Fubar Blogs 5

My Baby Needs To Be Spanked!
Oh my goodness he just needs his page smacked so hard it's crazy. He deserves so much love. Go right on and give him some good spankings. Show some fu-love to this wonderful man! lets help him level. He just loves to return the spankings. "Owned by KMA~Milai"==Mr "Dangerous" Dub~R/L BF and Hubby to Milai "KMA"~Own@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by KMAღM!£AI™Dangerously Owned♡R/L GF and Wifey to Mr DubღCLUB FAR♫@ fubar

Final Divorce Hearing
My final divorce hearing will be April 23rd @ 1:30pm. Can't wait to see the look on the assholes face when he see's all the witness's I have to go against the contempt of court bullshit he is trying to pull on me. Thank the lord we didn't have any children together.11 years with the f****ng prick and this is the thanks I get for supporting him for all these years. Sorry just blowing off some steam. Take care to all my peeps!!

Eric Nicholson
ERIC FRANCIS NICHOLSON Trooper Fisrt Class South Carolina Highway Patrol Columbia, SC Date of Death: 12/06/2000 This is a true story and a big part of my life. This man has my heart forever. I was at work on 12/6/00. Eric Nicholson was trying to pull this guy over. He did not know that the guy was a Bank Robber. Eric was shot. My boss at the time asked me to go out and see what was going on. So I did. He was leaning over on the passanger seat of his patrol car. I could see the bullet hole in his side. When I got there he was still breathing. He had his radio in his hand. I stood there and talked to him and told him help was on the way. I never left his side. I was there when he took his last breath. I just keep telling him he was not alone. Well, when all the other cops started showing up they were just standing there and doing nothing. So, I stood out in the middle of a busy 4 lane road yelling and screaming at all the other cops to do something. But, there

Wanna Know Me????
Do not confuse my generosity or acts of kindness with me being weak. If I go out of my way for you, its because I would appreciate the same consideration from you one day. Put effort where your words are, talk it cheap, and I am not buying. If I am quiet, its not that I have nothing to say. I am waiting for you to stop talking. Just because I gave you a compliment does not mean I want to sleep with you (ok, not always, lol) If you run, thinking I will follow you may soon find yourself alone. There is a difference between want and need, I may “want” you but I certainly don’t “need” you. Its never too late to start over. You will not get a second chance to make a first impression. Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get. You can’t get ahead while trying to get even. I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. Successful people are always looking for opportunities to help others.

About My Baby!!!
Hey Y'all!!! Im 14 WeEkz Pregnant now Tomorrow On March 29th It'll be 3 months pregnant exactly!! Im Very Happy to be a Mommy Thiz iz my first time pregnancy!! :) When Im 23 or 24 wEekz Pregnant I'll know If Im going to have a Boy or Girl!! I want a dad for My Baby tho...b/c a Dad of My baby dont want do anything with baby!! Well Im gonna go now byezz!! :) ~Lori~

Cute--o--meter
CUTE-O-METER Cute-O-Meter Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= NASTY -1= UGLY as HELLLL 0= not ugly but not cute either 1= almost okay 2= okay 3= average 4= cute 5= really cute 6= beautiful/handsome 7= absolutely gorgeous 8= sexyyy 9= incredibly sexy 10= BREATH TAKING 11= me && you noww 12= come fuck the shit out of me. ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

I'm Biopolar
Being bipolar and have depression By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion March 28, 2008 Dealing with mental heath issues have been a long and hard road, I have depression and I am bipolar. Leaning to live with the fact that I have ups and downs is very hard sometimes I want to just lie down and give up but My Lord and Savor Jesus Christ keeps me going and pushing. That hard thing is the way that people treat you when they found out you are bipolar they treat you like you are a nut or a loser. Please don’t treat me like I am broken, I am not broken I have heart I have passion I have love, I would never try to hurt anyone I just feel sad and lonely at times. If you give a chance I could show you how good a person I really am I just need a friend someone to talk to. Will you take me hand will you talk to me?

Dj Madman
Howdy People.. Well, showing what a "friend" did to me today.. Bragging about his lounge.. rubbing how bad my lounge was in my face.. bragging about how many members, how much help.. and all that bullshit.. etc etc.. See, when he came here onto the site.. he was a nobody.. I became friends with him.. and we talked everyday for months.. etc etc.. and when he found the lounges.. and became "Fubar Famous" and since I wasnt into his lounge or a part of his world.. he put me into the friend shredder and hit the button.. and just lately he wants to talk to me again.. be friends once more and I am wondering why.. what motive does he have.. what does he want out of it.. since he hasn't spoken to me in months.. I guess his lounge's sluts arent online or whatever.. but.. Would a friend rub things into your face??? Anyways.. down blow is what he sent me on MSN IM.. Friends DON'T hurt friends.. THey support and help and he is basically calling me a slut.. :( I dont deserve this trea

Dont Get Here Much
i dont go online often, maybe once a week. I go on fubar even less. I hope i dont have no haters. i was told if i dont rate everyone a 10 that others would basically black ball me. I hope thats not true.

Under Fire
Sometimes we wonder what devotion really is. We ponder how we can show it, or grab hold of it from another. However Devotion is something not easily learned. It comes from somewhere deeper then just wanting to show or learn, it comes from deeper then a consious thought. True Devotion comes from reaction, and a instantanious movement of the mind to perform without thinking, to react when needed and to do your job as taught. However as soldiers know this devotion at times can lead to death. Their devotion to their comrades in arms, to their buddies who have become like brothers and sisters is beyond what most people can ponder even for a moment. To have not walked as a soldier the miles they tread, to have not worn the colors of camoflage day in and day out, not many ever will do. While their uniforms provide protection, they also provide a mental state which few will ever obtain. Their uniforms while bland and uniform with all those near them, is something hard to describe to another

Auction
HEY ALL IM UP FOR AUCTION.... IF YA WANT TO OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS COPY AND PASTE THE LINK AND BID ON MEEEE AND U CAN OWN UR VERY OWN DIRTY GIRL JUST COPY AND PASTE AND TRY TO BE THE HIGHEST BIDDER http://www.fubar.com/blog/200482/748387 THANKS ALL MUAHHHHH

Corn Flakes On E-bay
There was a guy on E-bay that bought a cornflake for 1350.00 He bought it because it was shaped like the state of Illinois. I immediately ran to the kitchen and found 40 of the other states. I checked them against my atlas. I was RIGHT. Should I immediately post my findings on E-bay, or have a bowl of cereal?

Poems I Wrote
Lost and troubled. Hurt and crying. A failure is what i am, Lost amid the endless sea of misery. A knife could not cut as deep as the wounds inflected on my own heart by my failure. A bullet could not pierce my flesh the way my failure has done. Ripped and torn. i crumble inside. Aching to please. Knowing i can't.....

The Bass Brothers
Attn: all South Florida talent!!! This is "THE" Casting Call of 2008! Don’t Miss Out!!! BassTV and Java D’Lites are hosting a casting call for the new hit series "The Bass Brothers in the Million Dollar Bass Hunt!". It’s a completely ’OPEN’ casting call. All types of people are encouraged to drop by. Regardless of sex, size or ethnicity. Bring your head shot, Resume & Demo Reel (if applicable). We are looking for all types, colorful characters, and great personalities, however it’s advantageous if you know how to fish, go boating, are of Native American decent, and are athletic, (this is an action/adventure series afterall). But those are just some of the roles. Secondary roles will need to be filled as well as extra roles, stuntmen / women and so forth. So bring your game face, be professional and have a great time!. Starts @ 10am. There’s no preferential treatment for those here bright and early, anytime between 10am and 5pm is cool. We’ll be here the entire day

Lies
As I live evryday as a lie. I once believed he loved me. I believe no more. He talks with her, but only plays with me. He cares that shes crying. Only calls me a bitch when I cry. I know now I mean nothin to him. Just living a lie everyday. As my heart breaks in piece he doesnt even care. Just tries to lie to me more and to my face no less. He once told me he was in love with me. What a fuckin joke of worldly proportions. I know now and should have remembered I will never be happy. I fucked up a long time ago. Now all I get is lies lies lies from everyone I am with. I thought I got better at reading people and there lies. But the jokes on me yet again as I sit here and try not to cry, because if I do I am just a bitch. He says he doesnt want to be with her, but he sits on the phone and has an actual conversation with her. We barely talk unless he wants something. When she cries he makes sure he calls her back to find out why then sooths her hurt feelings. When I cry he tells her I'm j

Battle Of Guam
The Battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from July 21, 1944 to August 8, 1944. Background Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession since its capture from Spain in 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on December 11, 1941, following the Attack on Pearl Harbor. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. The Allied plan for the invasion of the Marianas called for heavy preliminary bombardment, first by carrier aircraft and planes based in the Marshall Islands to the east, then once air superiority was gained, close bombardment by battleships. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Phili

Where To Go
I feal like such a huge f**k up. Every guy I get that is good to me I some how f**k it up. I feal I don't derserve them I guess. I guess you can't love someone if you do not love yourself right. I always seem to find a way to get them hurt them before they hurt me. I have been hurt by men so much that I run when it seems like it is to good to be true. I find some way to sabatauge the relationship. I have always been told all my life I was a nobody, ugly, fat, usless, evil, heartless, ect... And I truely believe this still. When your family, and both exhubby's have told u this you tend to begin to think that there has to be some truth to what they are saying. I know I am not a bad person in genral. I know I am a good mom. That I have a big heart and would give a stranger the shirt off my back if they needed it more than I did. I know I am a good friend, and that if I can help anyone I will!!! But what i don't think I am is a good person to men. Expecialy the ones who treat me good.

Friends/family......
My mom..*ROXY* is in a fubux giveaway hosted by Painter...Please help her get as many fubux as possible...plz click on the pic..rate and leave as many comments as possible..tyvm.....and don't forget to stop by the host..*Painter* and show him some love too..http://fubar.com/user/1074984...thank y'all very much..

Thinking
I want several fu-hubbies and fu-wifeys.....so I am going to be having a ceremony on April 15th at 9 PM CENTRAL STANDARD TIME in the EDGE OF MADNESS LOUNGE.........DRINKS WILL BE SERVED!!!! SO IF YOU WANT TO MARRY ME THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO THAT WE CAN GET THIS DONE...AFTER I GET FUMARRIED TO ALL OF YOU THAT WANT TO MARRY ME, THEN I AM DELETING MY ACCOUNT AND LEAVING FULAND....AND IT WOULD BE GREAT IF YOU COULD PASS THIS ALONG TO ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS...THANKS....STEPHANIE.

Purgatory
Purgatory Here I am once again in a place I've been before Seems everything leads back here it's behind every door And I don't wanna stay but I can't seem to leave Stuck in my own private Purgatory It all starts the same way-- with a wink and a smile And everything seems like it's great for awhile But the laughter, it fades and the tears fill my eyes and again I find myself asking, "Why?" Did I love you too much or not show it enough? Was I just too damn weak or did I come off too tough? It would drive me insane if I just cared enough but I've got a lot to learn about love It doesn't take much to crush my tender spirit Just one broken word-- I don't have to see or hear it When I feel disregarded, I get so broken-hearted and that's all it takes to set you free I won't argue, won't say a word, won't put up a fight Won't get on my knees and beg you to start treatin' me right Cast my eyes to the ground and start on my journey back to my pri

Shadow Sliders~ House Of Dark~
Welcome Brothers and Sisters. Tis in the Dark House we are all family. We must respect one another and treat eachother like family. One only needs those of like minds and spirits to help strenghthen in time of need. Though we are in different parts of this big world we walk the same path as those around us in this house. Though our paths were different we are ultimately led to eachother. We all walk the path of darkness seeking one of like mind and soul. We should tak the time we have and talk to eachother and learn what each person is like, though most of us will find out we're all the same, but by knowing our brothers and sisters we shell bring a closer bond to the family. Our strength lies within the bonds we form. Only then can we truly see what the Dark House means. Blood Mother ~Shadow Sliders~ House of Dark~

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought about all these people and the marks they left on our hearts. I pray from them and hope that they're in a better place. we'll miss you all. Some many are dying yes i know it a part of life, but why when you're in the best in of your life?

Manners...
My girlfriend of 11 years (She still turns me on more everyday) has created a few web pages on some adult dating sites. She's just looking for some one to share some pics with and flirt a little, and she's only looking for a woman... this is where the troubles are starting. For some reason, there are people, I suppose they are called cyber bullies, who search for weakness in other people and prey on it. I feel bad for her, because she really doesn't know how to deal with it. See, she put the profiles on there to make herself happy and now she's just upset. I know how to deal with the problems, and I am helping her, but I figured I might just remind anybody else who might be having a problem...(this is NOT legal advice, this is just a more planned out appproach to a common problem) 1. If you are approached by someone and they make you uncomfortable in a conversation, be as polite as possible and state plainly that you have no need of any further communications with them, (helps if you

Fairy Tales
Take the sun from the sky Remove the twinkle from the stars Paint the world in black and white Hide the blue from my eyes Close the blinds nice and tight Wash my tears down the drain Lay my head on my pillow Dream like there was no tomorrow Fly high like a butterfly Believe in what is not Fairytales and happy endings And the power of love Live for today For there is no prince charming No Knight in shining armor Who is here to hang the moon Pick me flowers when in bloom Broken promises Forgotten dreams Are what I know Open the door Let others in Darkness surrounds me Covered in rain Too weak to move So tired of pain Back in bed Cover my head Blankets nice and warm Close my eyes Trying to forget Everything I once believed in Written by: UnchainedMelody 3-29-08

Word Play
Moonlight, kissing on a violet shore Dreaming in the color of the dress you wore I wake up harmed and wanting more about you When the dawn breaks I can feel the heat of your sun rising Rising up inside me I can feel the waves of your heart rushing The figures stop moving And the subway dies The clock stops ticking and the traffic sighs I can’t keep living these strange goodbyes I need you Oh when the dawn breaks I can feel the heat of your sun rising Rising up inside me I can feel the waves of your heart rushing Rushing over me

Code Of Conduct
2nd Alarm Hotties Rules of Conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add @nd Alarm Hotties (to/in additon to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Deputy Chief Flirt, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted when you are Online?(inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/Deputy Chief/ & assigned Team leader 10- Hottie’s Shall Never Block Fellow Member. (Problems Should Be Dealt with). :11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the same process as New Prospects. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have at least 15

Happiness In Another
the thought of happiness could it really be to know someone for such a short time an yet to fall in love to think of them each night an day never able to consintrate enough to pull them away from your mind the possibility of such happiness that one could bring just from a simple smile or a short hello but yet to have that one belong to another an in your heart you know it may never be always wanting them to be the happiest they can your heart flutters with every mention of her name an yet just a friend is all you can let it be.

Love Me Anyway
Love Me Anyway Don't assume what's goin' through my mind Your guess would be wrong just about every time What I'm feelin', what I'm goin' through is so much about me and so little 'bout you Yeah, I'm selfish, and I'm actin' absurd I tell so much with just my eyes, never speakin' a word Am I crazy? Am I a scared little girl? At times it feels there's no one but me in this world I know you want to please me and I don't make it easy But can you love me anyway? Don't analyze the things that I say It doesn't really matter anyway 'cause how I feel will change day to day But can you hold me in your arms? Just keep me safe from harm I know I act like I don't give a darn That stubborn streak is part of my charm But can you love me anyway? Can't you see that when I need you most is when I turn away Expecting you to leave but just hoping that you'll stay Don't let me down, don't break my heart, don't you give up on me With patience, soon you'll break me d

A Fish Or A Man? Either Works Lmao
The sun's rays come calling Foreclosing on winter's frost The sounds of life awaken With the return of a season lost Water lapping upon the shore Shrouded by a misty fog Nightcrawlers peeking out From beneath a dew drenched log Cloaked by dense green tules In a boat solely manned I am the stealthy fisherman My rod and reel in hand I can feel you gently biting Nibbling my tasty treat You strike with such accuracy Then wisely you retreat Hunger over powers caution Snap! secured upon my hook Let the scrimmage begin Penance for the bait you took Twisting, flopping. fighting As I draw you to the shore Your tenacity exudes maturity You’ve played this game before A desperate attempt at freedom From your watery den you bound Good lord I’ve caught Old Bassy Your reputation is renowned Fret not my aquatic friend Your legacy is safe with me A quick snip of my line I most graciously set you free Surely I will tell this story But much to my dismay

Jokes
Why Women Take so long in public toilets When you need to visit a public loo there is invariably a line of women waiting, you smile politely and take your place in the line, it finally gets to your turn, you check for feet under the cubicle doors. Every cubicle is occupied. But eventually a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the cubicle. You get in to find the door wont lock. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long and you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' is handy, but empty. You would hang your bag on the door hook if there was one, but there isn't so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, yank down your pants and assume 'the position'. In this position your ageing, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You would love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'the position'. To take your mind off

To My Son
This is a personal poem for my son. In hopes that one day the grips that my family have on our relationship will be loosened. That we are able to at least just sit and talk with out the restraints of all the pain and hurt caused to the both of us. No matter what is said, I love you; I look forward to our relationship being restored. We have had our struggles since day one; Before your life had even begun. I have always been your silent cheerleader from the back of the bleachers; Even though I have not been a lives teacher. No matter what is said, I love you You did not ask for any of this, that I'm sure. I hope one day we can sit and talk about the things that matter; Being able to tear down the walls and watch them shatter. I'm sorry for the way things are; Like a twisted melody from a broken stringed guitar. No matter what is said I love you; The struggles that my mother and I have do not need to rear its ugly head at you anymore. I apologize for all the pain th

Mount Pinatubo Eruption
Mount Pinatubo is an active stratovolcano located on the island of Luzon in the Philippines, at the intersection of the borders of the provinces of Zambales, Tarlac, and Pampanga. Ancestral Pinatubo was a stratovolcano made of andesite and dacite. Before 1991, the mountain was inconspicuous and heavily eroded. It was covered in dense forest which supported a population of several thousand indigenous people, the Aeta, who had fled to the mountains from the lowlands when the Spanish conquered the Philippines in 1565. The volcano's eruption in June 1991 produced the second largest terrestrial eruption of the 20th century. The 1991 eruption had a Volcanic Explosively Index (VEI) of 6, and came some 450-500 years after the volcano's last known eruptive activity (estimated as VEI 5, the level of the 1980 eruption of Mount St. Helens), and some 500-1000 years after previous VEI 6 eruptive activity. Successful predictions of the onset of the climactic eruption led to the evacuation of tens

Letting You In
Friends first..nothing more, nothing less. Sharing thoughts and experiences Getting closer each day Not realizing what was happening Surprised and unexpected You found the keys I thought I hide so well You removed the cage that had become my heart You came close and dared to touch what was beaten and broke One touch and the mending began You took my heart and kissed my soul Fighting what was felt Ignoring what my inner voice was saying In an moment of uncontrol you almost heard the words The words I fought so hard to forget how to say You found a way to reach inside me and touch the place I find myself loving you Wanting more...desiring your touch Craving to know more and get closer Your promises echo in my head I have given you something I thought I would never share Hold it, cherish it, just be you...loving me, because I can actually say I Love You!

Busy
Sorry I haven't been around much lately. I know at times it says I am here..but I am not. Been busy with work lately. Girl quit up there so picking up some extra hours. Monday is the beginning of baseball season. I will be busy at nights.. going to practices..and later games. Ughh..got to hate baseball at times. It is still cold here. Got 3 months of running..every night. My 2 are on different teams..so practice every night. Anyways.. wishing you all a great weekend.! I have decided to stay due to some very good friends. Just not gonna be here all the time.. so if you do see me lit up.. you can drop a line..but do not get upset if I don't respond right away. Not always here.

Crash
I just had my laptop crash and I lost everything on it. I had probably over a 300 songs and many pics from the past few years. I know I should have backed them up but I didn't I'm such a dumbass about it. But this time I am going to go about it the right way...back things up..... Jakeb

Is This The Wrong Way To Go About It?
I am recently out of a three year relationship. I have been through alot of things in my life and it seems that I continually get knocked down. But I always get back up. I think that everything in our life prepares us for something else and everything that has happened to us ,good or bad, makes us the person that we have become. So I choose to embrase whatever obstacles come my way and approach them with an open mind. The only way to really learn is to learn from our mistakes. I am also a firm believer in secound chances. Am I going about this all wrong.. It honestly seems like I can never get ahead.. and Im always gettin used... Anyone have some advice??

