar Thank u all in advance!!!!

Revelations..
when you are talking to others to help them or just to make a statement u tend to have those OMG moments.. well i have had a few OMFG moments tonight/this morning. one is that u have to confront your past fully to get over it .. and to get on with your life.the other is that u have to be who you are and do what YOU wantto do no matter what anyone thinks or believes about you .. its YOUR life not theirs.. so its up to YOU how your life goes and no one else...and lastly . in having these moments and realizing them to be true...for me.. i have discovered that maybe im not so blonde after all....:P

To The Guys On Here!!!
Ok I have gotten a pretty good friendship with some of you guys but others who try and get close to me are too fucking much {{except SmartAssUniv that's mah bestie}}. Dont expect me to change the way I am on here. I dont have a man and I'm not looking. So of course Im going to flirt! If your feelings get hurt easily dont fuck with me. Im not here to please anyone but myself. So next time a guy whines to me about another one im going to give you a drink and tell you to shut up and suck it up!!! This isnt a chapel it's a damn bar. Morgan is wild and never going to be tamed so plz...stop trying....and have a nice day And plz...I know its hard....but try and reframe from falling in love....

Venture Capital Online
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Why Can't I?
I have been trying to go to sleep for hours now. All I get is tossing and turning, flipping and flopping. All I want is to be able to sleep I am so sick and tried of wasting my days sleeping when I could be out doing something. What do I get me staying up all night and sleeping all night. I am starting to think that there is something seriously wrong with me. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate it all day!!!!!! Thanks for allow me to vent lol Love you bunches

F*cking Duh..some Guys Suck!
->exnavy_1974: well i cant help you with that exnavy_1974: good! Just work up too....too horny lol ->exnavy_1974: how are you doing? ->exnavy_1974: Doing good, just woke up a little bit ago exnavy_1974: how are you this morning? ->exnavy_1974: hello exnavy_1974: hi there Just a classic example of why I now block people right from the jump. You come at me like this at fucking 7:30am your ass is going to get blocked. Hell, it really doesn't matter what time it is, just seems more rude to start this shit with someone when they just wake up. What the fuck is wrong with some people? Can't these motherfuckers get a girlfriend? Are they that desperate to get off that they gotta hit up some girl on the internet?? I think it's time to update my profile as this sort of crap is happening quite frequently. Sorry folks I have to vent as this pisses me off. I hate men like this and wish they would all be put on some island far far away from a computer. *wugh*

Rescue
I stayed out late last night But nothing I could drink * Could help me drink you off my mind Everywhere I looked, (oooh) I saw your face * And I wonder, and I wonder If there still might be A little space in your heart for me 'Cause I'm so cold, I'm so alone And I miss you, babe So won't you come to my rescue Shake this pain from my soul And take this fool back in your heart baby I'll go crazy if you don't 'Cause I'm a mess here without you Ain't no pill for this pain So please, please come to my rescue baby Make it right away I was a fool to leave Leave behind everything that meant everything to me Every day and night (mmm) my heart pays the price * And I'm out here, stranded out here On this lonely road, I'm so lost won't you lead me home I need you back, need one more chance And I miss you, babe So won't you come to my rescue Shake this pain from my soul And take this fool back in your heart baby I'll go crazy if you don't 'Cause I'm a mess here wit

Tear You Apart
Got a big plan, his mind set maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, in passing, mentioned it flip to her best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright Its cute in a way, til you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak Escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he

Craiglist Vs. Ebay Greed
April 23, 2008 6:24 AM PDT Craigslist grouses about eBay lawsuit Posted by Dawn Kawamoto | Post a comment Craigslist has responded to a lawsuit filed by eBay, noting that it "came to us out of the blue," according to a posting on its craigslist blog Tuesday. The popular online classified-ad site issued its response after eBay on Tuesday filed a lawsuit, alleging that its 28.4 percent stake in Craigslist was diluted by more than 10 percent in January. eBay, which acquired its minority stake in 2004, submitted its lawsuit under seal and, as a result, few details are readily available. Craigslist said it was surprised by the action, stating that eBay had not attempted to discuss the matter with the company prior to filing its complaint. "Coming from a shareholder that views craigslist as a prime competitor, filing suit without so much as mentioning these assertions beforehand seems unethical, and hints at ulterior motives," Craigslist notes in its blog. And what ulterior

Justify
I met a man in New Orleans wore a half suit with dark blue jeans Kicked his heals together winked at me real nice. I saw him from a mile away, But in my state of mind I let him make his play "Hey boy... have you seen the other side" Yeah...in this man I saw the devil's hand so I looked at him man to man said "This time it's gonna be a fight!" I do not have to justify, The way I live my life. I do not have to justify, The reason I'm alive. I saw her from across the room with diamond eyes she's heaven's jewel. Dropped two aces smiled and threw my cards back. Yeah I've been that man Who lives deceit Surrounds himself with worldly things. So let me tell you a story Let me feed it to you We fly around like we were superman live in another trance a different way to dance with dark romance you get another chance to do that dirty dance without consequence. I do not have to justify, The way I live my life. I do not have to justify, The reason I'm alive. Let

In A Blink Of A Eye
In a blink of a eye Over the years i have lost alot People i care about in a blink in of a eye. So I have learn to love and be kind to all . To pick your fights and always tell people you love them even if you are mad at them . Cause you never know when there blinks is up Hug the ones you care about to lets them know u do . Hug people who just need a hug you never know when you might save a life. Be kind to people even if they have not been so kind to you they says its takes less time to make a enemy then a friend. So i want you all to know before my blink is up i love you all and care for you all and hug to you all.

Record Oil Prices
Breaking News from ABCNEWS.com: OIL HITS ALL-TIME HIGH OF MORE THAN $119 A BARREL, BREAKING RECORD FOR THIRD STRAIGHT DAY. You do realize this is American oil companies charging this and not the Saudis?!

Get To Me
Well an airplane's faster than a Cadillac and a whole lot smoother than a camel's back But I don't care how you get to me Just get to me Parasail or first class mail Get on the back of a Nightingale Just to get me, I don't care just get to me Prokeds, mopeds take a limousine instead They ain't cheap but they're easy to find Get on the highway point yourself my way Take a roller coaster that comes in sideways Just get to me- yeah Go on hitch a ride On the back of a butterfly There's no better way to fly To get to me I look around what I got And without you, it ain't a lot I got everything, with you, everything. Maybe you could pollinate over The Golden Gate Take a left hand turn At the corner of Haight And then a sharp right At the first street light And get yourself on a motor bike And if you think you'll Get stuck in a traffic jam That's fine, just send yourself Through a telephone line It doesn't matter how you get to me Just get to me Go on hitc

Discipline
I misbehaved, done some things I know I shouldn't do I touched myself even though you told me not to You commanded me to wait for you Ooh I tried, but I can smell you on my sheets Taste you on my skin so vividly Daddy, I disobeyed you now I want you to come punish me I need some discipline tonight, don't hold back I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, daddy make me cry, babe I need some discipline tonight I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, make me cry, oooh babe I misbehaved, and my punishment should fit my crime Tie me to something, take off my clothes Daddy I want you to take your time Ooh I'm scared My heart is beating fast shiver as you grab my neck It's better when I don't know what to expect Did I upset you daddy? Take out your frustrations on me Did I make you mad? Take out your frustrations on me You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it

Gone
GONE THATZ MY LIFE.... GONE ALONG WITH MY WIFE.... GONE JUST LIKE THAT.... GONE A REALITY SMACK.... GONE FOREVER.... GONE ITS NOT CHANGING LIKE THE WHEATHER.... WHERE DO I GO ???? I DON'T KNOW.... WHO AM I TODAY???? SHIT I DON'T EVEN KNOW.... WHERE DID I GO???? ONLY MY HEART KNOWZ.... LIFE WASN'T EASY THAT I KNOW BUT WHY LET GO???? NOW I'M FACED WITH CHOICEZ AND I BEEN HEARING VOICES.... WHATS GONNA MAKE ME HAPPY???? I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE HELL DID MY LIFE GO????

It's About Me
i'm 32 have 5 kids.we like going fishing boating camping and to the movies.we do a lot of outdoor stuff but will also do some indoor things like go to the movies or go shopping.if u want to know anything else just ask.

Gone For A Few Days
Hey my new friends!!! im going to be gone for a few days. will be back fri then on my way to see drew. :p... cant wait. under the circumstances my best friend hakeem died last night. going to go visit his family and see him one last time. will be back on here after this weekend. be good!! Gracie Lee

Science
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Autism
COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE AUTISM SUPPORT LOUNGE COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!

Just My Imagination ( Runnin Away With Me)
"Just My Imagination (Running Away With Me)" Each day through my window I watch him as he passes by. I say to myself, "What an incredible guy." To have a love like that must surely be a dream come true. Out of all the women in the world, he belongs to only you. But it was just my imagination runnin' away with me. It was just my imagination runnin' away with me. Soon we'll be married and raise a family. A cozy little home out in the country with two kids or three. I tell you, I can visualize it all. This couldn't be a dream How real it all seems. Ohh, but it was just my imagination, once again runnin' away with me. Tell you it was just my imagination runnin' away with me. Every night on my knees I pray: Dear Lord, hear my plea. Don't ever let another take his love from me or I will surely, surely die. His love is heavenly. When his arms enfold me I hear a tender rhapsody. But in reality he doesn't even know me. Once again runnin' away wit

Family Pt 2
Footprints One night I had a dream. I dreamed I was walking alone along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to me, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me, and I questioned the lord about it... "Lord, I said, that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when I needed you most you should leave me" The Lord replied, My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suf

Modeling =]
ALL MY ViiDEOS ARE HiiGHLY COPYWRiiTTEN...SO NO ONE CAN DOWNLOAD THEM...NOT EVEN ME....SO ii POSTED LiiNKS TO ALL OF MY ViiDEOS JUST COPY AND PASTE the last one should bring up your media player=] THiiS iiS THE FiiNAL 3 MODELiiNG CONTESTANTS...YES iiM ONE..... http://web.knoxnews.com/special/topmodel06/finalists.swf THiiS iiS WHERE ii WON....ii DiiDNT EXPECT iiT AT ALL....ONCE AGAiiN MY LAST NAME iiS SPELLED OWEYNS...THANKS WHS LOLZ JK http://web.knoxnews.com/special/topmodel06/morgan_owens.swf This is wher I got to go to NY and see fashion shows and famous people =] I dont talk till near the end http://wms.scripps.com/knoxville/features/0214kevin.wmv

The Bitch I Am
So, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo

Life
hello everyone.... i nkow life is to short to stop lookin at beutiful things so answer a ??? for me if you have time..yes i am married but is it wrong for me to admire other ladies? mainly on line i never meet them in person....my wife says its cheatin on her but i dont feel im wrong for lookin as im just married not blind

A Mother In Tears.
MY HEART GOES OUT 2,THE MOTHERS AND FATHERS, WHO'S CHILD IS OVER SEAS IN THIS WAR. MY YOUNGEST SON IS OVER THERE WITH THEM. I PRAY THAT HE AND ALL THE OTHERS MAKE IT BACK SAFELY. PRAY WITH ME AND SUPPORT THEM. GOD WILL SEND OUR BABIES BACK 2 US SAFELY.

