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Dj Bully
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Lesson
An epic adventure known as life filled with happiness served alongside with strife a double edge sword that saves the day but when its all over it takes everything away why do we try why do we pray because in the end we know we have a price to pay should I take two coins to cross the river Styx when I die at the end should I write a letter telling everyone good bye will my body give its last breath and just fade away into the sky is there an easy way out, that won't make me cry I think not, I believe life is harder then we think we make one mistake and it spreads out like ink it stains our souls well our innocence starts to shrink we are all on the brink of our bodies becoming extinct we never know when we will meet our end so what message will you leave, what lesson will you send to those who know you, to the ones who do not will they remember your life, will they know how you fought realize now that Life never ends, it only changes form like how a perfect sunny day

Hotties Code Of Conduct
2nd Alarm Hotties Code of Conduct 1. All Hottie members/prospects must have a verified salute and a minimum of 15 pics which includeS.F.W body shots. All hotties must be female by birth 2. All pics, (excluding private and n.s.f.w) must be open for the purpose of voting and rating to all officers. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to officers for communications. You have to have a yahoo id or msn id for this purpose. Officers must have yahoo sn. When you acquire a Yahoo Id. You must submit it to C/D.Carrie for inclusion in the communication list of hotties. 3. All new hotties will be assigned to a Team, your team leader must be in your top 10 friends and Upon your admission you must add 2nd Alarm hotties to your profile name/nickname, you are allowed 5 days to conform with C.O.C.rules. Team leaders will be checking for compliance. This applies to ex hotties, rejoining. 4. Most important; Chief and Hottie homepage Must be added to your Family...and Carrie (careabella),Flirt (cris),K

Sept Poem
Flags flying half way up their poles in loving memory of thousands of lost souls smoke and rubble all over the place a look of horror on peoples face on lookers doing all they can to find their families and friends what do they think? what goes through their minds. when they search for love ones noone can find. Brave men marching in the middle of it all. Diggin to save lives when they hear the call. Prayers lifted up so does desperated pleas. Please God bring them back to me. Kids lookin for parents Parents lookin for kids. And none of knowing when this chaos will ever end. Watching tv not believing it is real. They have said over 5000 have been killed. it is a time like this when we need a prayer. Because without god in our hearts we are helpless and scared so take this time and cast your eyes upon the sky and say a little prayer for those who have died

Rainfall
I shield from the rainfall, as a natural response under my umbrella, And I stay dry through the scene. I discovered you, Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement, and wearing a smile so permanent. Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine, And I must shield from the falling, He said: "Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella' You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you, Because flowers need water to live." And for once I smiled A smile of relieve...

Middle Finger Syndrome.
I don't know if people think it is cool or what. But I myself think it isn't cool at all. We use to do it in the 60s when it ment "up yours" I don't know what it means now. But when anyone does it to me in person, I take a hold of that finger and cause them significant pain. If anyone can tell me the significance of it and why it is such a popular thing to do in pictures these days, it would be appreciated. I myself don't think it is very classy but then again who am I, just a guy with old fashioned ideas.

U Take What Cannot Be Given
She doesnt read the words She hears them in her head A poet full of blasphemy Rambles from her bed Ashes fall, and children crawl The lenses... They were RED Blackened Hands are reaching All you LOVE is DEAD? Dying as your cuts spill Secrets and untruths Lacks of TRUST/Gats to Bust Wanna set "Him" loose? Lining up like Dominoes Trigger finger shoots Welcome yet another To the Young and KILLED 2 soon...

Lmao
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge hooters who owns a liquor store and a saltwater fishing lodge. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Got The 2nd Hh
Hello everyone!!!!! I'm back and I got my 2nd Happy Hour set up for sunday, march 23th at 1pm PST!!!! So ya all come and party with me and level up!!!! A special Thank you goes out to Chuckiiboo Thank you for always having your Happy Hours up!!! chuckiiboo@ fubar So now everybody get ready and we see us on sunday!!!! I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~@ fubar Have a great rest of the week the weekend is almost there and we party together on sunday!!! Hugs and Kisses

Desire
With my eyes softly closed I can still taste you... the lingering sweetness of you the lingering taste of your skin on my lips, the soft and gentle rhythm of heartbeats - mere moments before locked as one roaring and surging now nestling gently calmly entwined inside and out. With my eyes softly closed I still feel the heat - sheer animal passion an eternal raging appetite fulfilled yet encompassing quenched yet forever hungry, the effort of merging sweat's sweet sting, the timeless moment, the 'after' glow the infinite softness of you and me and such a fullness of love I've come to know. With my eyes softly closed a single tear flows the indescribable emotion released from within as my eyes silently open and find yours looking in.

My Patience
I have been very patient these days. I have to say that there is only one person that is responsible for teaching me to be patient. which in my eyes means P-Persistence A-Amazing T-Tremendous I-Intuition E-Exquisite N-Nice T-Terrific

Oral Cancer
Please Play The Videos Not Only For Charmz But For Your Self This Cancer Is The Number 1 Leading Death In The Us today get a screening test it takes but 5mins out of your day and the price of this is just 55.00$ and it is painless..charmz had testing done and was told she had oral cancer.. and is now going in for the screening to just see how much of the cancer is in her mouth that can not be seen by the human eye..people make Ribbons for aide and all kinds of cancers but i dont see one for oral cancer and people are dying for this roughly 1 person per hour, 24 hours per day i think someone needs to make a Ribbon for that.. i dont know what i would do with out charmz / teraysa we have been best friends for the longest time and this hurts me more then any of you would know she is just not my best friend but like my sister she is also my sons god mother More than 34,000 Americans will be diagnosed with oral or pharyngeal cancer this year. It will cause over 8,000 death

Life
So this last year has been so damn crazy. I have grown so much as a person and a mother. You never realize the things that are most important till one day they walk up and kinda smack you in the face. You think everything is ok and in reality it isn't. Life takes a load of work to make it through. I am jsut glad to say that the stress I have been through has all worked out. I am glad that I have grown adn I am a better person for it. I love my children and my life and will continue to live my crazy life to its fullest cause you never know when something abd will happen or when this crazy life will end.

Wow!!!!!!!!
Ok so i just got back from my first Seder Feast, and i must say that it was an amazing experience. The ceremony and history that was involved was, man i don’t really know how to put it in words. Now on the lighter side i have found that my daughter really likes wine...... i think some of the older people at the church dinner got my daughter buzzed......(just a little) lol. please use this link to learn more about the Seder Feast.http://www.christianseder.com/seder.htm

Meet My Owner!
Hi everyone! I would like you all to meet this very wonderful friend and owner of mine. She is one of the greatest people you could ever meet! Always there when someone needs help in a contest, giveaway or leveling. Well she is getting closer to godmother and I would like to help get her there. So if all you wonderful fubarians could please go show her some love I would greatly appreciate it! You will not regret getting to know this wonderful person! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by : Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Please Help!!!!
A very good friend is in need of some help. Trese is suffering from kidney failure and needs to go into a specialist for dialysis to prepare for a transplant. Unfortunately, it's going to cost $400 to get in and she doesn't have insurance. I have set up a donations block on my site for all who would like to help us get the money to get her into the specialist and get this taken care of. Any amount is welcomed. Link for donating is http://www.mystic-illusions.com Link for her Fubar page to give other support and kind words is ۞†♥┼®ë§ë♥†۞-graphic designer @ Mystic Illusions website, Get you Wor@ fubar

Want Some Fun??
---->looking for a guy who isnt gonna bullshit around and who will pay the 5 bucks charge it takes to cam fuck with me on my sex cam which is ON YAHOO and MSN..for just the 5 bucks, thats it.. for only FIVE BUCKS and we can do whatever turns u on in total privacy.. so if u are interested then PM me.. but if u are not.. then dont bother me at all.. im dead fucking serious.. dont bother me unless u are ready to pay to play with me.. and u can tell me what to do.. and no freebies or previews so dont ask me or u will be ignored! When you PM me say "I'M SERIOUS" so i know you read it. Its a little less than $5 bux for 24 hour access to the site and to my webcam (and lots of other girls too). It's fun! come play......

Gotcha!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I hate doing these chain blog. 2) I am pretty straight forward and tell it like I see it. 3) I tend to use the F bomb on more than one ocassion in a conversation, but I don't cuss around my kids. 4) Oh, yeah, I have three awesome girls, ages 13, 11, and 6. 5) I have been married for almost 17 years but have been separated since November. 6) I think you have to be an awesome kisser to be good in bed. 7) I try not to judge other people unless I've walked in their shoes... 8) I like cinnamon pop tarts. 9) I think a whimpy hand shake is a sign of a whimpy personality. 10) I always try to tell those that are close and im

Have You Ever Felt Like Your Heart Was Breaking?
Have you ever felt like your heart just couldn’t take anymore? Have you ever felt like your heart was literally breaking? Have you ever wanted to just rip it out and get rid of it? That then maybe the pain would stop? No heart, no pain. This has been a very hard week for me. I lost my stepdad, Bernie on Thursday. He was only 66. We were all kind of expecting it eventually, but not this soon. He was in my life for over 30 years. I loved him more than he’ll ever know. He did so much for me in my life. I just wish now that I could have repaid him better. He knew I loved him, but I don’t think he knew how much. Or how much of an impact and influence he was in my life. My mom & him were together off and on for so long. He was Grampy Bernie to my kids. They loved him too. And I know they will miss him terribly. I know I am hurting, but my mom is hurting so much more. I wish I could just bring him back to make her happy again. Even when they weren’t together, they still

Some Poery
heres some old poetry that i wrote. you can read if you like. and comments would be oblidged. im thinking of going back to school to become some sort of writer. so let me know if im crazy or if i might have something going...... anyways here goes.. fallin swiftly on my own knowin desperation just past in a daze to all of life living and wishin wishin it would all end take this everlasting pain my heart it quakes not much more can i take my hands are shakey now tears rushing down my cheeks cant see the pages blurred vision, blurred thoughts knowing now that all is wasted what am i here for? the pain and the struggles knowing that i was wrong knowing that i am wrong knowing that im always wrong what am i here for? am i still living? is it worth it? to open up when i know that all awaiting me is pain? knowing that ill never be happy never be truely happy i just wanna run away never look back live alone so i may not touch again not try to love again prom

Why...
why is it that so many have a need to be needed that they will put any bit of hope into just a simple conversation? why is is that so many have no clue how to be true to themselves and build a life style out of false identity? why is it that others learn to distrust and close themselves off of so many things because of another person actions done upon them? why is it that morals and values have slowly decreased in peoples values? why i ask...because it doesn't make sense. people blame others for their own situations they put themselves into and seek out the worst in most people so they don't look as bad...but at the same time those that do trust do so openly that the only outcome would be to be used and abused. people truely don't make sense to me and it saddens my heart. so why... i truely ask, should i really give a fuck or even want to?

Loneliness And Longing
I often stare into nothingness...wishing the pain would go away. Wishing and hoping these feelings of despair and loneliness would disappear. How I wish I had someone to love, to care for...I grow anxious as the seconds minutes and days pass, as I watch everyone around me move on with their significant other... I wish my devotion that has yet to exist...would be given the chance to come alive so I could love and never stop loving the girl of my dreams...How I wish I could find her...and devote my life to her, so my life would atlast have true meaning... I wish to find her...at all costs...thru all of lifes pain and lessons, thru all its hardships...it would be worth it...to find my dream girl...my true love...my one and only devotion

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Romance
Like most people, I used to think that romance was what was described on the pages of the paperback novels with Fabio and a busty lusty woman on the cover. I read a couple when I was young and thought I knew what romance was. I married a man who hadn’t read those books and didn’t know what romance was. After 20 years, he and I went our separate ways. During the split, I met a man who had likewise not read the books that described romance. However, he could have written a book himself. I found out what romance truly is from this incredible man. Now, since not everyone out there can meet him and partake of the simple pleasures and romance he offered to me, I’ll do my best to describe it. Romance is when you come out of your work place and walk across the parking lot wondering what is on your windshield tucked under the wiper blade. Upon inspection you find an envelope containing a card with the message “See the smile on my face? You put it there.” Then looking up to see

Yes, He Was Reckless
so here i am. in awe, in shock. angry, sad, lonely. i miss him. i hate him. he is my other half and i am not sure what that says about me. i did not choose him. there is so much he does not know, does not understand. i guess i can say the same for me. he crashed into my life so many years ago, with his shy eyes and his wicked sexiness. the first time we really looked at each other, we fell into the other person's soul. we made love that night. and i mean made love. wholly. fully. it was always that way. i saw into him, i saw the dark, the sorrow, the anger, the longing. i was drawn to it. i saw love inside of him that i don't think he could see. i still don't think he sees it. i made him go away. i was young, we were both young. and i had BIG PLANS. i did not want him to get hurt. so i "protected" him. i guess in a very twisted way similar to how he "protects" me now. The plans happened. I missed him. I reached back, he was gone. or so i thought. only now i kno

Pimpouts
Let’s Get Her to Godmother!!!!! Only 694,543 to go. Jenn is always helping everyone so lets return the love. And make her GODMOTHER .... Let’s make her the next one on fubar. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"

The Best E-mail Of The Year!!!!!
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills, and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1:00 P.M., and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Ran to the school to pi

Im Not Sure
Ok so I put in the days off book for monday to be a day off... I had a taken it awhile ago for a dr. appt and they put me on.. I don't have the appt. anymore but I was looking forward to having monday off and working tues-friday. should I say something to my boss? or leave it be? Im soo not sure.

Stuff We All Need To Ponder
"You cannot have a proud and chivalrous spirit if your conduct is mean and paltry; for whatever a man's actions are, such must be his spirit." -- Demosthenes (384 BC - 322 BC), Third Olynthiac "Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." -- Mark Twain "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe "I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him." -- Booker T. Washington (1856 - 1915) "Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people." -- Eleanor Roosevelt (1884 - 1962) "Integrity without knowledge is weak and useless, and knowledge without integrity is dangerous and dreadful." -- Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784) "A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." -- Herm Albright (1876

The Auction Has Started So Come And Own Me!!!!!
Ok everyone the auction to own me has started so just click on the picture and you will be redirected to the auction. Enjoy and have fun. I think you have to add the host in order to view it sorry for any inconveinance.

Rules To Live By ???
The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene and Joost Elffers Law 1 Never Outshine the Master Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite – inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power. Law 2 Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them. Law 3 Conceal your Intentions Keep people off-balance and in the dark by never revealing the purpose behind your actions. If they have no clue what you are up to, they

Oh Yeah
whats with all these skanks from 2nd alarm hotties dropping like flies all of a sudden? i hear cause of to much drama. and they say they dont have any. IMAO. it's bout time these twats are finally falling apart. i fucking love it.

Not Gonna Be On
I won't be on from now and the rest of the weekend. my great grandma passed away amongst other stuff goin on. I may pop in for a sec but probably not got to much goin on. Just thought I would let my friends know since they won't see me on. love ya guys me

For Those That Dont Know True Love
HOW DO YOU KNOW ITS LOVE?when your heart feels empty because she is far away! when the last thing you see when you close your eyes is her! when the whole world outside is quite and your heart races with noise! when your thoughts should be foccussed and they are distracted by thoughts of her! WHEN THE LAST THING YOU DO BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP IS SHED A TEAR BECAUSE YOUR HEARTS ARE APART! i know it is love because my heart is with her!

Violence Against Women
I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry, Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry, Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funer

You Wouldn't Believe This!
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman's nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. 'Is this your husband?' he nervously asks. 'No, silly,' she replies, snuggling up to him. 'Your boyfriend, then?' he continues. 'No, not at all,' she says, nibbling away at his ear. 'Is it your dad or your brother?' he inquires, hoping to be reassured. 'No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!' she answers. 'Well, who in the heck is he, then?' he demands. She whispers in his ear "That's me before the surgery"!!!