Dj Beagle
COME MEET MY NEW OWNER WHO JUST WON ME FOR TWO MONTHS!!!!! HELP ME SHOW HIM SOME MAJOR LOVE!!!!! FOR EVERY 100 PHOTOS/STASH YOU RATE FOR HIM I WILL MAKE YOU A PHOTO EFFECT! (2 PHOTO EFFECTS FOR 100 11'S AND AN ADDITIONAL 2,000 FUBUCKS IF YOU RATE ALL HIS PHOTOS AND STASH USING 100 11S AND PART OF RATING EVERYTHING) AND ANYONE WHO RATES ALL OF HIS PHOTOS & STASH WILL ALSO GET PIMPED OUT BY ME AND I WILL SEND YOU 5,000 FUBUCKS! (HE ONLY HAS ABOUT 500 PHOTOS/STASH COMBINED) MESSAGE ME AFTER YOU'RE DONE RATING AND LET ME KNOW HOW MANY YOU RATED!!!! AND BE SURE TO LET HIM KNOW I SENT YOU!!!! DJ~Beagle THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {FU-OWNED BY MY BFF ~BABS~& Drew & DJ Beagle}@ fubar

Your Night Out
Tonight is supposed to be a special night for you. We were going to try something a little different. We have experimented with so many different things and I am so totally into you, I had to help fill your fantasy. We were out a a bar just relaxing, drinking a little. I was shooting pool with a couple of people and you were watching me. I love when you watch me like that, it makes m want to play harder, like you were my prize when I win. I noticed the guy I was playing against was also checking you out. I asked him if he thought you were pretty. "oh, hell yes!" he seemed very excited in answering. I asked him if he was with anyone and he said no. I asked him if he wanted to bet on the game..... If I win he would have to do what I told him to do with you, if he wins you would tell him what to do. He didnt waiste any time in answering, YES. the game was intense and he lost, or you could say he won. I brought him over to introduce you to him. and then I told you that we b

Cause We All Need Some Laughter In Our Lives.....
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace. "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy I can't," replied Mr. Wallace. "I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. "Yes," said Nurse Tracy, "you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well," he replied, "Today is the viewing.

A Lil Lounge Help
im trying to set up a lounge for the first time, and im kinda stuck.....i need help setting up a banner, (lounge name, rules, pics, etc, etc,) ive been reading and messing around with it much as i can but it makes my head spin sumtimes and theyre seems to be different ways to go about things.....if ANYONE could help me with this last lil but i would really appreciate it and he/she would get full credit for any work they do, of course.....thank u

With You
I want to walk in a storm with you, And feel the wind upon my face. I want to dance in the lightning and hail, And bask in the rain's embrace. I want to soar with nature's passion, Flying away from the world below. I need to feel the clouds beneath me, Become the sky outside my window. I want to be one with the beauty around me, To share in the joy of freedom unbound, I want to become a single raindrop, Sailing toward the sodden ground. I want to flow with the fiery climax Of a streak of lightning in the midnight sky, I want to dissolve into heat and ozone, Fuzing what used to be you and I.

Just A Poem!
If you were a princess from a distant land I would walk endless miles for a chance to hold your hand I would climb the highest mountain swim the deepest sea Just to be near you to have you look at me I would slay a million dragons fight and die for you just for the chance to prove my love for you.........

Me And My Girl
Hello everyone Im in my very first comment bombing contest and Im looking for help. If you could click the link below and leave as many comments as you have time to give I would really appreciate it. Thank you so much in advance. Lots of love Cindy

How Shadow Levelers Operate
To keep everyone on the same page Im adding this blog so everyone knows how we operate. We don't have many rules so thats how it keeps things simple. 1.The biggest rule...NO DRAMA..If you have a problem with something or someone come too me and let me know. 2. Help on Level ups when you are available. We all have real lives off of Fubar and can't be here for everything. But if you are here and can help please do so. 3. And our last rule.. But out of respect to all levelers..That each are Fanned, Rated and added. No blocks on levelers. If there is a reason you have a leveler blocked please advise me as too why. 4. All Shadow Levelers are required too have it in there name on there profile. Its not required in the profile link and if you need help on that please let me know and ill help you. This is due too some decide they no longer want too be a leveler but forget too tell us. 5. We have found that it is easier too do a level up when someone is online so unless they

My Chaos
Well, lately I've been in a whirlwind. I go to trial on Monday for my divorce and I'm hoping it will be finalized. I found out recently that my ex was more of a monster than I ever imagined. He is a very sick twisted individual. Sadly, he's trying to come after me for money and stupid stuff. Not going to happen. Anyhow, I've been staying at Jess's for the most part. It's quite and peaceful, plus the whole fact that I'm with Jess. I love it. He treats me better than anyone in my life ever has. I feel really short next to him though. I have to stand on my tip-toes to kiss him. LOL!!!! But, yeah, I never imagined that I would ever find this level of happiness, and I'm loving every moment of it. I've been still dealing with back stabbers and their bullshit. But, like my Grandma always says, you find out who your true friends are really quick when push comes to shove. I'm still leaving for this government position and I'm stressing trying to get everything done tha

Cleaning Friends List!!
It's time to go thru my list, i have too many who say they are friends but never come around and some i have never ever heard from. so all the help i do with others, and no help back from 885 but for 10 , and cant even stop by once a month??ok, thats my sign, so good bye to those that never come around!! MY GIVE A DAMN IS BUSTED ~Bratt~

A Rant
I was flipping through my stash and found this, I think it needs to be a blog.... I have been on here for a while now. I just dont understand when people say, dont ask for pics or dont be sexual. This is an adult site! Anyone who has surfed this site for more than 3 minutes knows that!! It is also a fantasy. We get to play on here. Now some people may be trying to form a relationship but I think that is the exception NOT the rule. I think most people on here are here because they need an adult release, a fantasy or just some ass. I have enjoyed the people I have met on here. Some only a quick hi and check out pics and get points. But those of you I have spent time talking with have been wonderful. Each group has its purpose and I dont fault either. Now dont get me wrong I have not been rude to anyone or disrespectful or been asked not to come back. I was just noticing that a few people just dont understand where they are. Oh, yes I did have someone make a comment because I rated all

A Suprise
some more from my Stash: She opens the front door to her house. It has been a long day. She si a little worn out and glad to be home. She puts her coat in the closet and sees what look like leather handcuffs. She pulls them out not knowing where they came from. She calls out in the house but her man is not there. She goes into the living room and sees a blindfold. She chuckles to herself, still not knowing what is going on. When she looks over to the coffee table she sees a note, it is in her mans handwriting. "DO not say another word! DO exactly what I tell you to do or you will be punished". She read on, getting a little excited. She had not ever heard him speak like this before. She wanted to call out but didnt. "take off your clothes, but leave your bra and panties". She found herself obeying without thinking. She was getting excited. "once you have done that come upstairs with your new toys, but stop at the top, and then put on your blindfold" She felt herself getting wet alrea

This Could Be Fun
I am going to steal an old idea. I want to see what kind of questions would get asked when a guy posts one of these. I know what the women get. Here it goes: You can ask me one question. It can be anything at all. I will answer all questions and I will be totally honest with my answers. There are no questions I wont answer, but some may be answered through PM's. BUT, if you ask me one, I get to ask you one and you have to answer honestly. Lets have fun!!

Easier Said Then Done
What do you do when you have, one of the most amazing people in the world right in your grasp. But how is it you have so much to say to that person. But when you go to speak none of it comes out. How do you watch that person walk away, knowing that everyday that goes by the present of them is gonna linger. Knowing that you gonna be dieing inside wishing, all those unspoken words that you had bottle up. Would have just came out. But for that reason you once, had to let love slip out of my grasp. But only a fool would let it happen again. Even when it is one the hardest things to do. When the words just run throughout you head and make you dizzy as you keep trying to express how you truly feel. When you stand their trying to open up, let it out. As the few simple word's seems it would be easy to come out. That it would feel amazing, to tell him how your in love him and would always that he was the one your only one. To hear it out loud, praying it would lift the biggest

Gripe Time
NAME: FUBAR NAME: AGE: SEXUAL ORIENTATION: THREE THINGS YOU THINK MAKE YOU A REAL WOMAN: 1) 2) 3) Now in as many words as you can PLease Describe to me how you think a man should be treated and what you yourself look for in a man! Male all answers to me and ill talk to those that seem to cover a majority in what im looking for PLEASE NO RELATIONSHIPS BAGGAGE DRAMAM OR AN EX YOU THINK YOU MAY RUN BACK TO IM NOT ONE FOR GAMES

Lights Out America
HEY EVERYONE DON'T FORGET TONIGHT AT 8PM FOR A HOUR EVERYONE SHUTS DOWN THERE ELECTRICITY FOR AN HOUR..LETS SAVE THE WORLD SOME....WE LIVE IN IT WE SHOULD TAKE CARE OF IT..LIKE WE DO OUR HUMBLE HOMES....THANKS GUYS...PLEASE PARTICIPATE IN THIS EVENT IT MIGHT NOT MEAN MUCH TO YOU ..BUT TO OTHERS IT MEANS THE WORLD..THANK YOU..

A Look Into My Life
MY life has been nothing but, a rollercoaster ride.Lots of twist n'turns.and, Never Ending.. Had a house and pericous things,kept it up for a few years to come. And with no time, I noticed some changes, that came out of no where..And one day the wrost thing came true,and out of nowhere, my dad was in a coma and never to come out.. and, in days he was gone.i never got to tell him just how much i loved him,or he would b deeply missed.. All of us went our seperate ways,never being able to look at each other.or even comfort one another.. one family that was,actually was nomore.. I just didn't care any more, i didn't even care if i lived or died.I just knew that i did not want to exist anymore..no more patti is all that went thur my head.. so, instead i had a nervous breakdown.. i just snapped into.. could not do anything abt it cause i needed to stay strong for my mom and their grandchildren. but, to no avail i just could not.. i crashed and, i have been trying to pick up the pieces ever s

My Thoughts
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/23856723 This story hurt my heart. They manage to keep the wolf from going instinct and now certain states have okayed hunting them. When will they learn? i was always taught you only hunt, fish, trap or kill what you need to survive. You don't hunt just to kill or to have a trophy. Will they ever learn?

Getting Married...
I have found the most wonderful woman that I could ever find. I asked her to marry me on Feb 3,2008 and she said yes. We have set the date and it is going to be on Oct. 11,2008. I will keep you guys updated as we get closer to the date.

Internet Drama Never Ends
Just a little heads up for all my fu-friends... I got double whammy'd today by I "think" 2 different women Apparently some women feel my friends that laugh, joke, flirt & tease with me on our page comments & in the MuMMs should be warned about me Word on the fu-street is I'm a "Playah" Where I come from a "Playah" is someone who secretly/discreetly/carefully fucks around with numerous people as if they are the ONLY ones they are fucking with I laugh, joke, flirt & tease out in the OPEN where EVERYONE can see on photo comments, page comments & in the MuMMs (like MOST do) I KNOW damn well when men flirt & tease with me I'm NOT the only woman they are doing it with...I may have been born at night but it wasn't last night I'm trying to keep this as short & to the point as possible sooo... don't say I didn't warn ya's If some of ur fu-g/f's see you & I tossing comments back & forth you may be the next target for something like this... For the Inquiring Minds...cam is $9.95

Have You Seen Me?
Have you seen me? Not the face in a pic that blends into an average place can you see the light that shines into the hidden recesses of my existence? My eyes give you passage into the well of my thoughts? The words I write is me Take the time to read there you will see the real me you will have seen me in unguarded moments of introspection and will you see your reflection upon my face? Do you hear the timbre of my voice in words speaking only to you? Has my touch penetrated to the core of your existence? Have you seen me?

City Bytch Vs Counrty Bytch
CITY BITCH VS. COUNTRY BITCH A city bitch will take you where you need to go. A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in!" A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's where he works, how many babies mama's he

Politics Dont Mean What They Use Too
Today’s politicians have no idea what is going on in middle and lower class America, sure they stop by and visit in some town close to your home but do they actually look and see what is going on. The answer to that is NO, I have yet seen a Presidential Canadate stop and ask someone how they are doing and mean it. If they were to ask me that question I would tell them that our middle and lower class people are in a struggle for survival right now and its all because of people with all the money doesn’t want to put it to good use and help out some of the Americans that really need it. If I had the money that Donald Trump or Oprah dose I would not sit on it like a GREEDY troll, I would help out my fellow Americans when they needed it. I have only heard the Presidential Canadates talk about middle America and lower America once or twice, and I have all the news channels, they don’t care about who matters the most ( US the people of America) all they care about is putting more money in the

Oops I Did It Again! Lol
Havent been around very often lately..sorry..i sure missed all of you.. My life for the past 6 months has been working 7 days a week at 2 full time jobs. I got my own place in February. All ME..i luv it..so..anyways..let's move forward to the juicy chit..ha ha I had ALL DAY WEDNESDAY off..a miracle so my plans were to go get my FIRST tattoo.. APPLEBEES FIRST...LONG ISLAND AND 3XJAGER SHOT.. tattoos~~got 2..took a break..and got 2 more..lol STOPPED 4 SPEEDING..ARRESTED..LMAO.. .18?? WHAT?? WALK IN THE PARK..ROF =) ENDED UP WITH A STAPH/MRSA INFECTION IN MY RIGHT ARM THAT HAS PUT ME OUT OF WORK FOR 5 DAYS!!! M'F'R... G'DMN JAIL GAVE ME MRSA...LOST WORK..AND 2 E/R/ BILLS.. I THINK YOU SHOULD BUY ME A DRINK!!!!!! LOL GO AHEAD..BUY BUY BUY..I NEED EM ..IRONIC..MUAH HUGS AND KISSES ~SHAY~

Up Date After Surgy
I can no longer be unloader. but that good thing so don't lose my job bc them ahole at work. my knee messed up for good. doc say he can't do anything for anymore. I got to leave with pain rest of my life

Thank You From Ashwee
Heyyy Everyone!...I Just Wanted To Do This Thank You Bulletin For The Shadow Levellers & Everyone Who Helped Me. They Found Out I Was Only 129k From Level 26 And They Got Together Reposted TONS Of Bulletins And Worked Their Butts Off To Get Me There!...Thank You SOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much. Ya'll Are Great!! xoxoxoxox -AsH.WeeE (I didn't wanna name names only because i'd feel bad if i missed some ppl) Bulletin By: ღAsH.WeeE™.[[.Mgr@Forbidden.]]. ♥SmokeyBeaЯs.R/L.Wifey♥ (repost of original by 'ღAsH.WeeE™.[[.Mgr@Forbidden.]]. ♥SmokeyBeaЯs.R/L.Wifey♥' on '2008-03-29 15:32:53')

Starlet Makes Sexy Time**
i have mad sexy friends up here in the fubar. i'd love to know a little about all of you so dont be a stranger stop on by and show me some love let me know a thing or two about your beautiful faces O_- cant wait to hear from you!! MUAH*

Earth Hour ..turn Off Those Light's People It's Better In The Dark!
I think everyone should participate in this project , i'm not shure how effective it will be but it will give us all time to reflect on our lives and how we can improve our planet ....it's the only one we have and we really must make some serious changes ...the time is now or tomorrow may never come for future generations ! So light some candles, (me i have plenty ) pop a top or a cork and chill out ...it's only 1 hr. I will be partaking in my fav. vino Little Penquin Cabernet So Cheers all and Love & Light's Out!

Sexy
Sometimes it's just a thought, the sound of a voice or the words that are said to me. Maybe it's this power of attention given to me. But reality its not just you, its me accepting you. Me allowing ME to be comfortable in my own skin. Sexy its what leaves me speechless... makes me want to be the whole package. It's something that makes notice... an it makes you notice too. Sexy to me isnt the way some one walks or dresses. It's a slow but strong seduction, very enticing. Its what makes me feel and want, those sinful desires. Being sexy is something within - not something you become. Its your deep sensuality that occasionally you wear on the outside. I say exposed through eyes... through an ALMOST there smile or laugh. It comes from deep within my SOUL - that shouts "Take Me, all of me!" It moves in my laugh... and flows through my body. Sexy is not something someone can touch on you... Its not something someone can take from you.... Its not something someone c

Ancient Knowledge From The Vedas
Text from the Mahābhārata: "Gurkha, flying a swift and powerful vimana hurled a single projectile Charged with all the power of the Universe. An incandescent column of smoke and flame As bright as the thousand suns Rose in all its splendour... a perpendicular explosion with its billowing smoke clouds... ...the cloud of smoke rising after its first explosion formed into expanding round circles like the opening of giant parasols... ..it was an unknown weapon, An iron thunderbolt, A gigantic messenger of death, Which reduced to ashes The entire race of the Vrishnis and the Andhakas. ...The corpses were so burned As to be unrecognizable. The hair and nails fell out; Pottery broke without apparent cause, And the birds turned white. After a few hours All foodstuffs were infected... ...to escape from this fire The soldiers threw themselves in streams To wash themselves and their equipment" Read more below. The Mahabharata (composed between 300 BC an

Fu-luv Updated Members
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the

Did I Ever Mention My Thing For Guys With Shaved Heads?
So, Im in my manic phase again, as you can see from the blog prior to this one. For those of you who are like "What the hell is a manic phase" kttn? Well..... the kttn is psycho, and by Psycho as I have mentioned previously-- I am bipolar, level 2 I believe (its been a while). So being bipolar I have some extreme Highs and Lows. Well the HIGHS, which are all that we care about class (lol) are my MANIC Phase. For some people, being manic means, shopping sprees and doing things to excess. For me, my sexdrive goes thru the f*cking roof. Now, I have been doing some observation about this to get a better idea of whats going on with me during these different phases because I dont medicate. I have to admit, I dont medicate PURELY for how great the Manic phase is. Well with that said, one of my gorgeous bald friend's requested that I listen to a song..... and we all know how hooked on lyrics I can be considering it seems every other week a new song has moved into the arena I call "theme songs"

Brain Twister: Schrödinger's Cat Paradox
In 1935, Erwin Schrödinger published a three-part essay on The Present Situation in Quantum Mechanics in which his famous Schrödinger's cat paradox appears. This article proposed an illustration to the problem of observing particles on a quantum mechanical level. This was a thought experiment where a cat in an enclosed box either lived or died according to whether a quantum event occurred. It goes as follows: Suppose we put a cat in a cage with a radioactive atom, a Geiger counter, a hammer, and a poison bottle; further suppose that the atom in the cage has a half-life of one hour, a fifty-fifty chance of decaying within the hour. If the atom decays, the Geiger counter will tick; the triggering of the counter will activate the hammer, which will break the poison bottle, which will kill the cat. If the atom doesn't decay, none of the above things happen, and the cat will be alive. Now the question, What is the state of the cat after the hour? If you consider the pro

Shadow Levelers!!
Many people have asked who are all of the Shadow Levelers so that we can return the love they show too so many on level ups. These are some of the most amazing most dedicated raters on Fubar. They give of themselves daily and never ask for anything in return. So let's take some time too show them the much deserved love they show others. Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Owner of Wishful Thinking~@ fubar $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED T

Escape From Vlad The Impaler's Dungeon In Romania
Hello all. Plans are afoot for me to possibly attempt an escape while manacled from the dungeon cell in Hunedoara Castle in Romaina that held Prince Vald Tepes Dracul aka "Vlad the Impaler" for over 12 years. Below is the letter I just sent to the Castle guides and curators: Dear Dragos, Hello and warm greetings from Canada. My name is Steve Santini and I am contacting you regarding a potential media related event that I would wish to take place at the historic Hunedoara Castle for which I understand you are a tour guide and offical curator. While I appreciate that you yourself may not have the authority to grant permission for my unusual request perhaps you could send along my information to the Town Hall or whomever else makes decisions concerning the Castle and what takes place on the Castle property. In my professional job and occupation I perform worldwide as an extreme escape artist. I tour presenting amazing tests of escape in both my stage show and

Its Time For Friends Clean Up
Hello to my friends, I need to clean up my friends list..its getting out of hand. I have some really cool friends that stay in contact with picture rates, stashes and even chat, you know who you are. But there are some that I have not spoken to in awhile..so its time to say goodbye...if you still want to be on my friends list..just send me a message or just simply rate my pics. I wish you all the best. Silverpixi

