Fubar Blogs 5

Missing You
I sit at my computer and wait In my room I try to relax But my mind is running wild I know you must be having fun But the truth is that I feel sad when I dont see you On your computer In my room my thoughts Run wild thinking of you I want you to come home soon So that I don't have to miss you For one more day...

One Passion
Walking by you in my mini I catch you in the corner of my eye Looking me up and down Quickly turn the corner and lean against the wall What could he be thinking? Do I walk past again? Or do I continue walking this way? Finally I have decided to walk past you again To see if I was seeing things the first time This time was different When I walked by you this time I felt your strong but gentle hand Grab my arm and pull me close You lean in And whisper in my ear I want to make love to you I look deeply into your green eyes And tell you to come back to my place Opening my front door Grab you and pull you in Drag you into my room All while passionately kissing Your beautiful, sexy lips You open my bedrooms door Pick me up and continue to kiss me While kissing me softly You lay me on my bed Kissing me down my neck I push you on to your back And climb on top of you Begin to kiss your lips and neck Slowly you lift my skirt up And gently spread my

Reality
One to many times I sit and stare off with all these questions in my head and I can't answer them. I start to think of random stuff from the past, part of me wants to cry, but all I do is start to laugh. Whenever something good comes along, something bad ten times worse wipes everything away. It's like living in a bad dream. You start to make it to the top and a landslide tumbles you back down. Stress is a big key in life. It's how you handle it that shapes us into who we become. Sometimes, you get pushed over the edge and you become labeled a basket case. A threat to society. When will the pressure ever stop? You always have to be watching over your back. The second you let your guard down is the second you get beat down. It's like there's no escape to life's misunderstanding's, pressures, and depression. All you can do is run around and hope that you don't fall victim to life's many threats. All you can do is stay trapped inside, with no escape.

Weirdos On Fubar....!
alright.... I'm getting pretty annoyed at all the jerks that act like pigs on here. Its so not cool and it sure as hell doesn't make the rest of us men look like prince charming. IS there no end to 55 yr old men telling 18 yr old girls they're hot and trying to get them to post nsfw pics so they can jerk off? There is no way to stop them i guess, but i would just like to state that i, Cole Smith, am not a pig/perv/Weirdo. If you don't believe me then try me and see if you feel the same after we've conversed. There are plenty of men that feel exactly the way i do one here so before you ladies just blow a man off because of some irrelevant reason please give him one chance, just one.

Contest
Please help her in her contest. She is trying to win a choice of a 7 day blast or a month VIP. Just take a few minutes to stop by and comment on her contest photo...Thanx your friend Scooter!!! (repost of original by '$ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}' on '2008-04-04 18:21:28')

Cyberstalker
Ok, You all wanted it Blogged, so here it is. It started a couple years ago when i met this chic at a party at a local sports bar. She looked lost, and alone so I went over to welcome her. We quickly became good friends. Then another mutual 'friend' came between us telling her lies about me and she believed them. Until later, when she got into a huge disagreement with the other friend. She came running back to me. Then a few months later, i did something really stupid and later admitted it to her. She forgave me and took me back as friend again. Well all this happened over a span of about 2 years. A few months ago, she found out something I chose to keep private. She got all over my back because of it, and walked away again. This was MY Private life, and she treated me as if she wre my mother. Now, I have a tracker on my myspace, and a couple other accounts that allow me to see who views my profile. I see a bunch of 'new users' I go to click on the account and the accounts have bee

First Pretty Blog I Hope Lol
BIRTHDAY GIRL DESERVES A VIP ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HEY ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS ON FUBAR. MY BEST FRIENDS BIRTHDAY IS IN A COUPLE DAYS AND ID LIKE EVERYONE TO GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE. RATE, FAN, ADD HER. IF YOUR REALLY GENEROUS BUY HER A VIP. SHE HAS BEEN REALLY WANTING ONE AND I CANT AFFORD ONE FOR HER. SO IS THERE ANY GENEROUS FRIENDS OUT THERE TO MAKE HER SMILE ON HER BIRTHDAY WITH A VIP TO UNWRAP!!! mytwinscandc...@ fubar REPOST THIS PLEASE!!! THIS BIRTHDAY PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: THE DEVIL'S ANGEL@ fubar

Rantz!
People officially fucking suck. Especially people who ignore the fact that people are seeing someone. And say things such as "Oh well what (s)he doesn't know can't hurt you." Where the fuck is the concept of fidelity? Loyalty? Is my generation so lost as to forget the binds of love and hold them sacred? At the -very- least only bother people in open relationships, they're easy to begin with and won't get fucking pissed off when you hit on them. This secrecy shit is annoying. Fess up when you fuck up people, hiding shit just leads to lack of trust. Trust is important in a relationship, so if you intend on being in a long term one, or get married. Don't be a fucking douche, be honest at least, even if you aren't faithful, but don't be surprised when you get what you deserve. I hate you assholes. And cherish you few who don't fit into the above category

Feelings.. Just Me Rambling
I have recently been decieved by someone that I called a friend. I hate liars, there is no place in my life for someone that only sits out to decieve and destroy others feelings. I am hurt deeply by these lies. Most of them were not to me directly but to someone that I care for and consider a best friend. I am too caring I guess and I wear my heart on my sleeve. Maybe I should say fuck it and just be a heartless bitch? But then I am denying who I really am but think that at times it would keep me from getting hurt. In my opinion the worse thing you can do is lie to me. Why must people decieve others? I am not talking white lies I am talking monsterous lies about one dying from cancer. How can someone lie about something so horrible just to recieve attention from others? I deal with this as karma is a bitch and you will get back what you deserve. But to play with others emotions in such away is horrible. Like I said in the intro this is just me rambling..

Trust
Ok you guys I may sound crazy, but I often wonder if I will ever trust any of my friends again or go on without anyone to trust? I have come to realize that I trust none of my friends any more.. So I wonder will I ever find a best friend again? It has come to my attention that over the last two years, since my ex best friend slept and married my ex husband, I have alienated all my friends and even my true best friend of 14 yrs. So what am I to do who do I have to cry to, to tell me the truth when I need it or someone that if I just needed a shoulder to cry who will be there? So I have been going on these last 2 yrs and never realizing that I was destroying a part of my life a little by little.. I know we all need our friends especially one's that we can trust no matter what.. I have a ton of friends ,but no one that I could call in a spur of the moment if I was really down or something I was so excited about that I had to holler for joy from the roof tops.. Who would it be. After y

Taxes
How to use the rebate As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each and every one of us would now get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will all go to India, if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala, if we purchase a good car it will all go to Japan, if we purchase useless crap it will all go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since those are the only businesses still in the US.

Best Sex Joke Ever!
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can'

Bitching
I just figured out how to post a blog! Let the bitching begin... If you dont have pics, dont ask me for more than I already have on here. And a tiny ass pic or a blurry face shot doesnt count either. K? Dont ask me if I give head, or what my measurements are. You wouldnt want someone talkin to your mom/sister/daughter that way, would you?? Its not even like Im offended. Its just annoying. Its the same questions, all the time. If I didnt answer you the first time, guess what? your probably going to get the same reaction when you ask me again. To get respect, you must GIVE respect. Just to clarify..I have talked to alot of really cool people on here, and if your on my friend list, this probably isnt directed at you. GO RED SOX

My Music
*A* Angels And Airwaves :) The All American Rejects :) Arctic Monkeys :) Alter Bridge :) Air Traffic Ash Avenged Sevenfold :D Aerosmith :D Avril Lavigne *B* Blink 182 :D Brand New Bloc Party :D Biffy Clyro Blur :D Bowling For Soup The Bravery *C* Cauterize Creed :D Copeland Cute Is What We Aim For Coldplay :D:D Chemical Brothers :D:D:D The Caesars Clinic *D* Dykeenies Drowning Pool :) Doves Damien Rice :D Daniel Powter :D Dany Warhols Dashboard Confessional Death Cab For Cutie The Darkness :D *E* Enter Shikari :D Eels Editors The Enemy Elliot Minor :D Evanescence :D:D Edguy *F* Fall Out Boy :D:D:D The Fratellis :) Feeder :D:D Foo Fighters :D:D:D Funeral For A Friend :D The Feeling :) Fighstar The Fray :) Futureheads :) *G* Good Charlotte :D:D Glamour For Better Green Day :D:D:D Gym Class Heroes :D Gavin DeGraw Goo Goo Dolls :D The Gorillaz :D:D:D *H* Houston Calls Hadouken! :D Hard-Fi Hellogoodbye :D

April Is Autism Awareness Month - Spread The Word!
April is Autism awareness month, I like 1000s of others know how dibilating autism can be ... to be locked in your own world as the sufferer is one thing but often the families are forgotten. It is heartbreaking when your own child won't even cuddle you or look you in the eye or show love because they don't know how to or the idea of seeing how others live find the whole thing scary. I have a nephew with autism and he is now 13 still very much in his own world, gets very upset when he wants to get his view across hates cuddles There are no cures for autism only by spreading the word and making people more aware will others not stand staring at the 16 year old having a paddy in a busy shop because he doesnt want to leave, he isnt being naughty he is frustrated, angry that no-one understands him and what he wants to say. Others will know that my son is on the autistic spectrum with PDD (aspergers ) and whilst you may all be thinking thats not as bad as autism i can tell you it i

Final Move Update
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm moving on my birthday the 17th. I've decided to go ahead and move even though house hasn't sold. I NEED to see my grandsons I miss them a lot. And since I don't have the money to pay my utilities gonna just say fuck it and move :). Thank you too all who have wished me well on this.

Levelers List Apr 5
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 5,457 to Level 9 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 7,802 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 18,429 to Level 23 ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar 22,258 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 26,414 to Level 19 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 27,284 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,402 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 294,074 to Level 21 Christopher aka Scooter R/L Owner of *STGiggles*Shadow Leveler@ fubar 60,740 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 56,674 to Level 23

Risk
I was sent this yesterday by a friend. It caused much deep thought and a fair amount of drinking last night. Risk: To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To live is to risk dying. To hope is to risk despair. To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing and is nothing. They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live. Chained by their attitudes, they are a slave, they have forfeited their freedom. Only a person who risks is free. For too long now, I have avoided risk of all kinds. If something had the potential, however obscure, to hurt me in some

Totally Awesome Friends!!!
Hey everyone... here are some really awesome people to check out... they are really good friends and help out when they can. Go show them some love... some are getting close to leveling too... If you don't already have them on your list.. You should... :) mattyboy828@ fubar DracheZWorld@ fubar ~IBeLeeB~ Owned By Fever@ fubar Lars - Retired!!!@ fubar shanwbar'~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~NIGHTHAWKS' ~'@ fubar ÅñgèlPríñçê§§™ {Øwñér Øf Çlüb §üpå Ñøvå}@ fubar Eala La La La {SER} Vibes!!!!@ fubar ALWAYS HOPE HEAD ENFORCER AT DIVA'S DEN@ fubar Bishounen_mason((Vampire Kitten))(FU Hubby to SinesterSerpentine)@ fubar Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~ Owned by Dave - Crypt_Kee

I Rise
STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame - I rise Up from a past t

Thank You From Irishsweetheart
Myspace Thank You Graphics I'm truly in AWWW, at the love I received while trying to Godmother on Thursday night and Friday morning. You all were so amazing. Special thanks to Texas Camaro Guy, BOO BOO, Gary and The Shadow Levelers. As well as my wonderful friends and family!! I've made a list of people that I need to show lots of love back to. The bf has his boys the rest of this week and we don't see them often enough, so i'm trying to spend time with the family. I promise to get to ya'll as soon as I can. MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU ALL! IRISH SWEETHEART RL/GF 2 DEADLIEST CATCH~DSC~CLUB FAR@ fubar Myspace Friends Comments

Calling All Friends!!!
Guardian Angel His First Comment Contest!!! He Needs To Be The 1st One To 25,000 Comments! PLEASE, Help Him Out!! Show Him It Can Happen! All Support & Love Is Returned!! All Friends & New Friends Welcome! He Is Truly A Great Guy Let Him Be A True Friend & Your Guardian Angel

2007 Darwin Awards
THINNING THE HERD 2007... Eighth Place:In Detroit, a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate while trying to retrieve his car keys. Seventh Place:A 49-year-old San Francisco stock broker -- who often bragged he was 'totally-zoned when he ran' -- accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily workout. Sixth Place:While at the beach, Daniel Jones, 21, dug an 8-foot hole for protection from the wind and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach used their hands and shovels trying to get him out but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him. Jones was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Fifth Place:Santiago Alvarado, 24, was killed as he fell through the ceiling of a bicycle shop he was burglarizing. Death was caused when the long flashlight he had placed

Virginia Motorcycle Enthusiests
I am posting this blog to help promote one of my three lounges. Anyone interested in joining my fairly new lounge, please feel free to do so. The lounge primarily is for persons who want to discuss motorcycles. This includes those who already have motorcycles. This also includes person thinking about getting a bike, and wanting to learn about becoming a new rider. Again I need members, so please stop in, become a member, and visit anytime you like. Thanks a lot. Branwei

Virginia Volunteer Rescue Squads/ Emt's Paramedics
This is to primarily promote my lounge called Virginia Volunteer Rescue Squads/EMT's Paramedics. Feel free to enter, join, become a member. Visit often. I am in need of members. The lounge is for people who are EMT's Paramedics. This is also a lounge for persons in becoming EMT's Paramedics, and looking to become volunteers at a rescue squad. This is so people can learn about becoming and EMT, and the different processes to go through. Anyone interested, please stop by. Thank you very much.

Virginia Firefighters Lounge
This is to help promote my third lounge called Virginia Firefighters Lounge. This lounge is for firefighters to come in and chat about what we do. This is also a lounge for people interested in learning what it takes to become a firefighter volunteer or paid. And finally can also be a lounge for persons interested in meeting firefighters, volunteer and paid. Please come visit, join as a member, and visit often. I am in need of members and look forward to seeing anyone interested in the lounge. Thanks a lot. Branwei

My Thank You Too All Of Fubar
WOW............ Thank you just doesnt seem too be enough too say too all of you. I want too thank everyone for all the love you you poured on me for the last few days. Im simply still in awe. Fubar you Rock.. There is no way too individually put you all in here because I had too sleep and there was rates going straight through the night and all day. Yesterday I watched for over 14 hours straight I had someone or many people rating me all at once. I will do my best in the next days too come too show love too all but this is going too take a long time too return all the love that was showed. Thank you for every bulletin reposted, Rates, bling, picture comments, profile comments, and too all of you that maxed on rates and was bombing my pictures thank you from the bottom of my heart. If I can ever help any of you pleas feel free too ask and I will do my best too return the favor back too all of you.. Have a great weekend... Much love and respect to

To Those Who Know Who You Are!!!!!!!!!!!
I just read something on a Friends my space and I agree with the Mighty White Skinned Head Bodine on the 12 gauge shot to the past. I just want to know what gives people the right to dog you and our own when in need, then think it is all happy years later now that the recovering druggies have found GOD! I say FUCK THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You whO know who you are are just SUCKING OUT LOUD!!!!!!! So here's your option wrap your lips around my 12 gauge and suck the bullet out cuz you don"t even deserve my effort to pull the trigger!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF JESSI-SON AND MILLER!!!!!!!!!

Sex
1.Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It?s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don?U dont need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7

Jokes
Never Choke in a restaurant in the South Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!' If you don't send this to five friends,

If You Value Your Freedoms~~please Read!!!
04/04/08 7:47AM The Bible warns us of Barack Obama! *article emailed to me* This was emailed to me, and was interesting, made soem good points. maybe should be taken into consideration when we vote this fall. Body: The Bible warns us of Barack Obama! Please Read All! Body: The Bible has warned us that ’A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract many supporters!’ When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is ’A Muslim’....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description from the Bible of the ’Anti-Christ’! I’m just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your ch

Deomon Crew Profile Of The Week! And Battle Of The Sexex Contest!!
Good morning everyone! Our Profile of the Week is... $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar He is 780K from GodFather and has tons of pics and stash! Lets rate, rate, rate his stuff and get him leveled. Also don't forget our Battle of the Sexes Family Contest! The contestants are: Wolfie Sick & Twisted DJ Rev. Beer Sweetlips Lori Evil Angel Bomb your favorite and support the family contest!! I would also like to welcome our newest member (my sister) to the family! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠ Demon Crew@ fubar Drop by and say hello. I promise she wont bite...unless your into that :

Birthdays
=== 'Real WifeTo Rebel~Owner of Rock Bottom Lounge/FuWifeToBigDaddy9672/Kandi'sBitch~1 StackedMama' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-05 10:37:54'.. Happy Birthday Hope you are having a great day! Just wanted to say Happy Birthday! Thank You for being such a great friend! So,glad you are part of rock bottom staff So From REAL and EVERYONE @ ROCK BOTTOM LOUNGE WE WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! CLICK ON PIC TO SHOW HIM SOME BIRTHDAY LOVE!

I'm Still Standing...
I have reached the lowest of lows I have suffered way too many emotional blows.....But I'm still standing I let one come between me and my loved ones I have given everything only to gain nothing....But I'm still standing I use to love a man more than I loved myself I use to love a man that took me and my worth for granted....But I'm still standing Strong, Bold, a little shaken, but with renewed self esteem-baby best believe.....I'm still standing.

Skulls Angels
ARE YOU SEXY ENOUGH?? COME FIND OUT ONLY LORD SKULL KNOWS IF YOu CAN BE AN "ANGEL" DO YOU DARE ASK HIM ? CLICK THE PIC TO YOUR DESTINY.... THE INFAMOUS "LORD SKULL" LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღGothiqueTemptationღ Owner-DSG&D- RaWღBeautifully Morbid GM ღ' on '2008-04-05 10:53:24') (repost of original by 'LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~' on '2008-04-05 10:55:52') (repost of original by '~☆TÅ§Tëë ☆~' on '2008-04-05 10:57:40')

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i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor i am worthless. i am a submissive woman. i am intelligent, and possess a strength and perseverence that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not nor will i ever give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... and Your ownership completely sets me free. i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. i have given You the book entitled "Me"... and invited You to read. You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... You have endeavored to erase the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Yo

Great Sex 101
So a friend shared this with me and I thought some friends on here might appreciate it. I did not write the following letter. It appeared on Craig' List. But, it made me think...I am going to start a blog on here to talk about the points this and other letters bring up! Happy reading! Let me know which topic we should discuss first, I have a personal love for #2! ***************************************************** Dear Men of Craig's list, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. OK, I know it's scary. There are lots of women out there who make fucking really difficult. So, I have compiled some handy tips. Don't think of thi

An Observation
I've been doing some thinking in the last 24 hours. I know I'm not a gorgeous, beautiful stick thin model type woman. I don't think I'm much to look at at all. But I do think I'm average. If you go out into the community, unless you live in Hollywood, or some other looks oriented city you'll probably find more average looking people than real beauties. It's just the way life is. The reason I bring this up is because I see people on here putting people down for their looks, and yet they spend an awful lot of time online putting others down. If they are so great, why aren't they out there living it up? Why do they have to put others down in order to build themselves up? I know this isn't a new thing, just sort of bugging me today.

Poem Made 4me *thanks Miki*
Her eyes so soft and gentle, Chose to smile at me the morn. And when I saw her smile, I knew a friendship was born. The words that followed, Put me at ease,so secure. I had to make her feel the same, This is my message to her. Your beauty has cught my eyes, Your words full of grace. And I hope someday in your heart, My friendship will find its place.