The Omen Child..my Bro
What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You are a DemonThere's no nice way of saying it. You're a Demon! And you like it that way! You are often called a pyromaniac and keep matches or a lighter on you at all times. Your idea of fun is poking at those poor damned souls with your pitch fork. Just be careful you don't get burned in all your fun! You are a Demon 100%Black Witch 92%You are a Vampiric Elf! 83%Fallen Angel 50%Vampire 50%

Happy Keester
ALL I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LIFE I LEARNED FROM THE EASTER BUNNY Don't put all of your eggs in one basket Walk softly and carry a big carrot Everyone needs a friend who is all ears There's no such thing as too much candy All work and no play can make you a basket case A cute little tail attracts a lot of attention Everyone is entitled to a bad hare day Let happy thoughts multiply like rabbits Some body parts should be floppy Keep your paws off other people's jellybeans Good things come in small sugarcoated packages The grass is always greener in someone else's basket An Easter bonnet can tame even the wildest hare To show your true colors you have to come out of your shell The best things in life are still sweet and gooey

Why
why do i love hiM still why do i still care why did he tell me he loves me just a few days ago when he was after another heart already why did he miss me when he did not want me why did he let me love again when he knew i was hurt before why did he take my trust when it was broken why did he make love to me when he never really wanted me around why did he lie when i never lied to him and the biggest ? WHY DOES LOVE HURT i was always told love was kind love was caring love was sharing love was wanting each other so much that you could not breath without the other around..I FELT IT ALL all he could do was push me away and take from my heart to just throw it out like it was trash..and yet..I STILL LOVE HIM I STILL CARE...WHY!?!??

Hate
i think i might go bi i donot know maybe i'm mad but right now all are dogs . they are drive u crazy and i think they said samething about us . they talk to u and say sweet thing to u and maybe i now better . am i easy dart or the biggest sucker world . maybe just go hide and wait for deaf to come and get me . i'm women who mad as hell and she stop crying .

Why?
OK SO MEN ARE SO CONFUSING!!! LIKE THIS ONE GUY FRIEND I HAVE KNOWS THAT I KINDA HAVE FEELING FOR HIM, SO ON PURPOSE HE DOES LITTLE SHIT THAT MAKES ME THINK THAT HE WANTS MORE... BY NO MEANS AM I LOOKING FOR MORE AT THE MOMENT IT JUST MAKES ME CONFUSED THAT HE WOULD DO THAT ON PURPOSE... OK SO MOST OF THE MEN IVE BEEN WITH REALLY TOYED WITH MY HEART AND SHIT SO LIKE IDK WHY I EVEN KEEP GOING BACK TO THE SAME TYPE OF GUYS... HOWEVER THERE IS ONE AT THE MOMENT THAT IM CRUSHIN ON THAT I KNOW WOULD BE DIFFERENT... I JUST DONT THINK HE REALIZES THAT IM RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM...

Boredom,the Meaning Of
is a reactive state of emotion that interprets the condition of one's environment as wearingly dull due to repetitive, non-existent or tedious stimuli. Boredom stems from a lack of interesting things to see, hear, or do (physically or intellectually) when not in the mood of "doing anything."

Roommate Drama
Ok i have this roommate nad he has given me a weeks notice that he is moving out, and them come to find out it was because of a Chick that is the reason he is moving out. Lame Excuse huh. Well anywho He thinks it is mine and my other roomates responsibility to find another roommate as well as this fool thinks i am going to find one in a week. What is he thinking he is stupid, it took us three months to find a place. We have a friend that could move in but they dont want to go through the lease thing because they went through a divorce and that has already torn their credit up so he doesnt want to take another hit and that is understandable. But the third roommate will not leave his name on the lease we have already told him he will not be responsable for any thing after he moves out still he is an ass and will take no responsibilities for his actions

What This Site Was For...
This is my one and only blog for this website. I really don't know how to move in it but I did find blogs and as most know I love to write blogs. I don't really have any friends on here and the only reason we are even on this website is because a long time ago we use to keep a check on my boyfriends kids. This was the only way to find out what was going on in there lives. Sad I know but that is just how it is. Now we don't use it at all. The emails go to my boyfriends email address and then he just calls me to check and see what was sent. You will see a lot of comments from his ex wife but don't mind her. She is still upset with my boyfriend. She means no harm. Its gotten better over the past year but things haven't really changed much. She lives in her world and we live in ours. We don't contact each other at all and wouldn't now if she didn't write a comment on here to send it to my bf's email. O well though thats the way it goes. My boyfriend hasn't seen or talked to h

50 Mistakes Women Make In Bed
1. Dont assume that a guy can get hard on command, their not flipping a damn switch okay. Getting him hard is your job so figure it out. It’s not rocket science. 2. Dont think that kissing needs to be all sweet & romantic all the time. Yeah pecks are cute, but i mean come one a little roughness never killed anyone. 3. Dont leave him responsible for your orgasm. If you know what you want, tell him! If you dont your gonna be the one pissed when he’s done & half asleep and ur still horney. 4. Dont expect to cuddle after sex, men & women are wired differently okay. Women wanna talk and bond & men want to sleep. If anything spoon with the tip of his (blank) in ur but. That’ll help kick up round 2. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn’t unreasonable, but when it’s time to actually sleep? An arm draped over you should suffice. 6. Dont expect him to be nice and romantic ALL the time, its okay now

Can I Come Get Some Help
I need 5,000 comments in a week can yall help me starts today ok all im in a contest and i need yall help i have a week to get it done and it starts today and i need 5,000 comments please come help me here is the link to get to me to leave me some comments http://fubar.com/images.php?u=673200&albumid=925559

The Real Stacy
Who You Really Are by bigsexy22YOUNAME: StacyD.O.B.: 11/30/1977AGE: 30THIS OR THATRALLY'S OR ARBY'S: arby'sSODA OR JUICE: juiceKISS OR MAKE OUT: kissLOVE OR MONEY: lovePEPSI OR COKE: cokeCOMPUTER OR T.V.: computerIN THE OPPOSITE SEXGIRL OR BOY: boyHAIR STYLE: real short or baldHEIGHT: taller than meSTYLE: dressy casualMOST IMPORTANT TRAIT: personalityYOUFRAVORIE PHRASE: what tha hell?DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: most definitelyDO YOU "SWEAR": yesDO YOU HAVE A BAD TEMPER: yesLOVEARE YOU IN LOVE: yesIF SO WHO: ethanWHEN DID YOU MEET THEM: last july 4thDO YOU LIKE SOMEBODY: yesDO THEY GO TO YOUR SCHOOL: not in schoolWERE DID YOU MEET THEM: workDO YOU WANNA GO WITH THEM: yesDO THEY GO WITH SOMEONE: no

Thanks For Your Concern
It has been a very rough week for my and my family and even though my dad has been sick for sometime and I have prepared myself it is still hard loosing someone. I cant believe all of the care and concern I have received from so many of you. Some I have never met and never will but your heart felt concern has been helping me get through this. I may be 39 but since I am the only girl I will always be my daddy's little girl. You will never know where you will find a friend and just because you may never meet that person, they can still be friends. Thank you all. Love Kathleen

Gas Saving Tips
Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temperature of the gasoline, diesel and jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products plays an important role. A 1-degree rise in temperature is a big deal for this business. But the service stations do not have temperature compensation at the pumps. When you're filling up do not squeeze the trigger of the nozzle to a fast mode. If you look you will see that the trigger has three (3) stages: low, middle, and high. In slow mode you should be pumping on low speed, thereby minimizing the vapors that are created while you are pumping. All hoses at the pump have a vapo

Scattergories
Thanks to Metal Sandy Moo for showing me this, i decided to have a go. But believe, it is not as easy as it looks, but still it's fun so give it go. all you need to do is answer every question with the FIRST LETTER of your name. they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. Here's mine: 1. What is your name: .........................Laura 2. 4 letter word:..............luck 3.Vehicle: ....................limosine 4. A city:.....................London 5. Boy Name: ..................luke 6. Girl Name: .................lauren 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Lager 8. Occupation:.................Lawyer 9. Something you wear:.........leotard 10.Celebrity:..................leonardo Dicapprio 11. Food: .....................Lemon 12. Something fo

Thanxs
HI TO EVERYONE OUT THERE IN CYBERLAND. AS YOU ALL KNOW I AM NEW TO FUBAR. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR THE COMMENTS, RATINGS, ETC. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO USING FUBAR TO MEET NEW AND HOPEFULLY LASTING FRIENDSHIPS. PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME IF I DON'T COMMENT OR RATE YOU RIGHT AWAY. I AM NEW TO THIS SIGHT AND ATTEMPTING TO FIGURE IT OUT. ALSO, I WORK VARIOUS SHIFTS SO THERE MAY BE DAYS BEFORE I GET TO ACTUALLY READ OR SEND ANYTHING TO/FROM YOU. UNTIL THEN YEEEEHAAAA TO EVERYONE AND AGAIN LOOKING FORWARD TO USING THIS SIGHT AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS. LINDA-AKA GEORGIA PEACH

New Car
I didnt really need a new car, but I wanted to meet you. I knew where you worked, we talked so many times now I even knew the hours you would be there. I arrived about half an hour before you would leave for the day. I walked in and several sales people approached me. I didnt want them, I wanted you. I mentioned your name and they seemed disapointed. But you heard your name being called out and responded right away. Your smile was radiating and very contagious. As soon as I saw it I was grinning from ear to ear. Or maybe it was because I was thinking of you naked in my arms. I asked if I could test drive a car with you. You seemed a little nervouse but I said loudly that the only person I would get a car from would be you!! It worked, we were getting into a nice new car and driving off the lot. I wanted to feel your lips against mine and aksed if I could pull over. As soon as I did I leaned over and kissed you. within seconds we had our arms wrapped around each other, o

Auction Here Goes Nothing
OK EVERYONE WHATS A GIRL GOTTA DO HERE..WITH ALL THIS AUCTION STUFF GOING AROUND I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE IT A TRY SO HERE GOES ...SOME ONE HAS GOT TO LOVE ME ENOUGH TO BUY ME ... SO LETS GET STARTED ...IM OFFERING ALOT AND MAYBE EVEN A LITTLE MORE IF THE PRICE IS RIGHT ...SO HIT THE LINK AND LET THE BIDDING WARS BEGIN AND MY THE BEST MAN OR WOMAN WIN ..... IT RUNS FORM TODAY MARCH 21 TO APRIL 4TH KISSES AND HUGGS BLUEYES

Ems 911
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56314. The link above is to my new lounge. Feel free to stop by and say "HI" and join. Granted the Lounge is called EMS 911, but everyone is welcomed to join.

Family
Hi there this is my frist time doing a blog so please bear with me. My name is Robert. My family and I just moved in to plattsburgh Ny.The kids love it they have room to run around. So I dont have any friend but thats why I'm on fubar so I can make same.

Live On
As i take my last breath all on my own you can feel the medicine rushing through Not wanting to close your eyes Not knowing if it will be given back to you Should my last breath be taken I want you all to know this I love you all with the every beat of my heart And that you all will truely be missed. I promise to take every breath that i can Strong, Deep and full, on my own But please know that if I don't That The Good Lord above has called me home To all my awesome Friends Whom I love so dear and True should Your faces I never see again That I Love each and everyone of you. Not that i plan on something happening Or going to the side of wrong Don't weep For me, not even a tear Cause by your side I will be.. Standing Strong I love each and everyone of my Fu-Friends, Fu-Family, And Brothers,Sisters,Daughters and the complete Staff of Mystically Addicted Lounge. Besure the lounge Stands strong. LOL.. I think you all thought that I really think i am goi

Soul Mate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because

What's Going On?
well, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao... who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!) AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-) other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Crazy
This world is crazy wacky spooky live in the depths of hell to all the goodnight people let me be as this world is not for me strangle you with vines tease me with poison gas cast the spell to all the sleeepless people fry my brains like a egg breath the toxic of my fumes pass the gas to see the last one standing

Update On My Son
Took my son to the neurosugeon today, everything has turned out fantastic. All he will need is physical therapy and maybe some chiropractic visits, absolutely no surgery and he has no limitations, I am so happy! I want to thank all of my friends for their prayers and support, I was really worried for awhile but you all helped and supported me thru your kind words of encouragment.

Another Thing
i do though i think i really suck at it is write cd reviews for this web page called music street journal copy and paste this link here for the website http://www.musicstreetjournal.com/ or you should be able to click here

Passionate Sins
Passionate Sins By: Deborah Boyd The Night is Quiet The lights are dim We both lie here Oh what a sin The gentle touch Amongst my skin Send shivers of goose bumps From deep within The sudden passion So tense in force Send my mind wheeling Skin burning and scorched The desire grows deeper Oh what have you done My mind and body Is craving to become one The world spins around me Oh what do I care Nothing else matters When you are so near The cries of passion The clenching of hands The deep passionate kisses Is more then I can stand Then the next moment She awakes in a haze With the proof of what happened Her body is glazed She then looks upon What made her complete Knowing full well Her sins were a defeat

Story I Wrote Not Done
One day a I was making laws in to Dranor when a good friend Drizzts privet messaged me. Drizzts said there have been reports of a mad hacker riping people to shreds and he backed every thing he stole up on a 10 teribyte hard drive. Drizzts said there is a reward for the person who can slay him. But how do you think I could kill him? I mean if he is a hacker how can some one who is only level 104 like me kill him? I said. Well he said I don't mind meeting up with you and we can get some gear and find out more on whats happening meet me in Fally. So I grabbed my runes and rushed teliported to fally. When I got there I could see drizzts he ran to me form the west bank but there were so many people running around screaming about hackers are coming!. I hear there are the hackers coming form the north form the wildy yelled drizzts. Shouldn't we get out of here then I asked. Drizzts being as fearless as he is said no way!!! we are gonna stand there on the b

Sexiest Eyes Contest
hello everyone, one of my contests will be opening soon, The Sexiest Eyes. let me know if u know anyone who still wants to enter that one or my other contest!! I WANT TO SAY GOOD LUCK TO THE PPL IN THE CONTEST!!! here is the link http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1288555&albumid=892099&idx=0 let the rating and bombing begin *************UPDATE ON THIS CONTEST************** this contest will be closing tomorrow night so get all ur friends to rate ur pic

Chicano Nation
Wat It Do ni99as Its your boy blu A.K.A. DonB THE R33P4 Reppin that CHICANO NATION ALL DAY and NIGHT NI99A its 3-14 CN FvCK^ mx3 FvCK^ rcl,gfm,cvraB^s. its 3-14 CN CHICANO NATION BRRRAAA for my BLOOD NI99AS F.O.B KEEP THAT 5 POPPIN IM BOUT to smoke me a fat Mary Jane Joint I DONT Give A FvCK^ im on my CHICH and CHONG.

A Big Hint
Garth Brooks Somewhere Other Than The Night He could see the storm clouds rollin' across the hill He barely beat the rain in from the field And between the backdoor slammin she heard Him say "damn this rain and damn this wasted day" But shed been waiting for this day for oh so long She was standin in the kitchen with nothin but her Apron on And in disbelief he stood and he stared awhile When their eyes met they both began to smile (chorus) Somewhere other than the night She needs to hear i love you Somewhere other than the night She needs to know you care She wants to know shes needed And she needs to be held tight Some where other than the night They spent the day wrapped up in a blanket On the front porch swing He'd come to realize he'd neglected certain things And there are times she feels alone even by his sided It was the first time she ever saw him cry (chorus) To know shes needed She needs to be held tight Somewhere other than the night

Tribute To My Son
In Loving Memory of Our Little Angle Boy "Dale Lloyd Clark" May 18, 1988 - March 17, 1993 We love & miss you dearly...you are always in our hearts & thoughts! Keep watching over us, Punky With love from your family

I Can Feel You!
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Don't Be Like The Others
You know what one of my pet peeves is? People who assume things without being adult enough to just come out and ask. If something is bothering me and I say I don't want to talk about it, it's just that. Don't assume anything else. Most likely it's my children pissing me off cause you know what? Most people don't know how hard it is raising two children alone. I am one to ask questions when I need to and I don't care what the answer is but I sure don't assume and I surely don't ignore someone either. Everyone has their days. A true friend would know that and would understand that. All I ask is don't assume...you sure wouldn't want me to assume shit about you that I see would you? And this goes out to everyone, but hey if you feel it's towards you, then it probably is! LOL...live, love and learn HONESTLY!

Into The Nite By Santana
Like a gift from the heavens It was easy to tell It was love from above that could save me from hell She had fire in her soul It was easy to see How the devil himself could be pulled out of me There were drums in the air as she started to dance Every soul in the room keeping time with their hands and we sang [Chorus] A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And the voices rang like the angles sang, singing A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And we danced on into the night [2x] Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place You could tell how we felt from the look on our faces We was spinning in circles with the moon in our eyes No room left to move in between you and I We forgot where we were and we lost track of time And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night [Chorus] A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And the voices rang like the angels sang, singing A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And we danced on into the night [2x] [Guitar playing] Like a gift from the heavens It was easy to tell It was love from above t

Hey
Hey everyone. I hope everyone is doing well. For those who know me, you all know that my boyfriend (kyle gruber "hk_witches") is on here too. For those who don't know me, lets chat sometime. Interesting in meeting people for friendship only.