Annie Lytle Elementary Aka Publc School #4
Ok For all those who live in Jacksonville, Florida who want to check out the Public School #4 in Downtown Jacksonville, I want to go but have no one who is willing to go. I want at least one person to go whos been there before and another who is a smooth talker and quick thinker to get us in and out in a hurry or can talk us out of anything if need be, in case the cops show up. well hit me up if you want to go tonight, my Email is Elfmaiden485@msn.com well ttyl ~Stevie

My 1st Time
this is my first blog entry so all b nice to me plz but in this blog i would like to say to who all reads it im a nice person till u piss me off but i guess that goes for anyone in the world. but anyway i am a happy person most of the time i am also bi so dont down grade me cuz i get evil well every one have a nice day and member this HAVE FUN IN THE SUN GET LAID IN THE SHADE LIFES A BITCH THEN U DIE PARTY HARDY DRINK BACARDI,SEX ON THE BITCH WITH A SALTY RIM, JIM JACK AND OSAY ALL MY FAVORITE MEN, NOW LETS GET DRUNK THE BEST BUMBER STICKER OF THE YEAR ON A WOMANS CAR****IF YOUR RIDING MY ASS YOU BETTER BE PULLING MY HAIR!!**** well just a few thoughts from me crazie bitch

41 Ways To Melt Her Heart
1. ask her to dance. 2. On windy days, brush wayward strands of hair from her eyes and mouth. 3. When she's coming down the street, across the room, or up the stairs to meet you, walk toward her as soon as you see her. 4. Kiss her between her shoulder blades when she turns her back to you to go to sleep. 5. Put your arm around her when you introduce her to your friends and family. 6. Grasp her hand when a scantily dressed, beautiful woman walks by. 7. Call her when you're feeling sad. 8. Kiss her eyelids. 9. Ask to see a picture of her when she was a child. 10. Wash her from head to toe in the shower. 11. If she's crying on the phone, go over to her place. Immediately. 12. Stand her naked on a sturdy chair and lick between her legs. 13. Occasionally call her by her first and middle names. 14. Buy her your favorite rock album of all time on vinyl. 15. Order coffee for her, remembering exactly how she likes it. 16. Undress her

Pimped Me Out
I'd like to introduce you all to my very good friend, BlueDragon If you already know him, you love him. If you haven't yet met him, you should. Blue is quite the flirt with all the gals on fubar! He'll drool over all over girlie chest or booty pics but at the same time, he'll never let us forget about our beautiful eyes and smiles. He's a typical sexy perv and complete sweetness in one great guy! *lol* He's harmless to those he's close to and yet.. he'll be someone's biggest fear if they diss his loved ones. He's one of the silliest, goofiest jokers on fubar with pics and videos to prove it and yet.. he's very strong, steadfast and passionate about what he believes in. The most important thing I love about Blue is that he's here for me and all his friends. Need help with something or just need to chat? Blue is your guy! Several times I've gone to Blue for advice regarding silly stuff or serious life issues that were important to me. He listens to me, never judges an

St Peter Joke
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yep, that's me." God said, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes tons of noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally he said, "Excuse me, but aren't You the inventor of woman?" God said, "Yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusions; 2. It chatters constantly at high speeds; 3. Most of the rear ends are too soft and wobble too much; 4. The intake is placed way too close to the

My Fu- Owners !!!
The BEST OF THE BEST !!! MY FU-OWNER!!!! SunAngel I Love to Make People Smile~ aka '~~Sunshine~~ ™ Dream Girlz ™ ~~Stilletto Girl~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~ STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE YA'LL

Life....
so im having a bad day... maybe a bad week... things just dont seem to be going my way,.... i mean i am the freaking queen so shouldnt the queen get everything she wants.... lol just kidding... but still... ikd. im just so tired of selfish people.... i just wanna go lay on the bost and sleep... float awaya.... thank god im leaving town for a while... a mini vacation...

Polar Plunge '08
I was invited by my friend to go watch the local version of the Polar Plunge. I figured watching a bunch of people jumping into the lake and freezing their asses off sounded like a lot of fun, Man was I right. There were several Hundred people who showed up to watch about 80 plungers. At first I remembered why I hate being short. All I could see were people standing in front of me. One nice tall person let me get in front of him...he is awesome! finally I was able to see what everyone else could and I got some great photos(on here in my pics). There were a few boats that showed up to watch as well. One boat had to be bailed out using beer buckets. Everyone was giving them a hard time..it was too funny. I found it absolutely amazing that after seeing the person in front of you come out of the water, freezing, people could still jump. I was freezing and fully clothed, winter coat and all. Anyway, I had a great time...got drunk, which happens rarely. I will be going again ne

Proud
I am so proud of me. My ex, that has had this hold over me, ask me if I want to get together and "hangout"! I told her NO!! I am so proud of myself for that, any other time I would have said ok. I must finally be getting over her. Guess she thinks that since the one she throw me aside for used her and got rid of her, she can just waltz right back into my life and pick up right where she left off. Well she needs to know that my heart is not a revoling door! You just can't come and go whenever you want, cause you can't!

Brand New Auction....
plz come show some love and come bid on me and rate my pic.. Click the pic to go there... Winner gets everything stated on pic... Luv to all muh friends.... plz if you cant bid .. ratings work too... please atleast rate my pic to help... this auction ends april 5th I am also in this auction.. please show some love and ill be adding a game contest i will be in.. the game one will go by the highest rates and lowest comments so plz help me by rating me and then commenting on my opponents... and to my bomber friends plz bomb the heck out of them .. i plan on it.. but as soon as i get a link to it ill paste it in here too... ok here is the contest..please only rate no comments... Love to all my friends... MUAHZ

Owned
That's right I got owned! Bought in an auction by a very sweet woman......LSD's Shell, she's my new owner LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar No go show her sum luv and tell her that her slave sent you!

Poems
Grandma" God saw she was getting tired A cure was not to be So he put his arms around her And whispered come with me with tearful eyes i watched her suffer and saw her fade away. although i loved her dearly I could not make her stay a golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands went to rest god broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best a million times i think of u a million times ive cried if love alone couldve saved u you never wouldve died in life ive loved u dearly in death i love u still in my heart you had a special place no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but u didnt go alone for most of me went with you when god called you home!

The Black ♥ Widow Speaks
What lengths some people will go to just to get a little attention. They will lie, beg and steal; sell out their own friends; purposely hurt others, even people they call friends; they will even sell their soul to get their 15 minutes in fame. When that 15 minutes is all said and done what do they have to show for it. Nothing!!! Then they have to start all over again, degrading themselves, crawling around at the bottom of skid row where their kind belong. There is such a thing called KARMA and it will come back to haunt them one day and bite them. Some people lie so much they have to tell one lie to cover another lie and so on it goes until they have lost all identity of who they were, just so they can get their attention they so crave. Pathetic and sickening is what it is but the FACT will always remain the same ~ in REAILTY they are nothing but insecure, little dots that will never measure up to anyone’s expectations and they know this and it carries with them where ever they g

To Those I Love...
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Just One More
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Kali
"Is Kali, my Divine Mother, of a black complexion? She appears black because She is viewed from a distance; but when intimately known She is no longer so. The sky appears blue at a distance, but look at it close by and you will find that it has no colour. The water of the ocean looks blue at a distance, but when you go near and take it in your hand, you find that it is colourless." ... Ramakrishna Paramhansa (1836-86)

Getting Evicted!
Checq this shit out. On Sat. Jan. 12th, Woke up early in the morning ta find my bathroom flooded. Semptic line plugged, bacq'd up! I called landlord, told her. She told me she would have someone come out, pump the tank & clean the line. She also ranted about bringing a bacq-hoe to put in a NEW LINE. Well I left, was gone all day with friends, because of my place. I get bacq home late that Saturday night to a 75% completly flooded two bedroom lower level duplex. Carpet completely soaked with 1-2 inch of septic water. I called bitch bacq. Landlord never came over. She only had the tank pumped. Did NOT have line cleaned, Did not put in a new line. As soon as my upstairs nieghbors began running water again it just bacq up into my place. Causeing the flooding. That night she did send someone to clean the line. That night she did put me up in a motel, for one night. I had to pay for the motel at first, she reimbused me the next day. Also the next day on Sunday Jan 13th I

Dummy
In that forgotten part of town Where wasted hopes and dreams abound, A wrinkled man with life near end, In hopes to have at least one friend, Fashioned bits of wood and things And made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, Conversing with his only friend And found delight within the fact That he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had A chance, since all his luck was bad Although he'd tried so to succeed - The dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance Had never given him a chance, And wasn't it a crying shame That he was always held to blame When everyone knew, oh so well, That life is but a living Hell, Controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, That dummy sat through all complaints And, with each little expert tug, He'd droop his head or bow or shrug And give some comfort to the man Who held his lifelines in his hand And helped to fill a lo

Lets Make Love....
Lay me down, kiss my lips, touch my body with your finger tips. Caress my body, run your fingers through my hair, now let me tell you what i want...slide your hands down my thighs and spread my legs open gently. Slowly insert your finger in side me feeling the walls of my pussy and moving them so gently in and out....As you insert another finger while sucking on my clit i feel you pulling my body closer to you pulling me towards you and filling my body with more of you.... licking my pussy till you make me wetter then i have ever been, sucking on my clit till i reach that high that makes me cream... grabbing the sheets and calling you papi begging you to stop but you know i want more.... papi, papi. You pull your self up and ask me "Do you want me to stop ". I look at you and you know in my mind im sayen no so as you ask me again you have your fingers deep in me... pussy wet as fuck you take them out and put them in your mouth and then in mine... you kiss my stomach and then you star

Simple Pain
Pain is my pleasure, Pleasure is My pain, the things they do , the things they say drive me insane, all I know is in one simple breath, what I could wish for is death, but upon my life, i have stricken a promise, and never do it with a knife, completely untouched mind, is the stress i leave behind, from what i can see, I will stand tall ME and Only ME!!!! Rate if you wish, but please comment.....

Taking My Own Advice
I ran across this mumm today.. and it really hit home..please read it.. here is what I left for a comment.... So, I will be turning off the computer more and turning my life back on..I think you all need to do that a little more each day.. BY THE WAY.. do you Fubar addicts know where your children are?

Fubar Drama
As we all may or may not know, I don't like lounge invites. I don't like that they can't be blocked. Anyway Here I was, Minding my own beezwax when up pops a lounge invite. I enter the lounge and tell (snickers) "DJ" Rayne that I don't want lounge invites and scince I got one, He's now perminently blocked. have a nice day! Out of nowhere come his, for lack of a better word, 'groupies' and the onslaught begins. Dodging '1's left and right. Blocking as fast as possible while taking the text format lashings from these psycho-bitches in my shoutbox. Angel of D...: YOU TRUELY ARE A DUMB PIECE OF SHIT!!! GO FUCK YOURSELF AND THE DICK YOU RODE IN ON YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!! and ...... just broken: leave rayne alone ass and .... ~HOTTIEFAL...: dont come back in the lounge So naturally I go back and say ... I was spammed and suddenly I'M the asshole ??? then I got banned. If anyone reading this ...... (and I know the number is very small) are a member of the saints

I Just Wanna Know...
Ok..I wanna know why people have to sit there and make up shit about me, when they don't know shit about me. Honestly...its like ok...GET A FUCKING LIFE!! Stop trying to make me out to be the bad guy when your the one that is fucked up in the head and a loser. Your the one who sleeps around with nasty easy women. and your going to sit there and talk shit on me...I dare anyone to fuck with me. I will make your life a living hell. So grow the hell up and stay out of my life and leave me alone! You know who you are too. You think you know, but you have no idea... Just venting...sorry to sound mean.

Bullshit!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...Just venting on here. One minute your someones friend, on their family list or whatever then the next minute your not.!!!!So much inconsistency and if you don't drop everything for a fucking booty call....then your ignored, deleted, moved down the list....whatever...!!!I am so tired of the fucking games on here. I thought I could meet some nice people on here, which I have done...maybe build some friendships, which I have done but as for all the other shit..........I AM DONE!!!!! You want to fuck...go to the corner and get yourself a WHORE cuz I am tired of people think thats all people are worth on here. Frankly.....I don't have an issue with that...I am very well taken care of, by whom or what...is no ones fucking business!!! My friends will always be my friends but as for the rest.....I AM NOT INTERESTED...!!!

Contest Help Needed
Want to own her? She is up for auction, and the list of things she is giving away to the winning bidder is AWESOME! (List at the end of this Blog) How to Bid: Bid with FuBucks (bid is at 70,000 fu-bucks) or real money (Blasts, Bling Packs, Tickers, Happy Hour) Please click here to Bid! (Note, please do not comment unless you are giving a bid, ty.) What I am giving away: FAR #3 on Top Friends List for 1 month Rate All Pics (Up to 800) 11's During Happy Hour Rate all Stash (Up to 2000) During Happy Hour Have Fu-Owned by _ behind my name for 1 month 1 Profile Comment per day for 30 Days Bulletin Pimpout (4 total, 1 Bulletin per week for 4 weeks) Blog Pimpout 1 SFW Salute Pic 2 Pimped out pics (Look in my made for others to see Samples) Pimpout on my Profile for 1 month 1 Bling Please Fan, Rate and Add the wonderful Guy below, he is hosting the Auction. These will be added if bid hits a Happy Hour: Rate ALL pics and stash during Happy Hour #1 On Top

My Fubar Friends & Life
FIRST LETS JUST SAY I HAVE MADE THE MOST OF THIS SITE IN 1 YEAR I DJ, PROMOTE, FU-PASTOR, BOMB, RATE......PLZ CONTINUE READING!!!! I HAVE HAD THE OPPURTUNITY TO WORK FOR 2 OF THE BEST LOUNGES ON HERE...with some time off elsewhere...THE ACE CAFE (OTB 4 LYFE) AND CLUB FORBIDDEN...I ALSO BECAME PART OF A BOMB FAMILY THE FREAKSHOW (SHOW MAD LOVE) HERE IS A CHANCE TO PROMOTE N SHOW LOVE N RESPECT WHERE IT IS DUE~~~~CONSIDER THIS A PIMPOUT I GUESS We will say my time was most valuable at ACE CAFE where I learned utilize my R/L DJ skills on this site....not only that I was Promotions MGR, LOUNGE MGR, & ASSNT DJ MGR....much LOVE to LEZKA n HER staff, regardless of our indifferences and stubborn ATTITUDES I am still an OTB at heart(Original Terror Brother).TERROR BROTHERS RADIO IS KNOWN FROM A GROUP OF FRIENDS RIGHT HERE ON FUBAR, THEY R KNOWN AS THE ORIGINAL TERROR BROTHERS, THEY CAUSE MAYHEM WHERE EVER THEY GO. PLZ SHOW THE LOUNGE SOME LOVE Click pic to Ent

Shattered Pieces
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice, Th

The Game
Hey guys I'm putting together a online poker tournament this may of 2008 anybody that really wants to play, no bullshitters now this for real, can hit me up with a email if you want to get in on it and for more info. 100% Deposit bonus up to $600. Hope to hear from you guys

Injured In Iraq
ok those of you who know me friends and family right now im at a hospital recouping from some injuries i sustained in the line of duty everything is ok i didnt break anything i will return to duty within the next week our so. the dr are calling my injuries HOLLYWOOD injuries due to the fact that i feel through a roof about 15 feet and then roled down a flight of stairs other than that i am extreamly well and waiting to get back into the fight

Update On My Life
well i know pl been wanderin y i havent been around lately. well im in the myth of gettin a iyte tiogether with a homie and been doin alot of research. havent had time to be on here that much. yea i vbeen online on here but thst dont mean nothin.... on top of that my uncle is goin down hill with cancer so its takin even more of a toll on me... and im not goin into the rest ill let that out when its time sry but i jus cant say yet...... well if yall want come t http://www.1024kill.fm and ill be there and for my tru fam out there lov yall guys mmfwcl

Truckers Game
ok so i started playing this game trukz its actually really fun. your a truck driver and you deliver stuff and its basically like a online sim. heres a link to it. btw my account user name is mant1989 like you couldn't guess hehe add me to your friends on the game if you like. Trukz - A trucking simulation game

Damon's Poetry
“My Love” Tears stream down your precious face I'm down on both my knees We've been together for so long But I'm afraid it's time for you to leave I held on tight for what seemed like days It seems though that's not the case The walls are white, people standing round The bed that you lie in stands yet above the ground You've fought so hard to stay awake To tell me how much you love me You're so pale now, the strength is leaving you I gently kiss your face Now close your weary eyes, know I love you Dream forever as we lay you in your grave So much loss and hurt are round As I stare into your empty space I love you, and all your grace... "Judgment Day" Pure black the form of smoke from mine eyes come my inner soul. With hatred ransacked hearts of misery. Painful happenings for all to see as a warning. Destroying that of which God erected. The PURE RED BLOOD for all to see, The thorns. Humility, and suffer, while scoffers laugh.

Why Big Boobs Are Good
I love big boobs. Big boobs are good. Seriously. I'm not kidding. Big boobs are the best thing to ever happen to human civilization. Let's explore why. Have a seat; this is gonna take a minute. 1) Big boobs make us smarter. Aside from all the monkeys staring at your chest every day, studies have shown that babies who breast feed, on average, grow up to be smarter than babies who dont. Big boobs=more milk=smarter humans. 2) Big boobs make us stronger. See reason #1. Said milk gives us a strong immune system, healthy bones and muscles. Once again, on average. 3) Big boobs are the ultimate fashion accessory. They go with anything, they make anything look good, and they never ever go out of style. Yay boobs! 4) Big boobs make friends. They break the ice, give us something to talk about. All guys want to be your friend when you have big boobs! Some of them are jerks, sure, but some aren't; and thanks to your chest, you already have one foot in the door. Or, one boob, rather.