Show Some Love
BIRTHDAY LUV NEEDED ♥SNOW~ANGEL69*COLO♥(OWNER~ OF ~RANDY) WANTS TO REACH GODMOTHER B4 VIP RUNS OUT ~SHARON~(Lil TAZ)*want 2 make G-mother b4 VIP runs out!! ONE YEAR ON THE FU ThE CoFfEe LaDy*Owner rockrules2001* Brought to you by Alex*FU Owned & Stalked by Summer *Real Life Hubby to the Coffee Lady

Games
Ok, trying to play this game called life. However, I have seemed to misplaced the rule book. I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt & believe in what they say. I have found many great friends this way, but have also been tremendously hurt, but I find it a waste of time to be bitter about the ones that have hurt me. So, I have picked up the controller again and am attempting to play the game once more for shits and giggles. Yea, I know I am possibly opening up myself for a lot of hurt, but also opening up the possibility for more great friends. The biggest leap I am making is going close to 2,000 miles away from what I know to something that may be. I am looking at it as this; if you don’t try then you will always wonder “what if” and I am not that kind of person. You only live once and you might as well make the best of it. Some of you here on Fubar have made it entirely impossible to trust people, but I think I have found you. This is just a website,

Vip
OK....I'm 17,000 points from leveling, and people have done just about all they can for me. So...I'm gonna whore myself out for a VIP, which I don't do very often. Below are some of the examples of pictures I can create. The above might appeal more to the guys...below are two examples that might appeal more to the ladies: I can make however many of these that you would like in exchange for a one month VIP...in addition to one weeks worth of 11's. Please send a private message stating how many pictures you would like made. × §ÎNÎS†ER ×¯× MîÑîS†ER ×@ fubar

Challenges
Turning point Your troubles can sometimes be your greatest blessings. Because those troubles will hound you relentlessly until you make valuable improvements.Your troubles help you to see and understand your weaknesses. And that enables you to start transforming those weaknesses into strengths.The best way to respond to trouble is not to curse it, but to do it one better. See each challenge as an opportunity to raise yourself to a higher level.As with everything else, your troubles are what you make of them. You can choose to make each one a turning point to a more positive and fulfilled life.Many of history's greatest accomplishments were responses to terribly difficult problems. Many of your own greatest advances have been in response to challenging situations.Choose to find the positive possibilities in everything that comes your way. And no problems will ever be able to hold you back.-- Ralph Marston

Want Bling?
Rate 120 of my pictures and i will give you a fubling its that simple! My "Just Me" Folder ~*Phyre Phli*~DJ For Centerfolds*** +I &hearts Tequila+@ fubar Message me when you start and when your done and POW fubling is all yours! come check me out!

Had Enough
Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson?She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash.A "man" should NEVER hit a woman.And should never force his girl to have sex with him,thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love.

Need A Wittle Help Please
Can you help a little just a few comments will be a big help on these contest pages need about 1,000 more then its done and this one needs only about 4,500 and she only need about 2,500

Tease
Licking slowly, bottom to top , wanting only never to stop, lick so slowly 'round the base, um so good want a taste? Suckng softly, just the tip, careful now its starting to drip. slide it slowly, between my lips, tastes so sweet, I'd hate to miss. One sweet drop, there on my hand, I'll lick it up then on with my plan. Sucking harder faster now I want it all and I want it now. Deeper now to the base, I have it all in my face, almost there, ohh Now I'm done , eating popcicles is so much fun.

Maxine Sez: Time To Take Down The Bird Feeder
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. What a beauty of a bird feeder it is, as I filled it lovingly with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table . everywhere! Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the

Bubblebath
I wait for the bath to fill with water.. then add bath oil.. the fragrance of roses fill the air in the steam that rises from the water.. dropping my robe, I step into the tub and sink down into the waiting warmth.. the water covers me leaving only my head above as it settles once more... I feel my body relax as I lean my head back and close my eyes.. Drifting.. in the silken wetness.. the oils coat my skin Candles flicker in the corners and soft music plays.. I run my hand over my arm.. feeling the smoothness I move to my breast and my fingers part to capture a nipple between them.. now both hands cup my breasts lifting their weight then stroking them from the sides, my thumbs rubbing over my nipples with each pass.. One hand glides down, down, down.. to where my pussy waits in the wetness.. my fingers move between it's folds teasing my clit..under the water.. Stopping for a moment, to press a button the tub jets shoot warm water.. outwards.. and ove

Understanding Lupus
UNDERSTANDING AND HEALING LUPUS If you are reading this because you have lupus, or a loved one does, you know how difficult it is to treat. It is very tough illness, and most of the time what the doctors prescribe doesn't work. Long-term use of their drugs and medications will even make you more ill in the long run. I have written reports on lupus and autoimmune diseases for several years now, and know of several very useful natural supplements that are well worth using if you suffer from lupus. But as to whether they would be what you need, supplying what your body lacks, it was impossible to tell. Because every person is different, with unique body chemistry, so what worked for one person may not work for you. All too often, determining what to do to get over lupus has been a matter of trial and error, a matter of shooting in the dark, hoping to hit the target. You try things that have help others, and hope they will help you too. It can be frustrating, very frustrating, when

Sad, Sad Day...
Ok, so today, a little girl by the name of Brianna, who attended my son's school and was my niece's best friend, passed away after a long and hard battle with cancer at 1pm this afternoon.... I didn't know this little girl or her family very well but had met them a few times and my heart just aches for them...I can't even imagine what losing a child must feel like...part of you suddenly gone forever...beyond your control... It reminds me why I don't believe in God...Why would he make choices like this? A seven year old little girl with so much life in her and left in her, turned into a frail, scared little girl, whose life was taken away far too soon...Never to have babies of her own...never to see the other side of the world...never to fall in love... It angers me so much...makes me feel so much rage inside... At the same time, it makes me thankful that I have two beautiful, healthy boys...I can't imagine anything bad ever happening to them...it makes me sick to think abou

The Hole Forgotten
Tight little pucker ring of tan, wants to be opened if it can. Juice me up probe me lightly fingers deep grasped tightly. Relaxation comes, pain and pleasure ready for the special treasure. Fingers move your cock comes in the sphincter's ready to stretch again. Passion brewing no holding back desires unfold in the anal attack. The passage small a tight, smooth fit fingers playing distract my clit. It won't take long stroking long and deep, orgasm strong, the cum will seep. A good ass fucking can't be beat, the cum explodes deep in my seat.

The Hotel (part 1)
The Hotel By Sir Sixx Sir has given Sapphire her task, she is to be at the hotel by 7:30 PM a key will be there waiting. She is to be wearing a short dress, classy but short, and nothing on underneath. She is to proceed directly to the room and upon entering drop the key card on the table, she is to leave the lights off and go and face the far wall. She is to raise her arms above her head and may use the wall to rest her hands on, her legs are to be apart, a standing spread eagle. For what seemed like an eternity Sapphire is there, waiting, listening. I have told her she is not aloud to speak. Then Sapphire hears the door her arms now aching and her legs weak, Sapphire begins to shiver at the fatigue and her heightened awareness that I am now here. She hears me as I walk in and place some thing on the bed. I turn on the lamp and then I pull a chair right up behind her. You hear a click, but quickly pass it off as nothing. Then without warning my lips are at your ear an

Pain
PAIN: a sharp pain has taken over what i once thought love was and now i know the pain is greater. I've loved so much and lost everytime I've truely opened up. Why is it that this boys call them selves men when a real man should know that they dont like pain and niether do females. I'm in deep thought these last couple nights with out being able to really know what to do. When some one tells u they love u shouldn't they show that every day no matter how mad u make them? Why do u want to cause paing to the ones u love cuz i know thats not love at all. I have to wonder about them who say they love me and wonder why if u love someone so much that u dont show the love u say u have unless u think they are going to walk away from u for good. No one likes to be left i guess but if u love someone and all u plan to do is cause them pain why say u love them. Pain to me is about knowing I'm living. With out pain I'd have to think it was all a dream that is never ending. The world we liv

Perfect Day
So it's time for me to get deep in my writings and all that. I haven't in awhile so I figured now with everything going on would be a wonderful time to think about deep thought and share them with everyone. Life: taking a breath everyday and living the breaths and sec. for everything they are worth. Thats how I'd love to truely say I've lived mine. but I'm not able to say that I've taking them for what they are worth alot of the time. But At least I k now I'm not alone. I've opened my eyes this weekend to a whole new thought on being lost and having to find myself. But where do I start when I'm truely a lost soul who can't seem to find the right path. I know Im 20 I still have time to find that right path but do I really. No one knows when it's there time and so I'm failing at living to the fullest in some ways. the 3 L's of living to me at one time was live laugh love... While I've changed the love to learn now. Cuz love has gotten me no where but learning has did so much more for

March Of Dimes... Walk For Babies
My daughters and I are walking this Saturday in the March For Babies in Everett WA, We are in need of sponsors (a.k.a. donations) For the price of a latte or mocha you can help by donating just $5.00 or whatever you can afford. Goto http://marchforbabies.org/DigiBrat & sponsor my daughters and me to help premature babies. Please Help & Thank you for your support. Imagine.....your baby's birth weight being less than a bag of sugar or a 2 pound free weight or a 32 oz soft drink Imagine…your granddaughter's tongue the same size as a tic-tac Imagine...not hearing your child cry until he was a month old Imagine…trying desperately to stay pregnant for as long as you can, even at risk to your own health Imagine…giving birth only to be told that your baby has a 40% chance of survival and if she does survive, she will be blind, mentally and physically handicapped and never walk Imagine…the smile on your face and the tears in your eyes when one year later, that same child RUNS past

Terbear,s
HI ALL I,M NEW TO THIS SITE LOOKING TO MEET NEW FRIENDS I,M A CHEF ALSO I AM A WIDOWER SO I,MM LOOKING TO MEET NEW PEOPLE FROM ANYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD FOR LONG LASTING FREINDSHIPS ANYTHING ELSE YOU LIKE TO KNOW JUST ASK OK

Lonley
so my hubby has been gone for 20 some odd days now and i cant wait till saturday when he comes home its been so werid and hard without him because we just got married i just moved into this new place not many friends and he had to leave me

Terms Of Service
fubar.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated July 17, 2007 fubar.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by fubar.com, ("fubar.com"). By using the fubar.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the fubar.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membership in the Service. fubar.com may modify this Agreement from time to time and such modification shall be effective upon posting by fubar.com on the Website. You agree to be bound to any changes to this Agreement when you use the S

Promises Not Spoken
Darkness touches the sky, Another day gone by. Bottled up inside, all the feelings you choose to hide. Shadowed memories of broken dreams... Shattered love stories ripped at the seams. Unspoken promises led you astray, spoken dreams taken away. Set your heart free and allow it to hurt... If shut off from feeling, than what is life worth? The risk may be great, the sacrifice real, still the unspoken promises carry the seal. And the spoken dreams may be foolish, and still... There's nothing in life greater than the love you can feel.

Promises Of Love
Your skin glows like the starlight, blossoms soft as the rose in the purest hope of spring. My heart follows your gentle voice and leaps at the whisper of your name. This dream floats in the deep night, a crystal light filling my mind. And I am comforted by your song that I carry into the twilight, as the rays of dawn whisper good bye. Whispering in the darkened ebony sky, my soul longs for a love to last, will it ever be mine? Until that day, I wait in the moonlight for your secret song, so that we may love as one, heart to heart, in search of the magnificent and mystical promises of love.

Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

The Hotel (part 2)
By Sir Sixx Then I walk back towards you, your eyes never leaving mine, I sit down in the chair in front of you and motion to you to come to me. As Sapphire makes her way to kneel in front of me, I take a fist full of your hair and lean forward and lick you lips and then shove my tongue down your throat. With a jerk I pull you away and push you towards my cock telling you to lick my balls and cock. You slowly start licking my balls and working your way up my shaft, you go to take the head of my cock in your mouth but I pull you away a saying "Sapphire listen to me" I said "lick not suck" you continue to lick up and down and all around my head and shaft, then my balls. I then tell you to take me in your mouth, You eagerly do as I wish as it is your wish also, but I hold your hair so I am controlling your motion and I am slowly allowing you to descend onto my cock. Then I stand up and as I do your movements become quicker forcing my now hard cock deeper and deeper down your throat yo

Risk
Oh death may say of dreams in youth - "You never knew his private truth." So much we weren't prepared for, Hearts should be nurtured and cared for. I stepped into this dance with you, I chose to take this chance with you! Facing risk, I knew the dangers . . . For when the dancing ends, Though many remain friends, Some become Strangers!

My Rantings...
Yesterday was the first time I was able to take the bike out this year. I've been busy, and old man winter held on for quite a while, but I think he is finally gone ;) There really is nothing like a sunny day with the wind in your hair... If you ride you know what I'm saying, and if you don't, well, you need to ;) Better days are coming everyone, have a blast!

What Would Life Be
What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

Away For A While
Just wanted to let everyone know that I've popped online for a little bit, and I hope that everyone is doing okay. As most of you already know, I'm currently unable to be around much, due to my lack of net service. I do want you all to know that i'll check my messages once or twice a week, and any love you all wanna leave me, i will be sure to do my best to try and return it. :) I'm expecting to be back within a lil' while, but for now, I just wanted everyone to know that you can feel free to message me, or hit me up with your number if ya wanna keep in touch while i'm gone. if you wish, i'll drop my number to you. just hit me up with a message. have a great one everyone!

A Fathers Love (written By Latenite Fantasy To All His Daughters)
for all my loving daugthers Through a Father's Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© Through a Father's Eyes It all starts when you're told your going to have a baby The panic, the thing that had always caused fear Could it be possible I am going to a man or little lady And when the birth comes so do the tears. The first wails, the first little sighs The first giggles and the first coos You'll wipe away the teardrops from her eyes And run away the first time she poops. When the sweet little princess is cradled in your arms Her little face all puckered and scrunched up Your already hers as she smiles and you see her charms That manly facade breaks and your no longer so tough When you get her home and rock your new daughter And you'll never forget the first time you held her and she fell asleep You'll know what it's like to really be a father Looking down at her angelic face and trying not to weep. It's a time of many glorious new first you'll see In no time

Check These Woman Out
Bratt Chaotic ^^^^^CLICK ABOVE TO GET TO AUCTION^^^^^^ ================================================= OK, I SENT OUT LINKS TO THE AUCTION EARLIER AND I KNOW A FEW COULDNT VOTE YET, I AM SORRY, HE HAS OPENED IT TO ALL TO COMMENT NOW AND I AM READY FOR YOUR BIDS.ON THE BOTTOM I HAVE COPPIED HIS BLOG ON THE CONTEST SO ANY QUESTIONS JUST READ THAT..AND EVERYONE HAVE FUN AND I HOPE TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS THERE. JUST LOOKING TO HAVE FUN, NO DRAMA. LOVE YOU ALL!! ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾ & Chaotic Princess ================================================================================================== OK all I am going to be hosting my first auction, The Sexiest Women of Fubar. If you want in on this great auction, just send me a private message letting me know that you want in, and send me a link to the pic you want in the auction, along with a list of the things the winning bidder will get. This is not a NSFW auction. Th

Today
You know the more that I leave this town, the clearer I think. I do not understand how these people who lived here for generations haven't had enough brains to pick up and move. I have been praying for help on moving, and I think my answer is coming soon. If you guys never lived in a tiny town in the middle of nowhere, let me tell you, coming from the city and living here it's been a living nightmare for the past two years. People here are much different, they seem like the lights are on, but no ones home. I sometimes feel like in the movie "They Live" if you haven't seen it, please do so maybe you'll have a simple concept of what I've been living. LOL I have been going through A LOT lately, and I really have shut down from the world, and I though maybe writing something on here would make me feel better. Like somone actually cares enough to read what I am thinking. THANK GOD FOR THE INTERNET. You know my whole entire life, people have told me exactly what to do and whe

Read N Learn
AS I MATURE I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU. ALL YOU CAN DO IS STALK THEM AND HOPE THEY PANIC AND GIVE IN. I LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE, SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST ASSHOLES. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD UP TRUST, AND IT ONLY TAKES SUSPICION, NOT PROOF, TO DESTROY IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN GET BY ON CHARM FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES. AFTER THAT, YOU BETTER HAVE A BIG WILLY OR HUGE BOOBS. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS - THEY ARE MORE SCREWED UP THAN YOU THINK. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN KEEP VOMITING LONG AFTER YOU THINK YOU'RE FINISHED. I'VE LEARNED THAT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT WE DO, UNLESS WE ARE CELEBRITIES. I'VE LEARNED THAT REGARDLESS OF HOW HOT AND STEAMY A RELATIONSHIP IS AT FIRST, THE PASSION FADES, AND THERE HAD BETTER BE A LOT OF MONEY TO TAKE ITS PLACE! I'VE LEARNED THAT 99% OF THE TIME WHEN SOMETHING ISN'T WORKING IN YOUR HOUSE, ONE OF YOUR KIDS DID IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT TH

Stalkers List 23 April 08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 6,632 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 7,219 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 7,788 to Level 11 (needs salute) truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 11,169 to Level 13 kasman**SHADOW LEVELER**@ fubar 11,578 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 20,914 to Level 13 momofsteve@ fubar 21,686 to Level 16 ladystartara*Razorblade Kisses or Crimson moon*

Just Some Thoughts!
I find myself wondering these days if love really exists anymore. I thought it did once, now I'm not so sure. I gave my heart to someone very special once, and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back from him. He has moved on to someone else, but still has the key to my heart. After almost a year I still can't get him out of my head and out of my heart. I have tried to move on with someone else, and it just doesn't seem to have worked. I feel so much guilt for someone else having fallen in love with me, when I am still so much in love with someone that doesn't want me anymore. I am searching for a way to get these feelings of love out of my heart and out of my head, but it just won't leave me alone. Maybe it isn't even love at all, maybe it is just wishful thinking that there really is such a thing called love.

Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, Java! We wanted to wish Java a Happy Birthday! Please go show her some BDay love! Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! We have just learned that it was Java's Bday. Sorry we haven't been online but we have been extremely busy. We will be back as soon as we can!

Arf Arf Arf!!!
I know I posted one a while back on the same lines as this, but this one has a funny twist... Ok, you all know how I feel about the being on all 4's trying to look sexy in a pic...*rolls eyes* Well to me, it makes some of the women look like they have a badonkadonk wider than their shoulders...I just seen one on a blast that I spit my iced tea all over myself lmfaooooooooo.... This chick was in a pair of jeans and looked like she slid on her arms to keep from slamming her nose into the ground omg I was laughing so hard I gave myself a headache lmfao...Yes I'm bored, I'm all out of all rates n stuff and not ready to go to bed yet...I was thinkin about having one taken of me with a flower stickin outta my crack lmfaoooooo...What are your thoughts???

Friend2soulmate.com
Hello to all our friends.... We would like to welcome all you to the coolest and newest online dating site. We charish all our friends and would love to see you all make even more friends or even meet your one and true soulmate. It's FREE to join so come check us out if you like. Our site also offers many features as a paid member. Some of the features include instant messaging, love test, compatibility test and more..... http://friend2soulmate.com

R.i.p. Angels In Heaven
This is hard for me to write. Ok here it goes.... Last year on March 17-2007 My daughter and two of her friends died in a traggic trailer fire. All though they are no longer here with us in person they are in heaven watching over us. They have become beautiful angels that look after all of us. Though we miss them very much they are always with us in spirit. One day we will all be together again but for now R.I.P

Thoughts On Stuff
I have been kinda down as of late. Down, because it seems no matter how much effort, care, and trust I put into my romantic interests, nothing seems to pan out. I have had 2 (well 3) romantic interests as of late. the first one was a 21 yr old woman....it was fun for about a week, but you remember how it was like when you were that age...relationships end as soon as they begin...fast! The other 2 are friends I have. The second one...well that won't happen...oh we are good friends but im about as sexually appealing to her as a house cat. The last one is a bit more complex. we are great friends, and we had some history of romance in the distant past. She's different now. She still sees me as a dear dear friend and thinks I'm attractive...but she doesnt want me like that anymore, if she did, she would have done somthing about it by now. Its too bad really, becasue honestly, I could see myself spending the rest of my life with her. Im thankful and greatful we are sitll friends (even tho

How To Get In Touch W/ Me
Hey all you sexy guys and girls out there reading this. I work for a place where I provide company, providing your willing and eager to pay for it. I promise to make it soooooo worth it though. I'm always wet, ready and oh so very wild. I take all calls from guys or girls. Hope to hear back from you sexy people soon. Go to the link below: http://www.longislandlolitas.com/Natalie.htm Click on my name and dial the # for me. Then we can get some hot fun in! ~Natalie~

It's Life.
Well...after many mistakes and people just looking to have fun with a person's emotions...I have found a person that makes my life great and more complete then where I was going and headed. I am hoping that the trip here and worth it. I know that so far it has been and I wouldn't change a minute of it....because who knows where I would end up if I did. This girl is what I have been looking for. She is smart, sweet, funny, and likes certain aspects of a lifestyle that not many people do. I am still alive even though I haven't been on here in a long time. It's just that since its spring there is more things to do around the house like getting my garden planted and maintained. Nothing beats fresh veggies and fruits! Hope that who ever decides to read this has fun with their lives and has a great time until I return.

Random Thoughts...
Well, it has been awhile since I actually blogged in here... I'll do most of my writing here, cut, paste and put it on the page I spend more of my internet time on......... maybe..... Now that I have a job where I actually have to work, I don't spend all that much time chatting online anymore... how odd is that? So I'm a bit confused at what is termed the "American Work Ethic"... does it really exist? Is business really gone from the action plan to the 'here and now' plan? Let's say you run a business that grosses about a half a million per month..... lets say the big reason behind this money is a certain part of your inventory.... now... since inventory is a numeric thing.. and sales trends, being 'trends' are also numeric... doesn't it stand to reason that if you see your numbers getting low you replace said merchandise to continue making money? Or do you tell your 'consultative' salesmen (don't get me started on that line) to just sell the bigger ticket item because 'we have some

All Dead Inside
The feelings of the past Of all the relationships Did not ever last now I'm sitting here Alone and crying I felt the pain of my heart And the pain of my soul Having nowhere to run and hide No place, nowhere to go. Feeling lost all the time All alone Don't know where to turn to Have no reason or no will to live So I'm letting you know this Of all the loves I've ever known And ever had in my life You've already lost my love, My faith and all my feelings are gone. Of all the feelings I have left are none But why do I still want to cry I am frustrated and wondering So lost and no one cares Have no one or nothing for my life It's all been stabbed by a knife In my back so I guess from the dying inside I'll just wait, sit down and relax No friends, no family, Nothing but all dead inside.

Let Down Again
Because I loved you I gave you another chance You let me down again I heard about your dance All your trips out of town just to do your dirt Never thinking about me or how I would be hurt Do you want us both? Are you torn between two? You need to make your choice and decide who's your boo I'm not strong enough to leave you yet But that day will come, this you can bet

I Will Learn To Love Again
Even thought you brought clouds to my blue skies. And chased my rainbow away. I will learn to love again. And when the tears fall from my eyes And you still make my heart cry. I will learn to love again. So when you look back at your like and love You will see that my love came from above And I have learned to love again.