Yeah I Am
So, here it is Yes I am going to be a Grandmother most definately. The Grandbaby is due Nov. 12 th. Even though I am not happy nor proud of this, I will still do what is right. I will love this baby and beat my son ( just kidding ).I will love the baby and help him as he needs me.Kinda cute he has managed to call me 16 times today. He is telling me he is scared to death. Well, I told him better get your butt in gear.Get your GED and get your affairs in order.

Computer Problems
Sorry everybody, I have had computer problems over the last few weeks, and I am not sure how often I will be able to get on the site. If I can get things fixed and running, I may be back on a permanent basis. Until then, not sure, we'll see.

Auction
Do you want to own your very own [reLLa] ?? Now is your chance. All you have to do is Add, Rate, & Fan the host. Then continue on to place your bids. Here is what I offer: - Added as Top friend for a month - Personal salute (SFW) - All pics rates 11s during Happy Hours - Stashes and blogs rated during happy hours - Daily Comments for a month - Shitfaced for a month - Added to Messanger - SFW Phone call See someone else in there you might like as well? Well bid on them too!!! You can never have too many . . . You have until April 1st to get those bids in. Happy bidding all!! [reLLa]ღRaW@ fubar

Fubar Drama Club
Fubar Drama Club By: Deborah Boyd Please don’t go I beg you to stay You’ve become a part of me Each and every day. I can understand The reasons you go Drama isn’t a virtue As we all know That is why with some of us here We don’t do crushes Or Wedding Who cares All that I know Is you’re a friend indeed One I enjoy seeking And commenting as need So take to heart My words I do say And please don’t go I beg you to stay

The Realm Of Fire: Summer
The Realm of Fire: Summer Fire, with creative and destructive power contained within every flame, is likely the most challenging element. Fire represents transformation, both in substances that burn and in the environment around it, as the flames supply both light and heat. It burns with passion and energy reflected in the human spirit – the purity of fire is akin to our motivation and will, the drive to succeed and shine in our own light. Through the light of fire we receive the illumination we need to follow our paths, giving us the energy to refine our passions and strive for our goals. Fire can leap up and die down again just as suddenly, bringing spontaneity in its flames. It is called the “living element” as its dance is reminiscent of our own dance of life. In the summer, the heat of the Sun’s fire is most present, and the energy of the fire fills our bodies and our lives. We spring into activity, motivated by the increased light to do more, and express the fire of our

My Last Goodbye
Well this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date. Jester aka Steve

To My Family And Friends Fyi
Wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on here much after wednesday March 26th, I am Moving that day to Ashtabula Ohio yay me. lol I will let you all know when i am done moving and setled in. Lots of love yo you all. Happy Easter as well hugssssss ~n~ kissessssss

Venting
You know.. I don't get Men. Sometimes you love em.. sometimes you hate em.. but you just can't live without em! Sometimes they are so fucking complicated and are so not understandable. They don't get women.. just like we don't get them. How come they can never understand what you are trying to tell them without taking what you are saying in a negative way. I mean, you bring anything up to them and they think you are bitching at them when you are just trying to talk. How can a woman get a man to understand her? I guess that could take like a million years or more for them to be able to. I don't think a man could ever understand a woman unless they become one themselves and that don't happen too often. I think I'm done venting for now.. if you have any suggestions.. PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Hh Contest... Please Help
Please help comment bomb me. I'm in my first fubar contest ever and trying to win a HH. Any help with comments for the contest will be appreciated greatly. Thank you everyone. Here is a link to my pic that needs the comments. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=3617105720&idx=20

Dream Girlz!!!!!!!
Here is Miss Trouble's team of beautiful Dream Girlz! Show these ladies lots of love! Miss Trouble - Colonel of the Dream Girlz Dream Girlz Seductive Angel Sweet T Teez Mz.Candy Kisses Nicole One Sexy Scorpion Selina Lisa Marie Dots

Of Paz And Saphire And Other Sisters
i hear you calling my name, i feel you reaching for me, i know the pain, but try as i might, i cant get to you today. someone is between us and wont let me through, and the wall is toohigh to climb over. i need you as much as you need me, and i cant tell you. i sense you near but i cant touch you. i feel confusion, panic and pain, youre wondering why im not there. but baby, i am, i just cant get to you. i have never left your side, not since one magical night. its not me staying away, but someone who wants me to stay away from you. i know you are tired, and that you hurtm and i want to share your pain, if only i could get through. do not fear, my love, for i am always here. i have not abandoned you, for my love is true and eternal.

Amen Sista!
The time is now too bring this out... We have helped many many people level -up. We don't ask for much a simple thank you. A Thank You goes along way more then most of you will ever think. If would be nice for once and awhile too get love returned too the levelers as well. This is not for everyone. But this week we leveled alot of people at least 10 a day so you figure thats 70 level ups .Out of all of those 70 level ups want too know how many took time too return anything not even 10. For those that are approaching GodFather Level and higher we pimp out in higher amounts and you have all been watching the GodFather Sticky's and you just show up on our page so we can see your status as too what you need you rate nothing, and not even leave a profile comment..But yet you want help getting there. I have always been Drama -Free but enough is enough. Too many are now saying they dont want too help because some and this is not too all people can't even say thank you. So at th

Drink, Steal, Swear & Lie
DRINK, STEAL, SWEAR & LIE I received this from a friend and he has A motto he lives by everyday. He said listen carefully and Live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie. I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen While he explained his four rules. So here they are : 1.. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. 2.. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape Than you are. 3.. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. 4.. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night Thank God you live in America and have freedom. I am not as good as I should be, I am not as good As I could be . But THANK GOD I am better than I used to be !

Infuriated!
MOTHER FUCKER! I KNOW A PUSSY ASS BITCH THAT NEEDS TO GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS AND BE A 28 YEAR OLD MAN! I WAS SITTING HOME MINDING MY OWN FUCKING BUISNESS WHEN I GET A PHONE CALL. ITS TOMMY A 28 YEAR OLD MAN.... HE SAYS WHAT R U DOIN? I SAY NOTHING IM BORED SO HE SAYS WELL WANNA GO OUT AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS? ME BEING BORED I SAY SURE. SO HE COMES AND GETS ME AND WE GO TO THE BAR. WELL WE GET THERE AND WE SIT DOWN AT A GAME MACHINE THING AND WE PLAY FOR A WHILE THEN HE GETS UP AND SAYS ILL BRB IM GONNA STEP OUTSIDE AND MAKE A PHONE CALL. I SAY OK. WELL ABOUT 20 FUCKING MINUTES LATER I TURN AROUND AND DONT SEE HIM SO I GET UP AND GO LOOK OUTSIDE WHERE HE SAID HE'D BE. AND MOTHER FUCKER, I GET OUTSIDE AND THIS PUSSY'S CAR IS GONE! THIS COCK SUCKING DOUCHE BAG LEFT ME STRANDED AT THE MOTHER FUCKING BAR! IM SAYIN ITS EVEN COOL IF HE DONT LIKE ME BUT HE SHOULD HAVE SAID SO AND TOOK ME BACK HOME INSTEAD OF LEAVING ME STRANDED! SO IM SAYIN THAT THIS PUSSY NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP! HOW CHILDIS

My Princess
It has been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen my little girl. I breaks my heart that two yrs ago this father's day that my own father told me that I'm not a father because I don't see his Grand Daughter. I mean the man shouldn't talk cause that was the first father's day in 17yrs since he has seen me. So what does that mean does it mean that he wasn't a father for 17 yrs come on now. To me he is not my father he's just a long lost friend cause to me my father is the man who raised me. My Daughter knows where I am even though she is only 4yrs old she is very smart for her age. Her mother my ex wants nothing to do with me at all, and dosen't want me talking to my own daughter how messed up is that. At least I know that when father's day come around this yr my siter in-law will call me and put my daughter on the phone :D .... So like it says in the start of this blog it's been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen her.... Where ever you are Princess know that Daddy

Men
most men want some one to be with that will take care of them all the time. well guess what that dose not mean that we set at home 24/7 rasieing ur child cooking and cleaning and be at ur every bek-in-call. U can also get up off ur asses and help out. It is hard now a day to find some one that is kind hearted and will be there no matter what happens. And when we want to go out with our girl friends to have a nite out on the town, dont be askin where we're goin what time we'll be back and who's goin to be there. Ur not our daddy's! And no guys most girls r not high maintance! We just want some one to luv us for who we r not what we look like. U dont judge a book by its cover. But maybe im just old fashion. What do u think ?

Godfather
i want to thank all of u for helpin me get to godfather. im not quite there but will be soon tho. im tryin to get all of u back for helpin but its hard at times. i run outta all rates everyday now. so plz be patient im doin my best. if u think i missed u plz shout me im not tryin to. gotta fubar love all my friends. ty all for yer help..mwahhzzz

I
You cannot see the tears That streaks my face, Because I need you I hide them from you. You cannot see the pain That is in my heart, Because I love you I hide it from you. You cannot hear the tremble That strains my voice, Because I sing to you I disguise it for you. You cannot know how Much I miss you, Because I do not tell you I deceive you. You cannot see the break In my heart Because I don’t want to lose you I cry silently One day you will understand how much I love you!

Rannn-dommme
AS LIFE WOULD HAVE IT --------------------- Written By: Shara Stoner Where has the year gone? Where has the time went? At first she was the smallest joy to ever grace the Earth, that made the cutest sound softer than anything I've ever heard. As all children do she continued to grow eventually she was holding her head alone. As the months continued she began to laugh, an coo, and such the personality she began to develop was the sweetest...to meet her a must. A timid child, quiet, calm, happy, and always satisfied slept through the night without a peep. How have I been graced with such a good child? When me myself was the wild, untamed, boisterous one. She continued to grow (as all children must) and she began to roll over and play with us. After a few more months she'd begin to crawl and then she'd fuss when the vacuum or disposal came on. She started pulling herself up on things like the coffee table... and then thats when everything became property

Trust & Lack Of....
We spend our lives meeting people, making friends, having our first crush, dating, experiencing life. we all make mistakes, we all have sad moments, we have moments we will always remember, the good and the bad. So if someone doesn't want to be with another, even if they thought that is what they wanted. It is their right to say I'm sorry it isn't working and move on. We have to accept those things, and learn from them. Unfortunately their are some people who cant handle the rejection and the heart ache. No one likes hurting anyone, no one who cares that is. We cant always help this though, sometimes we are going to hurt people. That doesn't make us a bad person, is most definitely make us a liar. So why go out of your way making assumptions, deliberately hurting others to make your "point". Ultimately it only hurts one person, "YOU". No one wants to be with anyone who is going to drag out personal information about them, true or false just because they find that your

When Your Just Hiding It
Well today was a good day, and it is because of a certain someone, they know who they are.........we will call her Dimples.......she is the most envigorating woman i have met so far......and yet in such a short time, she and i are very close.....things could not be going any better, and yet neither of us can shout it out well at least i feel that way...... i think the world of her, she is so gentle and kind and appreciates me for me, and all my past and my flaws, and my imperfections.....and yet i have told her some pretty bad things about my past and she did nto RUN....and one thing is she is not able to spread her wings yet anf fly .....time will allow for this i hope....if your reading this i want you to know that i think the world of you. you are a very special woman, and i hope that things pan out for us, and sooner or later (pref. soooner) it will be as we want.....for now i will settle for the back seat...but know this...yoru my front seat woman.......and nothing else will

Rules Of Chocolate
The Rules of Chocolate If you get melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly. Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want. The problem: How to get two pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car. The solution: Eat it in the parking lot. Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal. It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less. A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy? If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you? If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves. Money talks. Chocolate sings. Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger. Why is t

Bored... Gets Me In Trouble...
Just sitting here listening to dogs meander around the apartment and kids trying to go to sleep. Hubby is at work and I'm wondering how I can keep myself awake for another 3 hours... hmmm... internet surfing and bored... gonna find something to get me in trouble.

A Fathers Love
A faters love for the child he now holds is greater than life an just as bold not always showing through the hard times an disiclpine he must now intrust only preparing his young for the great life ahead only wanting them to have the best in life an wishing had more to share from his first time throwing the ball to his first day in school a fathers love shinning an guiding the way always wishing he could create a better life to give an hoping his life could be better prepared for the hardships in life he will someday hold a fathers love can hold thru the deepest walls an greatest of distance inbetween hoping his child will always know.

Love For A Woman
Love for a woman Comes in so many ways It is always so specail When shared between two It can come on so strong an yet be so true When ones soul can meet with anothers There is nothing that can be so specail It can take one look Or even a thousand words But when it hits so fierce an feels so right there can never be another to replace it from that first night when you met thru the tought of your first kiss the memories of your first touch when you place her hands in yours through the sparks that can come together in your mind from that first romantic evening an to beable to hold her in your arms forever

Easter Break
Just to let you all know that I will not be online for a couple of days as I have my parents coming to visit me. I have not seen them since August last year. I still hope that you carry on showing the love that you show me. Have a great Easter all & I will be back on Monday, Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Looking
That I have intimidated some very young and less experienced Masters. To you I say you are not so secure in your relationship or feel you need to deny or control what you only think you have. Sorry but if that is true you need a better outlook and better Mentor.

Don Imus
Don Imus' 'Nappy Headed Ho' comment was just voted by the Global Language Monitor as the years most politically incorrect statement. I thought it was just bigoted, myself. What do I know? Anyway, he was also declared by the same editorial idiots to be a "Shock Jock". THAT deserves comment - calling this doddering, misanthropic, self deluded old fool a shock jock is like calling a Merry go Round a thrill ride. Just sayin.......

Auction
COME BID ON ME IF YOU WANNA OWN ME http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=860962&albumid=920659&i=471991562&idx=12 im offering whatever you want as long as it can does not include real money annnd nothing in the pimp folder for gifts. If you win choose 10 items for istance all pics rated, nsfw pics, cam show, phone call, cruch for a month, drink every day for a month, 10 comments on pics, crush for a month, name in heading, add to yahoo, and others if you can let me know ok bidding starts at 15,000 ok so ill hope you participate.

Alone
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN.. I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE... I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

Sheriff Joe
SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of pris oners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.28 an hour for working, but most would work for free, just to be out of their cells for the day. Most of his budget is for utilities, building maintenance, etc. He pays the prisoners out of the fees collected for adopted ani

Child Abuse Part 2
Okay so I have been doing alright lately. Im so tried of all the bullshit though that my ex brother in law is trying to pull. So my niece had a red mark on her arm and it was from a stamp that was rubbed off. No he thinks its child abuse and even it was a bite mark from my nephew why would CPS be called anyways bec hello thats what kids do..All I know is if my sister ever has to go to court for anything I will be there 100% and I hope he never gets any rights now of his kids bec he doesn't deserve a damn thing to do with those kids. As I know of he is the dirt on my shoes bec he doesn't want anything to do with those kids he just wants to see my sister fail in being a single mom so he can take the kids over. He is a piece of SHIT!!!! THIS IS WHAT HE WROTE A MUMM ABOUT THE OTHER DAY: we just received Christmas photo's from my ex wife. I have had emails in the past about possible abuse. My oldest with her is being held back in kindergarten because of his behavior. In this photo my da

Changes In Latitudes...
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Radio
I am Promo for the HOT , Rocking Radio , Solid Rock Radio, we have live DJs 24/7, new listener request go to the top of the list. request anytime. If you would like for me to put a radio in your lounge please contact me. The DJS are Awesome !!!! We have old to new rock . thank you for your time

Stomach Flu
Been fighting this nasty strain of flu thats going around now for four days!!!!!!!!!!! spent the other day hugging the toilet bowl all day, now day 3 of crapping through a screen!!!!!!!!! very little solid food( and its dry and bland at that), and worst of all NO COFFEE!!!!!!!!!! can handle not having by bed time brew but need my F'N CAFFIENE!!!!!!!!! oh well cant be sick forever right?