2nd Annual Opie All Out Drag Racing And Bikini Contest
june 1st 2008 gates open 9am mid michigan motorplex stanton michigan Its that tme of year for the racing to start. the McIntosh family is holding this event again this year to raise money in thier son's name for guys and girls that are currently taking college classes to become a mechanic or future guys and girls that want to become automotive mechanic. This race is in honor of Adam Ryan McIntosh. A popular local car racer from the Flint area. He was a licensed master mechanic, employed by Boswick GMC. Adam was 26 years old when he was murdered at teh car cuise here in flint on June 11, 2006. This event is going to have bracket races, grudge races, time trials. Last year was a great year had lots of fun and met alot of people that support the McIntosh family. This year we are adding a bikini contest so you hot ladies come on out and strut your stuff. $100 cash to the winner of the bikini contest.. This scholarship is being put together by the McIntos

Making Wrong Yet Right Choices Part 3 :d
So alot of you are here for the points...not me i honestly could not care less...I'm here for fun..to chat...and if by chance i meet people who i feel are real...meet...and become friends. Anyway (and i don't care if they read it under their fake fubar accts) remember Princess Cindy? (http://fubar.com/user/1533709) apparently she acts nice to me in lounges because she knows her ass will be banned/booted if she doesn't but now she felt the need to ask one of her online lovers to add me then rate me all 1's lol oh cindy that is so cute thank goodness he wrote me to tell me it was from you. At 40 years old your games are so amusing...and your 38 year old friend..unless your a man disguised online with fake pictures is too funny. You really should think about good choices at your age. Ok so if you want people rate this dude 1's ..he rated me all 1's for her then blocked me. I will not stoop to their level and make a fake account. So if you rate them do tell them you did it for

La Lettre
Singer : Renan Luce Song & Lyrics : Renan Luce I received a letter one month ago maybe Coming by error Factor’s awkwardness perfume’s sprinkled Carmine lipstick I should this letter Don’t open maybe But me I’m a man Who likes this kind of stake I want well that she names me Alphonse or Fred, it’s as she wants It’s as she wants Pretty daisies On the top of its “I” Handwritten curves As in the abbeys Some spelling errors A light dyslexia And as a paraph The small sexy blonde And me I’m a man Who likes this kind of play I don’t love the nuns And I fell in love In love She writes that Sunday She will go on cliff Where I took her by the hips And that on the assumption Where I would not have tact To assume my frolicking She’ll choose the impact 0.02 miles lower And me I am a man Who likes this kind of stake I don’t want that it is struck Because I fell in love In love Thanks to the postmark Of a city on “ M

Obama
I have felt for sometime now that Obama is the one person that "Frightens Me". I believe the Bible has warned us that "A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract will many supporters. When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is "A Muslim"....First, Last and always ....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation,whether our bleeding-heart, secular,Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description from the Bible of the "Anti-Christ"! I'm just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man. Semper Fidelis, Chuck "Saepius Exertus, Semper Fidelis, Frater Infinitas" "Often Tested, Always Faithful, Brothers Forever" - United States Marines - Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever

Quiz Old People
OLD PEOPLEʼS QUIZ Here's a little quiz to see how much you remember about some less-than-important things from a few decades back. It's just for fun, no scoring involved. Even the wrong answers may bring back a memory or two. Have fun (but no peeking!). Then, forward it to friends with your score in the box. 1. What builds strong bodies 12 ways? A. Flintstones vitamins B. The buttmaster C. Spaghetti D. Wonder Bread E. Orange Juice F. Milk G. Cod Liver Oil 2. Before he was Muhammad Ali , he was... A. Sugar Ray Robinson B. Roy Orbison C. Gene Autry D. Rudolph Valentino E. Fabian F. Mickey Mantle G. Cassius Clay 3. Pogo, the comic strip character said, "We have met the enemy and... A. It's you B. He is us C. It's the Grinch D. He wasn't home E. He's really mean F. We quit G. He surrendered 4. Good night, David . A. Good night, Chet B. Sleep well C. Good Night, Irene D. Good Night, Gracie

On A Short Vacation
Hello to all my friends,Sorry i have not been on in a while. I do plan to get back to you real soon.I have some major problems going on in my life right now that i need to sort out.Since I have had family staying with us for two weeks my husband and I have not really been getting along very well.Last night hit the boiling point. I have choose to leave. I have no choice but to bounce from friends house to house.Untill I get things right I will be unable to get in the world of Fubar. I will not be able to log on much.I will miss you all. Hope to be back soon. Cathy Jo

So U Wanna Date A Stripper??
So You wanna date a stripper? So you got a stripper’s phone number, huh? Called her up and chatted about this and that and had a nice little conversation with her, huh? What’s her name? Cinnamon? Going out with her for lunch on Saturday, eh? Very Nice. Here are a few tips — because dating a stripper is a hazardous affair and the only thing you’re going to get out of this insane ride are bragging rights for the rest of your life. This article is based on information gleaned from my brief stay in Stripperville. First of all, you’ve got to have a destination in mind before you embark on this venture. What do you want from the Stripper? A few fun evenings out on the town with a little hottie on your arm? Sex? Free passes to the Titty Bar where you met her? Everlasting true love? Handjob? Look — walking into this without a goal is certain means for failure, because she operates on her own terms and if you let her manipulate you and lead the show, you’re sunk. She meets 50 guys a n

Life's Journey
Time Passes By Days Fade Away Some Things Change But Some Are Forever Set In Stone Things Will Come People Will Leave Memories Never Fade Pain Comes And Goes Embrace Every Experience For These Are All Steps In Our Journey Called Life Written: March 27, 2008 By: June Schrader

Poems
Daydreaming by Mike Hubbell I sit and ponder to allow my head to fill the clouds when no one else is around I dream of seeing her To feel my heart lifting to the heavens above and feel the weightlessness of my heart when she walks by To have my arms around her to smell the sweet sent of her hair my heart jumps at the possibility and my soul cries for more I know it's just a dream I know that she will never come but still I daydream of the day she comes home to me

Strangth Of The Heart
What makes the heart pounds, what makes the heart stronge, what makes a heart honerable to the one that holds it, to have such a heart is not to back stab friends or to be mean or to shove religon in ones face but is to be kind to others and to save others lives and not take lives, this world today is full of murder and death and pain and sadness, as u read this ur gonna be thinking is she nuts for typeing this no im not nuts im just telling the truth on what i hear and see, even the sex today is out of control the deasess r killing ppl, ppl raping ppl, whats wrong with with this world and the ppl in it............. ya i know its money and the power behinde it thats the part that currupes ppl and other things........i can go on and on but i want to know what ur thoughts r about what i just said.......

My Personality
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Op

Just A Random Rant
What is with the negativity on here?? I am reading so many profiles that start off with "you may think I am a bitch for writing this" or "dont ask me to do" whatever.... Your profile is supposed to be about you! not about what you dont want people to do or not do. Try to take the time to write a little about yourself, your likes and dislikes instead of what you are tired of people doing to you. I am sorry for you that you have people hit on you, awww too bad, some one likes you. Get over yourself. If you have a stalker report them or block them or both! but honestly I dont need to read about it when I am trying to find out about you. Maybe it is because I do read the profiles, but this really bothers me.And for those of you that dont put a little something about yourself...WTF! Or those that put "if you want to know something, just ask" And then when you try to write or shout there is no response. And if you dont want to put up naked pics...dont. If you dont want

Randomness
Ok, last night, Boozy & I went to the Taste of Chaos show, featuring Bullet For My Valentine, Atreyu & Avenged Sevenfold... Fuckin Wicked Show!!! Sadly, I can't post any of the pics on here as I have used up all my pic space and I won't be leveling up to get more anytime soon... but I thought I would give my friends my Myspace URL so that you can check out the pics and videos for yourself ;) Not to mention, it's another way to keep in contact with me... http://www.myspace.com/pnkroktnk You are more than welcome to send me a message letting me know who you are and I will add you (you have to know my last name or email addy to send me a request, and I'm not giving that info out here in my blog :P) If you are into any of the aformentioned bands, or just Hard Rock in general, and the Taste of Chaos Tour is coming through your town, I suggest getting tickets...well worth it, I promise!!!!!

Kataklyzim
Bro-you send me a message coming at me like your all hard and shit and then block me?!?!?!?Typical pu$$y b!tch philly fag thing to do.And douche bag?who's the 'douche bag' that could not even wait 2 weeks for his girl before handing out his cell number to some chick he met online in the hopes of getting his dick wet?yea your a real piece of work too my man.don't fuck with me IT WILL BE YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE!

Should I Be Alarmed
Ok here's the situation. My sister has Mesothelioma and it is in her lung going into her spine. She came across this while haveing arm trouble. She couldnt use it. Well here is the weird part I had trouble with my right arm yrs ago. And where she has the cancer is where I had a epidoral to kill the nerves in my spine cause i couldnt take the pain. Do you think that its just dumb luck that we both had simmular problems and even in the same area of the spine ???? I am kind of afraid to be checked. But cancer does run in my family !

What A Year But Thank God For Fubar
This has been one heck of a year. Everything that has could go wrong has gone wrong plus eome extra. I am just grateful that I met some awesome people here on Fubar and found an awesome lounge, Aussie's. If it were not for the people here, I would go nuts though that would not be a long trip. lol. So i am thankful for meeting some real cool people on here and rock on. Fubar is the best site I have checked out in a very long time. May angels watch over my friends and PEACE.

Hall Of Fame{2008}
Complete WWE Hall Of Fame Ceremony Report Date Added: March 29, 2008 Story By: Steve Carrier Tonight's report is being written by PWInsider.com's Mike Johnson and Buck Woodward. WWE is selling several special Ric Flair shirts, one listing every star he defeated for a World title and the other reading "Thank you Ric." The ceremony started 10 minutes late. The Rock is up first. After a video package, Todd Grisham introduced The Rock who received a monster standing ovation. The crowd chanted "Please Come Back". Rock seemed genuinely moved and thanked everyone humbly before whipping out his trademark "Finally the Rock has come back to Orlando." Rock said he wanted to congratulate all the new Hall of Famers tonight and seeing everyone tonight, shouting out Steve Austin. The crowd chanted "One More Match" at them. Rock asked the crowd if they wanted to see them wrestle one more time. Fans chanted "Austin-Rocky". Rock said he loved Austin and they headlined three Wrestlemani

Life
Friday night the matriarch of a family that means the world to me passed away suddenly and I have been trying to think of a way to comfort them in their time of mourning. They have been through so much this last year as they lost another family member quite suddenly. Paul Becky and their family mean the world to me. Last year Paul lost the love of his life and the mother of his only child. With the loss of his mother on Friday, I would love to be able to comfort him and his family in some way. I never had the oppertunity to meet his mother but I know she was a great woman as she raised 5 of the most amazing people I have ever had the privilage to know. With that....Paul, Becky, Brad, David, Kelly, Sonya, and Kody...Please know that you and your family are in my heart and my prayers always and I love you all. A Song For Mama You taught me everything And everything you've given me I always keep it inside You're the driving force in my life, yeah There isn't anything Or anyon

Pg. 4
My Spaceship By:joey fetus. An original story for your entertainment. Updated semi weekly. Dixon hadn't had this dog walking job for very long, and it wasn't really all that bad. Some of the pooches were a pain in the rear,but his particular charge at the moment, a black lab named Cowboy, was very well behaved and the two of them had a quite swell time together. Today Dix had decided to throw some ball with Cowboy down by the old abandoned railroad tracks. It was a crisp June morning with a sky dotted by a few clouds here and there, none of them seeming to threaten with rain. He could hear the soft murmuring of a nearby stream coupled with the noisy courtship chirping of a few song birds. He threw the moist yellow ball lighly across some of the tracks,and shielded his eyes from the sun as he watched the dog chase after the spinning orb. Cowboy plucked the ball out of the air after a particularly good bounce, and loped back to Dix d

Funny
A man walked into the ladies department and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, I'd like to buy a bra for my wife. What type of bra? asked the clerk. Type? inquires the man, There is more than one type? Look around, said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from. Relieved, the man asked about the types. The sales lady replied: There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer? Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, It is all really quite simple. The Catholic type supports the masses. The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and The Baptist makes mountains out of mole hills. They forgot the German

Me
Hi everyone...Just wanted to let everyone know that I am not around here much. Guess you can say I have become bored with Fubar. Not the people I have met but Fubar itself. I really would like to keep in contact with the great friends I have made here and all so if you want to also ask me for my yahoo addy and I will add you on there. I have a few people already. So Don't be mad at me if you send me a shout and I haven't answered you. I will if there are some up there. If nothing else come see me on myspace...I have my link posted on here. Yeah I know...Myspace but my family is on there and I keep up with that more. Talk to you all soon. Love Rae

So Fucked Up
well i have come to be reminded by a few people just about how fucked up i really am and yes i go to see a shrink but i guess that doesn't matter as to whether or not i am trying to work on my fucked up life and others seem to think i fuck up their lives in the process so i guess its your own choice if you want to be friends with the biggest fuck up on the planet

Never Bond Anyone Out
Just a work of advise to everyone out there. If ur seeing someone and they get picked up for dui,and are out of state never post bail for them by a bails bondman, for one the bail is doubled,and u never know someone until u help them out. I did this for a person i was seeing,come to find out he had a drinking problem and still does, and he left me for somebody else he was seeing on the side, and i got a phone call saying he never appeared in court, so im sure u can figure the rest out.

My Ramblings...
It's amazing what a difference a day can make... I turned 35 yesterday, not a major milestone but still another year gone. It makes me think back on how much has happened in the last year. The last year was full of ups and downs. Some worse than others, some better. On my birthday last year, I was in Texas spending time with Paul and meeting Chris for the first time. About a month later, Chris and I were dating. Had a good time at the Gathering, in spite of a few hiccups. On 4th of July, I had my party as always and even more friends showed up. Fred found a new way to light fireworks, which made for interesting videos. At Seadog Nights, I took Muriel to her first event and opened her world to a whole new set of friends and ideas. Beginning of August was the Revel, at which I had a great time in spite of being kinda frazzled. At the end of August, I lost my FA and was told I need to fill a time-frame extension. I then spent the better part of 2 months trying to g

Welcome To My World
Ok, so as some of you know I had to have surgery on March 26, 2008. I had been having problems with my foot and had tried everything, so my doc suggested surgery. Well I am doing better. For the first few days I was highly medicated and pretty Dopey! I am stll in some pain, but it seems to be slowly improving. Hopefully I will be back to my normal self(whatever that may be) and I will talk to you all soon! Love you guys!!

Friends On Fubar...not!!!
http://fubar.com/user/671637# ROXY...Wow...Where do I start?...Well, She was my friend for almost 2 years and everythin' was cool but as soon as she got her VIP she changed...180...I mean now she thinks she's better then EVERYONE else who aint a VIP and she NEVER returns profile comments, gifts, picture ratings...Nothin...So, Anyway...Today she asked me to vote for her 1 and I said NO...And she snapped...I mean she called me 'Alil punk bitch, Spoiled ass bitch'...All kinds of shit....This is comin from a woman who's in her 50's-60's...I mean GROW THE FUCK UP! P.S. Becareful if you come across her.

Army Wife
to all you loyal bird. I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens>>But I am in the Army in the ranks rarely seen>>I have no rank upon my shoulders - salutes I do not give>>But the military world is the place where I live>>I'm not in the chain of command, orders I do not get>>But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget>>I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line>>But my job is just as tough. I'm the one that's left behind>>My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man>>And the call to serve his country not all can understand>>Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free>>My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me>>I love the man I married, Soldiering is his life>>But I stand among the silent ranks known as the>>Army Wife>>>>>>

Strong Even When It Hurts
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? I'm a raging ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Swinging My Hatchet!!!!
OK THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT AND SWEET BECAUSE I'VE DONE THIS ON OTHER SITES BUT NEVER HAD THE BALLS TO FOLLOW THROUGH WITH ALL OF IT. SO BEAR WITH ME AS I RANT FOR A BIT. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF CRAZY BITCHES USING ME FOR WHATEVER THEY WANT. I'M TIRED OF WOMEN MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR MISTAKES I'VE MADEIN THE PAST. WHEN THEY'VE DONE THE SAME THING.SO I'M FINALLY GONNA MAN-UP AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I'M TIRED OF BEING USED AND ABUSED JUST BECAUSE I'M A NICE GUY. I'VE COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT YOU CANT BE FRIENDS WITH EVERYBODY AND THAT ITS NOT WORTH THE EFFORT TO BOTHER TRYING.I'M SORRY I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE MONEY LIKE ALL THE REST, I CANT SUPPORT YOU WHILE YOU SIT YOUR ASS AROUND THE HOUSE PLAYING ON YOUR LAPTOP AND PAINTING INSTEAD OF WITH YOUR SO PROBLEMS.AND I AM REALLY SORRY THAT I'VE BEEN BENDING OVER BACKWARD TO TRY AND MAKE YOU HAPPY SINCE THE DAY I MET YOU. I AM SORRY YOU DONT LIKE YOUR LIFE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CHOSE THAT LIFE NOW YOU H

Poems
"""""MISSING THE ONE I TRULY LOVE""""""" It isn't easy being so in love with you and not be able to see you everyday, There are times when I'd give anything just to be able to gaze into your eyes. Or hold you in my arms, even for a few minutes. I always feel incomplete, like a part of me is missing, When were not together I know that, right now, this is how things have to be, But that doesn't make it any easier to bear, Everyday without you just reminds me of the joy, You added to my life, Joy that I'm missing allot. So don't forget that I love you, That I'm thinking about you, And that I 'am counting every minute until we're together. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I snatched this from DJ Wolfy. It reminds me of the Man I love But can't be with right now :( I Love you USADaddy2007!!!

The Pain
Please someone take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can take it The pain is cutting into me like a knife The pain is making me lose my mind The pain is making me feel that I have no worth The pain makes me cry The pain makes me hurt The pain makes my heart break The pain is just too much The pain I just can not bare So, please I beg someone to take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can survive

Buckle Bunny's
so heres how it works.. its really easy.. to be one of my buckle bunny's 1. put in your profile name "bradytx's buckle bunny" 2. add me to family, as i will you.. 3. blast me if you want.. 4. and crush me if you want.... thats all.. but talk to me about it first.. :)

¤own Me¤ ♫ ♪for A Month♪♫
Own Me for a Month in one of these auctions!! Auction #1 Ends March 31st Highest bid 200k ♥Offering♥ ~Add to family ~add to top friends ~30 min cam session(sfw) ~30 min Phone call (sfw) ~Two Salutes(sfw) ~Rate all pics during hh ~Pimpout blog about you If given cash value items(blast,vip,ticker,and so on)Everything will be at owners choice! Auction #2 ends April 1st..Highest bid if 150k and one month vip > ♥Offering♥ ~Add to top friends ~Add to family ~add to yahoo ~daily comments for a month ~Pimpout blog ~All pic rate during hh ~30 min cam(sfw) ~30 min phone (sfw) ~two salutes of your choice If given cash value items(blast,vip,ticker,and so on)Everything will be at owners choice! Auction #3 No high bid ends April 5th > ~add to family ~add to top friend ~rate all pics during hh ~two salutes of their choice ~pimpout blog ~their link on my profile ~daily drink ~own by in name for a month ~one gift a week for

Swastika In America
There are a lot of White people in America that believe the swastika is just a foreign German symbol. They fail to realize that perhaps the German people in the 1920’s may have been encouraged and utilized the symbol because White Americans were accustomed to using it as well. I. History Most cultures around the world regard the swastika as a “good luck” symbol since it forms a combination of four “L’s” standing for Luck, Light, Love, and Life. It has been discovered in ancient Rome, recent excavations in Grecian cities and towns, on Buddhist monuments, on coins from ancient China dating back in the B.C. period. Swastikas are either going clockwise or counterclockwise and the arms of it can be curved or straight. There are other terms for the swastika as it is sometimes called the hackenkreuz, gamma cross, gammadion, St. Brigid’s cross, and fylfot cross. Below is a postcard that was copyrighted 1907 by E. Phillips, a card published in the USA, which shows the high regar

Did It Again..........lol
Rogerlee is gonna let me own this hottie? what is he thinkin? He must have lost his ever lovin mind! (repost of original by 'WONDER_WOMAN™_IS_OWNED_BY_LAIDBACKGUY_&_OWNER_ OF_ROGERLEE_{Come check out my stash/pics I have a co' on '2008-03-30 22:43:00')

I Will Not Be Disqualified!!
Here is an update on the Tat Contest... I got repromanded last night by the host for using 2 different profiles to bomb my contest. After explaining to Joe that we are a Bomber Family, and that this is how we roll. He is satisfied WE are not cheating, but is suspicious that other contestants ARE! Thus, he posted that blog AFTER he and I spoke. He will not disqualify me, as he KNOWS the FUBOMBERS are NOT EVER CHEATERS! If I leave this contest, he is shutting it down, COMPLETELY! Anyone in this Family who claims that we do cheat, or that we were cheating, is full of themselves and trying to kiss ass... we don't need leadership like that, not in the FUBOMBERS!! So once again, here is the link to my contest page. I do appreciate any and all help from the FUBOMBERS whenever you can spare it. Thank YOU Family, I LOVE YOU ALL!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1145479&albumid=940071&i=3674589262&idx=3

Sexiness
I have offically came to the conclusion, that physical beauty outweighs mental beauty. I myself find this to be a sad sad thing. Physical beauty wears off, age and gravity take over. Mental beauty is what lasts. I wonder if someone on here had a page with no sexy pics and had all kinds of blogs posted about stuff they beleived in, or stuff like that. If they'd get any rates. Yes I am the biggest hypocrit on this subject, I pay more attention to the good lookin people than the not so good looking. Which is something I am trying to change. Thanks for reading!! CARPE DIEM

Missing My Soul Mate
You come to me in my dreams at night hair flowing in the wind moon light dancing off your skin a soft voice in the wind calls to my heart, come to me my love...find me my beloved... i see u there in all your beautiful glory... so full of life and love... you reach your hand out to me, and softly whisper to come...do not fear me for tis u who calms my heart.. u promise to love me forever, and dance with me in the silver moonlight... a single tear startes to fall upon my cheek, and as u slowly bend down to kiss it from my face, i hear u say to my heart...no more tears my love for i will keep u safe in my arms... and as you kiss away this tear my beautiful angel reveals his magnifcant black wings, and wraps them lovingly around me... from the beginning of time we danced upon sandy shores...and once again we shall dance again... i dremt of you so long ago, i called for you ever since, am i wrong for constantly searching for you and craving your very scent??? I

Life
Ok so i've had a lot of bullshit going on in my life and i have finally decided that i'm going to say fuck it all and start enoying my life to the fullest. I'm done letting other ppls' wants, thoughts and feelings get in my way. I'm going to start putting myself 1st for once. I am ready to relax and have a good time and not have to be the one to worry if something is right or wrong anymore. Soooooo let's party!!!