Hes Trying To Godfather
this person is part of the shaow levelers and is in a race to see just who can make it to godfather first he has over a millon to go but if we all keep working on him a little at a time i think we can just help him out some even though he isnt under our 15,000 points limit but when it comes to making godfather i think we can help him get his points down i for one am going to help him a little everyday because i would hope and pray that the favor would be returned to me 1 day and the owner of shadow levelers is a wonderful lady booboo has helped me dearly in the past back in sept. 2007 love this wonderful bunch of family we have here when i lost my daughter a freak did something that upset me she was there 4 e so please go show him some love thank you all so very much misfit~angels SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar

Why Me?
i just don't know what to do anymore. seems like there are certain people out there who love talking bad about me and making me look bad and getting enjoyment in my pain. i don't know what to do anymore.

Second Time Around...
So, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo

Artistic Minds
i remember everyday, every hour, we spent together. i remember the sadness sorrow, drives with never ending questions. i remember every night i missed you, and know that the stars that i looked at every night had your heart tight. i remember the night that i fell, with your last words in sight with the blame, and lies so clear. i fell so hard, and no care in your mind but yourself....... now i have apart of you, apart of your heart, that twinkle in your eye, the one who is ever so sly..... people what do you think.....?

Venture Capital Success
Venture Capital Success Venture capital success: “I recently listed my company on FundingPost.com and as a result of their introduction, we took an hour-long meeting with a VC at their office! We'll let you know where it leads. Thank you FundingPost for helping us connect!” - Tom Hawkett, Connect4Growth Corp. “I had two Venture Firms request a business plan in last couple of weeks from FundingPost due to being a Pitching Across America winner. Thanks FundingPost!” - Cameron Gunn, Shield Technology Group “I am very excited about having invested in Cloud Systems, an emerging leader in the enterprise control system software space, thanks to FundingPost.com and my panel participation in November 2005 at the Menlo Park conference where I met their CFO and partner.” - Bob Welch, Coast Ventures “After our presentation at FundingPost, we received a term sheet from one of the VC's we met there. It was a very valuable meeting - thanks FundingPost.” - Ellis Smith, President

Untitled..
They say love never dies But it does leave an empty space Where a heart should be. I cried a thousand tears I died a thousand deaths Will I survive? Will my love return? I danced a million dances And prayed as many times. Will it help? I think not. So, shall I live or die? Life’s so wonderful Despite the sorrow. I’ll live and remember And learn to love again. written by:(head enforcer)

Fu-king Forever?
LOL.. ok.. I really don't care to much if i level to godfather..since there will just be double the amount of points to go. But, I thought I would try what others do.. and do a blog or something on how I would like to be leveled. I only got.. 1,920,000 to go! Can you all help me out today..so by the time I get home from work.. I will be godfather? OK, I know,, I am just joking, but seriously..if you want to..you can. I will rate yourstuff to! Now, my morning joke is over.. just wanting to wish you all a happy Thursday.. I am off to work..and already exhausted.

All At Sea
All At Sea It was last summer when Uncle John and Aunty May Left Southampton On a cruise ship holiday I wouldn’t like it It was like a holiday camp at sea And just like Butlin's There was entertainment daily And after dinner At the end of each day Everyone met in the lounge Where there were games to play But one evening Illness struck aunty May So Uncle Joe Went on his own to play Each person had to give A ten minute address that evening On a subject Of someone else’s choosing When Joe’s turn came Of all the subjects That he could have had He had to talk about sex He was very nervous But gave of his all And at the end Applause Reverberated round the hall Feeling very pleased Joe went back to his cabin And found May still awake Who wanted updating “We had to give a little talk It was a very nice evening Ten minutes on a subject Of someone else’s choosing” “What was your speech about?” May wanted to hear He thought for a moment

Meaning Of Flag Draped Coffin
Thank you so much Beer Hunter! The Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin, 21 Gun Salute & Our Folded Flag All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers i

A Fool
I'm sitting all alone in my room and once again I'm thinking of my life My past is passing me by See a lot of pain, a lot of tears That's how I remember it There were a lot of days that I could only cry My hope was faded away I wanted to say goodbye to everything Now I'm laughing and feeling fine Sometimes I still cry, inside and outside But that's different then in the past I wanted to say goodbye to everything Damn, what was I a fool Cause if I really said goodbye I had never felt this lovely feeling deep inside It's a great feeling, called love And I'm so thankful for finding my love It's making me stronger day after day There was a time that I wanted to say goodbye, Now I want to live!

The Storm
A tear in the fabric of reality An illusion or the truth? The ashes of your awakening Delusions of your youth. The dreams you once had Have become warped and twisted. Refrain from the thoughts you have Tremble on what once existed. Slip away from your morality As your essence becomes frayed Lose the battle against insanity These skies are turning grey. Fall back into the dust As your vision becomes obscured Scream into the face of lust Stand where death once lured. A taste for vengeance The seed of your betrayal Losing grip as my head spins Seeking truth but lies prevail. Fading into the darkness What once was can never be You're living off my weakness Captivity will never set me free. I am not meant to be here When will you let me go? My face is tainted by tears Feelings will never be shown. Slap on that smile Again, another day I'm living in denial Because there's no sun after the rain.

Mumms
First some background. I am a union steward. I represent everyone who is disciplined by the management of the grocery store I work at. Because of the oil boom in Alberta, we just can't get anyone but kids to work for us. Last week, two of them got caught with booze. One was blasted, the other has had a drink, or maybe two, just enough to have a smell of liquor on his breath. So I asked, Should someone be fired for having a drink or two? Wow, the Anger! Most people took it that I was an alcoholic freak, and did the names start to fly. cinfulone "Sure...why not get blasted at work, get in your car and endanger the lives of everyone else on the road. What an upstanding guy." Jeehosafat "and if you ever make a mumm on whether or not you are a dumbass, the answer to that would also be yes." liquidxtc "i like to get sh*t faced and run the forklifts into everything" Baron VonMuffin... "I bet you work at the sperm donor clinic" (Which I think is supost to be an insult, but is p

One Of My Inspirations!!
PERFECT WOMAN by: William Wordsworth (1770-1850) HE was a phantom of delight When first she gleamed upon my sight; A lovely apparition, sent To be a moment's ornament; Her eyes as stars of twilight fair; Like twilight's, too, her dusky hair; But all things else about her drawn From May-time and the cheerful dawn; A dancing shape, an image gay, To haunt, to startle, and waylay. I saw her upon nearer view, A Spirit, yet a Woman too! Her household motions light and free, And steps of virgin liberty; A countenance in which did meet Sweet records, promises as sweet; A creature not too bright or good For human nature's daily food; For transient sorrows, simple wiles, Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and sm

Reissue Slaves Creed
~slave's creed~ He is Master, and i am slave, He is owner, and i am owned, He commands, and i obey, He is to be pleased, and i am to please. Why is this? Because He is Master, and i am slave. I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a slave and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that slave does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fe

About Leaving
A week from today will be my last day on fubar, but not forever. I am moving and changing jobs, so it will take me some time to get settled but i will get back as soon as i can. but lets make this last week as fun as possbile i would love to win my giveaway, see my giveaway blog and comment the hell out of my pics, i will definitely return all the love. and then some. i love you all and i will miss you while i am away. be good. Stacy

Lotus Nation
=== 'SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Club FAR> Promoter of S*U*P & Lotus Pod Nation>owner/owned mishnumber1' wrote the following at '2008-04-24 05:50:56'.. > > just go to reply in this mail and copy code from the ~~~ to the **** should do it > > > ~~~ > > ********

Inside Mayokos Mind.....bahahaha!!!! :)
Heya guys!I just wanted to see if anyone would actually want to own me....so here goes! 1.Rate all my pictures and my profile(10's ofcourse lol) 2.Fan me 3.Add me 4.Leave me profile comments everyday until bidding ends. 5.Bidding starts at 5,000 fubucks 6.Bid for me in this blog 7.Rate this blog :) *You MUST private message me to let me know you have done 1 and 2 so I can keep tabs on who does what. *You can be a guy or a girl *winks* *The winner must be able to buy me a 7 day blast or 1 Happy Hour. *11's are always better than 10's :) *Bidding starts right now and will end next Friday at 6p.m. GOOD LUCK!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Where There Is Love
__________________________________There is Love!by Maggy Erotokritou__________________________________Where there is light, there is LOVE. LOVE is like a candle in the darkness that lights your way. LOVE is the healing balm that comforts the heart, soothes the soul and frees the spirit to fly beyond unimaginable horizons. LOVE makes everything endurable. LOVE is the only real power and it can heal all suffering and transform any situation. LOVE has never ending patience, LOVE is always the answer...When the heart is heavy or troubled, it is because you have forgotten and disconnected from LOVE. To be in the light, is to be in LOVE, to always be aligned with LOVE brings great joy. Open yourself up to the light of LOVE, listen with your heart and let your heart speak. Open every chamber of the heart, even those that have been closed for a long time. Clear all barriers to LOVE and remember that you came here to experience LOVE, to give LOVE, to understand LOVE and to fall in LOVE with lif

First Time On Fubar
I am here since like 5 min. newly logged in and i dont know what the heck i am doing. lol. so just be patient with me. i need to check this whole page out. i dont know how to write you back, whoever keeps on writing me, just write me but i dont know how to get back to you. so hopefully you all read my blog. lol. i am sorry. i hope i figure it out soon. i keep on getting blog posts, what do i do with them, can i answer them or do i just leave them like that. help!!!!!!!!! Big time help! there are noises , sorry, i dont know what to do. lol

Why Is That?
so when you spark up a feeling for someone and they make all the big deal saying that they don't wanna get hurt and feel like I might be the one to hurt them... then they are the one to hurt you... wierd hmmmm, i give up,....

What Number Are You?
You Are 3: The Achiever You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy. Eager to reach your goals, you are ambitious and competitive. You are good at motivating yourself and motivating others. You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor. At Your Best: You are kind, confident, and completely authentic. You are witty and full of life. At Your Worst: You are insecure, narcissistic, and jealous. Your Fixation: Vanity Your Primary Fear: Being worthless. Your Primary Desire: To be important and valuable. Other Number 3's: Tom Cruise, Sylvester Stallone, Michael Jordan, Madonna, and Shania Twain. What Number Are You?

My Own Words To Live By
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

Thievery
favorites? Animal - cat Breakfast - Big cup o coffee and algebra II Color - khaki Drink - Capt morgan and Iced tea...together.. Event - Birth Flower - Iris' Gift - Sex House - one that is my OWN (amen) Ingredient - paul newman's sockarooni Juice - ew Keepsake - all three of my kids umbilical cords.. Life accomplishment - going back to college Memory - the first time i meant my ex husband and how fucking goofy i thought he was...in a cute redneck sort of way Nightime activity - sex Occupation - Banking... i like numbers what can i say Quote - If you don't define yourself for yourself you'll be sucked into other peoples reality of you and eaten alive- Audre lord Room - Launddry room Sport - sex Time of day - whatever time i get off work. Urban place - Chicago Il Vacation - hocking hills ohio Weedend activity - making homemade playdoh with the kids Xercise - sex Year - 1978 Zodiac - Aquarius because thats whats compatible with me..