Deleting Friends Soon !
sorry but i will be deleting some of my friends list! this is no reflection of how i feel about people its just that i have so many on my list and most dont even know who i am and i need people that will at least try to get to know me! thanks for adding me!! carl

Shut The F#ck Up
Shut The Fuck Up! I would do this for my girlfriend. Ok, so you knew it wouldn't be long before I saw this bulletin. "A Perfect Boyfriend" I have seen this stupid bulletin posted times a day for the last two weeks. I have even seen so called "men" posting this bulletin under the title, "I would do this for my girlfriend." Enough is enough. As the Mayor, Governor, and President of the Great State of MANtana, as well as the voice of all "REAL MEN" I must say: SHUT THE FUCK UP img Most American men are one episode of "Sex and the City" away from being gay as it is, we don't need these lies too. MEN: Don't believe this crap. If women wanted sensitive, caring, and thoughtful lovers- they would all be lesbians, and that would be awesome. img This bulletin officially made my giant man sized ballsack ache and had to be answered. If you disagree- you are wrong. Enjoy. "I WOULD DO THIS FOR MY GIRLFRIEND" BULLETIN: "• Stay on the phone with her even

Heres Whats Up
Ok well alot of people been askin me why my status was on strike the other day and why i have the pic up that i do now well here is why. I am tired of having people who call theselves friends that only come around when they want something such as helping leveling, helping in contests, etc. I did not come back to fubar to be ranked, a legend, or to be popular...I came back for my friends and to meet new ones. If you cant take a few minutes out of your week to say hi without it involving me doing something for you then dont bother because im done helping people who cant at lease have a conversation with me...now you all know why. take it or leave it.

Unchanging Love
Our love makes me look foward to each beautiful tommrow. When i can't hold you in my arms i hold you in my heart.. The world keep's on changing.. Lifes funny that way And yesterdays dreams seem less important today.. Still something's reamin,They are trusted and few Andone if those unchanging thing's is my love i fell for you..

Any Ol Rubbish
Originally by Paulette aka ')O( light_n_darkness )O(' You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? downstairs 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Worst bad habit? fubar 5. Favorite food? sausage 6. Your favorite thing? tv 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? success 10.The room you're in? bedroom 11. Your ex? claire 12. Your fear? heights 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? richer 14. Where were you last night? mums 15. What you're not? smoking 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? holiday 18. Where you grew up? wolverhampton 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? towel 21. Your TV? proline 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? indeed 25. Your mood? tire

Questions, Questions
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) please reply. Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

People Who Act Childish!!
There's a situation with an ex friend on here they could have been more mature and come to me about something instead of being like a lil freaking kid on here. Thinks the ex-friend could have acted better towards me and come to me abut the issues instead of being a lame ass and ignoring/blocking Me, guess that person don't know how to be an adult and communicate with me rather than being a a childish and immature person and be a real friend to me and not a fake as well but there are those on here too!!. Just gotta watch out for who is who on here too I think alot of people on here like to play favorites as well, nice way of making friends on here I see, I say forget the stupid people, their dumb retarded mistakes and move on and make new friends as well on here whats in the past stays in the past, and if you messed up with me then you dont get no damn second chances??, whats good for the goose is good for the gander!!. have a nice weekend!!

Stop The Pulling
As the feeling gets tighter and the pulling gets stronger. I stand here confused as hell. I look around not knowing what to do. The feeling I know is true but doesn't matter what I say or do. The twisted web I weaved for my self just got me tangle up in it. I pull again trying to break free, but I know im stuck. Doesn't matter what is said or done, what has happen is over with. Going back in my mind, as I wish I could turn back the hands of times. To free me from this mess I made, but as reality slaps me again. As the feeling gets stronger, as the pain in my heart makes me notice what I did was so wrong but how can I change it. I search for solution, but nothing comes to mind.I just have to face the fact, for I was caught. Now I have lay in my twisted web I made for my self. As I no longer can dodge what has happen, cause im stuck. All the heartache and pain I have caused. Is now gonna be mine, for does not matter how hard I pull. Ill never break free from what I done. Now as im stuc

Thoughts And Wasteful Chatter...
Today's wasteful chatter. I am not a professional protographer but have been paid well. I love what I do and I strive to constantly do better. I noticed thought that a lot of amateur models bare their stuff here in fubar. Now, I am all for first impressions but let's face it some of these photos are down right nasty. Maybe the model is trying to say, I am a slut- I need sex. Or I am a messy girl - don't look at my background concentrate on my sexy outfit - which does not match. Take the time to seduce. Simply having a sexy outfit does not make you at all sexy. Its your eyes, your face, and your smile... I guess its left to the eye of the beholder. But let me tell you this, I saw a sexy photo of Betty Page - simple. I fell in love.

A Lil Help.
While trying out the new (experimental. lol) photo folder arrangement thingy. I noticed that I didn't have a cool Fu-ID. Anyone care to work one up for me? If so, please feel free to use any of the nice pics in my default folder. Plenty to choose from. There will be fair compensation involved ;-) Your help is greatly appreciated from this humble Djinn. ~S

Update
I have been texting Kitty and this is what she said is goin on with her: Its an angioplasty they insert a balloon into your arteries to try and reopen them if that dont work then i will have to have bypass surgery so pray please Tell them all i love them and miss them and cant wait to be back So lets all pray for Diva Kitty Kat she will be having this done on Monday. She is very scared, if you wanna send her a message leave it here and I will text it to her for you. Peace and love MsMaine KITTY KAT {{ CONTRACTER FOR THE GODFATHER OF THE DIVA'S }} AKA DYLON'S KITTY~~@ fubar

My Mumm
OK all, I should think out how to write my next mumm. I was referring to the people who blast for points, it is only fair to return the favor, I should have posted all replies, feel free to repost and I will accept all. Thanks

Help!!!
SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND HELP HER OUT IN THIS CONTEST! CAN YOU HELP PLEASE??? Hello everyone, I'm in this give away, link below and I need 11,000 comments to win,,,I would love to ask my friends for a small favor if each one of you can help with one rate and 30 comments on my pic it will be very sweet and helpful, just click on the pic below... I hope its not much to ask of you... and all the love will be returned. Thank you so much in advance and love to all have a wonderful weekend hugs and kisses WILDCAT (repost of original by '۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ' on '2008-04-05 14:00:40')

My Profile
Have you ever found the truth ... the true meaning of who you are and why we are here? I have found love, peace, hatred, sadness, passion, desire and happiness. I have learned that love takes time to grow... Like a seed that needs nurturing to blossom into a beautiful flower so must love learn to blossom. Peace, that is in the inner heart , inner mind, and inner spirit that comes from a deep level of our beautiful surroundings and all that share in that beauty . All hatred within can be turned into love if we understand where the hatred formed , and to give love and understanding and not criticism or judge . Sadness that can be made into joy with just the little things in life like a good word said or a hug. Passion that is so deep within that all we need to do is release the passion inside so that we become energized with a newness that all will want to share in. Desire that is within us that is so strong that we can climb mountains even barefooted and not feel the blisters upon our s

Point Of No Return
-This is the point from which I can never return -And if I back down now then forever I’ll burn -This is the point from which I can never retreat -Cuz if I turn back now there can never be peace -This is the point from which I will die to succeed -Living the struggle at least I know I’m alive when I bleed -From now on it could never be the same as before -Because the place that I’m from does not exist anymore -I pledge no allegiance fuck all the Presidents speeches -I’m baptized by America covered in leaches -The dirty water that preaches -Washes out your soul and facial features -Downing you with propaganda -That they spit through their speakers -And if you speak about the evil that the government does -The patriot act will track you down to the type of your blood -They’ll try to frame you and try to say you sell drugs -Throw a federal inditement on all the people you love -This shit is run by fake Christians and fake politicians -Look at their mansions and now lo

Trust Your Soul !
Welcome to Deep Cut Wednesday, April 30 2008 @ 11:01 PM MST Depth Contributed by: Greg Views: 96 Art 101 The photographer clicks the shot That's just the start If you only look at the front line you could miss the point of the shot When art is created the content is all encompassing in photography, it's sometimes, art of the moment in painting's & drawing's, it's mostly intentional in music it's not always what you hear at first in lyric, poetry, & story it's not always your first impression that makes the story That is the intention of the artist To draw you in further the closer you listen the deeper you look that is when you start to get the fullness of the creation I believe that life is art intentionally unintentional whats on the surface whats in the background It's being created day by day & we are the artists We have many critics We control the intention of the creation not to have it spoon fed It is up to each of the artis

Florida Sun
Everyone know what has been going on with me medically, so here goes an update! Tuesday I have a follow up appointment to double check exactly what is going on with my breathing. While I am breathing better, I'm not comfortable with how long it is taking to heal up. Today was Air Show Saturday, an annual event for me.. I go down to the airport, sit around and totally enjoy the presentations of the various aircraft as well as the flight demonstrations. Well, today didn't turn into a normal enjoyment of the Air Show. Arriving at the Air Show at 10 am, it all appeared to be another beautiful Saturday in this paradise we call Florida. Nice, 75 - 80 degrees, cloud covered and a real nice breeze. Found great seating area on the grass, alongside the runway, in show center. Everything that was anything in the show would be going on directly in front of my party. This was showing me it was going to be a wonderful day. But unknown to me, this was soon to change. There was a mag

Ca-ching
My personal referral link is: https://www.surveysavvy.com?id=799190&action=join Some of you saw that two weeks ago I post that I had earned $45. Thought you'd like an update. You see my name right there in the pic, so you know this isn't just some crap. This is the real deal. This is where my extra cash comes from. The secret is out. https://www.surveysavvy.com?id=799190&action=join

The Best Thing You Will Ever Fuckin Read Your Lifetime:d
http://bux.to/?r=KCOmerta Allright the link here above is a place i came along through some freinds in a game i play online with them it makes you money and everytime you bring someone to the site the make you money....just here i will get ...just hold on lol this under explaines a little bit on how you make somewhat of a furtune here at this site, all you gotta do is sign up and everytime you get on your computer you get on here and make your money wehn you go to check your mail anything like that just its TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!!!!!!(over time ish pending on if you take the deals the give or not:D) We pay you $0.01 for each website you visit and $0.01 for each website your referrals visit. As premium member $0.0125 for each website you visit and $0.0125 for each website your referrals visit. There is no limit in the amount of websites you visit or referrals that you obtain. Your earning possibilities are virtually endless.

Men
Police Briefs Sentinel & Enterprise Article Launched: 04/03/2008 10:00:47 AM EDT Judge: Intimidation in love letters LEOMINSTER -- District Court Judge John J. Curran Jr. set bail at $10,000 Wednesday for an incarcerated Leominster man accused of violating the terms of a restraining order by sending a letter to his ex-girlfriend. Police allege Daniel F. Simmons, 36, sent two letters under a false name from the Worcester County House of Corrections to the woman, in part asking her not to testify against him, according to a report from Officer Michael DeLuca. DeLuca reported the woman turned the letters in upon receiving them. In one of the letters, Simmons allegedly admitted to risking breaking his restraining order by writing the letter, and he laid out four scenarios for the woman, including two asking her not to testify against him in court. "The (district attorney) can’t force you to," he allegedly wrote.

Account Being Deleted
To all my friends on here. On Friday I am deleting this account. All of you have been great friends to me but fear not I will still be here. I am really trying hard to get my home business off and running so most of my time is spent on that profile. I wish all of you who read this stop by this profile and add, fan, and rate me. but if not that is ok. I am looking for anybody that my be interested in starting a fun and very great business with unlimited income potentional depending on what you what in life. After all I am a 6'02" and 366 pounds that looks very intimadating but I love making these candles and stand behind them 100%. I am going to post the link to the profile and hope to see ya there. GMCREATIONS.. Wanted People who want to make $$$ going Green!!!!!!@ fubar

Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Come Bomb And Rate Bratts Pic
OK HERE IS THE SCOOP,I AM IN A CONTEST AND MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN FANTASTIC.FOR THE FRIENDS THAT DON'T BOMB STOP BY AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT. RATE THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT OF SUPPORT. LOVE TO KNOW YOU ARE THERE KEEPING AN EYE ON ME. MUAH! HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL OF YOU.LUV YA MY FRIENDS!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST,CLICK ON IT,STOP BY AND RATE AND JUST SAY HI. ♥~BRATT~♥

For My Great Friends
I really appreciate all the Birthday wishes and really wished I could return the luv. However I have been having computer problems at home and can't get online except on a friends computer and it is dial-up(which won't let me do much here). I'm hoping this works! I'm glad you all haven't forgotten me and I hope to be back real soon. Thanks again and I hope all is well with all my great friends! Lots of love to you all....Cherise'

Only One Fish Left
So how do you tell a 5 year old that while she was sleeping her sisters fish bit her fish for the last time...So the moral of this story is that we are down one fish. Sticky has officially died.

Up For Auction!
I really thought that some kind of notice would been that it had started, but I didnt so this is all I'm going to say about it. If ya want to fu-own me? Visit Queenbitches' page. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=86770&i=2331226262 Can ya sense my true feelings about this...? Another blah contest where the holder is a lil lackadaisical in promotions. lol =-P I do wish good luck to any who choose me =-)

2008 Journal Blog
Geez, I hate Horde. (WOW) 1st lesson learned. Peeps or some i should say. Prefer to be lied to (connie) I am not here to get a hook up or pretend i'm someone or something I'm not. I never claimed to be all that or a bowl of fruitloops. no insult or piss anyone off. frankly, It takes more than a bra, panties, and flowing blonde hair to rate a 10 I take in the full content of webpage and all that jazz. If you had read my profile it clearly states brutually honest. furthermore, If I rated myself it would be a 2 because i have self esteem issue's due loss of body parts from a motorcycle injury.

South Carolina Skies
Like a dream, it's a place that you can't forget. The wind blowing through your face and hair. The smell of the emerald grass and trees. And the birds that sing from every where. I love the wide open fields out my back door. The long road that fades away at a country mile. Standing below the spacious skies of South Carolina. 6 years old staring at the clouds with a smile. For a moment everything is wonderful and great. The world seems at peace with in essence. I wonder why it can't always be this way. Warm and bewildering as a sun's kiss. Mudding with my Daddy; laughing with joy. Having mud hug my toes and around my face. Daddy slows down because it's way too fast for me. And it's all worth getting dirty to make my heart race. The Carolina rains were strong but satisfying. The tears of God fall down and from the sky. Angels fight the mist as the thunder rumbles. And the lighting strikes everything in it's sight. The night was an enchanted sight to see. It

There Comes A Time
There comes a point and time in life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore, and Who always will;....so dont worry about the ppl from your past there is a reason they are not part of your future.

Mom Passed Away
Today , my mom passed away at 6:50 pm and her fight is over. She suffered enough and now she is at rest. I spent the entire night with her last night and i spoke to her and she had her eyes open for a couple of hours. I was going to spent tonight with her as well, but when i got the call not to go...it all came in. I cried more times 2 days ago for how sad i was FOR her. I cried several times today and the only nice thing is that she joined my dad for the first time in 41 years...HER FIRST AND ONLY TRUE LOVE. Shes no longer in pain and resting well. I was glad to spend that last night with her. I saw her body after her passing and with her head tilted to the right, she was not moving or breathing but she was at peace. REST IN PEACE MOM !! 4-5-08

Obsession 1
So I have pretty much liked this song, well pretty much since it came out, 'Locked in a trunk of a car" by the Tragically Hip. Amazing beat, gives me an idea what I would like to do to this song but now I have started pondering, " what does this song mean"? Really? Its great but listening to the lyrics has become an obsession. A first I thought, Shark? could it be about a shark? hence, They don't know how old I am Found armour in my belly From the 16th century Conquistador, I think sure, a shark, we all know they have been caught with armor, license plates and such in their bellies, right? well then this theory gets blown out of the water, no pun intended with; Morning broke out the backside of a truck-stop End of a line a real, rainbow-likening luck stop, Where you could say I became chronologically "fucked up" Put ten bucks in just to get the tank topped off Then I found a place it's dark and it's rotted ok, Sharks are not known however to top up gas tanks at

Screw This - If You Want Lol
I stole this from Pammy - a really fantastic woman http://www.myspace.com/bloodrgirl Who are you currently dating? I'm not dating - what is dating anyway? Is it rules like go to 2 movies a month, dinner 4 times a month, buy crap for Valentines Day........ I just am. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Considering that no one will read this I am because it will stay personal lol When's the last time you cried? I don't know but I do cry when I think of my Mom passing away and Dad in a fucking home with no memory of the man he was..... fuck life. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? I always am to a certain extent. I love many and know many love me - my frustration is that money makes the world go round so everyone is working like 24hours a day and we can't meet up etc. If it wasn't for money I would be truly happy. I hate money. Do/Did you do good in school? I did great because I was sneaky not s

People Who Talk Shit And Cant Back It Up
hey im tired of pathetic assholes and people who tlak shit. if you have a problem wiht me or my family or any one i care about or my friend or you want to talk shit to me heres my fucking address mother fuckers 3810 oboe dr 40216 louisville ky. and heres my number 15023651154 come here if you have something to say. im one crazy mother fucker and you step foot on my door i have a 12 gauge semi automatic shot gun ill blow a fucking 6 inch hole in your head. god people man. especially the ones that talk about how fucking stupid this country is or complain about their jobs or they deserve this or they dont get the respect and freedoms they want or this country isnt free or blah blah blah this and blah blah blah that. hey for those of you who complain about how lame and pathetic your rights as an american is or expect to talk shit to someone else and not get your fucking ass beat news flash mother fucker. try being a fucking soldier. try going over seas in iraq and dying or get shot at or

Michelle Obama - Racist
MICHELE OBAMA’S MILITANT RACISM REVEALED In her senior thesis at Princeton, Michele Obama, the wife of Barack Obama stated that America was a nation founded on “crime and hatred”. Moreover, she stated that whites in America were “ineradicably racist”. The 1985 thesis, titled "Princeton-Educated Blacks and the Black Community" was written under her maiden name, Michelle LaVaughn Robinson. Michelle Obama stated in her thesis that to "Whites at Princeton, it often seems as if, to them, she will always be Black first..." However, it was reported by a fellow black classmate, “If those "Whites at Princeton" really saw Michelle as one who always would "be Black first," it seems that she gave them that impression”. Most alarming is Michele Obama’s use of the terms “separationist” and “integrationist” when describing the views of black people. Mrs. Obama clearly identifies herself with a “separationist” view of race. “By actually working with the Black lower class or within their commun

Pay Back
OK this a$$ came to my gate and yelled at me cause we are out of something. And yes it pissed me off a lot. So to make my self feel better I went up and down the isle here at work breaking thing! My favorite was opening the protective bags on the circuit boards and touching them before getting rig of the static, which will fry them like and egg. I don't feel bad about doing it. They want to yell at someone yell at the purchasing dept who are the one cutting cost and not ordering stuff. But this ass should think about this, he is one of the many who comes here 4 and 5 times a week and gets the same thing, maybe he should go look in his locker for a f**king tape measure, I am sure he has 20 or so of them the lazy f**ktard.