Life Is Like A Box Of Bullshit
why is it that one minute your life can seem great and the next its nothing but SHIT. i normally dont write in these stupid blogs but whatever....here goes im so sick and tired of walking on fucking egg shells to make everyone else fucking happy. its my fucking turn to be happy. im not in the situation im in for shits and fucking giggles or just to pass the mother fucking time. im trying my damndest to do what i gotta do to be a good fucking mom, take care of my kids, work, and whatever else needs to be done. and yeah i deserve to have a fucking life too. i deserve to have fun, i deserve to have nice things, i deserve it all i deserve to have someone care about me as much as i can care about them. who cares about me right now? i have no fucking clue!!! someone enlighten me.... cause my family damn sure dont give a shit about me. And theres no **special someone** in my life. But who needs a special someone right? Who the fuck cares. Not me. Why should i need someone or l

Bout 2 B A Brand New Me
Well all i have to say now is look out cause theres about to be a brand new me....ive sat here in my depressive little state just a little too long for me. im tired of feeling like the whole world is against me. im tired of not being able to be me all the time because someone doesnt like who i am. as of today i just dont give a shit anymore. if ya dont like me because im a lil bit on the chunky side then whatever get over it or fuck off. if ya dont like me because i dont wear name brand shit then whatever get over it or fuck off....im probly one of the sweetest people anyone will ever come across....but dont treat me like shit cause youll see the bitch in me.....i am who i am....like me or not. Yeah life sux a little bit for me right now...but ya know what...im over it im over hoping and wishing for things to change. im over hoping things will get better. im over it all. its about to be a brand new me. what do i want to do with my life, its gonna happen what do i w

Days Like This
today was a beautiful spring day...u can see the changing of the seasons on a day like this...the crocuses are blooming, the air is warm but the wind is strong and nippy... if u close your eyes u can smell the green of the grass, the smell of the trees starting to bud, the new flowers fighting theier way to survive... i hear the sound of so many ppl who finally have the chance to uncover those motorcycles!!!! filling the tanks, starting them up...and feeling the freedom of the wind in their face... letting their souls take flight... i learned years ago how to ride i started out riding a KTM 125 dirt bike...i also used to ride a CBR 600... and no i am not one of the ones who sat on the back and held on for dear life...I WAS THE ONE who sat on my own...and rode with my best friend and mate... keeping up with him ... learning to let my own soul fly high... i found my self taking my beautiful daughter to the local park and going creak walking... and every time i hear

Health Issues
Cartilage wear in the joints of the hand Arthritis is a problem that causes a wearing away of normal joint surfaces. Joints are the points where two bones meet eachother. These junctions have special linings on the bones to allow motion at the joints. When this special lining (cartilage) is worn away, arthritis is the condition that results. Finger and thumb arthritis is common because there are 27 bones in each hand! This means that there are many joints in the fingers that can develop arthritis. Furthermore, we are very dependent on our fingers for many normal activities. Any problem that affects these joints can limit many normal activities. There are two types of arthritis that commonly affect the fingers and thumb. These are osteoarthritis and rheumatoid arthritis. * Osteoarthritis Osteoarthritis, also called degenerative joint disease and wear-and-tear arthritis, is the most common type of arthritis. Sponsored Links Arthritis fingerBreaking Ne

My Sexual Iq!!!
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Do I Really * Look Like I Give A Damn *
I HAVE 600 FRIENDS AND 50 FAMILY , I SEE WHO SENDS COMMENTS TO ME , AND REALLY WHO DON'T DO YOU THINK FOR 1 SEC , I CARE TO BE "HONEST " ALIL BIT NOT MUCH , DO, I PLAN ON RETURNING COMMENTS YES TO ONES THAT HAVE TO ME , HELL YES I WILL. I THINK IT JUST F'IN AMAZES ME TO ALL HELL WHO RATE ME FAN ME ADD ME BLAH BLAH BLAH . AND YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME LMAO . IF YOU HAVEN'T DARKEN MY PAGE , LMAO I SURE AS HELL NOT DARKENING YOUR'S . HOW DO YOU LIKE ME NOW . OH IT GETS BETTER , " FOUND THE PERFECT COMMENT TO REALLY FIT MY ATTITUDE" , SO, YOU REALLY THINK YOU KNOW ME, I THINK NOT . I CAN COUNT ON MY ONE HAND THE ONES THAT REALLY DO KNOW ME . " BETTER GET A BIG REALITY CHECK BEFORE ASKING HOW THE HELL IM . YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE THE ANSWER . " BEWARE IM A TOTAL BITCH WITH A BREW ATTITUDE " SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE

Opalsparks Speaks Out!
I would like to apologize to everyone that I gave a poor rating to. I was listening to my daughter and not really paying attention to the pictures as I rated them. I meant no disrespect or harm, nor was I trying to be rude. Again, I am truly sorry to anyone that I offended.

Speak Out!!!
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside in California and called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our freedoms, but that others may have them also . He also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. Flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly, 'Yes, I always wear it and probably always will.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was from Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward. Putting his arm around my

Family
I have just had two more added to my family and i am having the time of my life... I have had all kinds of people tell me how hard it is to have twins... well i think mine are so far great... i love having two of them so 4 all great family.

Won't Be On Fubar For Awhile
This Wed April 2nd at 10:30 I'll be in the hospital getting a hernia repaired that is above my naval. The Doctor said I could be in the hospital 3 to 4 days. And off for 4 to 6 weeks....which means once I am feeling up to it I'll be on here alot!! LOL.....but just wanted to let you know if you don't see me on here for a little while thats why. I'll be back and giving out 11's and comments in no time...,might even look into making more mumms and blogs. :) Say a little prayer for me if you belive that way. Thanks ! I'll probly be on Tues nite for a little while , if not see you all soon! Kathy CuTiePie4u2u

This One's A Lil Different
Skin chilled by cooling rain Body loosened by languored kisses Flesh exposed by eager fingers Breath expelled by erratic measures Heartbeat intensified by inhibitions released Mind dazed by deliberate intentions Hands fevered by fire from without Marrow scorched by sparks from within Spirit obsessed by orgasmic connection Life renewed by rampant emotion Soul captivated by cathartic expression Existence empowered by erotic conclusion

Yep In That Mood - Lol
I often ponder who I am as a sexual being My willingness to explore more changes that answer frequently Few limits, many desires allow for monumental pleasures I would be foolish to deny such wondrous sensations So many things define me as a man Yet this alone defines me as a lover The body should be worshiped, the mind challenged Combining those gracefully will take you places only imagined by few Will you take my hand and guide me places? May I show you what I've found inside me? Can we cherish this together as it evolves and plunges deeper? Isn't it amazing, this erotic evolution?

Realize
There comes a time in your life that you realize things and see things in a different view. It hits you more than you realize. I realized that failure is not always failure. Sometimes what you perceive as failure at that given moment is actually the best thing that could ever happen to you. I thought that my marriage failing was the worst thing in life and that my life couldn't go on. When I said I do, I meant it, until death do us part. I couldn't imagine that my marriage would ever end. When it did, I felt like my world was ending, like I was a failure, that I had failed. Then I realized, it was the best thing that ever happened to me. What you may think as failure is sometimes not failure at all. It's the beauty of life to be able to face defeat and realize that you are not defeated but actually the winner in the end. Things happen that you don't plan...things change, but what knocks the wind out of you only makes you stronger so that the next time you get hit, it does

I Believe
I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

Love"s Real Talk
The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. "Love is much like a wild rose: beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense." "Once you have loved someone, you can do anything for them, except love them the same way again." The way to love anything is to realise that it might be lost. Love is the wisdom of the fool and the folly of the wise. The proof that experience teaches us nothing is that the end of one love does not prevent us from beginning another. To be in love is merely to be in a state of perpetual anaesthesia - to mistake an ordinary young woman for a goddess. "Even if a day should go by when I don't say 'I love you,' may there never be a moment gone by without you knowing th

The Darkest Night
DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT In the darkness of the night The One creeps around silently lurking about for his prey, he has to pick and choose carefully for it could be his last. The One, is silent quiet slick moving in the darkest of the night his prey generally does not know when he approaches ,he is like a poof of smoke one minute he is there next he is gone he is quick and never feel what happens to u till its too late. The One, knows he is invincible he is a very strong individual and if you met him is a regular person like his prey. The One, has strength of 5 men and can put his fist through steel he is built like steel he has fangs that are sharp like razors that one puncture to victims jugular will go in with ease. The One has found his prey and now its time to feed he swoops up prey faster than u can say run, then drains blood from his victim till nothing is left. The One has no heart ,no soul, and does not know how to love but can make u think he is The One to possess thee. So

Flub!
So heres the "deal": Saturday was an open casting call for Deal or No Deal... heres what my day consisted of... Woke up at 5am Left the house at 8am Had breakfast in Isleton Got to Folsom Blvd About 10:20 Took us an hour to go about 1 mile We found parking by following a couple from the Auto Mall After walking 1 mile from the care to the end of the line..we were FINALLY in line It was about noon There was over 6000 people The line was about 6 miles long 12 hour wait, minimum! And ONLY 15 SECONDS to sell yourself to the peeps Thats it! 15 seconds! We stood in line for 2 hours Went about 1/4 mile The people were dull and boring in line We smoke a ciggie And bailed! It was a fuckin MADHOUSE!!! So needless to say, for me, my mom and our friend... It was "NO DEAL" LMAO That was my day!

Wrestlemania 24 Results
WWE WrestleMania 24 Results - March 30, 2008 Date Added: March 30, 2008 Story By: Devis Owens John Bradshaw Layfield vs. Finlay [Belfast Brawl] JBL is introduced first, arriving in the limo per usual. Mid intro we are shown the video compilation building up to the match. We cut back to see JBL in the ring and then promptly cut back to the video compilation. Now we have Finlay being introduced as we cut back from the compilation. Finlay comes out with Hornswoggle and they make their way to the ring. Finlay charges the rest of the way as he walks the very long entrance ramp. JBL kicks Finlay as he slides in and the brawl starts outside the ring with JBL throwing punches Finlay sends JBL into the steel steps and rolls him back in the ring and now we have a bell. Finlay drops a seat across the sternum of JBL and goes outside to get some weapons. Finlay slides in and JBL grabs a trash can lid and clocks Finlay across the face then delivers a short-arm clothesline. JBL outside to get the

Love
3.5 years ago i meet the most wonderful man i could even be so lucky to meet and i am totally lucky!! I can honestly say he is the first man in my life that i truely have loved hell i fell im love with em 3 years ago and well its gotten stronger. i just hope he knows how i really feel, he is one man that i want to be with and not lose, not only is he my love irbf he is the most wonderful man i have ever been with and showed me the upmost respect that iamnot used to so it was hard to get used to and still is.. baby if you read this, i do love you with all my heart and soul... love you my sweet sweet man

This Reminds Me Of My Beloved Korky... May He Always Rest In Peace!!!!
Hope you like this, I think this is so true. God Bless everyone. "Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's

Daylight Dims,leaving Cold Flouresence
I don't know what to type,do or say at this point. There's SO much I want to say,want to type but I don't want to put my business out there like that. I just feel used,hurt,confused,angry,disappointed,sad and dangerously violent right now. RIDICULOUSLY.....FUCKING.....VIOLENT.....RIGHT NOW!! I want to scream PRIMALY at the top of my lungs and destroy things. GRRR I'm sooo fucking PISSED THE FUCK OFF right now!!

Fu-own Me!
WANNA FIND OUT JUST HOW SWEET I AM? THEN CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW AND BID !!!! Thes are the things I am offering: 1. Owned by in my name for a month! 2. 11's on your photos during HH! 3. Stash rated thumbs up during HH! 4. SWF Salute! 5. Profile Comment everyday During HH! 6. Gift and a drink everyday! 7. Rate all blogs during HH! 8. #1 Spot in my friends list for 1 month! 9. Spot in my family permanent! 10. Blog just for my owner! 11. Photo Folder personally yours! 12. Link of your profile on my profile for 1 month! Current bid is at 200k as of 4/9/08 I will add 10 customized name tags of your choosing if I see better bids! There are a few in my photos (Default and made for friends album) SWEET THING AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY: babygirl_01 owned by 'Lisa' fu girlfriend to Frosty!@ fubar

The Pit
So i sit alone in the dark wondering what it is i do wrong. What has caused the pain that they have brought to my heart. I gave everyone of them my everything. My Heart my soul my very being but still nothing but heartache in return. The light has faded from my heart my soul consumed by the darkness. I no longer feel. The warmth of your skin is lost on me i am numb. closed to the world just as the world closed its self to me. Played time an time again. They felt no shame to remorse for the injusticess that they did. They stole an lied and whored them selve to get what they wanted. all i wanted was love an a warm smile. Some one that cared to hold me when i cried. But i all i got was black cold embraces that took from me everything. Leaving only a hollow man filled with hate with rage with nothing but pity for the world that now surrounds him.

Nsfw Pics
Ok to all of you Fubar Narks....Do you report NSFW pics because you are ugly and are jealous of the people who are good looking and can? Or is it just because you are fucking PRUDE ASS BITCHES????? A wet white tshirt that you can barely see through is NSFW??? Now that is just fucking gay! Should we go around and report all the ugly ass people, which whoever reported me, Im sure you are one of them?! Get over it and get a fuckin life! If I want people to see my tits, OMG the world is going to come to an end because of it, that is MY FUCKIN PEROGITIVE!! YOU PEOPLE NEED TO GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!

Romance, Ha Not Even!
So because im such a great friend i watched Romance movies all day with a buddy that was in a crappy mood an let me tell you what, it refreshed my memory on why i really do not like Love stories... Its totally fake. its like porn its nothing like the real deal! i mean c’mon now now many of us out there can say they have a man that actually opens there doors for them, calls them something other then babe, baby, woman? Or have them swept you totally off your feet with a carrage ride an a glass of wine? instead of sayin hey babe lets get in the back bed of my ford pick up an have a few beers.!. Thats what sucks about our men these days, them older movies with them an all bein polite an gentalmenish psssh you dont get that now days that sucks for us cuz sometimes i would really like to be swept off my feet wined an dined, be treated like a lady instead of a chick.! is that even possiable anymore? I just wanted to see how many men is out there that still have a touch of romance i

Online Friends
hey guys... i'm writing a book... about midway through chapter one... you guys will have to check it out as it comes along. will post chapter by chapter... tell me if it's good or if it sucks. later guys!

Yeah
look, i dont need you calling my phone and harrassin all the bullshit you said just keeps me laughin, get your mind right baby you a simp, and im a red hot undercover pimp, n it will be that way untill the day i pass you can forget about me baby cuz youre a thing of the past, you can bet your last dollar that youre already forgotten, on the outside youre fine, but inside youre rotten,this is just some bullshit i had to get off my chest, if my lyrics were bullets you couldnt hide behind your vest, cuz im a real motherfucker momma didnt raise no sucker if you wanna be a hatter ill show you my ass so you can pucker

Installing Love
Thank you for teaching me to love myself more... it just makes me love you even more ;) ____________________ Installing Love Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love wi

To Know Me
Yesterday, after sudden illness struck two weeks or so ago, my mom's mom, my grandmother, the grandparent I was closest to and the one that was deeply beloved by the entire family, passed beyond this world into the next. She was an amazing woman, her humor, her wit, her truly unique view on life and love and family was something to behold. She lived a good long life during her near 90 years here amongst the living and passed almost exactly 20 years after her husband, my mom's dad, my grandfather, passed under rather sudden and quite similar circumstances. She missed him greatly, knowing him as I did, understandably so, and she said she was looking forward to seeing him and being with him again. She knew she was loved and enjoyed all her sons and daughters and grandchildren and even great grandkids immensely. She had a way of making everyone feel comfortable even during those tense times that happen in every family. She had a way of brightening up a room no matter what issues may ha

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ORLANDO, Fla. – Deep down, Ric Flair knew this day would come. Mr. McMahon gave him a “win or retire” ultimatum more than four months ago, but the “Nature Boy” didn’t need a mandate to realize his in-ring career was coming to an end. And though tears streamed down his cheeks as he said farewell to the millions of fans he entertained for more than 35 years, Flair didn’t feel any agony in defeat to Shawn Michaels tonight at WrestleMania XXIV. After all, how fitting it is that the greatest wrestler of all time ends his career on The Grandest Stage of Them All. What a week it had been for the 16-time World Champion! Flair received tributes from well-wishers across the country all week, from receiving the key to the city of Columbia, S.C., last Monday to his induction into the WWE Hall of Fame Saturday night. It was as if “Naitch’s” millions of fans sensed he would not be able to avoid defeat like he had since last November. Everyone wanted to pay tribute to Flair and let him know how mu

Ga$ Pricing
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan P ipeline where I work in San Jose, CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still co ld. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity an d the temperature o

Only For U
u tell me all the time oh u r such a nice person n u r a sweetheart n every man who is with u is lucky etc bla bla if that is all so true why didnt u regonize it? why r u not with me to appreciate me? why do i still see always stuff i dont like or what makes me think? i dont look to find stuff but i always find something it hurts to know and to see there is something and u wanna ask why is that? and i got a feeling bout this why do i have this feeling? but all u do is just talk it down like it is nothing at all and then at the end it turns out that that everything every feeling every question that just everything had a real reason and u talked it down maybe i was not strong enough for u but i also know u r more weak then i am i couldnt keep my mouth shut cuz of the stuff what was going on n what i didnt like i am sorry for it but it should have showed u that i care that i care about u it hurts me when u tell me u love me cuz i know u mean it u say its in a friendship way bu

Protect Your Vehicle
Subject: VIN's (Stolen Vehicles) Here is INFO worth the price of your car.... WHAT WILL the car thieves ( or a pissed off ex )THINK OF NEXT? The car thieves peer through the windshield of your car or vehicle, write down the VIN # from the label on the dash, go to the local car dealership and request a duplicate key based on the VIN #. I didn't believe this e-mail, so I called Chrysler-Dodge and pretended I had lost my keys. They told me to just bring in the VIN #, and they would cut me one on the spot, and I could order the keyless device if I wanted. The Car Dealer's Parts Department will make a duplicate key from the VIN #, and collect payment from the thief who will return to your car. He doesn't have to break in, do any damage to the vehicle, or draw attention to himse lf. All he has to do is walk up to your car, inse

My Fears
Getting left behind Not being loved No one understanding No one caring are my fears I had a dream I was lost No one tried to find me No one cared No one listened understood Feeling left out Feeling like no one understands Feeling like No one can hear me When I’m screaming to be heard Destructive behavior I have Wishing I could change Wishing I could make it better Wishing for another chance Wishing for someone who will come and save me from myself. my fears not being heard being left behind not being understood no one caring. how can I disappear make people understand. Disappear from this world Show people what It’s like to worry, misunderstand not care. my fears, people laugh people tease people misjudge people misunderstand me. Behind my back, they laugh, tease, hurt, so I can't see them. It hurts. Now, I hide this pain in my heart making sure No one sees my hurt, Pretending to be someone I'm not. Try

Bitter Egg
She has no idea, bitterness has fogged her outlook on life. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to breath when you do. She oozes poison, pouring it into the air around her. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to get close when you do. She will take any oppurtunity to fill your heart with her bitterness. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her. try not to listen when you do. She burns with anger, lashing at anyone who comes close enough. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to touch when you do. She wonders why noone likes her, sticking her nose up to those who grimace. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to ask her why when you do. She lives for herself, never seeing others for who they are. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to care when you

Billy
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. F

People U Think U Know We Dont
Ive been living alone know for 8 months trying to get on with my own life but after all this time i still cant help myself from missing you,you where once my dream come true but then that all turned u turn in to reality a worse dream i could ever have. Ever thing turned differently the way they used to be so i have no choice but try 2 let u go because you are my reason 4 my sleepless night coz u always on my mine u keep poping up an what u have done does i cant help but cry all the time all the stufe u have put me an are kids throught all the pain but the crazy thing is we still miss ue all are memories we had as a faimly an a copule play over an over in my head i wish i could hide these feelings i wish i could hide that i luv u because u do not deserve my luv my heart or my mined because of u are life never be the same again know that u are gone 4 ever i am trapped in loneliness forever unless some man can try 2 bloom my life with luv an joy an happnies i thought i never had 2 do thi

The $2 Bill
THE $2 BILL (True Story, as told to me.) On my way home from work, I stopped at Taco Bell for a quick bite to eat. In my billfold are a $50 bill and a $2 bill. I figure that with a $2 bill, I can get something to eat and not have to worry about anyone getting irritated at me for trying to break a $50 bill. Me: 'Hi, I'd like one seven-layer burrito please, to go.' Server: 'That'll be $1.04. Eat in?' Me: 'No, it's to go.' At this point, I open my billfold and hand him the $2 bill. He looks at it kind of funny. Server: 'Uh, hang on a sec, I'll be right back.' He goes to talk to his manager, who is still within my earshot. The following conversation occurs between the two of them: Server: 'Hey, you ever see a $2 bill?' Manager: 'No. A what?' Server: 'A $2 bill. This guy just gave it to me.' Manager: 'Ask for something else. There's no such thing as a $2 bill.' Server: 'Yeah, thought so.' He comes back to me and says, 'We don't take thes

Naughty
you sit their strokin you long hard plump cock fully extended in you hand and think of my gurl rubbin her tits against mine slowly moving down til her tongue runs in circles around my belly button slowly and seductively moving south to my nice warm spot and she flutters her tongue between my lips causing my hips to arch and her tongue to fully extend between my lips and fluttering the inner walls of my clit my man walks into the room and sees that i am being seducted by another woman and instantly becomes hard at first he is lost for words but then i ask him to join in and send both my new lover and myself into a sexual state of excstasty he removes his cloths and starts on my chest suckin nibblin on my nipples god i want to scream for more i grab my lover by her head and pull her head farther into my wet pussy we trade places and i begin to eat her out fully aroused and passed the point of saying no i can't take no more my man walks around pulls my plump ass up in the air causing me t

Naughty
I AM GOING TO BE THE HOSTESS FOR A TOY PARTY COMING UP IN NOVEMBER. I AM CORDIALLY INVITING ANY AND EVERY FEMALE IN THE AREA WHO WISHES TO ATTEND. PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME FOR DETAILS AND DIRECTIONS. IT IS GOING TO BE A PASSIONATE NIGHT OF FUN. THE MORE THE MERRIER. IF YOU LET ME KNOW AHEAD OF TIME THEIR IS A CATCH. IF YOU ATTEND AND BRING ANOTHER FRIEND WITH YOU YOU GET A FREE GIFT. SO LIKE I SAID MORE THE MERRIER JUST REMEMBER PRIVATE MESSAGE ME TO LET ME KNOW AND GET DIRECTIONS. HOPE TO SEE ALL YOU LADIES THEIR...