Unconditional Love
There’s only one kind of love that can fill us up, make us whole, and give us the happiness we all want: unconditional love or true love. It is unconditional love that we all seek, and somehow we intuitively realize that anything other than that kind of love isn’t really love at all—it’s an imitation of the real thing. Unconditional love—true love—is so different from the kind of love most of us have known all our lives that it deserves both a name—Real Love—and definition of its own: Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. It’s also Real Love when other people care about our happiness unconditionally. It is not Real Love when other people like us for doing what they want. Under those conditions we’re just paying for love again. We can be certain that we’re receiving Real Love only when we make foolish mistakes, when we fail to do what other people want, and even when we get in their way, but they don’t feel

Auction @ Flirtations ~ Aug 24th @ 7pm Cst
Dust_Me_Pink~ Owned By RKMrBig & DJ Crazy Momx4, Touch Of Thomas, Claymore~The Lollipop Gurlz Club@ fubar > 1 daily comments for 2 weeks > rate all stash > rate 300 pics > rate all blogs/mums > 1 sfw salute > 1 tag made by me > 1 big pimpin gift of my choice > daily gifts for 1 week > > > ~DJ Twiztid~Colds Toy Boy~ ~ Fu-Owned by Freak™?Member of CELE§†iÂL?§iN@ fubar > owned by in name, > yahoo messenger, > add daily ratings on there pics, > 50 11s a day all done during hh > ,added to fam > top friend, > daily comments > > > > DJ 900-Kittie @ FlirtationS@ fubar > Fan/add/rate > added to family > added to top friend > 1 - sfw salutes > 1 - sfw cam show > 2 - phone calls > 1 - autographed nsfw pic sent to the winner > rate all pics > rate all stash > crush them > added to my instant messenger > a dj set dedicated to them with one hour of songs of their choice > add their name to mine for 1 week > daily comments > > > > DJ SweetSexySho

Oil/gas As Public Utility??
Ralph Nader for President 2008 April 23, 2008 www.votenader.org Gasoline is heading to $4 a gallon. We have our ideas on what we can do to control oil industry price gouging. Gas PricesStay tuned. (Here's a hint: public utility.) But for now, we need gas money. This weekend, Ralph Nader and the Nader/Gonzalez crew will be touring upstate New York and New England to meet you - our steadfast supporters. But we need gas money to send Ralph and the team on its way. Please donate now to the Nader/Gonzalez gasoline fund. Please give as much as you can. To help fuel Ralph's travels this weekend - and throughout this election year. And if you are in the neighborhood, please stop by to see Ralph and hear about the Nader/Gonzalez plan to restrain the rapacious oil industry (see schedule below). Onward The Nader Team This weekend's schedule: Friday April 25, 2008 Buffalo, New York 12:30 Velikodnya Pyatnitsya (Ukrainian Good Friday) lunch with

Wake Up Call
"Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!" You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and maybe I have. But someone has to speak up. I hardly recognize this country anymore. The most famous business leaders are not the innovators, but the guys in handcuffs. While we're fiddling in Iraq, the Middle East is burning and nobody seems to know what to do. And th

Rosehearts Writings
I want him still, his touch, his kiss, his hands interlocking around mine. I feel him deep inside myself, touching my very soul. I have my legs wrapped around him, I feel his heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of his body penatrating mine. He pulls me close, his breath is my own. Intwind as my body becomes his, filling me with such esctacy that I move towards him with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out my entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spilling out wettness of pleasure. He takes me giving me all that he is. The erotic sounds I make coming from with in expressing every feeling and emotion making all that hear gasping for their own pleasures to experience. I want him still, Come find me and take me there again to only where you can take me. You know my touch, you know my desi

Lupus
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) in March of this year. I'm 24, I've never had any major illnesses in my life... I had a crappy immune system, but I think part of that is growing up where I did, being so close to a bunch of major chemical factories (Cleburne, Midlothian, Commanche...). I never got majorly sick though... until earlier this year. Lupus (SLE) is an autoimmune disease. There's no cure. It can affect your whole body (mine does) or just specific organs. I go ditzy... they call it brain fog. I get tired walking from my desk at work to my car. I sleep like 16 hours a day now. I eat like I've never seen food before, but I still can't gain much weight. I'm sore all over my body. My joints keep swelling up, making it hard for me to function like a normal person... but the absolute worst is knowing that you have to deal with this for the rest of your life. I'll have to live with knowing that I can't have another child... knowing that this pain that I'm in will come back.

Thoughts 32
I had one of the longest days in my life yesterday! My girlfriend that was here for her father's memorial was supposed to stay through the weekend but had been having headaches every night from the stress she has been under with dealing with her Dad's death. So her husband was up North and was hoping we would bring their son to him so he could go riding with him before heading back to Washington. So I told her I would drive them up there. She also decided to just drive back home with her husband instead of flying home Sunday. Sad because that meant our trip to the city was canceled but I totally understood her just wanting to go home. So I drove to Colousa and then over to Stonyford to drop off Kellen to his Dad and then to Willows and Tricia and I waited in the Hotel room for them to get back from the riding. It was a log day. We drove around and had dinner and they got back by the time we were done. Then, I had to drive to the Sacramento airport to take John (the guy

There Is No Place Like New York City!
Ok, so this story is almost exactly 2 years old... but it's one of my favorite New York City Stories. I figured I would "re-share" this story since the weather is getting nicer... Enjoy! There Really is No Place On Earth like New York City... Where else can you get a Falafel, A Bagel, A Croissant and a decent cup of Coffee from some guy standing in a 2'x2' trailer on a street corner. But, today was extra special... I'm walking down Madison Avenue from my hotel in the Murray Hill area and this cute girl walks in front of me, getting ready to cross the street. She has her iPod earphones in, a little jean jacket, a pink top and a flowy skirt on.. nice brown should length hair. As she's standing on the corner waiting to cross, she turns her head to the side and.... BLAWP!!!! She vomits all over the place. She takes a step toward the trash barrell on the corner and spits. The light changes, and she starts crossing the street. About three quarters of the way across the

Why I Don’t Believe In God By Everclear
I heard the truth about you And it really doesnt read at all Like the whipping stick you raised me with A scared woman in a private hell Hushed voice like electric bells Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s I heard the truth about you, yeah you Mama they woke me up I was deep in an idiot sleep I was just eight years old Heard big words with a horrible sound Whyd they have to call my school Tell me my mother had a nervous breakdown I wish I believed like you do, yeah you In the myth of a merciful god In the myth of a heaven and hell I hear the voices you hear sometimes Sometimes it gets so much I feel like letting go Sometimes it gets so hard I feel like letting it go Sometimes it gets so goddamn hard I feel like letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go I ran away and went looking for you Back to cu

Strawberry By Everclear
Never been here, never coming back Never want to think about the things That happened today Want to lay down on the warm ground I think Im going to need a little time to myself Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now I ask you for a slow ride Going nowhere You look like satan You ask me if I want to get high Couple of bags down in old town you tie your arm and Ask me if I wanted to drive Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now Last thing I recall I was in the air I woke up on the street Crawling with my strawberry burns Ten long years in a straight line They fall like water Yes, I guess I fucked up again Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now

Big Doubt
More and more am I wondering why I try to keep this up. I'm very busy with my pages on My Space and really have fun on Facebook. Never expected that. So the result is: I check for messages over here and close down again. I would hate to lose contact with "my family" and some of the friends over here. Maybe there are possibillities to keep contact. I would like to know who would miss me over here. I'll hold my page in the air at least till the end of the month. Than I'll decide what's best. Thank you all anyway for having been nice in the last months. Cheers! Alleycat

Fu Super Hero Commercial
Are you getting fed up with them fu cybor bullies here on fubar? Are you tired of them sitting behind there computer thinking they can push you around? Are you thinking they will jump out of the computer to get ya? Well Have no Fear Fu super hero Dee is here. da da da da!!!

Moving Again
GET READY FOLKS THIS YEAR WILL BE WETTER THAN NORMAL FOR THE SOUTHERN PLAINS AND THE SOUTHEAST REASON MAY JUNE AND PART OF JULY WILL HAVE STORMY CONDITIONS OFF AND ON AND THE REST OF JULY AUGUST SEPTEMBER AND PART OF OCTOBER CAN BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A STRONG HURRICANE SEASON FOR TEXAS LOUISIANA SOUTHERN MISS ALABAMA FLORIDA SOUTHEAST GEORGIA SOUTH CAROLINA NORTH CAROLINA AND THE VIRGINIA COAST WITH 18 NAMED STORMS 10 OF THEM WILL BECOME HURRICANES AND 5 OF THEM WILL BE MAJOR HURRICANES IF YOU WANT MORE INFORMATION CHECK WITH YOUR LOCAL WEATHER OR GO TO NOAA.GOV

Poetry
Only For The Day If God would grant me one wish I’d pray; The chance to hold you in my arms, If only for the day. We’d walk along life’s long highway Sharing all our hopes and dreams Arm in arm we’d fall in love If only for the day. I’d take your hand and kiss your lips Chasing all your doubts away Begging God to forget I asked only for the day. I’d take you places you’ve never been hoping that you’d stay Racing time and loving life If only for the day. As time grows short We hold on tight as we say God let us be together soon If only for the day. Our time has come to say goodbye And if we have our way God will bring us back together If only for the day.

Little "hilljack" Humor
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad. With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is 25 years older than I am. But it's not only the passion... Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter! We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt any

Sherry Baby
If a Man Wants You!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad @ yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

Feeling Emotional Today
I got a text today from someone I didn't want to hear from. The kind of text that makes you feel sick to your stomach, sad, angry and frustrated. All it said was "Do you miss me" but that simple fucking text brought so many emotions to the table. Emotions I have pushed back because I'm not strong enough to deal with them alone. I wanted to scream at my phone No, I don't miss you. I fucking miss my sanity. I miss feeling like I was someone worthwhile and important to someone. I missed the fact that you were an abuser. Nothing hurts more then knowing you gave someone your heart, only for them to crush it. No one knows how much I sarificed to be with that man or how I loved him unconditionally just for him to use all my inner most private deep dark secrets againist me. Or how much it hurt to hear the voicemails he left me telling me that I'm worthless, that I'll always be worthless, that I'm about shit, how I was never shit to anyone and how I meant shit to him. Hell, ther

Sex Stories
I enjoy going to the park. The sun shinning and the breeze gently waving across the grass as it reaches my face...but today is different. There was no sun and there was no breeze. Only thick, dark, and low clouds that covered the whole sky. I choose this day because I know what was coming. A storm was brewing and that meant thunder and lighting. Something about storms gives me a rush a desire a heat that I cant control. As i continue to walk the park of grass and trees the wind picks up and a faint scent hits me. It wasnt the park but a beautiful smell of a women her aroma was so powerful so moving.. i had to follow. It lead me to a small clearing surrounded by trees and flowers all bouncing in the wind as if they knew what was to transpire next. They all hovered over her enticing me to join her in this circle. She was laying on her back looking at the sky the wind swirling around her. I squatted behind a tree and watched as she ran her hands along her silky legs with the tip of her fi

Have You Lusted Today???
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Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don'! t dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry

Why Does Money Change People??
hey everybody again. Do you think that money actually changes people? Peoples personality, dreams, character, etc? If you think so, why? has anyone else noticed this? i'm not saying EVERYONE changes but some people do. =) Don't get me wrong i love it when i have money but it don't change me becouse i know that money only can buy so much in life , my family and friend will always be there ..