Hmm
Name:______________________ City:______________________ State:_____________________ Age:__________ Phone:______________ SSN:_______________ Hair Color:__________ Real Hair Color:____________ Eye Color:___________ Dentures: __________ Weight: _________ Height:___________ Waist Size: __________ Breast or Bra Size: __________ Marital Status: Married___________ Single______________ Divorced:_________ Other__________ Are Your Breasts Real? ____________ Do You Like Them: Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________ Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________ Other_____ All of the Above____________ Can You Stay Out Late? _____________ How Late?_____________ All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________ Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? ____________ How Often? __________ Do You Like Oral Sex? _____________ Pussy Size: Small ________ Medium __________ Large ____________ Extra Large __________ While Screwing D

Friends Of Fubar
im here posting this to see how many people on here are friends to see who is just here for the point or who really want to chat some time. if your a friend hit me up if i dont hear from you i am going to remove you from my list.

Work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so I'm working now and have decided to take out my rantings from or about work here. So if anyone cares to say anything here be my guest to for I dont care Im just using this as a way to vent after work lol. I've got a full time job at a Flying J truck stop. I am currently the person thats mid shift break person for the other employees in the fast food area of the place. Dont get me wrong I happen to like my times alot. Just the fact that when it is time for my to have my break I dont get it till almost an hour before i leave for the night which really sucks. Last night was busy I understand that but what I dont understand is the fact that all the prep that I was able to get to was for the next day and ended up being used up before i even got the change to leave work. I almost passed out on my feet last night from lack of food, caffine and nicotine. But also not sleeping well lately hasnt helped. Thus last night a manager came out and gave me my break then my co workers his br

The New Ultimate Bad Girls Club Lounge
Come To The UBG LOUNGE...Now Hiring.... Meet The new Co Owner... Hollywood*%The Candy Shop CEO%*Imapepper88's Mami*Fu-Schnickens Mistress@ fubar NOW HIRING STAFF...ANYTHING GOES NO LIMITS... SO COME AND HAVE A WILD TIME AND SEE HOW BAD U CAN BE. CLICK PIC TO ENTER... IF INTERESTED IN STAFF SPOT FOR LOUNGE CLICK EITHER HOLLYWOOD'S LINK ABOVE OR THE OWNER OF UBG LOUNGE: Beto aka Dj Devious One. Beto aka Dj Devious One: Owner & Dj of UBG Lounge

Back In Hell....
i hate germany sooo much it hurts. for the past 3 nights i have had a dream where i hurt myself, just so my husband wont have to deploy next week for 15 months....i would never do this because of my kids, but im going crazy right now. an in one week ill be all alone over here :(

And Then We Said Goodye
It was getting late and we hadn't spoken a word to each other in about three hours. Looking at you, out of the corner of my eye, I can see the emptiness and loneliness on your face. As we watched reruns of 90210. "It's getting late, maybe I should go." I say as I sit up. "Okay" you say standing and stretching, "I'll walk you out" So hand in hand we walk to and out the door, still not saying a word. Our hands are barely holding each other and it just symbolizes how far apart we grown over the last couple months. Most couples grow closer together, but we have against odds, drifted further apart, almost like strangers now. Once to my car I turn and put my arms around you, and you throw your arms around my head. I lean down and gently we kiss, though we couldn't be further apart we still feel an obligation top kiss goodnight. Both of us knowing, this is our last. But neither one of us saying it. "So I'll call you tomorrow?" I say with uncertainty. You frown and say "Sure" One last hug as I

The Shroud Of Turin Still Mysteriuos
There are very few Christian relics as important and as controversial as the Shroud of Turin. This linen cloth, measuring about 4.4m by 1.1m (14.4x3.6 feet) holds the concealed image of a man bearing all the signs of crucifixion. Scientific tests have proved that there are blood stains around the marks consistent with a crown of thorns and a puncture from a lance to the side. In a new documentary, we have been given intimate access that no other broadcaster has had before. Until the 1980s, millions of Christians around the world believed the Shroud to be the burial cloth of Christ. Put simply, it meant that for millions of people the Shroud was, in effect, a Polaroid of Jesus' death - a snapshot of the defining moment in Christianity. It put the Shroud in a league of its own in the realm of the most important Christian relics. But in 1989, the significance of the Shroud seemed to evaporate after a radiocarbon dating test pronounced a stunning verdict - the Shroud of T

Ashley Fake On Fubar
THE PERSON BELOW "ASHLEY"IS A FAKE USING PHOTOS CLAIMING TO BE HER STOLEN FROM A 18 YEAR OLD PORN STAR "MEGAN" CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY SHE EVEN TRIED TO GET PHOTOSHOP SALUTES APPROVED THAT STAFF DELETED. THIS IS A PHOTO FROM HER MANY PHOTOS SHE HAS NOTICE THE TATTOS OVER THE SHORTS "THE SAME TATTO AS MEGANS.SAME BELLY RING THE PERSON BELOW "ASHLEY"IS A FAKE. SHE IS USING PHOTOS FROM MEGANQT.COM A PORN STAR. SHE EVEN TRIED TO PASS OFF FAKE SALUTES STAFF DELETED. BE YOUR OWN JUDGE CHECK HER OUT AND MATCH THE PHOTOS WITH MEGANS, i think she has since made her profile private viewable by friends only. but you can still see her photos here unless she has you blocked http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1529283 Ashley~Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club~@ fubar

Moving Forward
Big decisions to be made. I have no clue what to do, have no where to go. So, ive been given an ultimatium, to fix it or move forward. I am goin to move forward, because its not what I want or where I want to be. But I have done my wrong. So its time to do something about it, for me, my kids, my life. Time to make ME happy, So ive been told anyway. have been told I can not make any1 else happy unless I am happy. So I guess Its that time. I have not been happy in many years. So much tension in house. So many lies, games, not only to her but to myself. The kids have seen enough, been through enough. It's gonna be a hard and the way it seems very lonely road ahead. I have ached for My one for so long, I do not see it happening. I have made good friends here, have made some enemies. Im close to quite a few but so far away from many. So far away from the one I ache for. She's only a dream, so I move on w/o knowing who or where she is. So, I go back to being the outlaw torn.

Gun Control
A LITTLE HISTORY ON GUN CONTROL In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated ------------------------------ Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Uganda es

My Dear Friends
Just wanted to let my friends know that due to some personal reasons i will be gone from here for a while. dont know how long it will be for. want to say that ive made some wonderful connections here that i dont want to loose. you can feel free to still show me love on here or for those of you who have my conacts. i would really love to keep in touch with you. if you dont, if you want them, just ask. I ask that if you have a free minute or sec, just say a short prayer for me. its been fun and real. hope to talk to you all soon. and if not, like my man Ozzy says, "I'LL see you on the other side"

The Outlaw Torn
And now I wait my whole lifetime For you And now I wait my whole lifetime For you I ride the dirt I ride the tide For you I search the outside search inside For you To take back what you left me I know I'll always burn to be The one who seeks so I may find And now I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn So on I wait my whole lifetime For you So on I wait my whole lifetime For you The more I search the more my need For you The more I bless the more I bleed For you You make me smash the clock and feel I'd rather die behind the wheel Time was never on my side So on I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn Yeah I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn Hear me And if I close my mind in fear Please pry it open See me And if my face becomes sincere Beware Hold me And when I start to come undone Stitch me together See me And when you see me strut Remind me of what left this outlaw torn Hear me And

Religion
Religion has convinced people that there’s an invisible man…living in the sky, who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a list of ten specific things he doesn’t want you to do. And if you do any of these things, he will send you to a special place, of burning and fire and smoke and torture and anguish for you to live forever, and suffer and burn and scream until the end of time. But he loves you. He loves you and he needs money

Sam's Place
I'm beginning to think that it's all an inevitable cycle, and sometimes before the seasons change from being in love and learning to being in love and being comfortable that sometimes people just give up. We all have fears and dreams, and sometimes the fears we have keep of from believing that what we've got in front of us is really what we want or what we need. I'm just at this point now, where it just seems silly to even think that my life is going to come together. I've got myself back on track, I've got my priorities straight, and now I've been left behind again. I want to believe there is someone out there for me, but so far I just haven't been worth it to anyone. I haven't had the effect on someone else's life as they have had on mine. It's hard to describe, but my heart feels blank. It's not empty or broken, just blank. I want to feel loved,. I want to love. And up until this week I had that. I felt complete, and now i just feel blank. Now dont get me wrong. I'm happy as can be,

Shoutbox Ignorance... Lol
texascount...: hi are you single? do you like to talk on the phone? do you have yahoo messenger? what's your id? can you please answer all 4 of my questions please? Ummmm, is it not in my name if I am single or not??? I am thinking if it says "Girlfriend of *Big E*" I would say that is my boyfriend and I am NOT single and if he could read the profile would tell him the rest lmao -------------------------------------------------- strokerace35: Are you for real? Have you read your profile? Come on... do u think it typed itself lmao Apparently he didn't since he requested an add. -------------------------------------------------- I am sure there will be more to come from the clueless ppl, or maybe this will make them think twice... ok, nevermind, it won't lol Hoping to get some good ones from the sweet hearts =-)

Is This Heavan Or Hell
we are stuck here on earth with two options love or hate.you have a choice in who you hate but not in who you love.so is that our hell,when we fall in love and it all fails and leaves us alone and sad.A broken heart is the worst pain you will ever know.To love and be loved is the best feeling in the world. that longing for his arms around you,the feel of his tender kiss that is the heavan awaiting us.so are you living in heavan or hell

Help Please :-d
SURPRISE!! PLEASE SHOW THIS GREAT WOMAN SOME LOVE IN THIS CONTEST FOR A VIP SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN TO HER!!LEAVE COMMENTS AND RATES CLICK ON THIS PICTURE PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

Stars Song
Anyone who ever held you Would tell you the way I’m feeling Anyone who ever wanted you Would try to tell you what I feel inside The only thing I ever wanted Was the feeling that you ain’t faking The only one you ever thought about Wait a minute, can't you see That I…

To All My Friends/family/fans
Okay people... LISTEN UP.... DJ Xtasy is still in SC... she has asked me [her little sister] to take over her page for awhile.. which means ill be doing all her dirty work.. like reading pic comments, accepting friend requests, posting blogs. yada yada yada........ if you have ANY qustions just message me on DJ Xtasys page and ill be more than happy to answer them....

Lost Girl
You use me, confuse me, abuse me. I’ve got the bruises on my skin [perfect proof]; and I’ve got your tender lips kissing away the pain, whispering sweet nothings. You embrace me, forgive me, love me. Somehow it’s all my fault but I’m back in your good graces. Gentle caresses, compared to steel fingers [a flawless imprint on my skin] You coerce me, force me, strike me. You are a vengeful angel, devastatingly beautiful in all your fury. [mistakes made cannot be undone neither mine nor yours, my love] Sincerely signed in death, (a lost girl)

Easter
So, as a Wiccan, what do I think about Easter --Ostara -- Spring or The Vernal Equinox Also known as: Lady Day or Alban Eiler (Druidic)? Well, considering that most Easter traditions actually began as pagan rituals, I think Easter is okay. Obviously, I’m not celebrating the death and resurrection of Jesus. However, did you ever wonder why we have bunnies and eggs at Easter? They don’t exactly have a whole lot to do with a crucifixation. When early Christians began spreading their new religion to the local dwellers, the best way to do this was to incorporate local customs into the new religion. Each spring, locals would have a goddess festival. The actual goddess varied from town to town - some places used Aphrodite, some Astarte, some Ostara, some Eostre… you get the idea. Usually it was the goddess of fertility and rebirth. Her symbols usually included a rabbit (fertility) and brightly colored eggs (rebirth). When Christians began incorporating these things into the

Another Innocent Girl
Just another innocent girl With just another death wish Just another mascara streaked face Just another broken doll No matter how she dreams Of shining knights and bright lights Of castles in the sky Of happily ever after In the end it’s only a dream In the end it’s never reality. Just the dreams of another innocent girl.

Pic Rate Contest
I am in a photo rate contest on Pebbles n AZ page. Please go to her folder with her newest contest and give me a rate. If she is not one of your friends please Fan, Add and Rate her before you do any rating of her pics. Thanks in advance. CAT She is listed in my friends if you do not have her as a friend.

March22, 08
well this is my first post here, and what do i tell you ? id go into me, but there arent alot of people that could/would care, let alone comprehend just who i am. so... it was brought to my attention that i should make a list of things i love, so here is a partial. in no particular order... the sound of acorns crushing under truck tires on the driveway, the smell of breakfast at my moms, the way my girls look sleeping and how it seems to disguise their internal evil, hot coffee anytime, iced sweet tea, the feel of a puppy's belly when they get all turned over wrestling your hand, my favorite meal which no one really knows except my mom, and ^..^ , of course ^..^ cause damn..... , staying up all night , staying up all night talking, staying up all night because its hard to quit staying up all night when you dont want to not stay up all night with who you are staying up all night with, making someone laugh because you like how it sounds when they do, remembering the smell of tommy

Happy Easter!!!
Sorry, but this is a general Easter greeting for everyone,I'm bouncing between Drew's contest and mine, so I'm really busy with that and just can't really afford to lose that many comments at this stage in the game...I hope you all understand and have a great holiday...Love, Tina

Just A Beautiful Disaster
I don't know why I can't find the time to get on fubar! I find the time to get on youtube!! So anywho, this is my first fubar blog and I guess I can talk about the flu! Both my husband and I have been sick for about a week with this crap and it has royally kicked both of our butts! We both go back to work on Monday so hopefully it will be out of our systems 100%! Ok, I am hungry so I am going to go get dinner!! Talk to you all soon! xoxo, Jen

A List Prunning Time I Think
ah well seeing i am not one that just adds for the sake of adding and not to worried about levels i have decided to prine members added that i never hear from or contact ...so if ya wanna be prunned from list just say so .tooo easy fixed just say da word here in comment K yeah just my aussie way ok see if i give a bugger if ya get ya nose outta joint !!!!

Me
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

In Memory Of......
As a very few of you know when I think about things I tend to write them down to sort things out in my head. For the last couple of days for some reason my dear Gram has been running through my mind. She unfortunately passed away 6 years ago. I miss her so tremondously words can not describe how I feel. My life growing up was, well lets just say it was not the american dream. I went through terrible emotional termoil very young. Not very many fond memories of my youth. Hard times, bad expirences to put it lightly. Now I know alot of people had rough growing up years. I am not writing this for pity. I am just leading up to the reasons why my Gram is and will always be my only hero, source of strength, shoulder to lean on and my role model. My mother was very passive, weak and undependable, while my father was just the opposite very strong boarding on angry (who am I kidding VERY angry), mean spirited and abscent for most of my life, which I am not sorry about. For this reason I alw

Always................
I want to share a story with you. I had the opportunity to meet one of the sweetest men ever on here...Cowboy Joe...we never met face to face...but what I knew of him he was a sweetheart and a man that became very dear to me. On March 4, 2008 we fu-married...lol his reasoning for this date was....March...Forth and be Happy....and that I was. I became Mrs. Cowboy Joe (lol) I could have the shittiest day and that man could make me smile. He was just so damn cute! On March 22, 2008, I was informed by a blood relative of his that my sweet Cowboy passed away on this day from natural causes. My heart and love go out to his family. You were all very lucky to have such a great man in your family. He loved you all soooooo much. And as for myself...I feel very lucky to have met him and very proud to have become his Fu-wife, he meant alot to me and I will always miss him. As a tribute to him and how much he meant to me as a friend this profile will remain as being Cowboy Joe's fu-wife...it

New Contest Coming In April
I will host another contest in April and will be releasing more details soon so keep an eye out for my blogs and mumms please. There will be prizes for all who enter just like the last contest but I may have an even better prize this time so you won't wanna miss out on this one, thanks to all the sexy ladies who entered my last contest. I hope to see even more lovely ladies in my next contest in April imikimi - Customize Your World

March
today sucks. it went awesome at first then everything went downhill. i smoked a little today but thats gone by now. I just wanna joose and to relax soemwhere. im tired and exhausted. march has been a rough month but whatever. i am now with a guy i wanna be with and away from the one i didnt wanna be with. the one i dont want is constantly trying to get back with me and the one i do wanna be with makes me smile everyday.

Isolation
Right, I just saw the worst zombie-movie ever, Automation Transfiusion. Not only had they did a crappy camera-job BUT there were so many "mistakes". For example, how many zmbies would close the door when leaving a room? They couldn't even think of an ending for the movie so in the middle of an action-scene it just cut to a blackscreen that said "to be continued". Don't wátch this, you will just get pissed off.