Thank you to both my Grandfather's who sacrificed time away from here to serve & protect us from hell. I am honored by their unselfishness and wish I never disappoint them. Both won Congressional Medal of Honor's were buried with 21 gun salutes.. To me that a salute that can't be beat. God Bless you both...I only wish I could have given my time to protect the country in which I love so much God Bless the USA forever

Thank You
Laser My Words TO ALL THOSE THAT HELPED ME LEVEL TO FUBERLORD. OK LOOK WHAT ALICE AND FREAK DID TO ME........... ....... THEY GAVE ME THAT FINAL PUSH OVE THE EDGE LOL. I WILL SOON BE RETURNING ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVED YOU GUYS ARE GREAT AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I CAN ALSO GET BACK TO MY CRAZY SHOPS........... BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~GABE~@ fubar

No More Judgement!
STOP SPEAKING FOR GOD. In response to comments made by radio host Phil Valentine Posted 03/05/2008 To the editor: A local ultra-conservative radio host made some comments today that really bothered me. I don�t mean that I smirked at the radio, or that I said �well that�s wrong,� or mentioned to a friend that what he said was inappropriate. I mean that I felt hurt in my heart. I mean what he said finally struck a nerve so deep within my core that I felt it obligatory that I somehow express my disdain in hopes that I can reach just ONE person to change his way of thinking. Advertisement Let me first say I agree with the vast majority of Phil�s views on politics, life, religion and even humor. Phil is very vocal in his assertions and supports his views against the opposing caller or e-mailer with logic and evidence. I admire his ability to think on his feet and provide valid responses. Yester

Saying Goodbye And Thanks
It is time for me to say Goodbye and thanks to all the comments and points getting me to the level I got to. But It is time for me to move on. Got me an awsome man (did not find on fubar sorry) lol I am soon going to be moving from the st. Louis area to the East coast to be with him. My time is done here . Again thanks for my friends I made here and all the staff for making this site fun and exciting. Sorry I have to leave but I do.Take care, ride safe and pray everyday. out!!1 Julie

My Hopes And Dreams
I base my life on failure. I know that I am wrong for doing this but it hard to fathom it any other way. For a long time regardless of what I have said in the past. I did and do sometime before I die get remarried and maybe have more kids. Is that ever going to happen I really can't say for sure. Do I want it to happen. Really right now I really don't know. For the last 2 years I have been looking to fill that void that has been missing in my life. It is not just having my children in my life everyday the way they used to be. I was nothing but a hard working Dad providing for his (ex)wife and his children for so long. That when that disappeared I think I lost total focus on my life. I have never been able to get it back. I honestly believe that is the reason why I cannot be with anybody. It's kinda like the movie "Just Friends" it could be a friend zone thing. I don't know that just sounded foolish. lol It's not a friend zone things. I just need to regain my focus. But what I wan

Love Me Cancerously
This is a really kick ass story I saw on CNN.com earlier today. Here are 15 things everyone should know about Fred Rogers: 1. Even Koko the Gorilla loved him. Most people have heard of Koko, the Stanford-educated gorilla who could speak about 1000 words in American Sign Language, and understand about 2000 in English. What most people don't know, however, is that Koko was an avid Mister Rogers' Neighborhood fan. As Esquire reported, when Fred Rogers took a trip out to meet Koko for his show, not only did she immediately wrap her arms around him and embrace him, she did what she'd always seen him do onscreen: she proceeded to take his shoes off! 2. He made thieves think twice. According to a TV Guide piece on him, Fred Rogers drove a plain old Impala for years. One day, however, the car was stolen from the street near the TV station. When Rogers filed a police report, the story was picked up by every newspaper, radio and media outlet around town. Amazingly, within 48

No Secrets
You've become a good part of me , baby. I found my empathy in the abuse. I'm just a special effect to you lately Am I nothing that's real or true to you! Don't! Go! I thought I'd never tell But it's something that you should know I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you Was you! Was you! Now I'm lost in my wonderin' baby Cuz I can't find the hope that's within me And I'm scratchin' my bruises lately My sincerety strands by and waiting Don't! Go! I thought I'd never know But it's something that you should tell I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you! I've done it again..... will someone tell me what I can do?! I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no s

Are You Appreciated?
Relationships..they can be a good thing, or they can be shitty...you have to be in it with someone that is good, I guess....I'm not writing this for myself, or from something that I'm in...I'm actually typing this with a friend in mind....Guess who she is... Anyway...She told me that she was talking to some guys, and they think that a woman shouldn't be able to voice her opinion- were these guys weak/tender minded. I think that women should be opinionated, I think that a strong woman, should be heard...in all aspects...I think that women should be able to voice their feelings, and what not... I'm sure I might get some hate for this blog, but oooh well, it's opinion... Well my friend, I wish you the best in you're search for the right guy- tho we are no longer a couple- I hold no remote remnants or bitterness...I still want you to be Appreciated... Are you Appreciated...I post that question to alot of women..When the guy(s) you're dealing with are Dogs....I know, I'm a guy..

When You Look In My Eyes
When you look me in my eyes, I get a burning feeling, I get utter hatred towards you. I want to get a brick, and beat the shit out of you. When you look me in my eyes, I'm shocked you don't feel the heat radiating from my body...When you told me the words from you're mouth-you said that you got mad, and frustrated...But truth be told, you are indecisive- wishy washy....Pick a side...What's it gonna be...Who's it gonna be?? I thought about beatting you with a Brick, I don't want the charges. I had so many vow thoughts, I thought about dismantling you're car... When you look in my eyes, you say that you can read my mind...When you look in my pretty dark eyes, you should feel the heat, the utter hatred, and dispair that I hold so high for you...I tell you what...next time you look in my eyes, tell me what I'm about to do to you....

Sweetest Thing I Ever Wrote
She was the finest girl I've ever seen...maybe One hundred seventy five pounds...and man,she had a serious ass,she had the kind of derriere you could serve cocktails on.I very much wanted to get my hands on those buttocks..and my mouth,mmmm,yes..Those buttocks of hers were enormous; full and heavy and perfectly formed.They rolled sensually up and down with every movement she made. She was wearing,or should I say bursting out of,a soft,clinging pink cashmere dress that came down to her thighs and she had on a wide black leather belt tightly buckled just under breasts that accentuated her trimmed stomach,and behind. Her gigantic rounded ass cheeks were tautly straining against the clingy backside of her dress and she was looking over her shoulder,through strands of her long honeyed pony tail,noticing me looking at her. Ohhhh yes,I was eyeballing her hungrily the way a starving man looks at a feast.What the hell was wrong with me?..I would never even think of finding a girl like that,that

10 Things {some} Women Lie About
10. They come over your house and say....''Hey, can I charge my phone...................TRANSLATION........She hasn't figured out if she is going to give you any yet so she doesn't want anyone else to disturb ...moreover, she is actually TURNING off the phone while it's charging...When the phone FINALLY charges, she never turns it on..NEVER....THAT'S WHORE 101... 9. Her phone rings and she NEVER picks it up if it's a dude that she is talking to....Why , she wants you to think you're the only one....take note..dont be stupid fellas....she will pick up when its her girlfriend...THEN if she likes you......she might say ''OH, I'm chilling here with ''JOHN''...like her friend really knows who the fuck you are...FELLAS...THIS IS WHY..when you call your girl...it goes into voicemail....or she jsut doesnt pick up.....I mean think about it... 8. When your with a woman and you are getting intimate...and your ready for her to give you a piece of her mind(meaning sucking dick)...she says...'

Down The Rabbit Hole
after recovering from the most vile non-fatal form of plague known to mankind, i had a day off work today in which i actually felt well enough to get off my arse and do something constructive. so, i made my first ever batch of challah. real from scratch, no box, no bread machine, hand-mixed, hand kneaded, hand-braided challah. 4 and a half hours and 34 steps later i am now the proud maker of two gorgeous, delicious double braided loaves of challah. one traditionally topped with poppy seeds and one with cinnamon sugar. yum! there is no more lovely smell than the smell of that stuff baking. and i didn’t catch anything on fire! :P i am so proud of myself it’s ridiculous. i even took pictures and emailed them off to israel so rabbi josh could see my handiwork. now, i am off to enjoy another slice of fabulous, fluffy, golden baked heaven. carbs be damned, i earned a little indulgence for all that effort.

{you} Played Ureself
All you ever did was tell me lies, Didn't you ever see that I was never suprised-You thought I was a fool,You thought I couldn't see-You thought you were playin' me- I think you were confused, I think you still are confused-You Played ureself '. You think that I wouldn't catch you,You didn't know that I knew, You still don't know.You didn't know how I knew. You didn't think you're girl would tell on you,You didn't think the others who knew would tell on you- You played ureself She was you're best friend in your eyes, but she told me the flip side, I guess she told me cause she wanted in my life,I was too good for your ass anyway.If you've seen her plan-You would've known I was the man that she desired to have.You were too blind to see-You played ureself '. I waited for you to throw you're cards,and you played it-but playin them didn't get you far enough,cause you played ureself '....

Stay Or Let You Go
Its not my fault you made ureself a regretful past, All I know is that when I hold you're hand, you would see old friends that you knew- They would walk away callin me a fool- I know that made me look bad. I can't change the things you did before we met {Though I didn't know you}, It's hard for me to ever trust you. What was I suppose to do- Stay or let you go... Don't know if we would've lasted, and though we didn't, could've I have erased the past. I didn't know if we were meant to be, and if we could've been-could you have been faithful. Times when I made reservations for us two-you were giving you're attention to someone else, Should I stay or let you go... Maybe, just maybe I tried too over look the pain, the embarrassment- we lost all that we had ever gained, If it takes me losing you for happiness in me, I will let you go- What do you think I should do, Stay or let you go?

Are You Using Me?
Last night I had some trouble sleeping.. Are you - are you using me? No more will I let it be You called his name out in your sleep You're doing things so suspiciously And I think that you're using me Don't hang on me for security Love is never free Are you using me? You pretended like we were friends I was blinded by sentiment You complicated what love should be And I could swear that you're using me I keep seeing things I shouldn't see I've been watchin' you Are you using me? Are you, are you Are you using me? Listen, talk to me Ooh, come on now and talk to me Hey talk to me (Tell the truth) Are you using me? For my money, for my body Don't hang onto me for security Love is never free, tell me are you -are you using me I keep seeing things I should not see I've been watching you, are you using me? Don't be such a liar, are you using me?

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

A Rose Is Just A Rose
Have you ever had feelings so strong, that you can't even describe them- Something that has you so confused, If someone was to ask you anything about it, you couldn't describe, you couldn't answer it, cause the words just couldn't form in ure head, and release through ure mouth. Confusing right- It's not really.... Have you ever seen something/someone so pretty, that you became numb, speechless rather. You feel you're feet lifting from under you. A rose is just a rose- sort of something like saying that a dog, is just a dog- A dog wouldn't crow, like a rooster..... Have you ever been in a mid life truma, I know, It happens - I think I've been through mine - tho, I'm not mid life yet... I think I've been there...I was a mess, I was caught in a wreck...And I couldn't get out of it. I didn't even know how to describe it. A rose is just a rose, a red rose, that smells so sweet... A rose is just a rose, and the reason for typing this is just purely boredome.....

This Calling
Yaaaaaaaaoooowwwww I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out No secret deception, for these would tear this down I'll note the past, spread the pain (spread the pain) Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear (and I hear) this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear

How Can U Get Me Open...
I just sitting here by myself thinkin how can he get me open.Will he be the man that opens up the door, if there water coming up put his coat on the floor.If my day is sad will he come in with flowers and make me glad.Will he be the man that ask me how my day and when i answer it could've of been better he says thats ok.Long as ur happy he says my day is complete and he bends down to kiss me on my cheek.He has a smile thats so warm and thats so right just the touch of him makes everything alright.As I get undress to get in the bed he says how much he loves me and i am the best.Im Just laying down wondering how can u get me open....Kisses Leave Comment

When I Think Of U
WHEN I THINK OF U, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO SERENE, SO CALM- WHAT IS THIS EFFECT U HAVE ON ME. I'VE BEEN A BAD BOY, I'VE MISBEHAVED, I NEED U 2 TOUCH ME..COMMAND ME-DISCIPLINE ME- WHEN I THINK OF U, I CAN TASTE URE SKIN, I CAN SMELL URE PERFUME...I NEED U 2 DISCIPLINE ME, MY INTELLECT WON'T HAVE NO FOR AN ANSWER, WHEN I THINK OF U. WHEN I THINK OF U- MY DAY BECOMES BRIGHTER. WOW, THE THINGS YOU DO 2 ME,THINGS U SAY 2 ME...WHEN I THINK OF U, WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U THINK OF ME. WHEN I THINK OF U, I WANT U 2 TAKE MY MIND OFF OF THE THINGS IT SHOULDN'T BE ON....I NEED U 2NIGHT, WHEN I THINK OF U....AND THE SOLE PURPOSE OF THIS IS 2 TELL U THAT I THINK OF U, I THINK ABOUT THE THINGS WE DO, THE THINGS U TELL ME WHEN WERE ALONE. WHEN I THINK OF U, MY MIND DOESNT WONDER, MY BODY HAS A PLACE 2 B.... WHEN I THINK OF U....

Shed My Skin
I am not alone I live with the memories regret is my home This is my true freedom Express all the feelings of what I've become I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me A bitter sinking feeling Awake to the fact there's no going back To the world in which I was living I'm searching for something but found less than nothing I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me Oh 'cause I'm dying to feel What I have lost Oh and what I was All my life I've waited Endless days have taken Taken what made me free Years have gone I'm broken Left the pa

U Never Realize {how Blessed U R}
Have u ever taken the time 2 sit, and think about how blessed u really r. Ure blessed. Just think about it, the earth, life as a whole. And ure in this word, living,and doing what u have 2 do 2 survive...How blessed r u- just think about it....

Thank U For Lovin' Me
This is for the one {I don’t know who}, who knows me from the inside,who always comes around when I wear a frown,and lifts me up from the down side, savin’ the best for me...that’s her specialty... I just want to say thank you, for appreciating me... For every little sweet word that you say to me, thank you... This uncontrollable smile on my face, I just want to say thank you-Thank you for givin’ me the kind words of wisdom, and optimism...I want to say thank you... She can look right into my eyes and see If Im truly happy, I say with all sincerity- thank you for everything...When everything in my world seems like it’s all going wrong,and I’m feeling so heavy...And when I can’t see...I want to say thank you...

Love Supreme
How can I love you-Let me start counting now, all of the ways-that you’re coming at me, I just can’t describe- goin’ from A to Z, 1-2-3, and everything in between I go.....Straight to the stars,and I hear you say my name... I’ll break it down, so you can know how deep,how deep Inside you’re makin’ me go...Just savor the moment- my love supreme... You’re everything you are, a unconditional love,I’d sacrafice everything, for a love supreme.... I’d search over the world, and there would still be no other- no other than a love supreme..It’s the best thing....A Love Supreme....

My Special Perfect One
My Special Perfect One-Her hands,her face,her ways.Her body over me,the way she talks to me-those eyes,her tenderness,and her power.Her strength,and add the passion between her & me,I mean...Purposed & catered to me,my mind & my body...... Will I find you wrapped in one? My search has begun,but will you come-My special perfect one, I see pieces of my buried treasure here & there-I’ve looked everywhere- for my special perfect one... I’ve looked everywhere,But I’m not givin’ up, until I find my special perfect one. My special one- Is it all in my mind,is there no such thing...One woman having everything’, I refuse to believe she’s just a fantasy....Cause she’s everywhere...She’s all I see... How sweet it will be for you & me,Once the moment comes,and we finally meet...I’m savin’ all of my love for you, I know you’re savin all you’re savin’ all yours for me too.... Cause you’re my special perfect one...My special perfect one- twist of fate,my prayers,I’ll just wait for m

Lies.lies,lies
I’m sure everyone knows someone that lies- Lies- just for the hell of it...Lies to make themselves feel good, Lies to make others around them feel special. I knew someone like that. I know that he is a pathelogical liar, I know the people that he hurt in the process, I can only imagine the hurt that he put others in...And it’s a shame-a royal shame.... If you know anyone like that,you should tell them to take there lying ass to a confessional, and tell it too the Lord above,tell them that they should ask for help....

Stories Of Passion
Passion The night was crisp and cool. The moon was full and the stars were brightly twinkling in the sky. Soft music is playing in the night. As I stand there under the stars you come up behind me and wrap your arms around my body. You kiss my neck and whisper into my ear that you want to make love to me. I turn around and look into your beautiful blue eyes and we begain to passionately kiss one another. As we kiss you pull me closer to your body. Every ounce of me wants you. My body tingles with excitement and I am wet with desire. You take my hand and we go into the house. As we walk to the bedroom you reach for me and we again kiss. As we embrace we fall to the bed and all the passion that has been built up in us just comes rushing out. You take your tongue and slowly go from my lips to my neck then to my breasts. You then go ever so slowly to my stomach then to my inner thighs. As I just about to moan you go between my legs. Your tongue feels so good to my wet pussy. As you f

The Dance {morose Feeling}
Time to confess,What I feel inside my chest- when my heart keeps breathing rhythms to you’re name-So intoxicating is the music you create, I can feel my body givin’ in...Clear is my visiono,like it was in the beginning,I’m tearing down the walls in front of me-bearing my all just to be at you’re beck and call...Feeling a melody of my own... A beat, that is untraceable...A rhythm that is untapped. I feel myself dancing...

If I Told U....
If I told u that I wanted 2 see u, If I told u that I'd always keep you, what would you say. Tell me how you would feel If told you that I had feelings for you- would it be so wrong to say whats on my mind-I'm sorry I had too...I know where friends, but what if my feelings have changed- But I don't want to hurt you. If I told you that I'd always keep you, I know that were just friends, but what If I decide to bring something in....Do you think we would lose a good friendship, I don't want to choose between two precious things. If I told you that...If I told you...If I told you that my feelings are beginning, If I told you that I want to see you,If I told you that I dig you're conversation,and style...If I told you that....

My Sexy
Do u like my style, do u like my sexy...My sexy, my sexiness....I hope u like it... Never mind the compliments I might get, it all boils down too me...If I don't love myself, no one else will...But I do, so there wouldn't be a thought about what someone else thinks.... I think im stylish, do u like my Sexy??? Do you think I'm being selfish, do you think I'm conceited - Do you like my Sexy...Look at my pictures,do you like my Sexy??

Makinskins
I'm getting a lot of SB messages asking what my status of MakInSkinScumC!! means... It's just my little way of telling you that if you want a new skin for your profile, to hit me up. I am MakInSkinS for all my friends, so you should send me an idea for one and I will see what I can do. Thx for all those SB messages!!! On another note, thx again... this time to all my friends for taking my profile up 2 levels this week. I am also very glad to be back!!

Lost Dreams!
Lost inside myself, Have you ever closed your eyes and saw the life you wanted , not the life you live, thats lost dreams. it is what your deepest desire long for, you will find the person you want with out a face everything would be better then they really are, you want for nothing and you are always loved so much. Have you ever set there and tears started to run down your checks for no reason, thats lost dreams, something you wanted was taking away, you don't know how or how to get it back. you began to lost yourself, to hurt to shut down. Have you every Loved someone so much that it hurt, thats lost dreams. you live in fear, worried that this is not real, and that it will soon come to and end. so if you are living in Lost Dreams Open your eyes there is so much more to this world waiting for you. all you have to do is reach out your hand and ask. Lost dreams take away from your life. start living!

Bubba's Big Thoughts
This is the first posting. Being late, I won't go into any great detail here. Except to say that things are not as bad as they keep telling us. Sure there are going to be struggles ahead, but we are able to overcome and win anything life puts in our path. So, that's it for this rambling, will post more at a later time.

Girl,me & U {think Of Me & U}
In the morning, when I get of bed thoughts of you are goin thru my head, in the afternoon I think about all the things we can do thru the night - I think about me & u - In the evening, I think of me & u- thinkin about u in ure night gear...I work all day,and It's hard for me too concentrate....All I ever do is think of me & u, All I do is think of me & u....u got me goin crazy...I always get turned on, never turned out by any woman, but I think for this instance, its different....All I do, is think of me & u....