Dreams Of You
In a dream I held you in my arms Joining my body with yours You were loving and rough Leading me to heights I never dreamed I’d ever reach Onward to orgasmic delight I woke myself from my Dream of you Only to be plagued of thoughts Of your naked body the power you unknowing hold over me Your beautfil gaze never wavering From my deep hollow eyes Wanting in reality to touch your skin And feel the pressure of your body on mine I’m reckless in my desire For never could this be You were but a dream And I’m forced to live in reality

I Know You
Those words from your lips that I can not see That smile that I dream of but have no clue what its like But for some reason that does not matter I see who you are ... I feel who you are ... I know who you are ...

Woman's Worth
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to explain... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and

Just Another One
Silky sweat on skin- internal humidity, she's on my mind again. I'm dreaming a summer's day, on blankets hidden in grass-green groves- that no one knows but us. Lips that whisper-moan words unheard but felt, and twisted by teasing tongues that make breathing hard- and thought unthinkable. My eyes are closed against too-bright sun, and too-sharp eyes that delve deep into places I keep hidden even from her. Then weight disappears- and hands that held mine trapped are pulling me higher, as earth and air and self explode-contract and I'm crying- as my eyes open, and my hands reach for a face that's not there. Only my bedroom ceiling, and an achy feeling

Top 16 Country Songs
16. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed Your Ass Out All Day Long 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got to Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You, It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison By Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring And I Got The Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Was Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number one song is . . . . . . . . . . 1. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With Ugly Women, but I've Sure Woke

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just

The Surgery
Ok, so here it is... For all you who know what is going on(and those of you that may not) it has come down to this...my doctor has decided and i have agreed, that with all the problems i have been having these last few months, that a hysterectomy is the last and only step/option left... Figured out and got the date and time and it's all official now...(didn't get the date i wanted-but oh well) Monday May 12th is the date, at a god awful 7:30am surgical time, at Fountain Valley Hospital. I am told i will be in hospital for 1 week, so i will not be online for a while...during that week at least and maybe 2... To all my friends who have been here with me and for me thru this, i cant thank you enough!! Your love and support have kept me grounded and with out "too" much fear..LOL Big Huggles and Sweet Kisses i send out to you all!!! I know it is still 2 weeks away, but i will tell you all now that i will definately miss talking with you while i'm gone.. Oh, and i hope som

I Like To............
I had several people ask me of what I like to do. Well lets begin with I am young I love to party hardy. I am a country girl, I love horse back riding, mudding, swimming and all that good stuff. Yes I like all kinds of music not just country. I love target practice. Guns are a thing now days. Reading a good book is an easy way to escape where you are in your stressful life. I am continuning School to get my bachlors in nursing. I just like to sit outside and watch my two children ride bikes play ball ect. I love to doodle. Photos are another thing of mine I can just photo anything. I love riding around in the car just taking pictures of trees, skys, animals, you name it. Well just keeping it real so thats just a few of my things to do.

Butt Is Draggin!
My butt ..or just me in general is so tired. I am here trying to chat..but kinda hard when you are seeing things crosseyed. So, I am gonna get off here for a while. Thank you to those who have helped me out today..and rated a bunch of my stuff. Remember.. I will always return the luv! BBL...

A Friend In Need
its okay to need help its okay to not be able to do it all be yourself its okay to let someone in to be there with you when it all goes wrong its okay to need someone to break down with its okay to need a shoulder its okay to not be able to fix others its okay to not always be the strong one its okay its even human they want to be there to help they want to be just be there when you need them they want to be the arms you run to when things go wrong they want to be the one you share your tears with they want to be the shoulder you rest your head on when you cry they want to be there try to make it just a little better they want to be there to comfort you they want to be even tho they might not be able to help

My Birthday!!!!!!!!
Hello Everyone-- I am planning a little Birthday thing for myself. Friday Night-- My Actual birthday-- I'll be going to Johnny's in HB probably around 9:30 or 10:00pm. Anyone and everyone is welcome to join me for this party. I would just be happy to see my friends there on my birthday... there is no need for presents. However if you want-- you are more than welcome to buy me a drink. Saturday Night-- I'll be going to Butterfly Lounge in Costa Mesa with a couple friends-- and the more the Merrier!!! Please come out and enjoy the music and dancing!!! The Club is open from 9pm till 2am... and we will probably be there around 9:30 or 10 until the end of the night. I would love to see anyone who wants to go. It's a BBW club-- so if you wouldn't be comfortable that is fine. but it is a VERY relaxed atmosphere and everyone is always welcome. there is a $10 cover to get in. PLEASE let me know if you want to go!!!! I'll make sure to look out for you! The Theme of the night is Rock o

My Life And Living With An Abuser
Am going to start blogging here cause my husband doesn't have and isn't on this site as of yet! ugggggh. He thinks am cheating on him. No am not! Am just looking for friends TRUE HEARTED FRIENDS right now. But, I have lived with an abuser, and am getting my life in gear soon very soon! I worked out at physical therapy today the person who did my therapy today was a guy and he pushed me to do things I didn't think I could do. Am hoping I become strong enough to start being more aggresive when need to be.... so that a MAN can't hurt me again! I can't believe the nerve of some MEN to think we are the weaker SEX and they start taking advantage of us etc. WELL am here to tell ya NO MORE ABUSE For this WOMAN am not going to put up with it NO MORE!! Am not going to be a welcome MAT not more! My husband stole all my stocks about 6 years ago and left me high and dry so to speak, he keeps getting into credit card issues and tries to relay on me to get him out of the messes he gets

What Is A Son?
What is a Son? A son is a warm spot in your heart and a smile on your lips. In the beginning, he is charmingly innocent, putting his complete trust in you. He comes to you for a hand to hold and for the security only your arms can provide. He shares his tales of adventure and knows how proud you are of his discoveries and accomplishments. All his problems can be solved by a hug and a kiss from you, and the bond, you share is so strong it is almost tangible..... Time passes, and your innocent little boy starts to test his limits. He lets go of your hand to race into the midst of life without thinking ahead or looking both ways. His problems have grown along with him, and he has learned that you can't always make his life better or kiss his troubles away. He spends much of his time away from you, and though you long for the closeness you once shared, he chooses independence and privacy. Discoveries and accomplishments aren't as easy to co

Endless
i feel into this endless soul not knowing what to think Why so closed up why so blind Can there be no freedom Can there be no escape All i feel is the shatter and pain I hear time will help this soul and yet getting no where these endless tears these endless thoughts Where do u go Everything just seems so endless now By: Elizabeth Sue Pennington

King Domino Is Way Behind,need My Friends
HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PIC. HE NEEDS SOME MAJOR HELP TO GET CAUGHT UP... I KNOW MY FRIENDS ARE GOOD FOR IT.. EVEN IF IT'S JUST A COUPLE COMMENTS AND A RATE.. LOVE YA ALL!!!! READ BLOG:::: http://fubar.com/blog/205482/770746 ♥~BRATT~♥

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Welcome
I'm interested in networking both online and in person. I'm single, travel alot, interested in health and wellness, early retirement, real estate, tropical adventures, etc. I don't drink much, but when I do I like premium/micro/import beer, wine sometimes, margaritas, and other lime based concoctions on hot days. I like to push the envelope, so give me a shout.

Plz Dont Go
OK ! here goes another blog that most people will never read! but fuck it! i need to write something or im gonna freak! Grandpa rember all the times we went to get ice cream?Rember when you used to take us to the movies ?? and we would go to McDonalds afterowrds and you made us discuss what out favorite part of the movie was?? Rember when I was born?? How proud you were of me! And how proud you still are of me?? A few months ago we were supposto see a movie rember were going to see Shrek the thrid! rember!!!! dont your rember your promised me!? Why cant you just hang on ! why cant we go back to those days? when things were great! and you were heathly again! I always knew that some day you would have to leave me, but i could never imagine it would be when i was 22 years old and apreciating every moment ive had with you, .... why cant you just hang on a little while longer?? theres soooo many more memories left to make, just dont leave me yet! love always your grand daughter

R.i.p Mommy
R.I.P. MOMMY Today is feb. 3rd. 2008. At around 2pm my real birth mother passed away. I have always givin my mom a hard time when i was younger but i never thought at the age of 22 i would ever regret what i had said to her or all the mean things i had done to her. For the first time in a year i will go back to wisconsin and see my mother. Laying in a casket and the first words that i well tell her is hello mom! They say u dont know what u got till its gone and i always thought that to bf true however i have never fully understood that until today! I thank all my friends and family for ur loving support! However i am writthng this blog not only as a piece of mind but also to tell u all! That no matter what happens in ur life or how crazy and mean u are always tell the ones u love that u love them! Never let a day pass by that u dont let them know or u could be like me 22 years old. Seeing ur mom for the first time in a year laying in a caset wondering if despite everything that hap

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you thought you had me fooled sorry babe, you‘re gonna get overruled you thought I couldnt live without you hun, i dont even wanna think about you you thought you had me in the palm of your hand yeah, i know i gave you my everything, and? I‘m not waiting for you to make up your mind sorry but im just not the kind yes. i‘ll miss your kisses. and i‘ll miss your face i‘ll miss you holding me in your arms and if you werent there i‘d call you just in case i‘ll miss our late night phone calls and holding your hand i‘ll miss everything about you but i‘ll have to get over it and, you‘re probably thinking "yeah right, she‘s crazy" that might be true. but only for you baby. i hate how i want you still and you dont even care you only like me a "little" thats what you said after you promised you‘d always be there. you promised you‘d love me forever but forever‘s a long time hun so as soon as that slut came along you just knew you had to run so

Heart Broke
well for all that care my wife and i are going through a difficult time right now ..... we are apart from each other and trying to figure out what we really want in our relationship..... if you are bored and want to check on me feel free i would love to talk to some one ......im sitting here in a hotel with no one to talk to about this ..... i have never felt this way and i dont have any friends to cheer me up ......im not crying in my beer just sick of my thoughts

Looks?
So.... as my friends know I have been playing around with my default lately. A lot of people post pics that are not themselves.... Anyway, since I started doing it I have noticed that I get lots of downrates. Of course I could care less. It is interesting that before when I would scroll my bartab would go nuts but now... hardly any hits. I just got back from doing the soccer mom thing and noticed that I had a profile comment. It said: April 24, 2008 @ 4:32 pm What the hell is wrong with your face!? The same guy had left me a sb. Well... me being me I just had to respond. I copied and pasted it for you so you can read it from top to bottom (I'm nice like that). I have to say I am kind of amazed that someone would take so much time out of their day to tell someone they are ugly. Kevin: What is wrong with your face? ->Kevin: I am letting my true beauty show Kevin: It's not showing up too well... ->Kevin: awwwww you are going to hurt my e-feelings Kevin: There is no such

Auction Time Honeys....
Hey all my honeys...males and females...I am in an inked auction on here...at~ GUARDIAN ANGEL ~ ~FU OWNED by DJ goofygurl~~~ HEAD OF SECURITY AT HOWL AT THE MOON LOUNGE's photos (513) come by and rate me and comment me....tons of things to win...and you could own me for a month!! muah and thank you.... Queeni

A Letter To My Grown Up Son...
My hands were busy thru the day, i didn't have much time to play ... The little things you asked me to, i didn't have much time for you... I'd wash your clothe's, I'd sew and cook , but when you'd bring your picture books and ask me please to share your fun , i'd say " a little later son"... I'd tuck you in all safe at night, hear your prayer's, turn out the lights , then tip-toe softly to the door, i wish i'd stayed a minute more. For life is short, the years rush past , a little child grows up so fast... The picture now put away, no longer are there games to play. No goodnite kiss, no prayer's to hear, those days belong to yesteryear. My hands once busy, now are still, the days are long and hard to fill. I wish i could go back and do " the little things you asked me to " Love Mom...