Dedicated To Gary( Ex Boyfriend)
I wish I could send this to Gary who took me for a ride and broke my heart but that's ok because one day the right man will come into my life....I won't stop believing that 1 of many dreams I have will come true for me. MySpace Comments MySpace Comments

Vote For My Sis Please!!
copy and paste this link in your browser and and the dude, then go to his pic folder for the contest and vote for my sis Mysticpotion please http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1129026&albumid=903940&i=2036454160&idx=6

Leveling Up
Well, I can tell you that most people join Fubar to meet local women and local men. But in the beginning it's not so easy! You start out with one default picture that can either make you or break you. From there people flirt with you (even if you are ugly as fuck!) Then you add more pictures, to get more points! The higher the level gets, the more points you have to earn. And the only way you become a vip/bouncer is if you show your naughty self. You explote yourself to the point of becoming a webcam whore! And the worst part is, you don't get paid for it! In my opinion, leveling up is a waste of time unless you buy a blast. So with that said, who's going to buy me one? lol Thank you for your time P.S. "Don't take any offense to this blog. I was bored and felt like making one."

Comment Me Please!!!!
Here we are again. I have joined another contest. This one is a comment bombing contest. Can everyone please help a girl out........anyones support is appreciated! Thanx y'all here is the link......just click on the pic and it will take you right to it. thanx again y'all

The Twelve Signpost
THE 12 SIGNPOST An increased tendency to let things happen rather make them happen. Frequent attacks of smiling. Feeling of being connected with others and nature. Frequent overwhelming episodes of appreciation. A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than from fears based on past experiences. An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment. A loss of worry. A loss of interest in conflict. A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others. A loss of interest in judging others. A loss of interest in judging self. Gaining the ability to love without expecting anything in return.

New Auction
AUCTION STARTS MARCH 24th... Bids will be accepted until April 10th! There will be a $25,000 FUBUCKS Entry Fee but bidding starts at $70,000 FUBUCKS so you are guaranteed your money back and more! Your Host will be: Dj Latin King Member Of The Real Deal Family Fu-owned by Lady TNT bunny Fu-owner of Manda Panda@ fubar Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE him to be eligible! Send your offer with your entry fee so you can be put on the auction block! It's a great way to make friends, have some fun, and.... GET SOME GOODIES!

Push....
As I sit left alone by the people who care for me. I wonder what is wrong with me? What posses me to help and understand the lonely and sad. Why did I pick my degree of Psychology? I knw it is not because it is an easy degree. I want to think I picked it so maybe I can understand people better. That isnt doing me any good. And then I think well maybe its so I can learn about myself and how to interact with other people on a "normal" level. Also dont think this is right. I almost feel that I had nothing left to do. Music will never achieve the type of happiness I strive for to give my mom. Accounting would drive me insane to no end. So I evaluate people instead. I sit and try to find out what makes them tick, why they act and do the things they do. Which is probebly what ends alot of my friendships. I view so many people as test subjects that I can just add to my list. I have a long one too. People who are sick, have been neglected, abused, addicted to drugs/alocohal. Its always the peo

Easter
I want to wish everybody Happy Easter...And hope everybody has fun with their family.. and the ones that ain't got anybody close by and will be alone just remember your not alone cause I'll be thinking of you!!When you least expect it =] xoxo Tori

About Me
I'm 46 years old,and work in a warehouse loading semi trucks with a forklift. I have a son who will be 22 in May. I am single. I am here to make friends,and to have a good time. I do talk to a lot of the friends on my page through email and the shoutbox. They are all pretty cool,so feel free to add them. I like country,and classic rock.,and 70s music. Hmm if I can think of anything else I'll add later! Feel free to shout at me,I'll respond!

Strippers
DO NOT for any reason, date a stripper!!!!!! EVER. It's fun, but it is a bad idea!!! They will reduce you a mental person, with an altered perception on reality. And thats is she's NOT a coke fiend. Stay away from them.

Newbie
I am 100% new to this site and I have no idea what's going on. If I don't answer you, or it seems like I am ignoring you, I APOLOGIZE. Thank you in advance for comments and ratings, I greatly appreciate it. And bear with me >.< If you would like to contact me immediately, go to a site I am more familiar with :) www.myspace.com/rockstarporn or AIM me @ ferrywinkle xoxo Jamey

A 15 Yr. Old School Kid In Arizona
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word 'God ' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached: NEW School prayer: - >Now I sit me down in school >Where praying is against the rule >For this great nation under God >Finds mention of Him very odd. >If Scripture now the class recites, >It violates the Bill of Rights. >And anytime my head I bow >Becomes a Federal matter now. >Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >The law is specific, the law is precise. >Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >For praying in a public hall >Might offend someone with no faith at all. >In silence alone we must meditate, >God's name is prohibited by the state. >We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, >And pierce our

How I See
Today i look in the mirror and see someone I hate. For years I have been told I am nothing. That I am ugly and wortless. A cold hearted bitch. And today as I look not only at myself on the outside but also with in I hate who I am, and what I am. Call it a pitty party, or whayever you must but I need to vent and so I am. I see a woman I do not like to look at. I have only caused pain and heartache. I blame a lot of it on my life before today. I have been abused mentaly and physicaly my whole life. And I believe that that has a lot to do with who I am today. I see ugly, i see a woman who has caused so many people heartache. why. why do I do this. I have had twp men in my life that have been nothing but good to me. Yet I tore out there hearts and took a huge crap on it. Now I regret it. Can I change it, no. But I feel i deserve what I get. I do not deserve them at all. I deserve the unhappiness. The heartache, the pain. Dealing with this today is hard for me because I usualy just drin

Happy 21st Birthday To Me.
I just wanted to thank all of my friends that could remember today was my birthday. (Even if you had to use your reminder) I appriciate that you took 2 minutes to either send me a card, balloons, or leave a comment on my page. To my three friends that celebrated my birthday with me tonight, "Thank you." Then there are a few of you who sucessfully managed to make me want to cry. You know who you are. I'm not talking about everybody on fubar who I have added to my friend's list. So, please do not take offense to this if you do not know me personally. The ones of you that do though and completely blew me off. Well thank you so very fucking much for making me realise how much I fucking mean to you. I'm so fucking glad that you are so fucking busy that you couldn't take five fucking seconds to send me a shout or a message on yahoo to tell me happy birthday. I am really glad that your life is so great at this point that you don't need your friends. I want you to keep this in mind the next

Shes Just Not That Into You
It seems to be a time honored tradition in the world of women to pass on words of wisdom in dating love marriage and children. This blog will only address the dating aspect...Enjoy.. Laugh.. Hell take cliff notes. Whatever the case I hope you take something from it. Women make the common mistake of feeling to soon. Girl get over yourself, flirt have fun relish the fuzzy feeling but for god sakes don't invest yourself beyond that until he EARNS it. Men aren't the enemy they are simply men, don't persecute one man for every subhuman you encountered in the past. Let go and embrace the idea HE IS JUST A MAN, no worse no better you'll find good ones you'll find bad.. Enjoy and learn from both. Momma didn't lie when she said don't give the milk away for free...Why would someone pay for the cow when they have the choice of only paying for the times they use it? Someone, somewhere will always have an opinion of the man your with, the man you didn't get or the one you should b

An Article 4 The Ladies
Have you gone out with more than one bad boy in the last year? Are you in an on-again off-again relationship with a bad boy? If so, you may have a bad-boy habit that needs to be broken. Set yourself free from that bad boy with these five steps: 1. Write a list of all the bad things he has done to you. Women tend to get short memories when it comes to all the terrible ways bad boys treat them. They don't want to think about it. But if you decide to break the bad-boy habit, you need to force yourself to think about it! Write down a list of all the downright mean things he has done to you. If he cheated on you and lied about it, write it down. If he stayed out until 3 a.m. without calling you, write it down. Anytime he made you cry, write it down. Here is the best part -- put the list up on the wall next to a picture of him, so you associate his face with all the awful things he has done to you. He doesn't seem so attractive now, does he? 2. Stop having sex with him. A lot of times w

Almost Love...
How can you yearn for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem to fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of the fear of running and the urge to let go? But. How do y

My Thoughts
Birthday Roll out of bed, look in the mirror and wonder who you are- another year has come and gone today is your birthday but it might be... the last day of your life so what will you do if tomorrow- its all gone You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life, who do you want to be- before you die? Look at your life, and what do you want to do? Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die Look at your life, you haven't got forever (it all comes back to you) hmmmmmmm and tell me what really matters is it the money & the fame? or how many people might eventually know your name? but maybe you touch one life and the world becomes a better place to be maybe you give their dreams another day, another chance to be free... You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life,

Happy Easter People
just thought i'd wish everyone a happy easter, wont be for me tho to much bad news going around me this past month well year actually. hope you all have a great one tho, take care and have some fun today. remember if you plan on drinking , don't drink and drive. Free Comments & Graphics

So Far Away For Far Too Long...
So Far Away If I could work this out my way I'd be right there next to you But you're so far away Don't we ever stay in one place anymore I can't help but wonder how you are these days And wishing you'd show up at my door But we both know the truth now We'd never make it work even if we tried I'll never understand why or how But I know now it's better this way I'm learning how to live without you now And it's easier with you being so far away I honestly dreamed of a life with you Thought we'd last forever and eternity My love for you grew so strong and true But letting you go is something I now must do You showed me the world, broke my heart, shattered my dreams I'm moving on now, forever, without you So stay right where you are, it's better this way You stole my heart, moved on forever, without me So baby, baby stay, stay so far away -Annastasia Spinetta- Copywrite2008

Pregnancy
I would just like to officially announce that I have recently found out that I am expecting baby #4. TO MY SURPRISE!!!! I was scheduled to have my tubes tied back in Dec'07 but i had an insurance issue at the last min. and was forced to cancel the surgery. This is deffinetly a major surprise in my life and also mrhappy734 who is the Daddy. So please stop by and congradulate him....it's his first child!!!!!!!!

Corn On The Cock
OK THIS STORY IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART OR THE PRUDE TYPES SO IF YOU DONT WANNA READ ANY NASTY SICK SHIT............TURN BACK NOW!!!! " CORN ON THE COCK" A friend of a friend you could say was having some good ole' anal sex with her man. Things were going well and the sex was feeling great. They both had their orgasms and her man was pullin out of the tunnel when he looked down at his shaft and guess what the fuck he saw???? A fucking piece of corn! pretty sick huh? so basically he was pretty grossed out and never talked to my friend again but to this day, and whenever I see this prick my name for him will always be "CORN ON THE COCK"-(ha ha like corn on the cobb-or corn on the knob!!!!!}lol!! any way....hmmmm another sick but funny stort involving some type of fecal matter......... this story I like to call ......"MUDDY WATERS"(all true b.t.w.) My friend Tony was out in the Dunedin cswy. on his jet ski and he felt a little discomfort in his stomach li

Spring Cleaning
So anyway, I've spent most of the night trying to talk to people who've firmly ignored me. About 85% of those people are on my friends list. I also noticed that even after clearing out the dead links I have nearly 500 people I've fanned, and oddly enough I have less than 200 fans myself. I have 380 friends and I think I actually talk to maybe twenty of them. So here's the deal... I'm taking a good sharp machete to my friends and fan of lists in a week. If you want to be on my friends list, tell me in this blog by next Sunday. After that, I'm doing some spring cleaning. Only two people are exempt from this because they're on hiatus from fubar. Everyone else... I love my friends. My real friends. I say in my profile, which less than half of you have ever bothered to read, that I will always be here for you if you need to talk or just want to talk. I mean that. Apparently for many of you the reverse is not true. PS: I know damned well that sometimes people aren't actually on when

You Know What?
I don't like to play games and I don't like people to play games with me. I like to be honest and upfront with people....AND I DONT HAVE THE ROOM FOR DRAMA AND FAKE PEOPLE SO IF YOU ONE OF THOSE JUST LEAVE...

Untitled
“Hello, Sir what would you like to order?” says the feeling to heart that come to his store. “Hi, I would like a non-fried emotions, no tears with extra caring and a cup of love please.” The feeling start to put in numbers in his cash register, “Would like that love to be doubled? Only 1 additional attention; comes with free smile for every purchase this month only.” And the heart replied briefly: “Yes please, superlove me!” Life is like a nice fast food restaurant if we ever play with our imagination. Heart is often hungry for love and they want it to be double up. Heart cannot judge what is wrong or right, less or more, forever or temporary if it collides with loving someone. We are frequently drifted away with the thoughts of greener pasture when our feelings being abandoned or even abused by someone we truly love. The weakness of our flesh and bones tend to speak the truth of our humanity. The desire within burst like a flame and gasoline poured over and over by the ego

Easter Sunday
Wishing everyone a Happy Easter..Do not eat to much candy. My boys been up.. bugging me already saying the Easter bunny did not make it to the house. They do not know..that its all gonna be at the family's. Going over there around 2. LOL.

Help Me Level
Please help me Level....I'm under 41k...and I level at 22.I will make a salute for anybody That will rate all my pics...Thats aint nfsw! After your finish let me know.So I can get your salute made.. Thank you so much!!! xoxox Honey! :)

Just A Little Help
TAKE A LOOK, MAKE A BID!! I am hosting an auction running until Friday, March 28, and I have some awesome people already entered, still time for more to enter and join in the fun. I have listed the few rules that must be followed at all times below: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed from the auction immediately and blocked. (4) Anything can be bid; fubucks, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Highest bid wins with final decision being up to the person being bid on. (5) For simplicity, fubucks will be used for total tabulation, with conversion listed below: Stickey Bulletin = $250,000 1 Ticker = $250,000 1 Day Blast = $375,000 3 Day Blast = $600,000 7 Day Blast = $1,000,000 30 Day Blast = $2,500,000 Happy Hour = $5,000,000 To enter, send

What I Belive
I do belive in God! I belive he gave us our free agency so tat we might choose our life path. unfortunatly so many choose a path of distruction. They enjoy others pain. that does not just mean physical pain but emotional and spiritual. why else do they make fun of others!!! Teh worst part is this kind of tourcher of other humans is habit forming. soon one forgets that others have feelings. all they know is they feel good when they say or do certain things. sure we all have the power to hurt. I study martial arts and am capable of giving a lot of pain. True power is Love. I can give love to whom ever I choose. It takes so little energy and yet has a much more profund effect that giving pain does. What do you choose??? Do not feel you have to tell me, I would rather you went out and showed the world the power of love. but if you want pain............ eventually you will be very lonley...............................

Crazy Stuff.... Lol
This is something i foundon the net you just have to love it lol THE BEER PRAYER By CEDRIC on 04 Mar, 08 · · · OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS, HALLOWED BY THY FAME. THY WILL BE DRUNK, I WILL BE DRUNK, AT HOME, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD, AND FORGIVE OUR SPILLAGE, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US. AND LEAD US NOT TO INCARCERATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE ALE, THE PILSNER, AND THE LAGER, FOREVER AND EVER. - AMEN -

My Auction
I think it is really shallow for people to post rude comments on mumms that people post. If you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all. How the hell are you going to call someone a point whore just because they post some damn mumms... obviously they aren't that much of a point whore if they are willing to post the mumms when it isn't happy hour!!! You people need to get a damn life!!! Get the hell off of people's backs about mumms that they post. GEEZZ!!!

Join The New Train Everyone
Welcome to the MIdnight Special If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u HAPPPPPPPPPPPY EASTER N WELCOME EVERYONE !!! so heres the deal rate fan add everyone thats on board Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done with that send me a message in shoutbox n ill make sure to add u !! not much to it right? so climb aboard have a coctail n enjoy the ride This is me!!۞ ◊HØÑË¥ßÀßË◊♥~ R/L WIFE OF EDDITUNE ۞@ fubar eddietune@ fubar ♪ BLADE ♪@ fubar (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) HEAD ENFORCER/BARTENDER @ SWEETWATERS LOUNGE@ fubar DUKK77**Enforcer/DJ/Greeter for Sweetwater's@ fubar SexyCleavage...I'm Smut's playtoy & open for others...promoter 4 diablo's den&sweetwater@ fubar Wet Dreams©™ღOwner of Lucifugeღ~Bartender@TheScooterBar~Member of The Spankers Bombsquad@ fubar

Auction-open
AUCTION STARTS MARCH 24th... Bids will be accepted until April 10th! There will be a $25,000 FUBUCKS Entry Fee but bidding starts at $70,000 FUBUCKS so you are guaranteed your money back and more! Your Host will be: Dj Latin King Member Of The Real Deal Family Fu-owned by Lady TNT bunny Fu-owner of Manda Panda@ fubar Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE him to be eligible! Send your offer with your entry fee so you can be put on the auction block! It's a great way to make friends, have some fun, and.... GET SOME GOODIES!