Family
Okay so this gets a bit personal , but I have no one else to talk about it with and fuck it been crying for a hour so here it goes . I moved away from 94 to 99 moved back east to where my family is located . Came home with a beautiful little baby who was 6 months old expecting nothing really but did expect to have family . My parents are awesome they really are my mom has had two strokes when she was 34 and my dad supported us and nurse her back to health . Growing up wasn't easy cause mom was always in the hospital , I never will forget the day she had neck surgery and came home blind on her left side and couldn't talk I freaked my dad rushed her back to the hospital to find out she had a stroke and shortly after she had another . My kid brother and sister are 2 and 4 years younger than me I am the oldest. I was 13 when this all happened . I used to skip school not to go out and drink or get high with my friends instead i used to peek in the windows of my house and watch my mom all da

Try Living
life takes us in many directions we all have friends and girlfriends husbands wives children /i no some day my life will get happier its been a struggle threw the years we all have lost our loved ones threw all kinds of sickness my very first loss was when i was 10 years old my stepfather was working on a huge cadillac the jack broke the vehicle feel on top of him he died on my birthday in my imeditate family i have had two buire 75 members try living with that if it wasnt for that special some one who i care for cassandra i dont think i would have made it threw g edward beach death he was like the father i never had when he died my whole world around me crumbled

A Friend
A FRIEND A FRIEND THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT MAY COME AROUND A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOU AND ALWAYS TURN YOUR FRAUNDS UPSIDE DOWN A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO AND NEVER HAVE TO BE AFFRAID FOR WHAT THEY MAYBE THINKING SHOULD NEVER PUT YOU TO SHAME AND SO THINK OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE NOW MADE I WANT THEM ALL TO KNOW I APPRECIATETHERE SUPPORT AND ALL THE HELP THEY HAVE HAD TO GIVE I KNOW THAT IT ISNT ALWAYS EASY BUT YET THE ADVICE IS ALWAYS PLAIN SOMETHING TO HELP YOU SMILE AN BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY AND SO I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU AS I SERVE YOU IN THE ONLY WAY A SOLDIER FOR YOUR FREEDOM AN KEEPING IT STRONG AN PURE THE AMERICAN WAY.

Feelings!
Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain, to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it any more Anymore Hey you, are me Not so pretty All the world I've seen before me passing by Silent my voice I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't see Anymore I don't hear Anymore I don't speak Anymore I don't feel Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't sleep Anymore I don't eat Anymore I don't live Anymore I don't feel

See Right Threw Me!
See Right Threw Me! If you could see right threw me what would you see. A girl with misconceptions and a lot of broken dreams. If you could see right threw me you can see the pain of hurt, loneliness, and the laugh of peoples games. If you could see right threw me its not a pretty sight. My dreams your promises to make me alright. If you could see right threw me you will say I loved her once but I let her get away..

Only At Night
Only at night do I feel you here. You drift amongst the wind, through my open window. The breeze: it sinks, holding your insecurities, your pain and your resistance. Surrounding the stars, the moonlight wraps and catches in my mind. I feel you near, only in the night. The sound of your voice, drifts through me. When I lay with my head on your chest, you heart was in my ear. The beat of your existence. I'd capture the memories; of your kiss, your hurt and your goodbye. And I'd watch them fall away, but only to feel you close again. I've felt your grip loosen, I've watched you turn away. Now I'd love you alone, waiting for another day. Only at night did I wait for you. Unsure of how you felt, but afraid of letting go

A Thought
A THOUGHT TO PONDER A THOUGHT TO PONDER RUNS ACROSS MY MIND WITH EVERYDAY GETTING OLDER AN YET TRUE HAPPINESS MUST SOON PASS ME BYE WHEN I THINK OF MY PAST I TRUELLY AM BLESSED FOR THE GOOD TIMES I HAD AND THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE THAT MADE IT SO BUT YET THE THOUGHT STILL ARRISES WHAT MUST COME NEXT AND WITH EVERY SUNSET THE MOONS FINAL GLOW AND EVERY DAYS PASSING LIGHT I STILL DREAM AT NIGHT OF THE HAPPINESS YET TO COME WANTING ONLY THE BEST OUT OF LIFE I REACH FOR YOU TO HOLD I LOOK SO DEEPLY INTO YOUR EYES AND KNOW DEEP IN MY SOUL THAT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE JOY IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL BRING SO WHY SHOULD I BE THE GREATY ONE AND HOLD IT ALL TO MYSELF THIS I WILL NEVER REALIZE BECAUSE SINCE I HAVE FOUND YOU I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO

Put Some Damn Clothes On!
Earlier today, I was checking in on a profile that I have on the net to see what was going on. On what I thought everyone had, that has a page like me, is a small window that shows pictures that were just recently uploaded by friends. Kinda like our news feeds on here. This site allows adult material (frontal nudity) such as pictures, videos and so on. Not everyone posts that kind of stuff. A female friend was posting those sort of pictures and I know that I was not suppose to be able to see them. Usually only people that are in your "family" are able to see those. I decided to send her a friendly email letting her know of this and that she may want to take alternate actions to post them. I did make one short, polite comment and say that they were, "nice pics". She said nothing in return. I guess she dismissed my warning. After a few minutes, I notice that she is still posting these pictures. I assumed she did not take me seriously or that somehow, I was now able to view them. I though

It Isn't You
(He told me last night to sleep with the angels, then to come back to earth and sleep with my devil who would gladly burn in hell for one night in my arms..yeah, I'm beyond confused right now. That is not what I need, that is not what I want. So, if this poem confuses you don't feel bad. I'm there myself.) There's something about the way you said it, That I knew you were telling the truth, But I wasn't quite ready to believe you, I didn't want to believe you loved me, too. I wanted to love you with all of my heart, But I didn't want you to love me at all, I wanted you to beat me, and not care, I wanted you to say you would, but never be there. I know all of this sounds insane to you, It doesn't even make all that much sense to me, But things in my past make me who I am now, I wanted to let you love me, I just didn't know how. There's something about being abused by a male, That makes future relationships seem impossible, I don't know if you'll wait for me to

The Oath
She was standing there again. I get up, looking out of my bathroomwindow and I see the woman standing there. She's too far away to recognize, but I know it's her. I feel it. Since I've got nothing else to do, I decide to check her out. Take a closer look. So I get dressed and leave, if I'm wrong I can also go to the baker's shop. When I close my front door I put my scarf up a little, trying to protect myself from the cold. I walk around the corner and I'm disappointed when I see she's not there anymore. The tree she was under is now deserted. There's noone around. Was it my imagination? I decide to continue my walk, lost in thoughts. "Don't you know me anymore?" This voice... it's her. For a second I think about running away, but my legs fail. I turn around. "Jane?" Did I say this out loud? Cause I question the strength of my voice, I have a feeling this is only a dream. "Were you following me the last few days? How did you find me?" "Yes, it was me. Do you know what we swore y

Amazing
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong ********************************************* A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. ********************************************** I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my

Looking For Tatt Apprenticeship In Rochester, Ny Area
So I am looking for an apprenticeship in a tattoo shop somewhere in Rochester, NY. I have strong illustration skills. I also do some oil paintings, acrylic, and love pencil illustrations. I love realistic and fantasy images.

Broken Heart
Would you wipe away my tears Would you refute all my fears Would you stay with me If I needed you to see Would you hold me tight Would you kiss me good night I want to feel you next to me Instead you just let me be Would you tell me what I need to say To make the sadness go away You won't even hold my hand Emotions recoiled like a rubber band Would you kiss my cheek Dealing with pain week after week I'm tired of the tug of war games And with you calling me names Ripping and tearing my emotions down Again I pick my heart up off the ground Tired of fighting with myself to not give in Playing a game I just can't win I'm tired of trying to keep a fake smile on my face Tired of feeling like I'm wasting space To care for someone who doesn't care about me To express my love for an empty sea As though that's what it would be Would you lie to me when you say you care When tomorrow you will taunt me with an arrogant stare I will give in because I hate to fight Will th

Holy Crap You Cannot Be Serious.
What the hell is happening here? I think people have lost sight that FUBAR is just an online adult community. As much as people say how real they are here. Still none of us are anything more than the pic and name we choose to put up here. I don't get how there is "cheating" for points. I don't get why people point out the possible fakes. Who cares, why do you? I couldn't care less. I like to come here to chat with people..possibly meet new friends. All the rest, is a bunch of non sense. The downrating, the bullying and the "hunting" is complete schoolyard child silliness. If you don't want to be someones friend, dont. Block the ones you don't like. Who gives a shit really? Boys and girls, no need to berade someones profile because you see them "flirting" with someone you "like". We are online, if you like them that much..hook up for real and get over it. Okay Im done. Go ahead and comment :) WOO HOO myfirst BLOG. what do ya think?

Bombers Wanted
The TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber Family is looking for bombers. In joining Us you get a personlized Picture, and animal Morph, a membership card, and all the Crazy people you can Deal with. If we Sound like fun to you please stop by our home page and Drop a Mail or friends request and Our Owner DJ DemonWolf will get you all set up. If you check us out and we are not the right family for you, thankx for taking the time to Stop by and check us out DJ DemonWolf Owner and Founder TrueLycanFreeLanceBombers@ fubar

Darkness
In the night it's like your there By my side I feel you there Dreaming of times from the past and times to come My eyes come open and I'm alone No one here just me at home My arm reaches over just to see Your not there it's only me I close my eyes and begin to dream Darkness is a deceiving thing Dreaming together, Darkness makes it seem By: Amanda In Loving Memory of Momma

What's Up With That??
OK, I'M JUST WONDERING....WHAT DOES A PERSON ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT ? I MEAN, EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAS BEEN ALL GRUESOME AND TERRIBLE. WELL, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AWFUL TO SAY TO ANYONE, I JUST HAVE SOME STUFF I WAS WONDERING ABOUT. LIKE...HOW IN THE HECK DO THOSE GIRLS ALL GET TO THE TOP TEN?? I MEAN, I THINK IS HOW AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THERE???!!? LOL, JUST KIDDING, MAYBE IF I WAS ABOUT 25YEARS YOUNGER AND 75POUNDS LITER I COULD MAKE IT...I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT. THEY ARE ALL SOOOO BEAUTIFUL....WELL, EITHER WAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS.....KISSES EVERYONE...

Lucid Rantings Of A Shattered Psyche
Delusional Madness, perhaps a touch of crystaline clarity in the obsure little cobwebs the tempt to veil my sight. It's a carnival ride and I've got my Ride All Day ticket. The passing week has been something eventful from all perspectives. Revelations of just the level of Love actually is, and does exist. Or that notion of Family and while they may not be by blood, the bonds are there, if not stronger than those little twisting ladders of DNA. My Sister-in-Arms and her beloved Husband have been nothing but the best support in my ventures through the years. The irony is that the one thing I had in my life--the pulse and adoration of music--brought her back to the fold and strengthened our bond even further. The duo of chaotic femme fatale felines giving birth to a Brainchild creation of Heavensent `n Hellbound Radio. It's a long ride with twists and turns, and the recent step was the delightful little promotion as Management (minus the already current duties of Webmistress, DJ Te

Why I'm Not Here Much
Sorry I havent been here,,, Reason....a lot of drama...yet the main reason is...I am getting ready for surgery on Wed afternoon...Getting off my blood thinners has been scary for the surgery... Hoping that after this is all done and a new doctor...that life will be on the right track..... Also waiting to hear if I get my summer place:) So sending Luv to my friends.....Miss ya..... Luv Kelly

When Life Gets You Down!
hey everyone i know sometimes life can be one helluva drag and gets us down at times so i created this poem for me and all of you out there whos lives are getting you down. When Life Gets You Down by Jared Kinter When Life gets you down Dont curl up in the corner and cry And certainly dont just lie down and die Pick yourself up Brush yourself off Hold your head high And walk forward with the desire to fight So the woman or man you were in love with left you for something stupid So what! fight to get that person back and if that doesnt work than enjoy the single life and all it has to offer! People are judging you without knowing you hahaha what give them the right people these days are judgemental and that much is true But theres someone out there who loves what you do! You think no understands you Not true! There are many out who going thru almost the same things as you! jobs getting you down? Everyone deals with this only you can chnage that So dont cry Dont d

Desires
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he

Never Piss Off A Trucker...
NEVER PISS OFF A TRUCKER This fine upstanding member of the infamous 18th Street LA gang decided one day that he would try to car-jack a semi truck at gun point . The gangster jumped up on the driver side, while the truck was in motion, and stuck a gun in the drivers face. The only problem was that the truck driver opened up the door and knocked the attempted thief off. He lost his balance and fell under the wheels of the truck, at which time the driver slammed on his brakes, resting on top of him and decided that this was the perfect time to whip out his Fuji Disposable camera... Didn't look real until you see the third picture. Pictures scroll down Darn, hate to waste a good beer! NOW THAT HAD TO HURT! The driver was just "detaining" him until the police arrived

How Could Anyone Survive This?
Be sure to read the very last line after the photo A truck was traveling down the highway at around 1 o'clock in the morning near Tulsa, Oklahoma. Motorcyclist was traveling at ~120mph and ran into the back of the moving semi-truck.. Truck driver said he felt the impact, and it took almost a 1/4 mile for him to pull over. This is what he found... He lived. wear your helmet!

Frozen In Time
This is so weird but interesting ... This is a prank on a 'grand' scale. Over 200 people gathered at Grand Central Station in New York to pull off a 'frozen in place' act. The on looking travelers who weren't part of the act were mystified as to what was going on. Can you imagine? http://www.maniacworld.com/frozen-in-grand-central-station.html

Tears Heal
When all that's around you Seems awkward with trouble When people surround you And make your work double When all you can think of Is why do they pry When words seem to fail you It's ok to sigh When all that surrounds you Is hopeless and sad When some people harm you They treat you so bad When they leave you so lonely And tell you a lie When no thought seems to comfort It's ok to cry When tears sting the lonely And your empty heart aches When your question you ask Is why my heart breaks When friends reach a hand to you Once more you ask why When you sit there and wonder It's ok to cry When you ask yourself why again Your heart full of fear When all around hurts so Just too much to bear When you need help understanding You know you must try When nothing else helps you IT'S OK TO CRY

This Is Me
Dear reader, this is my poem So I do what I want I can write a poem to make you smile Or one to spark a thought Poems are how I speak When my lips won't make a sound Don't know how I'll be remembered When they put me in the ground I'm not made for greatness I'm not one to be heard But I can listen to what your saying And make good on my word I know I've hurt some people And I have broken trust I'm hoping time will fix the scars Time turns us all to dust I don't know how I'll be remembered Guess that is up to you My my times not close to being over And I've still got much to do You see, dear reader, I've got this friend Little pieces of her died So I don't need to be remembered If I've made her happy somewhere inside

Virginia Tech
In April it will be one year since this tragedy. Oh God I ask of Thee A Prayer for Virginia Tech Once more we look into their eyes as of their loved ones' death they learn. Piercing eyes of pain we see, Flowing tears in disbelief. Lips quiver as they question why? Hold each one close to Thy heart. No words explain the senseless loss. Feel their grasp within Thy hands Comfort their transition to your Kingdom as their eyes lose the clarity of life. We see in each the quizzical look of death. Oh God I softly ask of Thee Why, again this tragedy? One day we'll learn to trust in Thee. One day we'll live in harmony. My God touch ye the hearts of each. Their friends, colleagues, or Family. We pray you calm their souls anointing each with inner peace. ©2007 SWFLPROF@Yahoo.com

How Can I Know
Hark to bright stars of eve That capture your sight when you recline No sound would you perceive From sleeping creatures, except for mine, My call for you, And for love, too! While we are set apart Whenever you hear my name spoken, Put your hand on your heart. If you feel that your pulse hurries then I do the same Hearing your name! From your smile at my face That you love me I could not extract. But when tears leave their place They would reveal me the happy fact. Then I could see That you love me! Always I used to keep Thinking of you dreaming my time out. So you within your sleep Make me the one whom you dream about. And if not so, How can I know?

Moving!!!
I just was told today that I am being transfered to another hospital in California!!! I am sooooo excited- good bye Boston, The Italians in the north end, the cold weather and the snow! I move on April 19th!!!! They are paying for all of my stuff to be moved and they pay for my new apartment!!! YAY

Life
Pain, Love, Forgivable hearts filled to the brim, splashing over and sometimes it puts the true strength of my heart to the test. I can't linger though, I have to keep moving on. Blows from the real world will put my love and bonds to the test. Pain, Hurt-we all have unforgivable feelings, but you never quite hold a grudge forever. If you say you love someone how can you shut them out? Hatred, Pain, One lost and another found. Transparent souls and yet so different. Unknown and unseen but not forgotten. Laughter, Fun, Endless unconditional love. Family, Friends, one minute love and the next hate. In insufferable suffering and unforgivable pain,. Numbing senses, Dulled judgment. Incomplete thoughts, infillable feelings. Progressive healing will never end. Kindness, Truth, one act can go a long way. Highs, Lows, everybody has their day. Mental, Emotional, deadened pain. Joyful Love and smiling stars. Shining skies and careful lies. Deceitful people, conspiring group

A Speical Word
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Needs Help For A Happy Hour!!
This is Dragonphyre! She is going for a Happy Hour....Needs 50,000 comments & has only 3,486 left to go to reach her goal!! C'mon...go spank her with comments!! She deserves this...she has worked hard for it....... Click the link to get to the contest pic.... Also, she is on the road to GodMother'ing....Also been working REAL hard to get there...Go spank her with rates...she returns the love... ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya! Thanks Guys...