Getting To Old For This
Hello Everyone, Let me start this off and wishing everyone who is reading this a great evening or morning. I am really am getting to old for this high school games people play online. I mean I get to started to like someone things happens that makes me wonder about that person. I am so tired of having to be the one making the 100% in a relationship. I mean Come on Ladies where is the gals at that wants to meet a guy half way. I get tired of hearing how they wish they had the time or money but money isn't what I am bitching about. What Im bitching about is the fact that they wont even give me a simple phone call saying Hello. I am so sick of it. I know people likes text messaging but all the cellular phone company unlimited nights and weekends, and I just wish for onces I could meet a gal that would meet me half way of what I am giving into a friendship or even a relationship. I don't know about anyone elsa, but its gets old and gets old fast knowing that you are the one who is givi

Thank You From Amanda
I'M A ROCKSTAR & SHADOW LEVELERS ROCK!!! I want to send out a huge Thank You to the Shadow Levelers. You guys really know how to get a job done. Awesome...that's all I can say about you all. You're just Awesome!! And to everyone else out there...If these people aren't your friends you are missing out on something big. Go show them some love. SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~a.k.a. Freedom Isn't Free' on '2008-04-24 18:04:57')

Auction
CutePsychoKttn Up For Auction Hi all!!! I need your help winning an auction. I have entered a contest for Hottest Tatted Women on Fubar and I really want to win this. I think I have put together a pretty good prize package for the winning bidder. ~ 1 - 3 Day Blast ~ Fu-Owned Status Message on my profile for a month ~ Link to your profile from my profile for a month ~ Added to Friends/Family and Yahoo ~ Picture rates & comments for 20 pics for 1 week ~ 2 personal salute photos So... come on everyone, help me out and come and bit on me @ CutePsychoKttn's Tat

Cornflake Champion
Some of you might know, that I decided to arrange a cornflake challenge. I enrolled three of my male friends to see who could outlast the other. Apparently, Mr. Kellog invented cornflakes to prevent masturbation. After researching this bullshit. I decided to test out the theory. The challenge was on, Hugh, Master of Puppets, Short Bus and I decided to eat cornflakes for a week and see who would come out victorious. Well personally I have to admit (yes Hugh) I admit it only took about 12 hours before I lost the challenge. The winner was MAster of Puppets he has alot of determinitaion and has one yes won a years supply of Kellogs Cornflakes and 5 pornos. In second place Hugh, altho there is some suspicion he lied about the timing of the act. I will give in under Rev's scrutiny. In third place..... me In four and last place, Short Bus who we all are quite surprised he lasted till after work. Now last but not least in this sad but hillarious rant of mine. I being of

Owned
Here is my new owner… *Thump☆Star*@ fubar Once again I have been owned so let’s show my Owner some love Rate Fan and add him… This Pimp out Brought to you by QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar

*sigh* Be Still My Heart..
It's funny how you can be so disgusted with someone but still love them with the little pieces of your heart. No, I'm not talking about the loser who abused me. I'm talking about the other loser who still has a piece or two of my heart. He tends to sneak into my life every once awhile, fuck me over, and then dip out quietly as he came in. What sucks the most is I carry a constant reminder of him on me. I see him in the club and I'm flooded with all the memories...some good..some bad. I swear I'm a magnet for loser men. I can proudly say I didn't go anywhere with him that night. I held my ground, and went home to my own bed alone. Right now I'm weak, and just want to be with someone but I don't need his drama. He knows he has me twisted, and in some ways I got him fucked up too cause he still calls me. It's a real fucked up friendship/relationship and to be honest I'm ready to be done with it as it drains me. But anyway, sorry for all the blogging..I got so much on my heart

Invincible
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me I wait up late every night just to hear your voice But you don’t know that’s nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you But you don’t know that’s nothing like me Hey yeah, I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and h

I Love These Fu's
Ok these are some of my best friends and they all kick A$$. So if they arent on your list they should be! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥Ħøŧ Møммα♥@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar ☛NSFW☚(FIGHT FOR THE CURE)@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Good News!!
I know its been a long time without a job but finally my luck is changing. Wednesday I got a part time job and Thursday ended with me getting a full time job as well working for Home Depot pending back ground checks and drug screening, neither of which I have any reason to worry about!

Survival Of The Sickest
1, 2, 3, 4!!! I'm a hand up mona lisa's dress I'm a smile on every criminal you'll ever acquit, I'm the things you've done you'd never admit Cause one hand is on the bible and the other's in shit. But right now, your faceless in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear screamin' my name? I'm a roller I'm a rider I'm number one motherfucking survivor So move over I'm a driver And I'm high and i'm keep gettin higher Yeah yeah yeah! Yeah yeah yeah! I'm the one you thought that you could erase But a predator that's faster than the food that it chased, You fall off the horse you brought to the race I'll be the one who's flyin' by ya kickin' shit in your face. And right now, your faceis in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear

Blue Rose
no matter where we go or who we marry you will always be the cloest to me because you look into my soul and pull out the person that was scared to come out not i feel like i'm free and it all because of your love. somebody special send me this and i want to share it with all my peeps...love u boo

Wait For Me
Wait For Me I will answer the wind I will leave with the tide I’ll be out on the road Every chance I can ride No matter how far No matter how free I’ll be alone If you’ll wait for me There’ll be times when I’ll rise There’ll be times when I’ll fall There’ll be times when it's best to say nothing at all Knowing you’re right Letting it be I’ll be around If you’ll wait for me And I’ll fight for the right to go over the hill If it’ll only mean something to me I will not be persuaded I wont be still I’ll find a way to be free In the cool of the night In the heat of the day If you’re ever in doubt I’ll be on my way Straight to your side I guarantee I’ll be around If you’ll wait for me

No Hard Feelings
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you And all the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness in our lives And all the things that I can't hide And all just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this... They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but I can see The loaded gun behind you The end of everything we knew Inside of me and inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away!

I Want You
I thought this was a perfect love affair Not like the other ones, not like the other ones But now I think I see things pretty clear Just like the other ones, just like the other ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I feel like I've died and gone to hell Just like the other ones, just like the other ones There's no more excuses you can sell I hope you've had your fun, bet I'm not the only ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, (background) (Fuckin' waste of time) My time, (You're a waste of time) My time, (You're such a waste of time) My time, (You're a fuckin' wasted time)

What The Hell ????
miketheman: im going to start a list to black ball you ------------------------------------------------- http://fubar.com/user/1792565 First off who the hell is this & what did I do I just came back to FUBAR 3 day's ago ??? I don't bother no one & he's talking this crap I don't even know him or it. I'm here for friends & to make friends not for crap like this what should I do ?

Beltane Details And History
Body: Beltane by: Christina Aubin and George Knowles edited to fit MySpace's format and posted by Magickal Winds April 30th - also known as: Roodmas / May Eve / Walpurgis Night: Beltane marks the courtship of the Goddess and God in a renewal of the ancient marriage of polarity. As the young God emerges into manhood, he desires the Goddess and they fall in love. They meet together in fields and forests where spurred on by the energies at work in nature, they unite and the Goddess again becomes pregnant of the God. by George Knowles Beltane -- Holiday Details and History Beltane is the last of the three spring fertility festivals, the others being Imbolc and Ostara. Beltane is the second principal Celtic festival (the other being Samhain). Celebrated approximately halfway between Vernal (spring) equinox and the midsummer (Summer Solstice). Beltane traditionally marked the arrival if summer in ancient times. At Beltane the Pleiades star cluster rises just be

This Is The End
long since the day ends along the narrow path blinding love spotless in the air the day will come when this is the end my hands are colder an empty mind silently broken another thought tingles my senses all for today gone tomorrow for this is the end

I Am Very Happy Now
if i stay to my self then know one can say anything about me talking shit they leave me along n i leave them alone i couldnt be any better by not having friends dont need any one u cant trust any one any more this away they dont kn;w my life n i love it like that so i am on here to talk n make all new friends

No Regrets ( Vol 2 )
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you Is now the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness was your life Are now the things that I can't hide Its just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away But I have lived for you And every single little thing you do But I have lived for you And I won't kill myself for loving you They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but i can see The loaded gun behind you The end of all that this boy knew Inside of me was the inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! someb

Venting
This makes a person do some thinking. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, an

Choosing A Wife
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save f

No Power
NO POWER NEVER GIVE PEOPLE THE POWER TO MAKE U HAPPY OR SAD BECAUSE IN THE END YOU'LL ALWAYS END UP DISAPPOINTED AND MAD FIND HAPPINESS IN EVERYTHING U DO SEE BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING U VIEW MAKE SURE THAT WHEN U SMILE ITS REAL AND TRUE THEN WHEN U GET SAD DON'T LET IT COME FROM ANYONE BUT YOU LUV ME:):):)

Sorrow
All I am saying is I can not be saved Nothing can help anymore I hurt from the time Ii open my eyes of a morn to the time I lay back down Nothing can help my sorrows , losses , or lonelyness I always hurt its just hidden as I shrowd it so For those whom do not believe my life or what has happened to me - I hope they shall bestow upon to you the same graces in life Call it cowardice - I call it freedom - tired of trying ... such wasted waters flow And it seems to be for nothing as an exsistance to just be is no exsistance at all - I have no purpose - It's all been taken from me Chip Chip Chipped away lil by lil I have tried to let it go ... to move on ... BUT I CAN'T its going nowhere just reliving it day to day make it stop let it end please someone let it end .....

Told You So....
As some of you know, I work with one of my ex's. She throw me aside for someone that works here. Let me explain that, we both work at the same place but for different companies. The place where she works, hired another female, and now all the guys that was hitting on her that she thought wanted her, are now hitting on the other girl and not paying her any mind. She was telling me that all these guys here ask about her and hang around and flirt with her and I had to ask her, "Jealous?" She said no but I could see that she was. I think its funny cause when she ended things between us for this other guy, I told her that these guys here will flirt with and hit on any female around that she is just not all that. Well I was right, and I am loving it. Cause the sure thing she had is gone and the promise that she was getting (which she thought was better than me) are also gone. I Love it!!! HEHEHEHEHE

So Today Wasn't Fun
yea so today was looking pretty good. One of those average sunny days that makes you think nothing can go wrong. a couple weeks ago I finally got off probation after a 2 year sentence, then I'm soon getting my licenses back after a 6 month suspention. to things that are looking great for me. well apparentlly all things can't be perfect, because I was in a car wreck and now I got server whiplash, heavy brusing all over my back and a fractured rib. just when things are looking up for me this has to happen.

4/08 Auction...up For Bid!
Win me in GoddessWildCherry's fu-auction!!! Who's gonna be my new fu-owner? I'm up for Bid!!! So, for those of you who may want to own me for a month, here is what my owner will get: 1) 500 pix rated 11's during HH 2) Rate all stash during HH (Up to 400) 3) Added as #1 friend for the month 4) Gift 3-day blast 5) 2 personalized tags 6) A hug a day for the month 7) 1 "big pimping" gift a week (or 1 bling) 8) Your name added to mine for the month 9) 1 phone call (USA only) at your convenience 10) Add your page link to mine !AUCTION OPEN! Just click the pic to bid! This auction brought to you by GoddessWildCherry. Plz stop and show her love ~GoddessWildCherry~ Owned by Johnny ~Member of the Spankers Club~@ fubar

Shannon's
To all my Friends I will be having Surgery tom morning 4-24-08. So I wont be on that much for a few days but feel free to leave me a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can! Hugs and Kisses Shannon

Long Distance
As i sleep at night i began to cry wondering why god made it this way. why did he put my prince charming so far far away. i can recall every time we talk it seems like your so near not miles away. i need you more than ever these days and it seem to be getting harder and harder to do this without you. i ask god every night why he did this why he would let me cry like this why he would make me pray saying please god don't let him leave me today. This is for my Bubby,my soulmate & best friend

Real Excuse Notes From Parents (with Their Original Spelling)
1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him. 2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear School: Please excuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29,30, 31, 32, and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had (diahre) (dyrea) (direathe) the runs. [words in ()'s were crossed out.] 12. Please e

Freinds
All of have FRIENDS, or peolpe we call FRIENDS. Lets see here, the meaning of FRIEND. In the dictionary a friemd means: 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? 4. a member of the same nation, party, etc. 5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object) 6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to. This has always been how i thought the meaning of friend was. So if that is all it takes to be a FRIEND, then what would a good friend be or do? If you had a FRIEND who had hurt themself real bad and could not walk, would you pick them up and craddle them in your arms and carry them where they wanted to be? Would

Ways To Cope With Stress
1. Jam miniature marshmallows up your nose and sneeze them out. See how many you can do at a time. 2. Use your Mastercard to pay your Visa and vice-versa. 3. Pop some popcorn without putting the lid on. 4. When someone says "have a nice day", tell them you have other plans. 5. Make a list of things to do that you have already done. 6. Dance naked in front of your pets. 7. Put your toddler's clothes on backwards and send him to pre-school as if nothing is wrong. 8. Fill out your tax form using Roman Numerals. 9. Tape pictures of you boss on watermelons and launch them from high places. 10. Leaf through "National Geographic" and draw underwear on the natives. 11. Tattoo "Out to Lunch" on your forehead. 12. Go shopping. Buy everything. Sweat in it. Return it the next day. 13. Buy a subscription to "Sleazoid Weekly" and send it to your boss's wife. 14. Pay your electric bill in pennies. 15. Drive to work in rev

What Does Love Mean?
1. "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 3. "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 4. "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 5. "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 6. "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7 7. "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Momm

Newly Divorced Woman
The newly divorced woman had never had to be the handyman around the house before, and quickly discovered she was lacking most of the proper tools to do the odd jobs needed. She made a trip to the local hardware store and quickly learned that it was truly a "man's world" there. Thinking that she might be taken advantage of if she let on that she was indeed a novice, she made a determined effort to look and sound as if she knew what she was doing. Completing her first group of purchases she took them to the clerk at the counter and looking behind him she discovered she hadn't bought any files. She pointed to one and said "May I have one of those ?" The clerk, unsure of what she was indicating said, "What... one of those bastards ?" Without a pause, she said, "Yeah ! And ya better give me a few of those Son-of-a-Bitches next to 'em too."

Why I Fired My Secretary
Why I Fired My Secretary I woke up early, feeling depressed because it was my birthday, and I thought, "I'm another year older," but decided to make the best of it. So I showered and shaved, knowing when I went down to breakfast my wife would greet me with a big kiss and say, "Happy birthday, dear." All smiles, I went in to breakfast, and there sat my wife, reading her newspaper, as usual. She didn't say one word. So I got myself a cup of coffee, made some toast and thought to myself, "Oh well, she forgot. The kids will be down in a few minutes, smiling and happy, and they will sing 'Happy Birthday' and have a nice gift for me." There I sat, enjoying my coffee, and I waited. Finally, the kids came running into the kitchen, yelling, "Give me a slice of toast! I'm late! Where is my coat? I'm going to miss the bus!" Feeling more depressed than ever, I left for the office. When I walked into the office, my secretary greeted me with a great big smile and a cheerful "Hap

Standardized Guide To The Bases
Do you remember middle school/junior high/high school? If so, do you remember talking about 'the bases' with your friends? "Yeah man, at the dance, X and Y went behind the gym and they got to second base!" Well that was cool and all, but what the hell was second base? Tongue kissing? Up the shirt? Noone was really sure. Also, the bases tended to get progressively more intense as you got older. What's a person to do? Here, we mourn the passing of using baseball ananlogies to describe sexual activity. But let's face it, there are more than four stages in todays day and age of sex play. So, in the interests of both bringing baseball sex metaphors in line with the complications of modern romance and with standardizing the bases, we present the Standardized Guide to the Bases. First, let's examine what the bases could have meant in the old days. --First Base- This was almost always kissing, although one guy I knew thought it meant holding hands. Sometimes it was tong

Old Friends
OMG! by the weirdest circumstances, this freaking awesome aussie chick found me while mumming the other day. as it turns out, she is an old family friend who i grew up calling my aunty. who would of thought fubar would have been the place to meet long lost friends and family here in Oz! i dont ask for much from my friends but this amazing lady had a huge part in my upbringing, and that has alot to do with the woman i am today, so please go show her some true fubar love! i can promise you wont be disappointed! Sabbynib@ fubar i love you sabby!!!

Love Is
**LOVE IS** LOVE IS KIND LOVE IS BLIND TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND WHEN WE MET I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE FOR ME TO BE WITH AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE PERFECT GUY WHEN WE HOLD HANDS I AM NOT LOST BUT KNOWING THAT LOVE HAS IT'S COST FOR WHATEVER LOVE THE COST IS I'LL PAY THAT PRICE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY DAY'S FOR I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. BY:TIHONEY KA'ILILAUOKEKOA KAHELE

Fubar Skating
::Click skateland pic to goto the skateland blog:: Welcome to the first ever Fubar Skating Rink.. You want to meet some new friends Level up at the same time?? Then this is the place for you.. There are a couple rules to enter the skating rink:: 1. Must Fan, Rate, and Friend all the people skating (ADD Fubar's skateland IN THE SUBJECT OF FRIEND REQUEST IF U DONT DO THIS I DONT KNOW U WANT TO ENTER) if u are allready someones friend please leave a comment or buy a gift.. 2. Once you have done that (contact McLovin to be added when done). You will be added to the list so people can add, fan and friend you also. 3. If you like lvling and meeting new people then come on in and laces up them skates. 4. Having fun is most important. So enjoy meeting new people and besure to check out CLUB FANTASIA afterwards Where the drinks are always cold. BROUGHT TO YOU BY :::: McLovin:::: ḋ

Poem 1 To 10
POEM 1. Roses are red, Pickles are green I love your legs and whats between POEM # 2 Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And i'll fuck you clean POEM # 3 I like your style I like your class but most of all i like your ass POEM # 4 Im a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down POEM # 5 Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You belive its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 monthes in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never would have happened If the rubber wouldnt have torn POEM # 6 Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks. POEM # 7 Smoke a smoke Not a butt Fuck a virgin Not a slut. POEM # 8 Sex is bad Sex is

Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers don

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

Thoughts And Other Such Rubbish
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past *stop planning the future *stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel *stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel Sometimes we just have to go with........ ""WHATEVER HAPPENS - HAPPENS!"" """""Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind""""

My Strengths N Weaknesses
My Strengths - Charismatic , Competent , Courageous , Determined , Honest , Loyal , Magnetic , Passionate , Profound , Proud , Reliable , Sharp-Witted My Weaknesses - Intolerant , Jealous , Manipulative , Merciless , Obsessive , Passive-Aggressive , Secretive , Selective , Self-Destructive , Speculative , Vicious

Our Darkness
Through these city nightmares you'd walk with me And we'd talk of it with idealistic assurance That it wouldn't tear us apart We'd keep our heads above the blackened water But there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place And you're gone now Through a grimy window that I can't keep clean Through billowing smoke that's swallowed the sun You're nowhere to be seen Do you think our desires still burn I guess it was desires that tore us apart There has to be passion A passion for living, surviving And that means detachment Everybody has a weapon to fight you with To beat you with when you are down There were too many defences between us Doubting all the time Fearing all the time Doubting all the time Fearing all the time That like these urban nightmares We'd blacken each others skies When we passed the subways we tried to ignore our fate there Of written threats on endless walls Unjustified crimes carried in stifled calls Would you walk with me now th

Homecoming
Walking into light From the blank evening sky Knuckles rub away the darkness Circling my eyes Walking into warmth From the cold evening air Numb white fingers push greasy rain through my hair You walk into view From shadow thrown against the door Hands reach out and grasp the moment They've been waiting for You pull me close Dampness seeps through to your skin You peel the layers away I feel the fire ignite within You create the feeling I contain the need It's moments that we're stealing No pleasure's ever free You sustain the rhythm I'll maintain the beat It's the only, chance we're given Let's turn this cold to heat You possess the notion I take full heed We're bound by this emotion Two bodies - one heartbeat You create the feeling I contain the need You sustain the rhythm I'll maintain the beat Desire comes alive Nothing interrupts the flow Water nurtures every crevice Where this love needs to grow Sliding to the floor We swell, falling to the

Wasteland
Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over You were not there Living in fear But signs were not really that scarce Obvious tears But I will not Hide you through this I want you to help them, please see The bleeding heart perched on my shirt Die, withdraw Hide in cold sweat Quivering lips Ignore remorse Naming a kid, living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Crowned hopeless The article read living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red but I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Heave the silver hollow sliver Piercing through another victim Turn and tremble be judgmental Ignorant to all the symbols Blind the face with beauty paste Eventually you'll one day know

Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others It is because we are different that each of us is special Don't set your goals by what other people deem important Only you know what is best for you Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart Cling to them as you would your life for without them life is meaningless Don't let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future By living one day at a time you live all the days of your life Don't give up when you still have something to give Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other Don't be afraid to encounter risks It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave Don't shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find The quickest way to receive love is to give love The fastest way to lose love is to hold i

Fake Or Real?
AlliLicious@ fubar got this woman..2 days in row come to my page..telling me I am pretty and such. I am wondering, is she real or not? And how is it..she has moved past level 10 without a salute pic? I see shes got people drooling all over her..and if it is her..shes hot. part of her convo to me..which makes me think its a guy... AlliLicious: not yet dont have my cam ->AlliLicious: do u have a salute pic? AlliLicious: awwww ok i understand ->AlliLicious: only let those i see view me AlliLicious: mind if i view u for a bit ->AlliLicious: yes. AlliLicious: do you have yahoo and cam let me know what ya think?

Help Me Godfather On My 2 Happy Hours Today.?
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Dirty Lil Secrets
Basics 1. How old are you? 2. Look between your legs...what's your species, male or female.. (or both)? 3. Equally important, what's your sexual Orientation? 4. At what tender age did you discover the joys of masturbation? 5. Sometimes nature intends a person to discover their first orgasm later…either way when was it? 6. Uh ohh.. you went and sinned and kissed someone. When did you lose your innocence, sinner? 7. Expanding on that, when was the first time you made out with someone? 8a. How often do you masturbate? 8b. Do you fantasize usually when you do? 8c. Do you like it? 8d. Do you try to get there fast or do you deny yourself to make it last longer? 8e. Ever engage in mutual masturbation (doing it, but with a partner)? 8f. Do you own and use a dildo or vibrator? 8g. Have you ever used a foreign object but not a sex toy (cucumber, hairbrush, something like that)? Oral sex 1. In general, does the idea of oral sex appeal to you? 2. Ok great, I w