Bound
Ready Darkness cover me! I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to walk inside of where you're taking me I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not willing to compromise the man I want to be Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Leave me be I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm never going to tow the line of your conformity I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to leave the realm of anonymity Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Get away from me Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time

Haters
OK I POSTED A MUMM ASKING IF PORN PUTS U IN THE MOOD, AND IT WAS TOP MUMM AND AFTER IT EXPIRED IT WAS FLAGGED AS NFSW TO WHICH I CANNOT SEE HOW THATS POSSIBLE, THERE MUST BE ALOT OF HATERS AND THATS OK YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO YOUR OPINION, BUT TO PICK ON ME FOR NO REASON, WHO HAS SHOWN THE UP MOST RESPECT TO EVERYONE, WHO EVER REPORTED IT WAS JUST WRONG IN DOING THAT BECAUSE THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING THAT QUESTION WHEN I SEE ALOT WORST IN MUMMS, BUT WHAT CAN YOU SAY YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN

Devour
Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you’re not running Still are the thoughts running though your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run, away and let your memorie

Rise
Rise Throw away The charade of your life Let the flame of my heart Burn away Your complacence tonight I command you to rise Wash away The decay of your life Feel the light of your eyes Find the way Through the darkness tonight Fearing no one Do you really think I covet like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now rise Turn away From the shame of your life Feel the light from my eyes Offering Consolation denied Fearing no one Do you really think I want it like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Fearing no one Saviors of my soul Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now I cannot stop this Pure emotion Falling from my eyes You are vindicating

Stricken
AH! AH! AH! OW! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am Stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- AH! AH! AH! OW! You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippl

Art Of Doll Reborning
Ok Some of you asked me what i do as work, I work with my partner, who does specialised art work on latex dolls usualy very young first born style of doll, this involves making the doll as real as a newborn or very young baby,The paints are heat hardened the hair is hand rooted(1 or 2 hairs at a time) the eyes are usualy glass (plastic dont look good),If done right the doll will pass the shopping test ( i think you call it a Mall), the baby is placed into a pram and taken to the shops , if it is done right passers by will not notice it is a doll ( great for a laugh this stage)... ok so i get asked why, unlike my partner i look at tha Pennys ($ dollars) because done right a good reborn can fetck around the £700. $1400 plus postage and handling, but one has just been sold for £8,000 ($16,000).. and what do i do lol I referbish the Old prams for them ...anything from present day.... to the earlys 1900's....then list them all on ebay ...

Are You Tired Of Your Lounge Try This One!!!!!
im the enforcer for the boomboomboom room and we are looking for new people to be part of our crazy little family if you want come check us out come join us at the boomboom room where there is always some shakin going on http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56042 WADErino

Frustrated
I am so frustrated right now. I have had enough. My nerves are shot and my pills don't seem to help. My kids are constantly screaming and getting the puppy to growling and barking. I am at my wits end. I am anxious for Jason to get home so he can take over. It's like I don't have enough to try and deal with. I am just so freakin pissed off right now. I need to get some time to myself. I need a break. But yeah right like that is ever going to happen. My hubby dosen't understand. He thinks just because I am home all day with the kids and he works 8 hours a day he needs the time and I dont. Well I have had it. It is either I get some time to myself or I am just gonna go find a corner and sit there and be comatose.

Subs...
A friend of mine wrote this, it just seems to be the words I have never been able to find. Dark and evil are not conducive to trust and honesty. A sadist by his very nature has within him a dark and evil thing. Be sure the sadist you seek recognizes this within himself and has learned to control it. This lust can become a Dom's master to the sorrow of all, or it can become a strength when tempered with compassion, honesty and will. The laws of good and evil are written within our hearts. As a sadist I can see the laws but my desire burns hot within me. Am I to walk the earth for the rest of my days as a starving man when the only food I could eat will damn my soul? What will be my way? How can I feed the beast within yet save the man without? The answer is Choice. Were I to kidnap a girl, take my pleasure and leave her in ruins, I will have fed the beast but I will also have killed the man. Should I practice my evil upon someone like you, with your submission freely given, the limit

Then The S**t Hit The Fan
So in Feb a "friend" of mine that I've been "friends" with for oh about 8 years and myself decided to go to Vegas. We took his car cause mine was in the shop getting the brakes worked on. We got up there on a Sun night and check into our hotel room...drama that night already with the hotel and room i had booked. That gets worked out and we go to MGM i slip and fall hurting my knee (great 2 bad things we all know where this is going). so the next day is fine all goes well and the morning of the day after (that'd be tues morning) we go to the store so i can get batteries for my camera. we contemplate who will be driving and he agrees to let me drive his car. i go to turn out of a parking lot and *bam* accident! so we sit and wait for the cops who then give me ticket and him one as well. so in the car i say i'll help by paying HALF of your ded...so that means i would owe him $500. now because i've had some hard times at home and i can't put the money HE WANTS $1,000 together in a heartbea

Criticism
So, wow, I was just bored and shifting through pics, randomly rating people. I didn't realize that people take this site so seriously and depend on it so much for their self-esteem. I'm not trying to be an ass here. I'm just painfully blunt and honest, sometimes cruelly. When someone asks for my opinion, I freely give it to them. My point is: if you don't care what I have to say, then don't ask. Respectively, if you cannot handle what other people may think or feel about any photos you've placed for rating or comments, then don't do it. Obviously I could care less what people say about myself considering I've gotten my share of nasty grams in response to this. Happy hunting kids. Brizy

Friends Only...
I've decided to remove anyone that is having a negative impact on my life. My closest friends know where I started. I WILL NOT tell anyone who they can be friends with, but what I will ask is that you respect me enough to know that I probably do not want to hear anything about this person. I don't want to be updated on current affairs as it will probably just end up pissing me off even more. Anyway, I just want things left behind and I just want to move on with my life.

Guys Listen Up
most guys dont like to help there lady around the house now i know most guys think they are ether too good to do it or you are just too lazy it shows your lady that you care about stuff just like she does and she will apprieashate you for it just help out guys

Frickin Holidays
i used to spend easter with my 2 girls because of 2 women that hate each other i can no longer see my girls, i know there mom was just protecting them from what she thought was a bad situiation but i always seem to be paying the piper lol you'd think io be used of it by now 4 marriages gees it hard to believe i used to take the girls to jc pennies and buy them matching easter dresses every year since they were born its a family ritual but that has come to an end okay enough said have a happy easter princesses love lots

Wow I Cant Beleive Its Me
i cant beleive i figured this out i mean come for only playing a month i am doing pretty good. this is so pointless like anyone is ever going to read this junk and if you do i am srry you wanted to waste time

Dear Friends
To All My Friends Well my dear friends just wanted to give a update of things that are going on in my life I may be down in the dumps right now but with 3 out of 4 of my best friends in my corner I am slowly getting back on my feet I know what I have to do but it is just hard to fight with a man you fell in love with as a kid and then again after so many years but I have not talk to him in about a week now and I do not plan on talking to him unless I have to but not that I do not want to talk to him and remain friends I would love to but I am doing the things that I need to do for ME and only me now I can not let his negitive aditude bring me down any more I need to get back on my feet fine everything that I need for myself I will always be there if he needs me to talk to but as for any thing more NO NOT right now or ever and it brakes my heart to say it but I need to come frist Why oh why do men and brake ups have to hurt as much as they do when u have one person tring

Looking Back At Me
If I died tonight would I even be missed? Would I leave this world without a last kiss? Would my name be remembered? Would anyone even care? Was time here on Earth just a burden for others to bear? Some days I was kind. Some days I was mean. Looking back now I wonder which of the two was most seen. My loved ones often received the shallow end of the deal. It's sad that I have to question if they know how I really feel. These thoughts have awakened me to the things I have taken for granted. I really feel ashamed of all the times I raved and ranted. Starting right now and every moment after I'll think twice before I react. My loved ones will know they're loved and I won't be ashamed to look back.

Lizard Birth...joke
'Lizard Birth' If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom !' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said

In Another Auction!!
I'm In Another Auction! So if you missed out on the first one, then come by and OWN me NOW!!! Lots of goodies, and more to come as the bids increase!! ¢¾ Be sure to Add Sweet One and tell her Pink0828 sent you!! Don't forget to show her some Luvin too! Sweet One@ fubar

Boyfriend Application
1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3.Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5.Would you enjoy it? 6.Would you ever ask me out? 7.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9.Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10.Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12.If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13.Do you/have you talked about me? 14.Do you think I'm a good person? 15.Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17.If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body W0ULD Y0U... give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? take me out to dinner? drive me somewhere? hug me? buy me food? take me home to me

My Ladies
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

Who's On First
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch , "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper Computer Store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. C

Inside This Head And Heart Of Mine
So, ladies, what is that makes you do some of the things you do? Why do you find the perfect guy, the one who is delivering everything you could want in a relationship, and is everything you could want asa partner, start signing love letters with his last name instead of yours, then bail a week later, claiming no need to be in a relationship at all? I get ever so tired of pouring out all of who i am into a relationship, get to the point where things are comfortable, functional and healthy, only to have my partner get freaked out that its GOING RIGHT, and bail. Why do you have to do that to guys? Why cant you just stay with it when its good, and not have to start feeling like "theres better out there, I just know it, cause my tarot deck told me so!" Fuck the tarot, what does you heart, mind and soul have to say? And, if departure causes you so much pain, why cant you own up to it, and say "i was wrong, We are good together, and regardless of what my tarot deck says, im staying pu

Elijah And Omar
On April 19, 2007 my 3 and 7 year old grandsons were killed in a fire in Hazleton PA. Many of my friends here supported me during this trying time. Today March 23, 2008 would have been Omar's 8th Birthday on Friday March 28, 2008 Elijah would have been 4. I miss them

Drama
I think it's funny how people say they want no drama in their lives.Drama is everywhere,no matter where you are or who your with.What it comes down to is how you deal with it.Some people scream,yell,cry,lie,be mean,and bitch(which is what I'm doing now)What I try to do is find people who laugh through the drama and the bullshit.Sounds mean,but peoples dramatic lives sometime make me laugh and if my drama makes other people laugh that's kool,I'm glad I made you laugh..........Fuck it!! Smile,tomorrow mite not come!

Levels Are Silly
Being new here I was looking around and found mumms I went to reply to a topic and saw a message that I needed to be a level 3 to reply. Yeah whatever,I guess I need to drink more virtual beer before I can express my opinion here.

Life And Things Which Resemble It
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Just Words
Sometimes its hard to put in words how you feel, on the outside you may feel Ok, and people who see you think your coping well. But nobody can see whats going on inside of you, the pain your feeling and how empty you feel inside. I thought that life with each passing day, would get slightly easier, as they tell you time is a great healer, but that is not the case, each day gets harder, there is always something there that reminds you. I was talking to Di tonight (Brit bomber 1) and I told her I need to sort of apologise to people, people leave me comments and occasionally they may get a reply. I don't go round making my morning comments any more, in fact some days i don't log in to Fubar at all, other days I'm here for about 5 mins. I haven't forgot about you, just haven't got the heart in it, yes, i've thought about deleting my account, but a lot of people don't want me too, they want it here for me, if and when I return. So if you've left me a comment and i haven't been back, I

Life Is A Dick
Minimum wage sucks, I can't even afford to put gas in my car. I can't catch a friggin break it seems.. It's all because of money or other shit. I hate my stupid 26 ft long travel trailer, I want a house, an SUV and of course my stupid ass white picket fence.. NAH... I don't want the perfect little life, some adventure would be cool.. But I do want a fat house, a huge SUV I can mob in, and an ice cold beer at the end of the day.... is that to much to ask for? I got the guy, the dog, and that. I just need the rest! A better job would be nice, but so much for a break on that... Oh well... not much I can do about it.

Blue Fridays
Blue Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing blue every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority' We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something blue. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of blue much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends,

My Eyes Only
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

When I Loved The Truth.
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

The Expected Good Bye's
Tonight I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Not because of the day I had. My day was actually great. I had a dear sweet friend of mine pop up in my shout box. It has been some time since we have talked. I was made aware that her Fuhubby said his Good bye's on March 2nd and passed away on March 14th. I knew him but it was more so in passing the last several months. I knew of his illness, but it still leaves a feeling of complete loss. His blogs truly show a light that illuminates from him. He makes it very clear that if their is someone that you love to make it known. I know we are not granted the tomorrows. I know that at any given day our Father can call us home. I also know that life is not guaranteed to be easy, or without pain. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. Some of us are very great full to never have this hand upon us. Some of us have hand the hand dealt to us more than our fair share. The feelings that I have at this moment are those of confusion. We search this

Siargao: The Philippines Surfing Capital
This is the Island where I grow up, a place where I came from.I remember the time when I was a kid. I hated this place as if it's a place where there s no future far from the city. No lights, no movies, no luxuries. We used to go to the sea and swim. I love swimming the most, me and my classmates after school we ran all to the shore and swim. Before we can see the city we need to ride a boat When I was in High School I used to go to the port and waited for the boat "lantsa - as we call it in our language" to arrive. Before, it took 3 - 4 hours before you can reach the island but now since there were many speed boat, it will only take 1 or 2 hours to get there. Every time I saw the passengers coming and leaving the place, I always had in mind that one day I will get out of this Island. I never knew that it will become a surfing ground of our country as what is it of today. General Luna, where the cloud 9 is located is just about 2 hours ride from my home. It's a very known place no

Nsfw's
Yes, I have a few. No, I don't post them here. But, I'm not opposed to showing them. And I will never push them on anyone by saying, "Rate my NSFW's". I'm sure if someone wants to see my dick, they'll ask ME... not the other way around. If you want to see them: A) you must be a friend B) you must be female and C) you must fubar mail or shoutbox me. I keep them in my personal e-mail folder and will have to e-mail them to you if you're okay with that... which means, I'd need your e-mail address. Okay? Good.

Obadiah
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.

As The Confusion Really Begins To Set In....
So i have been out of work now for almost a week with an ankle injury and I go back on Tuesday... Little Vacation right? Yeah... couldnt do a damn thing. lol Got to do a lot of thinking tho... much about life and the things that are going on in it right now. Mostly the Job situation. I have spent a lot of time this week looking online for new places of employment. I think that a lot of my depression that i'm suffering now is from not enjoying my job anymore. Too much politics, too much stress from dealing with Management and Higher ups who have no clue what its like to be on the front lines anymore (I work in sales for Verizon Wireless) Stress from customers who just want nothing more than to get everything for free, so they brow beat us down. Whatever.. and I know that you are going to find most of this in other companies nationwide, but something has to be better than this. And the only reason I am still there is just for the Benefits. Hopefully something pans ou

My Sister
My sister jus passed tonight at midnight.I will miss her soooo verry much!!! I wish i could tell her how much she meant to me and that i loved her. She may not have been the best to me but she was my sister none the less.I feel like part of me has been ripped out of me and ill never get it back. Amber wherever you are i will miss you dearly and ill never forget you!!! Love always your bro Chris. My sister leaves behind a son and a daughter and her husband Jeff who did 3 tours in Iraq.May you find peace and happiness wherever you are!! Ill miss ya and my boys will too!!

Hope And Faith Things That Hurt The Most
i dont know what is worse haveing to say good bye or not getting to say it at all. this is why i i hate being me. i have realized that me having hope is a mistake. i am not aloud to get close to anyone. so alone i must sufer while the rest of the world finds there friends, lovers, partners. somethings i wil never trully have. i always tried to not be in the incrowd. if i have to give up being who i am to be with someone i guess i hae to give up and join the crowd.

Militar Men.......!!!:)
come forward u sexy army men and hey any other branch and step in i wanna see how many ppl respnod to this you to girls which is ur fav now dont make this out to be an argument this is for fun and i think army is my fav one in particular and he should kno who he is if u read this no guys were not together but u never kno what will happen hehe!!!

Goodbye Y'all
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.

Weekend..
Omg! that's the only thing I can say as to this weekend.. is holy crap.. from being out of town having to drive to god knows where surviving a semi accident & such *never drive in the dark when you can't sleep properly @ night* .. to the family gathering & literally being sent with BAGS *I mean HUGE bags* of food home.. but over all it was good.. I did miss one person like crazy thru this whole time.. but I dunno. Let's just say I have a lot of things to be thankfull for not to mention the evil priest got me with holy water *let's see how long this will last this time* I would deffinetly rate this weekend a 8.5 out of 10.. Many more to come for sure .. I am also starting to plan my trip more differently now.. So to anyone still reading this.. HAPPY EASTER *whatever is still left of it that is*

Valentines Day
Little Melissa comes home from 1st grade & tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint, and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says: "No, I don't think God would get mad. Whom do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden?" her father asks in shock. "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them, and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Melissa, th

My Baby Sister
This is something I felt like writing... My sister who is a few years younger then me has Diabetes recently had eye surgery done on her eye twice and the 2nd time around they have told her that she wont be able to see in her right eye. When my Mom told me I cried, and cried. I just couldnt believe this was happening to my sister, let alone my baby sister. Some of you may know her and some dont, I ask can you please keep her in your prayers... She means alot to me... Thanks to all who read this blog...Blessings to you... P.S. If you have Diabetes please take it seriously and take care of yourself...

Point Of View
"Point of View" Over and over everyday Society falls. What can I say? We're told to love, honor and obey, While we are lied to, cheated, and played. It's time, my friend, to open your eyes, End the pattern and end all the lies. Start at the source and hear your own cries. Look at yourself and stop all the lies. It can all change but it starts with you Don't give up you gotta see it through And in the end you will see it too My plain and simple point of view

Never Need...
People used to see me moping and lonely With my tail dragging in the dust All broken hearted, turning down parties Till the invites all dried up Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten My whole life changed for good Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder Came a lesson I understood I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again People that see me now can't seem to figure out What has changed about their friend Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please? I just tell them with a grin I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again So any lonely folks out there please don't despair Hear this message that I bring If this thing can come to me I know anybody Can have the chance to sing I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again

True Women
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." (instead of Daamn ur hot!) To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her

About Me
Well where to start well everyone close to me know about what happen Dec. 14, 07 at 1am friday morning i had a varicose vein pop open and i to be rushed to the ER lost about 2 pints of blood before i got there took 4 to 5 stitches to get it to stop ER doctor told me if i been asleep i wuld have bleed to death ... Ok on Dec. 26 i go to see my doctor and have my stitches out he take out 4 of them and said that all there was so ok .... well my leg get infection in it so Jan 30, 08 i go see a new doctor about my varicose veins in my legs and it look where my stitch put me in the hostpial ASAP so Jan 31, 08 i was put in the hostpial why in the hostpial More plms come up with my sleep apnea my oxygen level was dropping to 38 % and when ur sleep it should be about 90% so I have that to deal when now plus my diabetes & weight plm... i was in the hostpial for about a week with Iv's and shuff in me but my list of plms just seems to get longer & longer i had no clue i was this bad off bu

I'm Sorry
I’m Sorry I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at

Into The Abyss
So in an effort to be more honest with myself and people in general I guess; and also an attempt of getting things off my chest, I figured I’d write this. Anyway, lately I’ve started to question myself on a lot of things in my life, and the reason for who I am and how I got here. How did I become so cynical? How did I become so depressing? Well, I think I figured it out. Take everything that means anything to a person away and they’re left with nothing. No reason to care, no reason to try and no reason to live. I feel somewhat ridiculous for having these feelings, sure, because it shows weakness, but maybe I’m weak. Life takes you down sometimes, and you know, sometimes people don’t make it back up. I feel like my perspective on the world has changed so much. If you’d have known me in high school, I was happy go lucky, I was very social, optimistic and cared about the people around me. And back then, it was rewarding. Not that I’m not that person now, but it’s not

Let's Be Real!
I just want to say that there is life beyond fubar. As in my profile, I work nights and attend classes online. That means my time in Fubar is very limited. So, just to let you know, I do comment my family and top friends every day and try my best to return comments, rates, etc. to all that do so. If you have to ask what it takes to be family or top friends, then you haven't been o fubar long enough to know that those are the people that visit my page every day and let me know they were here, even when I'm unable to make online. If this means that now I'll lose some fubar friends and some of my rate, so be it. I originally came here to make friends and have fun. Also, just to let everyone know (if you care). I will be spending less time on fubar, since there is life beyond here. Hugs, Doc

Feelings
Loving you Missing you Seeing you inside my head And I become calm again The music is playing softly As my heart is pounding You kiss me You love me And somehow I know you do These feelings are growing It's something I can't deny. You some how understand me When nobody else will Take a second glance. Some how you move me And sooth me And speak straight to my heart.

Is It Worth It?
A young, ambitious immigrant from Guatemala who dreamed of becoming an architect. A Nigerian medic. A soldier from China who boasted he would one day become an American general. An Indian native whose headstone displays the first Khanda, emblem of the Sikh faith, to appear in Arlington National Cemetery. These were among more than 100 foreign-born members of the U.S. military who earned American citizenship by dying in Iraq. Jose Gutierrez was one of the first to fall, killed by friendly fire in the dust of Umm Qasr in the opening hours of the invasion. In death, the young Marine was showered with honors his family could only have dreamed of in life. His sister was flown in from Guatemala for his memorial service, where a Roman Catholic cardinal presided and top military officials saluted his flag-draped coffin. And yet, his foster mother agonized as she accompanied his body back for burial in Guatemala City: Why did Jose have to die for America in order to truly belong?

My Artwork
The pages I have on offer are from the DC Comics title JSA. I’ve had quite a few email enquiries about these pages.. asking when/if they were going on sale, so finally here they are.Click the pic to see the pages on offer.

My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

Economy
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas . It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha

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Single Moms
Why is it that mothers carry the baby for 9 months and deal with all the set backs, pain, sickness, even some have came close to death experiences due to childbirthing and even some have died during labor, but yet she is a horrible mom because she doesn’t take her daughter to see her dad, because he’s broke, because he doesn’t have a job, so automatically it must be her responsibility to make sure he gets visitation with his child right? Tell me why it is that so many mothers go through so much, then the fathers talk shit about the childs mother 24/7, saying that they are horrible mothers, they do this wrong and this wrong and just repeatedly complain about how it’s not fair to them. But yet the child lives with their mother, NOT the father. And relies solely on the mother for care. Tell me why there are so many dads that just don’t give a fuck? They don’t pay child support, ’because it’s not there place to help". Tell me how the fuck that is? Did she get herself pregnant? I’m p

Yesterday...
Yesterday Sittin here watchin the time slip away Wondering what I should do today Putting things off another day I’ll do it tomorrow Is what I say Head in hand Memories jumpin like hopscotch A game of youth Long since gone Nothing left but tomorrow 85 are gone, 280 remain 365 times 17 Years of pain I close my eyes and pray Praying to let go of yesterday Trying to live a better way Forget about yesterday Yesterday go away Clock moves ahead Nothing stops it from working Every hour it won’t miss a ring It’s the only guaranteed thing Weighted down by life’s unknown Worrying about the future Feeling completely alone Still sitting here I wish time would stand still Until I can figure it all out With zero lies and zero hate Make no mistakes, oh boy Boy it’s getting late Shiftin weight From side to side Booking a cruise in my head Planning to go before I’m dead Maybe God will be the captain And heaven will be the sea When that big boat com

They Are Killing Her!
So here is the story...My sister married a man who has two kids. Both of them from different women. My niece lives part time with my sister and her idiot. and the rest of the time she lives with her grandparents. They are VERY lazy people and do not feed her good food, or get her out exercising. My niece is 10 and weighs 175lbs! I have been telling my sister to get her exercising and eating right. She has been doing her best, but as soon as she goes back to Grandma and Grandpa's house, all bets are off. Does anybody have any suggestions? Please I need some advice to give to my sister. She is at her wits end, and is worried she will have to bury her stepdaughter soon. Do I call in for an intervention or do I let my sister deal with this on her own?

My Life
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

My Awesome Owners!!!
SO HERES THE DEAL......I WAS AUCTIONED OFF LASTNIGHT AND IM NOW OWNED BY THESE AWESOME PEOPLE!! SO....FOR ME....CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND GO SHOW THESE GUYS HOW AWESOME THEY REALLY ARE!! XOXOXOXO

Hacking Your Sony Ericsson
How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT! On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY! The Why: So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

Body Found Could Be First Atlanta Tornado Death
Workers clearing rubble from the tornado that slammed into downtown Atlanta discovered the body of a man on Saturday who could be the city's first fatality of the storm that hit earlier this month. Workers using a Bobcat to scoop up bricks and debris called police after seeing a hand sticking out of the rubble, said officer James Polite, a spokesman for the Atlanta Police Department. The tornado ripped through the city's downtown March 14, causing extensive damage to Atlanta's core.

Hahaha
this place is worse then myspace, I never thought that was possible! but yeah unlike most of the emo induced bulletins i see about people leaving, this one has nothing to do with not being apart of some interweb click or some slore breaking my heart. it's simply because you all need to be raped and tortured for being such mindless sheep... this site is seriously a fucking joke and it's mind boggling how many people use it and take it so fucking seriously. "home of the online happy hour" gimmie a break. eat shit faggots!

Later Start Means New Faces At Arts And Crafts Show
One side effect of a later start for this year's Cherry Blossom Festival is that several merchants and artists who traditionally attend the Mulberry Street Festival won't be on hand this year. But Lisa Howard, president of the Middle Georgia Arts Association, said it may actually have a long-term benefit for visitors to the arts and crafts show because new artists and merchants have signed on to replace them. "(Some vendors) have a festival in South Carolina that came at the same dates," she said. "So we have quite a few different vendors. I think that's a good thing. There's lots more variety. A lot of the vendors have been here before, and there are a few favorites, but we're going to have lots more new people." For example, of the 21 jewelry vendors, 10 are new this year, Howard said. Wright Tilley, president and CEO of the Cherry Blossom Festival, said the festival will have about as many vendors as previous years. "We lost some vendors, but we were able to replace them with ot

Random...
WALK ON... Why do they do the things they do Don’t they know it hurts them too They say you’re the only one But then turn around and run Into the arms of someone new Without any thoughts of you So much for being true If she only knew The things you do I should tell her Be the one To let her know Not to believe in you so You aren’t who you claim to be If she could only see What I do What I do… Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you So grab your shoes Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprints off your back Let the floor be the only thing he walks on Yeah he walks on Walks on… I’m here to say Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you Now pack your bags Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprint

To Dream A Little More
when i dream at nightit feels so real to hold you close to feel your touch againest my skin my heart begins to pound as i look into her eyes full of so much desire i can almost smell her perfume an taste hers lips againest my own an with such overwhelming beauty i begin to awake restless in need to dream alittle more i lay there for hours trying to feel it the same but yet i know i must wait till the next evenings brush to fall asleep an dream of you once more.

Pimpin @$$ People!
The Photographer@ fubar {D.S.C} COME LUV ME@ fubar Big Daddy woowoo fu-hubby to brittanysmommy1303{owner of rebel bombers}@ fubar ~brittanysmommy1303~ fu-wife to Big Daddy woowoo~member of rebels rule and got-r-did bombers~@ fubar sammy@ fubar THESE PEOPLE HELPED ME IMMENSELY IN MY GIVEAWAY...THEY ROCKED THAT SH*T AND GOT R DID!!! SHOW THEM SOME MAD LUV...CHECK EM OUT AND SPANK EM TWICE FOR ME!!!!! :D

Words To Live By
This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right to do Sometimes you've got to make some love And fuckin give her some smoochies too Sometimes ya got to squeeze Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you've got to say hey I'm gonna Fuck you softly I'm gonna screw you gently I'm gonna hump you sweetly I'm gonna ball you discreetly And then you say hey I bought you flowers And then you say wait a minute sally I think I got somethin in my teeth Could you get it out for me That's fuckin teamwork Whats your favorite posish? That's cool with me Its not my favorite But I'll do it for you Whats your favorite dish? Im not gonna cook it But ill order it from Zanzibar And then I'm gonna love you completely And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly And then I'll fucking bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you hard Hard

Drunken Stories
To start this blog off, I am finally among the living. I had a wild Saturday night and paid for it all day yesterday! Having to be around family all day long with a hangover and 4 hours of not so good sleep does not make for a fun Easter. Saturday was a busy day of cleaning and shopping and appeasing Peter's sister by showing up to her house for their BBQ(even though I didn't go)but Peter did for a short while so that made it ok. We then went to our friends house for dinner. We had planned to get together for some drinks that night but she bought salmon and shrimp for dinner and invited us over for that as well. Dinner was delicious and we started in on the margarita's. We were having a good time. Their older son left and their younger son was asleep, passed out up stairs in his room because he had stayed up all night at a friends house the night before playing xbox live. We really only intended to drink 2 bottles. We somehow went through them pretty fast. The stuff i

Poem
The Moon and Stars are the objects In my mind. When the night falls in to the darkness, my mind drifts in to sleep. I think of you, the only one for me. Wonderful thoughts, of our past, fill my mind, your soft touch, your arm around my body holding me tighter and tighter each time. Then my mind wonders to our future on the day I wish I could be with you. In a few hours I will be with you, and It will be like it once was, and our life will be happy.

The Story Of My Life.
In the movie of our life, starring you and me. Hollywood is in for a treat, wait until they see. The stage is all ours, so let's put on a good show. We act these roles so well, but they will never know. Shakespeare seems out of date, Romeo and Juliet got old. Baby they have nothing on us, so let our story be told. We write romance scenes, like forever had no end. It all comes so natural, with an amazing boyfriend. We've only gotten started, the end is far from now. Nothing can break us up, not even a broken vow. People watch the notebook, is that all Hollywood's got? Boy, you and me alone, make those scenes look hot. They'll write a story one day, and a movie to go with it. Just get us to act it out, It would be the greatest hit. We may never be Hollywood's hottest, Brad and Angelina will be in the past. It will last as long as their careers, but baby you and I will forever last.

Funny Crap
Well according to Mel and Ty tartar sauce and mayo make pretty good substitutes for sperm, but now this has me thinking... If you could actually chose the flavor what would you chose? Sorry Mel, if I hijacked your blog..but thought this would be a funny add on..because mayo and tartar sauce makes me wanna puke at the moment! lol Would it be a condiment..or something better?

Just Me Being Me!!! :)
I know I haven't been online lately. Its been a rough couple of weeks. Really ROUGH!!! Things are happening here in my real world that are making my head spin. Then with Easter coming up, my youngest child coming home, family and friends visiting for the holidays... it was an absolute mess... I am sorry for not being around. Hopefully things are slowed down enough for me to be on line a little more. I am still awaiting my 4 (soon to be 5) year old's arrival. That should be TOMORROW!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Once my life gets back to some level of normalcy... I will be online more often like before. I am sure you can all understand... somethings in life... have to take PRIORITY over FuBar!!! With Much Love To All!!!! ~AngL~

Disabled Pregnant Woman Used As Target Practice
ALTON, Illinois (AP) -- Banished to the basement, the 29-year-old mother with a childlike mind and another baby on the way had little more than a thin rug and a mattress to call her own on the chilly concrete floor. Dorothy Dixon ate what she could forage from the refrigerator upstairs, where housemates used her for target practice with BBs, burned her with a glue gun and doused her with scalding liquid that peeled away her skin. They torched what few clothes she had, so she walked around naked. They often pummeled her with an aluminum bat or metal handle. Dixon -- six months pregnant -- died after weeks of abuse. Police have charged two adults, three teenagers and a 12-year-old boy with murder in the case that has repulsed many in this Mississippi River town. "This is heartbreaking," police Lt. David Hayes said. "It was almost as though they were making fun of the abuse they were administering. This woman was almost like living in a prison." Investigators put much

Life
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!

Stuff
What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 20 years and 55 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a n

~eve's Side Of The Story~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~EVE'S Side of the Story~~~~~~~~~~~~ After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc......... she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced". "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I w

Vacation!!!! (we're Back)!!
Well my 8 year old daughter and I had such a blast in San Francisco and will definitely go back. We stayed at the Radisson on the Wharf, great Hotel, typical hotel, never absolutely quiet as a hotel is not unless you spend lotsa money but it was very nice. Got there kinda late the first day, so just kinda walked around the Wharf a bit and had dinner. Next morning, did the Alcatraz tour. What a trip!! Never knew so much history there and would love to do the night tour. Ooooh scarey!! Went to the Aquarium on the Bay which was very cool. My daughter loved it. Took the BART to Downtown Berkeley to see an old friend and had dinner with her. It was a wonderful visit. The last full day we had there it was kamakazee!!! Rode the old trolley car, chinatown, Gheridelli, Museums, did alot, I mean ALOT of walking. Spent the last evening on the Wharf and just enjoyed all the sights and sounds. Didn't get to do all the things we wanted to do but next time we will do things differently. At least n

My Future
Well its been about almost a year and a half now since I graduated with my bachelors degree and life came to a crashing stop. I dropped out of med school and decided to party and travel. I finally found myself in Tennessee with a decent life but not being satisfied. I have been contemplating life what I really want to do. I am debating on going back to med school and finishing. But in order to do that I would have to sell my house and move. So what do you think I should do? Should I just live with what I have and keep living my life or should I go grow up and go back to school?

~reach Out...i'll Be There~
~Reach Out...I'll Be There~ Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it

~lover's Embrace~
~Lover's Stolen Moment~ A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames Peace.

Thinking Of Leaving
When I first signed up on here I really enjoyed it. Met a lot of really great people, one in particular. But lately it seems all anyone cares about is NSFW pics... or rating pics NSFW when they shouldn't be... and leveling up. No body wants to chat anymore. And as for that one friend. Well her and I had become "best friends". However recently things have gone down hill between her and I. Not really sure how it all started. But awhile back I... well lets say I did a favor for her. She told me recently that she would be able to "return" that favor. Hmmmm yea hasn't been returned and in fact I now can't get her to return my calls, emails, etc. Guess so much for that "friendship" What a laugh, right? Guess you could say I learned my lesson. There's not much point to this blog... just needed to get some of my thoughts and aggravations out. Not yet sure if I'll leave this site for good. Although some of you may have already noticed I'm rarely on here anymore anyway... now

Pissy People!
okay.. for those of you that decide you aren't talking to me anymore cuz i am not constantly on your profiles commenting you... get a freakin' LIFE! i have one......... fubar is NOT it!!! i do what i can when i can... if you choose to validate a friendship with how many comments you get... sucks to be you!!! for the rest of yas... i love yas!

~her Paradise~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Her Paradise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bring me to her paradise a feeling of within, naked to her loving eyes caressing me with sin I long to feel her softest kiss upon my dampened skin Bring me to her paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat, I wish to be her fantasy and make our love complete Peace.

~one Taste~
~One Taste~ When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole Peace.

~i Love To Touch Her~
~I Love to Touch Her~ Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch Peace.

Music
Hey guys how you doing? Hope you all enjoyed your weekend & I wish you a great week ahead. Yesterday Alexis Machine (my boyfriend's band) was offering 10 tracks down loadable for free on Reverbnation. Due to the tremendous response & feedback they’ve received, they decided to extend the offer. I am pleased to let you know that these tracks will be available for free all this week! (Monday March 24 - Friday March 28 @ Midnight) To receive your free down loads simply go to: http://www.reverbnation.com/alexismachine Hope you enjoy ;-) Tattooed Angel

Just Venting Here.....
0k here we g0.. I've g0t al0t 0n my mind lately. Well I just m0ved int0 my 0wn place and thinking w00h00 this is g0ing t0 be exciting. 0mg the first week was heaven I g0t t0 run ar0und naked and just enj0y it.. Then reality hit 0mg c0uld this be anym0re b0ring?? I am a c0untry girl and m0ved fr0m the city back to the g00d 0l c0untry and I l0ve it here but my s0 called friends never c0me and visit me. (That sucks huh).. So n0w that am here by myself I spent al0t 0f time on the interent and man are there s0me weirdos on here.. Ive came acr0ss al0t of g00d sites, Fubar to name 0ne, but I need m0re. So d0es any0ne have any ideas? D0es any0ne 0n here ever have like get t0gethers 0r meet & greets 0r s0mething? Well if y0u have any advice or c0mments by all means please resp0nd.. Thankd f0r taking time t0 reading my vent sessi0n.. Mander

To My Friends
To my dear friends, I want to tell you that I love you. Yes, YOU! There is no one special person in my life right now. But I have an immense amount of love to give. I do not feel that I am capable of loving any one person right now. To give all my love to one is a risk I am not ready to take again so soon. So, instead, I would much rather share my love with as many people as wish to receive it. I do not mean this in a sexual way! So get that nasty thought out of your head this instant! I mean that I am interested in so many things and in learning so many more things. I am interested in finding out what you all have to say and share with me. I am becoming a new woman and to that end I need help from my friends. Those of you that have become close to me know that I am searching frantically for my place in this world. I am searching for a purpose and a goal, and YES, someone to share it all with. Now, with that all having been said, I hope each and every on

My Kids
The Loss She took you away from me The memories of your beautiful faces Is now all that I can see I love you all with all my heart I have been so very devistated As the days and the miles drive us apart I have never stopped loving you You are all my angels Without you all my heart is blue Now as I sit here and see in my mind’s eye You all are growing up and getting older As the days just roll on by Now our time will be here And we do all the things we do We will be together with no fear

I Am Going To Be Going Back To Work
just wanted to let everyone know that i am going to be going back to work here shortly ,so i won't be on during the day .it will probably be next week sometime but i am not sure yet .i will let everyone know through a blog :D.i am going to miss everyone severely ,cause i am probably not going to be on that much period ,but we will see how things go .well just wanted to give you all the heads up on what's going on in my life right now ,oh and i almost forgot to tell everybody ,my wife and i finally got a place of our own :D.

What Hair Suits Me Best?
Ok,I have a guestion for everyone. Well, i die my hair all the time. So, do i look better with or try: *Blonde *Brown *black *Blonde with brown *Blonde with black *Brown with black *orange, blonde, brown, with black ??????????????????????????

Just Like You
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll

Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio Show.
Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show. We want to invite you to listen in on Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show. Yes, you heard that right, We now have our own radio show. BlogTalkRadio and Kluckin Films announce the launch of Kluckin Films Radio show. Hosted by the Inde Filmmakers of Kluckin Films Dwayne King and Wendell Smith, with Priestess Kandi Ranson behind board making it all happen! Kluckin Films will debut their first Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show in Monday March 31, 2008 Kluckin Films Monday Midnight Massacre Radio show is a live radio show from the creators of Kill Syndrome, Piggy, Nightmares and many other horror films. Kluckin Films gives horror fans a place on the radio to call our own. This program will feature Interviews with celebrities and stars in the movie & music industry, as well as other entertainment venues. Live listener call-ins Updates on Kluckin Films Movie Reviews Contests Gi

No Talk In The Motel
You meet me at the local motel. When you enter the room, I'm waiting for you right by the door, and I cover your mouth with my hands, motioning you not to say anything. I grab you in my arms, and I kiss you deeply and passionately. You are immediately turned on, for you can't believe how I took control of you. I push you back against the door, and I don’t ask, as I move my hands down you body to your skirt, and I pull it up to your waist. In the same movement, I unbutton your blouse as my hands continue to work up your body while I don’t let you move against the door, locking you lips to mine with a deep exchange of passion. My right hand continues beyond your breasts and moves behind your back between you and the door and with one movement, unhooks your bra. You barely notice when I slip off your blouse and bra in one movement. I don’t even bother to remove my clothes, only taking the time to unbutton my pants and let them fall to my knees as I pull you panties to the side, shoving

Confusd
Well I am more confused now then ever. my wife kicked me out of the house a month ago now and on Easter she said she still loves me but doesn't want to talk to me. To me that doesn't make since. If you love someone wouldn't you want to talk to them at least?

Zodiac Sex
center> Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Slow Down...
JUST SLOW DOWN Wait a minute God, just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell But I couldn’t speak Yeah… Out of control and my voice is gone Stop for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick I know you have jobs to do You paint the sky, the deepest blue Fill the darkness with Twinklin light Listen to my prayers late at night So could you do me a favor I won’t ask much Just wait a minute God Just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell, but I couldn’t speak Yeah… Wait for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick, yeah Moving way too quick, uh huh Stop for a minute God, listen to me It won’t take long You will see I’ve got something to say and things to do But I need your help, you’re the only one I could never survive without you So listen to me, it

Anexiety Is A Bitch
ok so Ive got bad anxiety which if its really acting up makes my insomnia really bad an makes it so i cant sleep. Now yesterday I was having major problems with my anxiety and had a crap load of tour buses hit us at work. A grand total of 20 or so buses came threw from twelve noon to eight pm. During my entire shift at work i must have delt with at least 800 customers plus cooked all the food for the Chinese side of my work area. It was so busy that we were very backed up and sold out our entire stock of pizza thus making a few customers mad, but that could not be helped. Thus yesterday I dealt with way too many people that i almost lost control on the slight grip on my anxiety and blew up at quite a few people including the punk ass eighteen year old guy that doesnt really do his job in the first place. So today, being monday now, and tomorrow are my days off and im not planning to go anywhere i dont have to go. You might see that i am online but that i may not answer your shouts

No-tell Motel...discreet Motel Rendezvous
It was late, my wife had already gone to bed and I snuck downstairs to turn on my computer. Moments after signing online, I received my favorite smiling happy face. You were online too. Immediately my cock stirred in my boxer shorts and I typed back my response, ‘Are you wet?’ Immediately your response in capital letters was and emphatic ‘YES’. My cock grew harder, my hand found its way into my boxers and yanked it out and began stroking it. I met you on MySpace. Just my luck, you lived in MI close enough where I travel to several times a year. You too were sexually exploratory, needing a friend at first. I did not want to play any mind games with you, and I told you exactly what I was looking for from the start. I needed a discreet, no strings attached fuck buddy. This was to be hot sex and nothing else at first. You admitted to me that you too were interested in that kind of a relationship, but I must absolutely love eating pussy. I informed you that you had definitely come to

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spotter/storm chaser. I am sending this to...Chell, Beep, Sylvia, Learning to Fly, and Cheryl.

Grrrrrrrr
Ok so i've been dating this guy for two years. He treats me like shit. I ask myself, why do i stay? And the answer always is : because of the kids. I know its not right to do but i feel i don't have the strength to go on. I am sure there is someone better out there, but will i find him? Who is going to want someone that has four kids? He downgrades me, tells me to leave, just an ass....... and yet i stay. I do have bipolar, so i know i can have my own moods, but, this is bullshit! any advice??

Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!

I Wish U
Subject: i wish you all the sunshine and love that your hearts can hold i wish you happienest when the nght falls i wish you peace of mind when troubles come i wish you laughter throught the song i wish you find the one true love in yourselfves and know the beauity of all around you and never take one breath of life for granted and enojy what life has to hand you in every way may every dream came true and every prayer be answer for you with love

~pervertology~ A Definition
~Pervertology~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-gee} The study and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. ~Pervertologist~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-jist} An individual who studies and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. Also, see MetalGirl_1

Application For Houseboy
~APPLICATION FOR HOUSEBOY~ Are you now or have you ever been naked?...............Yes/No/Maybe Please give a short list of cleaning credentials______________________________. What size speedo do you wear?......................small/med/lg/XXXL(it means exactly what you think) What is your agility/flexibility range on a scale of 1-10, 10 being most agile_____. Pervocity is not only demanded, it is a requirement and a priviledge. Anyone who does not comply with all Pervocity related standards shall be placed in the Genital Cuff until further notice! THAT WILL SHOW YOU!!!! Are you accustomed to living in a basement?..........Yes/No/Where are the shackles? What awards among Mud Wrestling/Jell-O Wrestling/Baby Oil Wrestling do you hold?__________. How often do you masturbate?..... NEVER!/Hardly/Often/Pervotard/Lost Count/Broken Wrists Do you cry during orgasms?.................. Yes/No/Mommy Didn't Love Me! A description of your sexual stamina level is…

Have One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Jericho Cancelled Again
THIS SUCKS! I UNDERSTAND THE PRODUCERSREAD THIS BOARD MAYBE THEY WILL PICK UP ON FX, SCI-I IF YOU ARE A FAN- LAST CHANE!! http://jericho.wetpaint.com/thread/1317217/Jericho+cancelled GO HERE TO "VENT" HERE IS THE STORY: LOS ANGELES (AP) -- "Jericho," the post-apocalyptic CBS drama whose devoted fans rallied to save it from cancellation, has met its end. The show failed to increase its audience and will air its final episode Tuesday, the network said Friday. "Without question, there are passionate viewers watching this program; we simply wish there were more," CBS Entertainment President Nina Tassler said in a statement. "We have no regrets bringing the show back for a second try." "Jericho," which stars Skeet Ulrich, was canceled last May, triggering a fan protest that deluged the network with about 40,000 pounds of peanuts - a tribute to the defiant "Nuts!" line uttered by Ulrich's character in the first-season finale. CBS relented and ordered seven new episodes, wh

~pervotard~ A Definition
PERVOTARD: A DEFINITION Category: Parties and Nightlife ~PERVOTARD~ ~Noun~ An individual who enjoys, or is aroused by deviant sexual activity, but lacks the skill to perform it properly. Usually due to inexperience, ignorance, or laziness.

~pervocity~ A Definition
Hi everybody! I'd like to take the time today to talk about Pervocity, but first I'd like to say this...To all the Nancys out there who I'm about to offend: GET BENT! Ok, now that I have that out of the way, I feel better. I don't know if anyone has noticed, but the definition of Pervocity differs from person to person. Everyone has a line that they won't cross, and if you've done something that makes you feel icky inside, you've crossed a line. That said, there are sometimes when crossing the line is a good thing. The definition given here is my opinion only, based on my own experience. So all of you who are easily offended, and those who disagree can go F*$ yourselves! Now that I've alienated my entire audience, I can continue. Pervocity is a funny thing. What's pervy to one person is just Wednesday to someone else. In my estimation and experience, I have to say that Pervocity is a very good thing. It gets a really bad rap however by those who take it to a icky place.

David
Im writing this because after the week ive gone through a lot has happened to me. me and bri have split up. I didn’t do anything to mess it up just in case u all r wondering. But I love her to death and I would give anything just to have her back by my side. I mean im sorry if this hurts a few people when I say this but yeah, she is the world to me and right now its hard to not think about her. She has been so good to me and I just want her to know that I love her with all my heart and that im here waiting for her because she is the one person I want to be with for the rest of my life. Now on to something more important that I need ur attention on. Recently ive had been sent to the hospital twice cause of my stomach pains because its been hard for me to eat. I mean I want to. I want to bad but when I see it I just lose all apetite and all I do is go lay down and cry myself to sleep because what is going on really sucks. Im really scared because its not fun when the doc is looking u

My Life
Well not sure where to start. As my my close family members knows ive been having some problems with my husband. On February 14 we had split up and we had worked things out and went back together. Things wasnt getting and easier. So we had split up again. Well I went through alot of thinking about what was going on and today I had decided to end the relationship with him because he had put his friends first. It looks like i wasted 10 and a 1/2 years trying and hoping he would change. But nothing worked. So now im sitting here wondering is there really love out there? As of right now I dont believe in love.

Spiritual Connection
And I have been waiting 29 years! But FINALLY...it's MY time to be happy! It has happened and I'm not fighting it! Out with the old and in with the new! I'm gonna leave you all on this note for this week: You will never know what is right in front of you waiting for you if you walk around with your eyes to the ground! So keep your head HIGH, grab those wings you see in front of you....and FLY BABY FLY!! I'm holding on to my special wings and we are going places and seeing things. No one but Him and I...

When Is Ur Birthday?
Which Baby are you... ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spe

Help------contest
Can you add http://fubar.com/user/1129026 so you can help me in this contest http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1129026&albumid=903940&i=2898071816&idx=2 all you have to do is rate me and comment bomb my picture. Thank you

Joke
A boy gets on a bus, as he sits in his seat he notice man sitting next to him wearing his collar backwards. So The boys ask the man, Y do u have wear ur Collar to ur shirt backwards?. The man replays, Im a Father. The Boy says well my dad is a father an dont wear his collar backwards.The Man replys Im Father of many. The boys says My dad is father of many I have 3 brothers an 2 sisters an he dont wear his collar backwards. The many replys well Im Father of Thousands. The boy leans over an says, Maybe u should wear ur pants backwards!