Observations
For this I may be guilty of emotional infidelity . My observations of a friend who I only know by pics and chatting. 1.You enjoy outdoor activities , mountain hikes , beach lounging , motorcycles , boating , snow skiing , sports , parades , and photography. 2.You have been a party person in the past and socializing comes easy. Kept to a minium now , family responsibilities. 3.You have many friends, but few really close ones . 4.You are verry close to your family , enjoys special times together . 5.You become close to a few co-workers. 6.Your left hand is not photographed often . 7.You have good taste in tatoos ,(warm or even hot and not trashy). 8.You spend a lot of time on the computer ,social life may be suffering. You may need to get layed. 9.If you are in a relationship ,it seems to be a distant one. 10.You are well,traveled ,educated ,confident , low-maintenance, whitty ,compassionate , conservitave ,and well photographed. 11.You don't put your

Vista!
I was pretty excited about getting this new laptop :) But my VISTA is driving me up a wall, It is constantly freezing up. If it doesn't freeze me on Firefox it gets me on AOL. I am constantly, rebooting, I should of got a damn used laptop with XP on it. I can not get anyone to back up the computer. I took it back to best buy, Microsoft sucks, I guess HP is next. I haven't even had the laptop 90 days, :-o Someone mail me a geek!

Just Bitching
as i sit in the dark of night i start to wounder is it worth the fight i struggle so hard just to make it through the day just for that day when he takes it all away and when i am gone looking back at my life i will thank god for everything especally a beautiful wife so while im still here lets bring nothing but cheer for one day ill be a memory while you drinking a beer

Reflections Of A Weary Heart
life...a big mystery...sitting here feeling that life has been sucked out of me is something that i am basically trying to reflect on...where is this life headed? is what i am doing worth it? or am i just being stupid to think that some things are really worth it... as i traverse life's highways i meet several beings...beings who display different character as they are being unique in every way...as i acquaint myself with them i slowly realize...they are quite similar in certain aspects...personification of life being pretentious... pretentions...it is very common in our world...people pretending to like you when in fact they detest you...they seem to find glory and happiness in the agony and suffering of others...they knowingly play with your emotions...quite hard to understand...and really painful...but i guess that is what really life is...empty and senseless...

Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I've loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything, but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away So far away Far away for far too long So far away So far away Far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to

Redeployment
I'M BACK OFF A DEPLOYMENT TO IRAQ..IT FEELS LIKE I KNOW I'M GOING BACK IN A YEAR..WHEN WILL IRAQ END..VOTE FOR A PRESIDENT WHO OPPOSES THE WAR..NAW CAN'T DO THAT..I'LL GO AGAIN..MAYBE LIFE INSURANCE FOR SOLDIERS,MARINES AND AIRMEN AND OH YEAH THE NAVY WILL GO UP..YEAH RIGHT..WHATS THE COST OF DYING..WHO'S FREEDOM..THE AMERICAN PEOPLE..OR THE BOOTS THATS ON THE GROUND..WHATS THEY PAY LIKE..IRAQ SHOULD BE $10,000.00 A MONTH TAXED THATS MOTIVATION TO GO FOR A YEAR OR 15-18 MONTHS..BUT I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO SETTLE FOR A 3.1% RAISE.. MORE TOMORROW

My Name
What Sher Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a h

Plz Help My Friend
Please help my awesome friend with this giveaway. Any help appreciated. Send me a message and I will return the luv! For example: Let me know how many comments you post for her and I will rate that many of your items. Thanks!!!! Stacy aka 'CuteFaceWithAChubbyWaist(ClubF.A.R.&FuAngels) 50,000 comments for $500,000 fu bucks plus a 7 day blast plus a bling pack....no time limit

To All My Friends And Family
Due to recent changes in my schedule and my computer issues, I have not been able to keep up on the things that i love to do most on here....dropping comments on friends and family and showin the luv (including keeping up with my bar tab) as much as i'd like to be doing... so if you dont get a comment from me as often as you have been or i don't return the luv u have shown me, please know i am thinkin about ya, that i appreciate ya and that i luvya!!!!!!!!!!!! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! as always....luvya, zoeygrl

My Love Life Through Tarot
Hi Rachel, It's very nice to meet you, and thanks again for your questions. I have reflected upon your situation and drawn several tarot cards. Hopefully, you'll find my impressions helpful! Looking back upon your marriage, I truly see how it has drained you, emotionally and physically. You are tired and aren't entirely up for starting your love life all over from scratch, but you also know that the end of this marriage will force you to move on. I do see brighter, happier times ahead of you, ones that will make you remember who the real Rachel is, and will reignite feelings of excitement and happiness that you haven't felt for awhile. It will take some time to get back on track. I do see you trying to meet other people, but it'll be frustrating at first. Some will simply not be your type, and others that you'd be interested in would be taken. And I feel like you'll be trying hard, and consistently, for several months before slowing down. After a little break, I see you havin

Friends
Hey there all, I have now been on this sire for a couple weeks, and i did it to have a little fun, and meet new people, and cause my sister had got me hooked on it, but today is the first time i could care less about this site....... I am not on here to be critizied, name called, or treated like shit, cause you dont agree with my mums if you dont like them pass it up and move to next one, I ask certain questions cause i really dont know what to do, and to see if i get other ideals to go on or think about, sorry to offend anyone when i create them, but remember we are on here to meet and have fun, not to be and ass towards people..... have a good day all..... Jason

Cleaning Lists
IF I haven't heard from you, you NEVER talk to me or leave comments or you're not wicca/wiccan I'm sorry you're gone. I'm trying to keep this name limited to those I can rate or leave comments to. If by chance I do accidentally remove you please let me know

Thunbs Up
GIVE ME A THUMBS UP (y) AND WITH ENOUGH I CAN WIN 2O FUBLINGS AND A BLAST! ALL I NEED IS A SIMPLE THUMBS UP RATE ON THIS PIC. FRIENDS! IF YOU WOULD BLOG THIS, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THIS! THANKS SO MUCH! NO COMMENTS, JUST A THUMBS UP IS ALL! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO FAR! YOU TOTALLY ROCK! LOVE TO ALL!! HELLCAT@ fubar

For Joanie And Lizelle
She Is Just Away You cannot say - you must not say that she is dead, she is just away! With a cheery smile and a wave of the hand, She has wandered into an unknown land And left us dreaming how very fair It's needs must be, since she lingers there So think of her faring on as dear In the love of there, as in the love of here Think of her still as the same and say She is not dead, she is just away.

Heartistic Soul's Stuff
SPANK TULSA'S ANGEL NOW....READ BELOW FOR DETAILS: For complete game information, please view my blog :) WOOT! I GOT MY FIRST SPANKING! 20 of them! I got spanked 20 more times! :D Keep those spanking coming! I LOVE them! Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar Reposts are appreciated! (repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-04-05 16:08:04')

Work ..
Whoa! I can't believe where I'm being sent this time.. at least I'll be with Chris (my 6'7 co-worker) .. this will be a awesome trip.. I just never got sent to Europe before.. but it's all for work.. umm yeh not really at night can go out & party .. Maybe I can find a nice European Guy for me =) .. Never know but I finally finished packing now I just got to get ready & then leave.. it's a good way to be away & enjoy a bit of life & such, because they do say that Europe changes everything .. I'll be in London & then going to Amsterdam.. =) & in August I go to Europe again .. I'm so excited because now more & more things make sence.. & pretty soon I can make my decision.. also I kinda met someone who makes me go WOW!!! so I will miss him when I go but their is always other guys.. LMAO... What happens in Europe will stay in Europe =) Off to the airport in like 3.5 hours.. =) To all my actuall friends on here I'll miss you.. stay out of trouble be good =)

Ripping Pics
for all u ppl out there that is not on my friends list if u rip a pic of mine i will fck up your computter. so if u was smart u would ask befor you go rippeing pics.and if you cant ask then u will no longer have a computer to get on.

Boy Can I Pick Em
Ok so while I'm trying to get over Druggie ex I finally meet a guy who makes me forget all about him. We met on another site and while I was still dating druggie, new guy emails me but I ignore it cuz I'm so in love. Well, in November new guy emails me again and I decide to reply. We hit it off immediately first on email, then phone then in person. Very much what I am looking for...same ethnic background, same family values, same warped sense of humor. After we met I had to have surgery and he was very understanding and supportive. Then came the holidays. He was very depressed since his father passed away earlier that year and these were the first holidays without him. I understood and gave him time. Soon after he became a total bastard. Wanting me one day then treating my like shit the next. Ok so now its April and we've had this love/hate love affair. I've repeatedly asked him if he wants me to back off...he says no. But he treats me like gum on the bottom of a shoe. I'v

Wow,sorry Guys
I've obviously been gone for a long while now.Sorry about that, for anyone who was curious,I moved back home to FL.And I've been working my ass off,so far I've finally gotten my own room,I'm renting from a buddy of mine.I fixed my computer so it could handle all the bullshit it's been needed for.I've turned down about 10 guys.I figured out that life has a meaning(just not sure what it is for me yet)I got a cell phone (yes I can finally call people long distance!!!)And I'm currently trying to get a better paying but enjoyable job so I can afford my own studio apartment hopefully.^^ Anyway,I'm back and I'm sorry I was gone so long,now I have to relearn the whole site.LoL Dani

Ink'd
It was a long and very painful day - took about five hours and hurt like a mother fu**** all the way from start to finish. Imagine someone with sharp fingernails scratching your badly sunburned skin - thats how it felt, a few spots even more painful. Hell I thought I had a high tolerance to pain, but I guess not when it comes to that area (this was not my first tattoo). I had an image in my head for over two years, and waited to meet the right artist who would help collaborate with me and build my idea from out of my head and onto my body. I had been to several shops in the area, never approaching anyone, but 'feeling' each one out waiting for the right person to come along. Finally met her and I sketched something up the best way a photographer knows how (with Photoshop and various pics) and let the tattoo artist do the rest of the magic...I'm partial to it, but I think it turned out beautiful! You can see a close up of the tattoo in my photos.

Dj Husky
hell yeah spring is here and the snow melting river ice is going too,hi too all the canadian out there from dj husky, whitehorse yukon canada. city of 20,000 plus greatest place to live out doors are fun fishing, hunting ,rvingsite seeing we have it all in the yukon

An American Patriot
Statement of Wayne LaPierre Executive Vice President of the National Rifle Association of America. Today, my heart is heavy with the loss of Charlton Heston. America has lost a great patriot. The Second Amendment has lost a faithful friend. So have I, and so have four million NRA members and eighty million gun owners. And so has every American who cares about the Bill of Rights, individual liberty, and Freedom. My heart is heavy, but not without a sense of pride. Pride in a man who devoted his life to his profession with grace and dignity. Pride in an American who devoted himself to civil rights, to correcting injustices around him, and to standing up for what he knew was right. Pride in a friend who stood with me and stood with fellow NRA members to preserve our freedom for future generations. Pride in a patriot who believed with every fiber of his being that our Bill of Rights is the foundation of our freedom that makes Americans singular among the masses of nations. He

Life
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effec

Women
I read this blog about men and women and thought I would repost it. your commentary and is welcome and appreciated.... Bottom line--if I sleep with a woman I don't know or care about SEX is NOT going to make me care. (I stopped doing that years ago) That kind of sex is like scratching an itch. Once a man scratches, he's through. He ain't sitting around thinking about that spot that itched or how good it felt scratching it. He's moving on with his life until that spot itches again and it don't matter which hand he scratches it with, just as long as he gets rid of the itch. Too many women PRETEND they can handle a sexual fling, but wind up getting caught up and wanting us to romance and wine and dine them and pretend we're having a "relationship" when it's NOTHING but a booty call. Come on, ladies, y'all know I'm telling the truth. Unfortunately, ladies, you are part of our problem. You sleep with us BEFORE you know us or what we're

Interview With Jorma Kaukonen
In a career that has already spanned nearly a half century, Jorma Kaukonen has been the leading practitioner and teacher of fingerstyle guitar, one of the most highly respected interpreters of American roots music, blues, and Americana, and at the forefront of popular rock-and-roll. He was a founding member of two legendary bands, The Jefferson Airplane and the still-touring Hot Tuna, a Grammy nominee for his highly acclaimed “Blue Country Heart,” and the most in-demand instructor in the galaxy of stars who teach at the guitar camp that he and his wife operate in picturesque Southeastern Ohio, The Fur Peace Ranch. here is my Interview with Jorma Kaukonen: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/220 Scott

Interview With Richie Havens
This was one of my most interesting Interviews I have done so far. I had the pleasure to chat with music legend Richie Havens. Richie was the first performer at the original Woodstock in 1969 and is getting ready to release his most recent cd "Nobody Left to Crown". Here is the link to the Interview with Richie Havens: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/190 Scott

Interview With David Gans
Known far and wide as the light behind the widely syndicated Grateful Dead Hour radio program, several books on the Dead and a number of intriguing CDs relating to the band and its music, David Gans has in recent years blossomed into a compelling performer in his own right, touring nationally and releasing several albums, the most recent of which is the critically acclaimed Twisted Love Songs. Here is my Interview with David Gans: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/209 Scott

Plz Help A Dear Friend Of Mine!
One of my bestest friends (on and off of fubar), Cowboy had to delete his old account and is starting all over again. If you could please head over to his new page and leave him some love, it would mean SO much to me! Thank you in advance!! **hugs** 'UnknownCowboy' This bulletin brought to you with love by ♥aGEM4life♥

Uhmmmm
I know it's a stupid subject heading. I just can't think of anything to put in there. I just need a place where, I can just arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I think things in my life is going ok, but in other areas it needs some life. I have found myself not having that smile that sparkle that everyone see's in me. I wish I can gain it back. And get that glowing sparkle.

Lonely!!!
YES I AM FEELING LONELY SEEMS LIKE ME AND SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS DONT LAST SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG AND I ALWAYS END UP HURT...I MAY BE A PICKY PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO MEN BUT THATS WHO I AM AND WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE I LOVE HARD IT KINDA SUCKS I HAVE PANIC DISORDER AND AGORAPHOBIA SO BASICALLY IM STUCK IN THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE AND DONT HAVE A CHANCE TO MEET ANYONE NEW AND PPL I LIKE DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO COME AND SEE ME...I JUST WANT SOMETHING SERIOUS WHERE SOMEONE WILL LOVE ME FOR JUST BEING MYSELF AND NOT RUN AWAY WHEN IT GETS TOUGH...I GET TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE PUTTING ALL THE EFFORT INTO RELATIONSHIPS JUST TO BE HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN...I AM HONEST AND I DO LOVE BLACK MEN AND HISPANIC MEN AS WELL I DONT REALLY FIND MYSELF ATTRACTED TO WHITE MEN...THEN AGE FACTORS IN IT FOR ME TOO I DONT MIND SOMEONE YOUNGER THAN ME AS LONG AS THEY DONT ACT LIKE A CHILD ITS OK TO HAVE FUN AND ALL BUT HAVE TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT THINGS AS WELL AND ACT LIKE A MAN...AND I USUSALLY HAVENT DATED OL

Fickle Things
You all should know by now that in December of 07, I moved out to Minnesota. In the short time I have been here, I have lost almost all of my friends. They either don't talk to me, or they insult me, or they just tell me they won't talk to me ever again. Well this has been an eye opener for me. So to all of you, and you know who you are, I understand, And I accept that we are no longer friends. Have a good life, I know I won't but I don't care. I have finally learned that friends are fickle things and I will never have one again. Anyway, goodbye.

Erase/ Replace
Attention Pay attention No mention A sickest array A mission An admission Ignition Detonate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it Not one more word about it Oh no don't think about it No please don't think about it Oh please don't think about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace A vision Division Revision Recognate An action A reaction Distraction Question the fate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you

Upgrades.
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpectingly a child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, TroubledUser..... _____________________ REPLY: DearTroubled User: This is a very common problem that men OFTEN complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 ,thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 IS AN OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete

Try This Bitches!!!!
Body: Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME... even if you don't have any idea.... and send it back to ME in a message(copy & paste). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest. Oh, and make your answers amusing :] My name: Summarize me in one sentence: Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do? Who do I love more than my life? Am I funny? Have i ever made you smile..if so when? What's my favorite type of music? Am I honest? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Do I lie? Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, p

First Dates
So I am not quite sure why I am writing about this but then again I am not sure why I am even on this site! Maybe it's just a way of meeting new people or maybe it's a way to pass the time. I have a date tonight... my stomach hurts, and I am hoping for the best but expecting the worst. We have been talking for 4 months and I have so much fun on the phone and through texts with him that if it doesn't work out tonight I am gonna be upset because people are so shallow and although I may take a good picture I am not 100 pounds wet! I hate rejection and I hate being lonely. I hope all goes well! HAVE A GREAT DAY and THANKS FOR READING THIS!

The Undead
blend with the shadows of the night, the living world keep in thy sight, breath silence and move like the dust born from a tombstone of the past... ...no mercy in thy icy heart for the lost prey you stalk and hunt, only the lust to take his life and make his Death thy lovely wife. let patience freeze your tired blood and wait,... for in the name of God, you're not alive, and he'll soon die -- an answer to your hungry cry.

Comment Bombing Contest
Please please help me and I will be sure and return the favor. If you click on the link you can go to my pic and bomb away. Thanks everybody for your help. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&i=1283503168

Soldier
Ok, This is basicly a rant about civilians who say "bring our troops home". I have a question for all you people. Did you ever think to ask the soldiers what they want? Your not the ones in afgahnistan or Iraq getting shot at, living in tents and sleeping on disqusting cots. Why should you get any say on what we do? We're the ones putting our lives on the line so you can bitch about "us" being over there. I'm sorry, but its our job, not yours. So shut up and let us do our job(that by the way WE volunteered for). Oh yeah, and dont EVER reffer to us as "young boys and girls", anyone who wears a uniform is either a MAN or a WOMAN. Don't try to make it out to be a bunch of kids who are scared and want to go home. So sit down, shut up, and we'll do the fighting!

Auction
@ fubar AUCTION NOW OPEN ITS AUCTION TIME BABY GO BID ON THIS HOTT FUCKER!! CLICK LINK BELOW TO BID My Offer Owned by in my name for 1 month Added to top friends list Rate all pics 11's up to 1000 pics Rate stash up to 500 Add to yahoo Pimp out in blog pimp out bulletin If offer goes above a 100$ value: you will get all my fubux i make in the next month 5 grafics made by sweets 3 dj promo's made by sweets If offer goes above 200$ value: All above plus prince jesse sighnd T~shirt mailed to you. 2 personal sfw salute's If offer goes above 300$ value: All above plus signd T-shirt plus boxers 3 personal webcam chats My home # good for 3 personal phone calls 2 nsfw pics for your eyes only If offer goes above that then ill haft to come up with somthin....lol @ fubar

Being Silly
This is the last season for the Yankee's to play in "Yankee Stadium" I have done random searches for tickets online, as far as looking at September tickets. I honestly feel at this point I need to sell my soul to see just one game. I did find a set of tickets, but they are $240. I have been a Yankee fan my whole life. I live for the Yankee's. That's it. I'm selling my soul.

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys The pet store was selliing them for five cents apiece. I thought this was odd since they are normally a couple thousand apiece. I decided not to look a gft horse in the mouth, so bought 200 of them. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let on of them drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in the genitals. I laughed. They punched me in the genitals. I stopped laughing. When I got home, I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech and hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Althought humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into it's third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive They all died. No apparent reason. They all just sort of dropped dead Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five ho

Moving
So,I'll be moving back to Massachusetts finally.We'll be flying out Tuesday morning.I'm so excited to get back to where all my family and friends are and familar surroundings.I won't be on much,between settling in and starting back to work I'll be very busy and tired.I'll talk to ya'll when I get the chance...