Poetic Mind
My mind always wonders It worries me night and day Thoughts get struck by lightening Leaving me with nothing to say Depending on temporary laughs Asking others for truths and signs But theres something I'll always have Is my strong Poetic Mind I appreciate my ability to intrigue And to develop my metaphorical lines But somethings just really seem to be Just extremely hard to find Like myself; I just can not find And others think I am just fine Because the only time I shine Is when I'm using my Poetic Mind

Wtf
Well today I left profile comments to about 25 peeps on my "friends" list and maybe about 5 left one back...how pathetic is that. The thing that really pisses me off is that a few that I did leave a comment to viewed my page and couldn't even leave me one or even say thank you...how fuckin rude. Well I deleted them. I don't HAVE TIME for FAKE FRIENDS nor do I need them taking up space in my list. This may sound petty to some but oh fuckin well!

Honesty
Seriously, why is this so hard for some people? I would much rather a person be upfront and honest with me then lie to me and hurt me. I may not act like I give a fuck a lot of the time but I do have feelings. Just something that has been bothering me the past few days.

What Dreams May Become Real Or Not
WHAT DREAMS MAY BECOME REAL OR NOT One dark cold night as I walked through the town the moon was full, the wind was stirring so u could feel the crispness against your cheek. Was a very quiet neighborhood could not hear anything only the trees rustling against the wind. At this very moment I came across a real creepy house it looked dam huge and with the moon shining about gave off shadows against the bricks which gave me the shivers as I went by it, not one light was on in the house and was very still and yet seemed like no life was ever in there. Suddenly I heard a scream it came at me all at once my heart was pounding so fast and so hard it felt like it could come out my throat and if anyone was by me u could hear the banging against my chest. I turned around and looked around, saw nothing except remember when I said not one light was on in house well surprise, there was one way up at the top and it had a eerie glow to it not like your usual house light. Well this is where one wo

If You Could Only See
If you could only see If I could only see the world the way it should be I would not have to worry about vengeance and violence upon thee. If I could only see the day light sky I would fly to the heavens to be with God. If I could only see the night sky it might be right to say that peace and prosperity could be brought amongst thee. If I could only see the world the way it should be, God would not allow us to be hateful and resentful towards one another. If you could see the world the way I see, would you want to live on earth where there is hate and death, or would you want to be free to fly to the heavens where there is nothing but serenity and tranquility amongst thee. It might be rightful to say that, for those who walk hand in hand with their heads high, chins up should always have positives‘, and peace with in thee. That is how you should be if you could see the world the way I want to see. Security , prosperity with no vengeance upon thee is how I truly wa

Pimp Out - Show Some Love!!
Please show these great people some love. My new FuOwner and her posse!! They are all Rockstars in my book!! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {FU-OWNED BY MY BFF ~BABS~& Drew} ~BABS~@ fubar Drew ~ Proudly Owned by TinkerbellMN84~ & April Marie and proud *Fu-Owner of MYNDA & TinkerbellMN84@ fubar DJ~Beagle@ fubar Freak ~*~ Fu-Owned by Domking123~*~@ fubar *hOlLy*@ fubar

Bid On Me!!!
Hey there everyone, I am in another auction, so I need all the help that I can get, I am well worth it, so bid on me, I do help others with theirs, so I am looking for yours. So click on the photo and start the bidding.

Spring
ask you where to go as you watch silently another spring passes through a broken heart slowly. and you are sleep and the birds are asleep and you are dreaming to another spring and another memory not our spring and not our memories But sorrow you and I far from each will live and die. it is not the fear of dying but living without you. in this strange moment i will fly away from this place and I will always carry your memory your sweet memory

Earth And Sky
He is so much like a sky Big, bright, and open. I am much like the earth Hidden, dark and quiet. He showers me with praise, adoration, hope, and comfort like drops of rain, each one a refreshing reminder of his love. I can give nothing back to the sky. Dirt cannot do much. But, gradually, if the earth is watered enough, Little bit by little bit. Maybe. The trees and flowers and plants could grow into the sky and create a fragrance that is pleasing. And the wind would sweep me off my feet Like dust, and maybe The earth can touch the sky.

Just Being Me
Alright here i am again being bored as hell but i guess that's everday though.To all ya'll that's out there that don't me.My name is Randy and i just recently join on here so give me a shout take a look at my profile.I know i don't have any photos but i plan on getting some so all of those single sexy ladies out there give me a shout also. So just to tell you about myself.I'm 5'9,around 150.Dark hair and blue eyes, i have played football for bout 9 yrs. now and i also was on the wrestling team for 2 yrs. and basketball for bout a yr. So if that gives ya'll a visual to what my body looks like i'm very athletic. but help me get shit-faced with ya'll yeah i like to party by the way.But see how i see it is that you should live life to the fullest everyday and even if you do go out today.Then at least you out with a smile. But naw that's a lil bit bout me so hit me up tell me what you think. SINCERLY YA BOI RANDY ''a.K.a'' v.I.p

Teasers Lounge
NEW NEW NEW Lounge in town. Teaser's Lounge!!!!! Teasers Lounge You like to Tease? Well get your Tease on and parttyyyy on with us! We are looking for staff but mainly DJ's or streaming music. Please help if you can! Be apart of an amazing crew and staff @ Teaser's! :) UrDreamGirl - OWNER OF Teasers

Poem From A Very Beautiful Woman Inside And Out
this is a poem my niece sent to me before she passed away of the love she had for the man of her life. bryan i want you to take this and keep it. she loved you so much and she will always be with you. Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Iz It Just Me....
Sup pplz! Well after being offline for a few dayz i was actually lookin forward to gettin back online, i mean it wasnt like i missed much really cus the person who means the most to me i communicate in other ways besides the pc. I seriously dont kno why it seems like everytime things seem to be going good or im actually happy for once...it always fails! I kno u shudnt never really trust sumone completely online but after talkin to sumone day in and day out, its hard not to develop feelings and trust is a big one for me! Anutha thing, i just dont kno why sum females like to provoke, or like to try to start childish shyt! I mean grow the fuck up and leave me the hell alone...i wud really hate for simple bytchs to be a reason for me to give up sumone i really care about! For the most part i keep to myself on here, dont bother other females and i am respectful to all friends male and female alike...especially if i kno this persons gf/bf is on the site. Shyt i wud appreciate

The three crewmembers were able to reach shore without assistance; two are hospitalized, one sustaining serious injury in the crash. National Park Service, Arkansas State Police, Marion County Sheriff' and Ralph Caney Fire Department were on scene within minutes of the incident to assist. There is little potential for a fuel spill, since the chopper was equipped with a self-sealing fuel system. The river from state Highway 14 bridge to Buffalo Point is closed to river traffic. The gravel bar and parking lot at Buffalo Point are closed until further notice. The UH-58 helicopter was on a routine mission between Clinton and Flippin Airport for the 12th Judicial Task Force, National Park Service and Arkansas State Police when the incident occurred.

Never Never Land
The video on my page "Never Never Land" is dedicated to all those people, men and women alike, who have changed for the better for the ones they love. It takes a real person to realize that one must grow up one day or else they risk losing the best things in their life. Listen to the words and learn and live and love!

Families...
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Wtf?!
So really i just wanna know what is tha deal, people ask u to vote on them, but really all they want to say is hey idiot click the 10, cuz we know no one can have a realopinion for themselves without offending anyone. me personally i would rather get real feedback, if u wanna rate me a 5 cuz that's what u think then so be it, but don't do it just to be a bitch really what do u gain out of it. And by the way asking me to change my rating?!! come on can we say desperate!! Has anyone else had these issues or is it just the way it is vote 10 or don't vote????

I Cant Stand Those
I can`t stand those/Miss my assets are the best of me/ I'm so hot the cops should be Arrestin me/ Can't go through life with jus the bare nacessity's/ when it comes to drugs my nose is the best for me/if theres a wrinkle in my dress it starts stressing me, but that only happens when ugly puts a hex on me/ The 12 digits in the bank reflex on me/from my cloths ta my diamond rings/i can buy any thing an u cant do a damn thing}{Listen here u stuck up bitch u gonna get jacked/what u dont know in ten yrs youll be fat/broke as a joke now u live in a shack/went from riches ta plan hoodrat/O`shit wheres yo money at i thought it had yo back/talkin all that smack now look where u at/trin ta work ta get back ,but u aint goin nowhere workin at da waffle shack/wit yo funny hat no tips cuz u fat cold sores that attack/bitch u better step back}{I bet u would change the way u act if u could go back apologizin for all that smack wantin yo life back[Jus ta let u know this could be real not jus a rap!!!]

Why???
LOL maybe i am just new to this site but I found an old friend back in the day I use to know.. Commented on there page and they replied to see how i was etc etc. But when i go to reply back I'm block lol... I just think its weird you can block your own friends on your friends list from ever having contact with you... anyways melissa if you get this unblock my ass lol later chris

Contest = Fubucks
Legends Saloon Is Now Holding A Open To All & The Person To Bring In The Most Members In A Week Minimal 20 people to Win The Fu Bucks WINS Just Let Everyone You Send In Know to Let Us Know Who Sent Them!! Or You Can Send Me A Private Message! So Make sure To Drop By Join Us and Join in The FUN!!!! All Of Our DJ's Rock!!

Annonymous
I have only been on fubar for a very short time but I have noticed that there are alot of people that come on here & don't create a profile or lie !!! Why not create a profile is there something they are hiding?Why stay annonymous? Alot of them also state they are single but then u find out they are either in a relationship or are married ...what do they think they are gonna come on fubar & find sum1 that is stupid enough to add them & start a relationship with them when they are hiding sumthing... I know I won't add or chat with any1 that doesn't have pic,age or even them that say they haven't decided what gender they are!!!! If u are gay,bi or lesbian come out of the closet & be a ladie or a man about urself!!! I belive a few of the people on fubar that are hiding sumthing need 2 grow up... school day's are over!!! This is fubar not romper room !!!!!!!

Secrets
Secrets kept, held, in our heart, where they dwell, secrets of love, secrets of life, secrets of grief, secrets of strife, secrets are given, secrets are told, to someone you trust, for them to hold, secrets are hidden, away from the light, inside you they shine, like stars in the night, secrets of anger, secrets of madness, secrets of tears, secrets of sadness, secrets are whispered, again and again, secrets they cause us, oh so much pain, yet still we hold them, deep down inside, left in our hearts, thats where they'll hide.

Falling
Why do we fall? If its not worth it all, We verbally speak, Yet words we seek, we visually see, yet love we never free. I'm inside this frame, surrounded by tears of fame. Never could reach the sky, thats why I'd cry, How hard to be me? complete will I never be. Living in a world of tyranny, In search of an enemy. I feel like I'm tall, seen by all, My only wish is to crawl. How does it feel? Longing to be real, not knowing I can feel, Living when I'm not ill, Inevitably I'm still Is my destiny fulfilled? My life fully revealed? My loyalty concealed? Why do we fall?

Jedi And Melon
WE are a couple who are in love. WE do not want to see all your naked pics. WE do not share our naked pics. If you make a comment about one of US, you make it about both of US. Remember when you are on here and you see this name logged on, it may be either of US logged on. So you all better be very careful what comments or messages you send out to US because you guys may be talking to Jedi and you ladies may be talking to Melon. WE do not want to join other couples or singles or groups for "adult fun". WE are not into that kind of scene. WE are totally into each other and that is all. DO NOT TRY TO CONTACT US WANTING TO MEET ONE OF US WITHOUT THE OTHER BECAUSE IT AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN. Hopefully there are some real people out there who will respect US and WE have so far met a few. Hopefully they will all be as considerate.

Legend's Saloon Contest
Legends Saloon Is Now Holding A Open To All & The Person To Bring In The Most Members In A Week Minimal 20 people to Win The Fu Bucks WINS Just Let Everyone You Send In Know to Let Us Know Who Sent Them!! Or You Can Send Me A Private Message! So Make sure To Drop By Join Us and Join in The FUN!!!! All Of Our DJ's Rock!!

Pedestal
Put on a pedestal by everyone around Brought up to be someone he wasn't Only to feel that he'd let us down You can see the pain on his face You'll want to hug him and take it all away Just wrap your arms around his waist Tell him that you love him and never let go Do anything for him Just to see his face glow Even if a smirk maybe all you will get Tell him every second your with him You mean it when you say its worth it When he tells you that he doesn't want to hurt you Smile and tell him that he can't No matter what you two may go thru So that boy on the pedestal the one who can't smile Next time your with him kiss him sweetly Pull him to you and ask him to stay awhile

Info1
1 1/2 pounds (600 g) ground white meat turkey 1/2 ounce (15 g) skim milk cheddar cheese sliced into very thin slices 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) kosher salt freshly ground pepper vegetable cooking spray 1 large cooking apple such as Braeburn, Granny Smith, or Macintosh, cored and cut into slices 2 ounces (60 g) red onion, thinly sliced 1/2 red pepper (2 ounces) cut in julienne strips 4 whole wheat rolls mustard (optional) low-sodium ketchup (optional) 1. Shape the turkey into 8 round uniform patties. Top 4 with cheese and top with another patty, pressing the sides of the patty down to enclose the cheese. 2. Coat 2 skillets with cooking spray. Cook the patties in one skillet and the apple and vegetables in the other until done. 3. When ready to serve, place a turkey double-patty on each of the 4 rolls, top with apples and vegetables and (if using) pass the mustard and low-sodium ketchup. Per serving: 351 calories (13% calories from fat), 46 g protein, 5 g total

The Perfect Place
It's shallow depths that scrape your skin, yet, not enough to harm you. And, floating dreams of some odd sort; the beauty in surrounding wind. It's perfection in delightful ways - sketching figures in such calm, cool waters. And, no sounds can be heard, but the movement against sparkling ice. The sun sets - so delicious in it's own way, like a burning fire over this wondrous glazed earth. The darkness settles, but no fears seem to arise - the perfect place for the most imperfect person. - - - And, I still feel here at home - inside and out, the wonderful peace surrounding my being . . . as if no problems belong to me, nor this earth; . . . If only it were true, my perfect utopia.

My Pen
Each and every time I pick up my pen thoughts flow to places I have never been my thoughts through my pen can go anywhere as I can go here and I can go there. The ink flowing from my pen to words I create and when I am done there is no debate there are many who actually await for the next set of words I will create. My talent is created in the form of words they will touch both your ears and your heart so if you want to enjoy and feel my words you must open and let them into your heart. So please encourage me to pick up my pen and I will take you to wonderful places again hopefully my words will touch your heart and with that thought, Now I Must Part...

Recipe1
1 7-inch (17.5 cm) fat-free flour tortilla 1 teaspoon (5 ml) prepared or Dijon mustard 1 ounce sliced deli turkey breast 1 ounce (30 g) shredded reduced-fat Jack cheese 1. Place the tortilla on a paper towel and microwave on HIGH (100%) power to 30 seconds. Transfer tortilla to a work surface. 2. Spread the top of the tortilla with mustard and arrange half of the turkey to within 1/2-inch (1.25 cm) of the edge. 3. Evenly sprinkle the cheese over the turkey and top with remaining turkey. 4. Roll up like a burrito and loosely wrap in microwave-safe plastic wrap or waxed paper. 5. Microwave on HIGH power (100%) power for 45 to 60 seconds, until tortilla is warm and cheese is melted. Carefully unwrap and cut in half or leave whole. Serve warm. Per serving: 222 calories (24% calories from fat), 17 g protein, 6 g total fat (3.6 g saturated fat), 25 g carbohydrate, 1 g dietary fiber, 31 mg cholesterol, 895 mg sodium Diabetic exchanges: 2 lean meat, 1 1/2 carbohyd

Recipe2
2 slices raisin bread 2 teaspoons (10 ml) reduced-fat mayonnaise 1 teaspoon (5 ml) prepared mustard (optional) 2 ounces (60 g) sliced deli turkey ham 1 small apple, cut in half, cored, and thinly sliced 1 lettuce leaf, washed and drained on paper towels 1. Lay bread slices on a cutting board. In a small bowl, combine mayonnaise and mustard, if using 2. Spread the mayonnaise mixture on the top side of each bread slice. 3. Fold each turkey ham slice into quarters and place on 1 slice of bread. Arrange the apple slices on top of the turkey ham. Cover with the lettuce leaf. 4. Place the second slice on top of the lettuce, mayonnaise side down. 5. Serve at once, or cut into half or quarters and serve. Per serving: 304 calories (24% calories from fat), 15 g protein, 8 g total fat (2.2 g saturated fat), 45 g carbohydrate, 5 g dietary fiber, 45 mg cholesterol, 896 mg sodium Diabetic exchanges: 2 lean meat, 3 carbohydrate (2 bread/starch, 1 fruit)

Help :(
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

Life
well this is a bit awkward but my hubby has been reading up on women who squirt....LOL idk if thats for real though it looks like the women are peeing...LOL i have read myself it is true. Can anyone tell me if they have experienced this or tell me where i can find more info ? i mean when i cumm i cumm but idk about Squirting :) ty Peace

Sometimes
Some times life can be hard not always easy and never fun maybe you should try looking at it through the barrel of a gun. look at it this way there will always be one there will always be some one taller, better, faster, stronger but maybe just maybe every once in a while some one is looking at you thinking the exact same thing

You Know U Are A Firefighter When>
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A FIRE FIGHTER WHEN 1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have

What Is It?
My interpretation of love Is to crace something that's so far away Such as the perfect man That will come home to you everyday Or a female that will be real And always stay true So my interpretation of love Is a lust that is stretched by what we do Love is imaginary at the begining Then reality slaps you in the end Love is disquised as that one person That pretends to be your best friend So to me love can only last so long A couple weeks, months, or years Then it's all the sudden gone And you're the one left in tears So i can't say i believe in love But i do believe in lust Because it's the one thing That we can always trust It will be there physically and even emotionally too So think of a persons lust The next time they say "I Love You"

Random
LETS PLAY TRUTH OR DARE (0: Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat

This Is What I Want
Give me passion, give me heat. I want to feel you next to me. I want love, I need fire. Are you the one that I desire? I can’t breathe when you talk to me... I’m going out of my mind. I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s loves illusions I recall I really don’t know love at all... Show me. Hold me. Touch me. Kiss me. I pray you never let me go. Be my happily ever after. Your name must be written on the clouds, Everywhere I look you are found. Can you find your happiness with me Am I the girl in you dreams All it takes is one step.... Let’s dream together tonight.

Home
I had a home a life before a roof to hide me away from heel a safe place to dwell i lost my home my life and more no place to go no where to know i lost my mind or maybe gained one then lost, i bit, i screamed, i tore, id laugh and bleed i lost my family maybe it was never real but i have memories, scars i can never heal i lost my life for a period of time from which i cant remember no summer, no rain, no snowy december though still i have no sanity i slowly gained things back a new house, and then another a new family, an almost brother my old life has disapeared one thing that changed for good was the laughter of the little girl who bled all over her small world my mind i will not miss ive found the place i belong a place i might remember, a place ill always know finally, im home

Daydream
Flowers Blooming Bees Buzzing Id give anything to be taken away from here So I Close my eyes Take a deep breath and I'm gone Into a world that does not hurt me A place that has no worries, no pain or hate or loneliness Where the birds sing the sun shines, brightly and I am everything Taken away from myself and everyone else Until I wake up by a sound I find familiar But I hope this time it will last Forever

Time
sitting here waiting the clock going tick tick tick why should we waste anymore time i love you.. you say you love me i say "baby come to me " but she holds you back from something we both have dreamed i cant hold back.. my feelings are just to strong but i sit here in shadow waiting until i can say that you are mine come take my hand .. and dont look back let the people that hurt us stay behind as we move on to a life of love , caring and yes happiness the clock is ticking tick tick tick

Dare Ya
SEX APPLICATION 1. Your Name: Beth 2. Age: 20 (almost 21) 3. Favorite position(s) ? I love doggy or either one on top 4. Do you think I'm hot? yeah 5. Would you have sex with me? Yeah 6. Lights on or off? However you like it. 7. Would you have to be drunk? No 8. Would you take a shower with me? Yeah I love showers with other people LOL. You'd have to get me out of my self conscious shell first though 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Yeah 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? Prolly stay if you'd let me (I'm a woman for Christ's sake I like to cuddle) 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? Yeah 12. Co

Hubby Overseas
My hubby made it to kuwait about 2 1/2 weeks ago. He will be going to iraq to where he is suppose to be at soon. i was just hoping for all the prayers for him and his unit to make it back home safe and sound.. I love my hubby and i am very proud of him and all the other troops that are over there.. I support my hubby 100% and ofcourse all the other units overthere too... well that is all i have to say i am asking because i have alot going on in my life and prayers help out alot

Just Because
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppost to let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more then once and it's harder everytime! You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with a best friend. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back! When you read this and i mean honestly read this. You will find the truth about it. You will nod your head at pretty much everything this quote says and for once this is how im going to try to live my life. No more stressing out over the littest things in the world. Maybe this is how you find inner peace and happiness with yourself.