Vicoden And Flexerel
So instead of playing fireman or steelhead fishing this weekend, i am sitting around the house with severe pain from a strained neck muscle. Bright side to this is Vicoden and flexerel!!!!!!! Nothing like sitting around 1/2 asleep and drooling LOL

Cable Tv And Playboys
Today I was considering moving a tv. I knew where i wanted to put the tv, but I was not sure how much additional cable i would need nor where to route it or where i wanted to tie in at. Into the basement i went with my handy dandy stepladder and started exploring my options. Theres a bedroom down there, it has a tv in it, and it appeared that tapping into that line was going to be the easiest. I started exploring the route now, so up on the ladder i started looking. I noticed out of the corner of my eye, on top of the wall inside of the closet this lil plastic dish that had toys in it and what looked like the edge of a magazine. "Huh, whats this?" i pulled the dish down and found matchbox cars. I grabbed the edge of the magazine, dammit! The lil hoodlums found my stash and raided it to stock their own! I discovered miss january 1998! I reached farther and found 8 more of my playboys up there! I carefully put everything back the way it was and asked brendan and his mom to come downstair

Videos...
If you want to see more intimate videos and more "girlie parts" join my website www.SynfulDame.com. If you just want to see some ass. HERE! & you can see more FREE videos on Fat-Tube.com Or YouTube. Enjoy.

Family??
Well apparently I managed to offend my family this past week. All because I asked for the car back. My grandmother gave me her car when it was apparent she was no longer going to be able to drive. Technically it is for my daughter when she turns 16 and gets her drivers license however everything is in my name - taxes, tag, title and insurance. My mom has been driving the car since she came back from Florida last June/July because my dad’s vehicle wasn’t working right and he was using her vehicle. I didn’t mind because I didn’t need a second car yet. Well my boyfriend moved in back in Nov and my parents gave him a non-working vehicle they had in Feb - a white van - and he is going to do some house painting for them when it warms up. Well it took about $300 to get the van on the road, tag, title, battery and tires - not bad in my opinion. The van sucks oil and wasn’t taken care of very well by the previous owners so there are some issues with it and we understood that when we sta

This Is My Mind
So this is my mind, these are my thoughts as i go through this time. My dad died on the weekend. He was 49, he left behind myselfa younger brother and a new wife and 5 month old baby. I hated him. I still do... i can never confront him now about my childhood about what he did. He ruined me, he stole my dreams and happiness. I hope he burns forever. My childrens father died just over a year ago. His family wanted nothing to do with the children, now they want to take over. I was fine with them having relationship with them, seeing them every so often but the random dropbys and the telling me how to run my life! now its that my new boyfriend is spending time with the kids! WTF!! this is just getting to me... every little thing is commented on, critisied! When does a single mum of two get time to study? To improve provide a better life for her children. What am i meant to do? I just want to give up...

Poetry - Faded Away
Faded Away Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry A little boy is walking with flags in his hands suffering a loss that most can’t understand He kneels beside a headstone tears rolling down his face taking the flags one by one giving each a place Words have been spoken that just don’t make any sense like Sunni, Shiite, and Muslim what exactly is defense? The little boy only knows daddy has faded away no more riding on his shoulders no more fishing at the lake He stands and wipes his face taking his mommas hand he can see the tears she’s crying pain he now understands

Poetry - Not Drug Induced
Not drug induced Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry You titillate my mind much like the champaign bubbles slowly creeping in ones head leaving them wanting for just one more taste Cheshire grins hiding in the tree limbs of the willow in my soul making me smile lavishly and think of dirty foreplay I can close my eyes and see you running your fingers through my long blond hair whispering, "Baby, did you watch the Colbert report last night".

Poetry - Ode To The Beatniks
Legends Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry It's true what the dead say about the silver lining and it's touch of grey The Grey in this case is that: Legends die. The silver: They got to live. Cassady somehow always had his fast fingers in it. Bridging the generational gap. Taking the furthest even further. You dig? Kesey and his intrepid travelers. Bill and his syringe in some bathroom. Oh, and Allen with Flowers in his hair. Owsley and his bear. Jerry was on the bus. You dig? They got to live. Did you?!? Currently reading : The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test By Tom Wolfe Release date: 05 October, 1999

Ma.ry.j.an.e
Mary.Jane Current mood: high Mary its been a long time since I've seen u this ti.ght Ive seen you through some hard lines We danced with the devil all our li.ves Ive seen you whole I have watched you Gl.eem sitting by windows ripping by the sea.ms Ill probably never Mary, get the strength to walk a.way When your broken by the sunlight and sleep away the d.ays 1/31/08

Tired
Just tired of all the lies..players..etc lately. Sorry if I seem in a pissy mood tonight. Just way I feel. Had a friend who's been avoiding me for couple weeks now. He said hes been busy working. I see his name lit up..but hes not on.. hmmm. I could almost believe that somewhat. The fact of he is here..and not speaking to me though..tells me the truth though. I realized tonight hes found someone else hes interested in. I am cool with that. Fact hes lied to me.. and avoiding me.. not cool with. So,I am down a friend tonight. Hurts when you become good friends with someone..just to loose them. Also lost a female friend on April fools joke..due to a joke me and my friend did. She thought I hurt my friend..and ripped right into me. She even came to my page talking about how I am a married woman..and getting fumarried on here..and how I am a loser. That was part of the joke.. I got fumarried to someone..and hurt my friend. Anyways.. just alot on here has been pissin me off. I ge

Martin Luther King Jr's Last Speech
Even though he has said this speech a few times he knew that this was his last night.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0FiCxZKuv8 Please copy the link above...its a youtube video

Watch For Motorcycles
I am reposting this off a friends page whose son was injured in a bad motorcycle wreck....Hugs and blessings to u both... BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me,

The End
“Get out! Get ready!” said the email in my box last Thursday. “Prepare while you have the chance.” There was urgency in the tone. “Get out of the big cities… quickly. And away from coastlines.” Well, warnings like this had been coming for about five years now. Some from possible crackpots – but others through reputable intelligence sources. Now the warnings were growing more urgent… * Our world economy in danger of collapse * angry nations planning to invade when the collapse occurs * trial runs in some cities for possible nuclear attacks * Planet X on its way toward Earth, to cause a pole shift and global destruction * An alleged Mayan prophecy of doomsday in 2012 * 30% of the bee population became extinct last year, and the situation worsening this year * hundreds of dead zones in our oceans, growing by the day * Baby deformities, cancer and degradation of DNA spreading globally from Iraq and Afghanistan depleted-uranium-dust blowing into bo

My First Happy Hour! Save Your 11's!
My First Happy Hour RATE A THON Monday, April 7th @ 11am Fu Time Rate this Folder with 100 10's for $10,000 Fubucks! Rate with 100 11's for $15,000 FUBUCKS! (just click this pic to take you to the rate a thon folder) Just send me a private message when you are done so I can pay you! Only 135k to Henchman! Come Rock my Fu and show me lots of love! tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ && babygirl_01 ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar Thanks to my PebblesinAZ for this Happy Hour! ~PebblesinAZ~Chris and Bobbi 2gether at last. His First Happy Hour Mon @ 11am@ fubar

My Life
I met you when my crippled heart no longer believed in love. Love wasnt what we were about. A little fun, a lil wild, some hot sweaty sex for sex'x sake. Poor Larry. One day he decided he had nothing worth having, off he went in cyber land looking for the missing pieces. We met online, but I got to know him on the phone, and I fell for him in his arms, in hotel rooms, the back of the truck, in empty parking lots at 2am. No one under stood him, he was all alone in his "lifestyle". I was coming off a strong man who decided he didnt want me anymore, and told me so, in kind but definite words. A rare man among men. I needed a strong man, I thought. And I thought I had found one. A master to subdue me. I was daddees slut. My love promised to show me the world, to open my eyes to things unknown, to make the family "we" both wanted. I found that I was the only one trying to live that dream. The man I was sleeping with wasnt who I thought he was. Larry is whomever you dream him to be. He fills

ÐÐ_ÐïvÅ My Fuwife
COME JOIN US TONIGHT!! DJ TRICKY & DIVA WANT TO INVITE ALL OF YOU TO THE CELL BLOCK 69.. TO CELEBRATE THERE WEDDING OF A LIFE TIME.. THE WEDDING WILL BE HELD AT CELL BLOCK 69 TONIGHT AT 12AM EST... imikimi - Customize Your World COME JOIN US TONIGHT!! JUST CLICK ON THE CAKE TO JOIN THE CELEBRATION!!

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Need To Breathe
Has anyboby ever wondered why people feel so uncomfortable being alone. Don't get me wrong I feel this too, but I can't figure out what is so wrong with it and why it makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't know, maybe its just me, but I feel like this effects a lot of people...

Help Me On My Happy Hour.?
BE SURE TO SHOW UP AT MY 2 HAPPY HOURS TODAY @7:00 A.M.PACIFIC TIME = 10:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME & 10:00 A.M PACIFIC TIME = 1:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME PLEASE SPANK ME GOOD ..:) HELP ME DO THIS FU~HEADS ? GODFATHER ME PLZZZ.?? PLEASE STOP BY & HELP ME MAKE GODFATHER MY FRIENDS AND RATE THE CRAP OUT OF MY STUFF. STASH,PICS,BLOGS WHATEVER I HAVE. I NEVER ASK ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.PLEASE SHOW THE FU~LUV !!! ADD/FAN/RATE TOO WHILE YOUR @ IT PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL YOU REPOST THIS PLEASE? THANKS IN ADVANCE...:) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@

My Life, And How I Live It
I JUST SAW ZUG IZLAND ON STAGE, LAST NIGHT AT AUGY'S BAR AND GRILL!!! Syn is SO hot! And so sweet! He's so down to earth. I am SO happy that I got to see them, before I had to leave for SC in August... :D OMG!!!! *squeals in excitement*!!!!!

Breastfeeding In Public... Offensive Or Natural?
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I quickly came to realize that people are almost as opinionated about breast feeding as they are politics, abortion, and the homosexual debate. I was dumb founded by things I heard coming from both sides. Everything from, "Breastfeeding is barbaric and/or perverse" to "You can’t possibly truly love your child if you choose to bottle feed". Here is something that took place in Denver last year and made nation wide headlines. There was a woman at Elitch Gardens (for those of you who don’t live in Denver it was a Six Flags amusement park called Elitch Gardens) who was nursing her 5 month old son by the wave pool. A security guard approached her and asked her to please cover up or go to a more secluded area because they had received a complaint. She advised the guard that she was aware of Colorado law (she was there vacationing from some where else) and that she wasn’t in violation of anything. She asked the guard to leave

One Moment At A Time
One Moment At A Time We live our lives one momment at a time always affraid of what may turn up next aware of this fear we hold it deep inside bottled up beneath our rage an emptiness but once it finally releases we explode our thoughts on fold and our minds shut down we hold so uch back for so long when it fionally arises we shrink up inside and fear the next step for it maybe the one to change it all to avoid such fear we take short cuts thru life never knowing what happiness we could truelly have what surprise may lay ahead of us to bring such great joy the answers of life never unfold an our minds fill with such great sadness we go on not thinking of what the next risk we take may achieve can it always be so hard we will it ever go right for just me until with faith oneday it all pays off you may do great things to save a life or mothera new born child and with the first breathe of your new born child all the pain you have over come will seem wort

Walmart Funny...
Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.. and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. Sept 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry and asks, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Oct 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror, and picked h

A Kiss In Time
When you press your lips slowly againest mying Softly inhancing every second With the feelings i hold deep inside Lotting two hearts connect For the very first time You look into her eyes And lot her know how Much you love her And how much you truelly care You watch the smile upon her face And finally your heart's can melt as one

Want More Gas For Ur Money?read Up!!!
Mike Webster Customer Service Manager Office: 585-392-2384 Fax: 585-392-2381 Cell: 585-259-6226 TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the g

My Writings
I just thought i would let you know just how much i never show and all the times I've sunk so low was just my way to let you go Every time i hear your name I wish i could hear your voice say those famous words that you said to me "your perfections and flaws are why your with me" oh my darling i hate to break your heart but my perfections and flaws never got me far It's funny that you haven't said that since cause my flaws aren't the same as they were back then oh why am i holding on to something that isn't there just a let down hope and a piece of a memory it's faded away like smoke in the air disappeared but i know it was there

Sounds Of The Ocean
the waves of the ocean sounding so fierce At times fierce enough to crash againest the shore And break away at the little pieces From the biggiest rocks And yet with the sounds To ease a crying baby in the night So perfect in pattern And such a beauty to see The waves of the ocean With the ease of each morning dawn Can stay on you mind For such a long time And calm the anger Creeping over your shoulder

Calling All Friends
WE ARE LOOKING FOR GOOD PEOPLE TO BOMB OUR GOOD FRIEND BRATT. SHE IS THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS HELP AND ANYONE THAT HELPS EVERY DAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, SHE WILL RTF,IF YOU WANT 11'S BLING,HELP IN A CONTEST.SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT AND ...... C O M E B O M B ~ B R A T T ~ HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: HAVE TO ADD THE HOST AKAMRS.T ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ @ fubar ---------------------------------------------- AFTER SHE ACCEPTS YOUR INVITE CLICK ON THE PIC OF BRATT AND HER DAUGHTERS ABOVE AND RATE AND BOMB YOUR HEART OUT. AND BRATT WILL GET WITH YOU!! T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y O U !!!!!

Not A Very Good New
hi had a bad new : i try to explain the most clearly than i can what happen : i have been notified by the major of my town that big works will be made in my street they are going to change all phones cables of the town so i'll not have internet from the 8th to the 20 th of this month that piss me off Miz

Non-stress Diet
This diet is designed to help you cope with stress which normally builds up during the day. Breakfast: 1/2 Grapefruit 1 Slice Whole Wheat Toast, Dry 8 oz. Skim Milk Lunch: 4 oz. Lean Broiled Chicken Breast 1 cup Steamed Spinach 1 cup Herb Tea 1 Oreo Cookie Mid-Afternoon Snack: Rest of the Oreos in the package 2 Pints Rocky Road Ice Cream 1 Jar Hot Fudge Sauce Nuts, Cherries, Whipped Cream Dinner: Loaves of Garlic Bread with Cheese Large Sausage, Mushroom & Cheese Pizza 4 Cans or 1 Large Pitcher of Beer 3 Milky Way or Snickers Candy Bars Rules For This Diet: 1. If you eat something, and no one else sees you eat it, it has no calories. 2. When drinking a diet soda while eating a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are cancelled by the diet soda. 3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count as long as you don't eat more than they do. 4. Foods used for medicinal purposes NEVER count. Example: hot chocolate, brand

Sugar
So I'm officially ill. I have been for a while. I knew something was up, but I thought it was just getting old, or down to my drinking! For the last year or so, I've been tired all the time. Not that kind where a good nights sleep will sort you out, or a couple of resting days off work would cure, but a complete draining tiredness. Like being emotionally spent. Just fucking knackered!! That and losing concentration, loss of memory, getting so fat that a whole new wardrobe is needed and a bit of a depression. Plus, always thirsty and needing the toilet and the odd dizzy spell. My doctor is a harsh bitch, no other word for her! She thinks sick people are a waste of time and interfere with her day! She told me I had to stop smoking, halve my drinking & that I was, and this is the official medical term, Very Obese!! Its the one thats between Clinically obese and Morbidly obese!! So basiclly she said I was a fat drunk and to sort me life out! But she did send me for some blood t

Powertrips
You assholes are so caught up in your hurt...you cant see who you hurt the most...the ones that had your backs...and over what...pussy!!!....what happened to bros before ho's....i think you both are frauds...all the rumors bout he is this ...and he is that...i just think you both are the most self centered bastards i have ever loved...and i dont hate either one of you...but...when you took me outta your family list Tony...that was the last straw with me...you wanted to walk away so be happy...you bastard...you crushed my daughter...and i hope that makes you feel good about yourself....i have yet to tell em we arent talkin anymore...Tori will be devistated but you go on with yourself..and get over yourself kevin...we arent turnin our backs on you...you did that when you made your bed at someone's home...i blame the both of you and the third party for all the pain...and you three can still only see your own hurt...well...i could care less about what you bring upon yourselves anymore...a

About Me
Holy Crap you mean in have to fill this danm thing out??? LOL ok Well I am a Jarhead, Leatherneck, and lots of other names. I am an avid gamer and a bit of a goth. I like to work hard and play harder. Yes i have nsfw pics up look all you like but please dont degrade me for the choices i make. My private life is just that...PRIVATE, if i feel like opening up to you i will, if not i wont. I love to make others laugh and have fun. I know after you get to know me you will find out what im about to state, IM ALWAYS HORNY. ok i said it now please dont talk about me behind my back for it i do have a face and ears so please tell me what you think of me. I am blunt and honest, I admit my faults unlike many others and no i dont give a rats ass about most peoples opinions. Other then that have a great day.

Nasty
this is the worst girl on fubar her name is (WITCHY WOMEN MR MMS LADY Mmmm)if you see her kill her she has like 3 different kinds of herpes and aids just shit like that she is a nasty dirty slut ass bitch.

Favrite Qoutes
Two of them; Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.... A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Robert Heinlein

I Love You Phil Bailey
Don't know how to explain it, but i love you in words to hard to be put down. You are the core of happiness, and the starter of my heart's fire. Everytime i see you the future comes to mind, why? I really dont know, but it may be because i see you by my side, no day goes by without you on my mind, nor do i sleep in peace without you being involved in my dreams. Honest to God i would never leave you for another person, for you are everything i have wished and dreamed of ....I LOVE YOU P.B.

I Love You Just The Way You Are
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap

Taking Jamie
my friend darcy was dating this guy timothy hutchinson but hated being alone liked her friends close so she asked me go out with them all the time it was awkward lol i liked her bf too much and was a 3rd wheel so he started bringing his cousing he was 15 almost 16 yeah please dont comment lol i was almost 23 he ended up thinking i walked on water followed me to the bars after he climbed out his bedroom window hed wait outside till i got drunk then walk me home always trying to cop a feel lol i didnt know my 14 year old sister had a crush on him or that they were dating until he dunpded her yeah ouch all summer the 4 of us were together always about a week before i was to leave for boston timmy invited us out to his island for the weekend the four of us on a small canadian island getting drunk having a big send off party we get to timmys island small only a house a little bit of land in the middle of the thousand island seaway we unload the boat putting up the supplies in the house dar

Any Authors In The House?
Looking to network with other authors to find out marketing techniques, publishing avenues and services needed such as editing and reviewing. I need reviews for my 7 books and am looking for reviewers. Know of any? I offer editing services so I can offer that to the roundtable for authors. I do reviews for free as well but alas, can't review my own books. I need more marketing techniques. As many authors know an authors budget is tight. I'd like to see how others are marketing their books. I got an excellent deal on half marks which are half the size of full book marks. I've been sending them out to people I know and now they want to buy my books. I can refer you to the book mark maker. I can also refer you to a site that offers free advertising on three sister sites. Free is in my vocabulary when it comes to marketing. Do you have free resources that you use? Let me know. Take care, Anastasia

Meet My Owner!!
As you all know I was in auction and I would like to introduce to my awesome owner: cottonblossom Now don't let her looks intimidate you, she really is a great person who you should really stop by and meet! Just click on either of these pics and tell her I sent you, just remember to tell her I was bowing down to her as I told you all about her!! :) ♥cottonblossom♥ *fuowned by starry*@ fubar

A Tune Up....
Hi guys! As some of you know I’m having outpatient surgery tomorrow and have scheduled to be out recovering until April 25th. Hopefully I will be a quick healer and will be back in action sooner but as of right now the 25th is the date. Don’t worry I’m not sick, I’m just having some repairs done. LOL….that kinda makes me sound like a car huh? Yeah, let’s just say I’m getting a tune up! Hehehe! Since I don't have a laptop I will be out of touch until then. I’ll miss ya’ll when I’m out recovering. T-belle aka Wonder Woman

Poetry
My Lady...My Love, I awake every morning with you at my side Often times I just lay looking at you With each new day my love continues to grow And I'm blessed by all the things you do. There are not enough words to discribe my love Only that in God we have become one No one could ever separate what we have For what God has joined can't be undone. In 8 years we've not ever had a 'fight' People find that hard to believe these days But they don't have what we have together Because we do things a very different way. We invited God to be the center of our wedding And placed our marriage into His guiding hands He was the One that brought us together With a love that will continue and forever stand. I love you more today than yesterday, but less than I will tomorrow...tjg

Brutus
Well, was invited to join fubar by a very good friend, Madame Scarlett. She said I'd find lots and lots of friends in here and have a few drinks with them. As for me, I'm just a wild and woolie farm boy, who loves to have fun. I'm easy and can be had, by anybody who wants me. This, of course, is only for the ladies. So come on and be my friend and see what happens. HUGS to all the beautiful ladies out there. Scarlett, I love you

Update.....miss My Friends
I have been away again for a time ...unfortunately things havent been going well. A short explanation so friends wont be worried. I had let a so called friend stay with me for a short time with her kids and boyfriend...unfortunately they took advantage of it. They ran up my bills, never gave me money for rent and almost 3 months later managed to get me evicted, beat me up, stole my computer, money, clothes and a list too long to mention. So I am temporarily in transition. Stayng with friends of my own until I can manage somehow to get back on my feet. Will try to get on when i can to update everyone. Miss you all anad hope your doing well. Cyas all soon hopefully

Single Breath
A single breath so instinctive needed to live is denied her a tight ribbon constricted neck as she struggles the cuffs tethered almost no slack and tries to draw her mouth agape nary a sound a single breath.

What?
What's in a kiss That can make me miss You so much That I long for your touch What's in those lips Those finger tips That makes my heart race As you touch my face What's in those eyes That hide no lies My mind you completely undo When I think of you When you look at me What do you see The other half of a whole? Your eyes capture my soul What's in those hands With strong demands Touch me in the night Turn dreams to delight Fulfill all dreams Undo me at the seams Till we flow in to one And all loving is done

Back In Business
Hello all. Just wanted to let you all know that I am back in great health and feeling wonderful. It was a hard road for recovery after my surgery. but I feel like a million Bucks... Keep an eye out for my Birthday Blast. If you happen to see it please screen shot and send it to me. I have yet to see it. I am back in the lounge too. Working on making it the best lounge ever. Please come by and show me some love. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668 MySpace Graphics & MySpace Awesome music, awesome Staff, NSFW (Adults only) Hope to see you there.

Fingers
He lifts me gently With callused, masculine hands Cradling my neck in his palm His fingers curling, resting Finding their home His caress navigates Reads the smooth lines And angles of my neck like brail Coaxing shallow moans From my hollow depths His fingers tread my curves And take their position Seek the lines Of my intricate figure He tickles and teases In playful torture And knows I will confess To any crime Anywhere Any time His fingers flutter and dance Over my taut frame Releasing butterflies in my belly Walks the sinew of my body A master of tight rope Plucks my lithe strings Hits all the right notes Eyes shut, lost in me He knows my form well Doesn’t need to see To know how good this hurts His rugged flicks Stroke me into submission Ego-maniacal, sadistic He wants me to beg Hurts so good I no longer care Never want to stop Singing for him To him Oh…God…. Yes… Right…..there… So perfect in his rhythm Just the right

Slow Ride
I like hard fucking sometimes, that painful push pull shaking bed thrust. but when you lie there, looking up at me, when the power is mine, the control is mine, I want it slow, slower still. I will ride you at my own rhythm don’t hurry, no rush, please wait I want to play with you, tease you tease myself, stroke slow, rock up and on and on, let me take, let me be. playful kisses and I want to stay here without time cock inside, a hint of motion, smug smile. I am not the woman I once was, but here, on top, here on you, here full of power I am everywoman, my best woman, my best self. so let me. let me ride you, play you, tease you, touch you. let me set the tone, be in control, take you as I want because what I want is you, is this moment, to last forever

Please Pray For My Brother
I got a call this morning from my dad. My brother Sean has had a fever of 105 for a couple of days now. He is in the hospital and they got his temp down to 101. I don't know all the details yet and the Dr's still don't know whats wrong. I'm waiting to hear back from family but I'm checking into flight's right now. I'm sure Sean will be fine but, if everyone could please say a prayer or whatever it is your belief's have you do. I would greatly appreciate it and s will my family. Sean just got engaged not too long ago. Thanks everyone and I'll keep this updated as I know anything.

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Untitled
You were my light You were my happiness You were the sun in my day You were my love You were my heart You were my soul You were everything to me I never wanted that to change. Now you’re my darkness Now you’re my sadness Now you’re my grey skies Now I question my love Now you’re loosing my heart Now you’re loosing my soul Now you’re loosing everything I gave you. How did we let this happen.

Phone Sex
Mmm, phone sex. It’s so hot Hearing your voice on the other end of the line Talking dirty to me Getting me wetter Hearing your moans Hearing you call out my name As you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours Fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard I moan back in unison with you Thrusting my hand all over and into my pussy Getting it drenched in my wetness Fantasizing the same thing that you are Hearing you cum for me Cumming so hard Knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too Feeling my orgasm approaching Moaning louder into the phone Almost deafening you Then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you All over my hand Tasting myself as I bring my hand to my mouth Wishing you could taste me too Both of us feeling satsified Saying goodbye and hanging up the phone Knowing that both of us can hardly wait till the next time that we will do this again.

Probs Herein Tunes
alls i know is when i went into a lounge i have been goin into for months now i got no tunes. well come to find out i got banned from the server. the server is owned by the people i use to dj for with my EX and i dont know what the heck i did to the other then go into their lounge so i could talk to one of their djs who i know personally yes in rl hes a sweetheart lovers u slayer and mommy. well anyways i got off track they r not unbannin me cuz of my ex he is a hacker and if u know him he will somehow f@ck up ur stuff i havent been with him in 8 months and it has come back to bite me in the azz. he has stolen 4 of my fubar names and 5 of my yahoo sn. alright get back on track here. they said i hit their server over 200 times in a hour and the program i am runnin i know that cant happen it has to be manually turned on and off lmao and i cant do that 3 times a min for an hour like i would want to waste my time doin that just to what get banned hell no i aint into doin that that would be

You're On My Heart Just Like A Tattoo
Well I am 6 days into being single and i am getting better each and everyday. Its hard to stay sane when the last year and 1/2 of your life was a lie. Im still so lost on how someone can say they want to marry you...and you are the one...and it was all a lie. I hate people who lie and use. well i guess i can look at it like this....now i can get back to my life of working out,working, and being with my friends. Shit I gave up for a piece of shit...

Untitled 2
You were only thirty-four. I was only seven It wasn’t time for you to go. There was so much you need to teach me. So much I had to learn. We never got a chance. I lost my best friend the day you died. The friend I didn’t get know. I did give anything to have just a little more time.

The Attic
(COPY & PASTE THIS TO A MESSAGE, FILL IT OUT AND THEN SEND IT TO ME PLEASE) DATE: SCREEN NAME: FUBAR URL: EMAIL ADDRESS: CITY: STATE: COUNTRY: HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A MEMBER OF FUBAR: IS THIS YOUR FIRST FUBAR ACCOUNT: DAYS/HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK NO PREF: MON: TUE: WED: THUR: FRI: SAT: SUN: WHICH POSITION ARE YOU APPLYING FOR? ()GREETER __EXPERIENCE? ()PROMOTER __EXPERIENCE? ()BOUNCER __EXPERIENCE? ()BARTENDER __EXPERIENCE? ()MANAGER __EXPERIENCE? ()DJ __EXPERIENCE? ()FU-PRIEST __EXPERIENCE? PLEASE LIST TO TWO PREVIOUS LOUNGES IN WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN A STAFF MEMBER IN: 1) 2)

Fantasy
Her screams were heard by the neighbors The police were called right away For they were sure That what they heard Was someone dying today But when the police arrived They saw the most depraved site She stood over her man With a whip in her hand He wasn't putting up any fight Her turn had come much earlier As he whipped her ass, so red As they came together She picked up the leather And tied his ass down to the bed Now it was his turn to scream But a scream could not be heard For she sat on his mouth As her whip struck about Her pussy swallowed his words She stopped her abuse but for one thing His cock, once more stood erect In her mouth did it slide Her grin could not hide It was a site the cops wouldn't forget Perhaps if he had given her something To scream her orgasm into The neighbors wouldn't have scared The cops wouldn't have cared They could have beaten themselves black and blue But alas the call was made And now the young cops stood to arrest The

Copperheads Lounge
hey ya'll why not come join in the fun and listen to awsome music @ copperheads lounge we have some of the best DJ's on fubar come on in click and join and have some fun we are a close bunch of friends and family see you there dont forget to join so ya'll can come back

Shadow Levelers April 7
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 3,714 to Level 9 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 7,278 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 17,097 to Level 19 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 22,128 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 22,785 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,385 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 41,947 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 49,106 to Level 21 farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~rmember of Dylon's Divas~~and Stiletto Girls!@ fubar 49,608 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 83,270 to Level 21

Thoughts 23
What was supposed to be a calm, do nothing kind of weekend, turned out to be a very busy weekend. We went to Paul and Betty's for dinner Friday night. Every time I go to their house, it makes me want to sell my house and move there. They live in town but it is up a hill on a secluded area that feels like when you drive up it, it is totally away from everything and feels like the country. It is so peaceful there. The only problem is that the very few houses that are for sale there are over 1 million for the price tag! Ouch. It will be a while before we can move. Not until this terrible market turns around. I really do want to get out of this area. Saturday I spent cleaning and shopping. Then we had some friends over for dinner Saturday night. I was wanting to eat outside in the backyard but that didn't happen since the weather turned cold that day. We played cards and had a good time despite my son who was a total jackass to us that night when he came home. Yesterd

Blackness
Blackness Blackness all around No point in looking down I jumped without a thought I figured I’d get caught The truth remained to be seen It turned out to be the same old thing How could I be so dumb? I think I’m the only one The lies were easy to believe I blame myself for everything I took it at it’s word Fucking thing was absurd That this time it would work That for once it wouldn’t be me getting hurt I discovered the lot When my heart turned to rot So next time I choose to leap I’m going to rest assure I land on my feet I’ll be the one in control I won’t ever let him know This heart will be closed down I will from this point on Always look down

If You Get Bored...
My VIP runs out in 3 days, I'm getting close to godfather and would really like to make it before it runs out or at least get closer...I will rate back those of you that decide to help me, just send me a private message so I know who to hit up, we all know that it will only hold so many in the "see all" section and I don't want to miss paying back the love...Thank you, Tina

Just Another Pic To Burn
State the obvious, I didn’t get my perfect fantasy I realized you love yourself More that you could ever love me So go and tell your friends That I’m obsessive and crazy, That’s fine I’ll tell mine You’re gay, And by the way, I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You big redneck, heartbreak Who’s really bad at lyin' So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn. There’s no time for tears I’m just sitting here planning my revenge There’s nothing stopping me From going out with all of your best friends And if you come around saying’ sorry to me My daddy’s going to show you how sorry you’ll be ‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You big redneck, heartbreak Who’s really bad at lyin' So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn. And if you’r

Public Apology
As you all know, I was a Bouncer for a while. During this time... I fucked up several friendships, stabbed numerous people in the back and done things I really shouldnt have done. I admit, I was wrong. Bouncers... it was fun at times, then again... most of it sucked! Sorry, but that's how I honelsty feel about it. I wasted too much damn time marking pics than anything else. Any and all members of the After Hours and Centerfolds lounges... you have my apology as well for the stupidity. Enough said, right? I did the Bouncer thing because I thought it was going to be fun. I was wrong. I lost contact with the "REAL" DIDDY. Now Im back. Which brings me to the most important part of this post... this isnt a post to beg for forgiveness. Its not to try to re-friend with anyone. We're adults and you can make that choice on your own. All in all, this is my public apology to anyone and everyone. You can accept it if you wish, but dont think Im going to bed your asses to be my frien

Roadtrip!!
whAt's gOod yA'll? uR giRl went on a liL rOadtRip this wEekend... stArted thUrsday niGht n i jUst gOt bAcc lAte lAst niTe... wAs gOin to flY oUt 2 meEt up wit a fRiend, oRiginally. wHen that plAn fEll thRu, i dEcided tO stAy @ the hOliday inn i wAs alReady chEcced intO n hAve sOme fUn... shOpped, wEnt oUt 4 dRinks, mEt sOme peOple n jUst hAd a gOod time... nEw piCs r up of me n mY hOtel n whAtnot... hOpe u like... hAd fUn but glAd 2 be hOme cUz uR giRl is tiRed!! lOl... smoOches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

A Gripe
I just got mail from fubar saying that someone reported 1 of my photo as nsfw.And It was 1 of my animal pics for god sake.Which I know wasn't a nsfw.I wrote fubar back to see which photo It was because It's not linking me to the picture they told me that I could be deleted because of It yet I can't see which photo It was.People that report photos as nsfw needs to get a life.This really pees me off,and I wanted whoever reported It to know this too.I know that anyone outside of friends can viewed my blogs so I'm hoping they will see this.

Ode To The Bouncer
I'm Rating Photos, I move to fast, and there you are to bust my ass. just doing your job. I understand. no appreciation for the man. but don't you remember, Don't you know. you just stop me five minutes ago. so give me a break. you know my face. as long as i have been in this place. so to all the bouncer let me say. i'll try to slow down and you have a nice day. *** just being silly, but i thought it was funny so I had to write it here. lol

Ect
This is just a little something that I've been working on. Kinda reminds me of a country song. Probably won't make sense for a while since it's still in progress. When I was young I was rotten to the core. I worshiped the bad ol boys like the Bucth Casidy and Jessy James. I did a ton of rotten things, I can't even begin to say, but I'm a different man today. I guess you could say I was a bad bad boy and became a good good man

"what Cusswords Really Mean''
you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to the

Giving Up On You
I'M GIVING UP ON YOU AND ME. I HAVE TRIED SO HARD,BUT IT WILL NEVER BE I'M LETTING GO OF ALL MY DREAMS. ALL THESE YEARS A WASTE IT SEEMS. I'M TIRED OF ALL THE FIGHTS. THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRY AT NIGHT. I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENUFF FOR YOU. IT'S ALL SO HOPELESS NO MATTER WHAT I DO. SO THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE. I'M LETTING GO OF YOU AND ME.

My Love
My love she is 42 years old she has been there for me for ever. She is loveable, passionate, gentle and sweet. She is there to talk to. She knows when im sad, upset or hurting. She is my world and my soul. She loves me for who I am and nothing else I love that she is so sweet she know what I like or what I don't like. She wants to help me fill all of dreams and goals she help me to understand that I can still talk to my grandpa even thought he is dead she told me that he is still watching even thought he isn't here to watch. She is my dream come true over and over.

Other Ways To Reach Me
For all my freinds here who are being very supportive in my staying. I figured that i woudl leave you some other way to reach me when i am not on here. my yahoo ID is a_rohr7333@yahoo.com. or my AIM is cranfill88. I hope you all will still try to reach me. I love you all

The Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

The Meeting
She was late. Although I think there was nothing she could have done, it wasn't her fault the plane got delayed. But I was sitting at the airport for 3 hours now and I was getting real anxious. Finally we would meet in person. For months we had been chatting and talking and sending emails, and today was our moment of truth. Unfortunately I looked like a wreck, cause I hadn't slept for days. I was too nervous to sleep. So here I was looking out for her. So afraid I wouldn't see her... but I couldn't not notice her. It was like a ray of sun walking through the hallways. I was rooted, but somehow I managed to move my arms and get her attention. She was even more beautiful than I imagined. Our first hug was very intense, we couldn't let go. But I had to make sure this wasn't a dream. My fingers felt her nose, her eyes, her cheeks. They went through her hair as my lips softly touched hers. And at that moment I knew it. We didn't have to say a word, we both felt it. Tonight would be ano

~biker Code~
It used to be that all bikers shared a common bond, an unspoken code of ethics and behavior that transcended words and was built on actions. There was never a bible written on this Biker's Code and there was no need for such. But the times are a-changin' and there seems to be a lot of new riders out there. These days the riders you see blastin' down the road are just as likely to be clad in shorts and sneakers as jeans and engineer boots. And the roughest, toughest-looking biker you pull up next to could be your doctor or lawyer and may be wearin' a Rolex watch under his leathers. There's nothing wrong with that, so long as these new riders learn the Code just as we old-timers did. Being a biker used to be about using your creativity to take a basket case old hawg and using only grit and ingenuity, turning it into a one-of-a-kind eye dazzler, then risking your life on the asphalt on a bike you made yourself out of pride. Bikers wore leather and grease because they knew cagers would

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

On Call...lover?
So I'm sitting at the bar last night with my room mate and a couple of our guy friends. Somehow me and my sex life becomes the topic of conversation. How this happend....go figure. Anyway one of the guys that's been trying to date me for awhile now asked me what exactly I was looking for. But when I explained to him what I was looking for he said that men fucking hate woman like me. I don't see how this is possible. I just got out of a 7 year realtionship not too long ago. So I'm not looking for anyting serious unless I ofcourse stumble across Mr. Right. But other than that I'm looking for a kinda of guy that likes to hang out. Makes time for me! Show's me there's an interest. and ofcourse my other FOUR Rules: 1. Has a Job, 2. Has his own Place, 3. Has a Vehicle, 4. Is NOT married!.. I love hanging out with my girlfriends and I'm a firm beleiver that a guy needs to have his away time too. But at the same time i'd like to cuddle on the couch every now and again. I don't expec

Going Away
I am off to Presque Isle, ME for 3 days for business. It has been 8 years since I moved from there and have been back only twice since then. I am looking forward to seeing all the changes. Should be a good trip, but I am working 10 hour days while there, so not a lot of free time.

Stalker Much?
Out of nowhere this "person" appears in my shout box, we exchanged witty conversation, then she rates me a 1. I can feel the love =D Bottom to top kiddos jelly: bye bye ->jelly: why does it matter to you if I comment on every mumm? Seems like you have no life if you're keeping up with what I'm doing all day. jelly: TALENTED... with a pic like you got... yehhh right ->jelly: I'm just talented enough to do RL stuff and mumm jelly: do you have a life? you comment on every mumm SADDDDDDD

My Lovely Life
Well everything went good. I am having Braxton Hicks contractions now. She said it normal. She put me on Zantac and Ambien. He is growing really well. 147 was his heart beat. I have only gain an extra 3 lbs from my last appointment. He moved around alot too while he was getting his pics taken. So so far he is fine adn I am fine. She said also since we wanna go home in June she will try and make sure everything will be ok enough to go home for a week. If not we have to stay. It really lies on what my doc says as to if we can go home. So we will see. Also I had the next ultrasound and appointment on May 12th so that way I know he is home. I heard some talking about sending people home early too around here. I dont know if that goes for you but thats what I am hearing. So we will see about that. But eveyrthing is good. I posted an ultrasound pic if you guys wanna go see. Lata-Maranda

Romantic
I long to feel your heart beating against me, in time with mine. Run the back of my fingers against the cheek of your face. Wanting to look into your eyes, wishing for you to look into mine, with the same gaze, the same love & longing for my touch as i do for yours. Just to hold you once softly, gently & lovingly in my arms. Feeling your head rest on my chest listening to my heartbeat as i feel your arms wrapped gently around me. How i wish for your touch,how i long to look into your eyes, with so much passion & love. Feeling your lips kiss mine, that's all i ask of, that one kiss to taste the sweetness of your lips pressed against mine, but i know it can never be. That is all i have ever wished for, that one kiss, for as long as i have known you & then i can know how it feels to be really alive. Written By Cloud 08/04/08 01:15am

Neil
On April 5th my brother has been dead for 10 years and I guess I've been thinking of him a lot lately. He would be 31 years old now IF he was still here. I really miss him. He was my best friend and little brother at the same time. I think of him all the time it's just certain times I think of him more often and this is one of those times. I love him dearly and at one time I was afraid I would forget him but now after 10 years I know that is not possible.

Will B Away From Fubar For A Bit...
i have to ask that my fubar friends please be patient with me, a situation has arose in my family that needs more time of me...i will not b on fubar for a few weeks... i apologize for not sending out profile comments like i should to my dearest and closest frinds...

Music
I need a fav please. Rick underwood is a real good friend of mine, great guy and he needs some input on his music.. could u please if u have time give him a listen and rate his songs on myspace and some are at his website http://www.rickunderwood.com and http://www.myspace.com/rickunderwood thanks so much , means a lot ~Lori Even if u dont like this type of music, an honest input would be very nice.. thanks so much and just email him at his myspace with what u think ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hi everyone! I hope all are doing well. I have a favor to ask of you... Here's the deal... I need your input. For the first 19 people who do this for me, I will mail out a copy of my cd 'Going Home' to you. I'll sign it for you if you like. All I need for you to do is simply this... 1) Go to my website at www. rickunderwood. com myspace http://www.myspace.com/rickunderwood 2)Listen to all(or at least the first half)of all 10 tracks that will be on the cd.

Some Suggestions- Please
I'd like for you my friend to give me a lil help with this one any and all suggestion are welcome! It gets somewhat boring here in this place so I thought I'd get a companion while I'm here in this apartment and didn't think it would be fair to a dog to be locked up in an apartment all day while I was at work! So this is my new lil friend. and she's a spunky lil thing!! I haven't given her a name yet and thought I'd maybe get some suggestion from my friends. Ao if you would please let me know what you think and when I have made a choice on what suites her best out of the seggestions I will let you all know!

My Blogspot
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and

Own Me, You Know You Want To!!!!
Alright guys Im in another auction, it is a fubucks only auction put on by Nilla and Taz of Dirty Deeds Radio. So if you think you got the cash, and would want to own me, go here http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=413052&albumid=950302&i=3882275231&idx=17 and check out what i offer and to place your bid!!!

Songs
Love My Murder IN the night I crawl on the ground, looking back and forth and all around. Oh there you are, while you swish your hips to your car. You dont know im there, no one knows where, until it's too late for you to see your fate. ::chorus:: Such glorious blood dripping from my hands, waking up knowing just where I stand. Your death is on my mind, mmmm how much i love my murder. As i lick the sweet blood from my fingertips, loving the way you used to squirm and nip.I'll take this pain away with one slice of your throat, if you prefer the hard way, I'll drown your little self into the sea off of a boat. So easy to destroy a life, with a gun is so much fun, and so sly with a hard edged knife. ::chorus:: My deed is done, your dead and gone. With blood still on my hands and mind, taking the space away of time. There's nothing you can do, 'cause your all through, your life is over...by the way, when your in heaven, wish me luck and kiss a fuckin clover. **chorus**

Hating This Place
Okay... so I got home today... And am sittin' in my room... Look up out the window to see my little brother smearing horse shit under my car door handle... Not too happy about that... So I said, WTF is wrong with you? You don't do that shit to people's cars.... he just laughs... It pisses me off because he has no respect for anyone elses stuff... I'll loan him a CD or DVD, and the next day, it would look like he took 20 grit sand paper to it... Loses things, breaks things, downloads viruses... just gets old... on top of that... I want some change... I've been in this God forsaken state for almost 21 yrs now... And I hate it just as much now as I did before... This fucking weather makes ya depressed. I just need a change. Pack up and move somewhere no one knows my family or me... And start completely over, not turning every corner and thinking about memories from that spot. no one to guilt trip me for things ive done in my past, no one to judge me for dumb shit ive done or mistake

What Do You Think?
Hey whats going on with every one? I have found the best candles ever! I just got done burning my 16oz candle and thought everyone should know about them so I decided to start selling them I had people comming into my house asking where did I get this great smelling candle so I told them they couldnt believe it I have 2 cats 1 that is a male and 2 chihuhuas and they couldnt smell the pets now thats great lol You need to check out my site If you love great selling candles that is tripple scented you will love these they provide an inviting accent at a dinner party table, in the kitchen or any room of the house. My site is www.selenabenz.scent-team.com trust me you will be glad you did. If you have any questions just email me Oh dont forget to sign up for my free 16oz candle sign up every month what do you have to loose winning a free candle

Seriously?!?
Ok, I've been a member of this thing for about a month now. I've met some really decent people. I've met some not so decent people. My picture on my profile does not suggest that I am a sex starved MILF, so why, oh why, do about 15% of the men on here send me messages wanting to fuck??? Does it say anywhere on my profile that I want to be hit up for sex??? Get a clue guys, if ya want sex, get off your fucking computer and out into the real world!

Boredom
Yeah so I'm soooo bored I've decided to write a blog about how bored I am..... well It'll start out that way atleast, but it's not like anyone ever really reads these things but me.... :P So here I am, all grown up and nowhere to go. Isn't it funny how age creeps up on ya? I mean I still feel like a teenager playing house most days and I'm pushin 30 ffs Lmao It's just never what you expected is it? I always expected some kind of epiphany, but instead the years just kinda crept up on me. And all those grandiose plans I had in my youth? Yeah we all know what became of those Lmao But I wouldn't change a thing, even the shitty stuff cause it made me the woman I am, and gawd how boring would I be without a lil spice to keep it interesting? ;)

Private Pic Are Now In Default Now!!!
If i could get your help with bombing my my pic starting on July 12,2008 at 12am central time that would be awesome for the help from all of you. Here the the link that you would go to http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1559624&albumid=1059202&i=4164815522

Fire
I got home from work last night to find the newly built complex behind my house on fire...in less then 1/2hr it was a fully involved fire. I spend the next few hours hosing down my house and yard...embers ranging from 1" to 5" were raining down on my property...it was the scariest few hours I've ever had. A house on the other side of the complex had their siding melt right off the house from the heat. And sadly it seems the complex, for seniors and assisted living, people had started moving thier stuff in...and rumor has it...that it was started by some kid!!! What's wrong with kids now adays doing stuff like this...grafitti is no longer a statement....destroying peoples lives and endangering many is the way to go!!! Maybe I'm just getting old but i'm so angry for what my family and others in my neighbourhood had to go through and the seniors who have lost everything. Maybe in a couple of days I'll cool off?

The Last In Line
We're a ship without a storm The cold without the warm Light inside the darkness that it needs, yeah We're a laugh without a tear The hope without the fear We are coming - home We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the toss You can release yourself But the only way is down We don't come alone We are fire we are stone We're the hand that writes Then quickly moves away We'll know for the first time If we're evil or divine We're the last in line We're the last in line Two eyes from the east It's the angel or the beast And the answer lies between The good and bad We search for the truth We could die upon the tooth But the thrill of just the chase Is worth the pain We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the to

Vip Contest
Hiya all.. I am in a VIP contest and i need some help.. I need to have 10,000 comments. Below is the link to get you there.. Please tell all friends and family.. Thanks so much in advance... MUAH!!!!!

Erase
don't leave you said to me and for a moment i feared i'd stay but your plea rang hollow so i quietly walked away i can see you through the glass and i wonder was it done in vain now i'd do anything to simply make the pain go away if you'd have me i'd take you back again and erase the mistakes i've made if you'd have me i'd take you back again and add to the mistakes i've made i remember morning light and a shower to clear my head everyday a reminder of what a fool i've been seemed when i left you i'd left everything i'd known now you have shown me i'm not the man i thought i was i believed in you i had faith in you i was there for you now i'm lost in you

Gilded Cunt
Your misery is worn as a veil To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind In place of Eve a bitter parody hails Daggers from the swagger Of a sodomite's concubine Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Your thin pretence overstretched and sickly Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave My preference leans to killing you quickly Scissored in the gizzard That a heart no more maintains But i am tied To the labyrinth and the beast The one way track of eyes Black and grey like panzers Loose your shell Shoot the mouth The gates of hell Have often dropped their jaws about Satan's agents are perversions to bear Side to side with the diversions You use to guide my fingers there Dirty little gold digger Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Nothing is above you save a boreal light That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice And below you, will i see you tonight Glower from your tower Built of ivory and spite? For i am torn Between the sheets that keep me bor

Treasure You.. I Love You Grammy
Treasure You. When I Think About You A Million Warm Memories Come To Me. A Gentle Hand Reaching Out To Warm Mine, Kind Words To Move And Lift Me. So Much Wisdom And Happiness to share. You’re All Of This And So Much More. Always Strong, Ever Caring And Giving Of Yourself. You’re One Of The Greatest Gifts That I’ve Ever Received. A Constant Source of Joy For All Of My Tomorrows. And I’ll Love And Treasure You Forever. I Love You Grandma.... I Miss You, I Love You.. And I Will See You Soon..

Haven's Haven
When was the last time you had a conversation with the moon? Made a wish on a falling star? Held hope from a string of delicate things When was the last time you got lost in an enchanged wood, Or were kissed by a prince , who turned into a frog ... Consulted a caterpillar? Or kidnapped a myth? Had a visit from your faery godmother ... Who turned pumpkins into coaches and wishes into wings When was the last time you cried lost tears into the lake of longing? Or sipped inspiration from the pool of wonder, Or rose, victorious, like a phoenix from the ashes? When did you last ... lay your head in the lap of awe ... and listen to a song ... from a distant shore ... called home? THE TIME IS NOW Leap... soar... explore... remember your dreams ... and unseen things ... Sing with rapture ... and dance ... dance ... dance like a dervish And when imagination knocks ... open the Duir (door) ...

Christmas Poem
The Snow is here, The lights are hung. Commercial Christmas, Shopping not done Wal-Mart, K-Mart, Kohls and Sears, Finding the present they'll like for years Running thru tanks of unleaded fuel Running thru stores knowing not what to do Shopping for her, shopping for him Waiting till tomorrow to do it again. Tired as hell, can't sleep at night Wanna do more shopping, money running tight so venting out to a therapist, just because Wishing there WAS a fucking Santa Clause

It Only Took 20 Years
Can you believe Kansas finally won a championship! WoooooHooooo Kansas fans are happy and partying in Lawrence right now. I believe and feel free to correct me if I am wrong but isn't the last time KU won 20 years ago? That would have been 1988 The same year I graduated. I'm not much into college sports in fact I don't ever watch them but even I had to watch the last 5 min of the game in overtime all the while keeping my fingers crossed for the Jayhawks. Lord knows Kansas needed to bring home a championship as the Chiefs and Royals aren't capable. GO KU #1 ~~~~~2008~~~~~

Who's Really The Racist One
racist people!!!! No matter what its called, its still called the same, racism... wether your white, latino, black, green,orange, purple, or gray..... Its still called racism.. -Unknown Desire- You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, nigger, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner,Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites

My Poetry!!
Comply with violence, no longer abide, disruption in silence, refusal to hide. Whisper soft sweet, sorrow too much, smiles defeat, permanent crutch. Shadows conceal, drinking in light, mysteries reveal, fight or flight. She calls her mind, together's a-part, nothing to find, nowhere to start... 18MARCH2008 ~*GIBBY*~

The World Is Still Turning
The World Is Still Turning The world is still turning The sky is still blue The windows still open For me and for you. The breeze is still blowing The air crisp and clear Does not matter if we are far Or if we are near. The clouds may still come But they surely will go As long as you, and I Always know. That within us is all

It's Almost Here..prepare!
US National ID Cards by May 2008 October 30 2006 At large, the American people are still unaware of the issuance of the Real ID card forthcoming in May of 2008. This new national/international ID card, and its interactivity with national/international databases, can access our medical, financial, driving, Social Security, license(s), firearms registrations, and political status inside its high tech/little nano brain. In essence, it holds our private lives on a swipe-able card that is then privy to any organization, retailer, or person requesting our identification or our money. In other words, our life histories accessible upon command from one 2X3 inch card. Having no choice but to comply, most American people will accept their new national/international ID card. It is my understanding that without the card, we will be denied bank accounts in the United States of America, a driver's license, and the right to fly on airplanes unless we have been issued a Real ID card. One

Brittonyology
Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology" What is your salad dressing of choice? Catalina What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choices? Jack in the Box What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Red Lobster On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant? Depends on the check... always more than five. What are your pizza toppings of choice? pepperoni, sausage, cheese What do you like to put on your toast? Butter and grape jam What is your wallpaper on your computer? My kids. How many televisions are in your house? 5 including the big screen What color of cell phone do you have? I don't have one. Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right Have you ever had anything removed from your body? cysts What is the last heavy item you lifted? My kids Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Yes... I like to fight. If it were possible, would you wa

Life
More police, safety measures planned for annual partyBy GAZETTE STAFFEMAIL COMMENTS NEWVILLE — One year after an Edgerton pedestrian was killed after a party at a Newville tavern, the Rock County Sheriff’s Department will beef up patrols for next Saturday’s annual bash. In an effort to curtail drunken driving and underage alcohol offenses, deputies will be on foot patrol in Newville, conduct youth alcohol compliance checks inside taverns and enforce laws on liquor sales to minors. Last year, pedestrian Cameron J. Kraay, 38, was struck and killed on Highway 59. Both Kraay and the driver, Jason L. Huff of Edgerton, had been at the annual Break in the Weather Party at the Anchor Inn in Newville. They attended independently of each other. In late March, Huff pleaded guilty to a felony charge of hit and run involving death. A charge of homicide by intoxicated use of a vehicle was dismissed. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for June 3. Kraay had not been drinking, accordin

Stupid Boy
Okay so I mostly just sit here and rant but I also observe. I find my friend retarded for taking back a tramp who said she didn't know who he was when he happened to call. And no I'm not jealous of her because been there had that, Plus fact is I have a wonderful guy. But he is my close friend and I don't want to see him hurt by her. At least when I get fucked over I have the common sense not to return for more pain. I MOVE ON. But hey his life... I'm just not going to sit and listen to him bitch and moan about the situation again. You know who you are!

This Guy Rated My Default Pic Which Is For Autism A 5
Just thought I would share this guy with everyone how can someone rate my profile pic a 5 its not my ugly mug its a supporting autism pic well this guy did it WhosDW

Why Do I See This All The Time?
Am I wrong for not posting up half naked pictures of myself just to get some one's attention? Why do girls think that they need to lower thier priorities just to get comments!!! Why must girls look like sluts for a man to like her? A man should love a woman for everything they are and not just the sterotypes . I belive a woman can be beautiful without showing thier half naked bodies to perverts and ass holes just looking to stick thier C*cks in a girl that is considered "SEXY". I have more respect for myself than that! I'm glad that you have the perfect body but why let the public see everything that you have? Would you go out naked in public? I wouldn't, its not my thing. Be aware that there are stalkers and pedofiles and nasty people out there!

Feel Empty Inside
do you ever feel empty or dead inside wishing to run wanting to hide to just let go of the pain you feel to just fake it and fuck all the real wondering why or how you got here thinking and crying living in fear not knowing where you should be knowing inside you need to be free wondering how the dark side can be hoping and praying the light you will see wishing just for once you would win the race and lift yourself up out of this place closing your eyes dreaming for you thinking of noone just being true to be free and run away fast not worried inside or living the past to take that one final step and just know you are done standing still refusing to run looking ahead and just see the light just finding peace if for only one night done by christine . may 8th 2008

Drama
Ok... so it was a lot of fun while it lasted... but I must say that I have had enough of the drama. I have made a few friends on this site and the ones that really mean a lot to me know how to get a hold of me in REAL LIFE. It is time for me to move on in more ways than just one. And I don't need this site to show me who my true friends are. 90 percent of these people don't even know what a true friendship is anyway. Why would I ever want to base anything upon what these people think of me or want to say about me and the drama that they want to cause for me in my personal life. So to all you Fubers out there... I hope you can continue to have a blast on the site. It can be a lot of fun as long as you don't let people too close!!!

Do You Wanna Own Me
OK so here it is im in a auction for fubucks only starting bid is 50,000 fubucks. The one who wins me will get a SFW salute all pics stashes and blogs rated, a gift or profile comment a day for a month during a happy hour, their name added to my profile for a month and a link to their profile added to my profile. So please show me some luv just click the link below and happy bidding xoxo Angel

Being Pimped Out
I bid and won my First Fu Ownee as Wonder Woman would say.....and she made me the first amazing Pimp Out Bully so I copied it and pasted it here....You really should go and say Hi to her for she really is an amazing and sweet Woman....TY Cat .................................... The auction has ended and I am proud to say that for one month, I am Fu-owned by the ever so sexy.... 'Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~'. She is a super sweetheart and a great friend to have. If you don't have her as a friend yet, please go by and show her some love and tell her that I sent you. And if you have already had the pleasure of becoming friends with Ms. Wildcat, stop by her page and drop her a comment and again, tell her I sent you. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~' on '2008-04-08 01:19:51') ................................................ So please click

Melody
1.) Online name: Insane_Melody 2.) Real name: Susann(pronounce {Suzanne})S. 3.) Nick names off line and on line:Insane, Melody,Mel, Sue, Suzy, Auntie. 4.)Children?- Don't have any.(yet) 5.)Pets?- Yes, 1 cat, 2 guinea pigs. Faves~~~ Likes?- Music,reading,drawing. Italian,steaks & Mexican food(no wonder I get heartburn) Color?- Purple, black,blue(NO NOT A BRUISE..LOL) Team? Chicago bears, white sox, Cubs,& Bulls. Favorite animals- border collies, dashunds,chihuahua,german shephard, guinea pigs, bunnies,koalas, chipmunks,pandas, and penguins. girly? tomboy?-Tomboy. What kinda of music?- All kinds I lovvvvvvve music. Name a few authors you like- Anne Rice, Laurell k. Hamilton,Maggie Shayne, v.c.andrews, patterson,peterson,King,Koontz. Cook.list goes on Have you seen a play? yes, Steel Magnolias. Have you been to a concert? Yes, Prince 2 different ones. Weird al-2ce. Have you been to a book signing? yes, Laurell K. Hamilton. Have you been to a professional wrestling revenue?

Atomic Bombers
Come and join the Hottest Fubar Bombing Family. Are you still looking for the perfect bombing family? Look no further!!! Its right here!!!We are an up and coming drama free Bombing Family dedicated to the love and fun of Bombing! We are looking for serious bombers, so if you are interested, Please drop us a line!!!!! Miss Trouble™ Club F.A.R Col. Dream Girlz Fu-Owned By *B!TCHWH!SPERER* and Suave (His Fu-Wifey Too)@ fubar Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/@ fubar Stop by and visit the Home page and read the blogs, check out our bombers and if you are interested, drop a line there as well!!!! Atomic Bombers Official Page

My Kids
I guess I just feel like venting to fubar about my kids. I am a proud father of two girls My oldest daughter’s name is Khyanni and my youngest is Jazmine. I’m really happy I have two girls. I look at it as my opportunity to perfect the female race. If I raise them right they will think like a man and at the same time rid themselves of typical female craziness. You can laugh now but I’m serious. Khyanni is 8 years old this year and is my handicapped child. She is autistic and mentally retarded. I figure it’s all my fault because I told God on the day of her delivery that I could not handle a handicapped child. I even ask the nurse to count her fingers and toes twice to make sure they were all there. God had something else instore for me and I am grateful for the hard learned lesson. Khyanni is very smart even though she is diagnosed retarted. She didn’t learn to crawl until she was two, and didn’t learn to walk until she was five. But by the age of six she could program my Tivo to r

Argh
Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in the period at the end of infinity’s most excruciatingly painful sentence. You know, the one it took 10 monkeys locked in a room 10 thousand years to write. After that sentence everything is so final. Nothing can ever be taken back. But I don’t know what it is I gave up so I don’t know if you want it back or not. I am not alone inside it though. The end of the world is in there with me. It is becoming me. Everything I do is the end. Everything I say is the end. Everything I think and feel. I may not be God but I sure am giving him a real run for his money. I realize that death is not the end. That destruction is still a creative force. Despite my desire to do otherwise though it is still the only type I can seem to muster inside there. With the world in ruin around my feet I realize that of all the insults I’ve egregiously committed those scars self inflicted are both the most painful and numerous. Standing in defeat, the purveyor of such utterly dis

Marq...the Plonker
the hotties reposted and he was in every damn one of them saying this..... ‰„Ma... April 7, 2008 @ 6:37 pm Lmfao!!! I wish everyone knew you Hope, but your true colors will show in the end.. I found out the hard way. I have a damn good reason for the way I act toward you, and you know it. So tell a piece of the story then, I know the truth and thats all that matters AFTER I POSTED THIS: NOW WHATS FUNNY IS I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID .....I JUST REMEMBER HIM BEING A TOTAL JACK ARSE TELLING ME WHO I COULDNT BE FRIENDS WITH WHAT TO DO ECT....ALWAYS TRYING TO CONTROL ME (ALWAYS)AND THE MOST FUNNY PART IS IVE SAID THIS TO HIM BEFORE (YOUR TRUE COLOURS WILL SHOW IN THE END!)ALOT OF THE GIRLS FINALLY SAW HIM FOR WHO HE REALLY WAS...OK SO HERE IS THE THING ITS BEEN MONTHS AND MONTHS THAT GO BY AND I FIND OUT HE IS STILLLLLLLLLLL SLAGGING ME OFF EVERYWHERE....WHY CANT HE GROW UP AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE?IM TRYING TO HAVE FUN HERE ON THIS SITE WITH MY "TRUE" FRIENDS.......

Bitch
When I stand up for Myself and my beliefs, They call me a Bitch. When I stand up for Those I love, They call me a Bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts Or do things my own way, they call me a Bitch. Being a bitch Means I won't Compromise what's In my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to Tolerate injustice and Speak against it, I am Defined as a Bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for Myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, Opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, Try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. An

Read This!!!!
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes Benz 380 SL." -- Lynn Lavner "According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." -- Robert De Niro "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." -- Steve Martin "Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place." -- Billy Crystal "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." -- Tom Clancy "Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet. -- Robin Williams "Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house."

Tattoos On Breasts
I see so many beautiful women on here and elsewhere that have tattoos on their breasts and cleavage. I don't get it, you don't need anything else for us to notice your tits, its one of the first places we look when we see you. I just think that is the most unattractive place for a female to get a tattoo. Don't get me wrong I love tattoos and I think they are sexy on females only if they are done right and in the right location. A female's chest is not a good place for a tattoo, I think looks trashy and in a few years it will be a dark blob and look like you have some disease or something. It's just my opinion and I am sure a lot of people will disagree. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

Dedication
Dedication To Brian By: Sharon Gay Watson My friend....you are our stars in the sky, the soft clouds rolling by; You are the rainbow after a morning shower, the fire from a raging storm; In our memories you will live allways, and in our nights you will hold us close; Your strength keeps us going, your love lingers in the depths of our hearts; Help us to get through this, keep our sanity from slipping away; All of your loved ones feel the same way.....we miss you......; You were taken too soon from us all and we need you so much; But we all know God has plans for you up in Heaven. Thank you for bringing us all together, thank you for all the happy times and even the bad; Thank you for being our brother, our mentor, our rock, and our love; Thank you above all else for being the man you were and still are; Thank you for just being you. Brian......Rest In Peace.....May God hold you close to him. I know all of us are from now on! Till we meet again, Bro.......God Ble

The Breast Cancer Foundation
The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corpor ate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Mourning
A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He allways cared and made me smile, For this man I would walk a mile. You never know how much you miss him, Till those words hit home and that light grows dim, The hugs, the kisses, the many a long hour, He was allways my rock and he gave me so much power. I could face each day, but what about now, I know I must....but do not know how, I love him so much, I miss him more than I can say, He will be mourned in each and every way. He was like a brother, strong and true, The man never thought of himself, only of you, Sleep my friend, rest in peace, till we meet again soon, You are in my thoughts, my dreams, and in the light of the moon. ************************************************************************************ A dear friend to me has passed on. I will miss him so much. Just never knew it would hurt lik

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Sadness
Sadness Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

Darkness
A Darker Side Of Me I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don’t have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I wil

Cold Wax
>All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, >painless removal-The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > > > >My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play >with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind >for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the >medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. > > > >It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you >just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them >apart and press them to your let (or wherever else) and you pull the hair >right off. > > > >No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am >mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > > > >(YA THINK?!?!) > > > >So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other >stuck together. Instead of rubbing them

10,000 Down We Need All Git-r-done Members Here Asap! Lets Rock!
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My Tattoo
Hey Ya'll Hey I wanted to write a new blog because I am extremly bored right now. I am going to be gettin my first tatto in a few months. But I am so excited about it because I wanted to get something I didn't want to regrett and have to get covered up later in life ya know??? So I am going to get a pair of Angel Wings With Cross in the middle Of them and Then between the two wings it will have my itials and then goin to have down in the cross the words" strength and Determination". It is going to look really awesome when its done. I went with this Idea an the words because It shows how much my life is a savin grace and I am willin to be strong an determined to be here and I how rough of life I went through to just be here today. But I am so excited about gettin it Can't wait and Sorry for the ones that think I am writtin to much about it. My bad. lol But Yeah I'll deffently put pics up when I get it done and show ya'll. Racer

Well my 15 yr. old daughter is sitting in juvenile right now. I went to a detention hearing today and she is going to stay in there until the 22nd when she has another hearing. I hate that she is in there. It hurt so bad when they said she was going to stay there. I really don't know what to do. My husband and family probably think that I want her to stay in there but I really don't.

Women
I have been talking with this woman for the last eight months, online, on the phone and in person. We have been seriously dating since January. It progressed to the point of us talking about setting a date and even picking out rings. Yes, that serious. Suddenly, a few weeks ago she just stopped talking. Didnt answer voice mails, didnt reply to emails or texts. I kind of figured she needed space. Well today I tried to call her and some guy answers the phone. She called back later and said she was going to tell me "in her own time, because she didnt want to hurt me". Tha question I have is this. How can you go from "I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you" to betrayal? I dont understand. I mean a simple "I want to see what else is out there" or "I am not ready for this step" would be fine. Fact is, she has hurt me much worse by having me find out this way. I guess I am just confused.

Why Are Doctors In A Hurry To Get You Out Of The Hospital
it seem like when you go to the hospital they dont care about any one my Mother just past away last week. the nurseing home sent her to the ER cuz she was throwing up blood but the doctor said it was just choclate with out testing her the nurseing home fought with the ER doctor telling him that she has not ate much in the last 2 days but yet the ER doctor forced the nurseing home to take my Mother back to the home and the next day she was not responeingso the nurseing home again sent her back to the ER where she coded 2 times in 24 hours and by friday they said there was nothing they could do for her but they never told us what the cause of death was and I'm trying to fight for my Mother but thank due to our Goverment they have made it hard to fight for justace so think about it the next time you go to the hospital and what the doctors say is it BS or do you think they have any clue or humanity for anyone think about it

Schhol--1958 Vs. 2008
SCHOOL -- 1958 vs. 2008 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1958 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack 's shotgun, goes t o his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack . 2008 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario : John ny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1958 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. John ny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2008 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests John ny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though John ny started it. Scenario : Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students . 1958 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2008 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. Sc

Wtf????
So I'm kinda wondering why it is people seem to think that I wanna randomly hook up with them? If I dont know you, why would I wanna have sex with you? Just because people assume fat chicks get no love well your wrong!!!! If I wanted to hook up I wouldn't try to get it from a complete stranger who doesn't wanna know anything about me except if I put out or not, so please stop trying.

Sad Story
girl:hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school. boy-

I Love U
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

Little Known Facts
Some Little Known Facts (that you probably don't want to know) 1) If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it!) 2) If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. 3) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. 4) A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes 5) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Still not over that pig thing!) 6) Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (So why does a damn PIG have the half hour orgasm!?!?) 7) On average people fear spiders more than they do death. 8) The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmm.....) 9) You can't kill yourself by holding your breath. 10) Americans on the average eat 18 acres of pizza every day. 11) Every time you lick a

Where Are They????
"LOVE YOURSELF FIRST" i remember these words from my sister in japan,back in 2001,because shes right,im a FOOL when im in-love,just like a water falls taht keeps on falling...why?!! is it wrong to be in-love like he's your everything and he's your life?!! what if you have so much love to give for that person??? can i just give it all??...thats what i thought before,but now i learned that its wrong to give too much...most of guys these days are PLAYERS...well,actually not all but most of them..they just like girls for SEX..thats not fair....whats worse is when you tell them "IM PREGNANT".....SEE YAH NEVER!!! or youll just say "IM 1 WEEK DELAYED" damn..theyre BUSY..wheres the real man these days??!! are they already extinct?? or the DNA of james bond already scattered everywhere that keeps on changing leading lady..ive been through a bad relationship,im glad that i can see better now...i ahve to expect,how it really hurts to lose someone that youve loved so much...you have to take all pa

Who Wants A Happy Hour
Hi friends -I am hosting a happy hour contest . Here are the details -The contest will run for 2 weeks (14 days) and the most photo comments wins . here's the prizes -1st place wins a happy hour. 2nd place wins a 1 month VIP 3rd place wins a bling pack.Contest will start as soon as I get at least 12 contestants.If you are interested contact Lala at the link below ♥LåLå®♥@ fubar

Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it's a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

My Opinion!
I got this in an Email, original authur unknown, but its awesome!!!! God Bless the USA! I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an

Yep Thats Right
one should never judge a book by its cover nor a person by there profile. plz dont be a hater down rater lol remember your ip adress is connected to a physical address lol lmao muwahhhaaahhaaa. peace :)

Auction For Ladykaos69
Hello I am going to follow your advice and post my auction in a mumm on Sat. The mumm will start early Sat AM and end early Sunday AM. I have had a few people ask that I include some things in my auction like one of my G-strings, a hand written letter from me with my lip prints on it, an audographed picture of me. Do you think this is a good idea? What would you like me to add into the auction?

You & I
I miss your laugh that I’ll never hear, I miss your smile I’ll never see and I miss the you, the you that I’ll never hold. I miss the warmth of your body next to mine in the stillness of the night That will never be We are told that love awakens the soul and changes who we are But love burns like a fire in our hearts and brings no peace to our souls when kept apart And that’s what I miss the most, the you and I, that can never be If we would ever meet, we would do things we’d regret Because another owns your name And I don’t want to be just another woman To wait for your time and touch But it would happen if we ever met And though I long for you in my waking moments and dream dreams of us at night I know in my heart that you and I can never be I try so hard not to wish on such a foolish wish Somehow you always seem to find your way back into my heart And I no longer have the will to tell you no Even though, you and I will never be I’ve tried so many time

I'm Up On Tha Market!!!
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Training
This is a pretty lame subject to blog on, for those that don't know... I am on the rifle range right now (which is a part of my job). Every year Marines are required to shoot...and qualify with...an M16. It goes back to "Every Marine is a rifleman first." Well, the fact that the range, for most, is fun and for a number of reasons: 1. Because we never get to use our weapons 2. Gets us out of work for the week 3. Meet new Marines Okay, so the list of reasons is not so great...but the list to HATE the range is even longer: 1. Outside in ANY weather, ANY climate for hours. 2. If it rains, snows, tornado, lightning, flying pigs, no one cares. You're going to qualify. 3. I don't know what it is about the range, but Marines are always unexplicably tired after they are done firing. I hate that because those of us that go back to work are useless afterwards. 4. You go downrange behind a 10 foot wide dirt/concrete birm and pull targets for those that are shooting (it's n

Just Some Facts To Think About!
We need to pay attention to these facts. Pretty Scary!!What if 20 Million Illegal Aliens Vacated America? Tina Griego, journalist for the Denver Rocky Mountain News wrote a column titled, "Mexican Visitor's Lament" -- 10/25/07. She interviewed Mexican journalist Evangelina Hernandez while visiting Denver last week. Hernandez said, "They (illegal aliens) pay rent, buy groceries, buy clothes...What Happens to your country's economy if 20 million people go away?" That's a good question - it deserves an answer. Over 80 percent of Americans demand secured borders and illegal migration stopped. But what would happen if all 20 million or more vacated America? The answers may surprise you! In California, if 3.5 million illegal aliens moved back to Mexico, it would leave an extra $10.2 billion to spend on overloaded school systems, bankrupt hospitals and overrun prisons. It would leave highways cleaner, safer and less congested. Everyone could understand one anot

Amr Diab
TRANSLATION --------------- Amr Diab - Always With You I'm always with you Even if you are far from me your love is in my heart I'm always with you always on my mind and in my heart And I'll never forget you I always miss you even if I am with you I always long for you my darling My eye always calls for you And if the weight of the universe were upon me I would still, my darling, need you Always with you, my heart is with you, my soul is with you Oh most precious darling oh most precious darling No matter how far you are from me you are close to my heart Oh my coming and present live oh most precious destiny

Man Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you mus

We Are Birds
every once in awhile in life peoples hit potholes in their relationships and some people let that ruin something that may have been beautiful. Thats why i wish i was a bird! they find a mate and are with them for life, thick and thin it just dion't matter because they don't sweat the small stuff. I was lucky enough to find that in my life but now i am miles away because of something i did. people when you find that bird you hold on for dear life and don't worry about what the next person has because you have something they only wish for.

Dexter Season 1 & 2 Full Episodes
Click On An Episode To Watch It.. Dexter - Season 1 Episode 01. Dexter - 01/10/2006 Episode 02. Crocodile - 08/10/2006 Episode 03. Popping Cherry - 15/10/2006 Episode 04. Let's Give the Boy a Hand- 22/10/2006 Episode 05. Love American Style - 29/10/2006 Episode 06. Return to Sender - 05/11/2006 Episode 07. Circle of Friends - 12/11/2006 Episode 08. Shrink Wrap - 19/11/2006 Episode 09. Father Knows Best - 26/11/2006 Episode 10. Seeing Red - 03/12/2006 Episode 11. Truth Be Told - 10/12/2006 Episode 12. Born Free - 17/12/2006 Dexter - Season 2 Episode 01. It's Alive! - 30/09/2007 Episode 02. Waiting To Exhale - 07/10/2007

Guy's Rules
Please note...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. 1. If you won't dress like t

Lets Help Her Out
I know that there are a lot of ppl wanting to get the spotlight, you can add me to that list...My VIP runs out in 3 days and I know it's impossible for me to make godfather before it does...So, I'm asking that if anyone would like to contribute to my chance at the spotlight before my VIP runs out and give me a chance at leveling before Friday It would be greatly appreciated...Thank you all in advance...Please while you're at it, pls hit up this awesome woman who made this for me...Natural_Witch AKA Tina OK EVERYONE WE SEE SHE IS NOT ASKING FOR MUCH WHATS A LITTLE FU-BUCKS GONNA HURT ANYONE LETS ALL PITCH IN A FEW AND HELP OUR GOOD FRIENDS GET THE SPOTLIGHT ITS NOT TO MUCH TO ASK . JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND SEND A SOME LOVE IN THE WAY OF BUCKS . ~Natural_Witch~Fu-Owned by JWH *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar This message is brought to you by the ONE AND ONLY Tsisquo'ga ♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Club F.A.R~.D.S.C@ fubar (repost of original by '

Guest Djin Dirty Addiction
Come Join Us Tonight In Dirty Addiction Lounge And Welcome Our Guest: Come In And Watch Him Burn This Phuckin' B*tch To The Ground It's Only Happening In Dirty Addiction Lounge Tonight @ 9 EST So What The PHUCK Are You Waiting For? Click The Pics To Get There

Shadow Levelers Updated List 08apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 5,866 to Level 10 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 6,720 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 21,553 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 19,660 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,374 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 43,190 to Level 22 Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar 49,649 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 57,019 to Level 23 Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar 68,792 to Level 20 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 82,084 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ S

Gone For A Few Days!
Just to let my friends know that don't already, I will be moving back to TN. and leaving tomorrow sometime. I am in the process of going through a painful divorce and leaving CA to return to my hometown in TN. My uncle passed away today so I am leaving tomorrow. Hope you understand and don't think I am just ignoring you, I won't do that to my friends. I appreciate everyone's friendship and your support. Hope I will be able to get back online in a few days and talk to you. Take care all and god bless you! Amber (Sexygurl70)

Updates And Venting
well i havent wrote anything in awhile so i guess ill do updates and stuff lol ok i still live at home with parents it sucks but what can i do. i have a job at the Coventry KB its barly parttime so im still looking fo a better job so i can save up for maybe a car and my own apartment. oh and resency i got my drivers licence i been driving around with mom to stores and stuff ive taking the car to the store by myself a couple of times. i like driveing alone better then with mom lol. my lil sis Sarah is almost 14 months old now shes getting so big she dont walk yet but she crawls very fast and stands when she is agaist things but she still is so cute still cant believe shes here. and im still single well kinda caues there this one guy i been getting really close to online but he live in MA and i havent seen him since he lived down here. i do like him and stuff it just sucks i dont get to see him or hear from him much now it sucks. and then i have ex and guys who say im too good for t

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If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. V anilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be. 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventur ous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber.

Thoughts 24
I am very scared right now and just need to write and get this down. For about 2-3 months now I have had blood in my stool(sorry for being gross) off and on and for the last 2 weeks it has been every day. I also have been having lower abdominal cramps for the last few months and just thought that it was menstrual cramps. I have been having issues with that for the past year so I just didn't think much about it. For the last week I have been really scared and knew that I needed to call my doctor and should have months ago. You see, my younger brother had colon cancer at the age of 34 which is very young. It has been in the back of my mind for months now and have had this nagging feeling of needing to call the doctor. I just did and talked to a nurse since the doctor was gone for the day. I told her my symptoms and when I told her that I have had cramps and they are very low in my pelvic area, she was very concerned. She said that the bright red blood and lower cramps is u

Random.. The Things In My Head..
Tell me. What gets you out of bed in the morning? Every one has something, something that keeps them tethered to this earth. So what is it for you? Is it the warm kiss of the sun on your face, the sound of a new born baby crying, or the rush of seeing some one you love. What would you do if it was all taken away? In an instant it was all turned up side down. That rush is gone; it has been taken away and is never coming back. What then? Do you know, will any one ever know? Who are you when it’s gone? Are we any thing more than just flesh bound to this world? A world that we are lead to believe that dreams come true and if you really want some thing bad enough its yours. When in all reality it’s a prison that we are forced to live in. If there was a way to end it, to make it all stop would you do it?