In English Please!
Tonight I came across a bulletin, and although I agree with the sentiments it contained, I did have to laugh just a little bit...here is the bulletin I'm talking about: -------------------------------------------------- STUPID/SAD PEOPLE (repost) THIS IS MY RANT ABOUT THIS SITE AND WHAT IT HAS BECOME OVER THE TIME I HAVE BEEN ON HERE!!! THERE IS SO MANY JUDGE MENTAL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE. IT IS GETTING REALLY STUPID. PEOPLE WILL JUDGE U B/C UR FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ON HERE AND THEY WILL NOT BE FRIENDS WITH U B/C OF IT OR UR ALL READY THERE FRIENDS AND THEY FIND OUT THAT UR FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON THAT THEY DON'T LIKE AND THEY DELETE U B/C OF IT. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS ON HERE? WELL IT SEEMS TO ME THAT WE AREN'T AT ALL. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT MOST OF US R IN PUBLIC SCHOOL AND DIDN'T GROW UP YET. WELL I CAN SAY I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP. I JUST WANT TO BE A TOYS R' US KID. LOL. BUT THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT. THERE IS A TIME WERE US ADULTS WANT TO GO BACK AND BE A

My Birthday.
Hi to all my friends old and new my birthday is Thursday its hard to think I been on this site now alil over 2 yrs wow how time flys and lots of real good friends have made it a great time thank you all for being my friend and letting me have a chance to be your friend also and getting to know some of you too. I will be 37 wow imagine that as the day comes up I thank you all for helping me celebrate my birthday and hang out with all my great friends on this site thank you all for all the love you have shown me with the loss of my ferret a few months ago back also. I still have yet to find my brother but I never give up hope he will always be in my heart no matter what and of course the great tattoo of the skeleton ripping outta my left chest in his memory. no telling what il do for my birthday but what ever it il be sure to take pics soo you all can check them out also. Thank you all my good friends once again.. your friend .. Jay

Just A Dream
I lay on the couch Staring deep into the fire place Mind in a slumber Day’s light fading to blue Fingertips tingle, ache, For want of touching you. Lips their sweet moistness, Crave the taste of you. Eyes gaze longingly, Upon your naked chest. Hands, dream of caressing, Rob you of your breath. My hot breath, blowing softly, Softly, Across your skin. Teeth, nibble gently, Sweet torment to begin. Tongue, slowly trailing, Trailing, a line within a fire. Hear you moan, Cry out my name, As passion flares within your eyes. All my endless thoughts, sexual desires, Become centered only upon you. As the flame, Burns, To a bright and glowing blue. Eyes focus to the fading blue It’s a new day once again Dream faded with the flames It all seamed so true

Sweet And Innocent Hoochie!
This is always a point of controversy..I say I am sweet and innocent!! You all know I am! But you can't admit it!! So let's see, do you believe the hoochie is sweet and innocent??? Answer truthfully!!! *shout me if ya need bribes* lol *huggies to everyone* lol

Dreamers (written 1/23/08
I realize I was in a dark place when I wrote this blog entry back then. I have come a long way since then. I just wanted to share this and reflect a bit for myself as to where I was at that time and where I am now. Here it is. There are good things and bad things about being a Dreamer. Dreamers have really great dreams and when they are made into reality they affect the world in a positive way. They take the idea that was in that dream and use it to drive themselves to go further in life. It takes a dreamer to make amazing works of art, write amazing books and it even takes a dreamer to become a musician or a dancer. The downside to being a dreamer is you live in a fantasyworld quite a bit. Sometimes when you are like me you have a hard time distinguishing the two and what was a reality you think is a dream and what is a dream is your reality so to speak. It leads to a destructive path at times because you tend to think what was in your head is actually happe

I Am A Grandmom!!
My grandson Adin Michael finally arrived 3/31/08 at 1:31am. He weighed in at 7.09 and was 20 1/4 inches long. Baby and mom are doing fine. I however am exhausted and will still be MIA a few more days as I still have to bring Adin and his mommy home in the next 48 hours and get them settled in.

On Cam
Ring your friend before he / she goes to work and say " I'm so sorry to hear you got fired ! " - Act surprised they didn't know yet. Wet a tissue with milk and run around holding the tissue to your eye pretending you stuck your pen in your eye, when somebody comes close, squeeze the tissue to make the Milk spurt out all over the place. Place Cling-film over the toilet seat - an old prank but a good one ! Ring your friend and pretend to be from the local GPs office. Tell them they might have Newcastles Disease ( a chicken disease - don't tell them that ). Sign somebody up to an embarrasing email newsletter. Go around the office and tell random people that a particular person (e.g. your friend) wanted them to drop over at 11am - they will be surprised when 50 people drop around to their cubicle at once. Start a rumour that your company is being taken over and loads of staff will be made redundant. Watch the onset of panic. Put loads of Pencil (scribble and really bui

The Accident, 4 Years Later
OK all...this is what came to mind today so here I go. Most of you on fubar, were not part of my life to see this happen. BUT - On April 26, 2004, my life changed forever. I was traveling down Dixie Highway in Florence. This was at 4:15pm on a spring day. I cannot remember where I was going, only that I was outside of a grocery store. I approached, and stopped to cross the exit of the store. As I did so, a pickup truck came into view, and just then...the unthinkable. I was hit. The truck's driver did not see me cross in front of him, and he hit me, wedging my wheelchair (WITH ME STILL STRAPPED INTO IT), under his truck and proceeding to drag me 15 feet or more down the roadway. This was the resulting damage to my wheelchair: Yes folks...this is what happens when you're hit by something large, and it catches you underneath. I was not seriously injured. Thank God for that. Most people, that hit would have certainly been devastating. God was certainly with me on that date.

Grow The Fuck Up!!
After all these years, i think i finally get it... whenever most of us guys hear girls complain about getting hit on all the time, we laugh it off, and think they are being whiny and stupid... but i now understand what the girls mean... i didnt realize just how stupid guys can be until i was in one of the lounges for awhile. The girls that come in there are all cool with each other, there's never any arguing or fighting, almost like they are a team. But the dudes, half of them come in there, and within minutes, they are already asking for YIM or even phone numbers and i didnt realize just how annoying it is until i could see it on screen how bad guys can get...its one thing to flirt and have fun...but there is so much "hey baby" out there, its any wonder why most girls even bother going anywhere or doing anything... i thought about it, and this is how i was able to explain it to friends at work (the guys)...we have a lot of, well, not attractive people at work, many who

Something Stuck In My Head
so a few weeks ago i met this guy online. we talked off and on for a while and this last week it been awesome. i have been on cloud nine all week. i know theres this stuff with online crap and fu wedding and stuff like this. but i believe that this could BE THE guy i want to be with forever. am i crazy for this? hes so smart, so sexy, the biggest sweetheart i have ever met! hes everything i am looking for. and my god he beautiful! its so crazy i find myself not being able to think cause i just sit there and think and think about him and his smile and what is would be like to kiss his lips. and i have never had anything like this happen to me before EVER! i graduate from college in a month and i am seriously going to touch him in person! so how many people think i am crazy? hazel= crazy ima out bye guys

Last Call
The Games Will Begin @6:pm CST Today April 1st Accepting Entries Untill Game Time PRESS PLAY! Do you think you have what it takes? Only the strong will survive,it's a game of wits and stratagey. If your feeling's are easily hurt this game isnt for you! OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to co

Mummys Of Mention
It's been know to me (at least) that there is some REAL comedic talent going on in the MUMMs. Once in a while a clever MUMM is posted, but more often than not, the true genius is in the resulting comments. I'm going to add different categories and try to spotlight some of the people I think have talent and some that are just smart,, but mostly hot chicks I want to butter up, some of them just happen to be what i consider,, really freaking funny and/or clever. I figure that it will be an ongoing work in progress type of thing, because every day someone says something that makes me laff. Feel free to paste in comments, because i miss a lot.

In The Mist Of The Morning
Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray. Surrounding me taking me into its arms. Calling, beckoning, whispering softly it calls to me draws me near. Telling me I have nothing to fear I follow, listening, feeling. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray calling me. I feel a presence with me. Reaching out my hand, touching, grasping, warmth and comfort fill my being. And I know with out seeing I have felt love. Through the mists you reached for me, and guided my steps to thee. Love filled our hearts, and our souls became one. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray surrounding us.

April Fools
Hey everyone. Today is April Fools and I'm back to work. Well, I got back yesterday, and it sucks, after being off for almost a week. The vacation was wonderful though. I slept over half of the time, finally got caught up. Well, I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I need to have surgery on my hand. He is going to go in and take out all the metal and work with the scar to see if I can get my range of motion back. I'm tired of not being able to ball a fist when I want to punch someone out. Just kidding. The lady at the doctor's office is going to call me today to set up the surgery. Anywho, on to the purpose of this blog. Like I said, today is April Fools, and I always love a good prank. I can't really do any, because today I just can't seem to think of any. I heard a cute one on the radio this morning. Go into work early, before everyone gets there, and take the little ball out of their mouse. Then, when they get to work and try to work their computers, they will freak out

Real Gun Control!
Shooting in Butte, Montana Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders Butte, Montana November 5, 2007 Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, probably believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things: they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from the 11-year-old's knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a blast to the left shoulder and staggered out into the street where he bled to death before

A Blog Question On Leveling
Hello Everyone, I have recently noticed a profile that was made in the last two days from when I viewed it. And some how this female was a at a high level of 21 , 22 or something like that. How do you get to such a high level in just two day ?

Help This Lady Godmother!!!!
We have another GodMother in the making here...I am asking for help getting there...She has been working extremely hard & returns the love!! Let's have her GodMother before the day is over, so we can add her to the evergrowing list!! Only 224,994 left..& dropping......help me spank her with rates!!!! ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya!! LMAO...she is going to get tired of me promoting her....so go HELP her soooooooooooooon!!!!

Love Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visiually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminaiting us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

Dedicated To My Mother
In memory of my mother, Catherine Ann You were a precious gift from God above, so much beauty, grace and love. You touched our hearts in so many ways, your smile so bright even on the bad days. You heard God's whisper calling you home, you didn't want to go and leave us alone. You loved us so much, you held on tight, till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight. He had called your name twice before, you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore. So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away, knowing that with our love we will be together again some day. R.I.P Mom, Love Dani

First Time On Here
well i just recently joined this website and i must say it moves at a fast pace thats for sure which is a good thing because myspace gets kind of boring lol well anyways i want to say thank you to my friend boo for showing me this website and to the people that have already made me a friend thanks to all

Possibly The Best Person On Fubar
I want to introduce everyone to my Fu-Owner.He is a wonderful guy and a great friend.His name is Taz and here he is.If he is not on your friends list then he should be. He is one of the best people to know on fubar.FAN HIMADD HIMRATE HIMTaz E Devil@ fubarHe loves to get bombed with photo comments so stop by his page and show him mad love.This Pimpout Brought To You ByJUMPINJOY2DAY~~DREAM GIRLZ~~OWNED BY "TAZ" ME LIL DEVIL!!!@ fubar

Wanna See The Nsfw?
you gotta vote on each of these links for me link seven doesnt work but 1-6 does but not only do u have to vote but u have to vote twice a day, at least 12 hours in between and then after one week of doing it(that would mean u voted at least 14 times) then u will be given access to my nsfw's for two weeks each time. OR u can vote daily and never have to worry about being taken off. i DO add new ones often, im sumwhat of a cam whore lol anyways heres the links Please take the few moments of time and vote for Alternative RO [ vote 1 ][ vote 2 ][ vote 3 ][vote 4 ][ vote 5 ][ vote 6 ][ vote 7 ]

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends"

Finally Happy
Okay, Allan and I got back together and have been back together for a few weeks now. we are happy, and it is going really good so far. I do have a few issues though. His ex-girlfriend (the one he cheated on me with) still has not come to pick up her shit from his apartment. It is really starting to agravate me. I know she has left it there in hope that she will someday get him back, well it is NOT going to happen. I love him and will not give him up, especially to her. I just really wish she would come and get her shit, b/c it is causing arguments between Allan and I. I am meeting his family tomorrow, and i am excited and nervous all at the same time. Well i guess that is all for now...

Personal Demons
...I'm a fairly talented guy, who's done a lot, but hasn't really gone anywhere in life. ...Don't get me wrong. I've had a great time. ...But I've always fought a powerful depression that caused me to drift aimlessly into drugs and self abuse.A depression that crippled me...hobbled me..'til I was ultimately, a victim of my own misguided energies. ...I was so frustrated at my unused and wasted potential, that I let it eat me alive from the inside, turning me into a wretched, cynical, Scrooge-like,egoist. ....I call it Wasted Potential Madness. .....The only cure is for me to try and be the very best and complete version of me possible on a daily basis. Drown the bitterness in productivity, and use the time I have left to the fullest advantage. .....As soon as I realized this, I felt a sudden alignment with my, now deceased, relatives. My Mom and Dad, Sis and Bro. My Grandparents and their Parents. I feel them all standing behind me, cheering. ....Oriental cultures revere the eld

Submission
A World Of Absolutes By Jack Peacock The world around us is one of situational ethics and malleable values. Everything is relative to the moment. The professed standards for today are compromised tomorrow for the sake of expediency. Some people thrive in an environment like that, while others feel as if cast adrift, struggling to stay afloat by clinging to a few straws of consistency. Some of us find those straws in a Master-slave relationship. An M-s lifestyle is one of absolutes. One's role in life is precisely defined. Obligations and privileges are spelled out in unambiguous terms. Two people enter into a partnership where one will take the lead, and the other will follow in support. There are no vacations, no time outs, no reversal of positions. Laws and rights are irrelevant; no outside agency dictates how they will live. The structure of their lives together is based on the trust, and faith, each one has in the other. A Master leads. Not just when it's easy or fun.

Behind Your Eyes
BEHIND YOUR EYES BHEIND YOUR EYES I SEE SUCH A GREAT PERSON WITH A HEART OF AN ANGLE AND THE BEAUTY OF A GODDESS WITH JUST ONE LOOK YOU MELT MY HEART FROM THE LITTLE THINGS YOU DO JUST TO MAKE ME SMILE AND I KNOW WITH JUST ONE TOUCH I WILL BE YOURS FOREVER FROM THE HOLD IN YOUR ARMS TO THE LOVE FROM AFAR MY HEART WILL BE YOURS AS I DREAM OF YOU AT NIGHT I FEEL SO WHOLE ON THE INSIDE IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE HELD SUCH A GREAT PASSION FOR LIFE AN I NEED TO SHARE MY FEELINGS FROM THE INSIDE AND LOT YOU KNOW JUST HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL I HAD FELT FOR SO LONG LIKE I HAD LOST MY LIGHT NOW THAT YOU ARE MYING MY LIFE FEELS SO COMPLETE AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE FAITHFULLY JUST FOR YOU

Life
Hi Everyone. Sorry I havent been on Fubar for a while. Ive been very busy with work the past while and havent had the time to spend time on here. I havent forgotten any of you and I will catch up with you all as soon as I can. Love, hugs & Kisses to you all Willie XOXOXOXOX

Is It A Fantasy?
Last night at about 10 pm i was in the middle of watching a movie. A pretty bad ass movie, called we own the night. I was at the foot of the bed, laying on my frontside. My b/f was laying on his side of the bed with his legs and feet propped up against the the small of my back. Through out the movie, he would massage my back and ass with his feet. Granted that it felt good, i was too engrossed into this movie and i wanted to finish it. I mean, play with me after the movie...lol. right? anyways...i smacked him and told him to quit. He rises up and then starts massaging my ass with his hands and then kisses it with some nibbling. O.k...he got my attention. I then start focusing on him. What does he do? Lays right back down!!! Can you believe this? ok...so, maybe i sound a lil too easily aroused but dammit! Then, i lay there, shaking my head. He says, what? with a shit eating grin on his face. I said, you know what! Now, he does this alot. i can be in the kitchen cleaning

Moving Day
Ok so we are supposed to leave for WA tonight i am overwhelmed with emotions lol. i don't know weather to cry smile or whatever..... I'm seriously excited I know that Make a new life with My Future Hubby Wade and it is a new place for me...... by NC i'll be back though. We want to settle in NC near my family which I LOVE the idea. but yeah just had to update everyone really quick lol

April Fool's Day
Origin The origins of this custom are complex and a matter of much debate. It is likely a relic of the once common festivities held on the vernal equinox, which began on the 25th of March, old New Year's Day, and ended on the 2nd of April. Though the 1st of April appears to have been observed as a general festival in Great Britain in antiquity, it was apparently not until the beginning of the 18th century that the making of April-fools was a common custom. In Scotland the custom was known as "hunting the gowk," i.e. the cuckoo, and April-fools were "April-gowks," the cuckoo being a term of contempt, as it is in many countries. One of the earliest connections of the day with fools is Chaucer's story the Nun's Priest's Tale (c.1400), which concerns two fools and takes place "thritty dayes and two" from the beginning of March, which is April 1. The significance of this is difficult to determine. Europe may have derived its April-fooling from the French.[1] French and Dutch ref

You Know Who You Are!
CARRIE UNDERWOOD LYRICS "Before He Cheats" Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karaoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name i

Be A Secret Wish Granter
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Life
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Chippendales
East Coast Chippendales Show Ok Ladies! Here‘s your chance to see them live and in person! Get some girls together and come hang out with me at the Chippendales show. I‘ll be signing up new recruits and raffling off a basket of goodies!!!!! When: Thursday April 3, 2008 Where: West Shore Hardware Bar. Holiday Inn, in Mechanicsburg When: Thursday April 3, 2008 Time: Show starts at 8 P.M. doors open at 7 P.M. for more info go to www.chippendales.com Hope to see ya there!

Just Wondering....
so just thought i would see if anyone really reads these. i know i don't, but if i took the time to write them, would people read them?? if your reading this, let me know, and give me a topic for my next one,or else you'll have to hear about my life, and trust me, that won't be any fun!

Ash
1. FULL NAME?: Ashley Maria Johnson 2. NICKNAME?: Ash 3. D.O.B?: December 29, 1989 4. P.O.B?: Washington, D.C. 5. ZODIAC SIGN?: Capricorn 6. M OR F?: Female 7. GRADE?: College Frosh 8. SCHOOL?: Villanova University 9. OCCUPATION?: student 10. RESIDENCE?: Fedigan (at the moment) 11. Yahoo SCREEN NAME?: asherdoodle 12. HAIR COLOR?: dark brown 13. HAIR LENGTH?: Medium-Long 14. EYE COLOR?: Brown 15. BRA SIZE?: 36DDD 16. HEIGHT?: 5â€™5â€ 17. BRACES?: nope never 18. GLASSES?: Nope 19. PIERCINGS?: Both ears, tragus 20. TATTOOS?: Nope 21. RIGHTY OR LEFTY?: Righty Â»Â»Â»â—My Firstsâ—Â«Â«Â« 22. FIRST BEST FRIEND?: Michelle Cunha 23. FIRST AWARD?: some sort of ribbon in 2nd grade 24. FIRST SPORT?: Soccer 25. FIRST PET?: Snoopyâ€¦a beagle of course 26. FIRST NEEDLE?: in my butt when I was a baby 27. FIRST CONCERT?: U2 28. FIRST LOVE?: Alex Esteban Â»Â»Â»â—Favorite Thingsâ—Â«Â«Â« 29. MOVIE?: The Devil Wears Prada 30. TV PROGRAM?: Lost 31. COLOR?: Pink, blue,

Ladies Read
hey girls this is the guys and we have something we would like to say to u We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.... It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel